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not to be controversial bc I know this is like…not in line with shifting opinions on fanfic comment culture but if there’s a glaring typo in my work I will NOT be offended by pointing it out. if ao3 fucks up the formatting…I will also not be offended by having this pointed out…
‘looking forward to the next update’ and ‘I hope you update soon!’ are different vibes than a demand, and should be read in good faith because a reader is finding their way to tell you how much they love it. I will not be mad at this.
‘I don’t usually like this ship but this fic made me feel something’ is also incredibly high praise. I’m not going to get mad at this.
even ‘I love this fic but I’m curious about why you made [x] choice’ is just another way a reader is engaging in and putting thought into your work.
I just feel like a lot of authors take any comment that’s not perfectly articulated glowing praise in the exact manner they’re hoping to receive it in bad faith.
fic engagement has been dropping across the board over the last several years, and yes it’s frustrating but it isn’t as though I can’t see how it happens. comment anxiety can be a real thing. the last thing anyone wants to do is offend an author they love, and that means sometimes people default to silence.
idk where I’m going with this I guess aside from saying unless a comment is outright attacking me I’m never going to get mad at it, and I think a lot of authors should feel the same way. ESPECIALLY TYPOS PLZ GOD POINT OUT MY TYPOS.
#ao3#archive of our own#fanfiction#tbh even if I got a comment that said ‘I hate you I’m going to kill your family’ on chapter 75 it still means they read 75 chapters first….#it just makes me sad to see so many writers shouting into the void#and also see ppl complain openly about the specific types of comments they receive#posting screenshots on Reddit like ‘should I be mad at this’ CALM DOWN#sigh
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HOW THE FUCK DID I HIT 69 PAGES FOR THIS FIC IT'S BEEN LIKE THREE WEEKS
#WHY DO I STILL FEEL LIKE I'VE WRITTEN NOTHING TOO#LIKE THAT'S 30k WORDS#WHY DO I STILL FEEL LIKE I'VE BARELY SCRATCHED THE SURFACE???#not kpop#shut up vic#fuck dude idk if i'll ever get to the end but the sheer wc is making me want to say 'eh sure fuck it' and throw it to the void#and by void i mean ao3#like wtf how did i do this#(if i give in to the urge it'll be after finals lol i really need to be writing papers rn)#(either papers or code but instead i'm writing fic for an au of a video game series whoops)#and i might give in and go back to erase the too-specific details i slid in bc this is at its heart a comfort fic#but also i've been suprirsed before cause??? people latched onto that disconnected soulmate oneshot i wrote#despite me being damn sure NOBODY WOULD bc i thought i'd projected too hard#like maybe if i keep physicality as general as possible everything else is fair game?#like if i don't describe the character's physical appearance would people be able to project?#even if i projected my own like Life Situation onto them?#kinda curious tbh but. like. yknow. not a conversation i've rly had.#if you see this and have an opinion feel free to weigh in (anon should still be on)
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Fanfic authors, please, I implore you, from one writer to another, DO NOT DELETE YOUR WORKS. Change the account ownership, make a different pseud to put it under, anonymise or orphan them, it doesn't matter, just please, please, PLEASE, do not delete them. Please. Even if you think they're badly written, or out of character, or a decade old, or 'cringe', or whatever, there will be some poor schmuck out there who loves what you've written and will cry over its deletion because they forgot to download it. - Sincerely, some poor schmuck who loves what someone wrote and has spent the last ten hours trying to track it down because he forgot to download it.
#ao3#wattpad#fanfiction#archive of our own#fanfic.net#I don't know any more fanfic sites I'm sorry#writing#fanfic writing#No seriously please DO NOT DELETE YOUR WORKS#I've just spent the last ten -- yes. Ten. One zero. Ten -- hours trying to track down this one fic#I'm about to go pull up the wayback machine#If I can see through my tears of course#Please don't delete#What you write is amazing and important and yeah. sure. sometimes it might not be the best thing you've done#sometimes it might be 'cringe' as hell#But please please please it will mean the world to someone anyway#Okay I'm shutting the fuck up now#Go continue procrastinating your latest WIP#I know you motherfuckers#(I *am* you motherfuckers)#I am also now crying#My hopeful traverse into the wild depths of the wayback machine has come to naught#The fic I seek is forever lost to the void of the internet#Reddit or Discord are my only options#Oh Gods. What has the world come to?#I am now crying again for a different reason because THE FIC HAS BEEN FOUND#I AM SAVED#THANK YOU DISCORD PERSON#HOLY SHIT
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Y’all, y’all, I know this is (among many, many other things) the talk-about-your-fanfics site but I physically cannot talk about them without being prompted. However, because I am dying to talk about them, I have decided to do it in the format of an ask game.
What story (stories?) are you writing rn that you’ll most likely publish next? ∩(´∀`∩)
What story (stories?) are you writing rn that will most likely linger in your head for an undetermined period of time? (*´▽`*)
What tropes do you like writing about the most? (´▽`ʃƪ)
Lore dump about the OCs (see tags for options)! (∩˃o˂∩)
One individual fun fact for each OC in the tags. ヽ(‘ ∇‘ )ノ
Longest fic you’ve written (published or not)? ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ
Shortest fic you’ve written (published or not)? ‹•.•›
Fic that is near and dear to your heart? ♡
Top three fics you’ve written (in author’s opinion)? ♡♡♡
Story Moodboard of choice (either you or author picks the story; author makes). (◡‿◡✿)
OC Moodboard of choice (either you or author picks the OC; author makes). ❀☉‿☉❀
Write another line in your WIP (rude, productive, but okay). ◔̯◔
Drop a playlist for a story! ♪♡♪
Umm… yeah, so feel free to reblog to use the ask game yourself!! Fingers crossed all those nervous writers get to lore dump, yeah?
#for purposes published here means put on Ao3/fanfic/tumblr/etc for all to see#Not published like book published#Although good on you if you’ve gotten published-published!!!#I really hope this is how you ask game#Gahhh fingers crossed!!#Anyway; here are my OC options:#mara#kirsi#aay’han#do sole survivors count?#Yeah I’ll have them count#Sole survivors Nate and Nora#Okay admittedly I don’t have a ton of OC options but each of them get me excited to talk and/or write#The crew of the judgement day#woops almost forgot them even tho each and every one is an OC#just yelling into the void#ask#is this how you ask game?#originally i thought you could copy + paste the fun emoji guys but then i realized that was a lot of work so voila! numbers!!
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ao3 is down for maintenance one hour after pride month ending. talk about poetic shit.
#it's 1 am and i will spend this time watching everyone freak out#or who knows i mean at least they sent a warning this time around#archive of our own#ao3#c speaks into the void
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Does the Kahoot theme apply at all to the upcoming chapter?
To some of it, certainly!
Some of it not, especially after A Point - but yeah lol, pretty accurate besides that 😂
Everyone's doing some THINKIN' there
(maybe some overthinkin' in places, heh - but honestly one really can't blame them 😂)
Poor SIkuna, man - Sweet Dreams were not made of this 😔😔😔(😂)
#Also idk if I'll be able to post it today according to the Ao3 time but heyy good news is that it's uh a chonker of a Part 😂#Idk if you recall how I said that it's not gonna be /nearly/ as long as Part 8? Yeahhh about that *stares at the wordcount*#You can definitely yeet that 'nearly' into the void; it's gonna be pretty darn close actually 💀😂#(mfw one freaking arc is gonna take up like 50~% of the wordcount lmfao (I include Part 4 in there too tbf BUT don't Part 9 yet obviously))#Anyway yeah woo yea writing 👍👍👍👍 (why does everyone gotta yap so much in this Part lmaooo- (I mean I know why but stiLL-))#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fic#jjk fix it#jjk fix it fic#SIkuna#(deliberate misspell)#jjk sukuna#ryomen sukuna#syuuya#Kahoot music do be a bit of a bop tho ngl#that 'Sweet Dreams' mashup lives in my head rent free - a truly inspired creation indeed indeed#UGH FRICKING HECK I MEANT 'not /nearly/ as long as Part *7' in that one tag at the beginning wHY CAN'T WE EDIT THESE HELLSITE-#tl;dr: Part 8 Long so it take Long-er than I wanted to finish up - but it's Long so Yay 👍#And I meant 'wordcount as of posting Part 8' obviously lol - this is decidedly not the end yet so by then the percent is gonna be lower 👍#Ask#Thinkings™
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Some years ago I read some Teen Wolf fanfic with a tag 'Stiles see ghosts', and fell in love with the idea
So my brain came up with their own fic of that tag, with them older and post-canon, but there was a problem:
I couldn't just write post-canon, because if Stiles saw ghosts during all of it, a lot of small things would change, and I hate the "Let's make a werewolf series where the pack is the most important thing then kill half of it" so I refuse to write that.
And that's how I ended up writing a fix-it fic from the beginning, where I tried to change only the minor things and keep the plot, but now have 70k words by the end of season two, where plot of the beginning of season three had already fallen apart, and half of some of the others seasons too... like I just fixed one thing and then one entire season disappeared like, it is that easy???
#teen wolf#stiles stilinski#teen wolf stiles#stiles see ghosts#ao3#fanfic#teen wolf fanfiction#send help#the first season was small#i just had to fix some small details where ghosts would have an impact#then that made season two a little bigger#i mean#Peter was a ghost in season two#think about that#season two was like 50k#I'm afraid of season three#the start is already too diferent#but i get to write void#i love it#and I'm scare#shit is hitting the fan
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if someone doesn't write a friends/co-workers to lovers fanfic with kunikida where they slowly fall in love and care for eachother more than usual but dont realise they are actually in love until one of them gets badly hurt and then they start dating and its awkward at first but then its just the sweetest thing ever im gonna have to write it myself and trust me you dont want that.
#JUST PLEASE SOMEONE WRITE KUNIKIDA#I MEAN ANYTHING KUNIKIDA RELATED#IVE GONE THROUGH THE KUNIKIDA X READER TAG ON AO3 A MILLION TIMES#THERES NOTHING NEW TO READ ABOUT HIM SO IM JUST TRYING TO FIND OLD STUFF BUT IVE ALREADY READ IT ALL#YES I HAVE A THING FOR MEN IN GLASSES CAN WE PLEASE JUST WRITE KUNIKIDA FICS#im screaming at the void again#but this worked once with ayato so im just BEGGING at this point#im desperate okay#x reader#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd x reader#fic#bsd kunikida#kunikida#kunikida x y/n#kunikida x reader#screaming at the void with j.
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Youre telling me i have to singlehandedly carry the deucesabo fandom myself
#unreal#why do i keep looking into rare and rarer pairings and finding the void#i suck at feeding myself!!!! waaah#god. ok ill try tho#ao3 has nothing which means tumblr’s got nothin
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masadai fic that i took too seriously
rating: T word count: 3676 context: that ridiculous chart i made
it’s the fireworks fic woooo. they argue a little, they make out and make up (not really), and they're gonna break up again after a few days anyway bc that’s how they are </3 i mean it, i put too much effort into it until the end when it just becomes a comedy LOL
slapping this bad boy under here ok bye
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A screech rings out into the skies, bringing with it a tranquil moment of anticipation before evolving into a thunderous roar, screaming out from above the resort and blooming into a radiant spread of colors.
Masato sits beside an ornate wooden bench placed near the base of a short, wide tree, its remaining autumnal leaves swaying overhead with the cool breeze. He quietly observes from this lone spot as the vibrant flames rain down and fizzle out, returning darkness to the sky. The faint cheers of awe that drifted his direction die down with the display as the crowd patiently awaits what will come next. The massive group of onlookers are gathered far enough away that Masato can’t see them, and not a soul has passed by since the show commenced.
Two more fireworks are launched upwards, peering down from their peak upon those watching for only a split second before bursting, illuminating the area with their glowing lights. Masato is distracted enough by the sounds and colors that he doesn’t notice anyone approaching, and he jumps in his seat when a white puffer jacket is thrown into his lap.
“Looked cold.”
Daigo passes in front of him, fading lights outlining his figure (making Masato notice he was still wearing his headband, adorned with mouse ears and a polka-dotted bow) as he flops down onto the bench without so much as a glance at Masato. He slouches against the wood with his legs stretched out in front of him, staring outward at the fireworks– now having almost entirely disappeared by now– and seemingly trying to avoid Masato’s intense leer. It’s moderately chilly outside, but all Daigo has on top is a t-shirt from the gift shop. Masato is wearing a thin sweater, at least.
“What, still trying to earn brownie points? Dad’s not here to see,” Masato bites immediately, narrowing his eyes at him. “Don’t bother acting nice to me just because you feel obligated. I really don’t fucking care about it.”
He grabs the jacket and thrusts it back towards Daigo. However, Daigo firmly pushes it away with his forearm, urging Masato to calm down and just keep it. Masato huffs, withdrawing his hand and slipping his arms through the sleeves. “Fine. Whatever. I’m not giving this back.”
A beat passes before Daigo speaks up again, just after another firework explodes in the sky.
“Y’know, believe it or not,” he begins softly, turning his gaze a bit further away, “Sometimes I’m just trying to be nice, Masato. I’m not always going out of my way to piss you off or anything.”
“Just trying to be nice,” Masato repeats, mockingly. “Well, apparently you’re not trying hard enough, because you are just pissing me off.” He sinks into the wheelchair, folding his arms over his chest as he adds, “You’re really good at doing that, actually.”
“Yeah,” Daigo simply agrees, looking down toward the sidewalk. Masato is unable to get a good look at his expression when he flatly says, “I am, aren’t I.”
His reply comes out too easy, too heavy, too exhausted, that Masato is admittedly unable to find the words to form another snide response. He ends up choosing to change the subject, too drained from the day's events to want to dig any deeper. “...Why the hell are you over here anyway? Everyone else is standing down there to watch the fireworks.”
Daigo inhales slowly, raising his head back up. “Honestly, I thought you’d be back at the hotel, so I just, uh,” he trails off for a second, rubbing the back of his neck, “tried looking around for a place outside to chill by myself for a while. But then I spotted you up here, so…”
“You can just leave.”
“I know.” Daigo peeks over, meeting Masato’s dark eyes for a brief moment before looking away again, but remaining facing him. “And, I… I don’t know. I guess I was just surprised to see you, so I ended up coming up here anyway. Figured it wouldn't be too bad watching the fireworks with the only other person here who doesn't wanna be down there with the crowd.”
"Thought you were having fun with the rest of them?" Masato replies. "You like hanging around Dad and Ichi enough that you even came on this stupid trip to begin with."
Daigo shakes his head at Masato’s words. "I don't think I'm ever going to understand what your problem with them is."
"There's no point in me trying to explain it," Masato cuts in like a knife. "I don't expect you to ever get it."
"I'd like to get it. With how you used to describe him to me, I imagined that he'd just be a huge prick, but I don't think Arakawa-san is like that at all."
Masato is already trying to tune him out. Daigo wasn't going to convince him. He just doesn't understand.
"He's a much better man than my father ever was, that's for sure. He was just a piece of shit. Even you would have agreed with me on that one," says Daigo, bitterly. "And there's also– ugh, whatever. Nevermind.”
He groans as an unsavory memory surfaces, hunching over in his seat and clasping his hands together over his knees. Masato can tell that he is itching for a cigarette– he'd barely had the opportunity to smoke all week– but they've spent enough time with one another that he's grown used to not smoking around Masato.
“We are not doing this right now... Listen. I think Arakawa-san is great. He's been good to me. And I really like spending time with Kasuga, too– but I'm just trying to say that I can still want to be alone sometimes."
"Alone with me?" Masato scoffs, tone pitching up with a hint of dry amusement.
That finally gets Daigo fully looking his way. “Shut up,” he grunts, shifting so that he's turned toward Masato, knee pressed against the metal arm of the bench. He props his elbow on it, resting his chin against the palm of his hand, and gives Masato a miffed look. "I just wanted to tell you something, and I thought this’d be a decent time to try doing that, okay? I haven’t been able to get you alone the entire time we’ve been here.”
“Uh-huh?” Masato says, raising a neatly plucked eyebrow at him. “Go ahead then, I’m all ears. Doubt this could put me in any worse of a mood.” Another firework goes off.
“Now I feel like I shouldn’t have come up here at all,” Daigo grumbles, expression twisting into a scowl. “Look, I just figured I’d say sorry for showing up. It didn’t feel right to refuse the invitation just because of–” he gestures between himself and Masato with his other hand, “–you know.”
"Yeah, I know. You're obviously not here for me. It's not hurting my feelings." An icy gust of air passes over them, matching his harsh tone. Masato suppresses a shiver, begrudgingly moving to put the jacket on properly and wishing he'd brought his own. (He pays no mind to how much it smelled of Daigo's cologne.)
"I'm not not here for you though," Daigo tries.
"Right, and that's why you've been avoiding me."
Daigo rolls his eyes. "You've been avoiding me too, jackass. I just didn't want to make this trip any worse for you than it already has been. I've had a little fun with those two, but I know you just hate all of this."
Masato clicks his tongue, frowning. Another firework. "Don't pretend to know how I feel, because you don't have any idea."
"In regards to this trip, specifically? I'm pretty damn sure you hate every part of it," Daigo states, matter-of-factly. "I don't know why you have to act like I don't even know that much about you."
"Because you don't," Masato emphasizes, not backing down. He wouldn't admit it to Daigo (or himself) that he was correct, even if, somewhere deeper down, Masato did know it was true.
"In that case, then maybe I would, if you would just let me," Daigo says, raising his voice in frustration. "I want to know you better because I like you, Masato. You're actually someone worth spending any time with in fucking Kamurocho."
Another, another, and another, erupting against the moonless canvas one by one.
Masato couldn't care less about deescalating this conversation; truthfully, he tends to enjoy seeing Daigo get worked up. He doesn't care about what Daigo is saying, and he doesn't think it will amount to anything when all is said and done. They could bicker for hours into the night, both of them usually too stubborn to stand down after being provoked.
Usually. So maybe Masato can blame it on the fact he's had such a long, shitty day that he also doesn't try pressing any further into that particular topic, for once. Nothing more.
"Seriously?" he eventually says, voice quiet and somber. He pauses, allowing another row of fireworks to spring up and fill the theme park with their deafening roars. "You can still say you like me, even after what happened?"
"I–" Daigo appears partially startled by Masato's question, most likely because he expected this to devolve into a full blown argument. "You're stupid," he huffs, quickly tacking on, "We both are. And we keep fighting over stupid fucking shit. But..." he trails off for a moment. "You’re still, y'know. Important. I still care about you."
Masato almost laughs. "Is all this some roundabout way for you to ask that we get back together?"
"Well– I mean–" Daigo stammers, suddenly sheepish. "No, not necessarily. I'm just trying to be honest. It’s still kind of nice being around you."
"Nice enough that you'd hike all the way up here and watch fireworks with me with no one else around, apparently," Masato says, now blatantly teasing Daigo. "Even after you were the one who broke up with me this time."
"God, fuck off," he sighs, though it held no malice. He runs a hand through his messy hair, getting visibly more flustered when it’s clear that he’s forgotten he was wearing a headband. He removes it, placing it on the bench beside him. "I was really pissed. That's also part of why I wanted to talk to you tonight."
"Uh-huh."
Their bantering continues for a few minutes now that they've both simmered down and steered the conversation away from the actual issues. (They could calmly talk through them some other night, surely. Definitely. Totally).
Eventually, they settle into a comfortable silence. They stay somewhat attentive to the view, watching with mild interest as the shapes of mascots take form in the otherwise empty sky and trickle down into specks of color.
"Have you ever watched the fireworks show they do in Theater Square every year?" Daigo pipes up again. "The one the city puts on to celebrate New Years."
"Can't say I have." Unsurprisingly, Masato had always turned down his father's invitations until he stopped asking altogether. The closest he'd ever been was catching a glimpse through the curtains of his apartment window and drowning them out by blasting heavy metal.
"I haven't for a couple of years, but uh... back when he was still around, a close friend of mine used to take me when I was younger. Obviously weren't as impressive as these, but they felt more… special I guess? I don't know." Daigo sticks his hands into the pockets of his black jeans, looking off to the side in thought. "...Wanna check it out with me next time?"
Masato attempts to muffle his laugh into the collar of the jacket, failing the more he realizes what Daigo is asking. "I haven't agreed to anything yet, and you're already asking me out on another date? On my goddamn birthday, too? That's cheesy as hell."
It's much too dim where they are sitting for Masato to actually see, but judging from Daigo's unsteady tone, he has to be flushed a pretty shade of scarlet all the way to the tips of his ears from embarrassment. "Fucking– I forgot about that, okay! I was just thinking about the fireworks!" Masato only laughs harder.
It's a rare sight.
Daigo ends up muttering his name as he watches, stricken with the realization that he’d ever seen Masato laughing so much in the past. Never this… real, either.
"Masato…"
Masato dabs at the corners of his eyes with his sleeve, trying to relax before he ends up giving himself a coughing fit. Another firework briefly grabs his attention, the sound of it nearly suppressing his breathy tone as he asks, "Yeah?" He turns back too quickly and finds himself mere inches away from Daigo's face, meeting his widened gaze straight on.
From their close proximity, Masato is rendered speechless as he watches the fireworks' sparks cast their muted hues across Daigo's features, painting him in a mixture of colors until they vanish, the last traces of them trailing along his cheekbones and down toward chapped, parted lips.
Perhaps Daigo was seeing a similar view as well, because they're both leaning forward almost simultaneously.
What starts as something that could almost be considered soft or meek devolves quickly, becoming feverish as it deepens. That's always how it goes– making out usually solves whatever they’re going through. (Was anything really solved, though? Well, it didn’t matter right now either way.)
Masato takes the lead– again, that’s how it tends to go. Daigo is more than happy to cooperate when Masato bites down harshly, his tongue delving into the warmth of Daigo’s mouth, prodding against a familiar piercing and drawing a long moan out of Daigo. Daigo slowly shifts in his seat, getting into a better position to bridge the space between the bench and wheelchair. Masato can’t readjust as easily, keeping his head tilted at an awkward angle.
“Hey,” Masato exhales, managing to break away in order to ask, “could you–”
But Daigo has already leaned back in, reclaiming Masato’s lips and causing him to grunt in weak annoyance. Daigo smiles against him at the reaction, opening his eyes halfway when he draws away again. He hums lightheartedly in acknowledgment, already getting up to stand in front of Masato. He bends down, allowing Masato to wrap an arm around Daigo’s shoulders. In turn, Daigo begins to lift him up, grabbing him by the waist and assisting him toward the bench. When Masato is seated, Daigo doesn’t hesitate to climb onto the bench as well, placing his knees on either side of Masato’s thighs and settling down nicely onto his lap. Masato automatically places a hand on Daigo’s hips, giving a light squeeze before traveling around to his backside, slipping under his shirt and eliciting a sharp gasp from Daigo as he jerks away.
“Shit, your hand is fucking cold,” he hisses, his own hands wandering up against Masato’s chest, underneath the white jacket.
"Because it is kinda fucking cold out here." Masato’s hand inches higher, the pads of his fingers almost ticklish with the way they skim across Daigo's inked skin.
Daigo sighs, cupping Masato's face with his hands and tilting his head up to continue their kiss. "And you still just had to bitch at me for the jacket anyway."
Somewhere behind them, the fireworks are ramping up towards the finale, signified by the increasing frequency and intensity. Daigo and Masato are too preoccupied to pay mind to it anymore, fully engrossed in every pleasing sound and movement the other makes.
There’s a twinkle in Daigo’s eyes, hotter and brighter than the spread of fireworks shimmering behind him, when he pulls away to catch his breath. “Isn’t this romantic?” he jokes, once he’s able to speak. “Us two pieces of shit making out during the fucking Disney fireworks show.”
Masato smirks back at him, still breathing heavily. “It’s fitting. You should just admit that you only came out here because you’ve missed having my hands all over you.”
“I’m sure you’d love to hear that.”
"Because I know you’d hate having to say it.” Masato ducks down into the crook of Daigo’s neck, lavishing the sensitive skin with quick pecks and nibbles as Daigo lifts his head to grant Masato better access. “But I could probably make you. Maybe we should go back to the hotel," he suggests in between kisses. "Make the most out of our last night here." He punctuates it by sinking his teeth in just above Daigo's collarbone, dragging a pleased whine from Daigo's lips.
It’s nothing if not a miracle when Daigo happens to open his eyes.
From a notable distance, he notices a lone figure briskly making its way toward where they were sitting from the direction of the hotel. The figure, too far for Daigo to make out any distinct features, seems to be looking around as though searching for something. It only takes a few more seconds for it to dawn on Daigo that this person was very likely to be out there looking for someone.
“Oh my god,” Daigo utters, pulling away abruptly. Masato chases after his jawline for a moment before opening his eyes as well, peering up at Daigo in mild irritation.
“What?” he sighs, turning his head around to follow Daigo’s panicked gaze.
“That’s Sawashiro.”
Squinting, Masato boredly responds, “Yeah? So? Let him come over here. It’ll be funny.”
Sawashiro’s silhouette stills briefly, appearing to have spotted Daigo and Masato. Daigo isn’t sure he knows it’s the two of them on the bench, but he doesn’t want to stick around to find out.
“No,” Daigo whispers, still keeping his voice down as if Sawashiro could possibly hear him from this distance, “no no no.” In the blink of an eye, he’s standing up and wrapping his arms around Masato, carefully but urgently picking him up and sitting him back into the wheelchair before circling around it, grabbing the handles, and running down the sidewalk as fast as he is able.
“What the fuck?!” Masato exclaims, holding on to the arms of the wheelchair as he lifts his head up, giving Daigo a bewildered look. “Holy shit, what is wrong with you?!”
“Did you tell him you were going back to your room!” Daigo shouts frantically.
“Wh– I did, yeah! Because I didn’t want him hovering around me for the rest of the night!”
The fireworks have reached their climax. An array of them, all different colors and shapes, bombard the empty night sky, keeping the area solidly lit for a long enough period that there was no way Sawashiro hadn’t identified them by now. Daigo clings to the faint sliver of hope that he hadn’t: they could just be a different pair of gloomy guys! He dares to toss his gaze over his shoulder, and when he does, he finds that Sawashiro had broken out into a complete sprint.
“Dojima!” he yells at their retreating figures.
Daigo runs even faster, despite Masato’s growing complaints– and for once, he had every right to be upset. “Daigo!”
“How have you not noticed!” Daigo pants, responding to Masato’s previous question.
“Noticed what!”
“The captain wants me dead!”
“Why the fuck would he want you dead!” “I don’t have any fucking clue!”
The two of them continue to scream at each other while Sawashiro remains hot on their tail. With the show now being practically over, members of the audience have begun making their way back up the hill, preparing to turn in for the night. Daigo veers off of the main street, taking the both of them down an adjacent path and seeking shelter behind a decorative building. He leans against the wall, breathing heavily, risking a peek around the corner to see if Sawashiro kept up– and behold, Daigo is met with–
“Kasuga!?”
Ichiban stares at him, wide-eyed like he had just seen a ghost. “Uh, hey!” he greets with a forced smile, very clearly puzzled. “I thought I saw you! Um,” he steps around Daigo, nodding his head at Masato, “and hello to you too, young master. Could I, uh, ask what… you two are doing? I saw you guys run through the square all the way over here.”
“I’d also love to know what we’re doing here, Daigo,” Masato gripes.
Daigo grabs Ichiban by the shoulders, tugging him behind the corner and out of view. “I’ll explain later. Kasuga, have you seen the captain, by any chance?”
“Captain Sawashiro? Uh, yeah, he’s over there talking to Arakawa-san.” He points out toward the main street. No more than a handful of meters away, slightly obscured by the passing crowd of people, are Arakawa and Sawashiro speaking to one another. Arakawa gestures to the general direction of where the three of them were presently hiding. “We were just leaving the show together when we spotted you guys, and then the captain showed up at the same time.”
Daigo curses beneath his breath. “Kasuga, could you keep them distracted for me? We need to get back to the hotel.” “We?”
“Yes, we, because if we don’t convince him that you were there by yourself the whole time, he’s going to kill me.”
“You have lost your fucking mind.”
Daigo ignores his comment, patting Ichiban on the shoulder and flashing a charming grin. “I owe you big time, Kasuga!”
“Wh– wait!” But before Ichiban could inquire any further, Daigo and Masato were already making their way down the narrow street. Suddenly, a hand lands on his shoulder, making him jump right out of his skin.
“Ichi? Did you see them?” Arakawa looks at him curiously.
Sawashiro stands behind him, staring through his soul like he knows Ichiban is hiding something. “You remember what you and I discussed, right, Ichiban?”
“A-ahahah, of course! No, I didn’t see Dojima or the young master! It was probably just my wild imagination!” he laughs nervously, rubbing the back of his head.
This was going to be a long rest of the night for everybody.
*the episode ends. silly outro music plays and the credits roll*
#the void given form#I GOT TOO EXCITED BY PLUSHIES EARLIER TO FINISH THIS BUT I FINALLY CALMED DOWN#not tagging it not putting it on ao3 (probably) i'm just hoping the masadai fans see this and hoping they maybe like it LOL#its bc i put actual effort into this that i feel so embarrassed sfkjshfhjds I DUNNO I DUNNO IT'S LIKE. AAAAAAAAAA it's soooo aaaaaaaa#there's so much i wanna get across and it's hard i hate writing /weeps#sorry it's kinda word heavy it's bc i was just visualizing this as a comic in my head (i quickly realized Oh this is a Lot i cannot draw it)#er dialogue heavy i mean#I WANTED TO MAKE IT SILLY BUT THEN I WAS LIKE no it'd be annoying if this whole thing was a joke. so what if i --#im leaving the internet now goodbye
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Dont get me wrong I 110% agree and also partake in complaining about the morally questionable/straight up bad shit on ao3. But hearing people go "Ao3 doesnt deserve donation money/to stay up because of the bad stuff on it!!" is both headache-inducing and funny because
A nonzero amount of these complaints are people mad that there's sex on the sex fanfiction website, not even the bad shit.
Ao3 has extremely good filtering. As long as it's tagged, and up until recently it usually is, you can filter out anything as long as you take the two seconds to do so
You can just block authors who write that shit. I do.
Not to mention its funny when people say these complaints on Tumblr. Yknow, the website that blocks trans related tags for being too nsfw, allows nazis to repeatedly make blogs and keep coming back, buries the concept of blocking tags and content (you can do it though its in settings go do that), does nothing about the pornbots, and actively harvests and sells your data, and has shitty ads AND ALSO has pedophiles and other nasty sorts in here.
Yet you keep blogging here anyways. Hm. It's almost like you gotta curate your spaces no matter what website you're on. And it's almost like bad people exist everywhere even with policies in place.
#sorry i just saw the phrase 'its unethical that ao3 is getting 3x its goal during a war' and ao3 referred to as the p/do&in/est site#on the same page and saw red#Like. ao3 has flaws but so does tumblr. so does everything#its harder to enforce certain guidelines on an ARCHIVE bc of the nature of it being an archive#and the history of fanfiction in general where people use the 'nothing immoral' rule to enclude gay people. as well as just grimdark storie#and that is frustrating!!! I also despise it!!! and i also have gripes with certain fandoms that are weird about kids and/or families!!!#but that doesnt mean an entire site full of history and context and lots of legal work should be shot into the void for it.#esp with the amount of material that would be lost#ao3#fandom
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Well I wrote the angst starter drabble ficlet things and now I want to turn them into oneshots so there's that.
Though to that end; why are titles & summaries so hard to write ffs 😬
#i mean they will be meandering and sad as always and utterly void of all narrative arc etc but never mind#turning my stats off on AO3 was so freeing for my silly gremlin brain :)
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rewatching house led to me infodumping at my mother about ao3 and gen z purity culture and honestly . if she didn't want these things to happen to her she shouldn't have had children with a man so incredibly neurodivergent
#there was a logical progression to the infodump . but i fear it was only logical in an adhd way#bc my friend went ''u can rlly tell this is early 2000s bc they wouldn't let him say things like that today''#which led to the ''they Could theoretically make it but like . toned down and also no character would ever be able to agree w him''#which led to the thing of how audiences seem unable to separate depiction from endorsement#like the whole ''if a character is transphobic and nobody in-world calls them evil and wrong then the creator must be transphobic'' thing#which led to the tag system on ao3 and the proship/anti thing abt whether the existence of the archive warning system means they're —#- endorsing/supporting works that contain 'problematic' themes and content#which led to me ranting abt the reasons Why ppl create dark media (eg a story abt csa could be written by a nonce or a survivor)#and my mother was just Sat There like 🧍🏻♂️ bc she's a 60 yr old woman and doesn't care about fanfiction or proship/anti discourse#i do this rant/infodump a Lot tho like it's on my mind very often . i love rambling for nearly an hour abt stupid internet culyure#also the quote i think best sums up my entire stance on the proship vs anti thing is from sarah z's video on it#''i am a tax paying adult woman not a member of a fucking fandom war sports team'' which is so me except that i'm a man n i don't pay taxes#((i'm not a tax evader i just don't meet the threshold to pay them))#anygay . i get on a plane in like 15 hours and i need to sleep#jay screams into the void
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Me, starting my lunch break: I can't wait to go read my current hyperfixation ship on ao3!
Me as soon as I try to open ao3: 😨😭😫
#ao3#fuckkkkkkk i guess ill just find something else to fill this void#at least now i can procrastinate on updating anything tonight...#i mean technically i can still write just cant upload#but idc im procrastinating
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I need you guys to understand how (mildly) terrified I am of you people.
Like, one day I decide to actually remodel my tumblr and use it to talk to random strangers, then the next thing you know my random post(s) about haha funny bus game shenanigans and haha funny boat game headcanons suddenly get bombarded by 20 different people liking them
#void screaming#like seriously#the fuck you mEAN motherfuckin' AdmiralFluffy from ao3 follows me???#ALL I SAID WAS THAT I WAS JUST GONNA VOMIT MY INCREDIBLY OUT THERE AL HEADCANONS WHAT#AND WHERE DO ALL THE LIMBUS FANS KEEP COMING FROM#Y'ALL'RE LIKE NINJAS
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Having ADHD in fandom is best represented by my 51+ pages of 'Marked For Later' across 20+ different fandoms and never planning to go back to them because there is no way to filter them based on my reading mood.
#fandom#ao3#adhd#tbf i do have a plan to fix it#but it means changing my browsing habits and those are an intricate coping mechanism#when im low on dopamine and energy I'll pick a fandom#add preference filters#and then just put all the wonderful stories in my marked for later like some binge shopper trying to fill the void with purchases#its free retail therapy
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