#anajournal

[skinnyinklings]

I've noticed some weight gain since participating in a performing arts intensive a couple weeks ago. If anyone is interested in being a weight loss or @na buddy, I'd love to connect. I enjoy sharing tips and experimenting with fun recipes. Let me know if you're interested! <3

[mananak07]

art dump

(last one is a afterlaughs redraw)

[sk1nnylove777]

Some mealspo i made

Two rice cakes: 58kcal

2 thin spreads of Flora Light plant based butter: 62kcals

13 thin slices of cucumber: 13 kcals

Total: 133 kcals

I drank tea too with a little soya milk and it was super filling and tasty. I know a lot of people hate rice cakes, but my mom has always bought them and I love them. And I love cucumber too

[butchhannigram]

hanweaver art by DuckieGrumpy

twipie art by z0mboys_walkman

flutterdash by sharpycharot

sciset art by crowshaped

lokius art by fwutterr

rarijack art by CcnyicalZ

startrix art by 72OO_

richonne art by lab-gr0wn-lambs

spamvil art by starfall-isle

anajourn art by knacoyahh

[cryybabyanna]

Fat on your body should be enough motivation

[your-blank-husband]

Sometime I feel like I’m a bad anorexic

[drugsandsavouredhugs]

20/10/2020

I’m back to 64kg lol. And I’m hoping to get back to 54kg! But my:

GW1 is 62kg.

GW2 is 61kg.

GW3 is 59kg.

GW4 is 58kg.

GW5 is 56kg.

GW6 is 54kg!

[selunun]

Ok I'm finally back to restricting. After trying to diet normally , a few binges and a lot of tears, I'm back on my bullshit.

For the nth time

[fuckthosecookies]

Question

What vitamins are you taking?

because I want to start taking vitamins so I don’t fuck up my body that bad

Thank you in advance🙃❤️

[garde-damour]

Day 11

My life is a mess

Breakfast : abricot + strawberry = 67

Snack : chocolaté = 70

Lunch : mushroom + bread + cauliflower = 70

Love how this fucking snack is as much calories as my lunch but it wasn’t even filling or satisfying I can’t believe I ate it

And I am invited by the fucking president of France the day of my psychologist appointment so I really don’t know what I’ll do about it YaY

I had other food but I’m too lazy to write it

BUT I don’t know if i am not eating a lot or if I don’t know how to count calories but it seems that I can easily stay under 800 ? Like I must be making a mistake somewhere i can’t be achieving that ?

[skinnyinklings]

Is she wanted to she would.

If you really wanted that body, you would have it.

[mananak07]

[sk1nnylove777]

I'm going to France in 8 days. I'm currently around 118 pounds. It's better than my starting weight which was like 136 but I need to lose weight. I've limited myself to only one meal a day. And yesterday, for the first time, I faster for a little over 24 hours. My god, that was rewarding. I'm focused now. It's 10:42 a.m. and I told my mom I can't go to school because I'm depressed and shit. Suprisingly she let me off. I think it's because she knows about me eating habits. Infact she's been ringing doctors about it. My school have been involved too. They bring me to 1000 nutritionists for all I care. I will be 95 pounds. And right now I'm aimed for 115 by France. Let's hope I can reach a little less tho. By the looks of it, what I'm doing is working.

[cryybabyanna]

I've never thought that I'll be back here, so I just wana thank my colleague for indirectly calling me fat. At this point it's not even like I can eat. Everytime I even think of food I feel sick, so thank you for that 💙

I forgot how good it feels having empty stomach

Stay safe xoxo

[your-blank-husband]

I’m relapsing again… I have binged and now I’m gonna starve myself. I just can’t be fat. I am fat. I have no self control and I feel pressured to eat everyday

But when I eat I lose control and when I lose control I immediately feel guilty and dysmorphic.

I hate myself and I want to feel better and rn it feels like starving myself is what’s gonna make me feel better

[scalefaerieegrl-blog]

4/5/19

today was far worse than yesterday. I woke up and apparently, i had restricted too much yesterday (if thats even a thing) my vision immediately blacked out and i fell over. i didnt faint, i was completely conscious but i fell because of the vision thing. on top of that, i felt weak and my legs didnt work throughout the morning. i almost passed out several times after that, and at that point i knew i had to eat something. i had lost over two pounds (CW:106 as of this morning!) but when i got downstairs i forced myself to choke down 1/4 of a bagel with creamcheese and 75% of an apple. i still felt like shit but couldn’t physically eat anymore as i was nautious as hell. i called my mom, to tell her my stomach hurt, but this ended up being a baaaad idea as she came home immediately and started shoving food down my gullet. this ended in me giving up and consuming all manner of foods: pringles, goldfish, cheez-its. I was ashamed in the end, and when i finally got my sense back i immediately stopped and only had some soup for dinner. i proceeded to work out, cry, drink a 0 calorie energy drink. I felt hopeless and out of control. I was terrified that the number on the scale would be higher. i’m going to work out some more later tonight, but so far all i’ve done is freak out. ugh. anyways, stay safe lovelies!