#and I am in that boat rn
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How do you mourn something that you never lost because it was never yours lol
#hi hello#I’m in such a funky mood right now#how do you get over feeling like you missed out on an opportunity that might have not been a good fit but how are you supposed to know#if it never happened#what if this was my chance to take a risk and change my life and I fucking missed it#I have always struggled with living with the what ifs#and I am in that boat rn#like to a t#I feel so lame
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thinkin about the anastasia musical production i saw.... how anya changes into a simpler dress before she goes to kiss her mans.... the implications........... the visual representation of her return to anonymity™ ......
#anastasia broadway#anastasia musical#anastasia#i love the detail of this dress so much it was so soft#i feel like they were going for the boat dress vibe from the film#i want to say more on this but i am not feeling very articulate rn akldshf#but man. the META
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musing outloud. ford clearly liked and cared about mabel but he was also. kindof dismissive of her as someone to trust OR worry after too much? up until she was directly put into mortal peril to threaten him and (more speculatively) up until she was the only one who kept trying to help stan. he didn't consider her until it affected him.
he did similar to dipper, he liked the kid well enough but didn't really take him into consideration until he could see himself in dipper (and even in that consideration, he didn't really see dipper's relationships as something to consider. don't tell the others, trust no one)
of course I say this with all the love in my heart because him being self-centered is very much a compelling and well-considered character trait. the times he'd relied on others- with stan and with bill and with fiddleford- had all fallen apart, with him alone and left hurting or having hurt. interpersonal relationships weren't really something he thought of with anything warmer than the bittersweet. and in that blindspot of relationships he didn't really seem to fully grasp the responsibility that comes with his 'teen' grandnephew's trust and admiration, what would come if the apprenticeship as proposed went through. or the staggering enormity of love that was stan rebuilding the portal for 30 years despite every single warning and hardship despite all odds to get ford back
#gravity falls spoilers#gravity falls#ford pines#dragon rambles#sorry I rewatched the end of gravity falls and am going through it.#mabel's immensely important to me. so im chewing on writing choices involving her as a treat. home grown crops#idk I think weirdmageddon put a lot of these these things into perspective for ford. going sailing with stan is a really good step forward#guards! put this guy who was an actual active character for like 5 episodes into the character development hyperchamber we call 'a boat'#(I don't meta post often it's kinda scary so if I'm being fail forgetter of important character details girl rn just ignore me)
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i think the only logical conclusion to joel adding espresso to his playlist is to write a fic based off of it tbh
#nya talks#literally listening to the song again from His Perspective TM and oh this could be so good#soooo many ideas rn#fame au?????? maybe!??????#joel smallishbeans#def gonna be#boat boys#like who do u think i am
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there is nothing i would not give to spend a night in the moon magic blanket fort inside the depths gorgug’s van boat. that is the most beautiful thing i’ve ever heard described and my entire body yearns for it
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Could I get an “I voted” sticker design?
you voted! we all did, hopefully... vote smalletho and get a doodle from me !!
#smalletho#boat boys#the relation ship#i am literally going to sleep rn i had a tough day please keep smalletho alive in the poll i beg you all
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Me, squinting at the tv a few minutes into 2x03 at Buttons in the background bc it looks like he's trying to do something with the spells Auntie gave him in the last episode:
WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS, YOU DEVIOUS LITTLE MAGIC MAN?!?!?!?!
+I just gotta say, I know everyone’s been saying stuff about about “Where’s Ed?” in the high def photos that dropped, but we already saw clips so I know he’ll be there somehow. BUT I'M CONCERNED ABOUT BUTTONS! WTF IS THAT CRAZY SEA WITCH UP TO?!?!?! Bc the only photo we got that he’s in, is him standing next to Stede and he hadn’t even changed out of the Red Flag’s uniform whereas everyone else seems to have gotten somewhere back to or closer to their original styles…
I haven't spotted him anywhere in the promo that dropped yesterday, I haven't spotted him anywhere in the teaser for 4&5 that showed after episode 3- But what we do see, the very first shot of that teaser, is of a seagull flying away from The Revenge into the night sky.
What if... he ACTUALLY transforms and goes back to The Red Flag to communicate with the Auntie or something???
I was originally on team "It's so silly and fun that they are playing with the idea that he's seriously a magic user. Haha, very funny guys." Bc shows often like to hint at things like magic or a divine power, but don't often actually canonize those things. But Buttons might legitimately be doing something insane... I cannot wait.
#Cae Has Lots of Feelings About Our Flag Means Death#Hello like 1/3 of Vico!#Taking up a lot of attention you are#It's because you look like *that* (compliment)#But I'm trying to focus on that little weirdo over your shoulder#And I'm trying to figure out who's rustling around in front of him#BUT I'M CONCERNED#WHERE IS HE IN THE LATEST PROMO STUFF?!?!?#DID HE GET TRANSMOGRIFIED???#WHAT'S FRENCHIE GOING TO DO WHEN HE FINDS OUT THEY HAVE THE REINCARNATION OF *THE* SEA WITCH ON THEIR BOAT???#(not a sea witch. The Sea Witch.)#I am theorizing like the wind rn#I need to know wtf is going on NEOW#Our Flag Means Death#OFMD#Our Flag Means Death Season 2 Spoilers#Our Flag Means Death Spoilers#OFMD Spoilers#OFMDS2#OFMD s2 spoilers#Nathaniel Buttons#OFMD Buttons#OFMD Meta
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Tonight at 11: Local woman tormented day and night by Karl Heisenberg x OC fic fails for the 3rd week in a row to get fucking anything down on paper
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going for a drive while a bit drunk is the funnest thing
#omg kiera no one cares#is like I'm in a boat which i hate but rn i enjoy#I AM NOT DRIVING I CAN NOT DRIVE
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diabolik + textposts, ?/?
#this is the scene in chi sei with the island and the boat. you know what i mean#this would've been an actual movie screenshot but i dont have easy access to it rn so this is what i am working with. anyway this may be my#most 'targeted at me specifically' post yet but i had to make this urgently so i thought i would share it with all of you#going back in the cave now see you all soonish#diabolik
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so we're definitely getting cny24 after koi... that leaves 3 hells (mermaid mr, boat ur, anni) and the 3 double ssrs (statue painter, yoneyama mai, ruin duo) + upcoming cny 2025 hell. this year cny is 29th jan so cn should Not be getting anything else new till new but they might sneak in a new ssr.
jp is getting yoneyama rn so i think (hope) thats next for us, or statue painter. after cny that is. and as for the next hell after that, i can see them bringing mermaid early like vampire did or bringing boat bc its the older one. hmm. anni and cny are probably the two events that will keep to their slots?
#theorising to distract myself from the fact that I Cant Log In#did send a support ticket in but obviously no one is on rn#i... lowkey want boat ur i think... or at least just the dress and coat.....#most worried about the ssrs tho bc i want all of yoneyama AND statue painter and i only have 15k on hand rn#...“only” 15k god who am i#sleepy.txt
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dynig is kindaof yuri if u think abt it tbh
#lying in the arms of sweet sweet death as it all ends an infinite blackness surrounding me nothing but a thick tar-like sea slowly envelopin#g me. then i come to my senses. *kind of*. i still cant feel exactly. everythings not right. my lungs are still. the tune of my heart's bea#has gone from awry to nonexistant. Dead silence- literally.#i am dead. i am alone. i am in a vast empty sea of pain torment and bitter hurtful last moments. and then i look below me.#i am not drowning#i am not alive#but i am not dying#there is someone keeping me safe#even in a place like this.#a strange cloaked figure. i try to look underneath their hood but i cant quite make out anything underneath it.#i try to comprehend it. i try to think i try and i try and try again.#is this the grim reaper?#she grabs my hand. i am dead#but i am going to move on#and i am going to rest#peacefully#on this boat. and i will not be alone#i will be at peace. with death.#;.ITHINKSS!!!1X33#awawawwwuolds writens mores buts im playigns vidbeo games thigny.;ss.; rns ithinkss:3:33:333!!11X33
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KNOCKOUT HOW MANY TITANS ARE THERE?
ELEVENTEEN. I TOOK WHAT HUMANS CALL.... ZAZA?? AND MAN IM STARTING TO FEEL THE EFFECTS.
#knockout asks#asked and answered#maccadams#maccadam#ooc post#I am. Loosing my mind rn.#I was on a boat for half the day and I still feel the phantom rocking of the boat#Send help :(
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okay i know i've rebranded a lot already but.. what if instead of lil lemon snails... i became circus of snails.
#the only reason i'm hesitant of letting go of lemon snails (even tho i hate the lil part)#is because i get to sign my art l.l.snails which is like#a boat#and i find that really funny#but i am feeling a change in the wind!#and it's not like i'm running a business rn so a switch.. could happen......#new year new me amiright#snailem speaks
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When someone tells you they don't like hugs, that's not an invitation for you to "cure them". It is not a "you" thing, although sometimes it might be. You thinking "they have to get used to it" because "your hugs are different" and "that's how you show love" is not a valid argument. Hugging them out of the blue as a goodbye is not cool either. Fuck off.
#ok to rb in case someone is in the same boat but thinks the post is too personal#this friend of mine...#pretends he's great but can't respect one basic thing#he's lucky I have grown to control my emotions and not lash out#i hate it#don't hug me or touch me end of line#i am honest to god feeling sick#this dude and I have history where I borderline felt incapable of saying no and had sex with him#afterwards I told him how I felt#yet he still pulls this shit#hugs make me sick to my stomach I don't even hug my family#and I really don't wanna hug a man who pretty much made me hate sex (for myself) as a whole#i feel disgusting rn#twice he hugged me and got mad when I refused to hug him again#even after I already told him I hated it#then asks if I'm scared of him because of that like you piece of shit I wanna rip my skin out where you touched it#I may pretend to everyone that I'm a strong confident man but good lord#sometimes I wish I had an over protective boyfriend so he could kick him in the teeth over this shit#it's ridiculous I know but fuck#apologies if you read all these tags but I over drank after this and none of my friends are awake and I needed to vent#garrett.text
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this is gonna sound incredibly virtue signal-y i fear but i have been feeling. so fiercely protective of all the transfems i've ever met lately
#marzi speaks#I PROMISE I'M NOT TRYING TO EARN GOOD BOY POINTS HOLD ON LET ME. EXPLAIN MYSELF HERE#obvs we're in kinda a tense political climate rn#and i'm noticing trends have been getting . increasingly misogynistic lately?#in like . a subtle but for sure still noticeable way#and women are being dismissed and all this awful shit#and ppl are going. completely mask off about it when the woman happens to be a trans gender#and it reminds me of when i was a little girl. and how my mom spent so much time in my childhood#training me to not stand for and take misogynistic bullshit from anyone. and to defend other women too#she taught me to assert myself in professional or academic environments. she taught me to stand proud and take up physical space#once as a kid my great uncle (who's always been a nut) didn't let me come on a fishing trip because i was a girl#when i came to my mom crying about it because i loved boats and fishing and my family she just about murdered him. completely tore into him#my whole life my mom has been there to tell me that people will try to put me down. they will try to overlook me or dismiss me#or make me feel smaller. and if i dare to get too confident i'll be labeled bossy or a bitch#and that no matter what i do i cannot let those pieces of shit win. i cannot let that stop me#and that i'd have to fight so fucking hard for it my whole life and it won't be fair but i will do it because i have no other option#and i'm seeing a lot of transfems having to navigate that now too#but they didn't get the privilege of being trained in this since day 1. they have to figure it out on their own#and the demonization right now is so strong that a single misstep can be. so dangerous#and it makes me so mad. all of that built up anger from every time i've had to learn how to not take misogynistic bullshit comes to a boil#the little girl scout in my brain who grew up forcing people to see that a girl can do whatever the fuck she wants fuck you is ACTIVE rn#she's angry. she's so angry. because she's seeing the same bullshit she dealt with in middle school being repeated again#anyways. transfems. i love you so much. you deserve so much fucking better.#i hope you can safely advocate for yourself. until then i will fucking yell and scream from the rooftops because this shit is so unfair#you should be allowed to succeed and you should be allowed to fail. and you should be allowed to take up as much goddamn space as you want#and wear whatever the hell you want. transfems i love you and i am so so angry on your behalf. modern feminism has failed you#and i am going to kill someone over it#remember to be loudly and unapologetically yourself as much as you safely can. do not let them crush your spirit
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