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Tomorrow Has To Wait, a Cloud & Aerith One-Shot
A FFVII Rebirth Cloud & Aerith fic. Contains spoilers through Gongaga (and beyond tbh). Cloud slips away into the night to be alone with his thoughts. How can he protect the ones he cares for most if he cannot even trust himself?
Aerith Gainsborough brought me out of fic writing retirement. You ever been down so bad that you got in touch with your inner child, your first dreams and aspirations, and a craft you've long left on the shelf? I have, and it got about 2.8k words and a long afternoon outta me.
Be kind, it's been a long time for this old boy.
Read on AO3 here. Snippet beneath the read more.
Gongaga nights were humid, the dense kind of humidity that clings to however much exposed skin it can find, and sleeping in it was no easy task. However, up above the trees standing at the top of a mostly ruined observation tower, Cloud was breathing in the crisp breeze and gazing up at the stars.
“It’s not so different from Nibelheim.” He recalled kicking his feet off the edge of the water tower, looking through the window of the cute girl next door and then desperately trying to look anywhere but there to avoid being weird. That was so long ago, but nowadays he felt more in touch with the awkward, silent kid than a seasoned SOLDIER.
Even with Tifa’s forgiveness for what happened at the reactor, Cloud couldn’t find enough quiet in his mind to rest. He was anxious. How in the hell was anyone supposed to trust him if he couldn’t trust himself? Despite their party growing stronger and more determined than ever, the war waging on in his mind was one he had to fight alone. The migraines, the memories, the uneasy feeling lingering in his chest any time they encounter another one of the robed men. If he shared his concerns, those little moments where he lost himself, there was no chance they’d keep him around. Barret wouldn’t let anything put his mission to save the planet at risk, not when Marlene was back home waiting to live a long happy life on a planet that hasn’t been sucked dry of its essence.
There was a pounding in his chest, a part of him that shouted that his honor wouldn’t let him fail those he cared about the most. So why did it feel so right killing those Shinra bastards? Why did his blade flow so effortlessly as he danced through them like the evening breeze?
Why did he love the warmth of their blood on his cheeks?
You know why, Cloud…
“Shut up.” Cloud lifted the Buster Sword from his back and held it upright before him, staring at the hilt as his hands gripped it tight. His knuckles cracked as the leatherbound hilt groaned in his palms. This blade was held in this position many times before to remind the wielder of his honor as a SOLDIER, but those days were long past.
You can’t deny it forever. They’ll understand. They already know. You don’t belong with them…
Tighter. Cloud’s muscles tensed as his eyes shut tight, begging for this creative imagination of his to let him see his hands wrapped around Sephiroth’s throat.
You will fail them again…
Cloud’s chest heaved with raspy breaths, as if it were his own throat he was clutching. Squeezing. Tighter. Tighter goddammit. He wanted to feel the grip of the sword snap in two. He wanted something to break. Anything. Everything.
Then, silence.
Gentle hands rest on top of his, joining him in holding the sword, now wrapped in a warm embrace from behind. There was no breeze, no wildlife, and no voice in his head.
There was only Aerith.
#ffvii rebirth#ffvii fanfiction#cloud x aerith#aerith x cloud#ff7 rebirth#hi i know y'all ain't really tryna hear all that#but thank you to anyone who reads and shows it some love#i'm so rusty and my vocabulary has regressed immensely#but i'd do it for her again#and cloud was there too i guess
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drawings from paleo expedition to dagestan, done right on the trip. sometimes messy when it was cold and rainy, but i won't correct it. i think it's cool to leave it just the way it was done, and not retouch it after. there will be more drawings later, but those will be done from home
#i need to draw for 2 museums at least to then send it to them as a gift cuz people there were so nice???? AAAA#and yeah im definitely doing back#maybe in autumn... who knows#barghestland#art#artists on tumblr#and#paleoart#???#in a way it is i guess#also i usually don't share things from my sketchbook. but these drawings hold so many nice memories#of clouds that hide top of the mountains#of sitting on a rock#drawing and seeing a scorpion vibing next to u (tiny friend!)#of leaning on a big cow and almost falling asleep on a field with her after the rain#of... forgetting the pain too#of not wanting to even talk about the wonderful time i've had. because it was only for me to remember#so much happened up in the mountains that i'll never forget#thank u big rocks and soil and grass and apricot trees i love you#...#paleoland#fieldbook_barghest_land
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Soaring ever skyward, with a heart unclouded
(Available as a print !)
#had this piece in mind for a while now#trying an other brush so it gets a bit experimental#there is something very freeing about painting clouds#i guess it's a style that relates to SS original art style#is it too much color ?#idk but the whimsy is here :)#tloz#loz#legend of zelda#skyward sword#zelda#link#skyloft#loftwing#sky#clouds#my artwork#my art#digital art
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clinging to corpses
#ff7#ffvii#fanart#i finished cc#hahahahahahaha (glass shattering sfx) (wilhelm scream) (crash sfx) (car alarm) (police sirens)#sephiroth#cloud strife#mine#doodles#im going to barf#btw i have like five trillion drawings of sephi curled in a ball w her mom#anyways. this drawing is brought to you by grief fueled psychosis! (i guess mako fueled too)#cw eyestrain#eyestrain#zack is not here but in case it wasnt clear. the corpse is zack (and ang's) lol
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"Or...am I getting ahead of myself again?" "Not one bit."
Cloud Strife & Tifa Lockhart Golden Saucer Date • Final Fantasy VII (Rebirth) + happy release day!
#THE LAUNCH IS DONE SO HERE IT ISSSS#mood: 'everbody wanted to know what I would do if I didn't win....I guess we'll never know.'#LIVES WERE CHANGED. 27 YEARS OF FANDOM WAS CHANGED TOO LMAO DHFKSDAHFDSA OH MY GOD#cloti#cloud x tifa#cloud strife#tifa lockhart#my gifs#ffvii gifs#ffviir spoilers#ffvii rebirth spoilers#final fantasy spoilers#userlockescoles#ffedit#ffgraphics#ff7r#ff7 rebirth#final fantasy vii#ff7 spoilers
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Meme redraw OG Rayman prefers to choose kindness whenever he can...
V.2 :
But sometimes, you gotta send a message.
#...that's the second time I draw a relatively pacifist cartoonish character choosing violence in the span of 2 years#and he's purple themed too...kinda#uh#it's not much but it's weird it happened twice#oh well#ramon#rayman#it's been a struggle with those pictures bc guess what#I had to format the computer#and I *thought* I had all my CSP materials backed up in a file#but apparently they changed the placement of the material files without a warning and I didn't back up jack on the cloud#I have a few brushes I had put aside just in case and did well to do so#but all the brush and presets I've created are gone...color palettes included#i am an adult i am not going to cry#back up your material files kids#don't be like me#meme
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Graceful start to a hot day.
#pennsylvania#landscape#sunrise#sky#clouds#dawn#june#summer skies#up before sunrise#i guess i'm too sweet for hozier
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"I just think his [Jasons] motivations are a bit stupid, why get mad at Bruce about getting a new Robin when hes the second Robin, it doesn't make a lot of sense"
Yeah weird that it's almost like Jason was already mad at Bruce long before he found out about Tim and his overall motivations were 99% to do with Bruce and very little about Tim
#dc#jason todd#tim drake#batman#bruce wayne#im begging people to stop centering tim in jasons anger at bruce#like if you dont like Jason or think he's plans are stupid thats grand#but saying theyre stupid bc they focus on tim replacing him as robin just#like i get mad when people center joker too much in jasons anger#but at least i can see how people can get that impresion#(tho i guess i can also see how people can think hes pissed at tim)#(*shakes fist at clouds* damn you stupid titans tower fight nonsense)
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Deathless death
#ff7#final fantasy 7#final fantasy vii#ffvii#sephiroth#cloud strife#BREAKING NEWS world's biggest sephiroth simp draws him naked again#“i just think he's neat... and it's good practice” artist had to say on the matter#oh yeah and cloud is there too i guess#sefikura#hello sefikura nation hello#tw blood#tw suggestive
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Forgive me Square Enix for may I have sinned....
I fell down a FF7 rabbithole and after the hugging scene and well....I guess my Hand slipped. I was too embarassed to finish this drawing but I am very proud of how the Sketch turned out...lol.
#ff7#sefikura#sephiroth#Cloud#cloud strife#artist on tumblr#art#fanart#ff7 fanart#ff7 sephiroth#ff7 cloud#I blame the hugging scene for this#Clouds hair was a pain in the ass to draw.#illustration#I should have added a BG but well#too late I guess
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How can you want this, Sephiroth? Begone. Your part is played. FINAL FANTASY VII: REBIRTH SQUARE ENIX (2024)
#creations#gifs#games#ffvii#ffvii rebirth#ffvii rebirth spoilers#square enix#aerith gainsborough#cloud strife#i dont rly kno why ive made this#i liked these shots in the game nd am meant to b writing#but am procrastinating by making these i guess#also yes i thought the quote fit even tho it doesnt happen here#but anyway yes i rly lov the whole dream date segment aerith just wanted to save him she is so good aerith my beloved#hoping the first gif doesnt freeze bc it has too many frames i didnt realise until it was too late (too lazy to fix)
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[Text Transcript: "Big brother, // yesterday I had a dream // that everything changed. // The sky was the color of blood, // and everywhere I looked, // I could not see a single sight // I recognized, // Including this body."]
#iwatex#sym exocolonist#my evil scribbles#I have a lot of thoughts about sym and his having future visions too...#for stylistic purposes noctilucent gets the brother title and im so sorry...... I know nocts a they them#n everyone always misgenders them already vv; or I guess insert unnamed other gardener of your choice#if its unclear its the stratos crashing down and exuding an unnatural greenblue cloud which is what unnerves sym about it-#-because what the fuck is green#had this sitting around for a while but decided I dont really wanna do rendering or whatever#i was a teenage exocolonist#digital art
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What are your Headcanons ideas what if Zack and Cloud are childhood friends? 🤔
UHHHHH i haven't thought about this one too much to be honest lmao
I think they would be enemies at first actually. Two kids with opposite personalities who can't stand each other's guts. Zack hates how quiet and funless Cloud is, and Cloud can't tolerate Zack's rowdy chatty nature. They get into petty fights over little things and are happy to never have to interact again after they grow up.
Many years later, they crash back into each other's lives somehow. Now that they're past their asshole teenager years, they learn to set their differences aside, and maybe even make up for their respective weaknesses...!
#idk the childhood friends to lovers trope just doesn't work for me with zakkura i guess#the reason i love zakkura so much is because of how short and brutal their time together was.#it's about how they never even got the chance to realize that it was love at all.#zack too busy in SOLDIER. cloud too caught up in public security. by the time an opportunity shows itself#it's too late.#and just when things look like they'll eventually work out#they don't. they can't. it's over.#:')#ANYWAY!#ffvii#zack fair#cloud strife#zakkura#asks
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there’s literally no way that cloud strife does not have severe joint damage in every single joint in his body he swings around a probably 15 lb sword with minimal training do you know how much his dodge animation in rebirth stresses me OUT??? his ankles and wrists are ground to a fine powder his back is horribly fucked his knees??? his ELBOWS??? with the way he swings that thing???? god. get that boy like 15 braces NOW. wait i take it back. get that boy 15 braces and a cane and a wheelchair NOW!!!!!!
#pers#genuinely every time in rebirth i see his dodge anim i like clench my jaw. NOT good for your back cloud.#i’ve probably already made this post. TOO BAD. i’ll get to every action protag if it’s the last thing i do !#noctis has fibromyalgia i’ve literally already decided thissss. NO ONR IS SAFE FROM ME#anyone wanna take a wild guess how my knee has been doing LSKDKDJFK
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I might love sharknado too much you guys
#sharknado#personal#sbs rambles#id in alt text#the director! of sharknado!#retweeted my overenthusiastic rant about how much I love his movie!#also#the remaster was so good!#it was so clean. you could see so much detail!#the audio was better too#honestly it was just a much more professional version of the movie#with remade (but still very corny) visual effects#and I love that#I want to own it so badly#I'm so glad I saw it in theatres#wearing my ''watch for falling sharks'' shirt that clouds got me#it felt like it all coming full circle#also I guess maybe some of you guys don't know that I love sharknado?#spoiler alert: I love sharknado#saw every single one of them when they came out#taped the first one on VHS#sharknado my beloved#ETA: don't bother following me on twitter lol#I am not there#I only use it for communication purposes#like in this case#telling the director of sharknado how much I love him
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I tried to mod something and the good news is, it didn't crash the game. 🥳 The bad news is, not what I was looking for lmao.
Like, don't get me wrong. I've seen way worse (the stuff of nightmares) on a modding channel I've been teaching myself this stuff lately, so. It's not like I completely fucked this thing up or anything like that.
It's just... I still gotta ask though.
What went wrong here?
#personal#my mods#(sort of kjdkd)#i was just lamenting this stuff on a fandom discord channel. saying i'm at my wits' end here and about to quit this shit#i tried following a tutorial on a modding channel and i got the whole thing working for the most part#he's sized correctly. animations seem to work. nothing is stretching apart from hair. the textures are all fucked up now but yeah#but because what i'm trying to do here is a little different than what that tutorial does#(they still keep pointing to that very same tutorial though)#it seems that either i did something wrong. maybe i skipped some important part?#(because one answer claimed if it's a model extracted from the same game it doesn't need to be rigged or weight-painted)#but then that video tutorial also says you need to separate some parts so that nothing's stretching etc.#which is obviously a thing that's happening above. that hair is in fact stretching. A LOT#i'm guessing because cloud and zack have different hair. so they must have different hair physics or something#but then. i also learned on that channel that zack doesn't have his own animations. because he's neither playable/non-playable#because he only appears in this one cutscene towards the end of the game. he has his own model and textures though#so i don't know whether that means he doesn't have his own physics either or...?#meaning i probably need to use another model's hair physics as well and somehow transfer them on zack's hair too or smth like that maybe#i don't know. i'm so confused#like i've put so much effort into this. so many retries already. i'm getting sick of the shaders input part actually lmao#and i'm so close but i'm stuck!#i tried asking for help on a modding channel but because my question didn't get answered in a couple of hours i chickened out and deleted i#and now i'm like i need help. i just don't know what i did wrong 🙈 i need strength and courage
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