#and I abandoned it 💀
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I’ve been writing more on my main/NSFT blog, but I’m not sure what I want my next piece to be on here after posting my other Megumi piece :3 help me choose!
#miss interacting with everyone on this blog too 😭😭😭#so many of my old mutuals are gone which is crazy#so now I feel like an old man LMAO#I also feel so stuck with ending pt 1 of the knight!tobio fic (T_T)#also why are titles so hard#ALSO also I don’t know if any of the top three will become multi parts 😭😭#last time I did an ‘official’ multi part story was for Tsuki on my main#and I abandoned it 💀#but then I didn’t plan the Levi multi chap fic and there were five of them 😭#tobio x reader#kiyoko x reader#sakusa x reader#aot x reader#aot headcanons#[elle.chats]
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I’m trying out Procreate so people stop giving me weird looks when they ask what I use to draw. 😭 Silver is my lucky guinea pig for testing after several intro tutorials in out to spice up my life. Please clap
Ko-fi
#my art#twisted wonderland#twst silver#it took thrice as long as my normal process BUT LISTEN#TO BE FAIR. IM ALSO LEARNING A PROGRAM THATS WAY DIFFERENT THAN IM USED TO#(i had it for a year i just never touched it 💀)#im not abandoning medibang. yet. theres still too much crud up there.
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Every day I’m haunted by the fact the boys happily swim in sewer water
Even if it’s filtered somehow there’s no way it’s not still nasty 😭 Bet they can defeat any of their villains just by accidentally giving them diseases I swear
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#bless their hearts but they’re nasty#it’s funny because like#each and every one of them has moments#where they’re a typical disgusting teenage boy#and then the next they have STANDARDS#can’t blame Leo for being so determined to go to a spa#even if he nearly licked his own foot that’s prob cleaner than anything else the boys have been up to in years 💀#thank you shelldon for all your hard work cleaning after then 🙏#they’re all gross teenage boys!!!#even Donnie he is NO exception here#bro was DRINKING A BEVERAGE while wading through sewer water he is just as gross as his bros#bro also talks with his mouth full he is no more refined than his equally gross bros fr and I love it#but yeah no way that water isn’t disgusting even filtering it would still leave grime on the walls of the sewer for yearsss#pros of them moving into an abandoned subway system is fixing their sense of smell enough to not be as gross#100% that’s part of why they didn’t mind being so filthy pre shelldon#because I mean they were literally raised in the sewers and they’re teenage boys like that’s a double whammy#THEY ALSO DONT WEAR SHOES#the few times any of them do the shoes are discarded before heading home 💀#I love them tho they are endearing anyhow#April’s immune system must be godlike just being around them fr#honestly no joke Mikey’s probably the cleanest of them all#just by virtue of being a chef#Leo I see as a mixture since he no doubt loves to pamper himself so he’s clean like#a percentage of time before he goes out and ruins his own hard work#Donnie is similar in that he’s just VERY SELECTIVE about what he thinks is too gross#Raph may be more on the stinky end but it’s not his fault he has his stinks and eats things of dubious origin(esp since his bros ate poison)#Donnie and Leo really have the gall to be sick about Raph eating the origami salami but they have no room to talk#all their villains are prob like please stay away from us we have salmonella now
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Not even ONE call back? Smh.
Victim blaming, I choose you! ⛹
#yandere#x reader#yandere blog#male yandere#yandere x reader#art#drawing#yandere drawing#my doodle baboodles#yandere izana kurokawa#izana#izana kurokawa#izana x reader#izana kurokawa x reader#yandere art#tokyo revengers x reader#yandere tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers#yandere tokyo revengers x reader#when he canonically is unhinged#when he canonically has abandonment issues (lowkey)#when hes canonically posessive#he is legit like me#/hj#hes in my top 5...#i would draw terano but... I dont think i can draw buff men well 💀💀#only stick men for now 😞😞#anyway both of them are my husbands#no cap#imma pull up the papers
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making myself sad thinking about this
being the first moment in their conversation that really caught eddie's attention, and then him spending the rest of the season fixated on how he ran away after she died
#stranger things#eddie munson#hellcheer#edissy#i kind of hate thinking about eddie's arc because i don't like the way it's written so maybe thats why i never made the connection before 💀#but these two just make me so sad yall#he feels like he failed her#not just because he couldnt stop her death but because he abandoned her after she asked him to stay#....and now that i'm thinking about it like that i dislike the conclusion of his arc even more#i will not go into detail because thats not what this post is about
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But if reader did tell aventurine that the baby isn't his would he be sad it isn't? Would he still take care of her? And then pass out when the baby is born lol different anon but I really like that idea ahah reader's actual response is great too do they close the door to his face too? Is it bad i want aventurine to suffer? XD what if reader does find another rich blond man ahah
HI ANONNN I didn't get the chance to answer this but I wanted to !!!! I was thinking about this and changed my mind, I feel like it probably depends on the circumstances. I never talked about it in translation, but mc does need to sleep with other people for work (and like, he does too lol) so I think aventurine would just assume the pregnancy was a consequence of that. he does really, really treasure them so yes he would take care of them but without the intention of acting as any kind of father to the child (they wouldn't ask him to be, and it wouldn't occur to him). so consequently yes he does pass out when the baby is born and it is CLEARLY his biological child and then the panic of being a father sets in aggghgldhskdjsj 💀 and ykw maybe reader was playing 4D chess in this situation and trying their best not to make him bolt during the pregnancy... LMAO
on the OTHER HAND though if the reader framed it as like. "I slept with someone because I had feelings for them and now I'm pregnant and want to keep their baby" I think aventurine would COMPLETELY lose his fucking marbles lol. it sets him into a different kind of existential crisis where seeing you start a family makes him realizes how empty he feels without one, and how inadequate he would be as a father, and how he's sure that his accursed luck would somehow kill you just like it did the rest of his kin - so it's just as well that you love someone else and are having their kid. this of course does not stop him from spoiling you with expensive gifts and promises of an easy life for you and your child because he cannot fathom any way to make you stay other than financial gain lol
in this scenario, he STILL passes out when he sees that the kid is his, but this time he's a little relieved? because after being miserable for 9 months that he can't ever have a family, surprise! he's actually getting one! (you know, maybe reader was playing 4D chess with him here too 😰)
#and LOL yes reader does actually find another rich blonde man 💀💀💀#but aventurine is so fucking petty about it he literally enters their home (aka the other guy's home) and gives the mc the most#extravagant diamond ring and is like 'leave your fiance immediately and marry me I have more money :)'#he does not cope well with abandonment HRAGLSJDKSJ#yueshuo.asks#cw.pregnancy#asks.anon
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rewatching season 3 for the first time in forever rn and. the doctor and jack make me so sick dude. i feel sooooo unwell about them. like imagine you meet rose and the doctor, these amazing people that you find yourself traveling with and coming to care for, then one day you end up left behind by this man that you trusted, alone and fundamentally changed forever—back from the dead. you wait for over 100 years, searching for him, and when you finally find him you learn that he abandoned you on purpose. that he views you as something wrong, something that he can’t stand to look at. a fixed point, something not meant to exist. this guy that you loved and trusted, telling you all of this right to your face. like that’s crazy
#likeeee ily doctor but dear fucking god#i feel so bad for jack 💀#like ok martha’s also going through her unrequited love arc but jack???#this man was changed forever. he literally can’t die#all because he traveled with the doctor#and now this guy who was essentially responsible for his fate (somewhat) just… abandons him#treats him like something fucked up. yknow?#like shittttt dude damn#PLUSSSS HE THOUGHT THEY LOST ROSE#like DEAD lost not parallel world lost#these 2 people he cared about so much. like. he lost them#one of them he didn’t really even have to lose. like the doctor’s right THEREEE he FOUND him#and yet#tragic shit man#doctor who#doctor/jack#tenjack#??#captain jack harkness#hello everypony :3 feeling awesome. very normal
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Promise Me You Won't Change Too
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#arcane#fanart#my art#digital art#arcane season 2#arcane vi#arcane caitlyn#collage#caitvi#vi and caitlyn#enforcer vi#gas mask#trauma#abandonment#s2 shattered my soul💀#obviously still had to join the hype train of course wooooo 😭#hounds#episode 3#divorce era™#i know i rarely draw cait but this season actually got me to appreciate her new complexity#that grief and despair twisted her into a whole new person i love it somehow#monkey bomb#vi and jinx fight#shattered reality#shattered glass#flashback#ptsd#spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers
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heya, I noticed for your fic 'Stay Where I Can Reach' you tagged dissociative personality disorder and was wondering if you mean dissociative identity disorder (DID) or depersonalization/derealization disorder (DPDR)? dissociative personality disorder is not a term I'm familiar with
thanks!!
Hiiii sorry I'm late!!
Short answer: I did purposefully tag it as personality disorder rather than identity disorder! For "as per my research" reasons mainly.
Long answer: I gave Andrew a more general dissociative disorder, bc DID is its own thing that would require me to do even more research than I already have 😅 The aim wasn't to give Andrew separate parts/alters with total amnesia between them - he's still a singlet, with one identity/part in his head. It's just that the one part has dissociative symptoms like other trauma disorders, even if it's more 'intense' than in some other cases.
When I was doing this initial research I found somewhere that dissociative personality disorder is a separate disgnosis from DID/OSDD? And it described what I was going for for that Andrew? I'm not gonna say that's 100% the end all be all, because hell if I know lol you may be right! Depersonalization or derealization disorder could in fact be the real term and just I found an outdated source/misread things. I might've accidentally used an umbrella term rather than a specific diagnosis or something. I could go back and refigure out the whole thing but I gotta be honest. I don't have a lot of extra energy or space or put toward it atm, but maybe if anyone thinks its worth a re-look I might put it on my list
#man that did research tho i gotta admit#the human mind and body is capable of incredible things#in the name of self preservation and survival#anyway idk does this help???#is this an answer?#i just was tryin based on my research 😭 i dont have a dissociative disorder i was just looking at blogs/first habd accounts#i just got that adhd memory#in a way also akin to swiss cheese but for somewhat different reasons#which meansssss i havent though about SWICR in a hot minute 💀 ive abandoned my baby#not art sorry guys#swicr#asks#andrew minyard
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thank you for the tag my love <3 @justwinginglife
rules:
1. make a new post with the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous
2. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it!
3. tag others to continue the game
so…i’ve got a bit of a WIP situation. i have more ongoing fics in my drafts than i can count because, well, every time a new idea comes along, i just have to start it. it doesn’t help that i have a terrible habit of leaving stories halfway, fully convinced i’ll come back and finish them soon. so now, my drafts are practically bursting with half-written scenes, plot twists, and cliffhangers waiting for their turn.
most of them don’t have titles yet btw
• close enough to touch — kuroo tetsurou & kozume kenma
• overdrive — ushijima wakatoshi
• untitled — akutagawa ryuunosuke ft. nakahara chuuya
• no more waiting — hoshina soshiro
• winner takes all — sakusa kiyoomi & miya atsumu
• false impressions — miya osamu
• brother’s best friend — ushijima wakatoshi
• boss/employee — fukuzawa yukichi
• a little something with best friend!kuroo
• needy!suna
• kenma and his cosplayer girlfriend
• arranged marriage — kuchiki byakuya
• childhood friends to lovers — kuchiki byakuya
• long distance relationship — bokuto koutaro
• childhood best friends to lovers/domestic au — kageyama tobio
• exes to lovers — hoshina soshiro & narumi gen
• domestic au — husband!hoshina soshiro
• former friends w benefits to lovers — hirako shinji
• honeymoon — hoshina soshiro
• interruptions — husband!hoshina soshiro
• chrollo’s sister — feitan portor
• heavy breeding kink — hoshina soshiro
• injuries — hoshina soshiro
• bully!reader x bokuto koutaro
• wet dreams — narumi gen
• enemies to lovers — narumi gen
• uryuu’s friend — ishida ryuken
• academic rivals to lovers — tsukishima kei
• possession — mihael keehl (mello)
• a/b/o — grimmjow jaegerjaquez
• childhood friends to enemies to lovers — kuchiki byakuya
• aphrodisiac — ulquiorra schiffer
• no holds barred — ushijima wakatoshi
im tagging @muzansfangs @vinomino @lumiambrose @4unnyr0se no pressure my loves 🫶
#the fact that most of these are works i thought i already posted 💀#just found so many works i thought id abandoned 😭😭
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Random thing that has not left my mind since I've watched the last episode of dbd. Monty was free from the bird cage (as seen because he helped Charles) but did they leave the front door open so he's not trapped in the house???
#i hope he's not trapped in the house 💀#although maybe cops or someone saw the house abandoned and let him out#this does not matter but i am very concerned for the boy 💀#dead boy detectives#monty the crow
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MR. AND MRS. GETO SENT YOU AN INVITE!!
Christmas Spirit is in the air and the happy couple couldn’t help but want to spread their Joy with the rest—but ever so extravagant, it’s not a one day party but rather the Full Month…
Mrs. Geto, a.k.a. Your beloved Rome has been working hard to get the party going—with the best assortments lined and preferably the best entertainers to meet the expectations, and here she is to present it all…
🕯️ .˳⁺⁎˚ The Ghost of Christmas Past: (5/5)
— The hosts bring to your discretion, the first set of our welcome (A Cocktail Bar)— with a widened range, as to your appeasement. Feel free to mix and match and play all you want—bring back your memories with your faves<3 To offer you the best possible flavour, suited to your liking, all we ask for is a description of yourself and/or hcs with your fav(s) (so we understand them better) and the characters you’d like to see yourself with (2 max) and in no time we’ll be serving you a Drabble on how the two (or three) of you spend Christmas…
🕯️ .˳⁺⁎˚ The Ghost of Christmas Present: (5/6)
— If the drinks aren’t appealing enough, the (Appetisers) lay just as enticing we suppose—to set you the best dinner plate which is filling just as it should be satisfying, Mr. Geto helped in as well, providing his perfect judgement. All your hosts require is a detailed description of you and nothing more, and we’ll find you a character from your preferred fandom to have dinner with. Do remember, dear guest, the more detailed you make the description (perferably your hobbies, likes and dislikes, mbti or zodiac stuff + picrews and pictures are acceptable!) the better the blind match-up.
🕯️ .˳⁺⁎˚ The Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come: (3/5)
— And lastly, we must come to conclude the party on the 25th after all—but that’s where the other half of our fun begins—(Sleep Overs) stood as the best and the classic option after all. Since the event for all those we hold close, there should be no secrets, right? And if there are, sleep overs offer the best catch to have them all spilt. So here, we ask you to whisper to us all those secrets about your relation with your fav that you would be too shy to mention aloud (no judgement!) And to offer our giggles and excitement, we will offer Drabbles about your whatever secret you choose to spill (nsfw or sfw accepted!)
Ah, ah, ah— we almost forgot the most important deal!
— The Gift Opening <3
…Here, as your hosts we only aimed to spread love and so, don’t shy away from turning into Rome’s Askbox to enter the party, or, to send gifts. Feel free to drop by anytime and mention (anonymously or not) your tumblr crushes and favourite authors, appreciate them and make them happy just as they do you :)
Ps: slots are always open for mutuals<3 and anyone (follower or not) can take part :) love you guys; if it gets confusing please feel free to ask me whenever <3
#fucking flop this and I’m done.#ok ok ok I won’t abandon this one FOR SURE!!#Reblogs appreciated 💀#Mr. and Mrs. Geto’s Party<3
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Me seeing there’s almost no fics about Luigi introducing Bowser to his family:
#super mario brothers#super mario movie#bowuigi#luigi#bowser#mario#fanfiction#expect this in like 2-7 days#I legit just started up my fic again after I abandoned it for 4 months#and now instead of updating that one I’m starting another#💀#peaches peaches peaches peaches peaches#I LOVEEEEE YOUUU
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oh my god i completely forgot about that tlg heathers au i was gonna make
#i was gonna make hodari be veronica or martha and kiburi's float as the heathers and that's literally all i remember#i don't think i developed it beyond that 💀#OH YEAH its bcuz i imagined kiburi as heather chandler singing candy store LMFAOOO#funny concept#idk if i can be assed to develop it because im very nitpicky about linking characters#but i'd love to hear ideas#other characters might work better than hodari and the crocs#but i thought of it solely because of candy store lol#WAIT . beshte as martha omfg#okay so scratch what i just said about abandoning this- /silly#spinny rambles#tlg au#tlg#heathers
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random shit i found in my notes app last night😭😭
#some of these are abandoned groupchat fics i made 💀#altaïr ibn la'ahad#assassin’s creed#malik al sayf#desmond miles#shitpost#connor kenway#ratohnhaké:ton#ezio auditore#rebecca crane#shaun hastings#ac leonardo da vinci#ezioleo
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I thought Kai was gay 😭💀
I AM CRYINGGGG 😭
LIKE I CAN’T BREATHE HOW DID IT COME TO THIS 😭
tears in my eyes choking on my own spit dying and trying to revive at rhe same time-
PLS 😭
no cuz… valid? 😧 like i see the vision. I GET IT 😭 but the issue here is that the flag has too much colour 🏳️🌈
not enough black. but yk, knowing him, he’d try and reform it somehow 💀
#no pls this is sending me#it’s one short sentence but it’s killing me 😭#mainly bc of the fact that when i really think about it#it makes sense 💀#HAHAHAHAHA 😭#just for that#i might just give you guys a sneak peek of the next chapter 👀#which i predict might be out some time later this week or next week#depends#woahhh you guys deserve a sneak peek for that#i don’t think you understand#like i genuinely nearly pissed myself#idk how to convince you guys 💀#keep doing shit like this and i’ll just abandon my exams altogether and become a full time liar liar author#get chapters outta me every week#saturday (to replace the jjk chapters now that it’s finished)#malakai mortimer#liar liar predictions!#believe it or not it’s still a prediction HAHAHAHA#liar liar asks!
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