#and I’m so stressed and distracted
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it’s actually so sick trying to juggle making the stuff I said I’d make for thanksgiving with my math exam and working full time like how tf am I supposed to do this???
#I have SO MUCH math to do before my exam tomorrow#like 10 hours or so …#and that’s not including studying#and I said I’d make three desserts!#idk why I said that!#but I’m annoyed bc I’m working 8-4 tomorrow which is such an awful shift#I hate working mids bc it’s like well that was your whole day!!!#I tried to make truffles earlier during a break from math#and I’m so stressed and distracted#that I ruined them#I ruined TRUFFLES !#so I had to throw away a bag of pecans lmfao#I’m taking a break to eat dinner now#im just glad I don’t work on thanksgiving#lol but I’m so mad that there’s an exam this week like . come on …#it’s thanksgiving pls give me a break#my only saving grace is that everything else for school is easy this week
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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Ageswap AU TeruMob. Terumob isn’t in the main Black Sweatshirt story, but…I mean, you know I have them together eventually. It’s me! Of course they do. It takes time, but I have a whole get together idea already in my head for them.
Manifesting joy for myself today. Take this very fast comic, of these two sillies being so cute. I love them a lot.
Read left to right.
Close ups below cut!
#mp100#mob psycho 100#teruki hanazawa#terumob#shigeo kageyama#ageswap au#mp100 ageswap#comic#my art#black sweatshirt#the need for distraction is so intense right now#it’s almost too much#I’m creating like mad and it’s like my brain is exploding#I just can’t stop#I am stressed and anxious and I just#I just need this#this little#ray of happiness#for my evening
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Himeji Castle - Another dope one to do. I should have way more of the Architecture sets since this was my second love after Lego lol. Last big birthday set complete! Of course happy and sad about it. Prob the last set for a minute but we’ll see…
#Lego shenanigans#No more distractions#so now I’m stressing and sad over my laptop issues#i’m ready to sim again#ish lol#maybe I’ll look for a new set instead 😩😅#you don’t have to update Lego#and it doesn’t need a battery
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My sweet wee man is heading off for his first day of school in the morning… not even 4 yet 😭
My anxiety is through the roof, someone please send me a ninerose fluff fic- it’s for medicinal purposes.
#I’m actually so sad and stressed#he was a premie and I had/have PPA as a result and I’m just going THROUGH it#I need ALL the distractions!!#I need a tranquilizer!!!!#nine x rose#send fics
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not my dad trying to convince me to get off hrt on the way to my flight 😭😭😭😭
#I’ll give him credit tho he said it in the most gentlest way possible but man 😭😭😭#I just said I would stop by the end of the year </3 (lmao)#I’m stressed the hell out rn man!!! I don’t wanna talk about this!!!#nice distraction tho to be fair LMAO#cw transphobia#ask to tag#I swear man whenever I leave my parents always have to say something wild#idk if it’s cause they want me to stay or because it’s their own way of saying they miss me/care#but mannnn it sounds so bad like every time LMAO
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Do you ever find a song and suddenly you have animated a gif while listening to it?
Song: ain’t it easy - Alex G
The grip this song has on me rn, it’s not even funny
#hi I’m distracting myself from the stress and horrors that is uni#I made this in the middle of the night lol#so ye this weekend I got to see Alex g perform live. was bloody amazing#when he sang this one I think it did something to my brain
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Me and the peach I had yesterday
#to distract from the fact that I need $200 for studio rent but I’m in the negatives!!#I feel ashamed and stressed because this happened last month too#but Alhamdulliallah I have paid home rent and have groceries#and get paid next Friday so that’s something
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listen people can have their differing opinions that’s cool I just Personally Feel Like it’s just so mean to be yelling that feedback such as likes on posts and a kudos on fics are “useless”. What do u mean. Why. are ppl not expressing their feelings in a way that makes them comfortable ? ?
Like I Understand i guess in the sense of you don’t get to hear peoples opinions. I also feel kinda lonely and stuff when it’s quiet feedback but calling anything useless sounds so WEIRD to me ??? What is the goal. And also yea they do something still I’m pretty sure????
Take ao3. Isn’t sort by kudos an option on there? If your goal is to be seen more or whatever then if people are looking for high kudos fics, then people giving ur fic a kudos isn’t useless yeah??
And then tumblr. People keep saying “likes do nothing here there’s no algorithm” or whatever but that’s not really fully true. On your standard dashboard, sure, likes “don’t do anything” to move a post around on there. BUT that’s not the only place people find posts. If u are looking in the tags for posts, im p sure the default is to sort by popular posts. That’s, as far as I understand, a TOTAL NOTES count. Likes are included. Likes help ur posts her higher in that “popular” zone. I have several posts that have ended up in there in some small ship tags BECAUSE of all the likes, which does still have people seeing those posts now and then when they’re in the tag.
AND I’m pretty sure it’s a similar mechanic for the for you page. I’m sure we think people don’t use that feature but I’m pretty sure people do/ maybe new users. This is more of a theory on my part lol buttttt. I’ve noticed a few rare times where I’ve made an addition to a reblog on someone else’s post, there will be a stretch of time sometimes where random people that Do Not Follow Me keep liking/reblogging the post via my addition. WAY more times for it to just be a stray person wanting it from my addition without comments under (and I don’t think people do that when they’re only liking the post lol). And the few times I’ve accidentally had my for you tab on, I believe it does show via other people’s reblogs lol. So that’s just my way of saying total note count INCLUDING LIKES probably does put posts in peoples eyes on the for you tab / my experience tells me people do use that feature so it’s not just sitting there dusty lol.
Anyway I like mostly understand why people want reblogs and comments, like I do prefer them too bc I like when people tell me what they r thinking (however sometimes people do not add their thoughts in the tags either and that is just how it is!). And I also understand some people maybe just don’t know that others like that kind of feedback and need to hear it first to feel encouraged. I think I just personally do not like the tone that a lot of posts have when they talk about it. When ur calling likes useless bc idk it’s not the right kind of feedback u wanted so it’s inferior ?? 😭😭😭 I also feel like that intense vibe like, idk if this makes sense or if other people felt it too, but it negatively shifted my own perception too? Like. I thought likes were fine. But now with how intense people are about them and not meant if likes bc they just don’t count in ur eyes, now when people like instead of reblogging, I just think of all those posts and I’m like “hmm ok is my post bad did I make a bad post bc everyone says the likes aren’t good so if I’m getting likes I made A Bad Post. It’s Pity Feedback” <- which is SO unhealthy and also tbh has a lot more to do with my own issues that are just getting influenced here so it’s not all on those posts lol. I just Also Have Extra Issues 🫡
Ok jeeze I don’t wanna sound soap boxy tho so I’m NOT letting people rb this aJsndjfcjfjfjcjfj and ppl can absolutely have different feelings and opinions about the situation it’s fine. this is just. how I feel ✌️
#I don’t wanna invalidate how ppl feel about it#and I hope ppl won’t invalidate how I feel either lol …#it just makes me SAAAAAAD it bums me out#I dont wanna feel like it’s all a numbers game#I just wanna share sillies :(#IT JUST FEELS HARSH!!!!!#sometimes I like a post so I can reblog later with tags#but I don’t always remember to do it#and then I’ll see a post that’s like#YOU HAVE TO REBLOG DONT LIKE AND RUN#and then I’m like well. I was gonna like and come back#but o don’t want u to get mad at me#but I don’t have time to add tags rn#so I guess I will just not interact at all ????#it’s way too stressful. why are there RULES 😭😭😭😭#and this is all coming from someone who reblogs and comments like mad. I go crazy#I am not a likes and kudos only person lol#but. it is in defense of them. don’t we all share our love differently#is that a crime 😭😭😭😭#ok I’m fully distracted I gotta go bye
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moodboard: all my finals are done and over so now i can frikkin relax
#WEEPS AND CRIES AND THROWS MYSELF TO THE GROUND HERE#I’M SO HAPPY IT WENT WELL AND THAT I DON’T HAVE TO STRESS ABOUT IT ANYMORE 😭😭😭#my korean teacher praised me and i could’ve weeped fr oh my gosh#dude i’m just so ;;;;;;;#i dunno what to do with myself now bc this has been my life for the last several days#do i lore dump bc the lore sure did come to me last night while i was trying to distract myself#do i work on replies and asks#well maybe i should play catch up first ASDGF#this is a whole weight off of my shoulders y’all i’m so relieved :’ )))#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Whow so basically men love to watch sports and women love to shop? What?? I’m so glad someone made this amazing observation in comic form.
“Women be shopping” - Brian and Greg Walker
2/10 because I actually always liked the Hi and Lois art style so much even if I never cared to read it. Their faces are so cute
Btw this was submitted to me literally two years ago I think(I stupidly accidentally deleted it somehow while I was trying to check the date again)and I stupidly didn’t check my inbox…. Sorry if you’ve ever sent me a message I will reply to them I am just stupidly sorry thanks for the submission
#boomer cartoons#boomer comic#2/10#idk how I even managed to delete it because the delete it when that button is I think one over from the one I was trying to hit#don’t know what’s wrong with me#I’m posting a lot bc I’m going through major life changes and it’s extremely stressful so I’m distracting myself with dumb stuff#im just a little guy#in a boomers world#anyway
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Curious about what happened after episode three.
The whole reason both Vander and Vi wanted to sacrifice themselves is because Grayson and the council insisted that they needed a scapegoat to use as an example and to show that they were actually doing something about the whole blowing up Jayce’s apartment thing.
But instead of that happening, Vi is taken to prison (presumably without being publicly reprimanded), Vander dies and Grayson dies.
The Sheriff dies. How did Topside move on from that?
Plus, there’s a rise of a mysterious drug and the Firelights busting cargo ships.
Did Piltover’s just say that they put somebody (Vi) in jail and everything is okay now?
Did Silco somehow cover things up?
Also the contrast between Marcus’ deal with the Undercity and Grayson’s deal with the Undercity is interesting.
Grayson insisted on having a scapegoat because Piltover was breathing down her neck but this never happens to Marcus? Especially because, again, the busted ships, Jinx, shimmer and the attacks/ explosions.
Has everyone in Piltover just given up? Were they too busy with Hextech to care?
It seems that the Enforcers and Piltover + the council just seem to have such a massive disconnect while Marcus is Sheriff.
But that is most likely because Piltover because “The City Of Progress” and just decided to leave Zaun behind. But also, the blockade before Marcus’ death. They’ve just put Zaun on the back burner.
But now, the council was just blown up and they can’t do that anymore.
If Caitlyn is introduced as a new Sheriff, there wouldn’t be as big of a disconnect anymore. Kind of falling back to how Grayson was but less passive and “we’ve gotta just get by.”
#idk what this is but I’m stressed and kinda upset and needed a distraction I think#arcane#arcane netflix#arcane league of legends#I haven’t watched arcane in like a year so like refresh my memory if I’m missing something
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I’m not sure what’s normal anxiety and what Isn’t
Like- is it normal to be borderline crying because I have to ask my teacher to email me?
Is it normal to get so nervous my chest hurts every time I pull into the driveway cause I know my cats are out?
Honestly these are my two best examples. I use to get nervous that my food was bad or poisoned but not anymore.
Like- I know there’s an Issue here- but what if it’s just normal anxiety? Possibly I’m just being dramatic
#for a little context#I tried to make my cats indoor cats#but we had a doggy door in the old house so the cats went in and out as they pleased#in the new house I wasn’t going to let them out at all but my poor kitties were bored and kept getting out anyways#so now they’re allowed outside during the day and have to come in at night#we have coyotes and owls in the area#oh actually that’s another example#I get like really nervous about people finding out where I live#like as I wrote that tag I was like ‘wait- should I tell people that? what if they figure out where I live based on that?’#I can’t post pictures of like trees in my area#cause that fucking 4chan capture the flag thing#if they can figure out where a flag is based on clouds or whatever#flight patterns#airplanes#then folks can find where I live based on a tree#it’s not like a debilitating fear or anything#I just get a little nervous and tend to avoid posting pictures of anything near my area#I got distracted- okay so my cats are running around outside during the day#they tend to stay out of the road and away from the driveway#they usually play in the grass#but every time I always get so nervous that I’ll just hear a crunch and then boom#*boom no more cat#like- is this normal?#is this a normal thing to be stressed about?#robin rambles#vent blog#anxiety#social anxiety#ocd#I’m not sure if I should tag that tbh
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Work was reeeeeal stressful today and my anxiety’s suuuper high rn lmao. Send some asks?
#Shima speaks#I’m probably gonna play the new Genshin update to help me wind down a bit hfhfhhfh#It’s always crazy busy at EOM. I wasn’t even able to get everything in 😔#It’ll be fine I know. It was just a long day lol#Anyway. Genshin. I have not been playing at all the last few weeks ooos#*oops#I tried pulling for Xianyun with the little primos I had#Got a 5 star my first pull but it was Keqing 😭#It’s okay I’ll grind primos while I explore the new region :’)#Haha can’t believe One Piece has distracted me from even Genshin. Which I play religiously. LMAO#Ughh there’s so much I gotta DO I need to draw but I don’t want to put more stress on myself rn#Just play viddy games Shima……no more working today for you……
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what if i rewatched black sails AND the magicians to add incredible emotional distress to distract me from the irl emotional and physical stress I’m in
#i feel like this is a phenomenal idea#there are no shows that emotionally devastate me as much as those two do#and i am and have been in a very stressful situation that is likely to continue to be incredibly stressful for several more weeks#so if i use the emotional devastation from the shows it may distract me from the emotional devastation i’m in irl
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going to spend the evening doing some extra self care and then get cozied up in some pjs and watch a movie to get my mind off of things 💞
#i’m okay#just trying to process#although the movie i’m watching is a horror movie so it’ll just stress me out even more lol#but it’ll def distract me#no doubt about that
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