#and I can't stay awake
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Having a chronic illness is wild because you just suddenly stop functioning and it's like, "Oh, OK, I guess I'm just in bed for however many days with no way to plan for the rest of the week" and the government says that you should be able to live on $750 a month like that.
#behcets#behcets disease#autoimmune disease#chronic illness#chronic pain#bedbound and down#i had shit to do this week#fucking hell my joints#and I can't stay awake#i'm only 35 what a nightmare
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sorry to be moominposting but it's kind of funny how the fact that snufkin has to leave every year is made out to be the great tragedy of their existence when actually it's literally perfect that he has to leave in the same season moomin literally hibernates. bro even if he stays ur gonna be snoring
#moomin#moominvalley#snufkin#snufmin#this whole thing is so tragic and so beautiful but underneath all of it I'm always like come on now is it really that deep#ur on the brink of going beddybyes man...#also I think my take on this is very informed by this one fanfic I read#that suggested that moomin can't stay awake and snufkin can't stay still for too long#so I guess I have different ideas than other ppl
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Anything Else?
TW: Noncon Drugging, Chain Restraints, Sadistic Whumper
Whumper smiled to himself as Whumpee struggled to focus their gaze. Their eyes refused to stay opened and on Whumper.
Not only were they tired from the past couple of hours of straight taunting, they were tired from whatever Whumper had injected them with. After getting the idea from a friend, he decided to try it out on Whumpee. He was very pleased with the results.
“So, what was all that you were saying earlier?” He asked with a knowing grin. “You said you were going to hit me, stab me, strangle me, get me back. Anything else you plan on doing?”
Whumpee’s lips didn’t move to form a response. Only a small exhale could be heard. The chains attached to their wrists and ankles holding them down to the bed didn’t rattle. He could see their eyes slowly starting to shut. Grabbing their chin, he forced their head up. “I’m talking to you Whumpee.”
Their eyes opened more before slowly closing. He hummed. “I thought you had things to say Whumpee. Why’re you so quiet now?”
Whumper yanked on one chain, forcing their glassy eyes to briefly lock with his. This was something he could get used to seeing. He smirked.
“You look so much better like this. You think I enjoy you thrashing around all the time? Nah, I don’t. I like you better this way.” He hummed. “Too incoherent to talk or even open your eyes. I wish I could keep you like this forever…”
His smirk fell as a thought occurred to him.
#whump#whump writing#creative writing#writeblr#writer things#writers on tumblr#suspense#Penni writes#noncon drugging#chains#can't stay awake#can't move#captive whumpee#sadistic whumper#i hope i didn't miss anything#drugged whumpee
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i like when people treat xavier's constant need for sleep as a disability/illness. because it is. you should treat it with the same gravity as insomnia babygirl
#will never forget when a professor (PSYCHOLOGY PROFESSOR) made fun of me because my eyes were heavy in class and he kept telling me#“you're gonna fall asleep” and i kept having to deny it like dude if you don't want to teach your own course find a hobby don't argue with#a girl who can't even process what you're saying correctly but is embarrassed as hell and is fighting for her life to stay awake#ANYWAYS#LET ME PROJECT *SHAKES XAVIER LIKE MEPHISTO*#xavier#love and deepspace#xavierposting
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ik the common agreement in neurodivergent circles seems to be that we all function better at night but here's to the ones who are on the opposite end of the spectrum. To the early birds who wake at 7 and can't stay up past 10pm. To the ones who are left out of almost every social event bc everything seems to be happening after 8 but you're normally in bed by that point. To the ones who are made fun of bc "only little kids go to bed that early". To the ones who, even if they wanted to, can never seem to find their place among others bc of society's expectation that the real fun only begins after midnight. I see you, I feel you, and I wish you a very same
#it's especially annoying bc everyone around me seems to believe#that THEY are the weird one/minority for going to sleep at 4am#when i have literally never. not once. met someone who went to bed at 10pm like me#as part of their natural sleep cycle#& ik i can't be mad at others bc you don't really pick your sleep cycle but like.#a lot of the time it feels like they aren't even trying to involve me#bc 'if i wanted to be involved i should have just stayed awake longer'#instead of like. starting shit earlier or idk#and then im the idiot for not being able to force myself to stay awake#neurodivergent#actually neurodivergent#adhd#actually adhd#autistic#autism#actually autistic
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the fatigue I'm having right now is CRAZY like I can't sleep enough but also my ass can't stay asleep
#BOOOOO HISSSSSSS#sergle.txt#I almost can't even do Anything during the day right now like. anything at all#I'm barely staying awake
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So, remember this from the Circe Saga?
EURYLOCHUS:
Captain, I have something that I must confess
Something that I must get off my chest
Until it is said, I cannot rest
Captain?
ODYSSEUS:
There's only so much left we can endure
Whatever you need to say can wait some more
Of that, I'm sure
Well the wait finally ended in the Thunder Saga.
EURYLOCHUS:
I've got a secret I can no longer keep
I opened the wind bag while you were asleep
I'm so sorry
Forgive me
#epic the musical#epic the circe saga#epic the thunder saga#circe saga#thunder saga#puppeteer#scylla#jorge rivera herrans#the odyssey#odysseus#eurylochus#gods damn it Eurylochus you were so close to making it home#Odysseus stayed awake for 9 days#but you just couldn’t help yourself could you#I’ll give him a point because he did try to confess to his captain#but he loses it and more when it took him so long to bring it up again after he’s told to wait#not to mention all the other crap he’s pulled#I can't have you planting seeds of doubt#I can't have you disagreeing each route#I need you to always be devout and comply with this or we'll all die in this#Odysseus called this man out back in the ocean saga
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I may be tired and delusional, but I'm still alive and kicking.
#exhausted's half awake jumbles#Story time in the tags#For the third year in a row my family's AC unit has died on a Friday after 5pm#Meaning that we can't get it serviced til Monday.#we have a new unit supposedly. I think it's cursed though#Here's the fun part#I live in Texas#In the dry heat part#So yay.#Thankfully because this is the third time#We have swamp coolers and fans galore so out house is somewhat cool?#But my room is the hottest in the house#and it stays hot.#So for now I'm sleeping on a fold-out couch in the living room#worse sleep I've had in while but at least it's cool and my cat is snuggly.#idk why I'm sharing this but uhhhh#Moral of the story?#Make sure to have your AC checked to see if it's cursed like ours.#I really think I am only half awake writing this.#I stay awake on Lemonade.
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Kunikida owns a motorbike that he doesn't drive anymore(in storage) but he ends up talking about all things motor related with Chuuya and ends up getting it back out again and Dazai finds out when Kunikida and Chuuya come to pick him up for a date and they both show up on their motorbikes and he's completely shocked and swoons over his two hot motorbike boyfriends .
(Please someone make this into reality!!!)
#bc like that would be so awesome omfg#best thought I've ever had#seriously i can't get enough of these three#they make me so insane#this is my favourite thing ever#i think about this everyday#i think about this all night long#i stay awake not sleeping bcs i'm thinking about this#bungou stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#kunikida doppo#kunichuzai#kunichuu#kunikidazai#my post#soukoku#skk#kunichuuya#fic idea#writing prompt#headcanon#kndz
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10.02.23
#leon draisaitl#edmonton oilers#hockeyedit#nhl#hockey#the oilers#my gifs#hockey stuff#yeah idk I'm bored and trying to stay awake long enough to finish this game#I truly can't believe this is only a 1-1 game rn#munchin'
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i am so normal about hnk
#gem hair gem hair gem hair gem ha#107 killed something inside me and i'm afraid i'll never get it back#drawn pre-107#you can still see the innocence in their eyes...#no phos don't stay awake during the winter oh no they can't hear me their ears got shattered by another sunspot#houseki no kuni#hnk#hnk fanart#land of the lustrous#lotl#houseki no kuni phos#hnk phos#art#fanart#my art#doodle#i got new markers recently can you tell#dont repost or it’s you who’ll be theseus’s ship-d next
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Fun Fact: I named this file "if i had a wiggly for every time joey played a villain consumed by magic powers beyond their comprehension expressed through green light i'd have way more wigglys than anyone can handle but its weird that it happened twice" because I couldn't get it out of my head so welcome back to art that's specifically funny to only me and combine it with "I'll just do a quick simple drawing" that goes a bit out of hand anyway....eh it happens
#zkretchy#art#hatchetverse#black friday#nightmare time 2#ezekiel#i still can't believe that is a canon episode#to be fair-it's hatchetfield-anything can happen#wilbur cross#also hi this came to me at fucking 1am last night so i got 4 hours of sleep#not even bc my brain stayed awake#so i basically only fiddled with some details now (8pm the other day AFTER a nap after work...sorry to myself)#anyhow for someone who doesn't love green i sure like these bright green lighting scenarios while the rest is pitch black darkness#starkid
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idk what it is about Perclin that makes me crave those
Like
hopeful "Promise?"
"Promise."
Type conversions but it seems to not matter what scenario I'm thinking about for them they're having that sort of conversation at some point
#percy weasley#colin creevey#perclin#I'm so sleepy I feel very silly I'm not sure if I'm making sense#But they happen alot in my head and ive used it in one fic Idk I think it's cute#Right now still on hospital au and Percy promising to still be there in the morning because Colin's physically can't stay awake#But also end of the road where Colin is dying but they’re still making promises anyway#“You'll still be here when I wake up?”#“I will.”#“Promise?”#“Promise."#While hes all nuzzled up to him and soft smiles and headpats And my entire heart screams#I am a very weak person#And really need to go to sleep
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the fun thing about psychosis + plurality is that folie a deux is real and it's not just a fall out boy album
#pk;m cloudy🌦️#looking at how jimmy & curly act together... y'all have more going on than you're letting on 🤨 and im not talking about gay shit here#it's like their mental health shit is connected ir something. if one's having a breakdown the other is too and vice versa#like what the fuck#i bet if we separated them it'd either make things Much worse (we don't... separate. someone from their Person unless it's Really needed.#and they Are each other's Person.)#but I'm liek. Listen man. stop being fufcking codependent on each other that's Weird.#*itd make thimgs much worse or it'd fix everything Tee hee i forgot to finish that thought. anyways#the psychosis is really psychosising today and stan can't stay awake so it's just me with these two freaks
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me: i'll be fine being off my meds for a few days until i can get my refill
the first night:
#i keep forgetting why i used to do ye olde stay awake until i physically can't stay awake routine#because i cant sleep unless my meds knock me out#im giving it two hours and if i'm still awake then i'll just go on a morning run#either that or i'll have to skip uni to get my refill#fuck my stupid baka life
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