#and I’m so stressed and distracted
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it’s actually so sick trying to juggle making the stuff I said I’d make for thanksgiving with my math exam and working full time like how tf am I supposed to do this???
#I have SO MUCH math to do before my exam tomorrow#like 10 hours or so …#and that’s not including studying#and I said I’d make three desserts!#idk why I said that!#but I’m annoyed bc I’m working 8-4 tomorrow which is such an awful shift#I hate working mids bc it’s like well that was your whole day!!!#I tried to make truffles earlier during a break from math#and I’m so stressed and distracted#that I ruined them#I ruined TRUFFLES !#so I had to throw away a bag of pecans lmfao#I’m taking a break to eat dinner now#im just glad I don’t work on thanksgiving#lol but I’m so mad that there’s an exam this week like . come on …#it’s thanksgiving pls give me a break#my only saving grace is that everything else for school is easy this week
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Ageswap AU TeruMob. Terumob isn’t in the main Black Sweatshirt story, but…I mean, you know I have them together eventually. It’s me! Of course they do. It takes time, but I have a whole get together idea already in my head for them.
Manifesting joy for myself today. Take this very fast comic, of these two sillies being so cute. I love them a lot.
Read left to right.
Close ups below cut!



#mp100#mob psycho 100#teruki hanazawa#terumob#shigeo kageyama#ageswap au#mp100 ageswap#comic#my art#black sweatshirt#the need for distraction is so intense right now#it’s almost too much#I’m creating like mad and it’s like my brain is exploding#I just can’t stop#I am stressed and anxious and I just#I just need this#this little#ray of happiness#for my evening
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Himeji Castle - Another dope one to do. I should have way more of the Architecture sets since this was my second love after Lego lol. Last big birthday set complete! Of course happy and sad about it. Prob the last set for a minute but we’ll see…
#Lego shenanigans#No more distractions#so now I’m stressing and sad over my laptop issues#i’m ready to sim again#ish lol#maybe I’ll look for a new set instead 😩😅#you don’t have to update Lego#and it doesn’t need a battery
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My sweet wee man is heading off for his first day of school in the morning… not even 4 yet 😭
My anxiety is through the roof, someone please send me a ninerose fluff fic- it’s for medicinal purposes.
#I’m actually so sad and stressed#he was a premie and I had/have PPA as a result and I’m just going THROUGH it#I need ALL the distractions!!#I need a tranquilizer!!!!#nine x rose#send fics
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#sorry my blog is the mental breakdown zone today lmao#i’m so stressed about my appt in the morning#both for how difficult it’s been to even get this scheduled for months#but also the cost :’) is estimated more than i expected :’)#things that really make me hate that i exist and am a burden when my dad has to help lmao#kinda struggling to distract myself from crying about it too so i’m doing great :) anyway#the life and times
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I think the worst part of the holidays is people asking me what I’m doing for the holidays.
#its always well meant you know#and do i bum them out by saying that my relationship with my (step) mom is strained#and my dad is dead so i cant build the strained bridge i made with my mom#and also the idea of the holidays makes me full of stress if i try for nostalgia because most of my holiday memories are of my mom yelling#and also I’m playong the waiting game of when is the grief gonna get me this year#cus lord knows it’ll never be when I expect it#so I’ll probably spend Christmas day alone in my apartment not reaching out to anyone cus i dont want to distract them from their day#or do i go the bubbly ‘haha i celebrated the solstice this year’#bah#why am i having morose 2am thoughts at 8pm#lux.txt#grief posting
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Do you ever find a song and suddenly you have animated a gif while listening to it?
Song: ain’t it easy - Alex G
The grip this song has on me rn, it’s not even funny
#hi I’m distracting myself from the stress and horrors that is uni#I made this in the middle of the night lol#so ye this weekend I got to see Alex g perform live. was bloody amazing#when he sang this one I think it did something to my brain
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Me and the peach I had yesterday
#to distract from the fact that I need $200 for studio rent but I’m in the negatives!!#I feel ashamed and stressed because this happened last month too#but Alhamdulliallah I have paid home rent and have groceries#and get paid next Friday so that’s something
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I don’t care, I have and I will always hate my fucking mom. Not long ago, I guess my uncle called her and they were talking about how TikTok is back now. Then I over hear my cunt of a mother tell him something along the lines of “oh [insert my name] was on the verge of hanging herself from the tree in the backyard cuz of [probably either talking about TikTok going dark yesterday or how I’ve mentioned a little that other social media platforms suck ass cuz of misinformation, AI stuff, etc etc]. I’m probably just a little more emotional/sensitive rn cuz I’m gonna get my period soon but hearing her say that stupid shit made me cry… I’m always like “stupid” and “overreacting” and shit in my mom’s eyes but if my fucking brother ever talked about shit like this, she’ll fucking praise him and call him a fucking genius. I HATE HER!!!! As time goes by, the less and less I want a relationship with her and less contact I want from her once I’m officially a nurse, saved up money and can finally be independent and move out and shit…
#I’ve been doing horribly mentally all day bro and this made me fucking lose it and cry#I’m so fucking anxious/stressed about all of this politics stuff/tr*mp becoming president tomorrow/this shitty country/etc etc#I tried so hard to distract myself by finishing my last assignment and being on tumblr and watching YouTube but I’m fucking losing it bro#and then hearing about ICE raids going on and people worried about how to warn others quickly cuz of the uncertainty with TikTok#sometimes I think that middle school me should have gone through with k*lling ourselves/ I’m so tired of being alive
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moodboard: all my finals are done and over so now i can frikkin relax
#WEEPS AND CRIES AND THROWS MYSELF TO THE GROUND HERE#I’M SO HAPPY IT WENT WELL AND THAT I DON’T HAVE TO STRESS ABOUT IT ANYMORE 😭😭😭#my korean teacher praised me and i could’ve weeped fr oh my gosh#dude i’m just so ;;;;;;;#i dunno what to do with myself now bc this has been my life for the last several days#do i lore dump bc the lore sure did come to me last night while i was trying to distract myself#do i work on replies and asks#well maybe i should play catch up first ASDGF#this is a whole weight off of my shoulders y’all i’m so relieved :’ )))#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Watching Harmony Forest instead of writing my last two college essays…but it’s okay because looking at Intak will make me motivated to drink water finish my finals assignments so I can look at Intak even MORE and with less stress!!!
But seriously you want me to write eight pages on communication and character when I could instead watch brunette Intak in a cap win at dodgeball?? One of those is clearly the better option
#I like how writing eight pages is literally not even a big deal for me#I need the page minimum to be longer so I feel more stressed#I write eight pages in my sleep#now granted#it’s typically about K-pop idols#and I’m definitely not allowed to write about#Hwang intak’s#character and communication#but whatever#eight pages is still way too breezy#…this must be what senioritis feels like#I’m telling you it’s easy and yet refusing to do it#sigh#Monday is my last final and then it’s all over#I got it until then#fighting! or whatever#but you can’t blame me for being distracted by Intak#and Piwon as a whole#isa shut-up-about-intak challenge: failed
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Whow so basically men love to watch sports and women love to shop? What?? I’m so glad someone made this amazing observation in comic form.
“Women be shopping” - Brian and Greg Walker
2/10 because I actually always liked the Hi and Lois art style so much even if I never cared to read it. Their faces are so cute
Btw this was submitted to me literally two years ago I think(I stupidly accidentally deleted it somehow while I was trying to check the date again)and I stupidly didn’t check my inbox…. Sorry if you’ve ever sent me a message I will reply to them I am just stupidly sorry thanks for the submission
#boomer cartoons#boomer comic#2/10#idk how I even managed to delete it because the delete it when that button is I think one over from the one I was trying to hit#don’t know what’s wrong with me#I’m posting a lot bc I’m going through major life changes and it’s extremely stressful so I’m distracting myself with dumb stuff#im just a little guy#in a boomers world#anyway
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AHHRH rick wears a pink suit a PINK suit it’s pink utterly fantastic what is his problem WHAT is his thought process
#i’m so stressed and upset and weird i’ve been drunk for what feel like three days straight#he’s my only. my only help my vice. I took work off tonight i’m not alright#but he’s my god he wears a pink suit#i’ve been replaying lisa as a distraction it means so much to me
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Work was reeeeeal stressful today and my anxiety’s suuuper high rn lmao. Send some asks?
#Shima speaks#I’m probably gonna play the new Genshin update to help me wind down a bit hfhfhhfh#It’s always crazy busy at EOM. I wasn’t even able to get everything in 😔#It’ll be fine I know. It was just a long day lol#Anyway. Genshin. I have not been playing at all the last few weeks ooos#*oops#I tried pulling for Xianyun with the little primos I had#Got a 5 star my first pull but it was Keqing 😭#It’s okay I’ll grind primos while I explore the new region :’)#Haha can’t believe One Piece has distracted me from even Genshin. Which I play religiously. LMAO#Ughh there’s so much I gotta DO I need to draw but I don’t want to put more stress on myself rn#Just play viddy games Shima……no more working today for you……
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what if i rewatched black sails AND the magicians to add incredible emotional distress to distract me from the irl emotional and physical stress I’m in
#i feel like this is a phenomenal idea#there are no shows that emotionally devastate me as much as those two do#and i am and have been in a very stressful situation that is likely to continue to be incredibly stressful for several more weeks#so if i use the emotional devastation from the shows it may distract me from the emotional devastation i’m in irl
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going to spend the evening doing some extra self care and then get cozied up in some pjs and watch a movie to get my mind off of things 💞
#i’m okay#just trying to process#although the movie i’m watching is a horror movie so it’ll just stress me out even more lol#but it’ll def distract me#no doubt about that
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