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POOR GABRIEL MONTEZ! YOU NEVER SAW THIS COMING DID YOU? ALL YOU WANTED WAS POWER. SECURITY. SAFETY. & THATS EXACTLY WHAT YOU GOT! JUST IN EXCHANGE FOR YOUR BODY. LETS JUST HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS JUST HOPE YOU WONT HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#cw gore#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi suckening#jrwi gabriel#jrwi gabriel montez#LOOK FAMILIAR?hahahahahDONT WORRY#IM REUPLOADING THIS HERE BC i fixed up the drawing a lil. and also i wanted to add main tags#U WONT SEE ANY DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THISSUN N THE POST ON MY SIDEBLOG.i changed the image there too.HA!!!!!!!#ANYWAY.i rambled plenty about pain and gabe on my sideblog.SO LETS TALK ABT THE ART SHALL WE.ihad i very hard time getting the colors down#would u believe i nearly left this uncolored??FUCKED UP!! it was only a sketchhow did it end up like this. it was only a sketch...#BUT IM RLY GLAD I WENT W COLORING IT.this time i actually used the airbrush n pencil tools BUT i also have a handy dandy brush i made#its just the mspaint air brush tool. fucking LOVE THAT THING. but now its in fire alpaca and it can be slightly transparent.IT LOOKS SOGOOD#perfect for splatters and grime.i love you mspaint i love youuu.im also so happy w the blood here.i think i reached a shift last year#back when i made that genloss fanart something abt the way i draw blood finally CLICKED and im like OH. the inside must always be darker.#like i KNEW that already but it was like my hand itself finally had it click.i wonder what i will learn next?I LIKE THE ORGANS HERE TOO#not as veiny or thready as i usually draw em. but i think thats fine. not as WET as id like em to be but thats also fine.#i got the point across. the point ofc being WOW THIS IS GRUESOME AND PAINFUL AND TERRIBLE#I LOVE HIS EXPRESSION.i love pain and thinking abt pain. you lose yourself to it after enough time passes of just being in an ocean o agony#at one point its just too tiresome to scream or writhe. theres a point when the body accepts it.sometimes.atleast.#OHHH GABRIEL AS A CHARACTER DELIGHTS ME SO MUCH.he is a dog to me.a thing to serve others.I WISH I KNEW MORE#WHAT ELSE DID YOU WANT BOY?? SURE POWER AND SECURITY AND SAFETY ARE NICE.BUT DID YOU HAVE DREAMS? WANTS? PASSIONS?#WHAT WAS THE STORY BEHIND THAT TIGER TATTOO ON YOUR ARM?WHAT DO THE DOGTAGS SAY BOY?I WISH I COULD HAVE TEA W U#OHHH TO SIT DOWN WITH A CHARACTER AND JUST SPEAK TO THEM. AND YET. AND YET IN THE END ITS ALL TRAGEDY AND COMEDY#TRAGEDY AND COMEDY THAT IS SO SO PAINFULLY UNBALANCED. SIGH.#WHATEVER CMERE BOY YOURE BECOMING AN OC OF MINE NOW UR GONNA BE IN SPACE AND UR NAME IS GONNA BE VINEGAR#UR STILL GONNA BE SHIP OF THESEUSED THOUGH. OOOHHH GABRIEEELLL GABRIEL MONTEEEZZZ#HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE BUILT INTO YOU.HOW MANY DID YOU LOVE AND CHERISH.HOW MANY TATTOOS DO U RECOGNIZE ON UR NEW ARMS#WHAT WAS IT LIKE? ON THE NIGHT U WERE SIRED?WERE YOU EXCITED? DID YOU SEE YOUR BOSS' FACE?WHAT WAS THIS PROMOTION LIKE?
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Could I maybe request a Dias and/or Moses?
something is wrong with both of them
#what a strange situationship#ty for the req anon o7#distortion detective#moses distortion detective#dias distortion detective#project moon#art i made#request#theres like one bajillion wips i have for both of them .... im never finishing those i dont think.#ok i think im done with reqs for today#if anyone else wants to send in any ill be closing them tmrw#so like. send it now or NEVAAHRR#ill probably open them again someday but commissions come first id like to save up money for better mobility aids and#id love to buy a tattoo machine that isnt the cheapest shittiest one i can find. itd be nice. i cant handpoke anymore from nerve pain#which was the original plan but alas! my body has other ideas#ok thats enough ranting in tags.... ill get to the other requests from tmrw on i need a break
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I would love to get "Kill Your Gods" tattooed but everyone other than a very small subset of people would probably assume I was just some edgy anti-theist or something and I don't want that. But also I don't care what people think of me and it rules. Dilemma...
#maybe ill just get the symbols of the wound tree + some other thematic imagery and call it a day#also this wont be for ages probably. theres at least 2 tattoos i want to get beforehand#i could get “i will not die helpless” or something but idk i dont like that as much#tsv#the silt verses
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don't let an autistic person get tattoos they'll get one for every new thing they become obsessed with
#i am considering getting a camp lazlo tattoo and i need to be told to stop right now because i will eventually find a new favorite show#txt#but...camp lazlo....#ALSO J RELALY WANT A HORROR TATTOO BUT THERES SO MANY CHIOICES IDK.!!!
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Its sad bc a while back I gave myself a shitty stick&poke tattoo of the Geass symbol on my right index finger and one time someone saw it and asked if it was my astrology sign and I wanted to kill myself
#code geass#no offense to ppl with astrology tatts but that aint me#i keep trying to think of ways i can fix it but lets be real theres no way out of that one#i thought itd be cool placement bc like oh i'll point my finger at u with the Geass & make u do whaetever i want oh so cool#now i am reduced to a basic bitch in the eyes of the uncultured#only hoping one day someone will see it and be like#OMG IS THAT FROM CODE GEASS??!!#ans then we'll get married#anime#anime memes#anime tattoo#lelouch lamperouge#i was so in love with CodeG when i first watched it i deadass decided id name my first born son Lelouch#then i realized i never want kids lol#so maybe ill get a pet fish again one day#RIP Chihiro#I love u always I dont believe in heaven but i believe in fish heaven & ik thats where u are beautiful#im so sorry for what happened#but thats a trauma dump for another time#💔
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@blue-lollipops-and-ice-clouds
Ok, 1) I am so sorry haha, to be fair I could hear the Alkaline laugh with my 30$ skull candies (that I recommend!! They sound pretty freaking good for their price ok)
2). YES YES YES, exactly. He’s sleeping.
#I have…. stopped being like ‘THERES LORE’ and have been more like ‘THERES THEMES’#there is no lore and I am free.#anyway. he’s sleeping. vessel sleep and *redacted* are one in the same as in holy trinity. he can’t sleep.#please fucking let him get to sleep.#he’s sleeping please let him sleep holy FUCK.#vessel is a weapon but he was meant for love.#uhhhh… I am rambling and now of this is making since so sorry#I’m gonna post this and run now actually.#sleep token#I’m so sorry main tag. main tag please. ignore me main tag#Noah I am sorry for rambling at you 😔#I am…. finally gonna go through and take not of every song that has a line that can be taken as Vessel comparing himself to a bug.#it’s gonna be painful but ya know. he does it. at least three times.#and on that note: the backing vocals in Dark Signs are so freaking gorgeous. I want them tattooed on my brain.#(it’s playing now)#(ok I’m actually done now sorry)
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Just had a questionable yet incredibly funny realization
#i have tattoos generally planned out for just like. whenever i eventually have the money right#and i have a specific pinterest board for tattoos. as one does#but i just realized literally only moments ago that whenever im examining a tattoo for it's stylization and limework and color and how i#think it would look on me#the question isnt necessarily “would this look good on me”#it's. “would this look really good on me while im getting fucked” and im really not sure how i was viewing things through this lens without#being aware that i was framing it like that. and for ao long.#i mean obviously im asking “do i like this” and “would these colors look good on me” and “how might i want to change this to better suit my#tastes“#when when i envision it on myself for consideration. it is for some reason always imagined through the eyes of someone either fucking me or#wanting to.#and i do kind of get it like theres a specific element i want to have and want my tattoos to have but like. literally why are you doing tha#i dont know💜#priorities....?
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I need to get a (smallish) tattoo soon tell me what to get
#it speaks#i was going to get a very small popplio bc theres a tattoo artist down the block with good rates who focuses on pokemon#and does VERY pretty colors. but im not sure i want to put something from a corporation on my body yk?
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every two weeks I tell myself "no unnecessary spending" - I even made a point not to order any delivery while at work or for dinner when I came home, even if I was too tired to cook. and YET it's like....it didn't even really make a difference somehow?
might be upgrading my apartment in a month since my current place is going up, and I figured why not get the bigger place that is only a 45$ difference? and now I'm stressing about that 🙃
I don't want a "side hustle" or to get better at art to make money off it for supplemental income because I'm ALREADY EXHAUSTED like just being alive and going to work as is but like. What the fuck.
#gotta think about switching my internet changing my address getting my id updated changing my voter card#One of the things i wanted was maybe go to vegas and see my family#....and to get a tattoo as a present to myself#but theres vet appointments and moving supplies and hiring movers now ⚰️#i also have been thinking a lot about gender affirming care but it feels like Too Much on top of everything - not enough time or money#or even the energy to like. care enough about it.#I'm so tired#I'm so tired.
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What's your favorite dinosaur???? 🦕🦖🦕
omg my fav is archaeopteryx i have a tattoo of one even, i just really like what they represent as a missing piece kind of fossil in the evolution of birds its always been something ive loved. but i also really like dromaeosaurs velociraptor of course is so cool but also utahraptor and deinonychus and i also really like iguanodon and hadrosaurs. brachiosaurus was my fav when i was a kid because i liked his head shape :)
#answered asks#my tattoo isnt the best theres a lot of problems and it doesnt necessarily match up with the fossil#i do want to get it touched up sometime but i do still really like it :)
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okay i know i said k.aeya wedding but.
#have we considered k.azuha wedding#BC I HAVE.#no bc someone pls explain to me where the g.enshin interest came from i literally have not touched the game in months...#(didnt pull k.aveh and that was my breaking point /jjj)#anyway i just think that marrying kazu somewhere quiet and secluded and its just us bc thats all that matters#and we never really cared about having an official label bc we knew what we were and we didn't need to define it for other people#but theres smth abt getting to call him my husband <33#i honestly lowkey love the idea of getting matching tattoos instead of rings.. it feels more fitting for us#i just love him so bad and i want to smooch him.#SORRY ETHAN..#< me when ive said ill marry him for like a year now#hes already my husband tho like. we dont need to be married for that. it makes sense to me#🎐 rambles
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lowkey the "this machine kills fascists" tramp stamp is starting to look very enticing
#people always talking about how youll regret a tramp stamp when you get into a serious relationship#no one talks about wanting a tramp stamp while in a serious relationship. bc hes going to be seeing it a lot more than me#whats it gonna be like when we're 45 and hes giving me backshots midlife crisis style and theres that stupid tattoo#but its such a perfect tattoo! ugh! i should be able to take my tattoos on and off for fun. like stickers#should i get a bunch of crazy back tattoos to distract from the tramp stamp? like the yakuza#god yknow what this is off topic but i need to say: for all the years i played yakuza and wanted majima and kiryu to fuck nasty#never once did i think about how freaky majimas tattoo would be to see while in that position. making eye contact with it and shit#um anyways. this post was about tattoos
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me at this point: what if i just got a full sleeve tattoo
#started with 'i just need this one letter blocked out' -> theres a minimum so might as well get that shoulder tattoo i wanted#-> i miscalculated the average cost and with the budget i set i could get a bigger one -> why not get the other one i wanted too#-> lets just combine them into one big tattoo.......#unfortunately. and the reason i still havent gone to get it done: the design lmao.
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if you cant tell. im having a normal one (turning 20 tomorrow and. feeling a kind of way about the fact that im never going to be a teenager again)
#probably going to delete this immediately on account of i always try to be vague ab my age on here#i will say im an adult but let ppl assume whatever based on what else i say#but .#much as they suck theres also something a little special ab being a teenager. this informs who u are for the rest of ur life on some level#id wanted to go get a tattoo before my bday but didnt book one in time so itll be a little after my bday#as long as its still within the calendar year i think it counts tho#that is. a much more physical permanent reminder for the me that will exist somewhere down the line#that i was this person once. and that it was something special.#its gonna be a sunflower. just a little thing. either on my shoulder blade or my ribcage i still havent decided yet#just. a little piece of who i am right now that will exist forever.
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Conversion therapy? In MY emdr with a clueless cis woman ? Its more likely than you think
#this👌🏻close to dropping my therapist forever I swear#i was telling her how my parents have acted my whole life like my body belongs to them and chose all my haircuts and clothes until age 14#and still act like its a fucking national tragedy every time i change my hair or get a tattoo or something#and how ive had a terror and disgust at the idea of pregnancy since childhood so much so that i used to have nightmares about it at like 5#and shes like well i need you to carefully consider if your desire to ‘change your body’ and ‘masculinize it’ is truly YOUR desire or if#you just want to make gestures to rebel and reclaim your possession of your body🥺#like wow youre so smart did you perchance read freud? I never considered the idea that events that have occurred to me might have affected#my identity behaviors and desires!#and like of course theres overlap of course these things are related. but even if its that way even if worst case scenario we do a Psyche#Deep Dive and find out that i was redacted as a kid or whatever. WHAT would that even change about me now!!!#WHY shouldn’t i be able to do things that would materially improve my life by giving me a measure of psychological peace even if i might#not want those things in a hypothetical alternate reality where nothing happened to me . why do i have to be sane and normal in order to#make decisions about my body and my life.#god. we struggling girlies🤪
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Once I'm cleared from being a biohazard it'd be SO fucking funny to get a biohazard symbol tattoo
#from hq#please god dont let me be an asymptomatic carrier of mrsa bc theres so many tattoos i want#get down with the sickness
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