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Realized a few days ago how much I quietly detransitionned for my own safety and I’ve been horrible ever since lol
Can’t stop thinking about how excited I was to transition back when I was younger and now I can’t even look at myself in the mirror because I don’t recognize who the girl i see is
I hate how ashamed I am
#legit one of the only things keeping me going is the fact I refuse to die and be remembered as the wrong gender#but I’m so terrified of actually coming out#I have many queer friends now thru my ttrpg campaigns#but college messed me up#don’t get me wrong I’m definitely very feminine and by choice#like I love wearing fem clothes and makeup#and I’m growing out my hair again#but I hate the fact I refuse to even think about the fact that barely a few months ago all my close friends knew I was a boy#and now I’m misgendering myself in front of them constantly#and confusing them so bad that they don’t know what pronouns to use for me#it just hurts#and I know it’s safer that way#but it still hurts#pika rambles
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I need to you guys to stay with me and imagine Adrien Agreste experimenting with what to wear after he quits modeling but being hopelessly lost on where to start so, after much consideration, he gets the brilliant idea to mimic his friends clothing aesthetics.
So naturally one week he’s wearing a backwards cap and baggy jeans in an attempt to mimic Nino who is ecstatic and another he’s wearing a lot of flannel which makes Alya roll her eyes and another him and Marinette are practically twins much to his delight until she gently tells him he only likes it because they are matching and he should probably keep looking until he finds something that is his own.
But instead he just keeps on mimicking classmate after classmate until he runs through them all and he starts talking to Kagami who’s figuring things out herself and doesn’t provide much to go off of and he settles on wearing suits until someone mistakes him for Felix.
So then he decides to move on from people and starts to look on Pinterest at Marinette’s suggestion and he copies the outfits down to a science but why does everything STILL feel not right? He decides it’s the website so he moves on and copies what he sees in magazines and in ads and it feels a little better but he also feels a little sick when he does it and why isn’t anything right and he’s twisting the ring on his finger so much it’s leaving a mark and hes pacing around the mansion and it has so many portraits and his dad is in all of them and why is he suddenly getting the feeling nothing he puts on will ever be right and why in the world does this stupid ring feel so heavy.
And so after a month of experimenting, he gets up in the morning one day and decides to try on the outfit he always used to wear and attempts to do his grown out hair the old way and looks in the mirror and stares at himself for a while. He slips on his sneakers and then the door rings and he heads downstairs to meet Marinette for school. As they’re walking he is still trying to decipher what he feels and he suddenly realizes that his dad would like this outfit a lot. He smiles to himself and tells Marinette and she smiles weakly and says she supposes he would and then avoids his eyes.
Adrien feels that familiar twist in his stomach that tells him something isn’t right, but when he tries to reflect on why that would be he’s only met with the same fuzzy memories of his father that he can’t quite sort out. He wonders if that’s where the unease comes from but then he shakes his head because those memories must be good because his father died a hero.
And so he wears the same outfit he always wore, ignoring the fact it feels a little too tight on him and that it makes his new ring feel heavier than ever.
#I guess I accidentally wrote a mini fic for what was supposed to be a head canon but SUE ME#YES THIS IS ME TRYING TO JUSTIFY ADRIEN WEARING HIS FUCKASS OUTFIT IN SEASON 6#BUT ALSO#THINK ABOUT IT#ADRIEN BREAKING FREE OF HIS FATHERS CONTROL RING WISE#BUT ONCE AGAIN FALLING INTO IT DUE TO THE UNIVERSE ITSELF MANIPULATING HIM BC ITS ONE MADE BY HIS FATHER#(see my ml Truman show theory in case ur curious as to what I mean lol)#this post can be interpreted many ways tho bc outside of fantastical elements#I feel as though children who finally break free from the control of their abusive parents still battle with some need to appease them#for a while#so Adrien might grow out his hair a bit but not change his outfit out of…guilt?#idk I’m writing this at 1 am I’m a mess#I’ll be more coherent in the morning#miraculous ladybug#mlb#ml#adrien agreste#ml headcanons#ml theory#ml season 6#mine#ml Truman show theory#ml angst#ml Adrien angst
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i’m getting that itch again, friends
#i’m so sick of my scraggly hair#i think shaving the sides so soon after re-growing threw it off…#i need to let it grow out all the way again then shave them i think
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I know I know this is a tired comparison but I was rewatching Skypiea and recognized this pose so I pulled up the pose from fishman island …
I miss her pretimeskip design so much. I’ve grown to enjoy her post timeskip design but I can’t deny I miss her short hair and fun t-shirt’s. Her body had cartoony proportions but in a way that was cute and more of a fun style choice rather than exaggerated fan service. Also I noticed some little differences- like how even her pants were more practical with a higher waist
Idk. Just a ramble about how I miss her old style. Her short hairstyle I miss dearly .. especially since she often put it in cute ponytails and pigtails it was just a lot more unique
#I’m gonna cut my hair again in pre timeskip namis style#I was gonna grow it out for cosplay ease but .. why#I prefer her short hair and mine is sm easier short#so I am excited to cut it!#this is probably also what got me thinking about her design#I can cosplay nami post timeskip with whatever hair I want that’s the fun of it !#anyway#nami#one piece#post time skip#skypiea#cat burglar nami
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rivers if he was absorbed by poisonous gas but didn’t care too much
#weezer#rivers cuomo#poison gas#poison#maybe i’ll get more fans#THE WEEZER ARMY MUST GROW#THE WEEZER LVOERS !#please send me asks guys am so bored!!!#plus also dms are always open for any of u! i love u all n would love to talk to any of u#i took this pic and Wonderfront#i miss it. i wanna see them again :( but im broke!#i have to spend my money on my anniversary gift for my boyfriend which i’m NOT complaining about bc i love him obviously but am seriously SO#broke. i will draw whatever you guys want actually#for either 1) a follow (or if you are already following ; then free) 2) a little kiss#not on the lips though#but ya! please send. asks i always love interacting with you all! you guys r so sweet <3#there’s this tiktok user#maladroitlover579 and i love their videos so much they’re genuinely so silly n funny#i love commenting on their videos you guys should check them out they r huge weezer fan too!!! if you couldn’t tell by the name#omg today someone complimented my hair and i got so happy#MY OUTFITS HAVE BEEN SO FIRE LATELY🤤🤤 today i wore a short denim skirt with an off the shoulder black long sleeve with white leg warmers!#then yesterday i wore a black tube top with a long black skirt which hugged me#before i wore my brown sweater with my black skirt (which has POCKETS.) so it was super cute.#then monday i wore black yoga flares; white tank top with cute buttons; and a red shrug!#i got compliments on my style. 😎 guess i’m just the cutest girl on the block#or should i say… ON GHE BLOG??!#cuz it’s weezer blog… and i’m the only girl posted on here consistently….#always between my words i wanna add ‘da’ in the middle of them because that’s a running joke w my boyfriend#like da obviously! 🙄 da seriously? 😒 da Lol 😂#idk he’s silly and i’m silly
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decided to grow my shitty ass ratty ass hair out. gonna blame gerard way and his pesky gender when it inevitably looks god awful for a good couple months before I can start to look cool
#for the record shitty ass ratty ass is an adjective#I am not planning on growing out my arse hairs#and if I was I definitely wouldn’t post it on tumblr dot com#I just want to look like them in 2007 okay that’s all I want!!!!!#never gonna have it actually LONG again because yk#✨transgender✨#plus it just genuinely looks shit on me and my hair is really ugly and hard to manage when it’s like that#so as much as I desperately WANT to be him in the im not okay music video I have to accept I can never be her#basically a shaggy mullet type vibe is what I’m going for and atm I have a very bog standard short man haircut that shows my forehead#WISH ME LUCK I GUESS#not me putting the whole actual point of the post in the notes 💀 AGAIN#at least I have a brand#mcr#my chem#my chemical romance#my chemical fucking romance#gee way#gerard way
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got drunk for the first time ever friday night here’s how it went
even if i’m off the shits i still can draw my woman 💕💕💕💕💕 ft my friends willow n lucy hi guys
#miori#rc9gn oc#rc9gn au#rc9gn#oc#oc art#fern moment#colored my hair again btw….also growing it out#we figured out i’m a lightweight very fast. horrid night. lost at mario party.#this almost has nothing to do w my oc it’s ok
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I miss my long hair and tiny eyebrows sm :/
#ainsel.jpeg#selfies#me#goth#gothic#emo#grunge#emo boy#emo girl#goth boy#goth girl#bigender#nonbinary#septum#green hair#plus size#plus size alternative#ANYWAYSSSSS should I get tiny eyebrows again? I’m already growing my hair out
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Practicing drawing his hair because I cannot draw hair please send help how do people draw him
Uncoloured version below the cut!
#if you can draw sam please tell me your secrets#please i’ll give you this penny i found on my run#i’d like to believe his hair is shorter in early season 1#and gradually grows out until five offers to cut it for him#which ends in a horrific disaster#and five is never trusted with scissors again#reposting this because i forgot to include the uncoloured version#I’m trying to be like a professional artist and they usually include those right??#sam yao#zombies run#zombies run art#zr#my art
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i may be near entering my first EVER long hair lesbian era guys this is a big deal
#i literally haven’t had hair that was even long enough to touch my SHOULDERS in got probably 15 years#like i’ve NEVER had long hair except as a VERY young kid and even then that was only a SMALL part of my adolescence anyways#because i had short hair for most of my childhood like 99% of the pictures of me as a child feature a dora the explorer ass bitch#and i just. do not consider myself a person who could or should ever have long hair#but i’m lowkey kind of curious to see what would happen if i just. let it grown for the first time since i was 7#just to see !! you know !!! like just because i can !!!#like hair has always really been important to me gender wise like since even before i knew i was genderqueer i was always just like that#and that’s part of why i kept it short from like fourth grade onward#but i’m 24 and kind of curious to have this fun new experimentation with how i look#i know that eventually probably even soon i’ll get board and cut it all off again as god intended. bc i really am someone with short hair#but for now i’m like yeah fuck it grow the bitch out#i’m almost playing chicken with myself to see how long it can get before i cut it off. watch me grow it to my waist
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when will i be free of this fucking blonde hair
#guys here’s the thing.#i bleached my hair in july last year because i cosplayed as barbie#also. i wanted to be blonde for a change#the problem is. they never told me it kinda. never goes away#you’re a blonde forever now i’m sorry#like i have dyed this thing (my hair) so many times and it just doesn’t. Stop Being Blond#and then my roots are growing out and i look. really weird.#pleaseeeeeeeeeee let me be a ginger again pleaseeeeeeeeeee 😭
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I already said this but if u make Aisha the tallest in ur fanart i hate u a lil
#i was gonna say tallest and buffest#and that’s true bc I still hate u a lil#just kinda less bc she’s implied to be the sporty one#but also It’s so so easy for y’all to masculinize black women#and It’s weird bc nobody every talks about how her role growing up prevented her from doing much#so even tho she’s super sporty now build wise it should be swimmer/dancer#and again I understand the liberation of women through musculature that’s literally where I’m at rn#but i don’t think y’all get the type of battle it is for black woman#‘but blank’ u say ‘the racial breakdown on magix is not the same as irl’#‘but random person’ I respond ‘racial dynamics exist irl and impact how we view our media and as early as s1 episode 12 Rai dub winx has#shown it’s not exempt from showcasing racial bias - that’s the Afro episode.’#anyways my point is#i get it and it’s not like I hate Black ppl racism#It’s more like that bath and body works accidental kkk racism#Steven universe in general#a lack of black ppl who know their shit in the writers room#and by the writers room I mean you#Ur tablet#Ur drawing of how big buff Aisha towers over dainty lil musa#who’s subversive bc she gets afforded the character trope of gremlin#well she’s still victimized and did nothing wrong in any of her relationships but she has sharp teeth in her wide grin so rlly it evens out#and aisha is. therapist friend.#no wait! she makes a sassy comeback bc Stella’s being vain!!#and then she’s stroking Musa’s hair and telling her ni- Oop men ain’t shit she don’t need no man!#aisha will just fill in :)#ok that last bit is a lot more venting frustration like that’s less to do with fanart and winx and more how racism bleeds through fucking#everything#so main main point is. stop being white?! enough!! also a lot of y’all can be semi normal about flora bc even tho she’s Latina it’s still hc#territory and y’all see her as like. white with an extra oomf. so the stereotypes y’all usually push onto Latinas are impossible to push w/#plus the way she’s written doesn’t have the leeway that the way aisha is. they both get whitewashed just the same tho sad
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I can’t wait to be here again
#my art#doodles#self portraits!#any pronouns btw!#I used to have long long hair! and I’m growing it out!#I can’t wait to get back to where I was before it was cut#now that I’m more masc in general I’m super excited to have long hair again… I miss it a lot <: - p
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Was tagged by lovely @leviiackrman 💕to use this picrew to make myself!
Tagging @jinfromyarikawa @sstewyhosseini @detectivelokis @ghastlyrider @madparadoxum @marivenah @nightwingshero @yuelaos-codex @chazz-anova @aceghosts @cassietrn @jacobsneed @simonxriley @shegetsburned @poisonedtruth @direwombat @swanfey and anyone else! No pressure and feel free to use ocs if that’s more comfortable! 💕
#I have an unflattering hair cut and I’m in the middle of trying restore my natural hair 😭😭😭#I’m trying to let it grow out before I cut it again#it’s a process 😵💫#tagged: picrew#about fleetwood
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Entering the stage of my hair growth journey where the locks around my ears stand straight up because they want to curl but aren’t long enough.
In unrelated news, I’ve locked in this year’s Purim costume: mad scientist.
#teviya in real life#finally unlocked the mental and financial spoons to actually take care of my hair#so i’m growing it out again to see what happens#hair stuff#curly hair#am i gonna get my dad’s jew-fro or my mom’s ringlets?#let’s find out
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i literally have to stop myself from thinking too hard about john tavares or i get possessed by the spirit of your high school bully signed up to a pyramid scheme. like hey girl! hope you’ve been well 🥰 did u know johnny was the first player in history to receive the OHL age exemption given to “exceptional players”? went first overall in 2009, inspired a dedicated campaign from both the AHL and the NHL to ALSO change their age rules for the 2008 draft? for just $9.91 a week you too can be absolutely obsessed with the fact that he was instrumental in the breaking of TWO franchise curses! sign up now to watch as he reaches 1000 career points! rent free in my head since 2015,,,
#also he’s fucking hot#when he grows his hair out again i’m gonna need everyone to look away from my tags that’s between me and jesus#jt91#hockey
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