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sniffle :(
#I embarrassed myself today and cried all morning (these events are unrelated) and I’m trying to tell myself it’s not that bad#and literally nobody cares#and I’m getting better at it but yknow!!#I’ve just been feeling really overwhelmed and anxious and insecure lately#I know things will get better. I just get a bit hopeless sometimes
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ngl the "im white so i dont talk abt any characters' race ever bc im afraid of accidentally saying something racist" approach to fandom is like. very weak. imo.
like first of all: i get that "i dont incorporate race into my media analysis because i'm afraid of messing up" comes from a different place than "i don't incorporate race into my media analysis because I Don't See Race 😊 there is only The Human Race." but it has the same functional effect, right? that effect being that your analysis of [INSERT MEDIA HERE] ignores the very real way that race impacts people.
second of all: it feels kinda lazy! like ur saying "i dont know enough abt race to feel comfortable commenting on how race affects this show and i dont care enough to learn." the only way to become more comfortable discussing race is to actually practice discussing race. but when i see people saying this it feels like they're saying "i'm white, which means i don't know how to talk about race, and i don't have to know how to talk about race, and i don't ever have to know how to talk about race, so i'm choosing to never learn how to talk about race."
third of all: just because you don't openly talk about race doesn't mean you're any less likely to accidentally say or do something racist. implicit biases run deep, y'all. it's probably already there in your interpretation of the show. but the "i don't want to accidentally say something racist" implies that you are positive that your interpretation of the show isn't racist. and i'm not saying you're wrong. but i'm saying that if a person of color tells you that something you said about [INSERT MEDIA HERE] was racist, you better be prepared to actually listen and not just brush them off because "i can't be racist! i purposefully never talk about race just to make sure i'm not racist!"
which brings me to my final point: if you do accidentally say something racist... literally just apologize. if someone says you've been doing something racist, apologize and stop doing that thing. it's literally not that hard. i've done it. i've seen other people do it. "i'm scared of being called racist!" is such a weak excuse im tired of it. getting called racist is not the end of the fucking world. calm the fuck down and grow a spine. jesus.
#mine#ofmd fandom crit#txt#og#it feels like ppl who say this are the kind of ppl who think being accused of racism is worse than actually being racist yknow?#idk i was scared of being called racist when i was like. 13.#now i’m like “if i get called racist it’s probably bc i’m doing something racist”#with the exception being ofc when an anon tells me i’m racist for shipping blackhands (a thing i dont even do)#anyway i am SURE someone has made a post or even a wholeass Article abt this before that’s better than what i wrote
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Why does Ren have 4 ears? Are they all real or is one set fake?
Hehe I’ve gotten this question a lot actually! They’re all real— I like to think hybridization isn’t always a clean balance of traits, so Ren just unfortunately ended up with two sets of ears— his Dog ears being much more receptive to sound, naturally— and sometimes when the extra intake of sound is too overwhelming, I imagine he wears earplugs in his human ears to help adjust :> it’s a bit weird, but idk! i like to make designs funky and nonconventional! I liked the idea that Ren had hearing struggles due to wonky hybridization and just kept the concept :>
#dbhc#dbhc ask#ask#anon#dbhc ren#renthedog#dbhc doc#since I talk about him in the tags FGBJCGHN#it’s another one of those situations where I drew it that way when I was younger because I didn’t really understand why ppl were drawing#hybrids with flat spaces where human ears should go and have dog ears on the top of the head— I couldn’t figure out anatomically#it makes more sense to me now since animals are literally like that but it’s just something I kept doing and came up with a better#reason for it later once I had a better understanding of stuff#I don’t necessarily think two sets of ears is logically more sound than reworking the anatomy of a human head to have ears on top but!#it’s really not that deep LMAO#I like the idea of hybridizations being wonky because weird stuff physically happens to people all the time#hybrid or not#and then we gotta deal with the physical consequences of stuff we were born with… yknow#ANYWAY WHAT A WEIRD RAMBLE#tldr funky hybrid who now has hearing problems/gets overwhelmed easily by sound. ren the dog I love you#and if you were to look into my soul you would find that I also think dbhc doc helped him craft earbuds using android tech to work perfectly#to tune out the sounds he needs#:3 because they are friends and I think doc should use his expertise to help make life easier for ren#I’M STILL RAMBLING!!!#good grief
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Minor spoilers for the already revealed chapters of the next A Starless Clan book Wind
#a starless clan#a starless clan spoilers#wind spoilers#asc spoilers#warrior cats spoilers#warriors#warrior cats#tigerheart#tigerheartstar#tigerstar 2#tigerstar#Squirrelflight#squirrelstar#frostpaw#Nightheart#I’ve been wanting to draw this ever since the chapters were revealed and what better time than like two days til the book comes out#i actually think tigerheartstar is an interesting character in this arc he genuinely thinks he’s doing the right thing and he does honestly#want to help. he just does it by trying to crack dad jokes to lighten the mood while trying to run a group that doesn’t want him there#i also think it’s funny that he’s consistently just chill with taking in cats thrown out of their clans. ESPECIALLY from RiverClan#don’t get me wrong he’s super weird in omen of the stars and avos and I think in his super edition (I haven’t read it in a while)#but he’s also a good dad. he’s such a perplexing character I can’t help but find him interesting. at least he DOES stuff yknow#I’ll eat my words if he does turn out to be completely evil or something. but I’ll hate if he does his behavior really isn’t like Tigerstar#-the first. this guy isn’t out here trying to seize power#but ENOUGH ABOUT HIM!! Nightheart asking squirrelstar if frostpaw could come to thunderclan with him was so sweet#i wish she’d accepted I don’t want them to split up I’m worried the writers will forget the entire last book and they won’t be close again#comic#meme#illustration
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Do not be surprised when the bird you caged pecks at your eye.
Click for Quality
A sorta follow-up to this piece (<- link)
#she deserves to kill her bitch ass husband ok.#will this make her get better mentally? no of course not. because she my favorite character.#and all my favorite characters have to suffer immense trauma. because I’m normal#but hey! at least that bastard is dead now!#aria draws#digital art#digital drawing#fanart#oc#oc art#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#gf#gf fanart#gravity falls comic#gf comic#gravity falls oc#gf oc#tbob#tbob fanart#the book of bill#book of bill#abigale blackwing#Abigale northwest#northwest#tw murder#tw blood#it’s purple but like. yknow.
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The garment, worn by those in good standing with Hyrule royalty, has been reworked with the latest improvements, such as a new shoulder guard.
#I miss my wife tails. I miss her a lot. I’ll be back#I love the champions leathers design but the story behind it is so sweet too like. she wanted to thank him so she went and#got some improvements added to it?? and she wanted to see his face when she surprises him with it hello?????#I think my favourite part is the half chest just for angst. I like imagining she was very particular about the armour placements#and had a chest piece added because yknow. right over the heart might I add#originally I wanted this to be more angsty but halfway through I was like wait this would completely miss the point#in my mind the armor isn’t just ‘I don’t want you to die again’ but also ‘I want to keep you safe as best I can’#in her diary she was like links armor is wearing down so you know what? I’m gonna add more armor to better protect him!!!#and with her upbringing in mind (and the conversation she had with him about whether he would still choose to be a knight if things were#different) she could have totally asked him to stop doing it altogether. but she made the armor for him instead#sidenote she also got to be a teacher and scholar like she wanted and that is so. dont look at me I’m crying#I don’t know if ANY of this makes sense I’m just rambling. yes I wear the champions leathers every chance I get why do you ask#btw if you squint the leathers chainmail and sweater are taken from the hylian armor chestpiece! slightly modified on the tunic but cool#my art#myart#tears of the kingdom#totk#totk spoilers#totk zelda#totk link#botw spoilers#botw#breath of the wild#loz#loz fanart#comic#tw blood#blood
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lately boop’s been dressing for
#yknow. bc. evil boop. get it#update: made it better#sorry i think i’m funny#vigilante shit#boop#taylor swift
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travel season is endlessly charming . many others have already said but i need to throw it out there: a genuinely fantastic show
#it speaks#watcher#i figured id like it but not as much as i did yknow?#its a beautiful show that’s for sure. i like the sprinkling in of korean culture/language—helps so much with the travel aspect#and like every dish they try im like that looks so good i wanna visit korea one day . even with all the seafood !! i’m a seafood hater yet#this show has me like hmmm#i’ve seen ppl say it’s not as exciting or big as theyd expected but is that really a bad thing? i like the laidback/chill vibes a lot#especially for a travel/food show. just if you want more comedic focused shows watch shane/ryan stuff. that’s not a knock at either#i think there’s a time and place for a bit heavy show and travel season isn’t it. someone said that ryan/shane sometimes have the vibe of#trying to be constantly on yknow? which is apt. not even that they’re bombing or even fumbling for that matter but that they’re very aware#they are being filmed and need to be funny. it’s not an always and it’s not something that ruins any of their shows for me but it’s present#and idk. the nature of travel season kind of dissuades that. idk where i was going with that#anyway. travel seasons good. i’d implore you to give it a shot. i think each episode just gets better so far
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The process is a bitch and I want to fight it
#had the urge to just#delete everything and vanish without a word#because I’m once again in a bad slump but I know feeling better isn’t a linear thing!!#just fucking sucks man#yknow?#I’m fine I’m fed housed watered and loved#for anyone worried#because I know I say some concerning stuff#mostly just venting because I need to yell and sorting out what’s going on in my brain is hard sometimes!!#there is a cat purring on my stomach and another cat between my legs#the other Q is rambling about a hoi 4 game he played with a friend#things are well#so why the FUCK isn’t my brain cooperating with me you dumb clump of hamburger#stop that#I hope everyone is doing well#I need to get to sleep
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Foolish and Cellbit, day before the last day of Purgatory, fighting one v one to balance their kills because they have the same amount of kills. Cellbit quoting the “we are not fish” to him, Foolish smiling wide, “don’t forget, don’t forget!” Something about how maybe Cellbit finds the deeper meaning in the statement, or at least that there is one. How Cellbit confessed to his kills day one and Foolish confessed to covering for him. How the fish analogy for the federation and its workers as fish in an aquarium mean that much more. How Cellbit was the first person Foolish got a horse. How they worked together on that fort in the desert, Foolish on exterior and Cellbit on interior (“if you find yourself against the world, I’d be happy to build another castle with you”). How Foolish contains multitudes and so does Cellbit but at the end of the day, whatever side they seem to choose, whatever they tell everyone else, they are family. Against the Feds. Against Bad and the other team. Against the world. Don’t forget we are not fish!
#don’t forget we are not fish! don’t forget you have power over your life no matter how hopeless it seems!#don’t forget that you’re not one in a pack of many. uncared for. easily hooked and reeled. don’t forget you have me#yknow? do you get what I’m saying?#he sets those messages up for Cellbit at the end of puzzles because he knows he loves solving them he may not say either way#if he’s on his side but by god when the worlds against him he will be there and build a castle with him. and that’s all one needs sometimes#idk. smth about how red team was brought so close together. Cellbit and foolish especially. there’s a better understanding of eachother#don’t forget! we are not fish!#mcyt#qsmp#q!foolish#q!cellbit#qsmp purgatory#z speaks
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Why is the anxious Italian man so fun to draw??
Just some silly little doodles and me messing around with a pixel art brush on my art app! :D
#art#my art#digital art#pizza tower#pizza tower peppino#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#I LOOOVE drawing silly and exaggerated expressions I’m so glad I can do it a bit again :]!!#getting a little bit of a better idea of how to draw Peppino too! :D had to re-teach myself to go a bit off model lol#alsoo little fake peppy in the last one because… I love when people just make ‘em big and friendly#I have been listening to the soundtrack all day it’s been burned into my brain HELP HDFH#This is what I decided to do instead of… yknow.. FINISHING THE GAME#please consider reblogging I’m very proud of these :’]
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Lat 🖋️
#I feel like the panels don’t really go together#and I realize some of the dialogue doesn’t make sense#but yknow….I’m just kinda proud to get something out#I feel like I had a long day haha#glad I was still able to draw something#and this wasn’t really related to anything. I just like doing these with characters#random comic strips/writing scenes#helps me get to know them better I think#I realize my blog isn’t really centered around any few characters?#I mean there’s definitely some characters I draw more than others#but I wanna develop my ideas about them#who am I kidding ive been trying to do this forever haha#at least you guys like the art so slow n steady I guess#I’ll get to wherever I wanna be someday. I’m still young ig#faith is key!#if ur reading this rn (u a real one if you actually read allat???) have some confidence in your future#that sounds very cheesy and overused but it’s true. I believe in u<3#hetalia#aph baltics#art#aph latvia#my art
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being so honest I don’t understand how people can expect you to be doing things constantly every single day. I’m supposed to be on summer break but my university expects me to send in 80 sources for my senior thesis by next week
the very thought of doing school work right now makes me want to cry. I can’t even open a blank document and start writing for my own fics. I can’t even engage in my own hobby right now because I’m so mentally exhausted. how can you expect me to do thesis work? I’ve hardly had a break since finals
my personal life has been an ongoing shitshow since last summer. and has only gotten worse in recent months. how can you expect someone to function in society when you throw one thing after another at them?
I’m so tired and done. but I have no choice other than pushing through it because that’s what’s expected of me! that’s exhausting
#delete later#sorry I’m really frustrated rn#and screaming into the void is a better solution than keeping it bottled up#I really want to disappear rn#I’m not finding enjoyment from the things I love any more#I physically can’t bring myself to write#I’ve been stuck in this survival state since winter#everything feels so bad and overwhelming#I think I need a break or something#I don’t know#I don’t know what’ll help anymore#I don’t know what’ll make me feel better#I just want to cry#all the time#I miss writing. I miss being proud of what I wrote#I miss when I would be able to post something and I was happy with it#when I didn’t feel like I had to rewrite it over and over#I miss feeling like myself#lately I’ve just… felt like a stranger in my own body#going through the motions of life#and y’know what fuck I miss feeling like I was cared for#and loved#but I’m Me so yknow. I don’t get that#maybe I should take a nap
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being a multishipper is so interesting in the fop fandom (and most fandoms tbh) because you’ll have a lot of ships you really enjoy but the other shippers like actively DESPISE the other. I like perirep the most but I ship that purple twink with so many guys
#every day I see perirep and peridale shippers hating on each other#or other peri shippers hating on irep and dale#meanwhile I’m just. making peri kiss everyone. playing with them like dolls#like hmm maybe you guys wouldn’t want to see my other peri ships#like him with Juandissimo *gets shot in the head and dragged off stage*#that’s all I’m talking about I’ve seen how this fandom can be#also makes my sona smooch him AND irep sorry boys I also want the blue and purple bitches#yknow I call peri a twink but I draw him human he’s kind of doughy. and Irep is boft (buff with tummy). fascinating#peri and Cupid are victims of me (i ship them with too many people but also have favorite ships for them)#okay tbf the Juandissimo one is MOSTLY a joke. mostly. I’ve drawn it a few times so maybe the joke is me.#peri can do better than him but unfortunately for him I like to put him in Situations
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me when you have to do art to be good at doing art
#I’m part rusty and larger part better at evaluating art than making it rn#and it SUCKS#idk maybe later I’ll like. draw along to a drawfee or something so I can’t get in my head abt it#bc I think a lot of their stuff is great for that like. okay Here’s a prompt. go wild.#rather than getting stuck in ‘what do I draw’ starting something and hating it. a bit outside the comfort zone yknow
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captain wifeguy of the I LOVE MY WIFE!!
id in alt
do NOT examine the proportions of the first one please. i can only do so much to make Dr. Robotnik’s egg body fit The Captain
[edit: post cancelled because there HAS to be a way to keep even a little bit more image quality holy SHIT]
[edit 2: post uncancelled this is the best i can do apparently]
#the dread not (boat)#the captain (oc)#my art#fo4 oc#i WILL get better at digital art#i can see improvements just between these two pieces which feels really nice!!#AND the second one went a little quicker despite being more elaborate#praying tumblr doesn’t eat the quality of these#also figured out some tricks to streamlining this process which is also really nice!!#figured out that doing coloured lines FIRST and then filling it in on a DIFFERENT LAYER below that is just so astronomically easier than#doing it all on one layer#which is what i’m used too because. yknow. traditional art#anyway! enjoy!
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