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is there any canonical evidence that Thrawn and Eli spar together? Or is that just something we all were just like “yeah, fits them” lmao
#every fanfic has them sparring?#cannot find it in 2017 thrawn#pls someone help#am i missing smthn?#star wars#thrawn#sw#eli vanto#sw thrawn#thrawn trilogy#thranto
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WE'RE GETTING EVICTED FROM OUR APARTMENT.
#ok yeah not the best news to suddenly reappear on after almost a month of radio silence#but a shit ton has been happening lately its fucking wild#i had to call the ambulance for my mom :[ DW she's ok !!! just some stomach problems#i went to the club the like last last week ish ?? it was.. okay i wish my friends werent super self concious#abt dancing bc damn it was kinda boring.... almost just stood there for 5 ish hours#got plastered the other day at a friends house too#and we stayed up and watched the whole entire cars franchise and this is probably my biggest hear me out yet...#lightning mcqueen.#LIKE NOT THE FUCKING CAR OK LIKE IF HE WERE A REAL GUY HE WOULD B HOT#......yes its owen wilsons voice yeah ok i get it yeah. shut. shut it. SHUT UP.#anyway cars 1 is a classic a masterpiece muah muah cars 2 is abysmal and cars 3 is pretty good#ALSO I MISSED LESBIAN VISIBILITY WEEK I AM DEVASTATED WHAT DO I DO I FAILED YOU LESBIANS IM SO SORRY........#the karmic debt from me missing it will curse me somehow..........#anyway yeah we r getting evicted i think idk so were apartment hunting and its so difficult everything is so expensive :']]]]#landlords r actually the spawn of satan#thats it for the update ill doodle smthn maybe i dunno zzzz#frambling...?
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anyway yeah fr i miss ordo theoritas. i miss the theory crafting i miss the hugeass meetings before/after Big Lore Event to brief/debrief everyone involved i miss the chaos and confusion and laughter and teamwork. i miss the cellbit, bad, and phil (key-keepers my beloveds) being the heads of the ordo working together to untangle the mysteries to the island. they were hardly ever on at the same time bc schedules and time zones (WAILS) but in my head they had so many late nights down in the evidence rooms like this
just. yeah. yeahh.
#qsmp#ordo theoritas#qsmp philza#qsmp cellbit#qsmp badboyhalo#i might have a fic idea but rn it’s just archivists bc they live in my head rent free#also im not too comfortable writing bad bc (1) i don’t watch him as much and (2) his lore is like?? so complicated??#as an outside viewer its pretty intimidating lol#it’s the vibe of late night working w your friends on a project/lab/whatever slowly losing your minds tying to figure it out#it’s 2:30 am you’ve been talking in circles the theories are getting more out there but ya don’t rly care bc hey it’s Something#and then someone says smthn that’s just like Woah. wait Actually?? and it kicks you all back into gear to get you chugging along again#anyway i miss them i go sleepies now gnnnn#dont mind me im just rambling#god so much for me going to bed at a decent hour lmao
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brassic. what the FUCK WAS THAT. talk about fucking cliffhanger ohmygoodgod
#what the FUCK!!!!!#i spent the whole of that ep just being like noooo he isnt really!!!!! and then. he is. like oh i need to process that actually. fuck ME OW.#brassic#i am NOT okay#least favourite season so far tbh. like it was good!!! but i felt like nothing much happened??? and there was always someone missing from#smthn??? and there was no ronnie? and it all just felt a LOT less. still good! just a different vibe. siighhhh fucjkkkkkkinnnggg fuck. Fuck.#rain rambles
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the paradoxical effect of like. no i don't really feel any pressing need to be in a romantic relationship. but also why do the failed ones feel like such godawful personal failures. it's not (as cold as it sounds) about missing those people, because i feel like ultimately the separations were for the best, but it's like i failed at this thing i'm supposed to be good at.
#is it amatonormativity. am i mentally ill. is it just my own need to feel like i have a perfect life#combination of the three most likely#i can say honestly i don't really miss any of my exes. the one person i miss was more situationship/codependent friendship#not rly a relationship. and that separation was still for the best but still#it's crazy. it's mind boggling to me. how do you go from thinking you're in love with someone#to not thinking about that person at all except to think maybe i should#feel this way abt x#makes me feel bad like there's smthn wrong w me fr
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#sry i just wanted to draw something for them. even though its not very good#was a bit hard to draw through tears. its been hard.#i need to vent in the tags so please pardon if its not smthn u want to read#ive been so struck with guilt for what i didnt do and what more i shouldve done. the pain of how alone i feel now#but they did so much for me. they were the only family i rlly had here. they helped me grow to be more responsible caring and loving#and i just am overwhelmed with how much they both meant to me and just how much love was shared. im so thankful to them for everything#theyve been with me for nearly half my lifetime!! it really felt like we were going to be together for an eternity.#i hope theyre doing well wherever they are now. i hope theyre getting to do everything they couldve ever wanted#its still really hard to process all of this and how everythings so different now. i miss them both so much.#i love you kitt. i love you stinky. always and forever <3
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buttonkenzie vs. the chicago subway
#warmup for school that spiralled <3#kent zarneki#laila wiseman#mind blind#both of whom i miss very much . so i drew them in outfits i think they deserve#one thing u must understand about me is that i firmly believe in kenzie wearing dresses#and that i also believe in the gnc capabilities of gender variable ROs. so there#my art#ignore very kindly the half assed background. i have this vivid in my mind and drew a sketch like this some time ago in my notebook#struggled to make it work tho..#anyways if anyone on this sideblog enjoys m*rvel i have a spideyblog at pbnmj <3#of which i am currently fixated on. LOL#also playing around with the rendering its half me trying smthn out cause ive been into sketchier stuff#but also partially some amount of just bsing it till i enjoy what it looks like </3
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Nice to meet you, new kids!
#pokemon#anipoke#pokemon anime#pokemon scvi#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon sv#riko#roy#josh art tag#havent watched the anime much in ages but im hoping to pick it up again with these 2!#and like i am gonna miss Ash but im v glad they retired him#it was just getting hard with how powerful he got i think... like didnt they like reset his power or smthn in the bw anime..?#and it makes it easier for me to pick up the anime again with a new protag(s) since i wont be like missing context from a prev season#gotta edit the tags apparently her name is Liko :/#liko#scvi anime#pokemon horizons
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crying as I wait for ithaca saga to drop so I can post archery meta with proper context for the epic girlies
#epic the musical#listen my brain is rotting rn#and as a shooter of recurve bows I am practically foaming at the mouth#also damn I miss my bow & archery#its not smthn I can do in my current living situation anymore#ANYWAY if I forget by then pls remind me
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I hate it when I’m trying to write something and I’m stumped on like the single stupidest thing ever
#pattering on the roof#been trying to write smthn for Screwllum literally since the update#and I’ve been muzzled bc I cannot find a suitable alternative to him calling reader ‘miss [name]’#‘just do that then plu’ oh wouldnt that be lovely unfortunately I am allergic to using name placeholders in fics#thus we rot#😒
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where is yamato.....please....im 976 chapters in and i havent seen him yet....
#it says i already read his debut chapter but i think i mightve missed him?? or smthn idk where is he....#oplb#please its past 12 am i wanna see him before i go to sleep
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think i am sick (ill). now would be an excellent time for barney to arrive. barney spam.
#jupiter.speaks#> i dont know if this needs taggin as anything i am joking#> i miss him hes my boy i havent touched xvi in over a month i think ive been so hooked on fs + busy w work n life ughhhhh#❤️.barnabas#> cheeky odin snuck in there whehehehrhe im. in love w his odin form too i mean its literally him#> i should get 700 cuddles and 50000 kisses as penance for um. smthn. idk. cuz i asked nicely
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windows: your monitor has a big screen so we scaled everything down so more stuff fits on it!
me: i got big screen because i need big word
[Plaintext: me: i got big screen because i need big word]
#windows please i cannot See i am an ageing man (in my early 20s)#also please lmk if i did the PT wrong i have not done that before and have a very poor memory so i do not know if i have messed smthn up#i miss having 20/15 vision instead of 15/20
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also fun fact! the first ever pnat chapter i saw was isabel meeting flipflop so the first new chapter ive seen In A Long TIme being the one where flipflop is being taken away from her(?) feels. hm. incredibly ironic? fitting? coincidental? one of those three
#pnat#I wanna just skip past my chap 4&5 rereads and start chap 6 so badly.#but i have No Clue where i left off in chap 5 so i dont wanna like. have missed out on smthn plot important???#also i cant rmbr much of chap 5 besides like johnny forge possession confirmation and isaacs spirit trying to get spenders ass#i can remember more of 4 and under . not sure why? maybe its because those chapters are so much shorter compared to 5#anyways! i am going to start my chap 4 reread tonight. i Will catch up if its the last thing i do#isabelposting
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it is funny to me seeing sukuna/toji shipping like do they ever interact. what do they have in common besides ruining gojo and megumi's lives JFJSJSNSJSNSN
#NOTHING against it i am legit curious#i haven't caught w the manga all the way maybe i'm missing smthn
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#feelin like a big lonely loser tonight teehe ^__^#thought maybe i had plans but then not n everyone else i asked didnt answer or had plans w other ppl too#n i had suggested a plans with stef but she never rlly confirmed or denied but i figured not plus im kinda sick now too but#also called her just to be like hi n i miss u bc idk im SICK n i hate being sick n the way she sounded was weird AaagghGGHHHHH#n im just now realizing maybe she also ended up doing plans w other ppl#just feels like nobody likes me i GUESS which is dramatic but . aagggghhghgh#to be fair a bit of a 180 from i love u so much lemme say it 50 times last night to i call her n say ilu n shes like uhh ok haha#anD I FEEL LIKE EVERYONES GIVING ME RLLY SHORT ANSWERS N LIKE#but i dont know if i have the energy to give a lot of. energy. ?? to expect it back? but its like#an endless cycle of feel bad so less energy or want to bug less so then deserve less in return anyway so feel worse#its kinda feeling like isolation time which i havent done in a hot minute but i tried so hard to get out of it but like . for what yknow#i got to talk to some ppl some more n meet some ppl but at the end of the day i still feel alone n alien teehee#but maybe im just bejng dramatic bc sick. and rsd with the Tones and ppl having Plans With Others#like its perfectly reasonable to have forgotten or just idk had better options or maybe bc i didnt say anything sooner buT . IDK. 😔🥺#im sick n i hate being sick n i want someone to take care of me ugh#instead i just kinda sat here. played some OW. got mad at OW. ordered pizza to engage in basically food self harm LOL n watched some#of a show ive been meanjng to watch. jts neat so far. but yeah now i just feel like shit i guess#idk how to like. not be insane. or like. ask ppl for like. idk. reassurance or smthn or. share feelings. without feeling like i am.... bad#for doing so or itll end poorly or its excess or burdensome or unreasonable. bc it kkinda is unreasonable but idk not entirely ig yknow#and i really need to shower but i especially dont want to now that i ate food bc id rather die than look at myself naked but yea#YEAH. IDK. i feel. like shit. and garbage. and i can almost see this as being the turning point to me sabotaging my ownnpotential future#whatever ive been slowly building that i just. end up giving up now.#god i wanna call stef or pidge or someone n... ig not even talk abt this bc i dont wanna be a bother but. just hear ppl. u_u#feel like i am wanted in the world slepflsjhggbjwjr#It's My Blog I'll Use It As A Diary / Thought Organizing Thing If I Want To !!!!
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