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[...] The work I make with books is rarely illustrative of the text. This a deliberate choice. For almost everyone the text in a book is regarded as sacred. For me, to have an illustrative approach to each specific book would be to accept the false divisions that are made between form and content. So the new meanings that I try to write across the books are usually more oblique. Many are so oblique that the viewer might never know of any connection to or from a book. This would be so in the two dimensional pieces where fragments of images found in books are isolated and abstracted from their original contexts.
The English philosopher, John Austin described language as a net which we use to try to catch our experiences of the world. Much is caught and much is missed and it's the stuff that escapes that interests me. I suspect far more is missed than caught and more often than not the stuff that is missed, because it cannot be made sensible with words, is overlooked. Information, like intelligence, is expressed and encoded in a multitude of different ways, we sometimes neglect those expressions of intelligence that are unable to be translated directly or indirectly into language. Assimilating more and more information does not lead to a more profound view of the world. Information (especially now) is as much a pollutant as the colossal amounts of plastic floating in the South Pacific Gyre. The concept of ignorance becomes more interesting in this context; do we now live in world where we have to know what not to know before we know it?
One of the things that used to bother me was the apparent contradiction of practicing an activity I didn't know the meaning of. I still don't.
Beyond the broad idea that art is a very subtle form of communication and perhaps also a form of inquiry, I am still none the wiser.
In order to get the work made an artist will use any and every form of conceptual scaffolding. For me that kind of support is only temporary (and perhaps itâs here where lies are of some use) the scaffolding must be taken down once the work is finished. Structurally it may have no correspondence at all to the conceptual integrity of the finished piece.
-Jonathan Callan-
Jonathan Callan Joan Bennett 1932, 2006 Magazine erasure 12 x 9 1/2 inches
Jonathan Callan Relative to, 2004 paper and ink
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Ęâ âč . ĘË missinâ you 2.3k
pairing: logan howlett x fem!reader
contains: 18+ smut, explicit language, dirty talk, f and m masturbation, fingering, swearing, brief scent kink, brief mention of pain, multiple orgasms, made with origins!logan in mind, set in late 1970s.
the days were stretching longer as each passed, tedious tasks that distracted you from the distance no longer keeping you occupied.
it had been around three weeks since logan had departed for a mission. he claimed that it was something he had to do, and you didnât interfere due to his adamance. he stood firmly on getting a job done, no matter the risks, which only made it so much harder for you.
logan hadnât disclosed the details to you, despite you being the only person he trusts. he was always aloof when you questioned him about his missions, dismissing the conversation with a grumble or quickly switching to another topic.
so you gave up on asking, letting him do what he was so headstrong on doing, regardless of the ache in your heart as you watched him leave. not knowing when or if he was going to return.
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another restless night approached after a day filled with unwontedly familiar longing. you had slipped into an evening routine, one that brought you an ounce of peace through the distress. it kept you tranquil for a while, focusing on repetitive things like making dinner or engrossing yourself in a book before bed.
you slipped beneath the chill sheets, the lack of a brawny frame to warm you up once again sending a soft huff of dismay from your lips. the bedroom was silent, as it had been for the past few weeks yet you still hadnât adjusted to it. you refused to.
âgod,â you muttered, cupping your face and sighing heavily.
the absence of contact from logan was getting more worrying by the day, and as much as you tried to avoid it, the uncertainty was eating away at you. his missions had never lasted this long, possibly a couple days at most.
constantly feeling on edge led to things worsening, like waking up in the night with nightmares just like logan did. he wouldnât want that for you. so you stayed optimistic, dismissing the cluster of dreadful thoughts that wavered in your mind.
you reached over the bedside table, fingertips grazing over the pull chain before a ringing sound reverberated around the bedroom. your gaze fixed onto the phone, eyes skeptically surveying over the keypad for a few seconds.
you were taught to always pick up the phone, incase of emergency, but it was almost midnight and you certainly werenât in the mood for an urgency. but due to the consistent ringing, you reluctantly reached down to pick up the handset, settling it between your ear and shoulder.
âhello?â the words left your lips in a exhausted whisper, voice strained and almost impertinent. but that couldnât be helped, you had only one thing weighing on your mind, another was unnecessary.
your words were met with ragged breaths from the other end, a sound that you instantaneously recognised.
âlogan? isâŠis that you?â you stammered, eyes wide as you sat up, completely immersed in expecting a reply.
before he replied, the breathing paused for a beat, tension rising rapidly as you began to yearn for a response.
âyeah, darlinâ. itâs me,â he finally answered, his voice still retaining its usual huskiness that always put you at ease.
you let out a gentle, breathy exhale of pure relief, a smile spreading over your face. your features twitched indecisively for a few seconds, the overwhelming feeling of consolation consuming you whole.
âiâmâsorry i didnât call,â he murmured, breaking the momentary silence between you, âthings got outta hand. didnât want you worrying âbout me.â
his voice was deep, carrying that standard resonance which you had pined for everyday. to hear his voice after what felt like an eternity filled you with warmth. even with this brief occurrence, despite not being able to see him, touch him, it was enough.
âwell you failed at that,â you retorted in a whisper, eyebrows slightly raised as you leaned back against the pillow.
logan let out a low, almost inaudible chuckle in response. the pert tone in your voice never failed to amuse him, especially now. he was well aware of what you were referring to, guilt beginning to creep up into his conscience.
the mission had been rough, sending an array of conflicted emotions his way throughout the process. being away from you for such an unbearable amount of time filled him with anguish, dealing with those emotions didnât alleviate that.
âyeah, guess i did,â he muttered, a tinge of regret lingering in his tone, âiâm sorry, darlinâ. wasnât fair to leave you in the dark like that.â
another pause filled the line, thick with every left unspoken between the two of you. he could feel the distance between you as much as he could feel the roughness of his own scars. but the sound of your voice was something he had coveted more than he wanted to admit.
âi miss ya,â he said finally, the words a simple gesture of affection but they carried emotion that he rarely revealed to you, âmore than anything. you know that?â
your heart swelled with an unmistakable hankering for him, one that you had never experienced before. you wanted no more than to be in his arms again, for him to whisper sweet nothings into your ear as you embraced each other.
âmhm,â you hummed, finger absentmindedly twisting around the phone cord as his voice echoed through your head.
then came another pause, but the mood had shifted, a distinctive tension passing through the line. the momentary penitence that logan had felt was still present, but it wasnât the prominent thought in his mind.
ânever stopped thinkinâ about you,â he spoke again, voice trailing off into a quiet murmur. you both knew where this was heading, but it was unknown territory.
âjust ask me what iâm wearing,â you whispered encouragingly, a roguish smile crossing your face.
âwhatâre you wearing, darlinâ?â
the words sent a shiver down your spine, faint puffs of breath leaving your lips as you reached out to peel the silk duvet off your reclined form.
âone of your shirts,â you whispered, fingertips brushing against each button of his flannel.
you had plucked the shirt from the laundry basket earlier today, enveloping yourself in the heady, manly scent. wearing his flannels to bed had become a ritual for comfort, which came to be incredibly fortunate.
ânothing underneath,â you followed on, fingertips running up and down the thin fabric.
logan let out a low growl in rejoinder, his jeans tightening as the image of you wearing nothing but his flannel flooded through his mind. he felt a fleeting note of shame from getting aroused so quickly, but you always had that effect on him, there was no benefit in denying it.
âis that so?â he spoke, his voice dropping an obvious octave.
his free hand snaked down towards his belt, unbuckling it with a deft precision. the soft metallic clink of the prong releasing resounded across the line, the vivid picture of logan freeing his erection from the confines of his boxers sending warmth through your body.
âwish you were here to help me, baby,â he murmured, his voice now a sultry tone.
there was an unequivocal tremble in your breath as his words registered, his sultry tone sending heat directly towards your core. you squeezed your legs together gently, your inner thighs slick with arousal.
âtouch yourself for me, baby. give me something to keep me goinâ until i get back,â logan commanded serenely, the underlying hunger in his voice betraying his true intentions.
âokay,â you whispered, obliging to his order almost immediately due to the growing ache between your legs.
your hand glided down the plane of your chest and down your midriff, slowly dipping beneath the hem of loganâs flannel. you adjusted yourself against the mattress, parting your legs slightly and reposing into the pillows.
the handset was still fitted between your head and shoulder, causing your neck to strain scarcely. but you paid no mind to that, gradually working your hand down towards your glistening folds, moist with anticipation.
âgodâŠâ you suppressed a moan, your lower lip slipped between your teeth to silence yourself.
âcâmon, donât hold out on me. i wanna hear all those pretty little moans,â logan whispered, tugging down his jeans and yanking his boxers down slightly.
he freed his pulsing erection, thick veins running along the shaft, stopping at his glossy tip. he grasped the handset firmly in one hand, leaking cock in the other. his calloused palm added a partial bit of extra friction, already causing his ragged breaths to huff heavier.
your fingers finally came into contact with your soaked pussy, a quick gasp escaping your lips at the sudden connection. your eyes fluttered shut for a brief moment, adjusting to the feeling of your fingers working their way over the sensitive bundle of nerves.
âf-fuckâŠlogan,â you moaned, beginning to set a rhythmic circling motion around your clit.
the sound of his name elicited from your lips like that was enough to make him come undone. his grip tightened on the handset, his other hand sliding up and down his length at a slow pace. his jaw tensed, pleasure sparking through his lower half as he jerked himself off.
âthatâs it, babyâŠlemme hear ya,â logan cooed, proceeding to work his hand against his length, pre-cum beading at the tip.
his words sent you into a moaning frenzy, your hips bucking up against your fingers as they continued their stimulating assault. your mind was solely focused on imagining logan beside you, picturing that they were his fingers instead of yours.
âfuck,â he groaned, uneven breaths leaving his lips as he picked up the pace, the pleasure building up at a rapid pace. the sound of your moans drove him unruly, his mind painted with how you looked. all sprawled out on the bed, cheeks rosy and fingers slick with your fluids.
the two of you simultaneously pleasured yourselves, the delicious cocktail of moans mixing together. all of the built up longing was being appeased, a temporary distraction from the distance between you both.
âfeels sâgood,â you uttered, opening your eyes to glance down at your fingers and the arousal that coated them.
you swallowed thickly, gnawing at your bottom lip as you prodded one against your entrance. you brows furrowed at the sensation, jaw slacking as you slowly slipped your finger inside. the intrusion took a few seconds to adapt to, before you decided to add another.
âlogan!â you whined, another digit sinking into your tight channel.
loganâs whole body tensed at the sound of your voice switching to a higher pitch, a grunt escaping through his gritted teeth. he fisted his cock quicker, knuckles repeatedly grazing against the coarse hair at his base. his hand was slick with pre-cum, eyebrows upturned in bliss with every pump of his hand.
âthatâs right, darlinâ. so good for me,â he spoke breathlessly, clearly nearing the edge of release as he struggled to choke out the words.
goosebumps travelled up your body as you began to piston your digits in and out of your hole, the sound of his voice urging you on even further. the lewd sound of your fingers penetrating your tight hole filled the room, so audible that even logan could hear it. he let out a guttural groan in response, using all of his strength to refrain himself from cumming right there and then.
âneed you, lo,â you cried, drool wetting your lips as they parted even wider.
âfuck, baby, iâm right here. focus on my voice,â he mandated hoarsely, stifling a guttural moan as he thrusted into his hand, pre-cum dribbling down his knuckles.
âyouâre gonna cum for me, arenât ya? you gonna listen to me?â
arousal dripped onto the under-sheet as you continued your movements, curling your fingers into a beckoning motion. tears pricked at your eyes from the overwhelming pleasure, fingers plunging in and out of your taut hole.
ây-yesâŠiâm gonna cum,â you babbled, sporadic moans leaving your lips.
logan felt his orgasm approaching, his pace speeding up against his twitching cock, eager for that sweet release. he grunted softly, that familiar tension coiling low in his abdomen. his jaw slacked, his sealed clutch on the handset almost destroying it from how strong it was.
âcum for me, baby. make a mess for me,â he exhorted through a groan, feeding onto his approaching release with the faint sounds of your pussy and the sultry moans escaping your lips.
you relentlessly pumped your fingers into your aching hole, fingers gripping the silk under-sheet beneath you. the handset was still slotted between your head and shoulder, digging into your cheek. but the subtle pain mixed with the intense pleasure only pushed your further, hips jolting upwards as you felt your stomach tightening.
âf-fuck!â you shouted, your climax crashing over you at an intense force. your eyes turned white for a brief second, slipping back into your head as ecstasy rippled over your body in repeated motions.
logan came just a few seconds after you, bucking up into his hand as hot ropes of his seed spurted all over his abdomen, âf-fuckinâ christâŠshit,â he rasped, shaky breaths escaping his lips as his motions slowed, milking his cock for all its worth.
your juices coated your fingers, glistening beneath the dim lighting of the bedroom. you slowly pulled them out of your channel, sighing heavily at the sudden emptiness. your chest rose and fell in exasperation, the aftershocks of the orgasm completely stilling you.
logan basked in the silence for a moment, staring down at the gluey mess of cum dribbling down his knuckles and onto his waistline, coating the coarse hair just below his pelvis.
âguess the wait was worth it then, huh?â logan finally spoke, chuckling breathlessly.
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Just Like Old Times
Jake 'Hangman' Seresin & F!Reader
Written for @narcosfandomdiscord Book of Inception: fanwork that provides an origin story for a character that doesn't have one & "He made me who I am" & improvement
Warnings: 18+, language
Word Count: 2.4k
A/N: the way that the last week or so has gone really just zapped all the motivation and creativity out of me, so getting this written really fought me every step of the way lmao. but i will say, that thinking about Jake Seresin in high school was fun. giving him a brother was also fun. going three for three on these prompts was challenging and rewarding and fun. and now i want to revisit these two at some point because idk i have issues lmao
You knew from the second that youâd walked into The Hard Deck that night that he didnât remember you. Part of you didnât really blame him, high school being such a distant memory for all of you now. Not just in years, but in all the experiences youâd packed into those years as well. From one standpoint you understood itâŠsort of.
From another standpoint you couldnât believe that he could look you in the face and not say a word, not have even the tiniest flicker of recognition. He had looked right at you, and moved right on along to the next person. No matter how much things changed, they always stayed the fucking same.
It wasnât until everyone was sitting out on the beach after the football game that the two of you even had a real conversation. Up until that point everyone had been running circles around each other, and you had much bigger things to worry about than Jake Seresinâs recollections of you, or lack thereof.
You were mid-conversation with Bob and Natasha when you noticed that neither of them were really looking at you anymore. You searched their faces, trying to figure out what it was that they were looking at.
Natasha leaned back, palms sinking into the sand as she said, âBagman, six oâclock and incoming.â
You rolled your eyes, still not turning around to look at him. âMan knows how to ruin a good day.â
You didnât have to look back to know how close he was, the tilts of Bobâs and Natashaâs head spelling out that information for you. His footfalls were nearly silent on the sand. Without realizing it, the closer he got, the deeper you pushed your fingertips into the sand like you were searching for something to grip onto.
Suddenly you were cast in Hangmanâs shadow as he stood directly behind you. You shut your eyes for a moment, the longest blink ever as you tried hard to bite your tongue.
âLadies,â he said, and you didnât have to be looking at him to know exactly what his face looked like. âBobby.â
Natasha was squinting against the sun but she still pulled a bit of a face. âItâs a good day, Hangman,â she said with just enough warning in her tone. âLetâs keep it that way.â
He chuckled, and you could see from the movement of his shadow that he was holding his hands out. âEvery day at Top Gun is a good day, Phoenix. Thought you wouldâve known that already.â
You were hoping that it was just going to be a quick thing, an in-passing comment that he made because he simply couldnât bring himself to walk by your little trio without saying anything. But of course it wasnât. Somehow the shift went from Natasha making extremely thinly veiled comments to the effect that Jake should hit the goddamn bricks, to him plopping down on the ground right there with you. He wedged himself right there between you and Bob like he had been there the whole time.
It didnât take very long after that for Natasha to find a reason to leave. And wherever Natasha went, Bob was only ever a few steps behind. That left it with just you and Jake and the ocean that was slowly beginning to calm in front of you. It was a scene that couldâve been a peaceful one if the man sitting next to you had any interest in that.
Legs bent and pulled up towards you, you draped your arms across your knees. You were staring out at the receding waves as you asked, âTo what do I owe the pleasure, Seresin?â
You could feel him staring at you and you made a point to not return the gesture. âWhereâd you say you were from?â
You shook your head. âI didnât. Also donât think youâve actually asked me a question directly the entire time weâve been here.â You cast him a glance. âToo busy giving Rooster a hard time.â
He narrowed his eyes slightly at you like he was studying you, but there was still a smirk on his face. The more time you spent around him, the more you wondered if that was just what his face defaulted to these days. He leaned back on his palms, legs stretched out in front of him.
âWasnât until I heard Phoenix call you by your last name earlier that I realizedââ
âWow,â you barked out with a laugh, unable to stop yourself. âYouâve been running drills and sitting in class with me for how long and it took until today for you to recognize me? No sense of dĂ©jĂ vu sitting two rows over from me and picking on other kids in class? Nothinâ jogged your memory even a little?â
He leaned back, brows meeting for a moment. âWhen did youââ
âThe first night we all got here!â you said, gesturing emphatically at nothing.
The smirk instantly returned to his face. âIâm that memorable, huh?â
You rolled your eyes and shook your head. âFuck off.â
âWhat? Câmon, you canât be mad.â
âIâm not mad.â
âNo?â he asked, chuckling like he knew better than to believe you. A lot of confidence in your character for someone who only remembered who you were within the last two hours.
âNo. Being mad would suggest that Iâm somehow surprised that youâre still the way that you are. And Iâm definitelyâŠnot.â You sighed. âYouâre still Jake Seresin. Only difference now isââ
âMy rank? The number of confirmed kills I have?â he tried to fill in the blanks, cocky as heâd ever been.
You looked at him. âOnly difference is now youâre old enough to know better.â You saw the way he rolled his eyes at you and couldnât help but to say, âI don't get you, Jake.â
The look on his face let you know that it had been a long time since someone referred to him by just his first name, not his last or his callsign. There was something intimate about it in a way. You wouldn't have given it any thought if he hadn't flinched at it.
He recovered as quickly as he could, that air of nonchalance reappearing around him. âI'm no Mystery Man.â He held his hands out in a brief gesture, like an invitation to scan him over. âWhat you see is what you get.â
It wasn't untrue. Jake Seresin had never been the type of person who lived a double life. Who he was around you was exactly who he was around everyone else. Maybe when it was just him, when there was no one else in the room looking to him or expecting anything from him, he was a different person. Not that it matteredâthe world was never going to know. Reaching as far back as you could in your brain for memories of him, he'd always been some version of the man sitting in the sand next to you. He was just looking a little more refined these days.
You had just been hoping, when you'd seen him again, that maybe he would've changed by now. Nothing would be different if he wasn't different, but it would've been nice if it could be. The longer you looked at him, the more you tried to un-blur all of the memories that you hadn't bothered to tap into in a long time.
âHow's your brother these days?â you asked, diverting course just slightly.
The question was immediately met with an eye-roll. âFine.â
You had to let out a quiet laugh at that. âYeah? That good, huh?â
He shrugged. âYou want the play-by-play or something?â He shook his head, looking out at the ocean instead of at you. âHe's fine.â
âYou two not get along anymore or something? I thought you were bothââ
âI see him on holidays. We text on birthdays. He is off doingâŠwhatever he does.â
You hadn't expected the tension. From what you remembered, the two of them had gotten along well enough. His brother was a few years ahead of both of you, in his senior year of high school when the two of you were freshman. But he'd always been nice, nicer than Jake had been anyway. But they ran in a lot of the same circles, played a lot of the same sports, and they seemed to have a relatively good time doing it. Judging by the way that Jake was avoiding looking in your direction, you were now wondering if you were misremembering it all.
âWe're grown-ups now, you know,â you offered up finally. âIf you don't want to talk about him you can just say that.â
He flipped it right back on you. âWe're grown-ups now, I can answer questions about Tommy if you have them.â
You laughed quietly and shook your head. âI can see that. The answers you've given so far have been so thorough and paint such a clear picture.â It got him to laugh even though you could tell that he didnât want to give you the satisfaction. After a moment you cleared your throat. âYou guys just seemed to get along back then, is all.â
Now he was looking at you again. âYeah, Tommy got along with everyone back thenâstill does.â
You hummed in amusement. âGuess that trait isn't a genetic one, then.â
He cracked a small grin as he swatted sand at you. âFunny.â There was a pause, and you were waiting for him to pick something else to talk about, or for him to just get up and leave. Instead, he gave himself a moment and then said, âTommy graduated with a full ride, but even when he was gone somehow I was stillâŠâ he trailed off. âNavy was the first place I wasn't a legacy kid. No footsteps to follow. Just me.â
âHmm,â you nodded, not sure what you really wanted to say in response to that.
He caught your uncertainty. âWhat?â
âNothing, I justâŠyou wanna say that your brother, your family, your whoever was why you were like that back then. Fine, I get that, kind of. But then why,â you curled your fingers into the sand, âare you still up to all the same shit?â
âI'm notââ
âYou are.â The laugh you let out was dry. âI'm one of the only people here that you can't lie to about that. I knew you back then, and I know you now, and from what I've seen? Not much has changed.â
The pinch of his brows let you know that what you were saying was getting to him, whether he admitted to it or not. He tried to hide it, and was semi-successful at itâit probably would've fooled someone else. âIf it ain't brokeââ
You didn't let him get to the end of the sentence. âThere's always room for improvement.â
You were used to laughing at your own little one-liners, but Jake laughing at them too was new, especially when they were at his expense. Whatever the two of you were doing in that moment, it was the closest to being friends that you'd ever been. It was still a stretch but it was something.
âI don't know, you stack my resumĂ© up against anyone else's here and I'd say I'm about as improved as it gets.â
âI think the one thing that could definitely still do with some improving is your humility,â you rebutted with a laugh. You geared up to hear some comment about how there was no need to be humble if he could back up everything that he was saying. When he didnât, you said, âAnd, if you feel like taking suggestionsââ
âYou got another one for me?â he joked.
You laughed. âYeah, of course.â You cleared your throat. âYou said it yourself that this is the one place where none of that other stuff matters, like it never happened. So maybe, when you get a chance, you should get around to dropping all the bitterness that goes along with the brotherhood rivalry.â You shrugged, offering a small smile. âCocky doesn't pair well with the sad, âHe made me who I am,â shtick.â
He raised his eyebrows in surprise as he laughed. âYou're meaner than I remember.â
âYeah, that's because you don't remember me,â you said, the lift at the ends of your lips taking the sting out of your words.
The look of surprise didnât fade from his face, neither did the amusement. âDamn.â
You still had a smile on your face as you stood back up. Brushing the sand off the backs of your legs, you looked at him. It was a strange feeling, caught between remembering how things were back then and knowing how they were now. A lot of things hadn't changed, clearly, but the circumstances certainly had. You wanted more of it to be different, but there was no saying it so plainly.
âYou heading back?â you asked, standing completely upright.
He looked up at you from where he was sitting. Shaking his head, he replied, âNot yet.â
You cocked your head to the side, folding your arms over your chest. âGoing to sit out here with your thoughts?â
He chuckled and shrugged. âWell, you did give me a lot to think about.â
âDon't think too hard,â you joked as you started to walk away, âotherwise smokeâll start coming out of your ears.â
âYour concern is touching!â he called after you, laughing as he spoke.
Turning around to face him, you continued walking away. ïżœïżœïżœGuess I'm just too sentimental for my own good!â you replied, throwing your hands up in apparent exasperation with yourself.
You could still see the grin on his face as you turned back around. Even with your back to him, you still found yourself smiling too. You knew better than to get your hopes up for much, but there was still part of you that was thinking that maybe there was still a chance for things to start changing before all was said and done.
There was still the very large possibility that things would continue to be the same as they ever were. You knew that. But, the same way you'd been wanting things to be different the first night you turned up at The Hard Deck, you still wanted things to be different now. It felt a little more attainable now than it had then. And, if nothing else, at least you knew that this time everything was going to be a bit more memorable.
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god why is there never a perfect option, I have found two places where I can buy the Nimona comic book (yes only two and one is in a different country because idk screw availability of anything ig) but one is in Czech and shipping costs almost one half of the price of the book and the other place is fucking German Amazon where it is actually in English and I would get free shipping but it costs two times more than the one in Czech Republic and has those disgusting sticker graphics on it
#Or I coul get the czech one on my own because bus tickets cost actually a little bit less than shipping which is ironic#but I am not really a fan of comic books in czech they always sound a little bit off#and I like getting books in original if I know the language#but on the other hand I do not want to order anything from amazon#and the stickers are so fucking big oh my god#and I am broke so#uhh idk#I could possibly wait like a month because then I will need to go to the town where the bookshop is anyway#but what if it gets sold out by then#fuck idk someone help T-T#nimona
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#i saw someone talking about how they had copies of the same book in multiple languages and i was like.... why tho#like i get collecting multiple language editions of a favorite of yours#but this was presented as specifically for reading in other languages#idk am i the odd one out here?#i will not read anything translated Into Japanese#the way i look at it is that i learn languages to get a deeper understanding of the author's original intent#but as of right now theres still a little bit of a language barrier#translation is already a type of barrier between you and the original work#so why would i want to be twice removed from what the author is saying#languages#langblr#studyblr#language learning#benkyou posting#polls#memes#studyinspo#polyglot#the only reason i can see myself reading a book translated into japanese is if i really want to read it but japanese is the only#available language i know#but even then#i always have so many books to read that it really wouldnt make a difference if i either a. read it or not#or b. waited for it to be translated into english#i do know that im weird about translations though
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Has anyone read Fourth Wing translated into another language and did you agree with the Violet/Violence nickname translations in said language? Because I'm reading through the Bulgarian version rn and they. Fucking transliterated it??? With a FOOTNOTE??? Explaining what Violence means in English??? Even though it's not a one-time thing but a recurring nickname and the use of Sudden English Word in-text in what's meant to be flirty, charged and tender moments later is fucking jarring??? I am Shaking With Rage.
#fourth wing#the empyrean#like okay I get it translation is subjective and localising puns and other wordplay is nigh impossible#and even if you localize the terms there will always be a portion of the readers upset with you for 'changing it'#but that's the nature of translation. because translation is also a type of Fucking Art#you could have done something clever with it! something playful and sweet and a lil mocking and flirty#and then if you're so damn upset about losing the Violet/Violence thing just put THAT in a FOOTNOTE#explaining the intentions of the original text and why you've chenged it#this is like if in Harry Potter and the chamber of secrets voldemort rearranges his name for Harry to spell out#'I am Lord Voldemort' but use his English name so the letters don't fit and then in a footnote explain that#oh well IN ENGLISH IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE- like stfu??? are you or are you not a translator?? do you or do you not know#how to use creative liberties when faced with a phrase that doesn't have a direct translation from one language to another???#wtf are they teaching you in class how to become google translate??? don't translate the words translate The Vibes! The Rhetorical Devices!!#istg this is fucking ridiculous I almost quit the damn book over this I will never psychologically recover
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imaginary book: âThe Ruined Idylls of Calomarâ, low fantasy (quite obscure, authorship disputed; philologists suspect the first draft was written in a Celtic or Semitic language in the late 19th or early 20th century.)
The Ruined Idylls of Calomar by A.E. Mann
This haunting work of fantasy claims to be the journals of an unnamed scholar living in exile after the fall of the hidden lands of Calomar. Once a thriving, peaceful, highly civilized culture, its glory was brought low by the pride, greed, and wrath of kings, scholars, explorers and warriors who fought for glory, power, and honor, until its final destruction by a dark, nameless weapon left only a scant handful of survivors to escape and tell the tale. In haunting language, the narrator writes of Calomar's glory and intrigue, its final fall, and his irresistible yet doomed attempts to return to his lost homeland and learn what, if anything, has survived.
#imaginary book recs#answered asks#this one was recommended to me by a friend whose tastes are much more cultured than mine#as in she's reading gormenghast and lord dunsany while i read mediocre self-published fairy tale retellings#i read the gutenberg version right on my computer while procrastinating#the description sounds more generic than it actually is#it's like a bridge between those victorian explorer atlantis lost land tales and a more modern take on fantasy#i wouldn't be surprised if it was an influence on tolkien or at least i suspect they're drawing from similar traditions#these people are much less noble and the narrative rather sadder than tolkien's#but i was still enthralled#sometimes you need to read about people who are better than you#and sometimes you need to watch the intrigues of people who fight and fail#and this one fits well into the latter tradition without losing that sense of wonder and goodness that undergirds good fantasy#the language is kind of dense but once you get going i found it rather readable#you have to be in the right mood and fortunately i found it at the right time#i'd like to see if i could find an annotated version one day#i don't know as much as i'd like about the origins and authorship and all those things like that#and at the very least i suspect there are worlds of references that i'm missing
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don carlos by friedrich schiller is the most wild thing i've read all year and i'm only in act 2
#this is giving me flashbacks to when i read the winter's tale and i was literally slamming my fists and emphatically shaking the book#because i just could not believe the level of DRAMA i was reading (and the craft with which it was written)#i just closed act 2 scene 3 and im like GIRRRRLLLLL#princess of eboli im rooting for you#nobody tell me if something shitty happens w her im having a good time right now#tales from diana#up until act 2 scene 2 i was getting phaedra-meets-prince hal (of the henry iv plays) vibes#but then those next two scenes were CRAAAAZY#and i should mention phaedra by racine is one of my favorite plays#schiller also has a beautiful skill at language if the translations are doing him any justice#i dont know german so im not reading the originals naturally but just. the edition i have. the verse is so beautiful#i also read his mary stuart this year and it was also great but im losing my mind at don carlos#i was intimidated by this play too though bc it's nearly 200 pages in my copy of his works! which is a p big book#but OOOHHHHH my god#im just over 1/3rd through the play and i cant imagine how it gets any wilder#but wooooow. WOWWWW#schiller might be the first non-anglophone writer ive read who ive seen called 'the shakespeare of his culture'#and i actually felt that the comparison like. did justice.#the intensity ive felt reading these 2 schiller plays are very much how i feel reading the greatest shakespeare plays#not that the greatest/most acclaimed writers of other languages ive read arent AS GREAT as shakespeare#but like. moliïżœïżœre i'll use as an example bc i love what i've read of him.#he's the most globally well-known french writer of verse plays but that doesn't make him like shakespeare.#he's very much in his own camp of artistic genius. his craft is also very different. the resulting products are super unique#from what is typical of a shakespeare play.#schiller's style AT LEAST FROM THE TWO PLAYS IVE READ very much have the same depth of character#complexity of plot#and grace of verse.#im obsessed! king!
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How can I have started a book, read the blurb on the back, the title and 30 pages, but only when Iâm tracking my progress on the StoryGraph and only finding an English version of the book when searching by isbn I realise that the book is in fact in English and not in Dutch as Iâd been convinced?!?!
#I also doubted for a second whether I read little thieves last week in English or Dutch#but it was English because I was thinking about how I did not vibe with how the English handled the German like words#I think this is the second time this happened to me with a book but damn#I am really fucked up now#this confuses me so much#Iâm blaming the libraryâs Nieuw sticker#oh and the blurb the library put on the inside is also in Dutch#so it didnât even click when I first read the English blurb on the back and then the Dutch blurb inside#I am not observant#my thought process was: huh weird the title in the app is english#checks the title on my book: is in English#me: huh weird but then sometimes they donât translate titles#*checks the blurb* *is also in English*#*frantically checks the inside* *is also in English*#me: âŠ#just like I kinda often read bits of text where I could not tell you the language right?#like I Google something and I go to Wikipedia and sometimes thatâs Dutch Wikipedia and sometimes itâs English#and I donât really notice or care#but now I was CONVINCED I was reading in Dutch#and thatâs whatâs getting me here#if you ask me what language this Wikipedia page was I would just not know#but if youâd asked me what language my book was Iâd have said Dutch with full conviction#but itâs not????#i made an original post#part time booklr#books#reading#part time langblr
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I think trying to tackle the whole book is the struggle. I had a Cosette picture book as a kid that started with her being dropped off and ended with her walking away with Jean valjean in her new clothes and carrying her doll. I loved it so much and then my mum told me it was part of a bigger book so I read all her bits in the book skipping any long descriptions. I was a kid so I only read to the end of her schooling in the convent. And then over the years I would go back and read more about fantine and then Cosette and Marius and then finally Jean valjean bits. And by that time I actually found the sewer descriptions interesting although I still skip the Waterloo lol
oh I've definitely read other chunks of the book! just regarding a literary white whale, reading the brick the full way through is something i DO want to do.
#certified protectcosette original#answered#anonymous#i know your hearts in a good place but i'm gonna be honest I don't love being told by someone else why i'm struggling#the struggle is that i have adhd and have to put more concentration into reading long blocks of text#i've read 30 books this year and probably 26 ot them were audiobooks bc i have a better time processing literature that way#and books with older language also just tend to take more mental power to get through. i've been reading peide and prejudice since february#and i've only gotten like 46% through. i can only read small bits at a time#and the brick is nothing BUT tiny text and paragraph walls and old language. there's very little dopamine reward#tell me what you like to do to read les mis but don't tell me why i'm struggling? does that make sense for you?
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To any slav whoâs a fan of The Witcher
Try and enjoy a listen of the polish audiobooks, theyâre just So Good (you can follow by reading the book in your native language)
I am having blast 7hours in
#the witcher#its like when you hear voices in your head along with all the visualisation#like you know when your brain is trying to imagine what original language might sound but its made up#so now you dont have to have it made up#AND because youâre slav you can follow along and not get terribly lost#its fascinating to me i love languages#jsjdkdkddk aaaaa its so much fun#the audiobooks are amazinG the voiceacting and ambient sounds???? so good?#anyway dont look at me i literally managed to read both cz and sk translation whilst listening i might have a problem of the neurodivergent#variety#the witcher books
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look, I know I've talked about this essay (?) before but like,
If you ever needed a good demonstration of the quote "Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic", have I got an exercise for you.
Somebody made a small article explaining the basics of atomic theory but it's written in Anglish. Anglish is basically a made-up version of English where they remove any elements (words, prefixes, etc) that were originally borrowed from romance languages like french and latin, as well as greek and other foreign loanwords, keeping only those of germanic origin.
What happens is an english which is for the most part intelligible, but since a lot everyday english, and especially the scientific vocabulary, has has heavy latin and greek influence, they have to make up new words from the existing germanic-english vocabulary. For me it kind of reads super viking-ey.
Anyway when you read this article on atomic theory, in Anglish called Uncleftish Beholding, you get this text which kind of reads like a fantasy novel. Like in my mind it feels like it recontextualizes advanced scientific concepts to explain it to a viking audience from ancient times.
Even though you're familiar with the scientific ideas, because it bypasses the normal language we use for these concepts, you get a chance to examine these ideas as if you were a visitor from another civilization - and guess what, it does feel like it's about magic. It has a mythical quality to it, like it feels like a book about magic written during viking times. For me this has the same vibe as reading deep magic lore from a Robert Jordan book.
#off topic#literature#language#linguistics#science#science history#science fiction#fantasy#physics#atomic theory#anglish#chemistry#robert jordan#the wheel of time#uncleftish beholding
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i shut up abt ffxiv for now hii good noon u all take care :3 <333
#⯠ê°á starry thoughts à»ê± *·Ë#funny thing is whenever i ramble or talk irl. it's so alphinaud LMFAO!!!!!#actually unintentionally i do the đ€âïž irl. wnvr i talk and wna bring smth up or wtvr i put my finger up. my friends bully me for it đđđ#even my Dad calls me a nerd but wtf mate i got this from you... bro decided to make me and my twin into video games And music And literature#and he's the kinda guy who likes all music? so me and jodi got into that. but also w lit and games LMFAOOO#and the space-nerd in us... we literally have a space encyclopaedia we were obsessed w as kids bcs of our aunt on his side (i love her!)#and it's bcs of him we have books from mr richard feynman and mr carl sagan and Evolution and#does he. did he not expect us to fall in love w science and stem and so many interests when he made us grow up w bill nye and other shows#and everything and all that. to the point i asked my friends to get me the origin of species for my bday bcs they wanted to get me smth#and i kind of begged my parents to let me buy katie mack's book when i saw it in the store for the first (and since then Only) time#LMFAO. yeah. i love being a nerd.#it's silly tho bcs he's the reason we have philosophy books on the bookshelf which made me obsessed w the nicomachean ethics when he hasn't#even finished it (but why do we have 2 copies of it... that's so silly) and Wow. yeah#so now i love classics and fantasy and nonficton and science books and philosophy and etc#and music from classical to metal to pop to rock to the random in betweens and other languages#and the reason why i am so good w tech and love games sm. wow#sorry to yap abt my dad and Our interests and abt being a nerd LMFAO#been thinking abt this again bcs i asked my dad (again) who his fav in ff7 is. and also may the 4th Star Wars i love you#and my dad has the whole collection of star trek movies but somehow depsite growing up w it i Haven't gotten into star trek properly.#OH AND b4 he said aerith is his fav in ffvii :3 or barret. for diff reasons. YAY aerith he's just like me frfr#but yeah recently he said basically all of them bcs they all have their own characters and stories that are huzzah. man i love my dad#rambles over. i stop oversharing. but it's ok i overshare but barely anyone knows a thing abt me i am so mysterious âïžđ«”đđđ
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Now it's time to actually read the adventures of pinocchio since I've never truly read it
#i think i would've been more interested in Italian class if we had read pinocchio in its original language#I'm so fascinated by the source material but having read a summary of the story I'm like#i don't think these movies capture the stylized pain and death (?)#I'll let you know my thoughts on it when i get back to the book rn i want a nap#mikh talks
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I was like, recently years old that I found out Orpheus and Eurydice is Just Book OF LIFe????? Like what?/! That's
#book of life spoilers#I'm trying to use tumblr language properly#anyway#can't believe I had to sandman to find this out#I googled the myth and indeed its core shared elements with book of life I noticed in the sandman retelling are still present#I worded the post this way because that' probably definitely not book of life's only mythological influence#But 1) musician#2) gf gets bitten by a snake#3) musician goes to the land of the dead to save gf#and 4) sings and everyone cries#with the twist and stuff even though you know maria is okay#and then#there's that good dramatic irony#I think#pretty sure if I remember correctly#it still like#subverts that part of the original myth#so even if you know it you don't totally know what to expect and that's rad
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Y'know. There were several ups and downs when I was working for the mouse, and the downs were always really, really bad. But like also I'm glad for them because four years ago I absolutely would not have said SHIT about being given a shift that conflicts with my availability and just worked it hoping it never happened again. Now I will talk to all four fucking managers who work throughout the entire day I've been here until one of them listens instead of pushing back and getting pissy about me saying it's not my fault and sure, I'll try to find coverage to be nice, but not my fucking problem if I can't find it, can't work the shift, they can't mark me as a no show and they can die mad about it because they should've thought about it before giving me a shift I can't work đ€·
#vent#obvs i said all that in more professional language#but like i was fucking firm about it that yeah i'll humor them and ask around but that's also not my job bc it wasn't my mistake#so if they end up understaffed sucks to suck. only so much i can do if everyone i talked to was booked and busy#not my fault some idiot who makes more than me to do one single task on a 9-2 schedule weekdays only didn't have her shit together#anyways i am Proud of myself bc i no longer take shit#sucks that it took those lows to get to this point but y'know what? i'm grateful#wish i could've learned these lessons a different way#obvs. but i am glad that i did learn them#anyways today sucked but i got almost 7.5 paid hours instead of the 6.5 i was originally supposed to get so âïž#somewhat makes up for me needing to call out last sunday lmao#also i put up with soooo much shit i am a Team Player if i refuse to back down and choose a hill to die on it means smth to me#extend me to a 10 and a half hour shift and only take a 30 meal break instead of the hour i'm entitled to?#yeah okay sure more money and the break schedule is already fucked so i don't wanna screw over everybody else#gotta clock in half an hour early and stay twenty minutes late? no problem i'm here may as well. plus money#need me to train someone when i only restarted here 2 months ago 4 years after the last time i worked here? sure. why not.#blind leading the goddamn blind and all that but like i also know what situations ppl have gotten most pissed at me in#so lemme teach you how to do some of the shit nobody explains the way they need to#so if i call out it's bc my legs well and truly WILL give the fuck out if i try to stand on them for longer than 5 mins#and if i say i shouldn't be the one to fix their mistake but i'll try a lil. i am a nice person i am a team player i can and will take shit#from them but also i am not a goddamn pushover#i know my limits and i know my worth
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