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но что, если тяга делать зло станет чуть сильней чем я?
это мне не повезло не устоять.
#gif warning#flash warning#tw body horror#tw distorted face#well I tried#I hope you like it!#if you do pls say it#I swear it really matters to me and I would be happy to know if you like it 💕#please I crave human connection#so if you'd like to tell me - tell me#I really feel lonely although it may seem week to crave connection so much#I just feel a bit unworthy#and I know it's probably horrible#but if you like it... you know#that would be so lovely#and yeah#it's more of a vent edit again#body horror for me is the way to express feelings#like distortion#body horror is truly the best thing to do do#ts4 screenshots#ts4#ts4 edit#sims 4 edit#симблер#симблог#simblr#my edits#*olya's edits
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Hey man sorry I've not posted in a while, it's a funny story actually. I actually got arrested for stealing bread for my sister and her seven starving children. yeah, it was pretty bad. I tried to escape 3 times so yeah I got 19 years, yeah and then I broke my parole and now there's this slutty little man after me, yeah I think he has a crush on me or smt idk
#jean valjean#javert#bro im so sorry i fully ABANDONED that fanfiction#ive become the very thing i sought to destroy#I'll probably go back to it at some point....#les miserables#victor hugo#les mis#les misposting#valvert#in all seriousness I'm really sorry if you were committed to the fic i know a lot of people were but im going through the incredibly#horrible palaver of completely losing interest in a hyperfixation#who knows maybe one day ill go mental and write all of the rest of it
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holding hands and running from chaos
#this was an inbox request#i replied to it but the post didnt work for some reason#and i dont remember who sent it#my bad?#it went something like “gideon and kremy holding hands (probably running from chaos)”#they were supposed to buy one (1) egg#and uh#you know how it goes#whatever happens at the egg store stays in the egg store#or its ashes#i love drawing them tiny#look at them!! theyre just little guys!!! (and horrible people!!! but!)#coalecroux#kremy lecroux#gideon coal#kremy x gideon#ouaw#ouaw fanart#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#my art
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2am post jumpscare
#found this and wanted to clean it up rq lol#these guys don’t deserve it ✌️😔#well probably idk#idk anything abt dream just that ppl either make him super effeminate or a horrible person a lot#<- tapping on the door of sans peoples club#do you guys even like him or#/j#except for sunny he seems nice :*)#but man when it comes to the others it 100% feels like ‘well this story/fic/comic needs a villain sooo’#like. I’m not a shooter for sf sans at all but like. ppl don’t even bother making him a sans most of the time it’s like they just turn him#into some anime villain or smth. what to hell#and do NOT even get me started on uf Papyrus Chara and Flowey I will chew through concrete#snow and hail#undertale#underfell#swapfell#undertale dream#is his AU just called dreamtale I genuinely don’t know#I think so#underfell papyrus#flowey#chara#undertale chara#undertale flowey#swapfell sans#god I am NOT used to tagging so many characters#bye
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Kurvitz stresses that Kim doesn't actually have a character sheet hidden in Disco Elysium's code. Imagining that Lieutenant Kitsuragi has only one natural attribute point in Motorics helps the ZA/UM team to understand the depth of his character beyond what's referenced in the game's dialogue. "We just came up with this stuff for coherency," says Kurvitz. "And because we're nerds."
"I like to think Kim has a Thought Cabinet project called Revolutionary Aerostatic Brigades that he's worked on since he was a teenager," Kurvitz says. "This raises the learning caps for his Reaction Speed and Interfacing."
Kim's high Volition skill makes him impervious to prying, Kurvitz says, as the detective can find out on occasions being met with Kim's brick-wall resolve. Kim often chastises these whims of the detective's, but will occasionally play along. The Lieutenant finds his new partner funny, says Kurvitz.
Kim is naturally shit at Motorics and thinks Harry is funny source
#THE GUY WHO SO MANY THOUGHT WAS THE MISSING MOTORICS BUILD IS BAD AT THEM#and thinks cop types are stupid <3#the bajillion points in authority make even more sense. he probably has a lot of natural points in the purple skills?#(addition: so empathy too T_T !!!)#so this means he had to put a lot of points in composture on purpose. and had to learn how to sew and repair motorcarriages the hard way?#the interfacing learning cap is higher but he still had to put points in it to have more than 1#his perception is abysmal and it stayed so#his hand/eye coordination is also bad. his shooting posture is horrible. I wonder how he got to 7/10#I want to poke this nerd with a stick#disco elysium#release the kim character sheet now. what the hell is volta do mar I need to know#he must have volta do mar. h/e coordination. kinetic dressage#(and something related to authority)#they're all in the clothes in the zaum atelier
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Charles' thing is that he wants to feel alive and that's part of the reason why he decided to never move on to the afterlife right? Meanwhile Edwin thinks Charles will move on and that he'll be alone again because 'he isn't good with people'.
But then when the Night Nurse shows up a second time Charles is ready to go wherever -including Hell- as long as Edwin shouldn't have to go back there, meanwhile Edwin refuses that they be split up, and both are okay with being sent together to the Lost and Found Department to be sorted out later as long as they're together-
#does this make sense#like#charles -> stay on earth#then charles is like -> fuck earth edwin n°1#edwin -> stay out of hell and wander alone ig#then edwin -> stay with charles#although you can argue that charles wanted to stick around the one dude that was nice to him since the start but like#idk how to explain it#he'd rather argue for edwin's case than argue to stay on earth#edwin not going back to hell is his main goal in the discussion#meanwhile edwin's goal is that they stay together + that he doesn't go back to hell#i do wonder what it would've looked like if they'd gone to the lost and found department#do they try to escape it#does charles find out where he was headed#anyways another day of being very normal about this show#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#paynland#payneland#i know that charles' whole motivation isn't just that he wishes he were still alive and that he wish he hadn't had his life stolen from him#but my thoughts are not coherent enough for any type of deep character analysis essay and i would probably mischaracterize him horribly#wonder what was edwin's plan when he came out of hell cuz he went back to his highschool so was he just doing a bit of visiting#“oh hello place where i died”
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let's drive out
#klance#voltron#vld#this came to my brain via Valentine Texas by mitski but im not offficially linking it bc i have something dif in mind fpr later#and this one is a faithful visual recreation of the lyrics but not an emotionally faithful one so. i can do better#anyway being taken out to camp in the bed of a pickup truck is like. haha. one of my dark twisted evil romantic fantasies#my country bumpkin upbringing showing through#now you guys know how horrible and wild my unhigned crazy thoughts are...... how unspeakably deranged.....#art#my art#bro im such a fucking faker i will fr get on my soapbox about how often klance fight (even romantically) and then draw the tenderist shit#like 40 times over#so let me amend and clarify by saying this was somehow some stupid shit.#like lance set this up but its because theyve been competing for best date (theres a physical scoreboard on the fridge)#and keith was probably trying to act aloof so that lance wouldnt score as many points#but got so comfy he fell asleep (+15 for lance its going on the scoreboard)#+ lance is abt to sharpie a moustache on his face#mitski
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I haven't drawn Floyd that much take some warmups
#rainyart#trolls#trolls branch#trolls floyd#trolls band together#ceo of drawing things a million people probably have but IDFC!!!! the song literally came into my shuffle as i was drawing the first slide#AND IT HURT REAL GOOD SO I HAD TO OKAY#i have so many thoughts about floyd i kinda tried to convey the vibe of a fucking 10-12 year old kid whos grown up in a very very fucking#disfunctional household who knows he's doing a really horrible thing but he is just SO fucking tired. SO tired and needs to get away#and man i GET IT okay. i get it. why wouldnt he wanna get away okay! of COURSE he would wanna get out and establish himself/figure out who#he is outside of a group! without a label to define how he acts!#oh my fucking GODDDD#but my boy..... branch.... branch!!!!!1! 😭😭😭💔💔💔#anyways anyways anyways. yap sesh over ill see you all next time teehee 😁💥 *kicks my feet*#if u read all that. we r kissing
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Peeped the horrors
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#a-qing#xue yang#A-qing went 'there are horrors he is committing and I am going to peep them' and then faced horrors that she could not fathom#The fact she sees the evidence first hand but it genuinely is too much to handle is a lovely tragedy that betrays her youth#It is interesting that she clearly does have more knowledge than the lay person about cultivators and night hunts (possibly from xxc?)#she does mentally call out xue yang for using the right terminology (betraying his 'no one important' façade)#but corpse poisoning is...well....probably not something she could have known about#so instead she has to encounter this horrible and suspicious event and justify it to keep herself sane#Ah....that's not going into the really interesting ambiguity of xue yangs targets#the people he kills specifically slandered *all three of them*#Was it just for himself? Was there a sense of protectiveness over his two blind companions?#I don't want an answer. I love that it is ambiguous#And oh man. having the noble XXC do the killing is so deviously evil. What a loaded chekov's gun.#you know xxc is gonna have a breakdown over it *when* he finds out. Its all a matter of timing#ok ok funny tag time#I think little apple and xy should meet up so they can swap arson tips. Truly the power team nobody wants. Not even them.#they would fight to the death and little apple would *win*#EDIT: HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUE YANG
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#★ my art#art#honkai star rail#hsr aventurine#hsr dr ratio#ratiorine#aventio#but i just like them being happy#Please.#i was talking abt how cute aventurine being suuper small is#and my friend went ‘ya know its probably cuz he had a horrible childhood and didnt eat well and was probably malnourished’#See and this is why i hate aventurine fans#EVERYTIME I TALK ABT SOMETHING HAPPY ITS EVERYTIME#PLEEEEASE DO YALL THRIVE OFF OF SADNESS#(also an aventurine fan who brings up his backstory every 5 seconds)#anyways besides that#aven reminds me of a cat#and no i wont elaborate#you just get it
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fire.
Guess who was in pain after the new video and made this in *checks* yeah no 20 something minutes in the middle of class.
Burn.
And Blue was back in the Nether again, holding up the child as high as she could while she sunk.
And she was back there, screaming, but now it mingled with the chorus of her friends as they burned.
Hurt.
Hurt.
Hurt.
She floundered, jumping and clinging desperately for the edge, there weren’t any piglins to save her now. Just a lava pit under sakura trees. With that flaring white pain that was so hot, it was as if she was encased in ice.
Again.
Why her friends, too? Why them?
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Green had been distant recently, so it was a bit of a surprise that he offered to invite them out for a picnic. Of course, they all accepted, though some a bit more hesitant than others.
But she’d been eager, wanting to talk about how nice it was that they were spending time together. Especially since Green started influencing… a few weeks ago.
(Oh, that was a few weeks ago? It felt like both minutes and years at the same time.)
It’s been a month since the channel was created. And only ever since then he’s been spending most of his time out in Minecraft doing Alan-knows-what.
But she trusted him, with the picture of cherry blossoms overhead and the basket and how peaceful it all was. Sandwiches too, he’d even told her not to bring any food since he already brought them himself.
Maybe that’s what he’s been doing in Minecraft instead? Making something nice for them besides editing and recording those videos. (Even being closer to him lately, she still didn’t know much about it all. Besides the occasional dance and the slightly older videos. The ones where she knew his smile did reach his eyes because they weren’t obscured by the sunglasses.)
Thinking back, when they ate, she’d caught Red standing up despite everyone else choosing to sit. (They’d said they just preferred to eat that way, and Blue didn’t give a second thought about it.)
That was, until Green got his phone out. He’d gotten it out before, with a quick excuse of replying to comments. That only got her a shrug in response, a reassuring smile.
“It’s fine, we should just trust him on this.”
Then the ground fell open.
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Freezing wasn’t going to do anything. It wasn’t going to get her out of this burning pit of hell.
It wasn’t going to do anything as her body burned.
It wasn’t going to do anything.
But she was watching herself burn to death, her limbs stopping their function as she could only hold on, to the side.
She can pull back up. She had the strength, not the will.
Burn.
Burn.
Burn.
Her eyes closed.
Then there’s another hand against hers, making her open them again.
Yellow was kneeling down, grabbing her arms and hauling her onto the grass.
Blue didn’t move.
She couldn’t move. Not a muscle. Not anything.
Ears ringing.
Burn.
“Are you okay?!”
She couldn’t open her mouth. Someone was screaming in the distance and sounds were echoing off each other. Blurs of color were dancing in front of her vision now that wasn’t that reddish-orange.
But she was there. She was still there.
Fine.
She tried to say, in the tone she’s gotten so used to.
The only response she gave was hugging her knees against her chest.
Staring.
Did she expect him to know?
No, she didn’t.
(It was supposed to be funny!)
#I’M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING ACTUAL SCHOOLWORK RIGHT NOW#ava blue#ava green#ava yellow#ava influencer arc#ava red#(mentioned)#animation vs minecraft#alan becker#<-probably watching everyone collapse in pain and cackling rn#i know blue was confirmed to use he/him but shhh#she/her blue on here#and i have a horrible writing style lmao-#but i’m young let me improve#spoilers? spoilers#ghost's snippets of dumb writing that's exclusive to tumblr#animator vs animation
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project moon is getting me with the girldads double whammy
ryoshu spider bud ego.... ryoshu getting the ego for the abnormality that's so fiercely protective of it's children to the point of murder... combined with how protective the artist is of his daughter in hell screen... she's the best dad on the bus
#i have a lot of feelings about ryoshu getting the spider bud ego#my horrible murderwoman who's also just a fantastic parent#my feelings about outis canto can also be copied over for ryoshu's canto. which is canto 9#i need to see yuzuki. i know she is... probably dead considering uh.#“forest for the flames” is a reference to how she died (in a carriage that was set on fire)#(and a play on “not seeing the forest for the trees” which means focusing too much on detail not seeing the big picture)#(which is what the artist in hell screen was doing. he was so focused on each detail of the hell screen that. y'know)#(he didn't realize the man who commissioned the screen was going to kill his daughter. until it was too late)#and also considering ryoshu's cg from the tgs trailer is probably a nod to. how the artist hung himself after the screen was finished.#because of his daughter's death#i don't think limbus yuzuki survived. but we can hold out hope
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Yuu in your crewel fic is the only one who can actually do the "Rating my teachers on who's most likely to fuck my mom" thing
"Mr trien, 10/10 has never fucked my mom"
"Sam, 3/10. He's come close, but has never fucked my mom"
Picture pans to crewel
"YOU SON OF A-"
Yuu in this fic is very similar to the reader. They've got more of a personality? Than I have given to other Yuu's in the past because they need to be more of a person for the fic to work. They came from an abusive household and were constantly running away until they were placed in y/n chan's care and finally found someone who understood them. They really like the occult, unsolved mysteries, and cryptids. They used to joke about wanting to be a missing person's case but once it became clear y/n chan actually wanted to adopt them they were ecstatic. Anyway-
Cannon, Ace is helping Yuu film this and you can hear him laughing off camera. The amount of disrespect Yuu has for Crewel once they figure out his deal is unreal what dO YOU MEAN YOU FUCKED MY PARENT DUDE? IN THAT UGLY ASS COAT? GROSS 💀💀💀
#<3 asks#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#divus crewel x reader#i am tempted to add a smattering of aceyuu to the fic because i am a horrible person tm and idk#the fic is sort of about cycles? i just think it would be neat if crewel had to watch a similar relationship to the one he lost#start up in front of him while he knows what will happen if yuu goes home. he's lived it ace it isn't worth it#(it's so worth it. living without the one you love is not- trein probably idk)
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FUCK Liam Payne! I will no longer support OT5 and I don’t even want a 1D reunion anymore. It’s so disgusting how so many of you defend these boys actions, but especially Liam, in light of everything that has come out. Maya Henry has every right to speak about her experiences. And it’s gross that I’m seeing literal threads and tweets upon tweets of people calling her a liar and saying all these horrible things. You’re proving Liam right! “No one will believe you anyways and the fans will always defend us!”
Is that not absolutely horrifying to yall? That this man is weaponizing his fanbase against women that he has treated poorly? And yall continue to enable him! Everything Maya said in her recent TikTok was true! Yall defend this abuser because of boy band nostalgia? What the fuck is wrong with some of yall? It makes me sick. It’s always “believe women” “believe victims” until it’s your fave, right?!
We don’t know these people! “He would never do that…” YOU DONT KNOW HIM! These parasocial relationships are going too far.
What’s scary is based on some of the stuff Maya said, I wonder if this is only the tip of the iceberg with Liam. He’s probably done so much shit we don’t even know about. Maybe even the other boys???
I know I’m ranting and no one probably cares but some of the tweets I saw defending Liam were so triggering and upsetting. Trending hashtags like #FreeLiam and #WeLoveYouLiam when a woman CONFIRMED that he abused her is just so sickening. This is why women don’t come forward. This is especially why victims of celebrities and people in power don’t come forward. Because this is how they’re treated. Maya literally even confirmed that Liam and his team have tried to silence her and didn’t want the book to come out. I just… there are no more words.
This whole situation is so triggering… I’m so angry and upset.
Fuck Liam Payne and Fuck all of yall defending him.
#Liam Payne#maya henry#one direction#tw abuse#if she is lying why isn’t he suing for defamation#because she’s not lying#Liam is an abuser and yall need to accept that#I will never support him again#and I’m side eyeing all of the boys who will continue to associate with him after this#there’s no way they or their teams aren’t seeing the accusations#and I’ve been feeling weird about Zayn too ever since the alleged incident with Gigi’s mom#and some women have implied some stuff about him too so I just#and apparently Niall is a cheater which we been knew#Louis and Harry have their own share of drama#the older I get the more the parasocialness is wearing off thank goodness#we don’t know these people#I wouldn’t be surprised if 5/5 are actually horrible people at this point#don’t even get me started on none of them speaking on Palestine#I could go on and on#this situation with Liam is just so messed up and fucking with me#like we knew since Maya’s book came out but still#to hear some of it from her own mouth is different kinda#the stories she could probably tell#I feel so bad for her and hope she is in a place of healing and this doesn’t set her back#end rant
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I don’t know why, but Crosshair gives me the vibe that if his stomach hurt, he’s making sure EVERYONE on the ship knows.
#his tummy hurts and he is NOT being brave about it#he’s def complaining nonstop#I just know it#I’m also willing to bet over half of the time it’s his own fault#echo is like hey you never have a good reaction to fried food so maybe don’t eat those fried oreos#and Crosshair is like fuck you echo I do what I want#then later he’s like echo help me I made a horrible mistake#everyone knew that this would happen and that it will definitely happen again#he’s just like me fr#he’s also probably showing up at the foot of someones bed like I threw up 🧍♂️#he is Echo and Hunter’s sleep paralysis demon#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch#tbb crosshair#bad batch headcanon#tbb headcanons#bad batch headcanons#tbb Crosshair headcanon#crosshair headcanon
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Charlie will always be on time and even early to whatever it is she wants to get to. Unless she worked all night before on what she wants to do for the the activities next week. Then she would rather die than step foot outside.
#hazbin hotel charlie#hazbin hotel vaggie#hazbin hotel vagatha#hazbin charlie#hazbin vaggie#chaggie#rainbowmoth#varlie#vaggie x charlie#charlie x vaggie#charlie morningstar#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#bro pray for me im class holding in a shart 😭🙏#i know this might be obvious but like isnt it weird charlie has NO idea what death is like or ever will be like?#yet shes surrounded by dead people/sinners. has thay ever warped her mind into an ideal of what death is to her?#to me she probably thinks its a horrible thing. since shes practically immortal. yah. yah thats prty much it. i got nothn else 2 say#will be getting back to drawing my redesigns maybe even for the others fr#i didnt even TRY to redesign their pyjamas even tho they kinda goofy asf i just changed the colr of charlies thas abt it
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