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nightdrawz · 8 months ago

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SAY SORRY WITH TEARS

WAAAAAAAAAAAAH

IM SOOORRYYYY

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….How was that (.❛ ᴗ ❛.)

#i am deeply sorry #and am ashamed of my actions #hopefully you have the heart to forgive me for my act #:3 #meheheh #myusernamesyes2 #nightdrawz

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artificial-ascension · 1 month ago

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I think some people have an issue being called 'culturally Christian' cause they think kf Christianity as this sentiant evil hivemind that they, an oh so enlightening atheist/convert to other religion are no longer/have never been a part of instead of like, a really prevalent religion with a sizable portion of prolific asshats but just a religion non the less which, in itself, is very culturally Christian.

#the part about 'this thing is bad and root of all evil this other thing good and pure' is Christian #I would know I am culturally Christian #I'm not ashamed to admit it cause like. I use my brain to determine if certain actions and beliefs are harmful #and not its proximity to again. one of the largest religions in the world

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smibberz · 4 months ago

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Can you draw a sexy snake again...? Please 🥹

dude that's so weird I can't believe you would even suggest that

#I am ashamed of my own actions #snake jailbird #the simpsons #Oh dear #Karl's hornyposting again

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robin-5-technically · 3 months ago

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What would you do if superboy was murdered?

We know the answer to that.

#and I would not be nearly as ashamed of my hypothetical actions as I am of my past ones.#dc rp blog #damian wayne robin #robin #dc #dc robin #fanondc #my anons #angst

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tinytracys · 1 year ago

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ISN’T IT 5PM YET?

It had been a long week of supervising work from his perch on top of the computer monitor…

#thunderbirds are go #thunderbirds #tiny tracys #thunderbirds action figures #scott tracy #long week #BASE jumping?#my keyboard is so dusty I am ashamed #but not ashamed enough to not post it #because the way he landed just made my day

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twenty-orange-balloons · 1 year ago

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"And what's with the third sword? I mean, where does it even go?"

No. No. No, no, no, no, no! I've read the MDZS extras, I know exactly where this can lead to.

*Zoro puts sword in his mouth* "Oh, so that's where it goes."

Whew. That was close.

#cell rambles #this is a joke post #I am ashamed to admit this WAS the first thought that popped into my head during that scene though 😂#one piece live action #mdzs #only people who've read the MDZS extra know what I mean #cell watches one piece (netflix)#why can't I find a clip of that scene anymore 😂 I wanted to add it in oh well

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tenrose · 4 months ago

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Not my cat flirting with every pet sitters I get him during my vacations lmao

#misc #this year it's a man #i was lowkey worried cause my cat don't know many men #(idk if they even can tell the difference tbh lmfao)#but this hoe of a cat smelled him and immediately targeted his legs #sometimes i wonder if he wouldn't cheat on me with another human if he had a chance dusjsjjejz #anyway the guy is a young man and as someone who struggled when i was younger #i feel like doing a good action paying someone to do a cool job #(i mean cleaning the litter is not exactly a fun job but getting paid to pet a cat is)#also i met him through my physio who knows everyone #because last year i chose a pet sitter through a pet sitting website #but it was hella expensive #and it's basically a scam cause i paid something like 150€ but only 50€ was for the pet sitter the other was for that shit website #fuck start-ups #anyway i decided to do it the old fashioned way #through social relationships #but i struggled cause i have not social relationships???#except for coworkers #but I don't want coworkers to go to my home #that's an absolute no #it'd be a violation plus i am ashamed of my home and shit #so i prefer someone I don't know at all #so if i get judged it has no consequences #(yes i have trust issues)#so i had to actually gather my courage and ask my physio if she knew someone because she works with lot of young adults and teens #and turns out the mom of the man was here and she said she'll ask him #can't go wrong with someone vetted by hus own mother lol #anyway he said cats are his favourite pets so we're good #Loki definitely sensed that he can plays him like fiddle

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dizzybevvie · 4 months ago

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"not pro-ana just using the tags" "pro-ana only for myself" Ok but you see how you're still hurting people right. you see how you're perpetuating this mindset for other people by posting about it right.

#i went through the proana tag a few weeks back when i was in a very vulnerable state #and ofc i am not trying to imply its their fault for my mental state; i am responsible for my own actions; i chose to go through the tag #BUT.#even then #the amount of times i saw the sentiment “im not pro-ana im just using it to get more notes on the picture of me being really skinny”#or a vent post with the tags “proana but just for myself” really irritated me #i know what its like to be in that position. I do. i understand that you feel like whst youre doing to yourself is right and that you want-#to find like-minded people because you feel so alone #i understand wanting to talk to people that you feel like “get it” and not people that will try to help you recover because-#you feel like youre making “progress” and that deep down you feel ashamed #But if youre 'proana just for yourself“ or ”just using thr tags“? dont fucking use the tag #if you know that its wrong (shich it sounds like you do based on the clarification that youre not ACTUALLY pro-ana-#in some attempt to win the moral olympics) then dont post under the tag because its going to make things worse for people who ARE #and i KNOW. ive had the same thought before. “but i dont think you should have an ED bc its bad for u; im just doing it for a little bit”#or “just for me & i can stop whenever” and we all know how that ends #but if you ARENT proana then dont use the tags to send proana sentiments to other people who are obviously struggling #youre making it worse for people. stop it #beverly says stuff #tw ed discussion #tw ana #tw eating issues

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vervainium · 9 months ago

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as punishment for my transgressions and to deter myself from doing this again, i must state my crime.

i have come into tumblr to look for avatar the last airbender fan fictions/headcanons.

#yet i am not ashamed #i haven’t started yet though so i’ll let you know of my journey when i return #just relapsed on a fixation 😔#vervainium #vervains tad bits #atla #avatar the last airbender #the og animated version not the live action

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leave-me-alone-please · 6 months ago

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Sometimes your head just randomly starts a war with you.

But it's ok. Nobody will know.

#my hip is fucking with my head again #it just feels weird #i dont even know if its pain or not #and just thinking about it puts me on the verge of a mental breakdown #I'm nauseous #breathing is kinda hard sometimes #idk why this is so bad #like yes i selfharmed on the same spot on my hip for years and years #yes i sometimes went deeper than i should have #yes some of it got lightly inflamed and i never took care of my wounds properly #yes my hip started hurting like two years after i started selfharming there #yes it got worse again when i selfharmed under alcohol influence during covid #yes all pain and hindered movement in my hip are probably a direct consequence of my own action #this is my fault #so why does it make me freak out so bad?#am i scared that it will happen again?#am i scared i won't be able to walk for months again?#am i overwhelmed by guilt and regret #am i deeply ashamed of myself?#idk what is going on #but it really is hurting me on a bad level right now and i keep feeling it and i don't know what is real and what is just memories #this is so idiotic #it's not like you can traumatise yourself #so why is my bosy reacting like it' s traumatized?#it does not have any right to do that #jesus please help me #tw self harm #tw sh #tw sh related

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meownotgood · 2 years ago

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Oh fuck bro bow I'm thinking about control devil Aki jerking off in his office

He hates it he shouldn't be doing this but for some reason today you've been infecting his mind. Your smile, your attention on him and the way you slowly start to open up with him more

He's so close yet so far from getting you to love him, and the way you smell too fuck- it's so fucking good he's jerking his cock hard and he feels his cock twitching but then, he hears footsteps coming close and he quickly stops and tries to act professional once he sees you come into the office-

aki's been wanting you all day, much more than usual, but when you bumped into him earlier, that was the last straw. you nearly fell, aki caught you, and you wrapped your arms around him, you pressed your face into his chest. you were so close, so close — aki could smell you.

he's always had a particularly keen sense of smell, and you've always had a certain intoxicating scent, but when you're pressed up to him like this, it's like all his senses are flooded. it's like all of the sudden, the only thing he can think about is you. you pulled away from him when you eventually stumbled to your feet, but even long since after you've left, aki still feels like he's going to go crazy.

he shouldn't do this, he knows this is stupid, but he can't help himself. he's trying to do paperwork, but he feels so uncomfortable, he can't get rid of the growing warmth between his legs. suddenly, he's reaching under the desk, groping himself through his slacks, feeling himself get harder. and when that's not enough, he's unbuckling his belt, taking his cock out and stroking it.

fuck, it feels so good, he's starting to jerk himself off faster, starting to feel his legs shake and his cock twitch he thinks of you, as he replays the moment and remembers your smell in his head. and then —

there's a knock at the door. aki is quickly pulling his pants back up, clearing his throat, and answering with a curt, "come in."

the control devil is never flustered. the control devil is always in complete, and utter control. but when you're the one who walks in the door, aki is sure he's going to fucking lose it.

#I am being wheeled off to the er as we speak #because I am simply. so ill.#I am not going to elaborate on this any further as I feel ashamed for my actions.#ask mags #aki <3 #control devil!aki #< I will tag control devil aki blurbs as this from now on

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haemosexuality · 1 year ago

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do you want to learn all kinds of things and be a more well educated person? has it been a while since youve thought about killing yourself? school can change one of those things

#i love spiraling #the thought process goes something like this:#im definitely gonna fail this school year→which sucks ass bc i was already supposed to have finished school next year so being held back #again is. not great→why tho→bc im bad at school dont apply myself at all have done jack shit all year and am too scared to ask teachers for #help. bc i have social phobia→why havent i told this to my parents sooner tho and asked them for help? ik they would do anything they could #to help me and wouldnt make me feel bad at it theyve never been like that→well bc im ashamed and also didnt want to put that on them. they #have enough to worry about without their 18 yr old daughter acting like shes a middle schooler→ok well failing the kast year of school would #definitely still be putting that on them tho. theyre gonna have to worry and put plans they had for when u finished school on hold etc. so #ur stressing them out and being a problem anyways→well the best course of action would be to kms then sincs thats the only way i can truly #stop being a problem for my parents forever→oh fuck not this again cmon

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persephoneflouwers · 7 months ago

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