#am screaming inside rn

[theoakleafpancake]

ODYSSEUS OF ITHACA

Do you know who I am?

[timetravellingkitty]

so elections are starting tomorrow and I've lost all hope yall sorry gang but it's gonna get so much worse here it's like watching the titanic sink while those orchestra people are playing music

[voided-selfships]

Actually so fucking glad I don't look through the selfship tag

[invisiblerambler]

I don't know if this what inner teen healing is like or what but I want off whatever ride keeps making me want to scream at everyone for no reason

[sorbaisku]

I Don’t Trust The Inside Job Part 2 Finale

Appleton. What a heartbreaking glorious episode and such an amazing way to end Part 2. I cried <//3 But I’m delusional and I DO NOT ACCEPT IT !! AND HERE’S WHY

This face. This fucking face! THAT UGLY ASS FUCKING CONNIVING FACIAL EXPRESSION !! Throughout the season I was super on edge because every episode Alpha-Beta just kept getting more and more integrated into the everyday activities around the office. Everyone was just kind of comfortable having him around and helping and isn’t this supposed to be the genocidal maniac that, if given just a few seconds with an internet connection, can start world war 3?1?! I figured the writers were going for a semi-redemption arc. He’s still evil and silly but like he’s generally safe. Plus he still has that glass cage all around him, he can’t do much of anything with that frfr *cut to Rand lowering the glass cage for a fist fight* THE WAY I SCREAMED !! AND THE WAY NO ONE BROUGHT IT UP AFTERWARDS ?!?! AND IT STAYED FOR THE REST OF THE SEASON ?!?! Is no one worried that hey, he might be up to something?? Raegan was right to comment on how weirdly ungenocidal Alpha-Beta was in this scene, because what if he wasn’t? And the way she didn’t even check if Alpha-Beta’s work on connecting the multiverse timeline analyzer thingie to the simulation room was correct because she was so desperate for an immediate answer leaves me so concerned. My theory (delusions) is that once Alpha-Beta got unrestricted access to the internet, he either contacted or got contacted by the robes, to ensure that Raegan would make partner and enact her global domination plans with nothing to keep her down, distract her, or stand in her way. No Ron Stadler. What if those weren’t all the possible realities,,, what if in one reality they could have been happy but it would go against the robes’ plans,,,

And while I do agree that Ron and Reagan where going in different directions in life and that them breaking up makes so much sense. (Here’s a great post on that btw: https://at.tumblr.com/swanpyart/inside-job-part-2-spoilers-ron-and-reagan/euyben9u6xhk) The circumstances of their breakup leave me so,,, MAD. Not only because of the sussyness of Alpha-Beta. Not only because I saw it coming from episode 1 and was deluding myself throughout the last episode that a mind erasing scenario wouldn’t happen. But also because Raegan lied to Ron.   I can understand and appreciate the poetry in Ron erasing his own mind but the way Raegan didn’t talk to him about their potential futures together. The way she took away Ron’s autonomy in that moment to decide for himself what kind of future he wants. The way they didn’t talk through it and how Raegan would view her actions as selfless and for the greater good,,, THEY COULD HAVE WORKED I SWEAR IF ONLY THEY COMMUNICATED ABOUT IT OPENLY TO EACH OTHER EVERYTHING WOULD HAVE WORKED OUT WHAT ABOUT BIZLEASURE RAEGAN WHAT ABOUT BIZLE- *gets tranquilized and abducted by the deep state for being too delusional*

[suncaptor]

man I am so agitated right now I feel like I'm on a fucking antipsychotic

[vilnan]

anyways.......... finally read wayhaven book 3 and i'm going kms now

[khihi]

have u seen barbie yet ?? if so how was it 🤲🏼🎀 (it altered my brain chemistry personally)

oh goddddd i was so good 😭😭 i wish my 15 year old self could have seen it!!!! i experienced every human emotion on the spectrum and i want to analyse every line in that movie like it's a piece of classical literature!!!!!!!! i want to kiss greta gerwig on the mouth!!!!!!!!!!!

[crazycoven]

gnaws on wood

[boygirlctommy]

ok i have like. the very rough outline for this animatic.

[muirmarie]

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[folklore-girl]

i’ve never had a book make me feel so much.

[kkoraki]

i am at my limit with rl stuff and i don’t care that i am an adult with bills taxes & a successful career, if i see another piece of character hate this week i am going to freak the fuck out

[burialrite]

I, hmm, wish there weren't so many comorbidities between different mental illnesses and neurodivergences bc I am really having a hard time figuring out if I'm manic somehow or just autistic

[pegging-satan]

Brah I just saw a Ranpo and Fukuzawa edit to the song Mockingbird AND THEY PUT THAT SCENE WHERE RANPO STARTS CRYING SAYING IM SORRY AND HUGS FUKUZAWA TO daddy’s gonna buy you a mockingbird ima give you the world ima buy a diamond ring for you ima sing for you I’d do anything for you to see you smile IM ABSOLUTELY INCONSOLABLE RIGHT NOW bro I am in fucking hysterics I’m gonna start crying fr I keep replaying that part and it just makes me go

[allofuswantgwinam]

update: i like being single and 🤩🤩🤩 i am accepting my bad bitch era and moving on with my life