#jhonny abusing tag privileges

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i never thought i'd hear the words "congrats to male ethogirl" come out of my teachers mouth but uhhh... i thought the ethogirls might appreciate this :D

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"hawks cant take spice" this, "dabihawks spice lover/shits themself" that,

NO. BIRDS CANT FUCKING TASTE SPICE.

IF BIRB IS BIRB WHY NOT BE OK WITH SPICE?? also it would be so funny if dabi secretly cant take the heat (pun intended)

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So, i just reread dabis dance after like 4 years, i think? after seeing how it all plays out, indulging in fanwork, watching bits and pieces of the anime, I've learned something.

my takeaway is that touya is a dramatic little shit who loves musical theatre. the dude literally dances around while talking about how his father abused him.

tell me that is not a theatre nerd???

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shitty coffeeshop eefo doodle

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tf did i write last night???

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love you, scar. keep hating :3

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thank you for the venom is THE dabihawks song

by no means am I a my chem expert, I am just a casual enjoyer who couldnt help but think of dabihawks. This is my interpretation in a dabihawks way. thank you and pls dont hurt me

The song is about two lovers, one of them pursuing a suicide mission, and the other thinking that they would gladly take that burden from them any day.

Most of the song is from Hawks's perspective. He's watching Touya slowly kill himself in pursuit of revenge. revenge for the beginning of his own destruction. But even with everything, even with every single stray bullet or misplaced burn, he'll still be wanting Touya to be happy. the only way for Touya to feel fulfilled in the black hole he lives in, if for him to finally be able to kill his father. ergo, keigo watches as his lover dies but can't, in good faith, stop him from fulfilling his dreams.

"You'll never make me leave I wear this on my sleeve Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison And give me all your pills And give me all your hopeless hearts And make me ill"

Keigo so fucking desperately wants to be able to save Touya from himself and his past. He wants all the poison, the bad experiences, the trauma, the pills, the hopeless hearts. he would be as ill as Touya if it meant that his boyfriend wouldn't have to deal with the trauma and lasting effects of everything he's gone through (the illness)

"Give me a better cause to lead Just give me what I need Give me a reason to believe"

this HAS to be Keigo desperately begging for another way out, or at least to understand his bf. desperately, he wants to understand the reasoning for self destructing and whats seems like giving up.

"You're running after something That you'll never kill If this is what you want Then fire at will"

This, in my book, is obviously about killing Endeavor. Touya is endlessly persisting killing his father (fair tbh) but there doubt in the storyteller aka Keigo. He knows as well as Touya, no matter how little they talk about it, that this is a suicide mission. Endeavor or Touya (or neither) is coming out alive in the end. Its a lose-lose. But as much as keigo knows this, he also has an irrefutable amount of faith in Touya. This may be a suicide mission, but it's his suicide mission. This is what he's worked his whole life for and theres no stopping him so: fire at will. go ahead, go kill your abusive dad, do your silly dance, be a dramatic little bitch. but youre keigos dramatic little bitch. he very well may not make it through, but this is what he wants.

"I'm just the way that the doctor made me,"

Ok, now you would think dabi here, but (maybe) WRONG! Hawks here has undergone everything in the book to make his quirk better and more appealing to the public. He's essentially a statue, likeness carved in the image of perfection. Theres insecurity, like, 'nah bro you dont want this im genetically modified' but this is keigo being the storyteller, and he doesn't realize the way that Touya feels the same way. the insecurity is in both of them, but in a way it makes both of them feel a tiny bit more seen. "Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent sun It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one,"

this is basically keigo's response to Touyas insecurity. its saying, 'youre not who you are just because of your scars, you arent who you are because of your appearance or affiliations or high rank of danger shit, you are more' than the fucked up outside (or inside), you are who you are because of your ambition, love, and dedication. You are my love' and then they kiss

the last "fire at will" in the song just feels so painful and desperate. like a final cry for help or goodbye.

thank you for coming to my ted talk

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about time i introduce myself, huh?

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hi! I'm jhonny. (I spelt it wrong once and now its my brand. i dont back down.) oh and im a he/him

I'm back on tumblr after trying it once like 3 yrs ago and promptly closing the tab and never returning. big mistake, little me. you cant fight the inevitable.

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I enjoy fandoms such as

Bones (2005)

Psych (2006)

MHA

Hermitcraft

Life Series

Empires SMP

Haikyuu!!

TBHK

iDKHOW

Waterparks (Band)

BTVS

Honorable mentions to: Hamilton and Danganronpa, as i dont really interact with the fandoms but still enjoy the source material immensely

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I REALLY like castles. i mean, obsession type liking of them castles.

I also enjoy history a good bit! things like architecture, folk songs, language, all that good stuff really intrigues me.

The recurring personal tags i have decided on are - #jhonny likes castles, #jhonny abusing tag privileges, (to be continued)

my AO3 where I try to post good stuff. debatable, though.

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i yap a lot, so if you decide to follow me then... its your own funeral ¯\_(ツ)_/¯