#and I’m growing out my hair again

[viscanpikamine]

Realized a few days ago how much I quietly detransitionned for my own safety and I’ve been horrible ever since lol

Can’t stop thinking about how excited I was to transition back when I was younger and now I can’t even look at myself in the mirror because I don’t recognize who the girl i see is

I hate how ashamed I am

[ozzo-the-wozzo]

I need to you guys to stay with me and imagine Adrien Agreste experimenting with what to wear after he quits modeling but being hopelessly lost on where to start so, after much consideration, he gets the brilliant idea to mimic his friends clothing aesthetics.

So naturally one week he’s wearing a backwards cap and baggy jeans in an attempt to mimic Nino who is ecstatic and another he’s wearing a lot of flannel which makes Alya roll her eyes and another him and Marinette are practically twins much to his delight until she gently tells him he only likes it because they are matching and he should probably keep looking until he finds something that is his own.

But instead he just keeps on mimicking classmate after classmate until he runs through them all and he starts talking to Kagami who’s figuring things out herself and doesn’t provide much to go off of and he settles on wearing suits until someone mistakes him for Felix.

So then he decides to move on from people and starts to look on Pinterest at Marinette’s suggestion and he copies the outfits down to a science but why does everything STILL feel not right? He decides it’s the website so he moves on and copies what he sees in magazines and in ads and it feels a little better but he also feels a little sick when he does it and why isn’t anything right and he’s twisting the ring on his finger so much it’s leaving a mark and hes pacing around the mansion and it has so many portraits and his dad is in all of them and why is he suddenly getting the feeling nothing he puts on will ever be right and why in the world does this stupid ring feel so heavy.

And so after a month of experimenting, he gets up in the morning one day and decides to try on the outfit he always used to wear and attempts to do his grown out hair the old way and looks in the mirror and stares at himself for a while. He slips on his sneakers and then the door rings and he heads downstairs to meet Marinette for school. As they’re walking he is still trying to decipher what he feels and he suddenly realizes that his dad would like this outfit a lot. He smiles to himself and tells Marinette and she smiles weakly and says she supposes he would and then avoids his eyes.

Adrien feels that familiar twist in his stomach that tells him something isn’t right, but when he tries to reflect on why that would be he’s only met with the same fuzzy memories of his father that he can’t quite sort out. He wonders if that’s where the unease comes from but then he shakes his head because those memories must be good because his father died a hero.

And so he wears the same outfit he always wore, ignoring the fact it feels a little too tight on him and that it makes his new ring feel heavier than ever.

[jaybirdscoffee]

i love how my transition goals have shifted from skinny white twink with fluffy hair to big indigenous grill dad bear. truly a win for gender

[frankenstein-ate-my-left-shoe]

i’m getting that itch again, friends

[summershouto]

I know I know this is a tired comparison but I was rewatching Skypiea and recognized this pose so I pulled up the pose from fishman island …

I miss her pretimeskip design so much. I’ve grown to enjoy her post timeskip design but I can’t deny I miss her short hair and fun t-shirt’s. Her body had cartoony proportions but in a way that was cute and more of a fun style choice rather than exaggerated fan service. Also I noticed some little differences- like how even her pants were more practical with a higher waist

Idk. Just a ramble about how I miss her old style. Her short hairstyle I miss dearly .. especially since she often put it in cute ponytails and pigtails it was just a lot more unique

[abigail]

wanna start getting my nails done again in the new year but i also have been thinking a lot about finally getting hair extensions because i’ve wanted them for forever and i now work right next to a salon that specialises in them soooo. ough. why does it all cost so much money though im gonna cry

[themoonunderstoodmydadjokes]

Shaving my head for the second time in a year was honestly the best thing 😌😌

[weezerlvr228]

rivers if he was absorbed by poisonous gas but didn’t care too much

[thepunkmuppet]

decided to grow my shitty ass ratty ass hair out. gonna blame gerard way and his pesky gender when it inevitably looks god awful for a good couple months before I can start to look cool

[donnieisaprettyboy]

via goblinbutter on instagram

[runningforabel]

Practicing drawing his hair because I cannot draw hair please send help how do people draw him

Uncoloured version below the cut!

[fernnshxj]

got drunk for the first time ever friday night here’s how it went

even if i’m off the shits i still can draw my woman 💕💕💕💕💕 ft my friends willow n lucy hi guys

[hsslilly-blog]

when will i be free of this fucking blonde hair

[downydig]

I can’t wait to be here again

[awkwardpenguinproductions]

Entering the stage of my hair growth journey where the locks around my ears stand straight up because they want to curl but aren’t long enough.

In unrelated news, I’ve locked in this year’s Purim costume: mad scientist.

[sassthatsarcasm]

i literally have to stop myself from thinking too hard about john tavares or i get possessed by the spirit of your high school bully signed up to a pyramid scheme. like hey girl! hope you’ve been well 🥰 did u know johnny was the first player in history to receive the OHL age exemption given to “exceptional players”? went first overall in 2009, inspired a dedicated campaign from both the AHL and the NHL to ALSO change their age rules for the 2008 draft? for just $9.91 a week you too can be absolutely obsessed with the fact that he was instrumental in the breaking of TWO franchise curses! sign up now to watch as he reaches 1000 career points! rent free in my head since 2015,,,