#they make me emo
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yin yu couldn’t be perfect, wanted just to be perfectly kind, and failed even in that. yet the person he failed to be kind to is the one person who does think he’s perfect.
#abxbshdjfbf it’s yin yu hours#tgcf#yin yu#quan yizhen#quanyin#yy just wants to be kind if he can’t be perfect…#qyz thinks he IS perfect….#they make me emo
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do you guys think picnics outside were something suggested by ciel because he never got to do that with his first family
#theyre not the focus in the second picture but something about the windows all being closed#makes me emo#like no one else will be staring outside wishing they could join in#the whole household is outside spending time together#no more feeling left out or unloved#they make me emo#ciel phantomhive#phantomfam#finnian#bardroy#mey rin#tanaka#sebastian michaelis#black butler#devo speaks#screen caps#headcanons
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For the Royal AU Twinyard backstory... Maybe Andrew, as a second son, was sent away for study? He could have become an apprentice to a knight or a scholar when he was young, maybe even with the Spears, and that's where Bad Shit Happened. And then he could have returned when he became of age, or when their last parent dies and Aaron needs a familiar (ha!) face around
*excited* okay okay this has been brought up a few times now and every time I read it the idea grows on me more, you’re all so smart for it
(I was gonna put the art at the end but this got a lot longer and sadder than I anticipated so. Sometimes Andrew likes to do stuff like this when they’re stuck talking to important boring dignitaries)
(It’s the main reason Aaron develops an incredible poker face)
tws this time are all canon compliant
Honestly yeah! I do think this is great because I want the twins’ father to be around after birth and for a while, because the whole point of Andrew being sent elsewhere is probably so they can give that extra attention to Aaron and raise him as the heir to the throne. So it’s a perfect balance, in my mind, of a family that cares enough to get Andrew an education/proper upbringing and a father that doesn’t care enough to spend time on a second son.
In my head the Spears would be almost always overbearing, partly because Andrew is the prince and they Do Not want to disappoint the royal family and partly because Andrew is the prince and they immediately assume this little five year old they get on their doorstep is going to be a spoiled brat. Even though he isn’t. And, as you may guess, the only thing they turn a blind eye to is Drake. Drake, their own son, probably the real spoiled brat that gets his way in all things, even with the young prince. Faces no consequences, even when Andrew tries to tell someone. It’s probably his governess or nanny at first (either way, it’s not really important what the role is, just that she’s there). And this woman has been Andrew’s biggest advocate since he arrived, she genuinely cares about and is worried for the little prince with his bruises and fear. She cares enough to bring this up to Duke Spear - maybe he really is dumb enough to just be unaware, she hopes - and confront him about Andrew’s treatment. But of course the duke doesn’t do anything to discipline his son. Instead, the governess is fired and a new woman takes her place, a woman that isn’t as outspoken and won’t ever question the authority of the Spear family. Andrew learns soon enough that trying to tell someone or speak out only makes things worse for himself. Sometimes he still wonders where that first governess is, if she’s doing well.
Meanwhile at the castle, Aaron is going through his own rigorous training. A lot of the same stuff as Andrew is learning, honestly, with a few added duties and lessons and a lot more official meetings he attends with King Minyard. It’s a pretty average upbringing for an heir, I think.
Then maybe when Aaron is around the age of ten or so, King Minyard passes. This wouldn’t normally be a political issue, since it’s expected of the Queen to take over and divide the king’s half of the duties as she sees fit until either she remarries or has an heir become old enough to take the throne, at which time she may pass it to the child or continue to reign until she either passes or is deemed unfit. And, politically, this is exactly what happens. What most don’t see is how grief stricken she becomes and then remains. She can’t pull herself from her grieving, and instead of passing duties to more fitting people, Queen Tilda simply lets young Prince Aaron take on as many duties as he can without breaking down. (Though he has, before. Likely a few times. A kid being pushed past his limit again and again.) Aaron grows up so much faster than he ever should have. He’s thirteen now and sometimes he shakes with stress.
Then the queen finally gives into her grief and passes as well. If it weren’t for Katelyn, Abigail, and Betsy, Aaron might have been next to lose his mind, leaving the throne empty. As things are, Aaron swallows everything down just long enough have word sent to the Spear family. He wants his brother back. A familiar face and his quiet, desperate hope: someone to just help.
And return him they do. Andrew’s been perfectly competent with all his studies, they say, they’d even managed to break that stubborn streak. (They didn’t like he wouldn’t speak or shake hands when instructed. They didn’t like being told no.) And yes, it’s a familiar face. Aaron sees the carriage door open, sees his twin for the first time in eight years, but he isn’t sure he recognizes Andrew. Andrew isn’t supposed to have bags under his eyes like this. Andrew didn’t hold his jaw so tightly. And Andrew certainly didn’t answer questions like some kind of unthinking, unfeeling shell.
The first thing Andrew says to Aaron getting off that carriage is “No.” It’s quiet, but he does say it. Aaron is confused - he’d thought they’d still be allowed to hug each other, or shake hands at least - but he does step back and instead ask if Andrew wants to see his room. He can see Andrew relax.
It might hurt Aaron a little when he watches the Spear boy get a hug with no protest, or how Andrew quietly addresses the duke with more than a one word sentence. But he’s not going to ask about it for a while. He’s the stranger to Andrew here, after all.
(I think Andrew does let him ask. The most he tells Aaron about it - maybe as much as a year later - is that the younger Spear had been much worse at listening than Aaron ever is. It is much better here. At least you and Nicky understand the meaning of ‘no’. Leave it at that. And after that Aaron is even more supportive of Andrew’s wide bubble than he was before. He enforces it himself when he has to. And growing up together for longer, with no looming secrets or much reason for animosity between them - it isn’t Aaron’s fault King Minyard decided to hand Andrew off and the twins are both mature enough even at that age to know it - means the twins are much closer than in canon. I don’t think it would be a typically ‘fond’ relationship, because they’ve both still been through it. But they support each other in all things, no questions asked, and always get through problems together.
It doesn’t take much longer than that first year for Aaron to earn the right to touch Andrew, even if he does need to give or show warning before he does. Andrew never says it, but he’s grateful that Aaron is generous with his shoulder pats. It feels a little like the validation he never got anywhere else. And Aaron never says it, but he’s grateful that Andrew is always at his side to tell people ‘no’ when Aaron is technically not allowed to.)
#oh god I’m having EVEN MORE emotions about twinyards#I thought I’d reached a limit#but no my feelings seem to be limitless#these are our BOYS#do they talk to each other much without reason?#probably not#but they find reason enough making fun of various merchants and self righteous officers and nobles#do they make fun of each other like long siblings?#of COURSE#im determined to make the next post at least half fluffy/funny#been posting a lot of angst lately#and there’s plenty of fluff and comedy around here#I just. I care about them a lot okay#they make me emo#aftg#all for the game#my writing#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#asks#royal au#fan art#my art
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me talking about David Tennant’s crows feet
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scenes i think abt all the time in sonic 06:
rouge and shadow beach scene
blaze’s sacrifice
#sonic#sonic 06#shadow the hedgehog#rouge the bat#blaze the cat#silver the hedgehog#they make me emo#sonic the hedgehog#sth
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charmac hug and their freckles kiss
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ive been to a lot of versions of this universe
you are always the best part in it
#im not doing well#they make me emo#midnight burger#this podcast is so silly but i have an overwhelming attachment to all of the characters#twirls hijab im totally fine idk what u r on about#leif midnight burger#bert bert midnight burger#still haven’t listened to young leif so shhhhh
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BACK ON MY BULLSHIT
#edith! (2021)#edith! podcast#edith wilson#woodrow wilson#fanart#drew this on the train last week and forgot to post it til now#they make me EMO#tagged as me
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Back on my RWBY brainrot which means it’s time to start catifying the entire cast again :’D
#what's this? An art post?#my art#rwby#rwby fanart#rwby ruby#weiss schnee#blake belladonna#yang xiao long#they make me emo#fun fact#I picked all of Yang's fur and eye colours off Blake's so they share the same 3 hues with each other#gonna glam them up and give them anthro designs at a later stage too
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I feel like Taylor definitely has a soft spot for Andrew. If you mess with him you'll have to deal with her
#john was just being rude to andrew because I wanted to save mary and taylor was like 'he doesnt mean it andrew it's ok 🥺'#im sobbing i love them#the way tanya and anthonys bond carried over into the modern group makes me cry#the best siblings 😭#idk if im remembering properly but i cant remember any time where she like gets fed up with him like she does with everyone else#i could be wrong but idk#they make me emo#they dont have a lot of like actual talking to each other and scenes together but they're very special to me#the dark pictures anthology#little hope#supermassive games#taylor little hope#andrew little hope#anthony clarke#tanya clarke
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Does Mikhail ever feel guilty for bringing his wife into their lifestyle?
Yes and no.
Misha would've never even considered bringing Iza into this terrible underworld without explaining all of its sordid details beforehand. He wasn't going to falsely advertise himself, his family, or his ambitions just to claim that he successfully put a ring on somebody's finger. If they were going to work, and they very much do, then she needed to be fully informed on what their union would entail before signing any legal documents. It had to be her choice and he's never kept his wife in the dark about any of it.
That still doesn't prevent him from obsessively worrying about her and their son, though. Nor does it absolve the deep gratitude he feels towards Iza and the sacrifices she makes to help him protect their family, as well as support his endeavors. She signed up for this and she knows the risks, but he honestly detests inconveniencing her.
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curious about something so i want to conduct a free-response survey. who (or what) first comes to your mind when you hear the name sebastian
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(break so that you see the post independently before any tags)
#peach rambles#like in case someone tags their pick#for me it’s a certain guy who likes pumpkin soup and sashimi but i won’t mention the game in case that makes it show up in tags#which might skew the data i collect#y’know the emo guy#hall of fame i guess
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mentor
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#gojo satoru#megumi fushiguro#jjk art#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#pulled another allnighter fr Angst's sake cries i havent slept.......but i couldnt help myself i was out all DAY i hadnt drawn all DAY#do u know what that does to a mf i felt all antsy and Wrong#so i cracked an energy drink i think i may have a problem honestly but hey at least u get ur daily dose of megumi angst#remember how i said i considered including gojo in the yuuji/tsumiki/megu squared train piece#well this is me making up fr Not including him there#i ws right his and megumi's relationship deserves its own homage smile :)#anyway @ anon who wanted a gojo/megumi hug.....ik it's not exactly a hug but you can forgive me im sure <3#dare i say it's better than hugs jeremy.....#honestly fr all my gripes w gojo i Did get kind of emo abt this?? but i feel like. the majority of my emotions r on megumi's behalf#also might have been the mukashi mukashi no kyou no boku on repeat that'll also do it#seriously debated putting translated lyrics as the caption but it feels like a copout doing 2 lyric-captions in a row#also i do have some shame. miku lyrics r a bit.#anyway art notes uhhhhh finally got gojo's hair to not look Yuuji#who knew the trick was to make it longer smh maybe sleep deprivation n 10 hours of staring at a screen Does make simple problems hard#oh file name 'proud of you' btw
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learning to love
#they make me so fucking unwell i feel so ill whenever i think about them#it's OVER for me i'm done#teen skk is going on my fucking suicide note thanks for everything asagiri#something something your bloodied hand in mind something something by you i am forever undone#something something to the world we may be villains but to each other we're two halves of the same soul#head in my fucking hands#sry for getting all emo i rewatched pmmm yesterday and i've been feeling existential about everything#i actually listened to the pmmm ost while drawing it saved me i love you yuki kajiura😍 (i died)#nothing like a haunting latin chorus echoing through my empty head while i draw tragic yaoi 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#big shoutout to sis puella magica i had that one on loop for like two hours‼️#anyway enough about the doomed yuri anime back to skk#forget everything i said i actually hope they explode i'm sick of their asses#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#soukoku#skk#posting at ungodly hours again this is gonna catch up to me 💔#lotus draws
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#girlblog#girls who like girls#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#just like me#manic pixie dream girl#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#female manipulator#female rage#female hysteria#my post#pink coquette#coqeutte#cottagecore#femcel#cannibalposting#lizzy grant#lana del rey#sophia coppola#cinnamon girl#coquette#emo girl#2014 revival#bpd baddie#actually bpd#memes#soft aesthetic#fairy aesthetic#corecore
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Transformers One broke me...
#my art#fanart#transformers#transformers one#tfo#tfone#transformers one orion#orion pax#transformers one megatron#d 16#megatron#optimus prime#optimus#the pain that third act made me feel#THE PAIN. I TELL YOU.#these two make me so emo#they ruined me
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