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The parallel of the Martyn vtuber lore and Grian watcher lore in terms of eldritch horror is something I want to mess with more..
Like with Grian, this is the horror of being elevated to a higher being than you were ever meant to be. Comprehending more than your mind was built to comprehend, given divine madness by beings who do not truly understand that they are ruining something already perfect.
Going back home, returning to the being you once were, but no longer able to enjoy your old life. Everything is meaningless now, your friends and family a mere speck in the vastness of your new mindscape.
Truly, this would be hell.
But on the other hand, Martyn. What was once a higher being, viewing this smaller world through a screen, he is now one of them. Shoved into a new body, made to pretend he is exactly like these beings so beneath him.
Your vision has been narrowed, your hearing limited. Your body is no longer yours, now it is a part of the game. Divine madness is your new curse, but in a complete opposite way. You ARE divine. You are a God of this world, why are you now TRAPPED in it?
I wonder what they'd think of each other, Grian and Martyn, if they both knew the truth of each other's existence? Would they envy the other or pity them?
Or maybe I'm just talking out my ass and none of this is true-
#martyn itlw#i know Martyn is NOT divine#hes just a player trapped in a video game#but guys i think that counts as being a little bit of a god#in the real world you can modd minecraft and edit the code and#yknow#basically become god and make a universe#but then youre isekaied into the world you were once god of#forced to pretend youre one of the npcs.. horror#and GRIAN#watcher grian#i like to think hes an npc thats been elevated to a higher existence and is now no longer an npc#and imagine realizing one day that the world is a video game and youre an npc#and all your friends are npcs#and youre the ONLY ONE THAT KNOWS#you cant?? tell anyone!! theyll go insane! YOURE going insane!#anyways yeah#traffic smp#watcher lore#watchers and listeners#evo smp#martyn vtuber lore#martyn inthelittlewood#inthelittlewood
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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way
#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION#listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc#time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our#own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that#and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt#wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal#whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it#i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in#the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time#but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every#day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more#of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts#i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head#than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well#being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own#like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it#and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo#and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience#the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes#no offense krobus#yapping#stardew#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#this game has me by the ankles man
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I've never done OCxKiss but I had so much fun seeing people do it last year!! Doing these mistletoe kisses though is kind of depleting my posing bar but also it's not until February anyway but also maybe I'll do febhyurary if that is happening this year but also I could probably manage a few oc smooches but also who and how would I ask??
Is it like asking people to prom? Do I do a promposal?
(jokes i will just ask for bones if i plan to do it.... but also.... promposal to ask my friends for their ocs for smooching..... would be... very cute....)
#ooc#i truly do not think i have the bandwidth for even febhyurary !!! but!!!! MAYBE#idk it's hard in this community because I don't really do canon x oc ship !! Odette has her WoL!AU with Miniflia but that... ends... and#frankly i don't care about any of the other npcs enough to want to ship with them (': i like NPCs through the eyes of some friends you know#and i like to think about their friendships or rivalries with odette and prudence !!!#but I am an RP girlie all the way down and OC x OC smooching is always better because you get to share the giddiness directly with someone#and it's soooooo scrumptious#se stop killing or sending your women characters away :pray:#(always better TO ME i should say i know how some of y'all like to tussle)
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there's an indescribable amount of pure joy i get watching liam in the crown keepers campaign — his reactions to all the familiar things, not familiar to orym but to liam himself. his happy smile at ashley when sherri was described, his content sigh when gilmore said he was married and overall just gentle look in his eyes during this whole segment, his quick smile when aabria mentioned syngorn and heart grab followed by an exaggerated fall under the table when they arrived to byroden is just precious to me. this man needs to be protected at all costs.
#may exu watch through#ep 4#liam is truly a precious soul#i adore him so much#he loves this game so much he loves this world he loves his characters and he holds their stories close to heart at all times#and that's so#ah#i love him#alSO matt's happiness every time his players react to all these past npcs and places#imagine sitting in the place of a player and see your players your dear friends being absolutely in love with your world#protect protect protect#liam o'brien#orym of the air ashari#exandria unlimited#the crown keepers#critical role#let me also add vax to the tags#cuz all of these things are connected to vax directly#vax'ildan
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hello, lu fandom. i've got... a thought experiment? i suppose?
the short explanation is that i'm outlining a fic where the chain defeats dink in post-totk hyrule but no portals arrive to take them home, so they're just stuck in wild's era forever. i want to have at least one of the chain form a new relationship in the botw era (besides wild, who will be with flora), but i'm having trouble thinking of who would be interested in who.
so, thought experiment. if you had to ship each member of the chain with a botw/totk character, what would your ships be and why?
#it doesn't need to be major characters. you can pick your favourite obscure npcs if you want#i'm not going to put all the links in relationships btw. just one or two of them. but i want options about WHICH two (and with who)#my own thoughts are like.#sky with a rito maybe? i feel like that could be interesting but i don't have any specific rito in mind#no real ideas w/four (mostly because i am unclear on his actual age) but i think calyban would be funny since they have the same haircut#for time i've been thinking maybe buliara? they have similar vibes i think it could work. or maybe kass? kass deserves a wife&husband#i think wind would move to lurelin so maybe someone from there? or a rito or zora who could visit often#but then i've been also thinking like. what if wind and riju. i feel like they'd vibe#twilight could only be shipped with obscure npcs i think. only some rando will do for him. maybe a stableworker or one of the stable heroes#he and violynne could be cute....#legend is tricky. i am also unclear on his actual age. i think he would move to hateno so someone from there?#i think he would be friends with sophie but idk if there could be romance there#hyrule is also tricky. maybe lasli? i think they have compatible personalities but i have no idea how old either of them are#warriors might be fun with paya. she's so shy around wild and then he's with flora but when she becomes more confident she starts dating#warriors? the most confident link? it's funny to me (idk how wars would feel about dating the chief of kakariko though)#loz#lu#linked universe#lu fanfic#original post
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recent posts on dash has me thinking about who my s/i’s friends + acquaintances would be out of the playable characters roster O:
#˖ ༡༊ ࣪˖ 𓂃 𝓬𝔂𝓰𝓷𝓾𝓼 𝓼𝓸𝓵𝓼𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓾𝓶#i think it’s more fun thinking about the relationships w characters outside your home nation since i figure we all kinda know each other —#especially sumeru where the cast are all pretty closely intertwined !#i mean going out of the country for research expeditions is valid i think but idk all ik atm is that i am acquainted w zhongli and mayb#baizhu via my liyue chasm arc 🕵🏻♀️#+ ofc the chasm exploration team npcs (khedive zhiqiong ♡ jinwu etc) LOL#zhiqiong is alive btw ik because we are friends 😌
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#heyooo im sad#im just feeling like i dont fit in anywhere and i just fade into the background for people and no one actually really likes or cares about#me and i just kinda exist as an npc and yea im kinda just overwhelmed#like i just wish i had friends#and i have a lot of just pent up sads over a lot of stuff and i just mught punch a wall or something idk#idk i feel like every person in this world is like a puzzle piece just trying to fit together and for some reason im a dice#like im in the wrong game bros i dont know how to connect#does that make any sense idk#anyways i really love you all and im really happy to be back on tumblr cause its the most included ive felt in anything in a very long time#thank you for including a dice in your jigsaw <3#bipswordvomit
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people (the rest of the hanza. not including geralt) often forget that cahir was 1. the guy that kidnapped ciri 2. an officer in the military
he’s literally so polite in geralt’s company you wouldn’t even guess he was the black knight. and yet. and yet.
i’m never certain exactly how to reconcile this tactful and strategic mind with the terrified young man
#geralt never forgot but everyone else (maybe also except dandelion) was like ?? but ?? friend ?? friendship????#i imagine him barking an order to dandelion once and dandelion straightened up and obeyed#opposite of when cahir was looking over dandelions shoulder lol#maybe joke but#in my idea where angouleme goes missing . geralt is like. what do you think we should do#cahir’s like why me. geralt’s like. well. she’s ciri-shaped#milva enacting clemency for cahir after geralt chases regis away is fantastic#regis saved you from the noose and you’ve chased him away. thats your business. but but cahir saved me. so we’re comrades >:(#geralt seething he’s going to kill him and then like nooo i can’t kill him idk why …#when cahir joined the rivian forces 😭😭 because he in no way resembled a civilian#each of the company members have insane backstories they really are the PCs of the d&d campaign#and angouleme is the one npc they pick up and adopt into the company and defend to the end#so we’re looking for this guy’s daughter he’s bound to her by destiny#this guy kidnapped said daughter but he said sorry for it later#milva worked with dryads to kill people and regis is a vampire that drank people#and this guy is famous like beyoncé#angouleme: [sniffs] ‘kay#the elbow-high diaries#i need her to keep regis humble bc regis is like dont worry i dont bite people 🥹 and shes like yeah ok dont care either way#geralt is like oh hell do not explain to her all of this again. we spent too much time on this already last book#you know you are the reason we have three stars on goodreads#regis like i know… 🙂 if i wasn’t here you’d snag us zero…
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i dont think tommy said the nuke wasnt canon, he seemed to be talking about how he canonically didnt lose a life to the nuke because in the 2022 ending, no nuke killed anyone
I guess?... I don't know. It doesn't really make sense since basically Jack is pretty insistent that he did blow everything up, and yet all the buildings remain, so... and the reasoning he gives for not dying in the nuke is that he can't die, which is part of his lore. Tommy doesn't really answer how he and Tubbo are alive, except to say that the nuke wasn't canon (presumably as in canon death is what he means) and he was left with 1 life when everyone left. In response to Jack's comment about not being able to actually die, Tommy responds "Not that either of us would know anything about that" but since he fought a monster in between his Tubbo comment and Jack's, he may have meant that as a response to his above statement about logistics... so if Jack blew everything up, but everything is still standing, then the most reasonable explanation is that the Incident did happen and eventually he gained his memories back and visits Techno's house from time to time... (which people said including anons in my inbox)
So people are wrong, it is not a retcon but an extension, the end of season 2, whatever that was... even so what's funny is that innitors are more happy with this ending versus a restart even when it's down right depressing. Tommy is alone. He hasn't seen anyone besides Tubbo in a long time and lives very far away from the main dsmp area. But take it from me, the quiet is nice, living alone is nice, but being utterly alone is miserable. To live alone with no outside interaction besides one person is really sad to me, and the fact that the area is still so triggering for him is also a testament that he hasn't healed, and living alone won't heal him. Especially not when part of his trauma revolves around him feeling alone in Exile. So really, it's a very depressing ending. Tommy just wanted to have fun with his friends and in the end, he has no one but Tubbo and his sheep and a cabin in the arctic he stares at for hours. He didn't mend his relationships with people, even still bringing up Jack exploding his hotel after it's been years since then. He did literally move but he didn't heal, he didn't grow, he wasn't able to form better relationships or claim what he yearned for. And that to me is a sadder ending.
As as aside, I've talked about before how all the ghosts have sheep, so an interesting theory would be that he is actually a ghost haunting the land... have another au free of charge I guess lol... do we think the sheep is colored? maybe it's red...
#dream smp#dsmpblr#c!tommy#hello there#c!tommyinnit#c!tommy angst#dsmp#lots of angst potential for tommy fans though... him waking up in the middle of the night from a nightmare and having no one there#to comfront him... no one there to say you are safe. you are loved. no one to bring him back from hyper ventilating except a sheep#yes being alone is nice and quiet... but eventually it gets lonely to the point of numbness something you can already see in Tommy and you#realized you haven't talked in weeks because there is no one to talk to... you realize there is no one there to help you or save you or mak#you laugh... if you think this is a better ending for Tommy my bets on that you didn't spend months alone in quaratine becuase if you did#you'd know in the same way Dream did after all that isolation in prison that you actually “just don't want to ever be alone”...#(me becoming a tommy apologist!?... nah but damn that shit is sad... he legit be acting like sad AI Paul btw or an NPC...)#anyways... this topic exhausts me but yooo confirmation that Dream left with his friends? happy ending for our boy?#this is for all you discduo lovers :) <3... I shall feed your angst...
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If your life circumstances have always required from you an abnormal amount of strength and resilience, I see you. If your inner child lets out a small sob anytime someone compliments you on that strength, I see you. If that strength translates to you being some form of domineering/abrasive because you learned early on that your lot in life was to take care of yourself because nobody else ever did, I see you. If you are so fucking angry all the time and can't pinpoint why, I see you. If you've had to watch as people you care about continue to abandon you in adulthood because you grew up to be type A, controlling and assertive, I see the fuck out of you. It's not your fault that nobody ever gave you a soft place to land so that you could be your true self. And I won't inundate you with condescending platitudes about how you'll find your person/people one day.
Some of us are lucky, but to depend on external sources for your well being is a crap shoot. I won't tell you to keep looking for your home in other people. Home is where you are. Take that strength you've painstakingly cultivated since you were a child, and quadruple it. Become bulletproof, unbreakable. Don't let anyone else find a fault line in you to exploit ever again.
#personal#as someone who tried the route of opening myself up and trusting others even though every fiber in my traumatized body screamed NO#i have been predictably disappointed over and over and over again#i'm not saying isolate yourself necessarily but cultivate a small circle lock it in and stop desiring others to fulfill you#take what you get as a bonus in life but stop thinking that your fulfillment comes from family and romantic relationships#there's a reason these relationships are the most abusive#the more attached you are the weaker you are i hate to say it#and i swear abusers can smell it on you#make peace with the possibility of being solitary in life because until you do others will always be able to control you#i'm sorry that you were fed lies about love and human connection#but the reality is that to most people you are an npc in their life#men are not waiting to be your happily ever after or to finally let you rest after a lifetime of abuse#no matter WHAT they say or how convincingly#if you're a woman seeking a man know that they primarily desire to fuck you and to possess you as a status symbol. that's it.#listen i used to be a love is all you need girl but experience and copious amounts of therapy have taught me that i am all i need.#childhood trauma#childhood abuse#abusive relationships#narcissistic parents#btw this is not an invitation to try and prove me wrong i am happy to have mutuals i interact with#but i am no longer taking applications for new friends or partners#after careful culling the remaining family and friends i have love and care for me just fine i am more than satisfied#now that i've learned how to actually love myself properly there is no void i need others to fill#if i never got close to a new person again i'd be MORE than alright
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Finally made a Tav meetup image to match my Durge one, also after finally resolving my lag issues i could play a little farther into my Misfortune save (one day i will finish Act 3. It's just so much) which led to us finally being able to break Wyll's pact (yay!) but it also illustrated just how much Mizora gets bullied on her save. I imagine she absolutely loathes appearing in camp because of it.
I also finally get to introduce you to Baphomet! My third Dark Urge whom you might have seen before as a cameo in my Durge meetup art. For the longest time i barely had any art of her, but i've caught the bug i'm afraid so even if it's not a lot it's still enough for an introduction! (And more is certainly on the way)
(Can you tell i have a lot of difficulty drawing her? Because i do.)
Baphomet is a Way of the Four Elements (Fire spells only) Monk good Durge who is, on the surface, the most normal one out of the three. She was raised in a Lathandarian monastery as a star novice, the balance she was taught was what kept the Urges at bay for an unusually long time. This, however, was a double edged sword as when she finally snapped as a full-fledged Monk she was ten times more dangerous. Her killing of a Dawnmaster and several other novices led to her being banished from the monastery, and that's when she set off for the Temple of Bhaal. Yadda yadda main story stuff happens.
As a person Baphy is very stoic, being even less expressive than Tav; she's quiet and generally regarded as almost unreadable by her companions and instead lets her good actions speak for her. Internally there are a lot of things going on in her head though, most of them being her trying to grapple with The Urge. She's a very considerate person and tries to pass fair judgement to everyone, though can be lenient on those that show her kindness. She may not be good with words but she will do all in her power to support you.
#my art#bg3#bg3 tav#bg3 durge#tav: tav#tav: misfortune#tav:lawine#npc: fortune#durge: baphomet#karlach#wyll#mizora#orin#gortash#modern au#because i cant stop drawing these bitches in modern clothes when im too lazy to draw the armor#i feel like ive gotten better with writing lately so my bios are a lot better :) happy about it#i just realized i havent even introduced tav my main tav yet. i promise i love them i love them so bad they just have very little art#because i haaaate drawing the crackles. i know thats my own fault but surely you understand#IF YOURE WONDERING WHY SO MUCH BAPHY ART IS TRANS JOKES: when i was concepting her with friends i went hey#wouldnt it be really fucking funny if baphy woke up on the nautiloid as trans.#like “im probably a trans woman but i have to serve father so idrc about that rn”#and then she just woke up with her preferred name and pronouns being the only thing she remembers. and she has no idea shes trans#so a lot of her shitpost art is just trans related jokes because we all think its really fucking funny.#durgetash is only real for the bit btw its not something serious. once again the bit is important here
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3 days later and I'm still fucking devastated that Fia killed D.... my wife killed my bestie.... man whose side am I supposed to be on here.....
#star plays er#elden ring spoilers#out of all the NPCs i liked him most. and now hes dead. AND I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THE DIALOGUE OPTION TO TELL ANYONE#me and rogier had this whole chinwag about D literally just before i found the body#and when i went back there was NO DIALOGUE OPTION TO TELL HIM#dude your best friend just fucking DIED in the next room over. i do not want to buy spells from you#and then when i rested at the round table and came back the body was gone#and STILL NOBODY WOULD TALK ABOUT IT#WHAT#anyway. rip D. love u
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dude there is a HUGE difference between palestinians who have gotten their ENTIRE LIVES destroyed and bombed and killed and harrassed for *70 YEARS* to become hateful towards israelis who literally represent jews, than one of the billionaire leaders of the most powerful and influential country in the world, whose ideologies are simply based on egotism and ignorance rather than systematic oppression and murder. sad to say it but all other countries speak of how israelis are propagandised to the point where you don't understand it yourselves, and spreading antisemitic and nationalistic ideas as you do, is also propaganda to make yourself look better in comparison. i'll block you now 'cus i can't stand propaganda, but please, try to develop critical thinking skills for your own good.
ok so where do I even fucking start
#first of all we do not know if those people in the photo were even palestinians#pretty sure they were just pro-palestinian protesters. do they have the right to hate jews then?#second of all. you are justifying a NAZI SALUTE in the name of “palestinians have the right to hate jews”.#“israelis are propagandised to the point where you don't understand it yourselves”#as opposed to palestinians who according to you have every right to seig heil because it's what they were taught#the more i try to understand this bigoted ass word salad the more i get a headache#the way anon keeps repeating propaganda is all too reminiscent of my own pick me jew phase#where i kept going “i'm resisting my country's evil joo propaganda!” to the encouragement of my discord “friends”#and yeah it really is handy to just dismiss every other perspective and reality that could interfere with your own as propaganda huh#idk this ask sure seems like propaganda to me with the amount of buzzwords. i swear you people are like npcs sometimes.#leftist antisemitism#antisemitism#hate ask adventures#hila answers asks
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one of many reasons NEO TWEWY is great: Rindo's arc isn't just about overcoming anxiety, coming out of your shell, and building genuine connections with others. it's also about learning to understand the appeal of a rudegirl
#Rindo at this point in the story: GOD SHOKA WILL YOU SHUT UP ALREADY. WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM#Rindo at the end of the story: oh fuck...all my weirdo freak friends are what make life worth living 😭😭#cracking up at this random Reaper NPC also. he's gonna get a 16-year-old gremlin girl big cars#for what? her to drop on other people with her telekinesis powers? ya that's fair
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all my other dnd characters wish i cared about them nearly as much as i care about cyran azerrad kapral bonus under cut
#this isnt even every time ive ever drawn him its just the good ones#muse: cyran azerrad kapral#all of my friends: can we see more pictures of your imiray npcs .... please#me (about to draw that fucking vampire again): aww. no <3
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GHOST THIS IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME who are the characters you absolutely love writing for/want to write more for? not just stranger things but like any fandom because I have ideas for requests and I THINK you've mentioned liking a specific character but I can't rememberrrrrrr
AHHHHHH! it's too hard to choose!
i have tons outside of stranger things (eddie, steve, and robin mainly), and i also still have some stranger things characters i wanna give it a go with (more nancy, hopper, etc)!!
i've mentioned a few of these in the past, and even tried only to fail miserably and discard half-written fics to the graveyard, but i would say outside of stranger things, some good examples are:
astarion (bg3), gale (bg3), shadowheart (bg3), wyll (bg3), spencer reid (criminal minds), loki (marvel), joel miller? (tlou), and as i said in my previous anon, i really wanna try out writing for iwtv amc but it likely wouldn't be x reader!! if i did iwtv, i'd stick to mostly canon ships <3 maybe including reader in there but... i'd first wanna get the hang of their characters within that world and cast haha
i think my only big no character wise is writing rpf!! so if you have any requests from any fandom i just listed, even if it's a different character, i'd be so open for you sending them in and me possibly giving it a shot <3
#thank u ily#i don't have all of these on my masterlist/rules post because idk if i could do them justice haha#so request at your own risk!!!#i was very heavy into marvel and obviously bg3 so most characters i could do something with#even npcs when it comes to bg3. yes im side eyeing rolan as i say that.#i know my followers have shifted from solely st to a lot more bg3 friends so im finally accepting the multi-fandom title on this blog#do with this what you will. use this information responsibly <3
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