#am I a boykisser

[thewhitemaletm]

Guys I’m pretty sure I’m not bi at this point I’m just a straight up boy kisser.

Like I’ve never had a single crush on a girl and I just identified as bi since I felt like that would be the one thing that stayed with me from woman to man.

I felt like only the only way I would be able to be masculine if I liked other girls. But I didn’t that way and it was kind of unhealthy for me in hindsite.

Didn’t know I could trans my gender. Then I realized I just wasn’t girl. I was boy. And I don’t know anymore.

I don’t know. Advice please?

[teafromthemicrowave]

I just uploaded the first chapter of my goth polycule band au, here is art I made for it<3

CHAPTER 2 WILL FOLLOW TOMORROW!!

[bonelessgoblin]

a friend showed me a tweet that has left me absolutely destroyed. i cannot recover.

[bkdk-bylerthings]

Mike Wheeler is a Gay mess

MY THOUGHTS ON REPRESENTATION/SYMBOLISM ABOUT THAT AWKWARD KISS SCENE AT THE END OF SEASON 3

As we all know Mike Wheeler did not kiss El back, he stood there with his eyes open, arms at his side and then is left there looking more confused then ever.

Want I want to look at in the scene is the Closet and Bear

Let’s talk about the Closet first:

El and Mike are standing infront of the closet, which I find really interesting for them to be placed there.

First we have El, not being able to use her powers to reach the teddy bear so Mike steps and grabs it for her.

Right, he’s the one to reach into the closet. Which now could be the beginning of something, that something of him taking a step into the closet. If you understand what I’m saying here.

…

Then after the awkward kiss, El walks away, leaving Mike near the closest, making no steps to move at all.

He realized he didn’t like that kiss, now questioning something about himself.

So since he didn’t move my point is that he’s now in the closet— and backing that up is what I said before of him reaching into the closet, grabbing what was in the closet.

For that - he doesn’t love El romantically and is starting to realize he has feelings for someone else…

Now to add to all that - The representation of the Teddy bear:

I think the bear could represent Mike’s love and for who he thinks he loves (cough cough El)

As we know El couldn’t reach the bear in the first place bc she wasn’t tall enough, so tries with her powers— this represents and foreshadowing season 4 of her trying to reach (in this case) for Mike’s love for her.

Since she couldn’t reach it, Mike does. Mike hands her his love or this case his actually love of Will, since this bear came from the closet. He is able to reach into the closet bc that is where his Love lies, not El, bc he doesn’t love her like that and El can’t make Mike love her, she can’t force him like she tried to force the bear down—

—like in season 4, questioning Mike if he still loves her.

“But you don’t love me anymore?”

To put it as simply as I can:

The bear represents Mike’s love but a love he put into the wrong hands bc actually he (for the time being) should have left it where it was. His love for Will is in the closet, his feelings for Will are hidden away… for now. He doesn’t quite understand what to do with this thing called Love so he gives it to El while he shouldn’t be.

And so after he stands there confused, he realizes ‘I gave my love to the wrong person’ leaving him standing next to the closet after that realization. He’s almost, confused, sad, in the dark now about his feelings since there is no more light coming from the closet.

I don’t think this is truly what the show wants you to get at here, I just love reaching, and over analyzing things bc it’s fun.

[beepboopappreciation]

This came to me in a vision

[bangtanthoughts]

me when mike gets vecna'd and vecna pulls out clips of will smiling/just of mike and will as in mikes thoughts in that specific moment and smalltown boy plays in the bg cause yk music provokes memories both good and bad and that's what helps them get away from vecna

[queen-of-hawkins-why-ler]

"The making of ST5 documentary" oh so you mean Finn, Noah, Winona, David, Charlie, Shawn Levy, and the Duffer brothers' commentary on Byler, how long they've known about it, how they used acting and direction to create the slowburn relationship, and the cultural impact they believe it will have

[kirabasai]

svsss au where there's a system glitch that happens as shen yuan saves liu qingge from his qi deviation, resulting in sy's system being linked to lqg as well. aka, they share a system account. they share quests and points and everything. this... Changes things. such as well, the implications and fallout of an early system/identity reveal to one person, someone that hated the original shen qingque. but also, lqg being forced to have to work together and cooperate with an "imposter"! like in my head i can see lqg being rlly conflicted abt everything that's going on at the start. sy will get over it somewhat quickly i think because sure, why not, fuck you system!! but also in pidw lqg isn't a major character so i can see him having less hangups abt working w him. like his experience w lqg is basically a blank slate. but lqg? he has history w sqq. he simultaneously is on a blank slate and a huge monolith of history/shared experiences/past. he needs to not only adapt to that but also his new situation of sharing sy's system.

i've been microwaving this idea in my head for the last day or so and mmmm yes.s i love lqg. i haven't read svsss in like 4 or 5 years maybe so my memory of certain things is kinda fuzzy but i Cannot get this au idea out of my head

[did-sm1-say-catfish]

So, i just reread dabis dance after like 4 years, i think? after seeing how it all plays out, indulging in fanwork, watching bits and pieces of the anime, I've learned something.

my takeaway is that touya is a dramatic little shit who loves musical theatre. the dude literally dances around while talking about how his father abused him.

tell me that is not a theatre nerd???

[azuree1733]

Boyfriends 😔

[plumsliva]

TW: blood

Tried out a new brush :3 Also don't mind the fact that I change the way I draw the Batter almost every few drawings I'm just still trying to find what will suit me best

[rykerboyliker]

milo has at least 3 canon gay characters and i have seen him kiss 0 men on screen... something doesn't add up here ‼️🏳️‍🌈✨

[teafromthemicrowave]

MERRY LATE CHRISTMAS FROM YOUR FAVORITE FICTIONAL 80s GOTH BAND!!

[lostlosersclub]

i cant even say anything on discord anymore without being called gay

likely because im gay but that is unimportant

[roy-spooky-month]

Jesus Christ I’m small..

[crzytgther]

no yall don't understand..

'and they kissed, as though nothing could fall. and the shame, was on the other side.'

THEY KISSED. AS THOUGH NOTHING COULD FALL.

AND THE SHAME. WAS ON THE OTHER SIDE.

THEY. KISSED. AS. THOUGH. NOTHING. COULD. FALL.

AND. THE. SHAME. WAS. ON. THE. OTHER. SIDE.