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i think about brooke eby, a 30-something woman on tiktok who makes videos about her ALS diagnosis, and how sheās just one of countless young people worldwide who is dealing with the most shit hand you can possibly get. i think about my aunt, who died in her early 50s from frontotemporal dementia and left behind my uncle and my two young cousins. how can you see others around you who, through cruel twists of fate or from awful systemic issues, donāt reach 50, 60, 70 years of age, and somehow deduce that the phrase āaging is a giftā is insensitive or not truthful?
i so desperately want my 95-year-old grandmother to die with dignity. i think that her life has been artificially extended longer than what it should have been in terms of being able to sustain a decent baseline quality of life. but my grandmother, who has always been afraid of death, has chosen to live the way sheās living - as is her right - and she will likely die in a difficult, traumatic way. i know her and i know my family, as much as i would like to be pleasantly surprised to the contrary. but in no way does the sad state of my grandmotherās life take away from the fact that she lived at least 75 full years, a gift given to very few people.
#i just learned about lauren hoeve#who died at age 28 from euthanasia after suffering from chronic fatigue syndrome for years#and i am simultaneously so happy that she could die on her own terms#and be free of her pain#while iām also so sorrowful that she lived in such agony where it would have been inhumane for her (and against her wishes)#to live to her old age#thatās the GOAL people!#and plenty of people either get that opportunity wrenched away from them with a terminal diagnosis#or they make the decision to end their life because they exist with such acute and persistent physical/mental/emotional pain#savor the position youāre in#and the opportunities you have to change/grow/develop/realize a life you can be happy with#if you are in decent health and think you may very well reach old age
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Really I think nothing shouts "my first Presidential election as a politically active person was 2016" more than the fact that when I feel hope and excitement for the future (possible President Harris) for more than five minutes I immediately get a crushing, all-consuming anxiety of "feeling this positive emotion now is going to make it so much worse when the worst thing possible happens" to the extent that I'll probably need my break-glass-in-case-of-emergency anxiety medication.
#politics#us politics#kamala harris#donald trump#2016 election#2024 elections#personal post#I can't feel any hope about politics without my brain reflexively shutting it down in case things get too nice before the fall#I know Harris has flaws#But I just like her--she's more progressive and feels joy and isn't shy about hating Trump#But then my brain is like ādo not get attached or The Pain will be worse laterā#This happened in 2020 too---I couldn't believe it when we won I was so busy preparing for the worst#harris for president#democrats#vote democrat#seriously vote democrat#If you are following me or reading my fic and capable of voting in the US election and are not voting Democrat please feel free to fuck off#You're the reason Trump won in 2016 and if you prove my anxiety brain right I hope all your food comes out burnt for the rest of your life#good thing I have therapy tomorrow
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i want to be sold as a slave to a carnival. they'll lock me into a contraption that let's people pay a quarter to dunk my head into a large troth of piss filled throughout the night. each hole costs a quarter to cum in. adding to the troth by pissing in it gets you a free dunk.
#inferior to men#mypost#bd/sm slave#pain wh0re#p1ss wh0re#edging and denial#cnc free use#degrading k1nk#degrade and humiliate me#p1ss k1nk#p1ss kink#p1ss pl4y#p1ss in her#women are worthless#men are superior
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Daredevil: Born Again S01E01
#daredevil: born again#karen page#foggy nelson#matt murdock#dex poindexter#THE WAY HER HAND WAS TREMBLING#THE WAY SHE WAS PLEADING TO GOD TO PLEASE NOT IT BE MATT#FREE MY GIRL FROM PAIN#the way she will not survive if both of them died#deborah ann woll#charlie cox#elden henson#the oscar is yours deb#SPOILERS#daredevil: born again spoilers
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sdl ep. 301
#sueƱos de libertad#sdledit#suenos de libertad#mafin#mafinedit#marta de la reina#fina valero#marta x fina#sdl 301#by me#the house is cold. they said.#i'd like to remind the person who said that every time they want to show one of the two in a vulnerable position they make one look taller#but in this case they not only used that effect but also played with the lighting.#while marta is dimly lit. fina is completely out of the light. that's how she must feel inside.#also locked up. but marta isn't far behind. she's still in the same box as fina.#her hands are tied. only her thoughts at that moment aren't the same as fina's since she has believed in the detective.#she sees a bit of light at the end of the tunnel and truly believes they are safe (for now).#the mafinca represents many things. it's where they are truly happy. where they can be free. where it protects and cares for them.#they can be truly vulnerable. they can show their love. their pain. their union.
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callum feeling small and insignificant just being in the throneroom
vs callum practically kicking down the doors and waltzing in guns blazing
#The Rayla Effect#seriously like i know that he is now not only the crown prince but the high mage#and that he's gotten a lot more confident in that position over the years#but GOD#he fucking walks in like he owns the place#not a hint of hesitation#talking to opeli like she's nothing more than a pain in his ass#like he doesn't give two flying fucks it's just FREE MY WIFE SHE DID ALL OF IT I DONT CARE#her ability to turn him into both a flustered mess#and an unflinching badass#is just a truly beautiful thing#rayllum#callum#tdp callum#tdp s5#tdp#the dragon prince#continuethesaga#continue the saga#giveusthesaga#give us the saga#domina profundis
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El being *12 hours earlier* than the Cali timeline when she arrives at Nina. Will saying āitās been 9 hrsā in the scene following his monologue in the van.
We know that at some point their timelines merged when they arrived to save herā¦
But we donāt know when exactly those alignments took place when they were still apart⦠which just makes you wonderā¦
#byler#something something#elās not stupid#she heard everything at rink o mania which included mike deflecting about not calling Will#she heard Dustin say mike was being annoying about Joyceās telemarketing job#she got her powers back roughly around the time the van scene was happening we can presumeā¦#why would she not check on Mike and Will after finding out about the Hawkins gang?#she was literally with them last and it would make sense for her to want to know where they are/what they are doing#and since the timeline is off with el at Nina⦠just makes you wonder#the sad painful looks el makes during Mikeās monologueā¦#if she heard anything from that van scene..#whether it be mike saying it wasnāt fate/destiny and was just simple dumb luckā¦#if she heard Will emotionally play off deep feelings he harbors as elās#even writing off his painting as being commissioned by herā¦#oh and the heart??#if she heard that and heard will encourage mike with it before telling her he loved her#no wonder she looked miserable#and left dude on read at the end instead to focus on max#both after his monologue and at the cabin š#this line from s2 is so insane in the context of this tooā¦#bc if she saw them in the van and saw Willās speechā¦#she also saw mikeās reaction which was blurred for usā¦#Joyce: heās not doing wellā¦#El: I know. I saw.#Joyce: what else did you see?#El: š#delusional but free
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I got flagged on my other acc @lilithnights01 so Iām going to post here more often
INTRODUCTION:
This is a kink blog!!!
I block ageless accounts. If there isn't an age somewhere on your profile DNI or I'm blocking you. "18+" does not count as an age. I do not consent to any interaction with minors on here, so if you're under 18 you should not be here. This space is not for you. I don't want you here, and I will block you.
Dms and asks are open. I do not share personal information or send pictures of myself.
I do love asks and tasks.
Stop sliding into my DMs thinking that just because I openly talk about sex and my desires, Iām going to help you jerk off. And if I do, itās because I want to. Iām not obligated to answer if I donāt feel like it. At least say hi first. Iām a person, not your plastic doll for masturbation.
Kinks:
-dom/sub bdsm dynamics (I'm switch)
-CNC
-somno
-praise
-bondage/shibari/ropeplay
-tease and denial, orgasm denial/control/forced, edging, overstimulation / squirt
-breeding/creampie kink but no babies
-nipple pinching/clamps/suckers/vacuum suction cup pump
-spank paddling, slapping, choking, biting/marks ,hot wax candle, knife play, ice play, chastity, plugs, vibrators, blindfolds, dildo/inflatable dildos
-Sex machine, sex furniture/bdsm bench
-kidnapping, stalking (in theory) / masked man
-punishment, torture, pain, electrosex
-corruption
-slut training, brainwashing/hypnosis/mind control/ dumbification/ daddy's good girl/ brainwashing files/ gooning/ word trigger/erotic hypnosis
-voice kink/male audiogasm/ man whimpering,groaning,moaning/ man deep voice/ man guiding files
-anal, oral, dp, dvp
-Induced lactation/hucow training/lactation kink (no pregnancy) / sore, hard, sensitive nipples/bigger, heavier, swollen tiddies/ daddy's milk cow / pump machine
-cockwarming
Limits: pet play/treatment, full service sub/slave, cumming on food, race play, mutilation, being on a cage/cell, being sold,sexual trafficking,pregnancy kink,feederism, scat,vomit, piss, spit, incest, humiliation/degradation(boring), latex/leather/rubber catsuit, mouth gag, gas mask, feet, tickling
#bd/sm switch#corruption kink#edge slvt#overstimulated#edging and denial#forced 0rgasm#induced lactation#shibari#good girl training#goon and edge#electric shock#nipple clips#male moan#edging my mind away#brainwashing#hypnok1nk#hypnosis#hucow training#restrained#pain k!nk#rough k!nk#masochist sub#masochist daddy#sadist daddy#mind conditioning#slvt training#mind corruption#her moans#cnc free use#squ1rting
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Halloween prompts year 2 day 17
A supervillian had captured a supernatural creature in some kind of device, the entity in question looked like a white haired teen from what they could see of him in the glass sphere he was enclosed in.
The villian was monologing about how they would use the creatures sacred powers to resurrect some evil gods or whatever when the heros intervened knocking him away and accidentally started the machine.
The teen screamed as electricity flowed through his body. Tim ran to him searching for a way to turn off the machine when his hand touched the outside of the sphere.
Unbeknownst to the heros, the machine required a piece of whoever was dead to revive them, it could be hair, blood, bone or even...a memory
That was how Tim, as Robin (or Red Robin whoever you prefer) found himself holding not his mom or dad or anyone you might have expected.
No.
He was holding someone he never thought he'd see again. Someone who didn't even think she was real. Someone who was marveling at her new body made of flesh and blood
Annie.
#halloween prompts#prompts#danny phantom#danny fenton#tim drake#danny passes out after this and is taken into custody of the Justice League#annie is super confused but very happy to be alive#maybe she even has clayfaces powers?#Annie was a construct clayface constructed in BTAS and she broke free of him by getting amnesia#she died sacrificing herself to clayface and letting her absorb her to save robin tim#if word gets out about this every villian with a sick/dying/dead loved one is going to be after Danny#and maybe annie too for experiment purposes#tim is probably overprotective of annie regardless#if damian is in this then hes going to be a pain and maybe befriend annie much to Tims horror#fanfiction prompts#batman#red robin#robin#robin iii
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wnna try clamping my titties...any tips for my first time would be greatly appreciated like for aftercare or for how to clamp or how to prep. anything really. im gonna be using clothespins. yu can send anons or comment.
#Źą¬ her#attention wh0r3#pain play#cnc brat#wet and needy#dumb wh0re#corruption kink#patriarchy kink#free use slvt#older man <3#older man younger girl#submisive and breedable
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SPARKLE ON āØāØāØ
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#gif#blinking#proseka#sparkle on!#i was gonna queue this for wednesday but thats so painful for me so happy wonderhoy its wednesday sunday#kirakira dokidoki mochimochi puyopuyo wakuwaku wasshoi#i went through hell and high water and like 8 online free glutterbtext gif generator websites to find the exact font#thank you glittertextonline dot com#ive thought about drawing a lot of jerma bullshit as wxs. plesde be thankful that im focusing on artfight#the nene985 dollhouse is still on my mind. i wanna draw her leaping out of that window really bad#idk what to type here since this is like a week i advance and i wont remember scheduling this in about 20 minutes. ummmm#OHHH I HOPE MY GUITAR IS FIXED BY THE TIME THIS POSTS I FOUND A USED AMP FOR MY BIRTHDAY ^___^ I WANNA PLAY YIPPEEEEE#anyways.... be who you are. shalalalaaaa ^_^
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Sasha (who's askin) Racket, my beloved.
I didn't even mean to finish this originally, but I have motivation for once so why not.
#I managed to lose my pen but I finally have free time again#so I guess my will to finally do some more rqg fanart has to overcome the pain of drawing with a mouse.#rqg#rusty quill gaming#sasha rackett#sasha racket#how do you even spell her last name?#rqg fanart#fanart#art
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somebody message me and just be straight up rude, degrade me and shame me for things i havent even done, then iāll thank you and make out with the toilet thinking its you. please and thanks ����
#dumb wh0re#p1ss wh0re#r4p3 m3#attention wh0r3#cvm wh0re#free use slvt#bd/sm slave#desperate wh0re#degrade and humiliate me#dumb slvt#men are gods#worship men#spank my pussy#please abuse me#men are superior#misogny#mind control#mysoginy kink#misogony#degradation k1nk#degrading k1nk#degredation kink#degrade her#pain slvt#serve the patriarchy#patriarchy kink#public cnc#intox play#r@pe play#desperate slvt
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Reaper's Bounty.
#ffxiv#fan art#emet selch#zenos yae galvus#oc#atticus van simularus#tsukiko date#camilla lunae#I'm here to rattle my garlean reapers=vampires propaganda around because it lives rent free in my head#look two idiots willingly offering their aether to the people protecting them#one for their enshroud and the other for their primal transformation LOL#Atticus isnt always wholesome and with Regent's power he could appear at Solus' side whenever it was demanded of him#and because in universe regent is in control of the intake of aether emet doesnt have to worry about atticus taking too much -or-#discovering he was an ascian lmao#I also just felt like drawing crazy-eyed emet because its fun#also dont mind zenos plotting 100 ways to kill a man because hes in a situation where he has to transform#and therefore take his healer's own aether just to protect them#not that tsukiko minds- it means she gets to take a free nap#also the in universe pain that zenos has to feed either from her arm because he will not put his teeth anywhere near her neck (ironically)#(tsukiko heals through singing and its something he enjoys listening to in their off time)#mans stuck with literally the arm or the leg because Tsu is tiny next to him#adventurer zenos
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Naptime
#nimona#nimona 2023#nimona movie#ballister boldheart#ballister blackheart#ambrosius goldenloin#goldenheart#art#fanart#therapy is expensive but drawing them is free#i have a problem and they are the cause#drawing them napping is therapeutic lemme tell ya#personal hc is that nimona has the worst sleeping positions#she complains about back pain and her dads are like#geez i wonder why#i love them so much
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