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Happy Birthday, Alec! 🏳️‍🌈     *September 12th

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Magnus, showing Alec his cat eyes: Alexander, I have a dark side…

Alec, immediately taking off his pants: So my safe word is red.

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I keep wondering how Alec and Magnus will find out Max possibly being an Eldest Curse and being the son of a Prince of Hell. It will be interesting to find out who Max’s demon father is.

Omg those poor things!

Just after they finished dealing with asssholemodeus in trsom...

Malec: Phew! We are finally done with greater demons! Yay!

CC:

Also actual footage of me trying to figure out whomst is Max's demon parent:

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Alec + career stages

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Alec + self-harm

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“It feels good to be back”

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FjoBZHOOR78

Here is the 3A part 2 bloopers. This is the only one I found that plays in canada for any canadians out there

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Malec training in season 3b

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Alec + training with his seraph blades

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Alec held his hands out, and Magnus took them. He looked into Alec’s blue eyes, the precise color of his own magic, and felt a great calm descend over him, a peace beyond all other peace he had ever known.

- Alec`s eyes have the same colour as Magnus`s magic!!!

The Dark Artifices Book 3: Queen of Air and Darkness by Cassandra Clare

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hurt meme.

“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”

“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”

“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”

“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”

“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”

“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”

“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”

“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”

“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”

“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”

“i fucked up, why do you not care?”

“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”

“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”

“i have no idea how to do cpr.”

“whose blood is that?”

“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”

“don’t you dare fucking let go!” 

“what the hell happened to you?” 

“are they dead? did you kill them?” 

“do you know what you’ve done?” 

“you’re either with me or against me.” 

“who the hell did this to you?” 

“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 

“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 

“when was the last time you ate?” 

“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 

 “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 

“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“ 

“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 

“are you… throwing up in there?” 

“why aren’t you eating?” 

“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 

“i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 

“i woke up, & you were gone.” 

“just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 

“it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

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I can come back home with you if you’d like.

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Tumblr has been a really stressful place for me recently simply because of my anxiety which is why my activity is super super spotty. I am writing on discord a lot though, it’s like a safe haven right now, so if you would like to write anything with me on discord or continue anything there let me know and I’ll be happy to.

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your pomp is brought down to sheol, the sound of your harps …