#and absolutely no money to go buy more
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globodamorte Ā· 1 year ago
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I could hlget a haircut and tattoos and piercings but those things cost money and to be quite honest I just can't be bothered anymore.
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moeblob Ā· 5 months ago
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A lil guy !
#honkai star rail#dan heng#genuinely have a million things i wanna draw and then zero energy#so dan heng in a hoodie#now i gotta go get dinner sooooo maybe that will give energy and then i can draw more of what i actually wanna draw#but i kinda spent like ... hours ? talking to my mom earlier today#since shes been in the hospital for many many days#so i was catching her up on whats been goin on and showed her silly lil videos#and telling her how hyped i was for summer hrid and she (very patient with my fe talk)#was like you always tell me about banners being bad so it must have made you REALLY happy to say the whole banner is good#and im like yeah and i had multiple people on multiple sites like hey salmon/moeblob did ya see the banner#and she was like thats so cool that people acknowledge who you like and im like yeah it is p cool#and then i told her how mad i was at the absolutely criminal act of limiting how you can watch clue (1985 hit movie)#like i told her yeah sure i own it twice on dvd and once on itunes and that the only way to watch those#are either desktop or ps2 and how i dont have access to my itunes email#and i dont have it on my laptop so i sadly would have to rebuy the movie on itunes under a new acct#then i said how i loved that it was free to watch with ads on yt and id watched it twice that way#but then recently wanted to watch it on there but laptop and hoo boy you have to buy or rent it now#so i v angrily was like fine whatever ill do the thing and leave my room and go watch it on my moms tv#while she isnt around and use her amazon prime where it should be included except ! IT WASNT!#YOU HAVE TO HAVE PRIME TO BUY OR RENT IT NOW TOO!#HOW ARE THEY DOING THIS AND WHY ! who in the world is watching this movie so much that isnt me that they have to charge for it now#on all platforms unless you straight up pirate it#and hey why would i of all people be needing to pirate a movie i own physically two times and digitally once#this is literally a personalized attack to me#and my mom was like i understand how you feel cause yeah thats really weird to do to a 1985 movie#and im like yes exactly i have morals and principles that make me opposed to this and its v maddening#and she said she understood and its ok next time we are having power issues and i have to shut down#that if i really wanna watch it i can rent it on her amazon account and i looked at her and shes like oh you feel v strongly about this#and i do! I HAVE HAD IT GIFTED TO ME TWICE ! I BOUGHT IT ONCE! WHY DO I HAVE TO RENT IT FOR MORE MONEY!
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theskymother Ā· 24 days ago
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animal jam is a lot more fun when you're rich
#seriously notp is making me RICH on ajpw#i can get like. one corruption orb per hour of playing dungeons. the super sweets prizes?? got an alpha after like 5 rounds. got soo many#rares from that too.....#and now i'm like. oh i want to play as a dragon? don't have to wait two weeks to save the sapphires! i can buy it now!!#looking for a cool specific piece of clothing for my outfit? i can just buy it right now!! without worrying about the price!!!#i'm seriously considering buying an alpha. just like. snooping on explorer looking at the different wizard hats for when i sell mines#(i'm not That rich lol)#kind of disappointing anyways. like. it's easy to grind this stuff when you're not a kid but it must take so long for kids to do this!!#most of the people in this game get rich by paying money!! and like#i was always a nm on classic and while they are definitely more pay to play it was like. you could have so much fun and still be poor#play wild it's like. you do get all these features but so much of it is focused on Buying. like the only non purchase stuff i can think of#is crafting ???? and the phantom dungeons.. and the minigames. and talking to people i guess.#but like honestlyyy people only really care about the items and getting items and what items are coming out next month?? and what animals??#what new effects can i get for my pets for my items??? AUGHHHHHHHHHHHH#idk. idk. i know animal jam is far past its glory days and it needs to do this to survive. and i definitely do not want this game to die.#but it is really going full capitalism mode. and i think the content and the players and the devs are really suffering from that. idk.#jamblr#i do really enjoy doing the nonogram puzzles and i absolutely love the dungeons. i'm glad they give me stuff to sell. but man. i kind of ju#t wish it wasn't so much like this yknow#ramblings#bangers
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strawglicks Ā· 3 months ago
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Be so fucking for real my firesetter plushies got here and like an hour after they arrived i went to the mail room to grab them and they grew legs and WALKED AWAY because that package was NOWHERE to be seen . I turned the whole room upside down and asked the staff and no one knows where it is.
I think some lady grabbed it thinking it was hers bc i guess were just gonna grab packages without actually making sure the information is accurate. Ok
Hopefully they track her down and figure this out cuz thats so annoying . I spent 70 bucks and waited for months and i SWEAR i knew something was gonna go wrong the whole time and it DID . The worst part is theyre limited edition so i cant just buy them again and ill never be able to get them . All because the package evaporated ig.
Now i get mad every time i see the plushies i swear why is my luck with packages and merch so bad lately .
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woundedheartwithin Ā· 27 days ago
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Back on my meds, making a damn decent paycheck despite how many days I had to take off this month, my momā€™s feeling better now that sheā€™s home and weā€™ve figured everything out, our neighborā€™s gonna build us a wheelchair ramp for cheap, and my dad miiiiiiiiight be buying a new car as we speak šŸ¤ž (my mom just canā€™t get into the truck anymore, and she hasnā€™t wanted to drive her two seater for a while now, so weā€™re trading it for something practical). Things are finally going fairly well, all things considered ā¤ļø
#she speaks#after the absolute hell weā€™ve been in all October I think we deserve a fucking break#hopefully this post doesnā€™t jinx the car lol#weā€™re keeping the truck obv cuz like we got livestock#but the lil beamer has got to go unfortunately#sad itā€™s a fun lil car#but it hasnā€™t been getting the love it deserves and itā€™s time for something more suited to our needs as a family#kinda exciting really I hope we get it#we all fucking hate spending money so both my parents have been waffling on it for a couple of days#but like I told them mama you got a doctorā€™s appointment next week for your g tube#and then a hospital follow up with our pcp the week after that#and youā€™re gonna have to see a gi and a nutritionist pretty regularly#and thereā€™s gonna be more surgeon follow ups Iā€™m sure#and eventually weā€™re gonna need to take you to outpatient pt cuz we canā€™t have a home health pt forever#cuz insurance only pays for it for like six weeks#so either weā€™re gonna have to rent a car every time you go to the doctor#or we gotta buy one#and like this isnt going away youā€™ll have to go to the doctor often#cuz youā€™re missing like half of your small intestine#so getting a rental all the time is gonna suck#it would be better to have a car you can get in and out of easily just on hand#not to mention eventually youā€™re gonna wanna get out of this house just for the hell of it#and itā€™s not like we can wake up one morning and decide hey letā€™s go on a day trip#and then waste two hours driving back and forth from the nearest enterprise#which is on an extremely busy two lane highway and is FUCKING terrifying to get to lmfao#so with any luck my dad will keep that in mind and not back out at the dealership lol
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crybaby-bkg Ā· 2 years ago
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cw: reader is mentioned wearing a dress and corset, mentions of a butt plug, pet play? kinda
very specific thought I have sometimes when I online shop: deku likes to buy your clothes for you. not in a weird, controlling way reallyā€”he just has certainā€¦.visions of you in the things he sees. and heā€™s a little obsessive on his worse day, and he knows he wonā€™t ever get the image of you in those pants if he doesnā€™t buy them for you immediately.
heā€™s a little bit of an idiot though, is scammed damn near every week because instagram wont stop promoting those websites that sell all might themed undies and those knee highs with his own face plastered all over them. he says itā€™s worth it though, when the clothing comes and he surprises you with them with the hope of a fashion show.
he sits on the side of the bed, biting at his thumb nail, staring at your moving shadow from under the en-suite bathroom door. he brought you a baby blue dress with fluffy white buttons up the chest, a matching corset that heā€™s waiting to tie up, the bunny ears that came with it, and a pair of blue boots with fuzzy ears on top. itā€™s ridiculous, you told him the moment he showed it to you. Iā€™m not some show pony, you poke at him when you take the clothes in hand. Youā€™re just a perv, you mutter as you close the bathroom door behind you, ready to try it all on.
And you feel so stupid when you come out, all fuzzy and blue, ready to ask if you should hop over to him. But Izuku looks damn near in awe, eyes rounded and his hands in the air, reaching out for you, quietly telling you to turn around for him. You donā€™t expect for him to rush over to you, to hook his chin over your shoulder, to whisper about how pretty you are, for his warm and large hands to tie the corset so gently, that your breath stutters from his closeness.
ā€œYou like it?ā€ You ask him, looking at him from under your lashes, watch how his big emerald eyes damn near sparkle as he takes you all in. Izuku hesitates before he answers with a nod, guilty eyes fluttering over to another unopened box you hadnā€™t seen by the door.
ā€œI think the whole outfit will be complete with one last finishing touch.ā€ He murmurs, doesnā€™t let your turn in his hold, grabs you tight against him as he hides his warmed cheeks in your neck.
ā€œWhich is?ā€ You hum, swaying a little, letting the high skirt of the dress tug up even higher against the very obvious bulge resting at the curve of your ass. Izuku pauses for a moment, before he whispers into your skin,
ā€œA bunny tail butt plug. Just for the aesthetic.ā€ He tacks the last part on quickly, seals it with a kiss against your jaw, groans a little when you gasp. You eye the package now, suddenly interested in this little get up, finally understanding his pervy little methods. You smile though, wide, and stroke the hand resting around your stomach, the other carding through Izukuā€™s thick locks.
ā€œJust for the aesthetic.ā€ You agree and, you swear, you feel his entire body tremble behind you.
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cappurrccino Ā· 4 months ago
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i was gonna say "i shouldn't have to go to work when my brain feels like a depression slushie" and then i was like "wait but then i'd basically never ever go to work" and i'm actually doubling down on the first part now bc my god how am i supposed to heal my brain from burning out 5 years ago if i can never get an actual break
#//juri speaks#i also at this moment: do not know if i have health insurance anymore / if i will be able to get insurance#if i can't get insurance i will not be able to take classes this fall#if i can't take classes my loan repayments will kick in immediately#i already don't have enough money for anything and i certainly don't have a spare $150 a month for the government#at any rate i need to submit my tuition waiver Soon but i can't until i know if i can get into the second class#so i have to wait for the prof or my advisor to get back to me#all the while a funeral day draws nearer#and then AT work i still feel like my position doesn't need to exist#but i desperately need it to exist because i need the money#and this big mchuge data migration project we were SUPPOSED to have had done in JUNE is being pushed to the absolute last minute#not by us but by the folks in control of the software we're moving to#so we're not going to have any safety margins with the old software#it's going to be GONE and dead and unlicensed while we're trying to learn the new shit#and i'm going to have to deal with the other branch cataloger trying to do everything for us which Won't Help#and i need!!!!!! a break!!!!!!!!!! from everything!!!!!#i need the world to stop and i need to go sit in the desert for like 6 months#instead best i can do is go buy the new taz gn for a little crumb of escape. maybe a little coffee drink while i'm there#even though i've been hitting sugar hard lately and really do not have the funds to buy more clothes if i gain a few more lbs#and can't afford a walking pad/treadmill and don't want to go outside bc it is a billion degrees all day every day rn#uuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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dutybcrne Ā· 5 months ago
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A very obvious hc but Diluc absolutely does NOT keep a running tab for Kaeya. Never had, never intends to. Kaeya most certainly is getting free drinks each and every time he stop by the Angelā€™s Share, and anything he does pay, Diluc keeps the money separate from everything else so he can send it to Jean to sneak it back into Kaeyaā€™s salary somehow.
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madigoround Ā· 8 months ago
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Iā€™m sitting in a botanical garden parking lot convincing myself it would be alright to spend 115 dollars on an annual membership just because itā€™s huge and pretty and would make me happy but like Iā€™m nervous about how much money that is and like I have the money but it seems so frivolous I donā€™t actually need to go to the botanical garden like for survival or anything
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whispsofwind Ā· 1 month ago
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Putting some drama under the cut about the recent GO developments
I thought it over, and I don't think I'll be watching the "season 3 episode" when it comes out.
I love Good Omens, deeply. Good omens was the fandom that made me stop being a lurker online and put my opinions down to share with other fans. I met an amazing community in the fandom and I made so many friends, and the characters and story meant very much to me.
But I don't feel comfortable knowing my engagement may go to support an abuser.
I am not judging anyone for separating the artist from the art and especially I am not going to judge people for supporting the cast and crew of the show.
I just. Don't feel comfortable thinking I may inadvertently contributed, even in a minuscule capacity, to a parasocial relationship that gave so much social power to a person who used that social power to hurt and abuse people.
It's complicated and it's nuanced, but for the time being I'll peace out from that and dedicate myself to things that bring me joy
Just needed to get it off my chest I suppose
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lilydvoratrelundar Ā· 3 months ago
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dc is doing a little mini relaunch after the current crossover finishes and honestly thank god because literally only two of their current ongoings interest me but there's a bunch of fun looking stuff happening in november that i might actually look at. and also it's starting series for several guys who should have had ongoings this whole time like the fucking JUSTICE LEAGUE
#i.e. black lightning JSA question batgirl. and i'll keep up with justice league now that they actually HAVE an ongoing#insane that it just wasn't happening for so long. why did they do that.#now i might actually take an interest in the mainline crossovers if there's a series that they're actually building from#then again. if it's crap i probably won't stick with it#but like marvel has three avengers books running concurrently CONSTANTLY. and yet dc hardly ever has justice league stuff going on#a team book is just. the obvious place to do all that stuff. cos i'm not reading batman i do not CARE about batman#but the new justice league has flash and black lightning and martian manhunter and other guys who i think are cool outside the Trinity guys#also i'm thinking i'll have a look at the 'absolute' universe. yes we are pointing and laughing at the batman design but it seems like an#interesting concept. and also extremely funny that they're going oh fuck marvel relaunched ultimates we have to do something like that too#but actually looking at the ACTUAL premise of the thing. it's more about making an extremely stripped back version of each character#designed to be at their lowest with no support systems in place#idk how it'll turn out. might be too edgy and angst filled for my tastes.#but it looks worth a look#for the record the two series i'm actually readign currently are poison ivy and the flash.#flash i'm actually collecting (i got in when it started and am yet to be disappointed)#lily dot tee ex tee#my pull list is getting so long. and my actual pull list of comics i'm buying is getting a bit much too#but i do not regret impulse subscribing to The Power Fantasy having just read issue 1. it's INCREDIBLE.#i've stopped getting ultimate x men tho. was good but i don't think really worth the money of getting it physically. i'll just pirate.#and tbh the current dr who run is eh. and also only a 4 issue limited series. but it's dr who comics of course i'm collecting it anyway.#immortal thor is a thousand times worth the money tho holy SHIT that book is SO GOOD and i'm SO GLAD i'm reading it physically#sorry i don't comicspost often but i had. a lot of thoughts.
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bibleofficial Ā· 5 months ago
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saw a starfish on the beach today & was absolutely ENAMOURED - literally 3 of us were just squatting over this tide pool watching him move
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#stream#omg i just remembered i was the last 1 to change / shower & i had just walked back from the cold ass shower thing to rinse off the salt &#punya came over & he was like ā€˜brother ā€¦ā€™ & i was like what ? & he went šŸ˜šŸ«“#& i asked what do u want me to give u ?? ā€˜a cigarette u motherfuckerā€™ ā€˜u know what i would love 1 TOO bitch but GUESS who smoked them ALL b#it WASNT ME !!!ā€™ šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ AKSJAKSKAKSKKSKSKAKSLSKSL#& NOW I DONT EVEN HAVE A VAPE BC OF THE FREAK BRIT THAT JUST WALKED OFF W IT#iā€™m still not upset abt it iā€™m more so just bewildered ? just shocked ? like i didnā€™t even care to try to get it back i was just like ok ?#iā€™m still shocked by it bc itā€™s just so#COMICAL ? LIKE ??? šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ did neither of us speak english like 2 entirely different messages werenā€™t sent#LIKE ITS NOT A DISPOSABLE THIS IS A RECHARGABLE REFILLABLE VAPE#it was just 20Ā£ & getting 2 disposables are also 20Ā£ from the off license & i used literally like 80 ? 100ml ? in it ? so saved money#regardless but i did buy a pack of pods but 1 of the 3 that i used didnā€™t end up working & that was the third on it excluding the original#battery & those are 10Ā£/pack so 30Ā£ overall for what would equivalently be like idk probably around 10 of those 5k off license vapes which#would yea be 120quid so including the price of the vials themselves itā€™s 3-for-10Ā£ used 5#so thatā€™s 50Ā£ bs 120Ā£ even w the cost of a new device say + 30 thatā€™s still only 3/4 of the price of what it would be using dispos which ar#cheaper than cigarettes REGARLESS#even the 30/120 thatā€™s still u know literally a quarter of the cost itā€™s just a bigger upfront cost but itā€™s significantly cheaper long ter#STILL SAVING MONEY ā€¦. i say as if addiction isnā€™t inherently a waste of money but u see to that argument i budget it like food bc thatā€™s ho#addiction works itā€™s just going to continue & ur going to include it in the budget as if itā€™s a PHYSICAL NECESSITY TO LIVE#to be fair sometimes it is lol like bro i couldnā€™t stop drinking w/o being in a hospital bc alcohol withdrawls can literally kill u#like my blood pressure was over 180 at 1 point when i was detoxing in hospital šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­#SCREAM#anyway#forget that#happy new year 2024.5 šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜#my new year starts now fuck u the first half was just warm up#could i stop smoking if i wanted to ? yes ! will i ? absolutely fucking not !#IM ALLOWED THIS AS A TREAT#THAT I INHALE LIKE OXYGEN: CONSTANTLY
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isa-ah Ā· 1 year ago
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rox-of-iu Ā· 2 years ago
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this is just me going "fine I'll just do it myself" after not being able to find a single fanart for Yi Xian (the cultivation card game). (I bet there's some but I'm just not able to find it)
so here we are, catering to myself and myself only with very low-effort doodles to destress feat. mostly Mu Yifeng, Yan Chen and Jiang Ximing
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#Yi xian: the cultivation card game#Mu Yifeng#Yan Chen#Jiang Ximing#i know these arent solid at all but times rough and scribbling go brr#anyway hey if anyones intrigued and wants to know more about the game#its an autobattler deckbuilder in xianxia setting#so if pvp deckbuilding/strategy is your style you absolute should go check it out#i myself hate using my brain and pvp so this is absolutely not what i usually play or would pick up but it charmed me and i love it so much#even tho i SUCK at it so bad#its in early access on steam for 7 euro#for anyone interested#and it makes me so sad that theres so many negative reviews saying its p2w cuz its NOT!!!! the only thing available with money is reskins#and u can get the jades to buy them by playing anyway#but ive heard there were p2w elements back when it got released but they got hotfixed quickly but i guess the rumours stuck around?? sad#also if u like the concept and wanna see more without actually playing i recommend gameplays by retromation they're super entertaining#anyway#yeah i absolutely shouldnt be playing nno games whatsoeveer rn bc i cant afford any of the precious time I've got left#i dont even know exactly how much ive got left until the school leaving exams and shit for Uni like two months ig#im useless absolutely i cant i cant but brain no work and pretty card game makes stress go away uh oh spaghettios#oh well enough of that#cheers#btw ive been doodling in the meantime but ppl actually follow this blog now so I'm overthinking it again and not posting anything goddammit
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floralsapphics Ā· 7 months ago
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#really struggling today#my vet suspects my cat has FIP and Iā€™m crushed since thatā€™s basically a death sentence and he only just turned 5 :(#I know GS-441524 is somewhat available in Canada now but since itā€™s not FDA approved itā€™s like 8k#whatā€™s worse is my family and I have a 2 week vacation scheduled on May 11#so even though thereā€™s this drug with a 90% success rate itā€™s just so incredibly expensive I doubt we could afford it#even if we did manage to get our hands on it we wouldnā€™t be able to administer it to him for those 2 weeks#and even though heā€™s doing somewhat ok at the moment who knows what his condition will be like during those 2 weeks :(#ultimately weā€™re trying to decide whether or not to put him down before our trip#like if he does have it and died alone and in pain while we were out of the country I would be crushed#but Iā€™d also be crushed if we put him down when thereā€™s the chance he doesnā€™t have it since FIP is so hard to diagnose#itā€™s the not knowing whatā€™s going on that makes it worse#itā€™s so hard because heā€™s still so sweet and curious and has really been my rock since we got him Iā€™m just absolutely beside myself#like the whole day yesterday heā€™s done nothing but cuddle me and my mom like he knows weā€™re upset but doesnā€™t know why#I just feel like Iā€™m abandoning and failing him in his time of need#I desperately donā€™t want to go on this trip so I can spend more time with him and maybe scrounge up enough money to buy the drugs#and give him a fighting chance#but I canā€™t and I feel sick and trapped about it
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spectrumspace Ā· 1 year ago
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staff: *makes awful decisions* users: maybe if we all give staff tons money for making awful decisions, they'll stop making awful decisions! staff: *receives tons of money* staff: *continues to make awful decisions* users:
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