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A DSB playlist on Spotify and I wanted to ask, did you make it?
(I just realised I've sent you like 10 asks in the last month so I'm gonna start using -🎭☕ as a sign off)
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Yes I did!! I started it right after chapter 3 I think?? But its grown so much and honestly I listen to it alot as just a normal vibe playlist
Also yay!! Love to now have a moniker for you my dear reader and well asker I guess
#sunny asks#ty for the ask!!#fic playlist#oh yeah it goes hard#but in a very#lgbt kinda way#and LOTS of emo angst#i mean copius#its almost too much#the drakes spoiled brat#tim drake
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i think enough time has passed i can finally post these. big ol artdump of my old friend george ginga. mindless doodling and coping and more mindless doodling. ill miss him #forever goodbye forever george 1987(?)-2024
#sorry this is a lot 2 look at i dont feel like posting them individually#ik ken wasnt there but i needed my brother angst. im so happy george gets to reunite with minnie but i am so emo over ken being alone now#exaggerating the 0.1 second he spent in the river before being dragged out but george ginga. i know your water motifs#sorry his patterns keep swithcing around lol idgaf#art tag#george#ken#ginga#minnie#ginga densetsu weed#tesshin#ginga nagareboshi gin#hopeanuoli#gng#gdw#ginga densetsu requiem spoilers#gdreq spoilers#ginga densetsu requiem#ginga spoilers#gdreq#eyestrain#blood
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do you guys ever think about how much tam might've missed out on with the group because "oh he wouldn't like it."
if you think about it, tam's really different from the rest of the group. almost the entire group is filled with extroverts (sophie is probably intro, but she's used to them by now). keefe, fitz, dex, linh, biana, marella. all pretty social in my opinion.
and then we have tam. he's our little introvert. he doesn't enjoy talking to people, he doesn't talk much in general. he doesnt like loud gatherings that much. he would prefer to stay at home, probably reading a nice book.
but that doesnt mean he wouldnt want to be included. i feel like if the crew was going to go out and do something, it would be a very active and loud activity, probably something tam wouldn't really like. and when the groups making plans, someone says "okay who's gonna call tam?' and the group does this mutual eye contact thing like-
'idk if tam would enjoy it very much..'
'yeah, he probably wouldnt.'
'thats true.'
and tam probably wouldnt like it much on his own. but what he would like would be being apart of a group who wanted him there. the group thinks they're doing tam a favor but they're really not.
anyways do you think about this often or are you normal
#this is probably inaccurate to the crew#but i think about this a lot#not sure why but i do#and i cry a bit for tam#cuz to the crew he's this quiet shady emo figure that doesnt really do stuff with that much#idk man dont take this seriously im just trying to write down my thoughts#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#tam song#kotlc tam#kotlc angst#kotlc thoughts
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For the Royal AU Twinyard backstory... Maybe Andrew, as a second son, was sent away for study? He could have become an apprentice to a knight or a scholar when he was young, maybe even with the Spears, and that's where Bad Shit Happened. And then he could have returned when he became of age, or when their last parent dies and Aaron needs a familiar (ha!) face around
*excited* okay okay this has been brought up a few times now and every time I read it the idea grows on me more, you’re all so smart for it
(I was gonna put the art at the end but this got a lot longer and sadder than I anticipated so. Sometimes Andrew likes to do stuff like this when they’re stuck talking to important boring dignitaries)
(It’s the main reason Aaron develops an incredible poker face)
tws this time are all canon compliant
Honestly yeah! I do think this is great because I want the twins’ father to be around after birth and for a while, because the whole point of Andrew being sent elsewhere is probably so they can give that extra attention to Aaron and raise him as the heir to the throne. So it’s a perfect balance, in my mind, of a family that cares enough to get Andrew an education/proper upbringing and a father that doesn’t care enough to spend time on a second son.
In my head the Spears would be almost always overbearing, partly because Andrew is the prince and they Do Not want to disappoint the royal family and partly because Andrew is the prince and they immediately assume this little five year old they get on their doorstep is going to be a spoiled brat. Even though he isn’t. And, as you may guess, the only thing they turn a blind eye to is Drake. Drake, their own son, probably the real spoiled brat that gets his way in all things, even with the young prince. Faces no consequences, even when Andrew tries to tell someone. It’s probably his governess or nanny at first (either way, it’s not really important what the role is, just that she’s there). And this woman has been Andrew’s biggest advocate since he arrived, she genuinely cares about and is worried for the little prince with his bruises and fear. She cares enough to bring this up to Duke Spear - maybe he really is dumb enough to just be unaware, she hopes - and confront him about Andrew’s treatment. But of course the duke doesn’t do anything to discipline his son. Instead, the governess is fired and a new woman takes her place, a woman that isn’t as outspoken and won’t ever question the authority of the Spear family. Andrew learns soon enough that trying to tell someone or speak out only makes things worse for himself. Sometimes he still wonders where that first governess is, if she’s doing well.
Meanwhile at the castle, Aaron is going through his own rigorous training. A lot of the same stuff as Andrew is learning, honestly, with a few added duties and lessons and a lot more official meetings he attends with King Minyard. It’s a pretty average upbringing for an heir, I think.
Then maybe when Aaron is around the age of ten or so, King Minyard passes. This wouldn’t normally be a political issue, since it’s expected of the Queen to take over and divide the king’s half of the duties as she sees fit until either she remarries or has an heir become old enough to take the throne, at which time she may pass it to the child or continue to reign until she either passes or is deemed unfit. And, politically, this is exactly what happens. What most don’t see is how grief stricken she becomes and then remains. She can’t pull herself from her grieving, and instead of passing duties to more fitting people, Queen Tilda simply lets young Prince Aaron take on as many duties as he can without breaking down. (Though he has, before. Likely a few times. A kid being pushed past his limit again and again.) Aaron grows up so much faster than he ever should have. He’s thirteen now and sometimes he shakes with stress.
Then the queen finally gives into her grief and passes as well. If it weren’t for Katelyn, Abigail, and Betsy, Aaron might have been next to lose his mind, leaving the throne empty. As things are, Aaron swallows everything down just long enough have word sent to the Spear family. He wants his brother back. A familiar face and his quiet, desperate hope: someone to just help.
And return him they do. Andrew’s been perfectly competent with all his studies, they say, they’d even managed to break that stubborn streak. (They didn’t like he wouldn’t speak or shake hands when instructed. They didn’t like being told no.) And yes, it’s a familiar face. Aaron sees the carriage door open, sees his twin for the first time in eight years, but he isn’t sure he recognizes Andrew. Andrew isn’t supposed to have bags under his eyes like this. Andrew didn’t hold his jaw so tightly. And Andrew certainly didn’t answer questions like some kind of unthinking, unfeeling shell.
The first thing Andrew says to Aaron getting off that carriage is “No.” It’s quiet, but he does say it. Aaron is confused - he’d thought they’d still be allowed to hug each other, or shake hands at least - but he does step back and instead ask if Andrew wants to see his room. He can see Andrew relax.
It might hurt Aaron a little when he watches the Spear boy get a hug with no protest, or how Andrew quietly addresses the duke with more than a one word sentence. But he’s not going to ask about it for a while. He’s the stranger to Andrew here, after all.
(I think Andrew does let him ask. The most he tells Aaron about it - maybe as much as a year later - is that the younger Spear had been much worse at listening than Aaron ever is. It is much better here. At least you and Nicky understand the meaning of ‘no’. Leave it at that. And after that Aaron is even more supportive of Andrew’s wide bubble than he was before. He enforces it himself when he has to. And growing up together for longer, with no looming secrets or much reason for animosity between them - it isn’t Aaron’s fault King Minyard decided to hand Andrew off and the twins are both mature enough even at that age to know it - means the twins are much closer than in canon. I don’t think it would be a typically ‘fond’ relationship, because they’ve both still been through it. But they support each other in all things, no questions asked, and always get through problems together.
It doesn’t take much longer than that first year for Aaron to earn the right to touch Andrew, even if he does need to give or show warning before he does. Andrew never says it, but he’s grateful that Aaron is generous with his shoulder pats. It feels a little like the validation he never got anywhere else. And Aaron never says it, but he’s grateful that Andrew is always at his side to tell people ‘no’ when Aaron is technically not allowed to.)
#oh god I’m having EVEN MORE emotions about twinyards#I thought I’d reached a limit#but no my feelings seem to be limitless#these are our BOYS#do they talk to each other much without reason?#probably not#but they find reason enough making fun of various merchants and self righteous officers and nobles#do they make fun of each other like long siblings?#of COURSE#im determined to make the next post at least half fluffy/funny#been posting a lot of angst lately#and there’s plenty of fluff and comedy around here#I just. I care about them a lot okay#they make me emo#aftg#all for the game#my writing#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#asks#royal au#fan art#my art
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Jeremy: I think I've... almost... got it...
Jeremy: HOLY SHIT MICHAEL I DID IT!!!!!
Jeremy: ..........kind of.
Michael: No way!!! Hell yeah dude, I knew you could do it!
Michael: Wait what do you mean "kind of"?
Jeremy: Still can't get the stupid picture to work...
Michael: Ehh, fuck picture. We can just talk for now!
Jeremy: ...True! Speaking of--
Jeremy: *ahem* Hey everyone! Uhh, I'm Jeremy Heere. To make a long story short: I took an experimental supercomputer pill to improve my life--
Michael: But it sucked ASS!
Jeremy: Y-Yeah, but shit kinda hit the fan when we tried deactivating it and... *sigh* there's no way to explain this in a way that's simple...
Michael: He got turned half-robot.
Jeremy: No, that's not an accurate way to describe it--
Michael: Oh yeah! And he became an even bigger nerd than before.
Jeremy: Michael--!
Michael: Woops, sorry. An even bigger GEEK than before. My bad.
Jeremy: ...Fine.
Jeremy: Anyway this happened, like, two to three years ago. We were both in high school at the time.
Michael: Senior year!
Jeremy: And yet, finding a way to reverse this and get back into my REAL body is still not feasible... At least, so far.
Michael: He's gotten very good at doing a lot of other stuff, though!
Jeremy: Heh... Thanks...
Jeremy: O-Oh, uh, anyway! Um... Feel free to ask us anything! A-About all of this, or our lives, or anything else you feel like...
Michael: Just don't say anything gross, weirdos, I'm watching you.
Jeremy: Uh, yeah, I second that. Anyway! Ask away! :)
...
Michael: Hell yeah dude, you fucking RULE!
Jeremy: Aww, whatever man! It wasn't too tricky...
Michael: So uh... what about all of that rambling we did in the beginning?
Jeremy: Oh yeah, don't worry, I'll delete that before I post this.
#I DON'T HAVE ANY DRAWINGS PREPARED AND I'M LAZY SORRYYYYYY#so take this massive stream-of-consciousness text post instead woops 🙃#askquantumjeremyrebooted#not an ask#jeremy post#michael post#jeremy heere#michael mell#text post#ask blog#be more chill#ask-quantum-jeremy#the squip#bmc#bmc musical#oh yeah btw I picture Two Rivers Cast for everyone because that's what I grew up with LOL#then again this blog has a specific art style for the characters so that too#THIS IS GOING TO BE OVERALL LIGHTER IN TONE THAN THE ORIGINAL#there's still gonna be lots of angst for the soul dw but also not as emo and edgy as 13 year old me made it LOL#oh yeah btw Jeremy and Michael are both 20 and in uni during this#The SQUIPcident happened during their senior year when they were 17/18#also everyone else is gonna be here too YAY
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I don't know either. but it's all bangers so lets just have some fun here
#more of an homage to teen angst than a character study but i put some thought into it come have fun with meeeee#ml paris special#do i have a playlist tag#oh yessss#fanmix#id like to dedicate this to my best friend in high school who sent me a lot of emo + pop punk. this would not be possible without you#Spotify
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Emo guy.
Just wanted to try and draw chibi blade. I had no ideas 😶..
#honkai star rail#hsr blade#Ofc the emo is a villain/crinimal#Im so glad i got him in the game..#Hours of farming#Hours#Oh and also Angst guy.#Lots of Angst.#In short.#He had someone close too#Died#The friend revived him#Hated him and lost memorys of his past#Now crinimal#And other stuff..#Love him
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heyyyyyy I made this like a month ago but I forgot to post it. If you want an edgy story about the suckening s2 (mainly Shilo) then this is for u!!!!! Took me forever to make but JRWI has me in a chokehold (in a good way) I love all of the characters and this campaign especially -- I hope it's enjoyable!! Feel free to give (kind and constructive) criticism! I just read it again and I found a lot of mistakes lol but I might have time to fix it one of these days. Very busy at the moment
Have a nice day/night and stay sucking!
#jrwi suckening#the sunkening#shilo bathory#arthur bennett#emizel tucker#jrwi spoilers#jrwi fanfiction#jrwi soda#jrwi shilo#jrwi arthur#jrwi emizel#no shipping!#angst#overdramatic vampires#emotional damage#ao3#there's a lot of heavy sighing be prepared#emo vampires stew in their feelings part 203#love that tag I made had to do it again#everyone's sad but what's new#jrwi
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monodeku fic idea for its like their second year, and the school festival is coming up so class 1-A and 1-B decide to collab (much to Monoma's protests), and everyone decides it would be fun to host a somewhat professional play with their own script.
Monoma and Izuku get picked for the main rolls, but one of girls (probably mina tbh) makes a joke suggesting "lmao what if we turned this into a romance" and monoma was like
"absolutely not"
but kendo on the other hand, (who, btw, knows monoma has a fat homosexual crush on izuku) was like "actually that's kinda genius"
and she goes on to explain that it could help monoma be less of a petty asshole and monoma KNOWS what she's trying to do atp so he's silently cursing her whole family.
but apparently kendo's reasoning is very convincing and everyone is like "lowkey we should" and monoma is like
"OHGOD NO. MIDYORIA, PLEASE WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS DOMT DO THIS TO ME" but Izuku just says "I mean i'm okay with it, sounds like fun"
so boom, romance play. the two classes start scripting and shit and one day during practice or whatever, Monoma and Izuku are rehearsing a fairly emotional scene and it gets a little TOO real and raw, and it seems like Monoma isn't acting anymore.
#monodeku#this idea is pretty flexible you could do a lot of different things with this#the emotional scene probably had something to do with monoma's character like#Feeling like he isn't enough to deserve being around izuku's character#or inferiority stuff where monoma's character rants about how he will always be behind izuku's character#but the idea is monoma gets a little bit emo and like#izuku is like “errrmmm i think theres something wrong i need to check on my not boyfriend”#after the scene was over monoma was like “ahahah wow sorry guys got a little too in character there whoopsies”#there's also a lot of awkward gayness in this one#but i chose angst today
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Current mood: in the car desperately trying to angst while listening to Theme of Laura and Without You I’m Nothing and failing due to the goal of the journey being going on holiday and the aggressively bright sunshine outside.
#theme of laura being the excellent silent hill 2 theme#by Akira Yamaoka#and without you I’m nothing is by Placebo#these songs feel better if you angst while listening to them#evanescence has nothing on placebo for good angsting music#(I’m using that term a lot but I’m barely out of sixth form and I gotta get my teenage angst out somewhere)#I say that as a genuine fan of Fallen#summer - enemy of goths and emos everywhere#(neither of those songs are goth or emo but you get the idea. I’m trying to brood here)
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Little quotes n poems from tiktok slideshows that made me think of Kovacs :)
(Why I think so in the lil note things on each image)
#altered carbon#Takeshi Kovacs#joel kinnaman#angst#so much angst#quotes#poems#angst poems#Takeshi Kovacs angst#mentioned Quellcrist falconer#guys#is this my exuse to make everything about this show emo?#yes#but was this show really fucking sad?#absolutely#this show was just full of angst#and nobody for a happy ending I don’t think#and it’s so beautiful in a way#but it destroyed me#and trust me when I say I have lots of altered carbon shit coming in the near future#because I have such bad brain rot thag i can’t think of anything but them#and maybe theo bob#but that’s different#but don’t even get me STARTED on Kristen Ortega and Kovacs#holy shit so I have a lot to write about them…#anywho#cyberpunk#altered carbon 2018
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My inner child is healed😭😭😭
#listen this is SO fundamental to this blog#I'm pretty sure most people don't remember it but I started out as a ts2 blog over 10 years ago#I still have a ts2 sideblog but I mean I used to have a cringe ts2 era (affectionate) on this blog#and one of my favourite characters was ripp grunt#he was basically an emo boi and I projected a lot of my teenage angst and troubles on him too#and I always closely associated him with Simple Plan songs and wrote stories about him inspired by them#one was called Summer Paradise and had their lyrics as chapter titles#another one was inspired by Untitled (How could this happen to me?)#ahh the nostalgia#and these stories and their music are fundamental to my own growth too and I kind of want to hug my teenage self and tell her we made it😭#the concert was so so fuckin good and pierre and the other band members seem like such nice people#the next time maybe I'll get the VIP tickets to meet them backstage and build up confidence to tell them what they mean to me lol#nonsims#personal
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i have a lot of thoughts abt light's accident (rambling in the tags ahoy)
#❀ ooc .#several of them are conflicting#i cant decide if i wanna give light daddy issues or not#bc really what is a muse of mine if not a bundle of daddy issues#but anyway i read a fic once that posited light's dad was the reason the accident happened and im like :eyes:#i love a good angst moment#but also sometimes ur characters can just. have a normal family LMAO#and sometimes bad things happen and they arent bc of daddy issues#but hm hm im not sure .....#either way i need to write a big thing abt what he was like afterwards bc like#the journey of old light to present day light is. a lot#look at his teen design he was a mf emo kid#i know in my heart he was NOTHING like he is in the present day and i need to talk about this#also side note :#claustrophobic light real#like. the accident mustve really bad right ?? imagine he was trapped in the car/the wreckage#claustrophobic light real !!!!#(its a rlly good thing he was asleep most of the time in the coffin)
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For @shera-dnd ; who beckoned a Suletta Angsty-Emo Phase into the Fanon Universe after Ep 17
post in question:
I do not mean to imply Miorine is as bad as the bride from "I write sins not tragedies" but the idea of Suletta blasting that song while sulking came to me and wouldn't leave me alone. I totally see these being selfies posted to a G Witch Social Media from Suletta; probably from a account named 'MoveFrwdGain2' as an additional head-canon note.
and a last minute but fitting change to the pose, and an alt caption after remembering the episode where Miorine scolds Suletta that slouching is unbefitting of the bearer of the Groom title, or something along those lines.
Textless images:
#tw suicide idealization#tw implied self harm#emo au#teen angst au#suletta mercury#sulemio#mioletta#fanart#g witch#gundam the witch from mercury#g witch spoilers#gundam the witch from mercury spoilers#Does the arc from the park sprinkler make sense? Not really but artistic liberties with physics were taken to save my sanity after 4 days.#this was a lot of fun to work on#But my personal favorite of this is the tank top design I spent hours on because of all the fun I was having while designing it. ✌
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Hopping on this general idea
Share 6 musical artists that shaped your tweens/teens.
Doesn't have to be specific albums, if it was just one song you played non stop for 3 years, excellent. Album art is just the easy to share lol.
Have fun, tag if you feel like it!
@trixibebe @watasemasaru @angi-writes-filth @creamy-goo-production-assistant @dead-pidove-do-not-eat and anyone else who feels like doing it! No pressure or rush as always!
#tag game#i had my emo phase#broken up with random pop#lots of hard rock too but i was deep in my angst lmao
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as much as i appreciate the 2012 carrie revival i do think that by ballad-ifying a lot of the songs they kinda. killed the charm?? like, i think my ideal carrie would be a full blown gothic horror opera and that shit needs 80s guitar wails and church bells!!
#op#carrie#carrie the musical#just after relistening to the 80s version and. yeah a lot of the songs are shit but theres some reallyreally good instrumentation in there#i like 2012 carrie adding dialogue and just in general fixing the godawful pacing but the songs are. pretty underwhelming#that being said the set design of 2012 carrie where the entire backdrop already looks like a destroyed building from the start?? that slaps#and i love 2012 in with the layered vocals and emo lyrics#id love to see a best-of-both-worlds production. all the 80s camp and drama with all the 2012 teen angst#cause as much as i love 80s carrie...... 'what if all my ends should split' is so fucking stupid#this is a story that ends with an entire town getting fuckin burned down. you can do better than a p.e. class of girls whining about hair
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