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Moving blogs!
#ill share the user as soon as the blog is set up lol#I’ve been thinking about doing this for a while#and then I thought I could just keep the blog and change content#but my interests just have really drastically changed and I’m pretty sure everyone who followed me here#followed me for anime content#which I just have zero interest left for anymore#and I doubt any of them would like got#hotd or cm or greys anatomy content lol#I still love this blog tho so everything will stay up#and maybe I’ll come back here from time to time#because I do have unfinished works on here that would only take a hot second to finish#kind of like what I did with the Denki drabble
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#fucks me up that there are two whole new animals in the house that i barely know#who depend on me for everything#barely recognize me as a friend or helper#and are so incredibly incredibly fragile#i got worried for junie today because her spay incision had some swelling#and it's normal to have some and i have seen it before#but after what we just wemt through i got upset and rushed her to the vet#who said it was fine and thankfully we have free office visits#but i was so upset even though i knew it was probably normal#i look at them and i see adorable cuddly sweet TEMPORARY things and i feel like something inside me got broken somehow#and i was right all along that after it was all over i would come back but not quite as myself#i just hadn't fully understood the extent#we are keeping them and it sort of had to happen when it did but i think it was too early for me#they are so cute and when they do cuddle it's so sweet and obviously i would fight for them as hard as i would for Fancy#because that's just how the deal works and it isn't about you at all it's about how they each carry a little world inside them just as we d#and that deserves equal respect and care regardless of my personal affections#but i look at them and i see little creatures that don't belong here and are foreign in some fundamental way#and that they will be gone in just a little while and things will go back to how they were#which is impossible#we will settle in and i doubt anything i am feeling is abnormal but I'm really struggling and i feel so bad about that#i don't know#it's just a lot to deal with#and i feel very lonely and sad about it#and under it all the sick feeling of having JUST held all three lads as they passed and the VISCERAL reality of it#and knowing one day if everything goes just right i will be holding them too#dear god life is so fragile and every living thing is just as mortal as any other
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wanted to adapt the google search results a gay woman got in a japanese drama "tsukuritai onna to tabetai onna" which is good btw.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#the most light and gentle version of flirting-like behaviour of all time - a mutual passing thing - a peaceful dance through the long years#a way to work you out.. a way to express something about myself. all these steps are leading up to that beautiful magic#that you read about once. but actually we've been making it all this time... many many steps to this wonderful recipe.#the only non-perfect & non-fated thing about them is that oru is gay but (imo) qif could easily be transfem at any time. don't test him#oru being a woman wouldnt change anything for qif but oru is gay as hell.. However if qif was a woman then it'd be fine anyway no doubt.#oru would give in his membership to the Gay Men's Picnic Club group he goes to and embark on this life instead..many such cases#also i was typing “am i gay” into google when drawing tsukutabe fanart to check what google looks like#and “am i depressed” was the autofill for “am i”. qif's life is like: maybe he would have looked up something like oru did#but he got a bit distracted and started reading about cptsd instead which seemed more pertinent. sometimes childhood goes this way <3#anyway Tsukuritabe..Kinou nani tabeta...And witch hat kitchen.... the trio of gentle silly 30+ gay couple situations..ohh..#orufrey are the combo of those. like tsukutabe they aren't together yet. like kinou nani tabeta they are a long-term couple. beautiful#i will never let go of them. drawing this has cheered me up. they are with me
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She’s a hypocrite but I love her so it’s ok. (Referring to sylv)
#I always like to think about how Erik is just more prickly around new people#especially people who try to order him around#anyways I always giggle a bit looking back at when he first meets sylv bc he would try to but heads with them any chance he got#he can be a bit of a stinker but he has good intentions so I can’t be mad#anyways I doubt sylv would force her new crew right into chores but maybe once a week the boys to be put to some use yknow#give dave a break the sweetheart has earned it#anyways the second one is just a series of cleaned up old sketches because the demons won again#dragon quest 11#dqxi#idk what else to tag this as maybe hashtag fruitbasket
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I think Lae'zel would really enjoy having her nails painted. she wears warrior makeup all over her face and neck, she has those lovely little braids, she took the time to bead her hair. i think she likes having a little bit of polish to her look
#bat rambles#then her casual wear is her fucking cutoffs#but even then she like#has that huge ass belt buckle#girlie likes her jewelry and accessories and she likes her battle makeup#i also SERIOUSLY DOUBT she let anyone at the creche do any of that for her#she's all about the good of the collective but keeps a distance at first as a way of protecting herself from getting murdered#by another Gith if she made the mistake of letting her guard down#which would like#IMAGINE ok#i love the idea of the companions eventually having little rituals together#like astarion and lae'zel and karlach and tav/durge getting together for hair braiding#astarion is there to gossip and got shoved someone so he could be the back of the braid train#karlach puts the WORST braid in his hair that never comes out and it's so messy#he doesn't know it's there#also like#karlach and lae'zel and tav/durge getting with wyll and all of them decorating each other's horns and hair#lae'zel would be very >:T the entire time#but girlie would enjoy it she loves bonding time even if she pretends it's a bother
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had to leave the heavy music awards after only 1 award announcement that sleep token were nominated for; obviously the whole show was incredible but if sleep token have anything planned for a possible win later and i could have been there to see it if i'd stayed another hour ... i will be distraught
#jk I had an amazing time and graphic nature was SO GOOD#worth this whole trip even just for them#but so many artists were there to accept awards and the only one who wasn't#did a video acceptance thing#i got to see all of casey but if there's a sleep token thing at any point and I was in the venue#only to have to leave early#..... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i really doubt anyone would be there to accept even if they won#but maybe a little automated message thing like they do#:(#heavy music awards
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Love the idea of Kae painstakingly learning Hilichurian, at first bc he figured it was another skill under his belt then bc talking with them made him curious abt them and their origin
#hc; kaeya#//And then learning they used to be Khaenri’ahn from Dain or the Traveller; or even some other source heckin CEMENTED it to him#//Talks to them in Hilichurl; tries to see if they can understand him in Khaenri’ahn#//If they could; he would actually end up crying—and anyone who knows him; knows THAT is genuinely Serious#//Would try to figure out alternate ways to handle hilichurls around Mond if he could; but it’s tough when everyone’s so set in their ways#//Tries to relocate and tend to as many Hilichurl related commissions as he can to minimize any harm btw human and Hilichurl#//Is prolly another contributing factor why he’d fall in the Abyss verse#//Despairing over their situation then realizing there IS a way to help them; he would latch onto it in a heartbeat#//Perhaps still doubt and be wary; but make him for sure more open to working with the Abyss if only for a Solution#//Only to get Got and mildly mindbroken if he talks to the Sinner/keeps such frequent exposure to Abyss energy#//The latter esp; dude just damn near being driven mad like Clothar the more he harnesses and is entrenched in it#//idk thinking bc i thinks it’s so funny he went as far as to write Venti a threat in Hilichurl that one event lololol
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thinking about anthea and concordia and how they knew n's time growing up in the castle was awful but they probably couldn't do much about it because they were also under ghetsis's "care"
#pokemon#pokemon black and white#pokemon bw#n harmonia#natural harmonia gropius#pokemon anthea#pokemon concordia#clai's art#i dont know what anthea and concordia are like outside of the games where they appear uh. literally once per version. which sucks#so my take is that they. being older than n and also raised by people before being orphaned. did not have the same extreme views#they didnt doubt that humans hurt pokemon at first bc they saw the same injured pokemon that ghetsis brought to n#but they knew not all humans were like that. so they would try to tell n that but he trusted ghetsis above all else#as they got older they realized more and more what ghetsis's true intentions with n were but by then it was too late#n was too deep in the worldview ghetsis forced on him and ghetsis viewed him as disposable#one step out of line from anthea or concordia to protect n or steer him away from the path ghetsis put him on--#--would probably mean dire consequences for any of them. so all they could do was watch#i hope that all makes sense idk. i dont often write detailled backstories for characters i cant do it well all that much#anyway anthea and concordia DESERVE more of a role in the story than just last minute lore dump#they have POTENTIAL
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it's kind of weird to me that they didn't bother releasing sushi and tempura internationally at all but at the same time i'm kinda glad they didn't cuz like. yo-kai watch was financially failing in the west by the time 3 released. i feel like if they had released sushi and tempura the franchise would've completely tanked before we got sukiyaki which would've sucked. honestly if anything i feel like it's more surprising that we got all three versions of 2 instead of them just releasing psychic specters but tbf i think yo-kai watch was doing well in the west when 2 released. 2 is just inexplicably what killed the franchise despite being a masterpiece-
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#yw3#yw2#idk. i have a lot of thoughts on this stuff#still upset i didn't find out 3 released in america until a while after it did :/ could've gotten a physical copy if i'd found out earlier#but alas. i'm just stuck with a boring digital version. i mean the digital versions of yo-kai watch games are better but like. still#i never got maginyan in blasters even though i could've. the code or whatever was on the receipt but my mom bought it for me#from the nintendo website. and i don't think she checked it and i don't think i found out that was where it was until a bit after i got it-#i did get machonyan and jibanyan t/komasan t's codes entered though so i can get them on any playthrough now#unless i put the sd card in another 3ds since apparently it's system-based instead of sd card based??? which is really stupid#but you can probably bypass that with cfw and i do plan on modding my 3ds eventually#it'll just be a process cuz i don't have an sd card slot on my computer and idk if my moms would be willing to help#so i'll probably have to get a separate sd card reader or whatever. which i do think my moms would be okay with i mean#it's my system and they're cool with piracy lfskdjfjkfsdkljfd-#my moms are so cool <3 i just wish i could get them interested in yo-kai watch but they don't seem to care lfskdjfkjsfdjlksfd-#they determined the battle system doesn't sound fun but i might've just described it badly#i mean tbf. it is very annoying sometimes. especially when my healer just will not heal the other yo-kai#''DO YOUR FUCKING JOB TATTLECAST STOP LOAFING'' -me playing 2#that being said if 1's switch port ever releases in america i am totally playing it on the tv#i WILL force my moms to watch me play funni ghost game whether they like it or not /lh#if we do ever get 1's switch port i hope they make it a collection of some kind with 2 and 3 remasters too i would buy that in a heartbeat#i mean obviously i will buy any american-released yo-kai watch stuff in a heartbeat aside from maaaaaybe y-school heroes#(i'm sorry y-school heroes fans i just cannot get into it. from concept alone it sounds like i would not enjoy it)#maybe sangokushi too if we ever get that but i feel like we probably won't#idk if the franchise it's a crossover with is popular enough in america for that#i hope we get more english yo-kai watch content once ghost craft releases. kinda feel like it's testing the waters tbh#i know it's seemingly just a spiritual successor but still#i do hope that it being a spiritual successor doesn't mean yo-kai watch is over. i doubt that it will since like#punipuni still gets semi-frequent updates
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was talking with a friend and we came to the conclusion that it would've been so cool if demigods were born from their parents' epithets. like daughter of Aphrodite? well yes, but to be more specific, daughter of Aphrodite Areia. Son of Zeus Asbamaios. Daughter of Athena Ageleia like thats so cool
#mandaotry dont watch pjo on disney + psa!!!#i feel like this would explain the difference in powers between kids of the same god#like i doubt bianca would have been able to raise the dead like nico could#and not every kid of hermes could easily unlock locks like luke#if i got any epithets wrong or jumbled up and you know more about them#please feel free to correct me#also i was thinking about poseidon polydegmon as percys#might come up with a list if anyone wants to see it#pjo#hoo#percy jackon and the olympians#heroes of olympus#percy jackson#toa#mandatory don't watch pjo on disney + psa!!!
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PLEASE SOMEONE GET 1-3 AND EVERYTHING ELSE HERE PLEASE OMG
#diabolical how they only have those two volumes#i'm not gonna buy 4 and 5 and hope for the rest#maybeeeeee#idk how i missed these the first time#maybe bc there's literally ONLY THREE OF THEM#but ykw i think i can die happy knowing wind breaker has made it to place near me#watch me start coming here every week or smth#ikkkk i said i wouldn't buy any more manga until i got rid of my old and questionable ones#sell them bc they were such a waste of money idek why i bought them#and ikkk i said i would rather wait for a box set bc yeah#BUTTTT this is just cruel punishment#to tempt me like this#KNOWING i'm trying to spend excessively#watch me search for any wind breaker merch#doubt there will be any bc the store has a lot of manga but like no merch for them#but if there's wind breaker merch i think ill die and maybe go to heaven#but just seeing the merch will be my heaven#wish me like in finding some#it won't happen BUT IF IT DOES#i'll stop hating on the usa for a minute#my list of impossible things im wishing for#1. green card/citizen ship#2. wind breaker merch in some superhero store that happens to have manga and anime merch#☆— yapping
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you ever think about how tentpole fandoms from 00s-2010s shows with huge followings that are going strong even now would just not exist if they were made in this day and age
#ara rambles#just. in this environment. i doubt even juggernaut fandoms like spn and merlin would even exist#like. so many shows had mid first seasons and it was *fine* because they were given time to grow#the fuckin cw verse never had a single good season in its entire existence and it still spawned dctv only fans#who are a behemoth and completely removed from the rest of the dc fandom#*all* of merlin's seasons were mid and it still got 5 of them#spn was supposed to end at s5 and got ten more seasons after that#aos season 1 and the first half of s2 were pretty boring but it got to 7 seasons#fucking riverdale!!!!#umbrella academy and stranger things feel like the last gasp of this kind of culture#and they're all drawn out and are dying terrible deaths#we're four years into the 2020s folks are there even *any* big fandom shows that isn't fighting for its life#what? house of the dragon and rings of power?#idk if those count cause house of the dragon is drawing from got power which is kind of a different space from the rest of fandom culture#and uh.... imma be real.... i barely hear anything about rings of power#i guess iwtv is the last survivor and i think it's telling that it's the only one not on a big streaming site!!!!#wait. i forgot bridgerton. yeah. bridgerton is basically the only big fandom show rn. don't know how it made it this far tbh.
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I am once again begging online shop payment processing companies to allow me to enter a separate name for shipping and separate name for billing!!
It's the same address, I'm just trans and have not legally changed my personal name, but I still prefer to receive mail as my preferred name! Like it's literally my professional name, I do business as my preferred name.
Annoying as fuck, and I don't want to chance my bank rejecting the payment (though I'm sure someone at my bank has put a note to allow it on my account by now, since I've contacted them a couple times before when I realized too late that the billing section didn't let me input another "address/name" section, and they said the payment was fine in those cases.)
Anyway, legal name changes should be free and non-advertised for everyone. Tbh, you should get a free name change every time you file your taxes on time as an incentive for good citizen behaviour. Once I am elected pres-
#i think the one i just used didnt even have a separate billing address option which makes no sense#guess they dont want anyone giving any gifts making the buyer pay twice for shipping like that#maybe it was a fault of the mobile browser but i highly doubt it since many desktop sites look like mobile browsers these days#just so fucking frustrating. what if i lived somewhere where my legal name would out me? (im in the closet rn so doesnt matter)#i dont want to fucking see my legal name. im already forced to see it everywhere else.#i dont wanna ruin my mood on a day when im supposed to be getting a package which should be a happy thing yknow#vent#transphobia#speaking of like i would change my name but i dont want to and cant afford the fucking ridiculous price for it#and i dont wanna advertise it in a newspaper either! shits expensive as fuck on top of the hundreds to file the court paperwork!#i already tried to do it once with money in hand and the receptionist told me that even tho it was for gender identity i could not...#...avoid the newspaper thing unless i also changed my legal gender marker. and i had to back out bc i have reproductive health problems#i dont want a gender marker change to fuck with my getting healthcare#(i did change the gender letter on my ID card later tho which only took a signature on a paper no hassle with anything)#it really really fucking sucks how all these little things add up all the time#especially when im closeted while living w family who wont even use my preferred name#the real kicker is that. both my dad and his dad used preferred names. my dad used his middle name#and i use part of my middle name. yet my dad even in death still gets the dignity of being called his preferred name and i dont#sexism at its finest#reasons why i dont even hint at being trans around my moms side bc i already got bullied by them for wanting to use my middle name#ive literally been asking them to call me my mid name since i was 12. and theyve been acting like im trying to be someone else#its the same middle name on my birth certificate they gave me. i dont understand why they wouldnt want me to use it#but yeah i stay closeted bc i dont wanna deal with the name drama amplified exponentially for gender#prob get kicked out too cuz theyre queerphobic as fuck and i cant work rn and dont have a car#id have to just go full feral and live in the woods with the lizards where i belong#Cori.exe#Post.exe#fuck lol just looked it up and u cant change ur first name if u get married. i cant avoid the fucking fee man. let me be cori#literally why is it cheaper to get married than change ur first name! bullshit! marriage has so much more legal implications#transphobic queerphobic aromanticphobic privacyphobic poorphobic shit ass fucking state ive literally been cori most of my life ffs cmon
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#Fifteen episode 2. Mmmmmmhhhhhh#The animation quality DOES get worse. This episode shows it lol#So many static frames stretching for so long... I feel so sorry for the animators.#I still stand by the fact that if studios can't provide enough budget or time to their animators seasons simply shouldn't be released.#But after all who am I to talk...#The scene of Dazai shooting at the soldier makes my blood freeze. Rimbaud throwing books in the fire is equally upsetting#Like I /know/ it's an anime about literature with constant metafiction references–#and that this too has a symbolic meaning and is *supposed* to be upsetting but that said.#Seeing whole books being thrown in the fire is such a disturbing sight that calls for such a visceral response in me 😭😭😭#The amv opening is nice! Makes me even more bitter about season 5 one lmao. Of the kind#“not only we had to get a amv opening (((while we deserved a wholly ss/kk focused opening)))‚ we even got a bad amv ending at that”#Mmmmhhhh I hateeeeeee how they handled the Sheep 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Seriously this is just another bug instance of#“me and the author have WHOLLY different views of what human nature is like”#I just... Don't think... Children joining together in an hostile environment would act like that. I'm so much more of a t/pn kind of guy.#Children who come together to survive would protect each other and especially would trust each other. Why is there such a big lack of trust#Why doesn't Shirase trust Chuuya? Why doesn't Chuuya trust Shirase (with handling more information)? It's just dumb#It's dumb. It sounds stupid from the very plot aspect that Chuuya would act so shady and suspicious with the Sheep instead of being open–#about what his course of action is. It's like he was trying to have them turn on him. It's stupid of Shirase to mistrust Chuuya–#when in eight years he never gave them any reason to doubt of him.#And I know right as I'm writing this that someone is going to read it and think “you're completely missing on the unbalance of power that–#creates these dynamics of lack of trust” but the thing is exactly that I don't see why that unbalance of power would ever come to be!#They're all just kids. They're aware of that. If Chuuya never had malicious intentions towards Shirase‚ I don't see why he would ever fear–#his betrayal. Likewise‚ I don't see why Shirase and the other Sheep members would ever be so manipulative and disrespectful towards–#Chuuya if he's been nothing but kind to them (and we have no reason to think otherwise)?#It all comes down to: I think people are inherently good and willing to help each other. The author thinks not lmao. It is what it is#But I wish you could see t/pn. Where kids are constantly trying to outwit each other in order to OUT-SACRIFICE THEMSELVES for the others lo#I love t/pn it's my life... I miss it#random rambles#And if anyone would like to argue that Dazai specifically set them off to betray each other... Yes I DO understand that's what the story–#is suggesting. I just don't think Dazai - for how good. and infallible he is - is enough to scrape long-term relationships of trust.
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why was my first 10k post political. help
#i sincerely doubt anyone who rbd it is gonna see this post but#if ur in the tags criticizing me for the sources i used or for spreading the news in a meme format I genuinely didnt think more than like#my general circle would see it. if smth was gonna blow up i thought itd be actual news posts yknow not my stupid thing#but also in my defense the sources i linked are like actual video of the icj im not and wouldnt use some random tweet as a source#like yes i agree there's better sources out there but again. did not expect anyone to see and as such care#also i got a LOT of asks overnight asking about gofundmes and id like to help but im not sure how to approach it#in terms of like. making sure ppl are legit. if i post it how best to format it. how do i get thru them all without spamming everyone's dash#so if my followers have any tips on that lemme know#also also also if you're being a hardcore doomer under that post youre annoying#not in a skeptical way ie 'but is israel actually going to listen' but in a 'who cares none of this matters everyone's going to die' way#i get its rough out here but acting like Not A Single Thing Could Ever Help is frankly practically zionist propaganda atp#i think thats all. i shoulda muted that post last night#juno.txt
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Oh my god one last thing my ex took me to outside lands and when we tried to watch lana del rey he laid down on the grass and had a “panic attack” (this was after months of him talking about how he didn’t like her) so we went to see foo fighters after a bit and he was FINE
#LANA i know his sister works for you BUT TRUST MY WORD AND GIVE ME A FREE TICKET PLEASE…#MY FIRST TIME SEEING YOU WAS RUINED GIRL… she was so good too like i was saving her songs to spotify that night#im reliving all this because i found out a lot of his exes and ex friends hang out together and two of them invited me so it was me an ex an#d an ex friend just swapping stories and first of all. he said he got cheated on by this girl and she NEVER DID IT (HE would have emotional/#angry outbursts at HER though) (allegedly he’s acknowledged to her that the cheating never happened too) and 2. this is obviously making me#mentally rehash everything again. i feel so bad for his current girlfriend and also for the person i ‘’stole’’ him from though i really hesi#tate to blame myself after hearing about his patterns. first of all he wouldve done this with anyone who was vulnerable around him and secon#d i was the only reason he was at all honest with them. he was fully planning to gaslight this ex and me and his dad had to convince him not#to. they look like theyre happy now and im very happy for them over that. oh my god that man was evil he told me for WEEKS about every time#his then partner had talked shit about me while i made clear that i didnt care and wasnt very interested but he kept going. god i cant belie#ve this was my life a year ago.#the one thing i can say is that i out freaked him because throughout our short relationship i made him so insecure that a week after i told#to never speak to me again he called me asking if he really was ugly.#I CANNOT BELIEVE I HAD TO TEND TO A GROWN MAN WHILE LANA DEL REY WAS RIGHT THERE BECAUSE HE WAS SO OPPOSED TO BEING AROUND HER. LANAAAA#times like these i get so mad i dont know what to do but ultimately remembering that he has not achieved any of his goals because he refuses#to face himself really helps me. god man IVE achieved some of his goals and i wasnt even trying to#a really awful part of all of this was all of the friends who knew him taking his side. because they didnt know him well enough to know what#he was actually like.#i was talking to my ex friend of four years and she was like not to blame you but he was probably really vulnerable from his time with [ex p#rior to me]’’ because he’s been going around alleging that that ex was abusive. and she was implying i took advantage of him. so i had to go#into detail about what an awful awful person he was and the sort of state i was in when this relationship took place. hannah lee you are#not seeing your little jehovah’s witness heaven.#anyways redirecting this energy im very happy with the way my life is and the way i am now. and im grateful for it i would not have ever bee#n able to imagine having the sort of peace and motivation i feel now. life feels like it can and will change for the better and it keeps pro#ving that right all the time#it just hurts sometimes having that as my first experience and not even being able to vocalize what was wrong bc i just didnt know hurts#oh i forgot one of his besties can see my account bc we’re sort of mutuals. i doubt he’s looking he did the whole unfollowing the ex bc she’#s allegedly amoral thing after the breakup but if he is hi isaac#he did on rare occasion show me selfless kindness but ultimately your best friend is a creep. i don’t want to be involved with anyone from#our school but I hope you know this and I hope you’re proud
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