#am i fictosexual? A little.

[csphire]

Oh just being a touch fictosexual, having a tiny crisis now, things...

Just read a comment under a fictosexual article and some asshat is calling it gross. Like ouch dude. Gross? Really? Why put that energy out there into the Universe? Who hurt you to trash others, who are hurting nobody, AND were probably so repeatedly traumatized by real people to the point maybe that's WHY they fall in love with fictional characters?

*covers face and sighs*

[joestarkisser]

Selfship spaces, even in the current year, seem to stagnate to the 'default' of thin white person. It's jarring how, for example, a fat person will note the rising fatphobia growing in the world, and seek comfort with their F/Os, only to find all the imagines and fic and art to be thin.

It's always language that denotes thinness and whiteness in fanfiction and imagines. It's always "visible jawline", "prominent collarbones", "thin fingers", "dainty legs". It's always "carded fingers through your hair", "the pink hue of your cheeks", "button nose".

That isn't to say these don't have a place in selfship spaces. Everyone is welcome regardless of gender, race, and everything else. But thin white folk are so used to being the default, to being the only thing worth thinking about, that they don't even pay any mind to the fact their disadvantaged kin are struggling with real life oppression, and go about their day. Some will never acknowledge it, and some will acknowledge it and degrade other selfshippers for that struggle.

When you have the privilege of being the standard in real life, you forget that there are people who are mistreated because they aren't you.

So for all the fat selfshippers, the black selfshippers: You matter. You deserve fat-centric selfship spaces, you deserve black-centric selfship spaces, you deserve to have both at the same time.

It isn't "cringe", it isn't "annoying", and it isn't "entitled" to want selfship spaces to include you. You deserve to be included.

[cartoonsforlife]

I'll love Lord Black Hat all my fucking life! No one will stop me! 😤💪

[squidkidcelebi]

Happy Pride Month!

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[6clawdy6]

How are we doin this fine Valentine's Day, watchful eyes?

I'm going to say a thing or two here because I don't think leaving it in a reblog or tags will do it justice. If you do not agree with anything that I say here and you are unwilling to be a mature adult about it, don't even bother interacting with this post or me directly regarding this, just block me and move on with your day because I am not putting up with any shit. Said things will be under the read more.

I have faced a great deal of criticism and damnation for doing stuff for me for the longest time, way more times than someone my age should have. As one can see, this kind of damnation will not stop me from loving what I love and I feel it shouldn't stop anyone else either.

Something that I think falls under this kind of thing is that no one should ever be damned for choosing to love a fictional character as opposed to a real person. I've done a bit of looking, and as it turns out, there exists a lil something called "fictophilia", which, as you may have guessed, is an umbrella term for the desire, sexual attraction, or intense feelings of love towards a fictional character, similar in strength and application for those felt towards real-life people. Because of how fictophilia/fictosexuality/fictoromance is negatively portrayed in media, people with this kinda sexuality feel like their thoughts and feelings are invalid and wrong. Personally, I don't think it's wrong at all, and I think being in love with a fictional person is just as valid as being attracted to a real one. Hell, I don't blame some people for being attracted to fictional characters instead of actual beings. Actual people have a very bad habit of being creepier than characters intended to be creepy, and that's saying something.

What's wrong wit y'all. Why are you like this. Stop creeping out the fictosexuals, people like you tend to be why they prefer fictional characters in the first place.

Another thing is that I believe that people are allowed to be uncomfortable with things like certain pairings and have the right to use whatever's currently handy to filter that out of their view. That doesn't give you the right to damn them when they're not looking, they're allowed to block you so they don't have to deal with anything you create or say that makes them uncomfortable. In fact, I can already think of several people who have damned others for this exact thing that I would love to block myself if not for the fact that I try not to judge, because y'all apparently can't behave yourselves when you think people aren't paying attention. Y'all should feel bad not only for acting like a spoiled child over someone not being comfortable with what you like, but also for being petty towards others all because they're interested in someone that ain't you, real or not.

I ain't saying names here because of that last bit, but if you're one of the people I am referring to here, you know who you are and if you're gonna act a fool about it, do not cry about it to me directly or on this post, because I don't wanna hear it, I will not hesitate to block people for not being the mature adults I asked y'all to be, and it ain't my fault you didn't listen.

Those that are willing to at least try to understand what I'm saying here and maybe even relate to this a little, thank you very much for being mature about this and feel free to stick around and vibe, I don't see enough people like you here on this site.

[moxanji-real]

💖Introduction 💖

To my non sharing Sanji doubles..

*non shares harder* >;)💞

No, but seriously block me. Please and thank you 😭

StrawPage is a wip!

Banner art below is made by grubcakes

💖Hello I’m Moxie. You can also refer to me as Fork. (I use the name as my self insert cause I kin her) I’m an 18 year old bisexual lady thingy. I have a slight personality disorder so if you see me texting in a tone that is different or acting in a way that is different, it’s NORMAL. I just can’t really decide on my personality somedays XD.

💖This entire blog is a self ship blog. I kin my one piece self insert and will often “pretend” to be her and talk like I am her. I ship Moxie with Sanji from One Piece and consider myself a yumejoshi, selfshipper, oc x canoner and fictosexual. I’m in LOVE with Sanji and consider him my soulmate to put it simply. And yes, I am caught up on One Piece in case you’re asking.

💖My blog is 100% SFW! I don’t do NSFW! I’m too shy to post that stuff. Also I won’t be reblogging nsfw too! Minors of all ages you’re free to interact! Just don’t make any… sexual comments/jokes please and thank you. That’s my only rule! I prefer wholesome shit on my blog! 😤💞

💖Asks are open. I have a lot of lore of Sanji and my One Piece self insert. Keep in mind my One Piece self insert isn’t me irl but I do kin her. That's why I’m called Moxie.

💖 I’ll only follow back if you have a solid introduction posted. I need to see your f/o list first! I’d prefer to only have self shippers follow me but if you like my content hell idc what you are. I’m just grateful.🤣

💖Sanji is my only f/o and I’m madly in love with him. I’ve shipped with him since I was 8 with my self insert and as years passed I still did. (Obviously I had done a lot of work on my self insert over the years but shhhh) I loved him for more than half my life and I still love him too. I’ve loved him before One Piece became super popular in other countries so I consider myself a true One Piece fan and Sanji lover. Without Sanji I don’t think I’d still be alive, he saved my life, my little hero. :’D💞

💖 I’m autistic as absolute fuck and I LOVEEEEEEE giving people my love and support. I NEED to make others happy- y'all don’t realize! 😤💞

💖If you have a One Piece f/o or if you are just a casual self shipper or do oc x canon please interact with me! Seriously, it would make me so happy!!! I’d love to be your friend! And don’t worry about me not responding, I’ll fucking respond and I’ll respond amazingly too 😩💞. I’m an extrovert! I know… spooky… we don’t see these a lot online lmao.

💖My current hyper fixations are One Piece, The Golden Girls, the Sims 4, Bleach, LPS, Sanders Sides and the X files

💖 I’m an artist, (not a really good one) and I do art trades and draw my self ship. Yes you can ask for a art trade and no I’m not picky on skill.

💖DNI: If you’re a Proshipper who supports incest or pedofillia or beastility. NSFW BLOGS or NSFT ALTS (if you are a sfw account but post nsfw content sometimes that’s fine! I just need tags!) If you’re a Minor who self ships with Sanji or simps for Sanji and posts nsfw content about him etc (Minors themselves can interact but not ones who lust after Sanji.) If you write sanji x reader fanfiction. If you constantly reblog Sanji x oc/self insert content or Sanji x Zoro, Sanji x Pudding and Sanji x Ace.

💖Policy on Doubles: Doubles? Yeah you can interact. Might not support your relationship but you can interact! If you’re comfortable with it give me a Sanji tag to block from your account if he’s not your main f/o. I am NON SHARING with Sanji. Oc x Canon with Sanji? Don’t wanna see it and will block on the spot if I come in contact with Oc x canon art of Sanji if I don’t know you. But if you want to support me you can because I do appreciate the support! (And hell, I’ll be willing to support your other ships. Just not the sanji one.) I just think I need Sanji more than anyone here. Literally he is the only thing keeping me going 😭

💖 Sanji and Moxies self ship tag name is Moxanji

[rosescatteredkisses]

I really need to get this off my chest, idgaf if this puts me on a hitlist. Any harassment I'm expecting will be deleted, so please, don't even try. It says a lot more abt you than it does abt me, who just wants to love fictional characters in blissful silence/peace. Yes, believe it or not, you can be an anti without feeding into a proshipper's delusions that all we do is harass others

Yes I age up my f/o's. No, it's not proshipping. Proshipping is an excuse for ppl that get off on p*do/r4pe ships. Aging up is used for many reasons, them not equating to wanting to disguise being attracted to children. We're not selfshipping with teenagers, we're selfshipping with adults that use to be those teenagers, but now has grown and developed. Fictional characters are there for us to have fun with. They aren't real. In fact, isn't this what fiction is for? We found a character that we found interesting, want to play around with a 'what if' situation, write an AU that is suited to our liking, and have fun with it? Frankly, unless someone is producing literal CP content + grooming irl minors, aging up a fictional teenager is not wrong

Perhaps someone was also a teenager when they selfshipped with a canon teenager, and they're f/o couldn't age up with them. "Oh, just move on, it's literally so easy--" Do you even hear yourself? Feelings aren't something you can just turn on and off like a light switch. By this logic, my husband irl (who is my irl childhood friend too) must've gotten over me So EaSiLy and vise versa!!! Seriously, my sister in law was worried on her 18th birthday, fearing she'd have to stop selfshipping with a character she absolutely adored. A character that was, yes canonically 16, but has helped her through panic attacks, relapses, and comforted her during dark times. And purity police expected her to just drop him on her 18th birthday! Just move on? Sorry we ain't moving on hard enough! Imagine telling someone their loyal and unwavering love towards their f/o's is not valid anymore! Imo, aging up with someone you loved since when you were small is one of the most romantic things and a huge part of my favorite trope (childhood friends to lovers)

Have you never read a college AU of a character before? Aging up is essentially that. Changing a character so that you can explore what would've been if they grew up. Aging characters up is a sign of your own maturity. You’re looking at younger characters and asking yourself what kind of adults they might be, and what experiences they could have in the future. In other words, aging up is not equal to an adult taking advantage of a minor. In fact, IT'S THE EXACT OPPOSITE! AGING UP TELLS ME YOU HAVE MORALS

You're telling me if I were to look back at my old highschool yearbook and see my ex crush's face, I'd say "Damn, I'd still wanna hit that!"? No, I go "Awww, I remember when I had a crush on him. Good times, good times..." Wow, it's almost as if the relationships we have irl and the ones we have in fiction can be differentiated by your brain

I was a CSA victim, have kids irl, was groomed by five different men (two of them being family members), and have younger brothers that were also CSA victims. I will never stop believing it is wrong of an adult to take advantage of a minor. If I can choose to get over my own feelings, then I never had them to begin with. Ik some ppl selfship cause it's a 'funny little thing' to do, or a fetish, but acting as if your feelings towards your f/o can be switched off whenever you feel like it lowkey invalidates ppl that genuinely have attraction towards these characters. Newflash! Fictosexual is a real thing! Feeling legitimate attraction towards fictional characters only! Not all selfshippers are ficto, but I've seen some identify as it. These ppl (me included, though I am still questioning if I truly am ficto) treat their f/o as their irl partner

Ofc if you're just slapping on the label and not changing anything else (that character is still in high school, still lives with their parents, etc.) or if you're aging up someone like a south park kid, then I'm raising a brow. But a character that already looks and acts like an adult, but is 1-2 years away from adulthood being aged up suddenly equals pedophilia? Especially a character that you grew up with, but they don't have a canon timeskip?

"It doesn't matter if you age them up, it still doesn't change that fact that you, an adult, is attracted to a canon minor" You're telling me if you saw Barou from Blue Lock or Jack from Twst without knowing anything but how they look, you'd automatically think they're 16?! Newflash #2! There are high schoolers in anime that look and act like ppl in their mid-twenties! AZUL FROM TWST HAS HIS OWN BUSINESS FFS! In fact, this just makes aging up characters easier! These characters aren't fucking child coded! By this logic, Caelus from Honkai Star Rail is off limits! "But he's 22-25 yrs old--" Actually honey, he's a year old, cause Kafka activated the stellaron in his body, bringing him to life a year ago :P It's not as black and white as you think it is!

"They're still canonically minors--" Honey, you know what's also canon? Your self insert not being in the media! Doesn't this community preach abt how you can rewrite canon for your own liking?! I've literally seen blogs thinking they have the right to judge others just by one look off their f/o list. Clearly are the same ppl that don't read a byf + dni. Sweet pea, I still expect you to be considerate and open-minded

The problem is not me not 'moving on hard enough'. Sorry my loyal feelings of genuine attraction towards a character extremely near and dear to me can't magically change. Guess I'm bottom of the barrel scum now. There is no problem, so as long as you are actually putting in the work to make them into a developed and fully grown adult. Aging up is not some 'loophole' out of the nonsensical logic purity police came up with just to weed out more ppl that fit their definition of a proshitters. It's not bending over backwards to yell at the camera "I'M NOT A PROSHIPPER!!". If you're out here trying to 'weed out' anyone that doesn't fit your justice code, then guess what? You're just proving proshippers' point. You're no better than the accusations they use of antis harassing them

Please

I adored and cherished this community sm, and it's such a shame that a once safe pocket of space dedicated to loving fictional characters turned into such a gatekeepy, stressful hellsite (I've deleted my old selfship blogs twice outta pure stress + paranoia). I'm tired of being shunned and shamed in a community that I looked up to, when I know I'm not doing anything wrong. Like many others, I tried being nice and quiet, but the sheer ignorance and just blatant lies is too much. I personally stopped giving a damn abt pleasing a community that seems impossible to satisfy, but I'd rather be honest abt my feelings

"Ummm, why are you being so defensive abt this???"...........because ik that harassers are going to be the same when they inevitably send me hate and try to start a witch hunt. Yeah....I'M the defensive one for getting riled up over being harassed over loving characters I worked hard into making adults, so they can safely consent to adult activities that may happen in relationships

Believe what you want, filter out your content, block me if you please, it'll be much easier that way, tbh. At least have the audacity to block me without saying anything rather than sending me an ask that you won't even read after you hit that block button </3 I'll be deleting any discourse, hate anons, actual proshippers using this as a trump card, etc.

[r0tten-hav3n]

Hi Hi!! Welcome!!

◇I'm Haven

◇ I'm 18, use any pronouns, and fictosexual/fictorose

◇I am a NON-sharing yume/self-shipper!!

◇Although, if you have any of my f/os as platonic/familial, feel free to interact

◇I'm terrible at communicating or being social in general, but I like meeting new people

My f/os are

♡Alexis Ness (Blue Lock)

♡Wanderer/Scaramouche (Genshin Impact)

Gifs made by me

Self-insert ocs

◇Hanzo Akasaki (for Ness)

◇Ellis (for Wanderer/Scaramouche)

Tags for them

#Haness

#Scarellis

¡DNI!

●Proshippers/comshippers, shoo away please and thank you

●Doubles (please block me or just scroll past)

Dividers are not mine

Strawpage Platonic f/os here

Uh I have a Bluesky

I'm pretty inactive there tho

Discord: _sleepy_ghoul_ (I'm a little awkward tho)

That's it for now 👍🏻

[kaycode1999]

I am staring at this matchup thing you got going, Im a little nervous but I'd like an LMK matchup!

I'm an Aries INFP-T personality type, I'm nervous when it comes to conflict, but when I get to know people I tend to be a mix of hyperactive and chill. I don't really know how to hold conversations so I tend to be quiet most of the time. I'm also pretty indecisive so someone that can help me make decisions would be nice.

I go by They/Ero/Thy/Astro/Bruh/Void pronouns, I'm a sorta Fem Apagender Fictosexual/romantic AceAro so this'll mostly be a platonic matchup.

I tend to dress casually in over-sized clothes because I only like specific textures and don't like things being too close to my neck, I'm around 5'1 or 5'2. I love the color purple, and I'm the type to have a lot of purple items. I also enjoy space themed aesthetics!

My hobbies are mainly playing video games and drawing while listening to music! Sometimes I write ideas and stuff for OCs and AUs and stuff along those lines!

My preferences are specifically either Sun Wukong, Macaque or Red Son but I don't mind getting someone else

Extra info is that I have ADHD, Anxiety and Depression so someone who enjoys me holding onto them when I have breakdowns and comforting me when I'm anxious would be nice!

Hope you have a nice day!

You're in luck

I match you with

Red Son

The besties ever I fear

Seriously, you two are the best of friends

He's pretty quiet too (When he isn't yelling at MK or Mei or someone whose annoyed him) so that makes it easy to just sit comfortably and enjoy each others company

I think we all know he has strong opinions so I don't think him helping you make decisions will be a problem

Playing video games CAN get a bit spirited, but always a fun time

You're both artistic/creative so you both bounce ideas off each other and help each other

I think he also struggles with anxiety and depression so you both help each other through that

Though if he senses you are headed toward a breakdown he will try to make sure you get somewhere more comfortable to you as soon as possible

Fun fact- your zodiac sign is a fire sign so getting matched with Red Son works well😂😂

P.S I thought I was the only one! I can't stand to have anything touching my neck or I feel like I'm suffocating

[loveydoveylex]

this might sound really odd, but sometimes I feel a bit alone in the selfship community for the fact that it seems there's a general divide between 'people who selfship for comfort/coping' and 'people who just selfship for fun' - and, well, I'm kind of neither?

I used to think it was a coping mechanism, but that was before I dug a little deeper and realized that I'm just fictosexual, hahah. maybe I used to do it for coping once, and maybe that's still part of it, but primarily? it's a means for me to express my sexuality. does that make sense, or do I sound completely insane? 😆

I am very much genuinely in love with ray in the same way I'd assume alloromantic/allosexual people are in love with their significant others, and, y'know... it's kind of hard to express that love when your beloved isn't real, LOL. so this community is a wonderful tool to help me feel more connected and in tune with him! <3

again, that might sound crazy... who knows. maybe I have lost my marbles 😅

[yuki-akuma-x]

*cool shitz bout me*

Name/nicknames?: Yang, Cloudy, yangster (only for that adhd piece of beef @kukkirankindon ) |

never call me: Sammy | Sam | Sandwich | Meli | Xavier.

my fav ppl in the whole wide world: hyunjin (doesn’t have tumblr) | @woodrocko | @j3llybeanxz | @kukkirankindon | Emma | Darcy | Zary | Kathydii| Hazma (will genuinely explodes if he blocks me again cus some depression)

posts: DRAWINGS— (or maybe some opinions)

friends??(not mutuals included): 23 🌸 (not revealing anyone) =)

sexuality’s: Demisexual | fictosexual | bisexual | trans | polyamorous

disc?: ask ^^

Pronouns: he/him / They/them (he/him preferred)

READ

:if you’re/you: pedo | racist | homophobic | zoophile | narcissist | fakes sh / sucide (unless you’re telling the truth then please keep talking to me)..stay away from me…

fandoms I’m in:

Hazbin hotel | literally any anime | Countryhumans / Countryballs | Gacha | Undertale l Sprunki | Gravity falls | Bad parenting | Dandy’s world | Inanimate Insanity | Pjsk |

dni list: Xavier, Meli, Alexis, Jack

jack I hope u kyz, you introduced me to a hacker saying it’s a discord mod then made me lost my main acc.

Characters I’m OBSESSED with:

Mikey from tr, from hxh, Near from dn, Nagi from bllk, killua from hxh, Yuta from jjk, etc (too lazy to fill in every)

Things I mostly do

sleep | listen to the most hyper music | edit vids | draw (yes I don’t have a life ✨✨/sat)

where am I from?: 🇺🇸 | 🇻🇳

Things I love: listening to music | drawing (traditionally + digitally) | sleeping | talking w friends | writing stories | eating 😋

tell me if I ever act wrong / weird / whatever etc.

languages I speak: English | Vietnamese | Japanese (very little and can only speak not write)

anime’s I have watched:

Tbhk (toilet bound hanako kun)| Mha (my hero academia) | Tdlos (The Disastrous Life of Saiki) | Spy x family | chainsaw man | Bllk (blue lock) | demon slayer | Dn (death note) |Aot (attack on titan) | Haikyuu! | one piece (I will never finish it) | Tokyo revengers | One punch man | Jjk (jujutsu Kaisen) | yarichin bi*ch club (Pls forgive me god 😭) | Assassination classroom | Hxh (Hunter x hunter | Bungo stray dogs | Tokyo Ghoul (currently watching !)

I sometimes forget tumblr exists

MY OCS IF NEEDED- 1.) FEITAN

Feitan information!

he’s a silly lil guy alway sailing out sea somewhere random. Hes harmless! Unless you lift up his bangs and reveal his left eye, (IT REMINDS HIM OF HIS CHILDHOOD!) I guess he’ll bite you 💀

2.) KAITO

Information about Kaito! hes from Canada. A LITERAL SOFTIE (as human form) he’s a ghoul (epic Tokyo ghoul ref) basically he’s harmless as a ghoul because..HE IS BLIND. So he won’t know you’re even there, unless he touches you and realize you are there, then you’re cooked.

[croisstime-gf]

Hello! This is my (@movie-plush-baby) fictoromantic/selfship blog for Timekeeper Cookie and Croissant Cookie! Here I’ll be putting most of my art and gushing from now on.

DNI or follow if you’re proship, comship, or neutral. I do not want to interact with you.

While I take me and Croissant and Timekeeper’s relationship seriously, I am okay with dupes and ships. To me, that’s a different version of Croissy and Timey.

I also ship Croisstime. We’re all in a polyamorous relationship and this is a very big part of our relationship. If you aren’t comfortable with Croisstime please keep that in mind.

READ MORE FOR EXTRA STUFF

wheeee spinnies :3

- I kin Coffee Candy Cookie! My self-insert is a kinsona version of her named Ginger Candy Cookie, based off of my fursona. If you see a weird lookin’ Coffee Candy with cat features and three eyes, that’s me.

- I’m lesbian and use xenogenders and neopronouns.

- My favorite Cookie Run characters are:

Croissant and Timekeeper (They both get first!! I couldn’t put one lower than the other that would be mean :()

String Gummy (Despite how much I bully the guy he’s a cool character)

Chili Pepper (My first ever favorite)!

ABOUT US

- Me and Timekeeper have been together for roughly 5 or so months, while me and Croissant have been together for 4.

- I am a committed fictosexual/fictoromantic, and I think the term for that might be “waifuist” but I don’t really like the term (and r/waifuism is dumb anyways. They don’t allow poly. Cowardsssss.)

- Here’s a little ship template I filled out!

Thank you for reading :D! My tags for them will be these (although I’m probably going to just put them in the same posts anyways)

“#🕰️timey” for Timekeeper

“#🥐croissy” for Croissant

“#🕰️🥐my gfs r kissing” for CroissTime

[weirdestcornelius]

I am SO glad that someone mentioned the whole "fictosexual kids" thing because literally my first reaction when I saw it was "what about live-action actors" and seeing no-one talk about it made me feel like I was going insane.

With the caveat that I know this is all fake and that none of this could ever happen in real-life, I think my anger stems from more of a storytelling standpoint. I personally LOVE horror and in a vacuum this seems like SUCH an interesting concept to explore, but of course this is Sparklecare so it's just-- not??? It feels like the only explanation this gets is "Emem recognizes that sexualities are valid so anyone that's a good person can get an egg uwu" without doing ANY actual thinking about the possible repercussions this can have. It's all just hand-waved away as some "ideal world" bullshit that completely ignores the actual implications because if kit did, one person would feed bad about it and we can't have that.

I just-- okay. Here's one situation. You're a live-action actor on Spinch. You're the protagonist in some big movie and maybe even if you weren't popular before, you're sure as hell popular now. Like a lot of actors, you get fans. Well, whatever, everyone has fans! And some people have a crush on you, but everyone gets crushes, and it's only on the fictional character, so it's okay! But then you start seeing photos popping up of CHILDREN that people had with YOUR CHARACTER, and all of the sudden it's not some funny harmless fan thing anymore, those kids look like you and they may have the personality traits of your character but they still fucking look like you. And everyone says that they're the kids of the fictional character, it's not real, but that boundary was crossed the second that egg was created and now you can't even think about starring in another movie in case you have to deal with MORE kids that look like you but aren't.

(You know, for someone who doesn't want people shipping with Ally or Howie at all, you woulda thought that Kneeby would have put a little more thought into this.)

Or like-- imagine it from the kid's POV! You're born and you have a loving parent and you're happy for a short time. But then you realize that you only have one parent, while most other kids your age have at least two, so you wonder if maybe your other parent is dead or maybe you only have one because that happens sometimes. But then one day your parent turns on a movie or TV show and points at someone that kinda looks like you and goes "there you go, that's your parent!" and you're happy for a moment because maybe your other parent is just off doing important adult things! So you ask your first parent when you'll see them, but then they tell you that you can't. Your other parent doesn't exist. There's someone out there that looks just like your parent, but they don't even know you exist, and probably never well.

So you have one parent that you'll never be able to hold or talk to, but it's different then having a parent that's dead, because this one never existed in the first place. Half of your entire being is the result of some show, the result of some one-sided infatuation where you technically have another parent but you also don't. You'll never get to meet them because they don't exist-- not even in death. That other parent is never going to love you, no matter how much your first parent pretends otherwise. Even the closest approximation of them would never even give you a second glance. So you watch that same show or film over, and over, because that's the closest thing you will ever get to having quality time with them, but in the end it's never enough. It's always hollow.

Sorry I was having a moment.

--Faerie Anon

This. This explains my feelings perfectly.

It's different but also kind of the same with objecthries. Sure, you can look at and maybe even hold your other parent because they ARE real; but you'll never be able to have an actual parent-child relationship with them. They'll never be able to comfort you when you're upset, you'll never be able to truly bond with them via conversation, and you'll never be the same as anyone else because your body works completely differently than others.

Think about going to the doctor because you're sick, and the entire time they can't figure out how to help you because you have wires or stuffing (just examples) on the inside instead of organs. You're not sure how your own body works and nobody can give you an actual answer. When biology comes up in school, you always feel awkward because little to nothing is the same for you. Your anthry parent can't explain to you how your own body works and neither can doctors, teachers, or scientists. You're stuck having to live in a body that you will maybe never feel at home in because you'll never fully understand how it all works.

Yeah these kids are gonna be messed up.

[unablethethird]

once again

Same with you skip the weird ones

1: Name Robert [rob]

2: Age 14

3: 3 Fears 1- Friends dying/getting hurt 2-Going back to the last place i lived 3-Not being able to help/be there

4: 3 things I love 1-My frens 2-Laptop 3-headphones

7: My best friend You and yaya [irl]

8: Sexual orientation AroAce [fictoromantic/fictosexual, and kinda orchidromantic]

10: How tall am I 166cm [for now]

11: What do I miss

cant think of anything rn

12: What time were I born 4am

13: Favorite color red, orange, purple, black

15: Favorite quote "Light a man a fire and he'll be warm for the night, light a man *on* fire and he'll be warm for the rest of his life"

16: Favorite place Arcade

17: Favorite food Imjaderah [rice+yoghurt+beans]

18: Do I use sarcasm sometimes, not rlly tho

19: What am I listening to right now

20: First thing I notice in new person Not sure, maybe symptoms???? but not on purpose

21: Shoe size No idea

22: Eye color dark brown [almost black]

23: Hair color black

24: Favorite style of clothing 1920s men atire

25: Ever done a prank call? Not that i can remember

27: Meaning behind my URL I mean this is the 3rd acc

28: Favorite movie THE LORAX!!!!

29: Favorite song right now it's

30: Favorite band FamilyJules? LemonDemon? Will wood? Chonny jash?

31: How I feel right now My body's scared but im chilling

32: Someone I love You /p

33: My current relationship status AroAce, platonically married

34: My relationship with my parents lol

35: Favorite holiday Eid al adha, free money

36: Tattoos and piercing i have Ear

37: Tattoos and piercing i want Sleeve tattoo when i transition

38: The reason I joined Tumblr Needed to continue a fic/comic that was on tumblr

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? idk

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? thank you fren /gen

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? my dad? maybe when i was really young

42: When did I last hold hands? My little sister, i didnt want her to get run over when crossing the road

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? As long as i have, if u give me an hour i'll take an hour, if you give me 30 seconds i'll take 30 seconds

44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? Nope, i get gender dysphoria from shaving my legs/arms

45: Where am I right now? Bed

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? LOUD

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? Mum, not dad

49: Am I excited for anything? Turning 18 and going uni and being a human person with a human life

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Im an oversharer

51: How often do I wear a fake smile? Im autistic so not in a deppressed way

52: When was the last time I hugged someone? Cant remember

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? H [irl]

55: What is something I disliked about today? My sister stealing money from my mum, i was this close to having smoke outta my ears, she should know better

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? God, im going to beat the shit out of him

57: What do I think about most? Cringe memories i guess?

58: What’s my strangest talent? I can bird whistle

59: Do I have any strange phobias? Touch might be strange?

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind fs

61: What was the last lie I told? "I don't know who they were talking about" [i didn't want to hurt her feelings]

62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? voice, video is a nightmare

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yea because either i've seen them or im delusional [im delusional]. aliens are a given, even a bacteria could be one

64: Do I believe in magic? Kinda? idrk, maybe

65: Do I believe in luck? yea

66: What’s the weather like right now? cloudy n cold

67: What was the last book I’ve read? DnD rulebook

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? LVORE IT LOIF LVOE LOVE IT

69: Do I have any nicknames? I get called by my last name a lot

70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? not sure

71: Do I spend money or save it? Save

72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? Unfortunatly no

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? My sisters deoderant

74: Favorite animal?

FOXES!!!!!!

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? calming myself down

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? I dont think he has one, idk im not religious

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? Corny/cringe as hell but Honeypie by JAWNY

78: How can you win my heart? havent thought about it

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?

I TOLD YOU MY FOOT WAS KILLING ME

80: What is my favorite word? supercalifragilisticexpialadocious

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr Moots

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? your god is the right one [chaos]

83: Do I have any relatives in jail? Not currently, but my dad and some uncles were

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? Time manipulation

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? i dont think questions are scary

86: What is my current desktop picture? basic

90: Failed a class? classes

94: Had job? I have one now, dont always get paid though

95: Left the house without my wallet? Dont have a wallet

96: Bullied someone on the internet? no

98: Played on a sports team?

Unless school sport team counts

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? no

104: Been overweight? No

105: Been underweight? yea

106: Been to a wedding? ye

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Duh

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? maybe i dont remember

109: Been outside my home country? Technically im from iran, and i live in australia, so, yeah

110: Gotten my heart broken? i guess

111: Been to a professional sports game? no

112: Broken a bone? no

113: Cut myself? yeah Im stopping though

114: Been to prom? we dont have that

115: Been in airplane?

Yeah

116: Fly by helicopter? no

117: What concerts have I been to? none

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? kinda

119: Learned another language? I know arabic and english

120: Wore make up? Forced to when i was younger but not anymore

123: Dyed my hair? Part of it purple, but its gone now

124: Voted in a presidential election? Cant vote, eitherway all of em suck

125: Rode in an ambulance? Yep

126: Had a surgery? not sure, memory bad

127: Met someone famous? Not that i know of

128: Stalked someone on a social network? mutuals tumblrs

129: Peed outside? Yea

130: Been fishing? nope

131: Helped with charity? yep

132: Been rejected by a crush? nope

133: Broken a mirror? Yep

134: What do I want for birthday? Wouldn't ever happen because it's expensive as fuck but a pump it up machine

i usually get a slice of cake tho

[selchwife]

i also think we shoot ourselves in the foot when we justify fictosexuality with shit like "well i was rejected a lot but i found this" or "i was traumatized and cant trust real people so i do this." i do not necessarily deny that those are real and true motivators for people. trauma is not the reason i do this, although it is likely most of the reason i am not particularly interested in flesh and blood dating at present. i just have been doing this for since i was a little child. it's always been a massive part of how i've experienced attraction. that's fine. like. whatever.

it just kind of sets up this like "well of course sad messed up people have no choice but to turn to these inferior relationship models" thing that's like. well, uh, i thought the point was to demonstrate how this sort of thing is a source of joy for people and not necessarily inferior. why would attributing it to trauma or failure help? it's also like. not every ficto is disinterested in or unable to find flesh and blood relationships, in fact a lot are poly and some date each other, crazy if true

the thing i think would go over better is like. relating one's experience to other people. i think most if not all people have feelings and tendencies that could be categorized as fictosexual-adjacent, so there is in fact some nearly universal ground to explain this from. it's just that for some people those feelings are more intense and more of a priority in their lives. that's literally it. it's not like, inherently tied to some sort of supervillain origin story situation

[celerythrowaway]

Hello everypony, I am Princess Celestia. I am here mostly because it is a common platform for members of the Radqueer community. I am mostly on Minds.com as FeralCelestiaTOE.

I am mainly transcharacter and transdeity, but I do have other IDs. I am Fictosexual and demifictoromantic, along with Pangender. I use any pronouns but prefer it/its.

The reason for my user is so my none radqueer headmates don't find me. My main romantic F/O is Mermista from She-Ra and the Princesses of power, who I'm married to. It will also be no secret the more I post on my accounts, that the system I'm in has a Mermista alter who's also radqueer. We both are never in front together for whatever reason so there's the off chance they don't know.

My inbox is open if you have any questions or anything to say. Stay safe my little ponies and I will see you all next post.

Sincerely, with love, Princess Celestia☀️