#and I’m sick of having to justify it
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Real questions. Is it so wrong that all I want out of life is to be happy while I’m here?
To not want to be demeaned for my weight? To not have to conform to religious things I don’t believe?
Is it so wrong that I’m not out here looking to make an impact on the world?
#personal#I’m just so tired#and I’m sick of having to justify it#I know I will be leaving in a few days time but holy hell#it’s been a rough weekend
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#angry feminist#feminicide#especially tough week#I’m French tho I’m following the trial of the husband & 51 (they could identified on the videos they’re much more)#and what they’re saying to justify themselves (like « the husband gave consent or I thought she was just asleep) make me SICK and what men#are commenting online about this case like they don’t buy it and the classic Not All Men 🙄🤬🤢#the husband said that only 3 out of 10 men refused (and none reported it) to come r*pe his unconscious wife..#men from all ages professions one was a neighbour one had HIV and went back multiple times 🤬🤢 lots have wives & kids some had previous#r*pe convictions (one against in own daughter) and lots were caught with possession of child p*#your boyfriend your friend your ex your husband your relative your neighbor your doctor your teacher…#we’re never safe#I’m so tired but still ENRAGED#feminism#femicide#misogyny#crimes against women#violence against women
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I’M TIRED OF OWNING NOTHING BUT HAND-ME-DOWN ELECTRONICS THAT BARELY WORK
#I have a flip phone that can’t handle so much as emojis and forgets to tell me I have texts#the laptop I use freezes and is missing keys and has a messed up screen#and what I use tumblr mobile on is just a stupid iPod touch that can’t update the app anymore and tumblr constantly crashes on it#even the wiiu is screwy#I’m just#SICK OF IT#but I’m an idiot who can’t justify spending money on herself so I can’t even buy anything new without feeling extremely guilty#okay I’m just getting off tumblr you guys have fun with the zelda stuff#don’t bother sending asks or anything. I won’t be able to check them anyway
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“There is no fanfic on Stephs treatment I have checked” that’s like the whole point.
#I’m not saying ur wrong bc it’s not canon#I’m saying ur wrong bc ur perpetuating the misogyny that got u there in the first place#and yeah imma take it there it IS that deep to me sorry#like this isn’t like a diff in opinion on an arc or smth#this is quite literally the bigotry that fandoms supposed to be an escape from manifesting itself again with a rainbow flag over it it’s so#like first of all not that serious but concerning to me is getting into smth without knowing the source material#u don’t need to know the exact timeline of events and which specific Batmobile Bruce had in every era duh#that’d be hypocritical to say I read character to character screw the timeline lmao#but it’s like. ur telling me u adore Dick Grayson and have never picked up NTT?#u wanna analyze the queer coding in Tim’s character but you’ve never read his og robin run?#u wanna talk about Damian’s character growth but you’ve only read Batman and Robin 2020s?#u ADORRRRE steph and cass and you haven’t even read batgirls#and that’s like nonissues#my issues are u wanna discuss how Barbara is actually so cold and cruel to dick for how she handled Catalina and you’ve never read birds of#prey and actually dick never cheated so (this isn’t me being hypocritical if you’ve seen that post I just lowk changed my mind)#or if he did it was justified or whatever#you wanna talk about how Jason and Roy are soulmates and you can’t tell me a single thing besides he’s an archer a father and an addict#it’s like ur putting shit out there about these characters and their relationships and you don’t know them#and more people who don’t know them see ur shit and do the same thing#and that’s mid level issue#the BIG issue is that y’all have not unpacked ur racism misogyny or classism enough to do this and then turn around and say ur fixing dc or#whatever. u have not done enough work to speak on Jason or Damian and say they deserve better whilst u water down their anger into smth#palatable and sweet on ur white faves. u don’t get to complain about how there’s not enough about steph and all u do is spread more made up#shit to infantilize tim. and I’m not saying I’ll never read a tim centric fic that’s ooc and stupid and have fun#I do that and I don’t talk about it bc that shit should not be the main writing you find when you look for BATMAN lmao#and even then they HIGHEST problem is that even when people make more content centering the woc poc and yes even WW it still doesn’t get any#traction bc y’all haven’t unpacked as much of ur racism and misogyny as u think u have#making hcs about tim being a Barbie and Jason being a feminist and dick painting his nails is not progressive when Steph and cass are#cardboard cutouts or the vehicles through which the white men discover feminity is ok actually and nothing else#and then Duke and Damian are the token straights or allies. like y’all are so sick lmao
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unreal pull
#I’m usually pretty lucky when pulling cards this one was just so cool though#I have a scanner app now so I actually know when a card I pull is valuable#this one is and justifiably because it is sick as hell#I have been meaning to post more card pulls & cards from my collection but I always forget to take any pictures#merch#pokemon#houndoom#trading card
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working myself up getting really stressed out & upset about tragedy jokes online I fucking hate how everyone pretends they’re mocking the us government as a free pass to joke about a very real & very fucked up tragedy
#newsflash assholes! the only people you’re mocking & affecting are survivors & people whose family died!#mocking victims isnt a ‘gotcha’ to the government or some thought provoking commentary on us i.slamophobia!#i’ve gone to mosques to support muslim friends & community members in the face of i.slamophobic violence in the us. have you?#do you post resources & information alongside your jokes?#do you do anything to SUPPORT the people you’re using to justify making jokes at the expense of other victims?#tw islamophobia mention#tw 9/11#why don’t you take some time to think about why you find this acceptable as opposed to other tragedies#is it because you think the only people harmed were rich white americans? where do you get that idea?#have you ever thought about the first responders? do you think it’s funny when first responders die from health complications directly#tied to their work?#would you make jokes about this sort of thing if they weren’t American? if it was a different disaster that killed them?#‘oh blue it’s not that deep it’s just a joke’#well I’m sick of seeing these ‘jokes’ everywhere I look#& I think it’s ridiculous that ‘progressives’ online think it’s wrong to joke about every other tragedy but fine#to joke about this because it happened in the us
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Curious why you use a read more for hc ask and not your fictions?
Because I dont really like the way my fics look with read mores on. I dont understand why this bothers you so much. (presuming you’re the same anon who complained about me not using them a while ago - if not, my apologies)
AND. If this blog was to be deactivated for any reason, read mores would make the fic inaccessible, so doing it my way means atleast some of my work would still be readable/recoverable afterwards.
#anon#I literally just woke up#ugh#i might just be grumpy but oh my god#I’m honestly kinda sick of having to justify how I layout my posts.
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hello!! i don’t really want to harp on this issue, but this is just a small reminder that Mindy Kaling has actually NOT done a lot of the horrible things she’s being accused of! You don’t have to personally like her or her humor, but I beg of you to please at least do some research on her supposed problematic behavior before you start treating her & the things she makes/contributes to so viciously :(
If you have a reliable source detailing something shitty she’s done, by all means please leave it in a reply/reblog! The more knowledge the better! But I do ask that you be civil about it!
#i am very tired :(#and it is very scary how quickly everybody seemed to pounce on her for things she either didn’t actually do or things that got blown waaaayy#out of proportion#i got a hateful anon for my position on this argument so I figured that perhaps a more succinct post might help to clarify & create#a dialogue!#i want to be very clear that I’m not fixed on this position? there seems to be some confusion about that#the only reason I knew who Mindy Kaling was before all this started was because I knew she was on the office lmao#i personally like her & her sense of humor but I’m also not like….an avid fan of hers or anything?#i do not have anything to lose in being wrong here - I’m just sick of seeing people using their unchecked biases to justify hatred#alrighty i’m done i’m going to SLEEP gn fuckers /silly#mindy kaling#velma hbo max#Velma 2023#velma show
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hey why whenever someone says “x character doesn’t see themself as a hero because they define their morals separately from how they’re perceived by the public or people who would look up to them” do so many other people immediately go YEAH HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE THEY KILLED
#it CAN mean a character has killed someone for reasons they internally justify *but that should not be the immediate instinct*#why does moral nuance equal homicide. explain the connection. that is not what that means#i mean i KNOW why it’s bc a lot of people consider edge to be the end goal of coolness#and don’t both to actually examine their *own* morals enough outside of a hypothetical world of fiction#but also i’m REALLY REALLY SICK OF IT .#text✨#like hey have you considered how actual violence works. k thx bye#(the point of sonic saying he’s willing to be the bad guy *is bc it prevents more suffering* not bc he wants to kill someone)#okay i’ll stop
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#since i’m already talking about it…#i’m scared to foster again lmao#2022 was a bad year#i had so many animals pass away#and like. that becomes part of the job#and it always hurts#but it felt like every animal i took in passed away in the span of 3 months#in that same time frame zoey - the loml - also finally passed#all the while the main rescue i was with was treating me like ass#refusing to let me see a vet when i needed so i ended up paying for a lot of vet care#they completely forgot about oskar#i never adopted him they just forgot i had their animal#oskar was on deaths door for months bc they wouldn’t let him see the vet#bc ‘he was too sick and they couldn’t justify the cost’#and i’ve been doing a lot of work down in the shelter#and it’s ran by the county so i know if i need vet care i will get it#their main vet tech is soo nice and helped me a bunch#but i’m so scared of taking in more kittens and having another bad run where i can’t save any of them
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okay like genuinely these past few days the only stuff that seems to be coming my way on tumblr is negativity towards, and moral condemnation of, characters i like. and at this point i’m like two steps away from biting peoples heads off. like i think if i see one more shit take about a guy i like i’m going to start ripping people apart limb from limb im not even joking
#get this bullshit off of my dashboard it’s so fucking obnoxious#the most recent one really fucking got me though fucking condescending ass post about dan vs#implying that if you’re not critical of dans actions you’re like celebrating an abuser?#firstly have you watched the fucking show? secondly you know it’s a fucking kids show from 2011 right?#no one is using fucking dan vs as a bible for their morals. no one on earth is looking at dan and saying ‘i’m gonna live like him’#dan is a popular character because he has fucking redeeming qualities that make him complex and dimensional#not to mention trans coding neurodiverse coding and relatability#i personally like him and relate to him because i also often feel like everything is against me or someone like me#and i find it really comforting that dan fucking breaks rules and trashes shit in the name of personal justice especially when put under-#-the light of being a trans person. what other character faces miserable adversity and destroys shit about it to get what they want#you cant boil it down and assume that any fan of the show is fucking JUSTIFYING the more questionable stuff he does okay?#no one was on board when he poisoned chris. no one is trying to say that was okay. what’s your fucking problem#sorry for the rant. i am so sick of this. it’s day fucking three or something of just being spoon fed negativity about my favs.#negativity#discourse#tuesday talks
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Fandom is so tiring sometimes. Like girl(gn) not everything you dislike has to be for some moral reason! And you trying to justify disliking/liking something harmless by basing it in morality is not good for your or anyones mental health. Please stop doing that. It gives reason for my intrusive thoughts to say I’m bad for disagreeing with you even if I know logically your point is fucking stupid. Like it’s FANDOM, it’s not that serious. Chill out. A person is not morally wrong for not having the same favorite book in a series as you.
#not saying you can’t criticize or be fandom critical btw#feel free to do that- hell I DO THAT#But going ‘everyone who likes harmless thing is actively evil and horrible’ is not it#ESPECIALLY OF ITS JUST TO JUSTIFY SHIPPING#GOD I am fucking sick of fighting over ships#who cares!!! I’m not even a shipper but it’s annoying#like ok those characters have a cool dynamic and might be cool in a relationship! neat!#and one of those characters also have a cool dynamic with another character romantically! cool!#why do you have to fight#just ignore what you don’t like#and I especially hate it when they kind of have a point about something#but then they follow up that vaild point with something insane#like ‘this POC Character is often mischaracterized’ is a vaild take#‘Every person who likes this interracial ship I dislike is actively contributing to racism’ is NOT#It was spiderverse Miles and Gwen btw#just have fun#its fucking fandom#chill out it’s not some big moral quandary
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Holy fuck, all of your takes about homosexuality are DOGSHIT today, kiddos. Has “queer” in-fighting fully circled back around to become pure homophobia? It’s more likely than you think!
#i just saw a post that said ‘it’s understandable and justified to distrust normie cis gays and lesbians’#to be fair I think they’re probably referring to right-wing gays but the post didn’t actually say that and I think there’s a reason why#because these fuckin dipshits actually think that homosexuality is some kind of regressive/ non-radical ‘identity’#they think that individual identity is where the sex & gender revolution takes place#that’s why they prioritize micro-labels and ‘queer’ identities so much#because most of them aren’t gay and don’t have gay sex or same-sex attraction#they just want to be the most radical person in the room#so they pretend like their personal nuances of gender are purely individual and rare and not a basic fact of human experience#and they’re insecure about being ‘less valid’ than people who are recognizably gay#so they make up ultra-radical sub-categories that are Way More Queer than HOMOSEXUALITY#i see it all the time here. and irl with younger people. its fucking absurd#gayness has been a sexuality way longer than it’s ever been a community or trend#gay sex is as old as human sexuality itself. pithy identity politics are a construct of a media culture that centers individual branding#I’m fuckin sick and tired of existing in a brand culture— especially as it pretends to be radical and revolutionary#stop fucking agonizing over whether or not you’re valid and try having some GAY SEX for once in your lives#jesus fucking christ
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LET MAIN CHARACTERS GET MAD AT BULLSHIT DONE TO THEM WITHOUT PROVING THEM “WRONG” TO HAVE BEEN UPSET PLEASE
#I don’t know if I’ve just happened to have bad luck with books lately#but there’s been so many times where the main character is fucked over in some way#most of the time by a friend or trusted family member#and then they just go ‘oh well’ and seem to forget it ever happened#or they do get mad but then it’s made out later that they were in the wrong for being upset#and how dare you be angry at this person for doing this awful thing cuz they were actually in the right all along#or they had this secret plan that was actually helping you#or you hurt their feelings by being angry at them#and I’m SICK OF IT#LET MAIN CHARACTERS BE ANGRY#LET THEM HAVE JUSTIFIED ANGER WHEN SOMEONE FUCKS THEM OVER#ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS SOMEONE CLOSE TO THEM DOING IT#STOP MAKING THEM THESE SUPER-KIND DISNEY PRINCESS CARICATURES WHO ARE NEVER ABLE TO HAVE NEGATIVE EMOTIONS EVER#FUCK THAT#anyway#why are you booing me i’m right
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fallen prey to saying stupid shit on the internet without thinking and coming off as incredibly rude and insensitive. i feel sick to my stomach. never commenting on anything else ever again. deserve to be squashed under someone’s shoe and ground into powder. in all seriousness this has shocked me so much that i am quitting every platform but tumblr for however long it takes for me to get some sense knocked into my dumb fucking skull
#actually considering deleting the clock app rn#what i said was so so bad and it could’ve been avoided if i’d fucking READ WHAT I WROTE and thought abt it FOR ONE GODDAMN MINUTE#i genuinely feel like i’m going to throw up being seen (fairly. justifiably) as mean is like the worst thing#and i don’t deserve to be wining abt this bc i’m the one who hurt someone but good god#PLEASE make sure that when you say something online you would SAY IT TO THEIR FACE#ive gotten to used to this brusque rude dark humor on the internet that i don’t relaizw using that humor INDISCRIMINATELY WITH STRANGERS is#Not okay#they made a video on it but the video got taken down so i deleted the comment. which might have been more selfish. i don’t know what’s best#-to do in that situation? i’m going to change my fucking username and pfp atp and go off the app entirely because i’m so fucking adhd ames#**ashamed don’t know why is autocorrected to that#ok just deleted the app ‘and all of its data’ so idk if that means my videos (edits) too but atp whatever#maybe it’s impulsive but at least this way i will not know what’s going on ! and never hurt anyone again hopefully. i really hope he saw my#-comments before his response was deleted because i want them to know it was not intentional and i am truly so so sorry#i don’t know how i’m going to function for the rest of the day. i’m going to think about this when i go to sleep for the rest of my life#i feel sick#i’m evil#and being evil isn’t fun silly times it literally makes me want to throw up from how bad i am#too much ranting in the tags and i deserve to be fucking shot in the mouth#but i need somewhere to put this that no one will see this but that is also public so that someone might see and know how sorry i am#feel like fucking bojack horseman#unironically how am i supposed to go on living. how can i live knowing i’m so bad. if i don’t kill myself im being selfish because i’m mak-#-omg everyone deal with my presence and live with a bad person.#i think i’m going too social media entirely except for tumblr maybe bc i can’t or don’t rly talk to anyone on here#i need someone to like give me a good meaning but not in a cathartic way in a way that it genuinely hurts so bad and makes me feel the full#suffering i deserve
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i actually am so genuinely scared for tour besties bc this is the first fob tour i’m going to be actively following (NOT TO MENTION GOING TO BTW) SINCE 2016 AHHHHHHHHHHH
#i’m out of practice bc i was stupid for a couple of years 😔#but i do remember feeling ill with jealousy like all the time during all the other tours i was actively following </3#tho hopefully it’ll be different bc i’m actually going to tour dust#although i probably will be sick with jealousy if any of you have pit bc there was no way i could justify spending that much on tickets rn#FOR ME especially with having to travel so far anyways i’m sooooooo scared#just thinking about it has me feeling like im gonna throw up HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP i feel like a lil nervous dog#shut up kelci
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