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#bleh. i need half the country to pls stop being on fire. id like to go out and run pls. but its so smokey i can barely see the mountain#i live near :-/ also im just tired and frustrated. its incredible how quickly i vasilate between#things r going well. i should stay in my program and work with cyanos forever. to no no no im not cut out for this. i gotta leave. to yay#let me throw myself head first into consuming every second of my life with working. but only on the things that dont require me to think#which is y im not cut out for this and should be bannished to a world of only doing lab work and following instructions#also i have an screening interview monday for an R0DBT group. so i might b going to control freak classes#assuming i cant convince the lady that im not fit for thr class. which obviously i am bc im my therapist listed the ppl who r#usually put into r0dbt and i was like hm im a lot of those things. but also its 2hrs every week and thats a lot of time. and i feel like im#already on the path away from violently structuring my life specifically bc ive done so much damage#ugh. also i have ridiculously high self standards but i only do anything halfway bc i cant fail if i never try 100%.#so im like a fake control freak. or rather i cant even fully commit to being controlling. im lazy and i dont have the drive.#which almost makes it worse bc im stading at this threshold of control where it destroys me but never actually succeeds in being a perfect#thing. which is def a distorted way to think about it but there u go. ugh. im just tired and my arm hurts too much to draw bc#im older and older everyday. and i dont wanna read papers. i dont wanna grade or work on my presentation. i didn't want to spend 3.5 hrs#doing transfers this morning. and my mom's been dead for 6months and 3 days now. and i still dont kno where ill be a year from now#unrelated
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welp . due to "unforeseen" circumstances, imma have to leave my toxic ass household :D
#like lolllll who is surprised#i just didn't think i'd potentially have lesser of a relationship w my sibling bc of it#but it is what it is#idk what it is about male-centered women standing behind their man when they're manipulative violent assholes#but again - how can i really blame a victim like i get it ig ur in a hostage situation yourself babe#anyways. idk where my dad got this bat from but i got it in my room just in case someone wants to put their hands on me again#mind you - my situation is literally so easily solvable but bc these ppl are stubborn ...#like. the entitlement is crazy idk#like u want me to be down in the basement with YOUR kids that u neglect and don't even watch#and get mad when i set ground rules for them to follow? which is cleaning up after themselves???? oh brother#like you would think you'd wanna be down here to monitor ur kids but nooooo#they literally want the room upstairs and it was *decided* before we moved in (i didnt even have a chance jdksks)#and they want it bc they want to be far away from their own kids as possible.... like yalls actions are shitty.#imagine if i did ts to them where I have kids - I have them near you - and I DO NOTHING to parent them . thats a frustrating situation for#anybody i feel like ??#and before we moved - i DID have the upstairs like woopty doo ig nicer ofc and they were STEADYYYY trying to get me out of that room#(mind you - i have lived there since i was 12/13 and they came wayyy after)#like ... r u kidding me lolololol u want authority so bad over a basement ur not even in anymore#like mind u im not trying to overstep and be their parent ? ik im not . im just their auntie#its just so wilddddd to me they dont see how silly this is?#like maybe im wrong ? but having ur kids stay downstairs when ur upstairs was already off to me. like bffr u want them kids out your face#and u tryna pass them off to me and it's not subtle. but then get mad when i say smth abt behavior OH BROTHERRRRR#but anyways. the straw that broke the camels back was the fact this ngga spit on me. AND then put his hands on me. like omg???#i wanna break his shit so bad w this bat but chile....that is not productive and that is not me#but the rage i have omgggg. i wanna cus its like?? fuck you. ur literally an ABUSERRR idgaf about ur feelings btch.#chatter
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several days and 15 thousand words later, i am relieved to report that the suffocating urge to Write Something has been sated and no longer has me in a chokehold
#Seven.txt#writing stuff#thinking of that post that’s like ‘u Have To make art or all the ideas stay stuck in ur brain and make u sick’ bc yeah thats been the vibe#wish i wasn’t so all or nothing about it tho. but alas. i’m that way with everything in my life#i either expect 10k in a day from myself or i don’t write at all for weeks. or months :)#and my average pace is about 500 words per hour. so u can see. how that might be a problem. given how many hours are in a day.#and that’s obviously not sustainable. but idk if it’s adhd or what but it’s So hard to quickly start and stop tasks just Whenever#i struggle to be one of those ppl that can consistently write like. 500 words a day every day and then wow! soon you have a whole novel#nah. once i get myself in the Zone then i’m Goin’ and i can’t stop until i’m Done or i collapse from ignoring my body’s needs lmao#it’s something i should make an effort to do though bc i’d love to be consistently chipping away at things instead of working in bursts#anyways this is a lotta negative self-commentary for what is actually a Positive post! bc yay!! i wrote a thing!! Two things actually!!! 🎉#i got the follow-up to last year’s Matt oneshot done And i wrote the next chapter of Heaven in Hiding after uh. a year and some months#i wanted to blow the dust off the ol’ keyboard by starting with writing some less. uh. high-stakes(?) stuff#not that i didn’t put my all into writing them. i always do. just that ik they’ll have less of an audience so ill cringe less if they suck#so then i can hopefully do justice to the [N]MbD stuff that i’ll be putting out next! ehehe *rubbing my hands together* Finally#the next two [N]MbD fics r already written but the first little one needs a final edit#and then the Big one for. uh. someone (u kno who u r) needs a bit of rewriting i think. i wanna make it Better#so release schedule will be 1. Matt • 2. HiH Ch.3 • 3. [N]MbD small fic • 4. [N]MbD Big fic#then i’m gonna write a lil Boothill comfort oneshot. then i’ll edit/maybe rewrite and post that Dew (Ghost) OCD comfort oneshot#i also wanna keep writing the last couple chapters of HiH before i unintentionally abandon it again#and after/amidst all that maybe i’ll manage to get ES Ch.6 written and posted before the end of the year 😭#anyways ik i’ve made posts like this before. talking abt all these Plans of mine. and most of those things r Still stuck in the pipeline#so don’t put too much stock into this plan. i could have another Bad couple of months and get None of it done#but god i sure fucking hope not. i’d really like to cling to my creativity. if for no other reason than that it makes me happy
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Just gonna vent in the tags don't mind me
#its so fun realising your family dynamic illustrates perfectly why you hate being attached to real ppl#like my sister has gone no contact with my parents and lives far away from me but bc she still wants a relationship with me my parents are#desperate for me to stay in contact wktn#her so they wont lose all links to her in the hopes theyll reconnect eventually which she is technically open to#but its hard watching my parents be so hurt by her actions and knowing we have never been particularly close and thet my mom is the sole#reason we ever spent time together one on one so to feel all this pressure to maintain my relationship with her when im going through#my own shit and feeling so much anger at all the ways she let me down and how she's hurting our parents#its so hard bc its making me realize how much i put everyone else in front of me tl the point that i start resenting other ppl#for asking me to enjoy spending time with them or letting them stay with me bc it feels like im getting nothing in return#and thats why i dont like having family and struggle with friendships bc i start resenting ppl just bc i feel obligated to do all of this#shit for ppl without getting much in return. like i dont FEEL closer or better for having done so and i know it makes me sound selfish#but damnit im done living my life for other ppl. i wanna live it for myself or be gone
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want to write in my journal but im sleepy and dont wanna but i do but i dont. if i could write and lie in bed i would but i cant. typing long thoughts on my phone has become insufferable. gosh i wanna go to bed. but i know i wont lollll
#smth smth im finally getting the experienced i want but i end up comparing them to everyone else anyways. social media is a curse#im glad to be picking up habits like eating healthier and going outside more and hiking and biking and that my study abroad experience is#my own and i cant compare myself to others but yk. but yea i just. need to continue more with things that ground me and spend more time#living than be on my ohone. unrelated but i wanna buy these sauce bowls i saw at shilin ys. and try a few food stalls there. also my hair#is growing out weird and its grey but the roots are brown and i like my hair but i dont and i feel like i just keep changing my appearance#in order to like... run away from myself and that ive lived my whole life trying to affect as few ppl as possible and like. look at where#that has gotten me. like im fine but i can be so much more and. yea. idk. i want to stay here but im not sure if i should and i can but#man. idk. yea. thats all.
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i really dont get the whole "violent thing as a metaphor for queer stuff" thing, like at all
#like. at all at all.#yall wanna kill the ppl you date like...? idgi#this might be the single most reason i wont date anyone on tumblr specifically (since this is more of a tumblr thing anyways)#if you cant decide if im your enemy or your lover i want no part of it. figure it out first.#i tried watching a video on it?? and idk dude im just not seeing it#just... kinna seems like ya wanna kill the person ya love.#you can only date me so long as i know you wont pull a knife on me randomly yaknow?#if you feel this way about me. stay away from me forever :)#and no. thats not me enticing you to chase me. i mean i Will actually minecraft you if you get too close to me. and not in a cutesy flirty#way in a animalistic base-instincts 'stay the fuck away from me' kind of way. wont be the cute gay whatever thing you're imagining#and also- dont sexualize me when im in that state. bc ill be in fight or flight. and it will make me minecraft you faster if you do that.#and i wont draw it out. i wont give you a moment to fantasize :)
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—ot5 txt ; txt as a little more than friends
a/n : [fem!reader] AHH MY VERY FIRST REQ BY @bxckkdoor 😞💞💞 thank u sm u have no idea how grateful i am jskdeds <33 im so sorry this took so long... theres been some things happening irl rn </3
lupine !
yeonjun ; espresso - sabrina carpenter
ALWAYS HYPING YOU UP whether that be on your latest insta post, most recent snap, on call as your studying or even when you��re getting up to order something 😭💗
the best friend who hyung card activates when he sees you slightly uncomfortable from pricks on public transport or anyone, he finds a slight threat. on trams, one hand is on the handle, and one is wrapped around your torso (not waist cuz yall are ‘friends’ and doesn’t wanna make you uncomfortable!) BOUNDARIES PPL
JEWELLERY MAKING!! mentioned in another ot5 post, he loves making little bracelets or picking some cute ones up from stalls. gets cute and silly charms that remind him of you
prefers to take you out to night markets and restaurants, preferably cold dessert or ramen at home. loveloveloves both!!!
soobin ; must be love - laufey
loves to take pictures of sunsets, but ever since you guys became friends its always you taking a picture of the sunset too 🥹 2 of his favourite sights <3
has absolutely no hesitation in sending things over to your house. whether you’re sick and need food, falling behind and need books, hungry and want takeout, mention it once and the uber is at the door
CUTEST photo booth results. when you pass one, yall are bound to snap a couple pictures. you both have quite a collection of photo booth pics, and obviously some polaroids too!! always a couple on your wall and the back of your laptop and the back of his phone.
offers to carry you when your heels get too painful. thats it. thank you for coming to my ted talk.
beomgyu ; you get me so high - the neighborhood
mentions you in vids on tiktok that say iconic duos and it’s your initials with his, or sends you videos that are like 2 friends doing the candy bowls trend with MHA paper wigs on LOL
waits for you to tie your laces if he doesn’t get to them first. most of the time he’ll crouch in front of you and watch you tie them. sometimes you just need to wag your foot and he’s already there subconsciously but it's never in a slave way?? just a habit 😭 “can u tie my laces” “you’re so LAZY smh.” proceeds to tie them
weirdly knows when you’re not sleeping. he’ll text you on a day where you’ve never implied you were going to stay up, so when you get a text from beomgyu its like he knows you so well “GO TO SLEEP???” “EHY DO U HSVE CAMERAS ON ME”
writes your initials on everything!!!!!!! sometimes yeah he'll sneaky a heart over your paired letters, and loves to doodle over your arm or something <3 quite the artîst i say
taehyun ; don't wanna fall in love - KYLE
as much as i don't like saying grabby hands he does it sometimes. when you cross the road, his hands expect to be around yours when you cross. very endearing 10/10 would steal my heart in an instant
very playful sometimes 🥹 (THE VOICESS I CAN'T HOLD IT IN ANYMORE TAEHYUN I LOVE YOUU) bumps his waist onto yours, lightly hits you with whatever's light, just likes to be fun and cozy with you. is very comforting and easy to open up with!!
he gives super nice massages. i dunno. like out of the blue, you or him will be talking to someone and his hands are on your shoulders. he's very gentle with it, and the tension in your body slips away so quickly.
lots of mirror selfies (kinda wants u to compliment him hehe)!! whether it's a new fit, in the changing room, at the gym! he's so pretty i cannot do this anymore.
kai ; forever out of time - tokyo tea room
the most FUN (friend?) dates EVERRRR!!! whether it be visiting the animal shelter, going on picnics, ice-skating, but last but not least (and also his favourite) is simply staying at his or your house and play cozy games on the switch :)) don't forget the noodles, blankets and movies!
his hands brush over yours way more than a normal friend should. maybe it's from being so used to clinging onto his arm or something, it's like magnetised. his arm is like... ALUUUUUURRING.
SO MANY 0.5S AND TIKTOKS. always filming something cute and trendy, a dance, sentimental trend. like yeonjun is always hyping you up in posts or stories, commenting liking favouriting EVERYTHING!!!
wrote the date you guys met on his controller. very small, on the right corner of his switch, in white paint pen with a smiley face next to it (he's so sweet i will cry on you)
#★ 003. sakuz reqs.#txt drabbles#txt fluff#txt oneshots#txt scenarios#choi soobin#soobin#soobin x reader#soobin x y/n#soobin x you#soobin fluff#choi beomgyu#beomgyu#beomgyu fluff#beomgyu x reader#beomgyu x y/n#beomgyu x you#yeonjun#choi yeonjun#yeonjun x y/n#yeonjun x you#yeonjun x reader#yeonjun fluff#kang taehyun#txt taehyun#taehyun x reader#hueningkai x you#hueningkai x reader#hueningkai
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more than just a dream - spark, 004
pairing: college!ellie x reader
synopsis: you transfer to a new school where you only know one person; your childhood best friend. he invited you to a beginning of the year party to meet some new people, but one person, in particular, catches your eye... his other best friend.
a/n: dina bonding time!
genre: social media au, fluff
series masterlist -- previous chapter -- next chapter
bria 🧚
hey!
dina 💋
hi whats up? :)
bria 🧚
im bored and everyone else went out but i dont feel like drinking rn..
can i come over?
i know the two of us arent super close but this could be our chance to bond outside the group 🤞🤞
dina 💋
omg ofc!! i was feeling the same i just wanted to chill and stay in today 😭 but ya come over whenever
bria 🧚 ❤️ a message
we can watch mission impossible if ur into that!
only if u bring snacks...
bria 🧚
U HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IVE BEEN WANTING TO SEE THATTTT OK im omw now ill put the best i have in a bag 🙏 cya!!
dina 💋 ❤️ a message
bria 🧚
hey dina, sorry i had to leave right away
i have to study for the first unit test later today
wish i didn't, this is so boring
how are u?
dina 💋
im fine
good
im good im great actually
but i really think we should talk about it
what happened last night
bria 🧚
later, ok?
sorry
i need to go right now stepping into class
dina 💋
oh ok, bye :)
dina woodward
hi y/n im literally going insane r u free to talk
y/n
omfg 😭 whats going on
dina woodward
you'll never believe what happened last night
y/n
ughhh i wish i was there! sorry i wanted to stay in to get some sleep, i have a test next period
dina woodward
oh no worries i actually stayed in too so this isnt ab the outing
do u know who bria volentas is?
y/n
yeah i do!
shes really nice ill sit next to her in history in a few minutes actually
dina woodward
oh 😭😭😭 i wanted to talk to u ab this bc i thought u were the only one in the group that didnt really know her
can u keep a secret? just need to get this off my chest
y/n
u can trust me :)
dina woodward
sooo... ive had a crush on her since the dawn of time
y/n !! a message
and we hung out last night alone!!
y/n
!!AWEEE yall will be so cute together i can see it now
dina woodward ❤️ a message
also im so glad u said that bc i wasnt ab to be the one to com eout first 😭😭
dina woodward !! a message
dina woodward
YOUW AHT?!?!?!?!?!?
i didnt wanna assume but i secretly knew.........
y/n haha a message
y/n
🤝🤝🤝
OKOK GET ON W UR STORY
dina woodward
we were watching mission impossible bc ellie ditched me (i wont forget) and she goes 'im cold' so bc shes the actual loml i let her under my blanket
y/n
awwww
dina woodward
then our feet kinda touched then our hands kinda touched and we were getting rlly close... then we fucked
y/n
AHH????
that went from 0 to 100 sO FAST
dina woodward
I KNOW LIKE IMS TILL SO IN SHOCK RN
y/n
SO YGS ARENT TOGETHER YET THO?? HAVE U TALKED AB IT ALL??? FYB? ONE TIME THING?
dina woodward
IDKK I HAVE NO IDEA
this is the average wlw experience i say while dry heaving and crawling onto the roof and howling
y/n ❤️ a message
y/n
LMFAOOO it literally is tho we have it so difficult
dina woodward
HELPPP ME AND BRIA ARE IN CHAT RN BUT WE'RE NOT SAYING ANYTHING
SPEAK UP WOMANNN FOR THE LOVE OF GOD
i said i wanted to talk ab last night and she was so avoidant so she BETTER say something rn
y/n
yall rn
lurking in chat.....
dina woodward
😭😭😭
i need to be distracted rn
eye starts twitching
tell me smth thats going on w u
y/n
ok u trusted me w ur crush so i can trust u w mine right..
dina woodward
ofc ofc
y/n
so u know her actually like really well from what i know
BLEEEH I HATE TELLING PPL I LIKE THEIR FRIENDS
is ellie williams gay..
dina woodward
take a look at her what do u think
yes she is gay! AND U LEIWFAGJEDFANJ YOU LIKE HER??
y/n ❤️ a message
y/n
angels harmonize and descend from heaven
BLESSS 🙏🙏
yes i like her... i think. its been hard to like anyone since my last relationship but im feeling rlly hopeful about us
im heavily delusional tho she was prob just being friendly when we hung out
dina woodward
she recently broke up w her ex too, and shes been kinda staying away from relationships :(
ur amazing tho youd be so good for her
if she acts like a bitch to u ONCE run
y/n
damn jesse warned me ab her too 😭 what happened with her and her ex? if u know or if ur ok with telling me
i know its not really my business
i just wanna know what lines i cant cross
dina woodward ❤️ a message
dina woodward
yeah i totally get it
i actually dont know all the details
i think she only told jesse bc theyre way closer than me and her
if u want to know everything, id ask him or get it from ellie herself
just get closer with her and she'll tell u everything, and u can decide what to do from there
y/n
ok , thats a good idea
ill just use my amazing charm and incredible beauty to captivate her in chemistry
dina woodward ❤️ a message
dina woodward
HEHEHEHE
speaking of,, she sucks at chemistry. u could get closer to her by tutoring her if youd be up for that?? shed appreciate it sooo much
y/n
#1 wingman award is presented toooooo dina woodward!
dina woodward ❤️ a message
ill def talk to her ab that ill be like heyyy u need help 💋
shit gtg now, test time!
dina woodward
good luck!! with the test and ellie🙏
y/n ❤️ a message
a/n: a lot longer than the last chapter!! but i had a lot to say in this one :D love in the future for my girl dina!!! love to see it
hope u enjoyed as always (✿◠‿◠)
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#ellie williams#tlou game#ellie williams x reader#the last of us#tlou 2#wlw#ellie williams fluff#tlou part 2#jesse tlou#dina woodward#the last of us fanfiction#tlou smau#lesbian
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(some-what of) an analysis on patty possom(?)
inspired by this post on the PE-AZ yes this episode is my fave yes i unironically love patty yes i was a fnaf kid yes i am utterly deranged
some of these r incoherent because its midnight and i wanna post this as fast as possible before i go to bed and wake up at the crack at dawn
yayyy patty ^_^
one of the first things ive noticed post becoming alive like the next frankeinstine is that her eye wasnt fixed by the mechanics, which as ill discuss later imply a sort of negligence (? i think) to the properly, i however dgaf and like to interperate this as her having a lazy eye <3
she seems to be a genuially nice person!!!! um . i dont know how to continue this paragrapth pretend theres something here thats interesting
imagine being born into the world and already having a dreadful fear of being abandoned. crazy, mustve impacted her very hard
though this probably means it gave her fake memories or she was already sorta vaugely away of whats happening?? like psudo sentient?? if that makes sense, how the hell do you know this girl, you havent BEEN to the devils sacrament
the way she goes about it and the ending shows that she has no clue on how to socialize or their cues at all, or just cuz of the pov its intentionally shown as more creepy (which it probably is, you could hear her go "where r u going :(" in a sad tone), shes a massive werido and i love her for that
point is, shes nice but has no idea how to say "nooo dont leave me haha" normally cuz she just appeared 2 seconds ago with no idea of proper communication, does that make sense..... help
heres the thing i love about this the most, shes at the end of the ep shes seen dragging background character #47 in the same tone of voice and hes seen uncomfortable. PAN TO THE NEXT SLIDE IN WHICH THEY SEEM OK IN THEIR PRESENCE
LIKE . THE GUY JUST ACCEPTS HER HAND TO HOLD WHEN SHES SHOCKED..... THEY R BESTIES AND IM TIRED OF PPL OVERLOOKING IT, and the fact that i dont think we get to see him again (cuz they couldnt fit him anywhere in the background? i think) makes it better for me, balding old guy notices furry twice his size scared of being left alone so he decides to stay here just for her.... MANNN
the general area
lets see, were right off the bat were introduced to a good few places, the fun tunnels, the game zone, a claw machine thats rigged, the place with the signature snack which i wont go over because thats kinda of its own gag but its sticky and probably unhealthy, and the main stage
i assume the fun tunnels are made with a holograpthic effect inuniverse, and i think theres some LED lights in there to make it glow, i was going to say its polyethylene plastic but i dont think that exists google stock photos lied to me, also not related but it looks like a horrible spray paint job was done on this thing lol
also acording to the lyrics theres supposed to be 3 more members, a raccoon, cat and turtle . i dont think we see craggle in photo though rip (if theyre not a sphyinx ill be dissapointed), tyrone seems to have a 60's? aesthetic going on, rascal has a punk aesthetic going on and patty has a more modern aesthetic ? i think, the spiked collar is throwing me off
from winns dialouge in the start implying that they havent been here in a good while ("when i was little" ur in 5th grade) and the fact that their instruments are still there, then this was probably a recent desicion, or atleast long enough for a 10 y/o that hasnt been here in awhile to be upset by this and for patty to be immediatly spawned in with abandonment issues
along with a rigged claw machine and the snack i think it implies that the people over there who own this establishment are probably really cheap, and the fact that the PRAMBY snack is really sticky is definatly going to cause some health issues down the line, something something fazbear entertainment
oh and also, theres like a split second frame where this shows up, obviously its just there as a morbid joke but atleast it shows us this establishment is atleast old enough to have someones decaying body be bone by now, which after writing that makes me sound stupid because skeletonization might not take as long as i thought it would ("3 weeks to several years" depending on the surroundings)
whoever was there seemed to have been stuck for 25 days at least and has gone undetected, which means this place is linked to one unsolved missing persons case and they dont have a clue (most likely), also theres ballpit balls inside this thing i fucking guess?? theres no actual ballpit in the place idk what this kid was doing
i have tried to make up a map of how the place looks but im always bad with rooms ? and i had to take a fewwww small creative liberties with this cuz i couldnt figure out where theyd be but close enough👍👍
#calico.exe#long post#not under a cut fuck you#I HATE THE WAY I WORD THIS BUT RHARNHARHRNHNARHRNAHNRHAN#IM SO EMBERASSEDDDDD BUT ITS LIKE.......... IDC IT MAKES ME HAPPY FUCK YOU LOOK AT MY POSSOM#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#patty possom
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Six of crows brainrot part 2- SOC ships as Taylor swift songs
(Im bored and tired and soc brainrot is all i can manage)
Kanej from Inej's POV:
"Stood on the cliffside screaming give me a reason
Your faithless love's the only hoax i believe in."
Kanej from Kaz's POV:
"For you i would fall from grace
Just to touch your face
If you walk away
I'll beg you on my knees to stay."
Hes a bit obsessed 😭 he once was poison ivy but he would be Inej's daisy...
Wesper from Jesper's POV:
THIS SONG IS SO WESPER CODED
"Pushed from the precipice
Clung to the nearest lips
Long story short, it was the wrong guy
Now I'm all about you"
The accidental kiss we don't talk about...
"When I dropped my sword
I threw it in the bushes and knocked on your door
And we live in peace
But if someone comes at us
This time, I'm ready"
Their happy ending 😭🫶
The bridge is super Jesper:
"Past me
I wanna tell you not to get lost in these petty things
Your nemeses
Will defeat themselves before you get the chance to swing
And he's passing by
Rare as the glimmer of a comet in the sky
And he feels like home
If the shoe fits, walk in it everywhere you go"
And finally:
"No more keepin' score now
I just keep you warm"
I rest my case... go and listen to it properly if you disagree
Wesper from Wylan's POV:
"Maybe i've stormed out of every single room in this town
Throw out our coats and our daggers because its morning now
Its brighter now
Now i don't wanna look at anything else now that i saw you
I dont wanna think of anything else now that i thought of you"
Wylan and Jesper make each other better ppl and open each other's eyes, thats the beauty of the ship and the song reflects that 🫶 also it took them two flipping books and load of emotional turmoil to get together so they deserve that satisfying ending 😭
Wesper from Kuwei's POV (im sorry, i had to)
Helnik from Matthias POV:
Forbidden love...
Helnik from Ninas POV:
The albatross is ab everyone warning the guy about the woman being dangerous/bad when shes actually what saves him, so YEAH PRETTY ACCURATE (They're so ttpd coded)
Thanks for reading my nonsense 🤩
#taylor swift#ships#grishaverse#kanej#wesper#helnik#matthias helvar#wylan van eck#jesper fahey#kaz brekker#inej ghafa#nina zenik#six of crows
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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog#didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move#across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s#so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help#with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the#location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright#colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird#like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the#southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December#it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but#i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and#jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen#im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and#the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier#for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy#but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked#up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents#r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes#better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book#like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated
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k you asked for unpopular f1 opinions and idk if this even counts but i Do Not Like lando norris. i actively dislike him, actually. couldn't really tell you why, he's just really annoying. and that move with the fist pump during max's anthem at the canadian gp? not fucking cool. i also hate when people say shit like "omg he's so public school core" or "idk he just feels more authentic than the rest of them (drivers)" because most people didn't know he had money growing up. his dad is like a fucking billionaire (millionaire?) CEO like shut up. i just feel like he can't possibly be as nice as people think. also his win in miami had distinctly Weird Vibes. not necessarily bad, just Wrong. should not have happened. also that thing where he said "trump is someone you gotta have a lot of respect for" like no??? he's not??? he's a conservative right wing politician who was found guilty on all 34 counts in his hush money case. he's a white-collar criminal (the worst kind). he deserves no respect. shut up. it would be better to just not say anything at all. yeah.
I have had SO MANY asks on lando, but i shall keep responding😤.
No1. All the shit Lando has done. Ugh, dont even get me started on it, im just gonna link my old post bc im so done talking abt it.
No2. I don't hate lando, I'm not a lando 'hater', bc I feel like you can't really hate a person you have never met and don't know on a personal level. However, I do feel very strongly abt some of his actions, and I do think he should take accountability for shit he's done. Personally, I just don't like him that much, and so I stay away from his content and fans. If I see smthng funny he's done or see content abt him that I enjoy then I laugh and appreciate it, but recently he's just been irritating towards my beliefs and values, so I'm keeping my distance.
No3. I just wanna say, very gently, even if you dislike a driver, you shouldn't discredit their wins/ accomplishments bc in the end thats smthng they've earned, and it's literally their job, like for me, when I saw miami, I thought "good for him" and moved on. I did get really pissed abt his comments on trump tho, man really went and stained his first race win with all that shit.
No4. Ur point on the way ppl say, 'he's more authentic than the rest of the drivers'. Honestly, I've seen so many ppl have this opinion, and all I'm gonna say is: Every driver has a different pr strategy. Lando's whole strategy is being perceived as 'relateable' and 'quirky', and, by the looks of it, it's working really well. Obv we – as fans – will never know if he's genuinely like this in person or if it is just fully pr (same with all the other drivers), but from what's provided to us we're all free to make our own assumptions :]
I just feel like he can't possibly as nice as people think
I think, nonnie (and this is meant in the kindest way possible), assumptions like these are smthng we should avoid making. You don't know lando, and I don't know lando, so really we'll never know if he's truly as nice or not, and we shouldn't say stuff like this about ppl who've never actually done anything to be precieved that way. Like yes, we can talk abt how lando is ignorant and the type to either: 1. Not think bfr he speaks/ does smthng or 2. Has really bad political views and questionable morals (and if this option is fully confirmed, i will become a full hater, doesn't matter if hes nice or not). But what has he ever done that shows us he's not kind/ nice to his fans?
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anyway havent had the wearwithall to finish a post or lay stuff out With Proof. in some way yet but. Just lets play our favourite game. This story from someone elses perspective.
the very funny stone pov. ur the oldest coolest strongest guy around doing ur tasks and also lookig to bring home a guy/polictical tool for ur granddaughter. u see a alone consort guy and ur like okay. interesting. but when he sees u watching he gets SO SCARED and runs away. then u see him sentenced to death via the elements.so u save his life. and turns out hes the most neurotic lost puppy in the whole world. and he doesnt know anything. and he thinks your going to kill him for the weirdest things. and hes an asshole. but also probably sometimes he looks at you and your like. jesus. this fucking kid. all through it all ur still mostly considering using him politically/setting him up with ur granddaughter. and not telling him.
and then get in the shit at this place u were going to that got all destoryed and ur fighting for ur life and all that. and the little idiot followed you in? and saves you and you save him. and then hes looking SO SCARED but different scared and hes all banged up and ur like. jesus. kid. and its like... okay well what if we did sometime crazy ur not gonna like it AT ALL. and he would have to trust you. AND HE DOESNT TRUST U. but he does it.
and u show him more of you and The Lost Neurotic Puppy factor has just gone throught the roof. cornered prey AND homesick dog. and he finds out the other part of the plan. and he HATES that hes NOT gonna do that... but he keeps hedging whether hes gonna run away now. while reaffirm his commitment to 'helping temporarily'.
likeee do u get my point just like. that moon is NOT actually able to hide whats going on for him and like. damn. thats insane. whats wrong with this guy (his pathetic and abrasive nature has charmed another grandfatherly figure)
OR. and this one sends me into hysterics. from jades pov i think this turns into a DIFFERENT genre eh? like ur grandpa was supposed to bring you a politicial/royal match but he brought... a dark brooding stranger... hes a little Wild. he Hunts or Runs off by himself, he doesnt know the customs blah blah. He's illusive and wont accept ur gifts what are you doing wrong!!! and u travel off with him and its like. right hes neurotic and shy and he maybe doesnt wanna stay. oh but hes so good at solving problems in excepted ways. he nearly dies saving ppl. and u gotta like. hold his weak shivering form <- take a shot every time. and anyway he WONT commit to you... he MIGHT CONSIDER giving u some kids tho... but its complicate. and he DID seem interested for a second but breaks it off... but u have gotten the faint impression he does likes being lead/bossed/pushed around a bit.
including up to. getting attacked and he kills and enemy but not b4 u hear stuff where its like. Woah. did he betray you all. can he be trusted. but no its actually just. His Tragic Backstory, THE SECOND PART. oh and another, ah thats why hes like that. in general and about ur advances. but anyway he tells you all that be hesssss freezing to death.... wont someone keep him warm 👀. and NOW finally. he wants u back. cause he just really needed to be seen and acceptected that bady. oh and... He does. Like being pushed around. btw.
insane. insane. his stray dog rizz. his. horrible everything going on that is impossible to resist. as long as where INSIDE moons head the story is filtered thru his 8000 layers of social calculus and his constant mantra of 'what the fuck is going on and Are you going to kill me and fuck this shit honestly im so tired' but thinking NOT seeing his thougths its hard to imagine it makes it less obvious that his whole. shit. is fucked like that. it would just instead be. ppl reacting to the scrappiest little weirdo in the world. my little freak. what do the kids say. pookie?
#some shit#dragon book place holder tag#NOW am /I/ gonna be killed for voicing a HUMOUROUS light heart interpration of a book series when im only 1/2 done the FIRST ONE.#cause i know now theres multiple bloggers who know more than me. one even seemed to follow me home tho i havent seen em yet lol#wipes my brow. no its probably fine this is comics fandom i dont need 10 billion sources.#O_____O RIGHT?
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Spoilers for season 2 ep 49 - Halo Reach //////below the cut///////
(In case anyone is worried, none of this is negative)
Im sorry but i genuinely could not take this ep seriously-
I went into this ep nervous af bc i thought it was gonna be angsty n shit and i thought Normal would just break down COMPLETELY because he JUST learned that he was the reason why they had to enact code purple, and now he let Willy into heaven, leading him RIGHT where he needed to be. BUT NO-
YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT THE EP WAS LIKE???
Link names a heaven dolphin Grillmaster
We find out that one of the dolphins named Chester has a wife named Julia who has a friend with benefits named Porpy
Anthony asks if Link or Normal have Speak With Animals amd Matthew says “I mean, i have speak with these animals… they’re my boys”
The cast goes on a two minute spiel on whether or not Henry floated into space
Beth makes a joke about Mercedes Oak Garcia dying bc she drank charged lemonade (the Panera lemonade that “allegedly” killed 2 ppl bc it has so much caffeine)
Taylor breaks Lark’s ankle because he tried to do a fucking flip when trying to grab onto Lark
We get this amazing interaction with Anthony and Beth:
“I roll 15 d6, ok… 44 damage”
“ok cool, so what does that do to you?”
“It damage me 44…”
The last thing they hear from Taylor is “Did you guys see my flip!?” As he gets taken to heaven by a giant eyeball
Link goes to catch Taylor from falling because he wants to “catch him like a sweet prince” then he turns and walks away as Lark plummets to the floor (im not that much of a swiftli shipper, but u guys stay winning)
We learn that Normal was the one who was commenting “you should put more feet” and “you should put feet in ice cream” on Links foot/soccer drawings
Link, Normal, and Lark spend like 4 minutes trying to make a human-levitation boot ladder to reach scary but it ends up failing
Scary disguises herself as a kid from her school and convinces Willy, who is LITERALLY GOD, that she is in fact a boy named Larry the Science Kid who is on his side
And thats just what i REMEMBER (or bothered to go back and listen to). And i remember hearing people talk about how unserious this season is or how it feels like this season is completely unhinged, and i didn’t get it. But i recently started re-listening to the first season while i was waiting for this episode to come out, and when it finally did i felt like i was completely thrown for a loop. This season is so insane compared to season one, and i don’t mean this as a bad thing, but the series has changed so much.
And I now am beginning to see the absolute absurd shit that happens in this season and how put together s1 was. But i honestly think its funny how weird this season was and its nice just seeing the group get to do fun goofy shit as teens
#sigh… im not ready for it to end#someone hold my hand im scared#dndads s2 spoilers#dndads s2#dungeons and daddies season 2#dungeons and daddies#dndads#scary marlowe#lincoln li wilson#normal oak#taylor swift dndads#taylor swift (not that one)#lark oak#willy stampler#swiftli mention
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Oh you're absolutely correct!! Ghost wouldn't move away from the person he's already cuddling. It's a double edged sword because on one hand, Ghost is finally relaxing and it's adorable but on the other, He does not want to be moved and gets super fussy/weepy if he's moved. Whoever is chosen for cuddles best be prepared to stay put for a while. And omg,,I'm picturing Ghost already cuddling with Soap, face buried in his neck when Soap makes an exaggerated gasp and gently rouses Ghost "Si Si! lookie who's here!" Simon is about to whine and huff at being disturbed until he hears a soft chuckle from his left and turns his head to see 'Bubby Kon' (Little Simon has nicknames for everyone in 141 and ppl he deeply trusts) "Hello, Kindchen (sweetheart)"
Konig's eyes are crinkled as he's delighted to see the little one. His heart melts when Simon's eyes widen and he shyly waves, the sweetest smile on little Ghostie's face behind his paci. Simon, still cuddled up to Soap adjusts himself so he's able to face Bubby and start's babbling and cooing at Bubby. Little Ghostie wiggles and smiles whenever Konig responds as if they are having a two way conversation. im so feral today vfjduai sorry for the spam
I'D HAVE YOU SPAM ME ALL DAY IF I COULD 😭
THATS SO FUCKING CUTE
Anon if you ever write a fic please PLEASE TELL ME OH MY GOD?? YOUR IDEAS /pos
If you get claimed by Ghost for cuddles you're STAYING PUT. It's like the cat rules. You cannot get up. You cannot move.
They are having a conversation about anything Ghostie wants :33
It's rare they see König, I think he'd be so very excited to be around him even if he doesn't wanna move from his cuddles
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YOU GOT: KENMA KOZUME (time-skip)
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ matchup for @bobateagojo
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ if you would like a matchup, read this!
'My love languages are acts of service, quality time & physical touch.'
𓆩♡𓆪 kenma is likely the same except replace act of service with gift giving (bc he's too lazy to do anything lol)
𓆩♡𓆪 the frequency of each one varies
𓆩♡𓆪 i'd say before he gets hella rich , quality time would be his main one
𓆩♡𓆪 like he'd enjoy hanging out with you and doing basically anything as long as it was with you
𓆩♡𓆪 BUT after his company/streaming takes off, he'd bemore inclined to gift giving
𓆩♡𓆪 bc obviously he has more to spend , but less time
𓆩♡𓆪 he always does his best to make time for you still, despite how busy he is
𓆩♡𓆪 he'll have dedicated days of the week where he will just turn his work cellphone off to focus on y'alls dates
𓆩♡𓆪 and for the most part he will always try to work from home so y'all can hang out
𓆩♡𓆪 and cuddle while he is doing business research or streaming
𓆩♡𓆪 even if he has face-cam on (which he doesn't do often), you can still have your head in his lap and he can stroke your hair and caress your cheek
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'I'm very shy and introverted, but I open up more around people I'm very comfortable with.'
𓆩♡𓆪 very much kenma-coded
𓆩♡𓆪 this would make for a meet cute in a really busy place like a social event or just a party or a packed bar your friends dragged you to etc etc
𓆩♡𓆪 OR!! a volleyball game , hm?
𓆩♡𓆪 anyway you and kenma are both like standing awkwardly to the side and you take notice of each other and bond over your mutual distaste of the current situation
𓆩♡𓆪 he is an introvert but he's also a hater so he would have the confidence to make the first move and talk to you first, however it's defo gonna be something out of line and abrupt like 'i hate it here.'
𓆩♡𓆪 but you're immediately 'same 😩'
𓆩♡𓆪 and thats how he knew he found a real one 🤞
𓆩♡𓆪 and y'all can be socially introverted together forever
𓆩♡𓆪 later on when he becomes a streamer , he does start to come out of his shell a little
𓆩♡𓆪 (considering he talks to an audience of 100k+ almost daily, he kinda has no choice)
𓆩♡𓆪 and whether you want to undergo that journey with him is completely up to you
𓆩♡𓆪 like he'd totally get it if you want to stay out of the spotlight and not accompany him to any like big YouTube events and stuff
𓆩♡𓆪 bc there are gonna be tons of shows and fans bombarding you and he knows that can be quite overwhelming so he'd never want to subject you to that
𓆩♡𓆪 so he doesn't mind if you wanna remain away from the public eye
𓆩♡𓆪 in fact , he enjoys keeping you as his little secret
𓆩♡𓆪 that only he gets to enjoy mwahaha
𓆩♡𓆪bc tbh his fans are crazy and would probs make thirst edits of you if you were to ever show your face on his stream
𓆩♡𓆪 and kenma wouldn't be able to cope
𓆩♡𓆪 seeing 20k+ ppl in the comments of a video calling you hot would drive him mad icl
𓆩♡𓆪 so it's probably for the best you stay out of his streams lol
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'My ideal date is a movie / game night or a coffee / bubble tea date.'
𓆩♡𓆪 oh he'd love this
𓆩♡𓆪 game night is the definition of a perfect date
𓆩♡𓆪 but he understands for a first date you guys should do something special and out-and-about
𓆩♡𓆪 so he'd defo take you for bubble tea
𓆩♡𓆪 and y'all would probs have the same/similar order and he'd fall for you on the spot 😔
𓆩♡𓆪 knowing his luck , when he tries to tear the seal with his straw, the whole drink would explode
𓆩♡𓆪 and now he's covered in milk and tapioca pearls
𓆩♡𓆪 and if you were to laugh at him a little, he would act bothered but inside he is melting bc he loves seeing you laugh
𓆩♡𓆪 but yeah , he's probably too shy to ask the workers for a replacement drink (this is before his blossoming) so he'd buy a new one lol
𓆩♡𓆪 he'd want to quit the date early bc.. yk.. he's covered with drink
𓆩♡𓆪 but he also doesn't want to give you the wrong impression and make you think he's not enjoying himself or doesn't like you or smth
𓆩♡𓆪 so he invites you back to his place
𓆩♡𓆪 and after he showers and cleans up , y'all play some video games
𓆩♡𓆪 and that's when the real chemistry happens lol
𓆩♡𓆪 he'd find it so cute seeing your competitive side come out during mario kart or smash bros
𓆩♡𓆪 and you guys could play minecraft
𓆩♡𓆪 that way he can smoothly ask you out on a second date by being like 'hmm it's getting late but maybe you should come over again sometime and we can finish off our house'
𓆩♡𓆪 that is , if you even leave that night
𓆩♡𓆪 you might get so involved in playing that you end up pulling an all-nighter without even knowing 😭
𓆩♡𓆪 but that's okay , y'all can nap together through the day 😛🤞
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for @bobateagojo : i considered yamaguchi for you but kenma would enjoy a game night more lol
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