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valtsv · 8 months ago

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hey man, what kind of tattoos do you have if you don't mind me asking?

two dragons on my left ribcage and the sagittarius constellation on my right. i kinda dgaf about the constellation anymore, it was my first tattoo and at the time i just wanted to get a tattoo to prove to myself that i could more than i cared about the design, so i figured i might as well go with something that reflected me as a person, and my star sign seemed like a safe choice, because even if i grew out of it (which i did) it's harmless and not too specific. plus it's not that big or complex, so if i really wanted to i could probably get a coverup to replace it. but the dragons i will love forever. i even named them (annie and mallory).

#i want to get more tattoos but i havent had enough money for a while #now theres a tattoo place opening where i live though ill probably save up and get the angel wings i want on my back #also you may be wondering why i chose rib tattoos when they hurt so much. and the answer is because if i went for the most painful #options first any future tattoos would be less intimidating by comparison.

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luck-of-the-drawings · 6 months ago

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POOR GABRIEL MONTEZ! YOU NEVER SAW THIS COMING DID YOU? ALL YOU WANTED WAS POWER. SECURITY. SAFETY. & THATS EXACTLY WHAT YOU GOT! JUST IN EXCHANGE FOR YOUR BODY. LETS JUST HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS JUST HOPE YOU WONT HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #cw gore #jrwi suckening spoilers #jrwi suckening #jrwi gabriel #jrwi gabriel montez #LOOK FAMILIAR?hahahahahDONT WORRY #IM REUPLOADING THIS HERE BC i fixed up the drawing a lil. and also i wanted to add main tags #U WONT SEE ANY DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THISSUN N THE POST ON MY SIDEBLOG.i changed the image there too.HA!!!!!!!#ANYWAY.i rambled plenty about pain and gabe on my sideblog.SO LETS TALK ABT THE ART SHALL WE.ihad i very hard time getting the colors down #would u believe i nearly left this uncolored??FUCKED UP!! it was only a sketchhow did it end up like this. it was only a sketch...#BUT IM RLY GLAD I WENT W COLORING IT.this time i actually used the airbrush n pencil tools BUT i also have a handy dandy brush i made #its just the mspaint air brush tool. fucking LOVE THAT THING. but now its in fire alpaca and it can be slightly transparent.IT LOOKS SOGOOD #perfect for splatters and grime.i love you mspaint i love youuu.im also so happy w the blood here.i think i reached a shift last year #back when i made that genloss fanart something abt the way i draw blood finally CLICKED and im like OH. the inside must always be darker.#like i KNEW that already but it was like my hand itself finally had it click.i wonder what i will learn next?I LIKE THE ORGANS HERE TOO #not as veiny or thready as i usually draw em. but i think thats fine. not as WET as id like em to be but thats also fine.#i got the point across. the point ofc being WOW THIS IS GRUESOME AND PAINFUL AND TERRIBLE #I LOVE HIS EXPRESSION.i love pain and thinking abt pain. you lose yourself to it after enough time passes of just being in an ocean o agony #at one point its just too tiresome to scream or writhe. theres a point when the body accepts it.sometimes.atleast.#OHHH GABRIEL AS A CHARACTER DELIGHTS ME SO MUCH.he is a dog to me.a thing to serve others.I WISH I KNEW MORE #WHAT ELSE DID YOU WANT BOY?? SURE POWER AND SECURITY AND SAFETY ARE NICE.BUT DID YOU HAVE DREAMS? WANTS? PASSIONS?#WHAT WAS THE STORY BEHIND THAT TIGER TATTOO ON YOUR ARM?WHAT DO THE DOGTAGS SAY BOY?I WISH I COULD HAVE TEA W U #OHHH TO SIT DOWN WITH A CHARACTER AND JUST SPEAK TO THEM. AND YET. AND YET IN THE END ITS ALL TRAGEDY AND COMEDY #TRAGEDY AND COMEDY THAT IS SO SO PAINFULLY UNBALANCED. SIGH.#WHATEVER CMERE BOY YOURE BECOMING AN OC OF MINE NOW UR GONNA BE IN SPACE AND UR NAME IS GONNA BE VINEGAR #UR STILL GONNA BE SHIP OF THESEUSED THOUGH. OOOHHH GABRIEEELLL GABRIEL MONTEEEZZZ #HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE BUILT INTO YOU.HOW MANY DID YOU LOVE AND CHERISH.HOW MANY TATTOOS DO U RECOGNIZE ON UR NEW ARMS #WHAT WAS IT LIKE? ON THE NIGHT U WERE SIRED?WERE YOU EXCITED? DID YOU SEE YOUR BOSS' FACE?WHAT WAS THIS PROMOTION LIKE?

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reborn--maggot · 2 months ago

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Remember, you can draw whatever you want.

#my art #reprisal #johnson reprisal #matty reprisal #notes:#theres no blankets because i didnt want to draw them so imagine ethan on the floor with all of them.#this is not explicitly matty/johnson but like. it so so could be. it could.#yes that cigarette was still hot when johnson fell asleep. there is probably going to be a scar #YES i am willing to explain any and all scars you see! they do have stories for the most part!!!!!#i regret getting lazy halfway through the tattoos so imagine they have more #I ALSO REGRET THE POSITIONING BC U CANT SEE THEIR MATCHING TATTOOS.#but whatever #whatever:#david dastmalchian

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skunkes · 4 months ago

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1 week until surgery...my brain keeps trying to talk me out of it bc i dont Need it and im scared of medical environments and Pain but i have to remember this is one of the only things that has ever made me consider wanting a tattoo and also the only thing that's made me Excited For and Wanting visible scars...

And also I've been making "i want sterilization and testosterone" meltdown tweets every other week for many many years so we're scratching one off the list LOL

#talkys #i even told me dad like my life is at a standstill bc theres too many choices. i dont have a passion so i could be anything but #i cant pick a future...! but this is the only thing ive ever been sure abt #like genuinely truly bc i still dk if i want top surgery and I know id be grappling wirh finally going on hrt if i had access to it #bc im Scared of my own decisions. if i make a decision and hate it it will be my fault #this is the only decision ive ever been sure of even if i dont need it even if i never ''need'' it #the One True Dysphoria Subject (other than *** ****** * **** of course but nothing can be done abt that.)#i dont want my body to be capable of it i want it to be mine forever and not something tragedy can happen to.#also abt the scars thing: i was more against ir a few yrs ago but along with top surgery being a more demanding surgery ive #never rly liked the thought of scars. like. idk. just adds insult to injury that my body had to be modified instead of being born right #but this? i want visible scars i get sad that ppl say they (understandably) fade away easily. symbols of honor #i dont like permanence (lmfao) in other categories so i wouldnt get the neutered tattoo but its adjacent to wanting the scars lol

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mongeese · 5 months ago

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I would love to get "Kill Your Gods" tattooed but everyone other than a very small subset of people would probably assume I was just some edgy anti-theist or something and I don't want that. But also I don't care what people think of me and it rules. Dilemma...

#maybe ill just get the symbols of the wound tree + some other thematic imagery and call it a day #also this wont be for ages probably. theres at least 2 tattoos i want to get beforehand #i could get “i will not die helpless” or something but idk i dont like that as much #tsv #the silt verses

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cncity · 4 days ago

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don't let an autistic person get tattoos they'll get one for every new thing they become obsessed with

#i am considering getting a camp lazlo tattoo and i need to be told to stop right now because i will eventually find a new favorite show #txt #but...camp lazlo....#ALSO J RELALY WANT A HORROR TATTOO BUT THERES SO MANY CHIOICES IDK.!!!

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smrtnik07 · 4 months ago

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Could I maybe request a Dias and/or Moses?

something is wrong with both of them

#what a strange situationship #ty for the req anon o7 #distortion detective #moses distortion detective #dias distortion detective #project moon #art i made #request #theres like one bajillion wips i have for both of them .... im never finishing those i dont think.#ok i think im done with reqs for today #if anyone else wants to send in any ill be closing them tmrw #so like. send it now or NEVAAHRR #ill probably open them again someday but commissions come first id like to save up money for better mobility aids and #id love to buy a tattoo machine that isnt the cheapest shittiest one i can find. itd be nice. i cant handpoke anymore from nerve pain #which was the original plan but alas! my body has other ideas #ok thats enough ranting in tags.... ill get to the other requests from tmrw on i need a break

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josecariohca · 26 days ago

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#the good thing about having a favorite artist with a small catalogue of music is that every single song is a banger and there are #NO skips. every song fucks and i want all of them tattooed onto my person right now immediately. and also im obsessed with him.#the bad thing about having a favorite artist with a small catalogue of music is that THERES NOT ENOUGH MUSIC ITS NOT ENOUGH #AND HE DOESNT TOUR BC HES A SMALLER ARTIST. WHEN I MET HIM I DIDNT KNOW HE WOULD BECOME MY FAV SO I DIDNT #GET TO LISTEN TO HIS SONGS LIVE. I DIDNT KNOW WHAT I HAD.#ill just keep my 15 songs on repeat and stare dejectedly at his insta...... one day he'll upload more music........... sob #personal

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hella1975 · 1 year ago

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the closest ill ever get to being a pick me girl is the joy that fills me when the chefs at work so clearly favouritise me. like im there nicely cleaned up in my smart-casual uniform just a 20 year old waitress smiling my customer service smile and behind me spawns Scary Dog Privilege 10x in the form of several burly middle-aged chefs at least three of which have criminal records and would all stick a bread knife in someone for bothering me

#like it's really funny bc i worked HARD with back of house bc i knew my job would be significantly easier if they liked me #(it speeds your orders through. you can ask for things without being told to fuck off during a rush. they'll get you food on shift etc)#and also there's a stereotype especially in fancier places where floor staff look down on kitchen staff and i think that's shitty #so i was always going to be try with them and be nice but ALSO when i first started my job it was in a peak era so while these days #we're struggling a lot and have had to employ a lot of college kids that dont know what they're doing #when i joined it was all private school girls that would swan about the place very snootily. so the divide between front and back of hosue #was INTENSE when i joined. and there i was a little state school girlie and the chefs immediately recognised that #and took me under their wing. so even though the class angle doesnt exist so much anymore and theres majority state schoolers #im still very much in with the chefs in a way not many of the other floor staff are. and there's also the fact im not scared of them #like chefs ARE rude and a lot of them DONT like or even respect floor staff but i will GLADLY tell them to fuck off if i think it necessary #and that's a language they understand like ironically there's one chef that doesnt get on with ANY of the waitresses #(i talked about him on another post he's the soup one) but he likes me bc when he tried that rude dismissive act i told him to shove it #and now the other waitresses literally SEND ME TO TALK TO HIM when they have questions/want something bc they know he'll listen to me #and me and the head chef are besties and the one kp will talk OVER THE OTHER WAITRESSES' heads and completely blank them #so she can talk to me and it's all just really funny bc the kitchen staff LOVE me and that's not even me being arrogant #it's like a known thing at work that they love me and im just. a 20 year old 5'2 waitress with my little pearl necklace and blouse #and some tattooed ginger mohawked 6ft chef is there getting angry for me when i come in complaining about a table #or the kp that is literally on probation will give me a sticky toffee pudding and tell everyone to leave me the fuck alone LMAO #hella slaves to capitalism

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xannerz · 9 months ago

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its always surreal to me to see people praise s2 of centaurworld. s2 was so spectacularly bombastic and aimless and it ended in this awkward forgettable fizzle.

i feel like a dick saying it b/c i really do love the show lmao. or, at least half of it lmao (/stares at tnwk). gf and i've been thinking about rewatching it just to write out our thoughts on why s2 was such a poor follow-up to s1 - from the tone to the setup to all the worldbuilding the narrative had to offer in between the (far more) memorable songs of s1. idk. it's sad because cw really had the bones of a cult classic, but idek if you can call it that.

ive seen a few posts commenting on its lack of popularity, and i feel like it certainly deserves more, b/c i do feel like it's a novel idea made w/ love, but the shift btwn s1 and s2 wasnt just in the plot. there was a full-on *fracture* in the quality and direction and i'm still scratching my head over it. more than i should be, probably. but, it's just a bummer.

#centaurworld #centaurworld critical #<- a tag i never thought i'd use lol #ok EDIT: fuck it im tagging this maybe there are others who'll also see their own viewing experiences in this post too #dont mind me rambling #but i got an ask on my thoughts abt cw a long time ago (hi!! i still have it 😭) and ive been wanting to write a detailed response since.#debating tagging this since the fandom's already p small and i dont wanna bump the tag with negativity #even if it is (what i feel is) p fair criticism. but idk people are sensitive and conflate it w hate idk idk #ive seen thinly-veiled hate posts in the t*ngled the series tags and it's always bothered me.#bc you can tell op just like hates xyz character or the show entirely and its like can you just come out and say it LMFAOO #but i genuinely like cw. i so so very much do. so i get bummed out! gf and some other friends and i were so excited for s2 and #when it rolled out ep by ep we were like 'it'll get better right? right?'#also tempted to just draw more cw fanart in general bc the t t s fandom is slow and if half the people dont have each other blocked #theres simply 0 overlap in fave chars or interpretations so lmao #im going back to work i just feel sour LMAO #also adding that i think a lot of people conflate a story eliciting an emotional reaction from you = its good #but ill revisit that and all these thoughts again eventually in another post. we'll see.#and i STILL want a nwk tattoo lmao. or at least an elkie. gf and i love elk bc of this guy! the impact that he has!#xangoeswah

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retconomics · 2 years ago

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babygirl you are my EVERYTHINg..!!.,1!1!

#attollo #in the tags because he's mary sue af and its embarrassin...#i've said it before but her power is p much transferrable healing factor so like. can take other peoples ouchies or give his to others #and then heals really quickly as long as there are enough excess calories to burn through #side effects often include light headedness or fainting if its a big job.#also like. she tends to transfer any big cuts or injuries that would result in visible scarring.. only exceptions are the piercings and #the edgelord tattoos he got on his fingertips to warn people about his fatal cheese touch (ie touch of extreme wound generosity)#oh right yeah can only transfer wounds through direct contact #like skin to skin #shed still die if like. shot to the head. but everything else theres a chance of survival ESP if shes touching someone or smthn else living #uhhh what else what else.#hangs out with sysba and suha for the clothes probably.#still has medical training.. maybe is an underground doctor or smthn idk #my art #and YES thats his natural hair yes its bleach damaged no idk how to convey that. next.#.. oh yeah lol works with ovo. like not FOR them but. might as well.#oc: alice #EDIT: I want it to be more balanced and less. multifaceted (u get ONE power) so:#instead its just status transfer like maybe a suuper mild healing factor because of how the transfer works -#-can spread trauma to other cells in other areas to minimize overall harm'#-and its semi-automatic so the IS potential for a ned the piemaker situation #so like if alice is freshly dead but the cells arent.. boom transfer #ok i think thats better.

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foxgloveinspace · 8 months ago

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@blue-lollipops-and-ice-clouds

Ok, 1) I am so sorry haha, to be fair I could hear the Alkaline laugh with my 30$ skull candies (that I recommend!! They sound pretty freaking good for their price ok)

2). YES YES YES, exactly. He’s sleeping.

#I have…. stopped being like ‘THERES LORE’ and have been more like ‘THERES THEMES’#there is no lore and I am free.#anyway. he’s sleeping. vessel sleep and *redacted* are one in the same as in holy trinity. he can’t sleep.#please fucking let him get to sleep.#he’s sleeping please let him sleep holy FUCK.#vessel is a weapon but he was meant for love.#uhhhh… I am rambling and now of this is making since so sorry #I’m gonna post this and run now actually.#sleep token #I’m so sorry main tag. main tag please. ignore me main tag #Noah I am sorry for rambling at you 😔#I am…. finally gonna go through and take not of every song that has a line that can be taken as Vessel comparing himself to a bug.#it’s gonna be painful but ya know. he does it. at least three times.#and on that note: the backing vocals in Dark Signs are so freaking gorgeous. I want them tattooed on my brain.#(it’s playing now)#(ok I’m actually done now sorry)

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ghostlyschizophrenic · 6 days ago

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fingers crossed but it looks like i'm starting to stabilize. i had a relatively normal day yesterday, and while i still had more drastic mood swings than i would have at baseline, i wasn't overly manic and i also didn't feel suicidal when going to bed so i was able to fall asleep pretty quickly and without music at full volume in my headphones. i woke up naturally this morning around 8am instead of 4am or sleeping until someone wakes me up to tell me it's already noon and i feel pretty rested and able to focus. i'm almost caught up on my quantitative reasoning homework assignments and i'll be back up to being ahead of the class content wise.

i see my psychiatrist in a week so i'm going to keep monitoring it and let the new dosage adjust to my system but maybe, just maybe, my bipolar 1 is starting to recede!

#knock on wood and all that stuff #but it's the first day in two months where i just feel like a normal person #i really hope im over the hump on this one #spending two and a half months in fight or flight has absolutely destroyed my nervous system and general body functioning #it has made my chronic pain so bad i feel weak i can't eat solid foods properly like im wasting away because my body can't handle #such rapid changes all the time #but i feel okay today #i also have an idea for my next tattoo that i'll get in a few months once i move out #ive been really attached to the song summertime by my chemical romance through this whole crisis #and theres a line that says 'you can write this on your arm'#and im gonna take that literally #and get 'in the dark' on one arm and 'out of harm' on the other near my elbows #gerard way stopped me from kms many times and its a crime i dont have an mcr tattoo yet tbh #ive wanted one for so long #but now i know exactly what i want #its such a clear image in my mind #anyway im done rambling #ghost.txt #suicidal ideation #<- i mentioned it so im tagging

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josecariohca · 2 months ago

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#i am officially one week into my trip to brasil and i am so fucking happy #like its hot as fuck rn bc theres been a heat wave the past few days and it feels like DEATH outside #but the beach has been gorgeous the city is amazing the food is beyond words (obv lol)#and im just. im so happy to be here guys im so fucking happy #mygrandparents didnt flip over my tattoo like i expected them to and my grandmother even said she likes my lil crop tops #which is WILD bc this is a very seventh day adventist couple who usually dont like showing skin or things like that #but theyve been very chill with me and even though its been tough seeing how alzheimer's has been affecting my grandmother #its also really nice having this time with them and having them show me the church they got married in 60 years ago & the city they met in #its just been really nice all around and even though we still have a month left i already dont want to leave #although ngl i do miss writing oh my GOD the brain worms have been eating me alive i have so many lil blurbs written down that i want to #expand upon and im ITCHING to get back into writing again #anyway i hope you all are doing well i miss u i still dont have access to discord so im SORRYYYYYYY to anyone waiting on me #but mwah im gonna go eat dinner i love you allllll!!!!!!#personal

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futureassassin · 3 months ago

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im so excited to go to therapy for the first time ever on thursday! shes gonna be like well whats your problem nd im gonna be like "well. y'see. there are bugs in my legs and the only way to get them out is through stabbing. lol. lmao even." and shes gonna be all "woah! youre crazy insane! i am going to kill you now." and ill just be "ok. lol." and then i die. badly.

#nervous whats nervous im not nervous #oh yeah wait #bel rings #ANYWAYS #matbe ill finally find out why i constantly feel like there are bugs crawling under my skin #<- thinks they know why and is scared if the answer #also kinda funny i guess i really wanna get one of those beetle elbow pit tattoos cayse theyre cool but i feel like having a bug tattoo #while my mind insists that im covered in bugs crawling all over me and theyre in my legs and my arms and my back and my face nd theyre gonna #eat my brain?#probably not in my best interest rn lmao #oo wait #tw bugs #tw self harm #im gonna put thise just in case #anyways half of me like actually want it to be *soemthing* so i have a REASON for why i feel like im losing my mind #the other half thinks nothing is wrongs and im being overdramatic #like i think nobody really believes me when i say i feel like im being watched or that theres shadow people just outside of my vision #like even when they tell me they believe me its like what if theyre just humoring me yknow #like to the point im not even sure if i believe myself tgat theres something wrong even tho IM the one EXPERIENCING IT and it all feels REAL #i think its cause i phrase everything as a joke so much that when i say crazy stuff everyome thinks im joking #like when i genuinely believed i was psychic for like a year or so (sometimes i still wonder....)#i forgot where i was goung with this lmao ill shush up now

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puphoods · 4 months ago

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What's your favorite dinosaur???? 🦕🦖🦕

omg my fav is archaeopteryx i have a tattoo of one even, i just really like what they represent as a missing piece kind of fossil in the evolution of birds its always been something ive loved. but i also really like dromaeosaurs velociraptor of course is so cool but also utahraptor and deinonychus and i also really like iguanodon and hadrosaurs. brachiosaurus was my fav when i was a kid because i liked his head shape :)

#answered asks #my tattoo isnt the best theres a lot of problems and it doesnt necessarily match up with the fossil #i do want to get it touched up sometime but i do still really like it :)

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