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So uhh hi. I love love love your cherik art. Every single one of them is amazing, cool and just gorgeous. Also love your pfp, Charles looks guilty (caught red-handed) but Erik looks like he doesn't care lol. That's his husband and he'll kiss him anywhere, anytime, doesn't matter who's looking.
Again, have I mentioned I love your art? Let me say it again. I love your cherik art. Love Erik with his glasses, chibi cherik, Charles and his adorable bald head. Everything. I wanna scream about cherik with you.
*grabs your cherik arts into one folder titled LOVE IT*
*puts your cherik art on a frame and hangs it on my wall*
OHHHH you’re so incredibly sweet my friend: thank you so much for the love you have for my work, it means so much ;; !!! I really do love drawin all flavors of cherik (and charles and erik in general ofc), so im so happy all them flavors get appreciated as much as they do :’]
An im always happy to talk bout cherik !!! I fear theyre going to be livin in my brain for a long while and im gonna be subjected to Many thoughts about them For A Long While …..
#fave#snap chats#this truly super sweet …. tysm :’]]]#it like 1AM and i am sleepy and i gota wake up Extra early but i couldnt Not answer once i caught’a glimpse a this#onea them deals where i wanna say thank you but i also wanna hoard this in my inbox so i can always look at it. the struggle !!!!#truuuulllyy thank you i look forward to making more art for you to enjoy !!!#like. i cannot wait. i wish i didnt have to. //gutteral screamin//#THATS OK as more time passes the more ideas i can add to my over growing list …..#anyways Very Real And True erik is POISED to smooch charles at any given moment#this is real and true marvel sent me a letter saying so …… Mutant And Proud emphasis on the Proud bit ……
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SCREAMIN I DID A THING This is a DTIYS by @thingsaday which you can find here! And you should check out their stuff cuz it’s super neat :DDDD
#rinzart#my art#dhmis#dhmisdtiys#dont hug me im scared#dhmis yellow guy#charged yellow guy#yellow guy#tw: bright colors#tw: neon#screamin#IT'S 2 AM I SHOULD BE ASLEEP BUT MY BRAIN WENT i gotta do it#EUEUEUEUE#charged yellow livin in my head rent free#dude needs to start payin sahdgfjkhaskjdhfksja#it be dark and Im just staring at my n eo n gr een screen kasdhfkhsadkjfh#I love makin all my art surround one color akshdfkjhasdf
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some practice with the super staff
#digital art#my art#fanart#spark the electric jester#spark tej#stej#my dumbahh cant draw the super staff accurately but who cares#anyways im actually pr proud of how this turned out#i am screamin n hollerin in these illustrations i am beggin on ma knees :))))))
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i muade this in like 20 minuts and i refuse to spend anymore time on it. heres the video that possessed me to make it
#i might spruce it up more for a doodly page later#who knows#in the meantime though this can try to break containment if it wants to#this fuckin video was crackin me up so hard i HAD to make it real#i love emizel tucker so so fuckin much UUGGHH#ALSO I JUST FINISHED WATCHING EP 9 BTW. AND OH MY GOD. OH COME ON. WHAT THE FUCK. IM SO MAD ABT GABE#THEY COULDVE BEEN BOYFRIENDS. WHAT THE FUCK. CMOOON#also i gotta leave in a while to work a shift at 2 am and im NERVOUS. AND ITS MANIFESTING IN WAYS#AND THOSE WAYS INCLUDE SCREAMIN ABT BLORBOS ON TWITTER#HEEELP ME HEEELP!! HELP MEEE!!!
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I MIGHT BE LOSING IT BUT DID YOU POST A WIP OF THE CAPGRAS ANIMATION TO A CHNT CONFESSION ACCOUNT
LMFAOOO YES I DID ��😭😭
oh and this was the wip ;3
#I ACTUALLY HAVE NO IDEA IF THAT ASK GOT ANSWERED OR NOT#CUS I DONT GET NOTIFIED#ILL SEE#BUT YEAH THAT WAS ME#screamin bitch i am reality- /lyr#AleishaAsks#my art
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there are unfamiliar organs in me
if you opened me up I would be a mobius strip of developing cystic fixations, old animals in mitosis, faces melting into membrane and bile
circling themselves like bloody minnows
I look like you, I can speak like you
but I wont soon
#thingkin#otherkin#screamin' barkin'#anyway so dunno if its a new shift or if its a psychosis thing but I dont have human organs anymore#solidly feeling like whatever is inside of the thing when its on the autopsy table is in me#like I used to just get a phantom shifty feeling of stuff moving around but like. I had human organs then.#endel#<- I think this is a delusion honestly.#because I Am the thing#thats Me being burned alive. thats what my body looks like.#nonhuman
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Possessed by the way S01 initiates with Sam wanting nothing to do with either John or Dean. He's already been looking at rings and he has his mind set on a future with Jessica. A future that goes up in smoke and leaves him bereft and a black hole of a man with nothing but an inferno of rage swirling inside of him. All he wants to do is hunt this demon, get vengeance, and then get back to school. Fill the void. And that's what Sam thought Dean wanted, too. Isn't that what he and Dad were always fighting for? But it's not. All Dean wants— has ever wanted— was to have his family back together again.
The most important thing to Dean, even more than his wish for all of them to be together again, is keeping each of them safe. Nothing is more important than everyone's livelihoods. While Sam and John are driven by fear, anger, and grief, Dean is driven by love. As much as he wants to be with Sam and John again, that desire is not worth risking their lives, and nothing comes before that. Nothing. That's why when Meg uses them as bait for John and sics the Zoroastrian shadow demons on them, Dean insists on letting John go his own way. And Sam is furious. He's been on edge this whole time, wanting to locate John, wanting to get this hole in his chest filled already. He doesn't want to be sidelined in this quest for revenge because all that's all that drives him. The only thing fueling Sam is anger and rage. He's so much like John in that "obsessive" way, and mirrors him like that. Nothing in Sam's or John's mind comes before their mission.
That's why Sam tries to run after the demon into the housefire with the colt, and has to be physically stopped by Dean. That's why Sam is irritated with Dean for being laser focused on saving Dad after his capture, because Dad "would've wanted" for them to go after the demon. That's why Sam insists Dean doesn't bring the colt with him when they go on their rescue mission. Going after the demon is the most important thing. But not to Dean. Dean takes the colt with him, and uses a bullet that either John or Dean would've fired out of hatred and shot to kill— but Dean shoots out of love. He shoots to protect Sam from being beat to death, and does it easily. And it scares Dean, just the lengths he'll go to in order to save them.
And it's because Azazel acts as a loving father and not a man consumed by hate that understands why Dean would put Sam before the quest for revenge that Dean can tell it's not his dad. And when Sam is given the chance to finally end Azazel, with John shouting and begging him to pull the trigger, Sam doesn't. Because there's Dean behind him, softly pleading with him not to. Because Sam is finally starting to get it. Dean did everything to prevent either John or Sam from getting themselves killed chasing their demons and seeking to fill the hole. And in the end, Dean is the one who pays the price for them and ends up in a hospital bed in critical condition. And it's too little, too late when Sam shifts and finally realizes what Dean's been saying to him all along. He finally understands, and it clicks.
Literally possessed with how S01 was a story about learning about things that were more important than revenge. About protecting those that we still have, rather than obsessing over the ones we've lost. But more than anything, I'm possessed with how Sam learns to love and let Dean in again. How he fills the black hole inside of him not by finishing off Azazel, but by letting Dean inside. Where "love conquers hatred," and "love is the most powerful force," Supernatural S01 is the most beautiful love story between two brothers there is.
#SCREAMIN AND THE WAY JOHN'S REDEMPTION COMES IN THE FORM OF GIVING HIS LIFE FOR DEAN'S#I'M NOT OKAY ABOUT THIS. Dean gave his whole life for John. And in the end John gave him life back#He gave Sam and Dean a new start and I'm NOT OKAY with that#wincest#samdean#eric kripke i am in your house i am coming for you
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u guys didn't hear this from me but i came up with the sickest concept for a long-form gojo fic so....is that something you guys want to read bc i REALLY want to write it
#pls#give me one reason i beg#i love gojo and i am going to confront my fear of him#plus the reader will be like#the most badass person alive#ran the concept by my bf last night and he was SCREAMIN#rage.rambles#gojo fic...potentially?
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OH MY GODOSHAHAJSJSJWJSNSNNWD
#AKI SHIBUYA SCRAMBLE FIGURE#I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW HAPPY AND EXCITED I AM I'M LITERALLY SHAKING WITH GLEE#I'M SO HAPPY I WANTED HIM TO GET A FIGURE BY SHIBUYA SCRAMBLE SO BAD BECAUSE THEY'RE SO AMAZING#AND MY GOJO SHIBUYA SCRAMBLE SCALE IS MY PRIZED POSSESSION#NOW I'M GONNA HAVE AKI TO MATCH#I'M SCREAMIN I CAN'T I'M SHAKING A LIL TOO#LOOK AT HOW COOL HE LOOKS#SO PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL#AND THE BASE WITH KON????!!!!!#OH MY GOSH IT'S EVERYTHING I COULD HAVE ASKED FOR!!! AAAAHHHH!!!!!!!#aki hayakawa#aki <3
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AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO SAW NETFLIX BLEACH ADAPTATION I NEED TO KNOW.
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Hm. So am I the only one who 'likes' having ARFID?
Like don't get me wrong it's horrible it's caused so much damage to me but also like. I've had it my whole life I can't imagine a version of myself without it and I wouldn't want to not have it.
It's as big and fundamental a part of me as my autism. Sure there's bad parts but it's what makes me me, and without it I would cease to be me and become a whole nother person.
I've always found it a 'fun' part of me, a unique thing I was completely alone in most of my life, something that made me different in a funky way.
#arfid#avoidant restrictive food intake disorder#personal#just tbc this isnt anti recovery if thats what u wanna do good for u#i consider my arfid to be chronic tho#i tried therapy my family tried so many things when i was younger but nothing worked nothing helped#and i have consistently just gotten worse#and ive never truly wanted to get better or whatever#the doctors would always ask if i had any concerns about my eating habits and i would answer nl#no*#bc i dont. i dont mind it. its so fundamental to who i am as a person i cant separate it from myself#idk this is my relationship w all my disorders honestly#they suck but there does not exist a version of me without and if there did i would no lonher recognize them as Me#but also frankly? i was just one of those kids who was weird and creepy and loved it.#i love my unhealthy habits bc they make me special n not like everyone else. is that so wrong???#idk im just screamin into the void#only IM allowed to insult my arfid. anyone else does it and theyre on my shitlist#anyway again. if u wanna reciver good for u i dont consider it impossible for other ppl#just for me. bc my arfid is based in my sensory processing issues and that is never gonna change#and even if it could i wouldnt want it nor would i put in the effort#so yeah. my arfid is crhonic but my add is iconic whatever#ass*
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CONTINUED ⇢ @vierandancer
His breath comes out shaky, his body quivering from the midnight chill against his wet clothes—it's not water—and he barely notices Meiko until she is upon him. Her hands are on his shoulders, pressing the still lukewarm liquid—it's not water—against his skin as much as hers.
"I— It's— It's not—"
Nok'to has never killed anyone. At least not so directly, not so violently, not so bloody. He'd never been attacked late at night, never slashed someone's throat without meaning to, never had someone much larger than him fall into him afterwards and soak him in blood.
Finally, he manages to get the words out, if only to ease the worst of Meiko's fears: "It's not mine—"
The Lyzej family were fishmongers. He was a fishmonger. He grew up learning to wield a fishing rod.
"I— I used to use an axe and I didn't— I didn't account for how much faster— I just reacted and—"
Nok'to pauses, taking one shaky breath, then another before leaning in, pressing his face into Meiko's shoulder. He shouldn't do that; they weren't that close, not yet.
Yet he couldn't stop the way his hands shake, he couldn't steady the breaths starting to come too short, too fast. He couldn't— He couldn't—
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Editor/Creator serotonin/dopamine is when you sync things up with the music completely by accident~
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#nocturne shenanigans#splatoon#splatoon 3#I slapped some music over this to drown out a rando who kept screamin 'THIS WAY' for the whole match#and things just happened to line up PERFECTLY#I LIIIIIVE FOR THIIIIIISSSS#THIS IS WHAT BEING AN EDITOR IS ALL ABOUT#Also I am a fool I could have just slapped my videos on posts like this the whole time#Youtube
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my doc appointment is 1 hour late and they're playing walking on sunshine over the radio. I feel like Patrick Bateman
#cat's problems#im gonna start screamin any minute now i am so anxious about this appointment#american psycho
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#spoke in court for the first time yesterday i'm alrd fucking scarred for life#literally got hazed by the worst judge ever#he really said 'why do you think you have the right to rep the defendant :/'#i was running on 4 hours of sleep and had to prep for a counsel meeting in the afternoon too#plus i only got the case on short notice .. WHAT DID YOU EXPECT#FUCK#screamin cryin throwin up rn#man made me have an existential crisis like damn what am i doing in life :D#i swear i didn't make this blog as an outlet to rant abt work..... LOL....#starters are gonna come thru over the weekend :')))#ooc.
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THE DAMN AI F1 SONGS HAD ME AT FERNANDO AND KILLED ME SEBASTIAN THANK U IM CRYING NOW
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