#and I am SO EMOTIONAL
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well this means that Megumi managed to finish the mission Satoru gave him in episode one/chapter one
#i love the reference to chapter one/ep1#i am feeling so nostalgic#can't believe its over#and i am so emotional#i am sobbing#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#reading jujutsu kaisen
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asking for help can be done at any time, and it is free. you just have to let yourself accept it.
#wishing i had more energy to draw all of the additions i want to but well. taking my own advice and i am a slug#my art#tatzelworm#tatzelwurm#to the people in my inbox i see you and i love you hiwever if i summon an emotional response rn i will literally fall asleep.#so its gonna be a bit
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missed finishing in time for vg appreciation week so this is just. more elf crew shenanigans 🍂
#they are so precious to me i am kissing them all on. the head#davrin and his yappers#bellara lutare#rook#rook mercar#endras mercar#davrin#davrin dragon age#davrook#a little bit in there. as a treat#dragon age#dav#datv#veilguard#fanart#my art#artists on tumblr#sometimes i just need to indulge in the two Dalish Elves teaching endras about elf things. sometimes its Emotional okay
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cooked an au while i was sick and i fear it has rotted my brain already
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#tavstarion#tav#shadowheart#teenager astarion is making me emotional he looks so squishy#i am a 'blonde astarion who went grey in his 20s' truther#idk what it is about ice-adjacent sports that scratch my brain#also i can't remember which one but one of the bloodweave fics someone sent me that i bookmarked had figure skater astarion#and it just crept into my neurons. it's such a concept i'm obsessed with it
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Perhaps a controversial take, but I don't think the phrase "make nazis afraid again" actually reflects what often happened in real life both in history and in the current day. I've seen way too many comfortable, celebrated nazis who were and are nothing but unafraid and emboldened.
I feel a more accurate slogan would be "make nazis afraid."
#jumblr#jewish politics#antisemitism tw#personal thoughts tag#obviously this is a very complex and emotional topic to me#inspired from seeing this very thing (a very comfortable n-zi in Today's Day and Age)#and yes i am very upset that the accurate phrase takes out the 'again'#i hate it. i hate it so so much.
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is “what the fuck i accidentally supported a rapist” not#“but my showww”. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOUGHT MY DYING PEN PRESSURE FR THIS#TH MEGUMI DROUGHT. OVER. CROPS WATERED with yuuji's tears#im a wreck im a gd WRECK#megumi nation itfs nation whatever happens from now on know tht tonight was a Victory#god there r more redraws i want 2 do . i need to like. calm down tho#im so emotional im shaking and my pen is on its last legs i dont think more is good for it#or for my hand#i feel her protesting GHGSD i did paint a lot of leaves today#YA SPEAKING OF . WENT FROM LA DI DA RELAXING SUMMER LIGHT ITFS IN2 THE MOST DEVASTATING/pos CH OF MY LIFE#what a day what a time to be alive#times like this make me so grateful i can draw what wld i do except scream otherwise#i have no words and i must Draw#anyway i dont have anything valuable or coherent to add just know that i am the human embodiment of a whole bunch of exclamation points#my brain is like bzzzzt my heart is like wowwww
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Santos and Whitaker are a found-family match made in heaven for real. Pathetic Harmless Rat Boy and his Scary Mean Lesbian Guard Dog. Santos half-heartedly threatening him with her knowing krav maga and Whitaker just being like “golly gee Mr. Krav Maga sure does sound like a neat fellow.” I need a spinoff sitcom of all their roommate shenanigans ASAP
#i am OBSESSED with them#every lesbian has an emotional support white boy so props to then for realism!#the pitt#the pitt hbo#the pitt 2025#trinity santos#dennis whitaker
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I mean, look at these two, Backy and him-- I mean, it would have been the most romantic thing in the world if we could have had Nick Backstrom on the ice giving that goal...
ALEX OVECHKIN KISSING NICKLAS BACKSTROM ON LIVE TELEVISION.
#BRENT JOHNSON JUST STRAIGHT UP SAYING IT ON LIVE TELEVISION AHHHHHHH#SAYING IT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE MOST ROMANTIC THING IN THE WORLD. AS OVI. KISSES. NICKE.#ON NATIONAL TELEVISION#WHAT THE FUCK ALL MY NARRATIVES ARE JUST TURNED UP TO ELEVEN#Alexander Ovechkin#Nicklas Backstrom#Washington Capitals#Brent Johnson#Centers and Wingers#Hockey kisses#SO MARRIED#ROYAL COUPLE OF THE NHL#The Gr8 Chase#Caps lb#Again sorry about the quality. I am in states of emotion on my couch
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Bruce saying it’s hard to be around dick cause all he can remember when he sees him is his little Robin and all the adventures they had when times were simpler and everything wasn’t so awful yet☹️☹️☹️ THATS HIS BABY BOY YOUR HONOUR

#yes I’m yet again attempting to read utrh cause last time this made me so emotional I couldn’t eveb handle it and dropped the story#I AM HOWEVER EMOTIONALLY MORE STABLE NOW#batman#dc comics#dcu#bruce wayne#batfam#batfamily#red hood#dick grayson#nightwing
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my alive gay goth son????
#tma fanart#tma#the magnus archives#tmagp#tmagp fanart#gerard keay#gerry keay#tmagp gerry#HES SO ALIVE AND HAPPY I AM STILL EMOTIONAL#he got an even worse hairdye job... i think...#the magnus protocol
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queen of diamonds, upright + reversed 💎
I've redone this like eighty times, I have to just be done with it now and stop staring at all my mistakes oh no 🫠
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 8 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 8 spoilers#coming in well after the fact but that's what happens when the art doesn't cooperate#and i just HAD to draw something for vil's ob (re-ob?) because i loved it so much#legit put my hand over my mouth and went “oh!” when i realized what was happening#i thought it was just going to be an idia thing because. y'know. closing out his character arc from episode 6 and all#so this was like. oh! oh we're going to get ALL the inky boys!!!!!#i wonder if this is why we got a malleus flashback so early...#not to mention everyone's dreams?!#i am braced for 90% of the dreams to be kind of jokey/inconsequential because we have SO many characters to get through#and most of the time will probably be spent on our lads (literally) dropkicking their emotional problems#but i am excited to see everyone regardless!#and also kind of terrified! what on EARTH will floyd be dreaming about. do i want to know.#i do but do i want to.#man. they're probably not going to get back to it but i do wonder what silver's dream was#what was he doing when he was like 'wait a minute' and noped right out of there#lilia: here silver i made dinner :)#silver: oh boy this looks great! ...YOU'RE NOT MY REAL DAD#ouuuagh i'm still deep in the blotsauce guys and i'm loving it#come make snowangels in the ink with me it's great
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HAPPY VARENTINES DAY, ANGEL ! I've been facing some tech issues recently, but!! To celebrate Ren's birthday and Valentine's Day, I'll be releasing Day 5 (the Early Access version) for all the Beta Testers in a few days!
And for those who aren't part of the 14DWY Discord server, don't worry! The public version will be available for everyone to play once the beta testing period is over ^^
#I don't have internet right now because my service provider is ass </3 I fear we may be livetweeting from my campus wifi right now lmao /hj#Anyways!! For those unfamiliar with how the whole ''Day update'' releases work; it's as follows:#Beta Testers → 14DWY Discord Server → Public Release#I always feel bad for those who pay money to boost da server (or donate to my ko-fi); so I want to offer them early dev logs and game acces#But members can also become a Beta Tester for ✨free✨ by chatting and reaching level 50 — or by taking part in server events >:3#They get access to all dat + unique server perks (like special name colour; upload & emote/sticker perms; [REDACTED] pixels lmao; etc)#And just so that it's not too overwhelming for da folks on Discord—#—I don't think I'll make a Twitter/Bsky announcement until Day 5 is officially available for beta testers to play#Or... until I can find a new service/phone provider because an additional $40 a month is NAWT the vibe!!!!! T_T#I also do not want to drive 1.3 hours into the city just to use my uni's/McDonalds wifi hjgdgjdhjgd#But I fear this may be the price I need to pay to have extended wifi coverage to the middle of nowhere </3 /lh /silly#Oh lawd.... How am I going to upload the files to Itch........... T_T#Brb brawling and bawling a certain internet provider real quick <3#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — updates.#🖤 — shut up sai.#I'll make a new rebloggable announcement + use the 14DWY tags once Day 5 is officially out!!
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I'm back in the Tigers cage again.
(You too can join in on throwing a Rat Of A Man into a Tiger cage by reading Tiger Tiger)
#non mdzs#Still need a sona tag name...#Tiger tiger#When I say 'I need to hunt him down for blood' what I really mean is:#'I really like this character and I enjoy how he's able to provoke emotion in the readers'.#Thank you Petra for being such an amazing writer!#The penultimate chapter of Tiger Tiger is underway! I'm so excited to see how things will conclude!#There is truly no better time to be getting into Tiger Tiger than right now! Don't wait!#More TIger's comics *are* on the horizon. So sorry for underfeeding you guys.#Life got busy and I ended up taking a break for 2 months but I am *back* and I won't be leaving any time soon.#I got a tad overwhelmed with the discord; it's a fun place to chat but very busy - I'll try and pop in more often.
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Drawing practice of Sun's faceplate and hands in the canon toon style
#loaf art#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf sun#sundrop#this is the most stylized dca that I've drawn in over a year and I gotta say I enjoyed doing it more than I thought I would#my favorite faceplate is a tie between the yelling one and the seeing stars one#it did feel really weird to draw Sun with emotive facial features though - doubly so for the faces where the mouth is closed#drawing the hands like this was tough but I am pretty happy with the end results#tried to not clean up the sketches too much since this was supposed to be quick practice#next time I'm gonna try to do more under strict time limits since repetition and a pose variety is what will teach me to draw in this style
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Once in a while my brain gets overwhelmed and I just can't keep up with any social interactions, can't properly make words and feel nothing over everything. You just have to close everything and close inside your head to relax. Surprisingly, after 1-2 days you end up being full of love to the world, you still can't properly do anything but you are exploding from the love to the world and people Then I come here, and I get reminded yet again why I love creation and people who make wonders out of their minds Apocalyptic ponyo mermaid Jazz by Keferon, because apparently relief in freedom is what keeps people above
#Ahah I think I will need more days I feel like my brain will burn out the moment I try to get my emotions out in words#pretty stupid XDD#But quickly scrolled down arts and concepts and ideas#I want to sleep inside everything#maccadam#transformers#merformers#apocalyptic ponyo#jazz#prowl#jazzprowl#cockroachdoodles#Man I am the worst social example no matter how I want to ahah#I saw crazy kids and how big Shockwave is#I saw so many fics already feels like a pillows getting stuffed before I jump on it
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