It’s decided. I need Halsin on top of me like a damn weighted stuffed animal, Shadowheart on my left side petting my head and murmuring soft praises, and I need Astarion on my right side caressing my cheek and resting his face in my neck as he tries to restrain himself from biting me.
That will cure all my ailments.
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does jay ever get confused or surprised by his own emotions or actions? i feel like its even worse whrn you dont even know why youre acting like this, because you cant explain ky to yourself, let alone other people
I think so. I know he definitely doesn't really realise he's doing some of it in the moment, especially when he's angry. Like, he just lashes out without even thinking about it, then refuses to let himself feel like he's in the wrong in the moment, because that'd mean "losing" in some way, so he usually doubles down. But like, yeah, I feel like a lot of the time he doesn't expect to react as severely as he does? Like, he's fine fine fine fine, until he's not and he just flies off the handle and can't really do anything about it until he's landed again, and then he can start trying to pick up all the pieces, y'know?
He definitely beats himself up when he settles on "oh I fucked up" after he does something (and tries to get Alex to beat him up over it too lmao, uh, anyway 💀) yeah, if you asked him WHY he did something? Chances are he'll bullshit you about the explanation. Like, I feel like hell make it sound like he knows why he did it, but then if you actually start prodding past the made up, surface level shit he came out with, you'd realise really fast that he doesn't know why he did something.
Either that or sometimes you'll get a massive flood of every single reason he can possibly think of for why he did something? Like you know in Sorry, It's Locked chapter three, when Tim kisses him and he freaks the fuck out and runs away, and then after that he kinda gives Tim just this massive flood of every single thing that lead up to that moment of him panicking and trying to run away.
He's all or nothing, 0 or 100, nothing in between. Either he knows every single thing about why he reacted how he did, or he doesn't have the foggiest, y'know?
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is there any information about Annabelle? yeah, strange question maybe, but i'm genuinely curious!! I want to write a post canon fluffy fic about Dutch and Annabelle, but don't exactly know much about her.
is she even spoken about? or is the only crumb of information during that scene between Colm and Dutch where they're arguing about "oh but you killed my brother wah wah" "yeah well i liked annabelle" ( im obv kidding its much more complex than that yes ik ). I also know of it just being sprinkled into the story here, and there(?), but other than that it doesn't seem to be brought up into the game as much??
like i wana know about her more :(( i just recently wrote down her design since i cant art, but im itching for smth. what is that smth, man, idk, but im itching for it
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currently thinking about early 20-something's kiribaku and the idea that they are both trying to figure out a good work-life balance. like they are starting to get into the swing of things. and like they are in-universe, too.
kirishima is in the groove with sidekicking under fatgum and is Thriving™️ but also he wants to get their apartment feelinf like its theirs. or try and see where they are at getting their own place out in rural japan. hes struggling with being away from his bigger family and not having his moms by his side (calling is not the same for him).
while bakugou went headfirst, swallowed his godsforesaken pride, and jumped into starting a hero agency with Deku and Icyhot. hes deeling with hours of paperwork outside of work, of working close with his friend furned enemy turned rival turned sort of friend and the idiots boyfriend. and to top it off, his mom wont stop calling him and hes getting used to sharing a space with eijirou and the shitty hair leaves his towel on tje bedroom floor after showers.
like i need a kirishima and bakugou that are getting used to adulthood. a kiribaku that fights, domestically, but also are able to notice when the others day was just shit and can make the move to help them.
i just am thinking a lot about young adult kiribaku.
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