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Theres just something about a character who was horrible, a killer, a monster, learning to be better, choosing to live a quiet life away from people. Only to be dragged back into the limelight by the plot.
She’s changed, she’s not the monster she was raised to be. But that doesn’t matter, her story’s already set in stone. She’ll always be a monster. She’ll kill a tyrant, her own flesh and blood, and nothing will change. She’ll never get her redemption. She watches a man be redeemed. One who’s commit war crimes as an adult, who stood at the side of the tyrant for decades. But he’s met with smiles and adoration. The man was not chosen what family to be born into. He didn’t choose to be part of a war. But he was shown that his actions were wrong. He’s a just leader in a family of the corrupt and greedy. He’s a hero.
No one ever thinks that she was just a child because a monster and a child are the furthest thing from each other. Power corrupts they say. They say that it was never going to be any other way, the fates decided what she would be as a baby. No one ever considers that she was raised to be a minster by her monstrous father. No one says maybe in another life things would be different. She’s be a girl, a kind, graceful girl ready to carry on her families legacy.
But no. She’ll never get a redemption, not while she lives anyway. Maybe not even once she’s dead. She’ll always be a monster.
#writing#rambles#this is absolutly for a certain fic#i could talk for hours about the nuances of my lovely lady here but that’d spoil it#and I’m not very far into it#but I think about it daily and the more I think the more sense it makes#its just so gloreous I love it so much
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Middle America by Gregory Crewdson
#gregory crewdson#photography#I’ve been a fan of Crewdson far before I began taking photos myself#I’d love to work with actual people but I’m terribly shy and I have very few friendships#hopefully maybe someday#no one captures the liminal spaces and isolation of middle America quite like Crewdson#midwest#rural america#american gothic#liminal
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another design for the au i’m working on (cough cough thinking about)
#my art#pearlescentmoon fanart#pearlescentmoon#trafficblr#these designs—especially this one—aren’t really thaat different to my normal ones (or even just the canon skins lol)#because i’m very attached to a lot of the elements in them pfhdgdn. whoopsiesss.#I said “thinking about” but I have actually written 2k words for a fic of this au so far and have a bunch of notes and stuff. but um.#i’m not too sure if i’ll ever post any of my writing anywhere because its. it feels much more vulnerable than i’m normally comfortable with#maybe eventually. but it seems. VERY anxiety inducing to me.#sphynx LIFE au
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forever obsessed with dynamics between vampires, specifically that of a maker and fledgling, as a way to explore abuse. the creation of a vampire itself can so easily be a literalization of the lasting impacts of trauma and also much more simply the ways a perpetrator might shape their victim’s very identity. the extremes of isolation in the way that the new vampire, in most narratives, must cut all ties to their mortal life, or else go through an elaborate charade to maintain the facade of humanity, while forever still being removed from it. and the sheer dependence and vulnerability of being in an entirely new state of being, wholly uncertain of what it entails, and relying on another person to define… everything.
#or just the moral dilemmas#rewatching amc interview is kind of making me insane#that moment in episode two when louis is looking for a sort of assurance in the fact that lestat may actually have some good in him#look at how he cares about music look at the simple wondrous things that can bring him joy#and then the immediate dread when the opera performance turns out to be imperfect because he knows how lestat will react to *that*#I think there’s also something really interesting in the highlighting of lestat upbraids the less skilled singer before killing him#(slowly)#but also I will wait to watch more before I articulate my thoughts#vampires#interview with the vampire#amc interview with the vampire#i ramble sometimes#I do still find the lestat and claudia film and novel dynamic by far the most compelling for how she tries to usurp him but almost to be him#but I’m enjoying this#I’m very curious if I will like show claudia more on rewatch#the movie always resonated most with me (sue me lol) because there seemed to be more simultaneous fondness and attachment even at the end
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"Man, fuck that fish"
closeups below cuz tumblr hates me </3
In short: I have played the funny Roblox fish game, it’s good :3
#darieart#p.ai.nter pressure#p.ai.nter#pressure#roblox pressure#pressure fanart#sebastian solace#sebastian pressure#too bad I die in the ridge easily (I died twice at door 103 smh)#And both times I got greeted with a “womp womp” wich is very funny to me#I need to find painter- but I had no luck so far - didn’t even get server rooms lol#I’ll add alt text tommorow#I’m eepy
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Laios encountering a shapeshifter who uses Kabru’s image and everything is normal at first until Laois stills and grabs it by the neck so hard it dies immediately.
Kabru watching this from behind in and being both terrified and unbearably horny as Laios brutally kills this thing and then walking up to Kabru after like he’s a puppy (or a hunting dog who did a good job and wants affection)
#pls#I’m so fucking gay for them#and unhinged#that part is important#I’ve only seen the first season of the show so far#know very little about what happens next#kabru#laois touden#labru
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Holy shit I love your Dirk interpretations, it's so true and I could talk about this shit forever. I feel like another part of his character that people seem to forget (along with Roxy for some reason) is that he's from the future in solitude in an apocalyptic wasteland. I just see that part of his character always removed which is disappointing because I feel like that's a pretty big part, especially regarding his themes around technology, his brother's theme of Time, his own isolation, and how he plays in the vastness of the universe and spacetime.
Art I drew related to the subject because I like to respond to asks with art.
But absolutely. I certainly understand where the lack of discussion over his isolation + upbringing comes from, considering a majority of the fanbase that I have seen builds their ideas based on their own version of postcanon. I’m not entirely sure how that would be fixed, but certainly even in the somewhat recent past I would see a lot more content regarding his upbringing both literally and symbolically. I don’t have much to add regarding the things you’ve mentioned, because they just are what they are. Dirk being confined to a singular room left to him by a father figure he never met, in a future where the only other person left on the planet is someone he cannot pursue a relationship of because of himself, with purely 3 robots to keep him companion, one being an exact replica of his own brain who is *also* trapped inside a pair of glasses, is about as literal as it gets to me.
The contrast to me involving the flooded, organic world in comparison to the little speckle of Dirk’s apartment packed with the dude and his technics is not only a representation of his isolation and entrapment within himself, but also of his lack of control. I think his obsession with & themes of control are a direct product in the case of Dirk specifically *of* this kind of upbringing. His themes of technology are also related to his themes around control. So much of his character is actually revolved around this to me like so much. Dirk is so deeply disconnected from humanity in every way and so much of his character + symbolism is based around that.
It doesn’t even have to be about the symbolism or anything though. It’s just pretty *interesting* in the literal sense that he lives in the middle of the ocean in the future. There’s not only a lot to theorise on to do with his young life there, but on how it might affect him in the way he acts for the rest of his life. The latter part is probably what I see mentioned the most by people talking about Dirk regarding this, I’m surprised I don’t see more discussion on the former too though. I really ought to actually talk more about Homestuck stuff on here. I will do it myself.
Roxy & Dirk’s relationship is largely ignored though because there is a narrative a certain demographic spreads that Dirk resented and blamed Roxy for her interest in him, and thus too many people believe that their relationship was or would continue to be an abusive one. Realistically, I believe it’s important to acknowledge that the way Roxy treated Dirk regarding his homosexuality wasn’t right while still acknowledging the obvious amount of respect and admiration Dirk had for Roxy. I mean we have a huge piece of dialogue from their post trickster mode conversations on the quest beds from Dirk purely stating how he feels about Roxy that people completely ignore somehow. I think this usually happens to characters that are women though. I know everyone says it, but it is true. Jane gets the exact same treatment of boiling her down to solely her negative aspects. The things I see completely mischaracterising both of them are horrific.
I mean how much more explicit can it get that their relationship is obviously very important to Dirk? But I digress. I think the best or I should say “most interesting” interpretations of their relationship usually come from DirkRoxy shippers actually.
I would be interested to hear about Dirk’s relation to his brother’s theme of time though. I don’t have any thoughts on this and I don’t recall ever hearing anyone talk about it before. If you or anyone else would be willing to enlighten me I’d be thrilled.
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#hs fanart#dirk strider#blooby posting#ask#Sorry for taking so long to reply to you on this. I’ve been in more of a drawing than a speaking mood lately#which is very unusual for me. This is definitely not as much of a post as it could be but I’m still not back on my thought and speech game#I know the Roxy mention was in brackets but good lord the treatment Roxy gets from fanbase is insane. Couldn’t help myself#Sorry if anything is worded badly. I’m tired per usual#I think (with no malice in my heart) people just tend to leave out what they don’t like about characters though.#I was very briefly talking with Pomme johnegbertirl#and it got me thinking about how far a lot of people’s interpretations of characters stray from what would be realistic to canon#based on their own biases. Which I guess I probably do too to a certain degree.#I’m not one to judge people for their characterisations at all#I tend to be very forgiving when it comes to reads#but… I admit that is indeed a little disappointing to see how completely ignored some parts of his characters are.#Sorry for tangent that is tenuously related. It is relevant enough to shove haphazardly into tags#I’m glad you like my Dirk ramblings though. Thanks brother#We live on
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If you're still taking those polyam sketch prompts...D2 for Cody/Obi-Wan/Rex?
Obi-Wan deserves a pair of handsome space heaters for the cold Tatooine nights :3 nap piles for everyone! Thanks for asking (and for adjusting the requested pose so that I can keep drawing different poses)❤️
Polyamorous/platonic poses for sketching
#can I just point out that this is the same size as all the other sketches for these poses?#I was forced to face the limit of how far my lining brush could be scaled down lol#wanderingjedihistorian#answers#my art#poly sketches#partial nudity#codexwan#that’s the ship name right?#or at least I assume that was the intent behind the ask?#clone shipping#if you squint at the ask at least#cuddle piles for everyone!#also what’s the point of being the same-ish size if you cannot steal each other’s clothes to sleep in?#these were wayyy too many limbs I needed to navigate#but my favourite thing will forever be to add freckles and beauty marks and body hair drawing out stubble one line at a time is good for me#I’m still working on these so#some style adjustments will need to happen though I’m afraid… or I forgot again how sketching works which would be very tragic
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It’s been a while waxwitch nation 🙏🙏🙏
I’m still overtaken by the waxwitch illness even after being away from this game for over a month now 💔💔
#waxwitch#hades game#hades supergiant#hades 2#hades 2 fanart#hades fanart#hades ii#hades#icarus#melinoe#hades 2 spoilers#icarusposting and melposting again#have been very busy unfortunately!! working 10 hr work days and also taking summer classes#but I will still diligently post doodles!!! can never stray too far from them#i love waxwitch#they’re disgustingly cute and I’m very much jealous of what they have
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save him
#i would only trust a few of you with the voxagotchi#the rest of you can stay far away from him i’ve seen your fics#i’m kidding i love you vox whump writers and artists you can have my heart#i would shake him very very hard#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#vox hazbin hotel#what would you do to him please tell me
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Chipping away at this massive WIP while I watch tonight’s episode and it’s really getting there 👀🍎
#critical role#critical role art#downfall#the emissary#critical role fanart#wip#work in progress#floweroflaurelin art#BIG PAINTING#I’ve spent 12.5 hours on it so far because there’s SO MUCH STUFF#I can’t stress enough that like 60% of all my previous downfall paintings were started and finished in about an hour and a half#I’m still very much not over this miniseries it has taken up residence in my brain
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Something other about his eyes
Bonus! Based on this quick thing I did this afternoon and the idea took a bit more shape and turned into that thing from above uEK
#not too much effort on the colors with this one#o would’ve left it just with lineart but at the end I thought it would look nicer with some rough shadows#shadowing. you know what I meant.#his plant markings being extremely faint on his eyes when they aren’t glowing is very true to me also#I think itd be awesome if Vash’s eyes would just look like that when he isn’t masking#or they could be a bit more lax but still look like they are staring far far away into the void#or into your souls if you so happen to make eye contact with him. like woowoo over here#he is probably listening for one of his sisters who is not so close to him. maybe even Kni? who knows it’s up to interpretation#Vash’s hair can be such a nightmare also. I do not think of physics when drawing him whatsoever#I give him the Mickey Mouse ears treatment sometimes and some other I actually respect the fact that his hair will always be swept#to the right. if you haven’t noticed that yet. I think it’s way more noticeable on the 2d art#which is a nice touch! considering that’s the direction I’m which his haircut was when they were kids. isn’t that fun#anyways weird Vash for me once again and I’ll share a little with you. ah I’ll get to the requests later btw!#trigun#vash the stampede#trigun stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun fanart#vash#wolfwood#nicholas trigun#lenssi draws#vash saverem#ah extra note. this is meant to be pre plant revelation. I think Vash would already know about what WW is there for since very early on#but about the plant thing he was still a little doubtful since he wouldn’t think Kni would disclose that information so easily.#so seeing that Nick has a very keen eye and is very observant kind of ticks him off even though he is just the same. so maybe that’s why#it ticks him in the first place. headcanons everywhere in this household
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I want to read books I want to write more I want to play the piano I want to sing in key I want to delve into fashion history I want to travel I want to publish research papers and I want to become a surgeon and I’m supposed to do all that in this one wild and beautiful life
#Ummm#This is why taking time off before I go to med school is the right call for me there’s sm I want to do constantly but the time!!#This lowkey sucks tho bc ever since I was little I’ve had dreams of writing something profound and being published#Both in a scientific context and also just like in a writing anything profound concept#But ik writing is very high bar and Id have to dedicate time to it and be super serious if I wanna self teach and honestly#Every day Im more and more tempted to just get a lit masters but where is the time if I want to become a doctor!!#Maybe it’ll just be a far fetched dream that I work on on the side bc physicians who’re also authors exist#I j want to contribute something meaningful to this world but to do that ik I have to consume great art first and dissect it and learn from#It#And just like not listen to ppl’s opinions and do what I want but it’s hard when I’m on a timeline#It’s bc I understand none of these vocations are anything to sneeze at and I wanna take them seriously instead of being mediocre at them#Like I truly wanna LEARN but the time management skills are gonna have to go way up#Does anyone understand me or am I having an unnecessary meltdown
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I don’t think the Watcher TV move is being made out of greed. They have high production costs, and artists do deserve to be paid for their work. I do, however, think it is a monumentally stupid decision.
First of all, who in their right minds thinks the best way to announce a paywall is a hyped up countdown to a “big surprise”? They literally set themselves up with that.
Second, this is not sustainable. People have been comparing it to other creator-run streaming services like Dropout or Nebula, but those services have bigger audiences, bigger casts, and way more frequent uploads. In Dropout’s case, its more than three times the content (at least) for the same price.
I’m not gonna argue about how it sucks for people who can’t afford it. Unfortunately “artists deserve to be paid” and “everyone deserves art to bring them joy” are both contradictory but true. I will however point out that the majority of Watchers’ audience is young or lower-income. Pricing has to be decided with your target audience in mind.
This didn’t happen because Watcher got insanely evil and greedy, and its true that artists deserve to be paid.
But this was an objectively bad decision no matter where you stand. If Watcher doesn’t change course I will not be surprised to hear them declare bankruptcy in a year or two.
#watcher#watcher tv#ryan bergara#shane madej#steven lim#maybe i’m wrong and they’ll be very successful! but i honestly doubt it#as far as im concerned this is the beginning of the end
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yes I was inspired by the latest chapter of this fic, no I don’t want to talk about it.
(fic by @picturesofthegoneworlds)
#my things#critical role#imogen temult#laudna#southern gothic#imodna#uhhhhh#technically gore given imogen’s hand literally in laudna’s chest#but I went more of the ouat mulan/aurora scene#so it’s like. not NOT super bloody#tbh I was gonna add some ribs but I went very loose and felt it would just muddy everything up so#YEAH we’re going that far back#god#the inherent eroticism of holding your slow beating heart in my hand etc etc#also this chapter. hooooo god. I love jealous imogen so much I’m sorry
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hello zosan enjoyers hopefully this reaches you
#roronoa zoro#vinsmoke sanji#sanji#zosan#one piece#one piece fanart#my art#digital art#curse my brother for getting me into this show#i’m already watching spn i don’t WANT another long show to watch (lying)#i’m not very far through but these two have a chokehold on my mind#why must sanji have multiple tags
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