#and I felt like I had a fever
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how weird I had a nightmare where I killed someone and for the first time I was ashamed and traumatized, I don't get it.
#like. I was wearing this white shirt all dirty with blood and I was sitting in a corner of the house trying to hide it#but a woman came up to me and said “but all those things *did* happen!”#and then there were guests and I was even more mortified because I couldn't get up to shake their hands#and I felt like I had a fever#I mean usually I get squeamish at the most but after I do the deed I am completely neutral and CLEAN.#now that I think about it I did also have a dream where a guy got dirty with the blood of a fish and it was sacriligious#he couldn't get married anymore nor go on a bike with his friend#there's a pattern here.....#blood symbolism in my dreams is changing and I need to understand it again!!
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen wing#wen remnants#Wen ning#This scene felt like a bit of a fever dream. We have (with little to no comedic exaggeration):#1) WWX whistling and somehow summoning not one but several horses to his side.#2) meeting the surviving Wen sect members who insist on not leaving Wen Ning behind.#Only for it to cut back to Wen Ning ripping a guy in half. (Not pictured here. I tried so hard but I could not make it look good).#Personally I feel like we moved on way too fast from the horse thing. Where did they come from? WWX couldn't have brought them.#He *just* found out there were more people left behind.#So...are the from the Jing sect? Are these disloyal horses? Or does WWX have incredible animal charisma skills?#It feels a bit like a DND player asked to call in some horses and the DM said 'Sure if you roll well enough' and it was a natural 20.#Maybe this is just my own envy cutting through. God damn I wish I could whistle and summon a horse to my side whenever I needed to.#I know I should not be so hung up on the horses. But my brain is cooked. I have been so sick.#The kind of sickness that makes it hard to breathe. Or think. Or have any energy at all.#I wish I had good commentary to write here. I just...really want a nap. And for October to restart to make up for all the lost time.#Thank you all for being so kind and patient once again. It truly means a lot.
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I think this will be my second to last redraw because I’m running low on energy juice lol so officially #3 of 4
And here’s the original not too cronchy but still cronchy
I made Emmeline in 2020 can you guys believe it it’s been nearly 5 years!! I was really into crosshatching in 2020 which is crazy because I’d never have the patience to do that now. And I was drawing on DRAWCAST which, despite being sold as an app for artists, had perhaps one of the worst drawing UI ever created. But there’s something nostalgic about it and how pixelated every piece would turn out. I mean I spent my entire teenage years on it, it shaped me as a person and I met some really cool art friends. Too bad Daniel Cota SUCKS and planned to revive it only as an NFT maker. Boooo. I’ll never return!
#whenever I talk about drawcast it feels like a fever dream#but the community was genuinely pretty great (minus a few Incidents) and it was the most supported I think I ever felt as an artist#tbh if I didn’t randomly download drawcast that fateful day when I was 14 I probably wouldn’t even BE an artist#chat I crave attention I’m gonna be real#also for my non drawcasters out there that weird line at the bottom occurs because any time you viewed art#it would automatically load a speed paint?? the only way to not get the bar was to download it from your own gallery#but sometimes you had to delete the app and redownload it because it would get really glitchy#which would in turn remove all art from your gallery!! how fun#we affectionately called it ‘glitchcast’ because it would regularly just delete your art or corrupt files#my art#digital art#procreate#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#illustration#original art#my ocs#doodle#art#drawing#redraw#old art#old art redraw#original character art#oc#oc artwork#character design#original character
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Is the scene in the new snippet taken from the Maria/grief fic? :P
You absolutely caught me. It is! I don't know, there's something about that moment in time for me that compels me to write it over and over again. I keep going back to it because I remember that first time we saw the picture of Charles and Carlos driving out of Maranello and to see Charles there-- they already knew, you know? And they couldn't say because there wasn't anything official. But there's this whole headcanon in my head that Charles didn't, couldn't, let Carlos go through this alone because the announcement wasn't supposed to come this early, right. So when Carlos called he picked up. When Carlos needed him, he went. I don't know. Anyway! I did say you'd win another snippet so this is another one for clingy!charles. Enjoy! Carlos was sure that nothing was amiss. He was sure that Roberto just got in his head, but—as he stumbled out of his car in FP2, Charles was the one to grab his arm to stop him from falling. Why was Charles there?
“Hello, mate!” Charles says; a light tone to his voice, cheerful and sweet. Almost too light, like it was forced gentleness. Carlos would be suspicious if he didn’t feel like he was about to hurl.
“Care to hand me over to Gigi? I’m not feeling too well.” Carlos declares, a bit of his polite front waning when another roll of nausea hits him as Charles removes his hands from his back. Carlos starts to take off his helmet and balaclava, hating the sensation of the fabric dragging against his sensitive skin.
“Fred told me this.” Charles sounded… admonishing, like he wanted to make Carlos feel bad for not telling him he’d been having a hard time keeping his food down since yesterday. “You guys heard him, where’s Gigi?” Charles gets something in his eyes when he turns serious. Carlos has seen it a couple of times before, even directed at himself, but his garage—well. It’d come alive with his instructions, with Charles’ tone.
Two mechanics scrambled out of his seat to look for Pierluigi as Charles grabbed Carlos’ arm again and made him sit in a corner. When Carlos felt he wasn’t about to keel over, he let his body fold into himself and his back curved. Carlos just wanted to sleep. The pounding in his head was worsening, the nausea came back with a vengeance, and Charles was looking for—his isotonic drink, of course. That would help a little with the nausea.
“It’s behind you.” Carlos said, and Charles turns sharply and grabs the drink, offering him the straw between pinched-tight fingers. Carlos doesn’t hesitate, but Charles seems to notice the gesture—his fingers a little too close to Carlos’ lips and mouth, so he recoils, albeit gently.
“Thanks.” Carlos murmurs, and Charles nods. He looks fidgety, like he wants to help more but he doesn’t know how. Pierluigi must be looking for medicine to stop the nausea, that’s probably why he wasn’t close, maybe he went to the Ferrari hospitality for his medikit. Charles seems to get an idea and looks for a wet towel, and hands it to Carlos. The heat is stifling and it’s making everything worse, his mouth fills with liquid and Carlos feels like he’s about to throw up in front of the whole garage, when he feels Charles’ gentle hands press the ice-cold towel to his forehead.
“They told me you had a fever?” Charles asks, sheepish. He removes the towel for a second and replaces it with his hand, looking for the pulse point right behind his eyebrows and using his wrists to gauge the temperature. “I shouldn’t have put the towel before, I don’t know if you’re still—”
“I think I am, yeah.” Carlos says. Charles is using both his wrists to gauge his temperature, now, he’s basically cradling Carlos’ head between them. And Carlos gets a good look at Charles; the frown, the pursed lips, the demeanor, and Teto’s voice echoes through his head.
“He’s clingy.” He remembers. But this is not clingy, this is just worried. Right? Just worried.
Pierluigi arrives at that moment and sees Charles cradling Carlos’ head. He raises an eyebrow, a silent question, and Carlos just shrugs as Charles makes space for Pierluigi to lean down and ask him about his symptoms.
As Carlos is trying to recall what’s causing him discomfort he feels how his mouth fills with liquid again, he starts slurring his words, the world turns on its axis and he feels as he’s fading slowly away, the last thing in his vision Charles’ expression of utter worry.
#poor baby getting ambulanced' out of FP2 or that's what I remember was being said around the paddock right?#charlos#fic snippet#good thing they got him out of there fast it was so serious and he had like fever nausea and his stomach was upset#i always think back to Australia so fondly but I remember the discomfort he should've felt when the appendicitis was letting itself be KNOW#and I get so emotional#so some hurt!comfort for y'all because Charles wAS WORRIED SICK like can you guys remember the way he was speaking about carlos my god#anyway I'll shut up now#enjoy and happy reading!
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Idk if y’all have seen the new Tears of the Kingdom trailer but Wild just got a WHOLE lot wilder.
SO new fic material:
-Wild fusing a stick to a rock to make the world’s worst hammer.
-Four’s general response to the fusion mechanic (either pure delight or pure horror)
-Wild just. building a car out of random stuff.
-Wind teaching Wild what a train is and then they MAKE one.
-Wild can swim through rock now. So that’s… a thing. That he can do. He can sure do that.
-Wild now has access to homing missiles.
#linked universe#wild#lu wild#tears of the kingdom#tagging the base game cause I think it’s relevant#guys this trailer felt like a fever dream in the best way possible#Botw already had 1001 ways to do everything#TotK is gonna have 2002#jackalope’s nonsense
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Andrew, a man who was never given the option to ask, to want, in his life finally being able to have desires is so special to me. Just imagine, Neil sitting on the couch in their apartment (not someone else’s apartment that Andrew happens to be staying at, but his place, his and Neil’s home) and Andrew walks up to him, not sitting down immediately but standing hesitantly for a moment. He’s still learning what he wants, what he needs, what he can find in Neil. “I want to try something” this snaps Neil away from whatever show/book/thing that had his attention before. “Okay”. It’s a blanket statement, it means permission, it’s Neil allowing Andrew to try whatever he has in mind, because Neil trusts him and wants his to learn to act on his indulgences. “Is today a good day for physical touch?” Andrew asks because he needs to know the limits, Neil is so relaxed (a more common sight nowadays) and he can’t be the one to ruin it by overstepping. “Yeah” Neil pays attention to every movement Andrew makes, not watching him to ensure his own safety, but out of curiosity. Andrew sits on the couch next to Neil, then he tucks his feet up onto the couch, he lays on his side with his back to the couch and leans his head on Neil’s lap, almost like a cat would. After a second, tests the waters, seeing if he himself is okay with this, he relaxes his muscles, his head sinking deeper onto Neil. “Shoulders and up” he says. Neil runs a hand through Andrew’s hair and Andrew closes his eyes, not to sleep, but in content. Neil turns back to whatever show/book/thing had his attention before, still running his hand through andrew’s hair, sliding his fingers down his neck, rubbing circles into his shoulders. Andrew wanted this, this confort, this sense of security, this undeniable show of trust and love, and Neil gave it to him without a moment of hesitation.
#I imagine the last time he did this he was probably like 5#and maybe it was like a foster mother who was trying to sooth him while he had a fever or something#anyways he trusts Neil to give him the same level of comfort that he felt before everything#he deserves comfort and caring people in his life#this is solely inspired by how I was just laying down by the way#andreil#andrew minyard#aftg#neil#neil josten#tfc#tkm#trk#the foxhole court#all for the game#the raven king#the kings men#aftg headcanon
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fuck it. I'm gonna draw Seven saying this to Izuku cuz 431 midoriya was acting so ooc to me
#mha 431#mha spoilers#mha manga spoilers#deku had me tweaking wtf was going on#felt like a fever dream#and a direct contradiction to the previous ending#like wtf#who wrote that shit#i can no longer pretend to be a chill guy this shit is outrageous
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Does anyone else remember hazbin crew roleplaying during Helluva Boss streams??? Or is it just me??????
#hazbin hotel#valentino#vox#voxval#angel dust#fat nugget#it's not canon anymore#but i choose to believe they text like that#i swear to god i had to check whether those actually exist because when i remembered them it felt like a fever dream
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Hey did I ever tell y'all about the time I dreamed that I had a baby daughter called Ellie that began with my finding out I was pregnant and ended on like her third birthday?
I legitimately woke up thinking "I should go check on Ellie" and then realised she was never real and when I tell you I SOBBED. I've been haunted by an implacable sense of loss ever since. Did I travel to another dimension? Wtf happened because that was insane.
#I'm not even joking when I say it felt REAL#I have this baby doll (it was my mum's when she was a kid and I have it now) that sometimes I just hold and it makes me feel better???#Did I astral project into another life?????#Was it just a really fucking intense fever dream??????#For the record I was like fifteen I have never even done the do let alone had a pregnancy scare#But yeah my little Ellie#And she never fuckin existed#I woke up halfway through planning her birthday party like baking a cake or sm and I was thinking#“I'll give her the little green cardigan I knitted”#Woke up to a silent house and was like “she's never usually quiet this time in the morning”#Then realised what had happened and started CRYING#idk man it's insane#From a psychological point of view it's fascinating but I've tried and tried to analyse the dream and?????#I always come up with something different???? I can't pinpoint the actual cause and effect of the whole thing?????#Madness honestly#And it was just a normal day too nothing weird had happened it wasn't a coma and I wasn't knocked out it was just a Dream#A very very real one#For the record I don't think Ellie had a father#I think it was just an immaculate conception that nobody ever questioned#Might have been IVF now I think about it#That would make more sense#dream#weird dreams#Ig I should add a grief trigger warning???#tw grief#one time i dreamt#Very confused and it's been like two years so wtf yeah that was... Intense#The most dream of all time#Maybe I'm just fucking insane lol but yeah
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those of you who accurately name what phase of your menstrual cycle you have it together way more than me. I'm either bleeding or I'm not bleeding. or I'm horny. or I have baby fever. which could be relevant, but probably not.
#period memes#for the longest time I thought my period tracker app was slightly off. because my ovulation always seemed later than the app suggested#but apparently I had a completely wrong idea of what ovulation actually felt like#by the way ovulation and baby fever are usually tied together. baby fever isn't a made up thing
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☀️The road to dawn may not be easy but at least your light is there, always dazzling brilliantly 🌼
Happy Riku Day and happy 19th anniversary to Kingdom Hearts Chain of Memories! ✨
#kingdom hearts#kh riku#illustration#riku day 2023#artists on tumblr#kh chain of memories#my art#drawing this piece felt like a fever dream loll#but i missed doodling riku so much that i had to draw something for him 🥺#oh! and I got inspiration and reference from one of TXT's promotional posters for one of their comebacks where they're in the water and#i felt that it just fit riku perfectly
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You must elaborate on why you like that dreadful movie. Make me see the light.
because it was good?? really funny witty engaging dialogue, it subverts genres as you watch it, it presents extremely real characters in an extremely real world that veers on absurdity and surrealism but is still grounded in real and primal instinct, i love fucked up boys with so many problems who get into drugs out of desperation and are evil and impulsive, it had a massively autistic girl portrayed in a way that i felt deep and viscerally in my gut, i love bands and band dynamics, i love the themes throughout, i loved the love story, the score was great, the performances were incredible… maybe i saw something you didn’t anon but our tastes seem to differ. it was very very very good
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WHY CAN'T I JUST GET BETTER AND STAY BETTER RAHGHHHHHHHHHHH
#vent#cough is returning with a vengeance#and my nose is runny as hell#AND I GOT CHILLS LIKE FROM A FEVER#idk if it's because it's literally cold today or what#but i am shivering under my covers rn#wearing my portal ford coded coat for comfort and warmth alongside blankie and jacket#but it still isn't enough for the chills man#arghhhhhhh#i was getting better!!!!#i felt fine on Wednesday#but then Thursday had to come and fuck it up#again#aaaargh
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I'm so glad I don't even have the option of watching live. I can just catch up with the abridged notes and vibes on tumblr
#bucktommy#hoping for the best expecting the worst#this season has felt like a fever dream#it seems like nothing is being taken seriously#i know 911 has always been a bit quirky but it had its moment where they would give into the seriousness too#they would have sympathy where sympathy is due#I'm almost expecting them all to break into song at some point
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miserable injury update:
#poor mr sportsthoughts has chipped a considerable chunk off of the top bone in his foot. looking like a long-ish recovery#and definitely means he can't finish his current contract and instead needs to go and sit in rehab for 6 months. which. i mean at least#in his line of work that's something he's sent to do and gets paid for etc.#but it's beyond shitty because we thought we only had 5 more months left of him being away all the time and now it looks closer to a year#at the least. ugh he is in so much pain and it's not even something surgery can fix and he's going to be absolutely insufferable#because he is not someone who cannot be running around exercising every minute of every day and he already has cabin fever#womp womp i just feel so sorry for myself and him#i genuinely felt like i was crawling to the end of the contract and barely surviving and the thought of this being extended is so bad
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Was it mystery inc the one where scooby and gang met all their alternate Hanna barbera counterparts or was it a movie
#I know I’m not making this up#but it absolutely felt like a fever dream#scooby doo#it had the funky phantom and jabber jaw and captain caveman#AND SPEEDBUGGY#damn I knew all of those off the top of my head
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