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Happy Senyuu Day
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. Heās stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His lifeās always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events heās very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isnāt helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned
#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#Iām def editing in the second page into that post that āIāve got three people to think of hereā sounds sooo much like thatās#how heād think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them š„ŗ#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. Iām planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#Heās just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#Iām always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesnāt sound disjointed or insane to average readers#Heās always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesnāt help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ādying doing something you love. Like drinkingā#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what costā¦#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#āI am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)ā etc etc#Canāt disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you šš”#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how theyāre the key to getting better rights
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Edge lord (affectionate)
#bruce wayne#batman#dc#my art#causeimanartist#he is always in my thoughts#I cycle through characters in my brain and he is always at the top of the rotation#I just love him so much
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fellas this is the real number
#im always thinking about him#he rotates in my brain#rahhh#sleuth eclipse#beloved beloathed#bean art#doodles#ough#hey naff#how does it feel#to change my life
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*gulp* deacon/iris "please just kiss me" intimacy ask........ NYE party- (i am shot)
@oldworldwidgets ā [ intimacy prompts ]
It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken, just bent, and we can learn to love again
pose reference
#if u need me I'm gonna be on the floor thinking abt the doomed love of the disaster besties#aud.. aud my love my darling.. this little scene we crafted has been rotating nonstop in my brain for months#it has fundamentally ruined me#but it's so perfect it hurts so good I love seeing the lines blurring I love them not being able to get it right#struggling to communicate through the heartache *chefs kiss*#him.. him being the one to ask..#I am unwell you are always sending me banger prompts my dear AND you always know how to help put my chaotic ramblings in the perfect words#OUGH miss aud oldworldwidgets I love you with my entire heart and soul you are such a ray of sunshine in my life#also I still have the other two intimacy prompts u sent me for them in my back pocket.....#I've had some ideas of how they can spend the night on the roof under the stars together......#more on that later#ANYWAY#ilysm I am blowing you so many kisses rn#finally the people get to know who miss iris really kissed on new years eve on this fine day of *checks watch* valentine's day#(sorry nicky āš just bestie things u know how it is)#my art#sole survivor#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#deacon#deacon fallout 4#deacon fo4#oc x canon
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Astrid is awesome and perfect (mentally unstable) and can kill as many people as she wants everything bad abt her is the writers' faults. Hiccup is a smelly little boy and I hate him.
#blorbos from my shows#rotating them on a microwave plate in my brain. always#hiccup dni i hate him i want him GONE (ik his biggest fan no one gets him like i do..)#hiccup haddock#full time astrid understander. its hard and grueling work out here..#astrid hofferson#httyd shitpost#deyas dragons#moth.txt
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I've had my fire emblem oomfies extremely neglected so I'll finish some fire emblem wips I've had since like August š
#diamber my beloved ship i have 2 wips of them#crown prince who loves to laugh Ć their goofy retainer who makes him laugh#the best ship dynamic ever best ship in fire emblem#anyway yeah i'll upload some diamber#diamantĆamber is always rotating in my brain no matter what#miry's yapping
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Hey hey hey you should talk about your blorbos
OH GOSH SHOULD I! (I'm sorry, I know this was sent a while ago but I've been so busy!)
You know, a year or so ago I was on the LU discord server and I was really starting to write fics again and was having a grand old time and somewhere in all the chaos, I picked up a fascination for the Fierce Deity.
And it was a lot of fun because there wasn't a lot of things known about him, just that he was a being trapped in a mask and that he could be many things but he was also extremely powerful and was worn predominately by a young boy named Link, the Hero of Time. Who just happened to be my favourite Link from way back in the early 2000s when I first dipped my toes into the Zelda fandom.
Perfection.
Previous fandom re-engaged! And it was so much fun writing about this mysterious god in a mask and I had a lot of early ideas about him making taking over Time occasionally or maybe he was more benevolent and just all SORTS of things! And then one fateful night in a channel where people were talking all sorts of ridiculous headcanons, I (like many other people) started to wonder what would happen if the Fierce Deity had gotten free from the mask and instead of being a god of destruction and horror, ended up adopting the very young Hero of Time.
And thus, the beginning of Father of Time was born.
The idea of the Deity as a father is not a new one. Plenty of people have thought the same! But I had *ideas* of a confused god that was honestly just doing his best to raise a very unusual mortal child, who could do so much and yet was still utterly perplexed by some of the behaviours of this boy that he desperately wanted to protect. It was so much fun coming up with scenarios that they could be put in. The Deity visiting Talon for advice, carrying an angry Link under his arm. Getting stabbed in the shoulder by a sword when trying to teach Link how to be a better swordsman. Link being a gremlin with moving time around and the Deity not being fussed by it one bit.
I loved them so, so much. I loved the Deity trying to be a dad and Link trying to figure out how families worked and I wanted them to live in their little house in the Lost Woods forever being a cute father and son duo and then-
And then came the plot.
It was all over for me at that point! Almost a year and 460k words later, Father of Time has reached word count levels that might mean some people will never pick it up and read it but I love it SO SO MUCH and I'll never regret any of those words. I've created a whole pantheon of deities for the story. I sent Link back to Termina, TWICE. I tossed him into the War of Eras. I've taken the canon from the games and I've expanded it and tried to fit things in with that that make sense but are also, at the same time, not at all canon. And I've been ramping up the promise of another, final conflict with Ganondorf that will kick off in Father of Time part two, just as soon as I'm done with the fic now.
I love them, all of them. I can't wait to tell the rest of their stories.
#father of time fic#Fierce Deity#Hero of Time#Blorbo thoughts#Fierce Deity is so much fun to write for#Sure as Nocturne he's a very specific way but I've also written him in other stories that are completely different#When people open up art requests I always ask for FD#And there's been such nice art that's come from it!#I'm just over here rotating the Fierce Deity in my brain so much#I still love the Hero of Time and the Hero of the Sky#They'll always be my blorbos too#but FD! Just...he's there and he's in all my brain spaces these days#It's great!#asks answered#thanks for the ask Major!#I'm sorry it took me so long to answer
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chin in hands kicking my legs and thinking about him tonight
#drea and I are talking all things Nigel so I am once again rotating him around in my head with lots of little love hearts#i spent my whole day off watching old Bryan matches#now Iām thinking about Nigel#when will the brain rot stop#oh and of course Iām always talking all things Nigel with kG but whatās new#nigel mcguinness
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god the writing in KG is just impeccable and it does NOT get the credit it deserves because i can put any two characters from the main 5 together in a pair and they'll have some interesting contrasts and points in common that they don't have with the others
#txt#dororo and kururu#dororo and giroro#dororo and tamama#were the three i was rotating in my brain#dororo n kururu: the two most left behind. arguably the smartest so they get along. one's order/calm the other chaos. both very observant.#also selfless vs selfish#dororo n giroro: ive already said but. peace vs invasion. earth vs keron. anger vs sadness. expresses emotions vs represses them. both loyal#and faithful. both dedicated to their cause. also childhood friends#additionally. the way they feel about keroro is a foil. dororo looks up to him but a tiny part of him resents him. giroro is always -#shit talking him but actually deeply respects him#dororo and tamama: similarly. they are very much foils esp about keroro. ive mentioned this previously. present tamama is like past dororo#with being rich and looking up to keroro. they're both very emotional and they both crave keroro's undivided attention#but tamama stands up for himself and is very loud and secure whereas dororo is insecure and doubts himself#ok I'll try to do more pairings (/p) mm#keroro and kururu well theyre constantly paired bc of how much they have in common. scheming and selfish. secret keron stuff.#plus keroro literally runs to him to ask for help when natsumi beats him or like IN GENERAL.#also again. keroro is supposed to come up with plans but struggles. kururu is supposed to be chaos oriented but he's always fixing messes#tamama and kururu is another fun one because one's perception is ''the sweet one'' and the other is ''the sinister one''#tamama may look dumb at times but hes actually bright. kururu is deeply intelligent but often gets lost in silliness#they both have a dark side#this is fun but theres many combinations for 5 members so im not gonna be here all day writing abt what they all have in common and contrast#but it's so fun to think abt bc the show is actually well written they all have lil tidbits that make their relationships (/p) unique#i didnt even get into keroro much bc god knows i could not stop talking there#this subject is worth making a whole post abt ... maybe one day#musing
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Thereās something so compelling to me about Jon being isolated completelyā¦ not even in the āostracized and hatedā sense (which is also delicious to be clear) but in the āno human contact everā kind of way. And I want someone to do this to him deliberately also. I want Jon to work in the archives without assistants ever. Completely alone because Elias put him there and didnāt give him assistants. I want to put him in a box and poke tiny holes in the lid and then put the box on a very high shelf where nobody can reach and see what happens to him.
#insane and horrible things are constantly happening to Jon 24/7 in my brain#this is all an act of love btw#I want him to suffer because I love him soso much#I think making him completely alone would be fun and interesting#I donāt want to put characters I hate in the torture chamber because I donāt care to think about them#the purpose of putting a character through hell is to rotate your suffering blorbo like the pretzel#jonhate is not welcome here but jonsuffering always is. is the point#anyway maintagging my mental illness this time#tma#the magnus archives#jon sims#jonathan sims#edited to change the six months bit#it was a random span of time but also not enough actually#also i would prefer to avoid mentions of jm on this post. itās not a judgements itās just very much Not My Thing
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Him.
#idk if you know this but this lil fella right here takes up 80% of my brain space-#this is what it looks like as i silently rotate him in my mind like a microwaved potato-#idk how my brain latched onto him but i find him both very intriguing and also kinda silly especially when paired with yda#theyre just a duo of silly shenanigans but my mind always kinda drifts to him first and idk why#ffxiv#papalymo totolymo
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hi paper'd just brought an idea to my attention: WHAT IF.
killer gets sick, right? this is proximity btw, but anyways! killer gets sick
and cross, as much as he'd love to hover around killer, he has to go and find supplies, medicine if possible, and he leaves killer tucked in, safe and secure in the basement of some rundown office building, and killer wakes up while he's gone and is just
so weepy and sad that cross is gone, like he can't find him, and he wants him there, wants cross to hold him, but he's not there, and for some reason, in his sickness, it's unbearably lonely
and cross comes back to killer crying quietly for cross to come back
anyways just thinking about killer just half curled in misery and just huffing "come back" in this watery, sad voice, and getting sadder the more he doesn't get any answer, and then when cross comes in, he's like "hey, i'm here, i'm back"
and killer just stares at him with sad eyes and basically just whines at cross, "whydja leave me, y'ain't s'posed to" and cross just hushes him softly and pulls killer into his arms and just kinda rocks him a bit like "i'm not leavin' again, i promise i'll always come back" [FORESHADOWING!!!! FORESHADOWING!!!! BAD ENDING!!!!!!!! /silly /silly]
anyways so thoughts here, in which the idea paper'd gave me comes into play; what if cross leaves killer his jacket, like he wraps him up in it to both keep him warm and so that it's like. a sense of consolation for killer? like it smells likes cross and is warm and feels like cross and idk maybe killer sleeps better and longer and actually recovers because he's not crying his eyes out
AUGHHH WHAT WHAT ohh my god dude I love this immensely actually so fucking real ough ough
I donāt have much to add but this is. Making me want to draw so bad like Iām just imagining how big Crossās jacket would be on Killer and just fuck man
This is such a banger idea actually I am. Not normal about it in the slightest weeping wailing head in hands
#answering asks#chair asks#chair!!#Apocalyptic kross AU#Rotating this in my brain SO fucking hard dude#Also also. thinking. about how much Killer probably like. Cherishes that thing man#like whenever Crossās gone he always has to have it near him#and like he canāt find it at first once and panics so fucking hard dude#Or he somehow loses hold of it in his sleep and canāt sleep properly whatsoever#Anyway#absolutely plagued by this now (positive) /silly
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CHRISTIAN GEISTDĆRFER in RIDING BALLS OF FIRE - GROUP B THE WILDEST YEARS OF RALLYING (2017)
#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BIGGEST POOKIE OF THEM ALL#MY LOVER#MY LIFE#MY SHAWTY#MY WIFE#the actual reason i wake up every day#he is always on my mind#rotating in the microwave that is my brain.#oh darn i love him !!! good sir i just adore his little face and how smart he is and he supports walter !!!!!!!!!#i hope he has a great day !!!!!!!!!!#christian geistdƶrfer#wrc#rally#motorsport#1980s
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I may be failing my plan to not make any isat aus. So there's this guy her name is Euphrasie right. What if I took her and combined what could be 3 separate au concepts into one. And in the process forced myself to go back and reread a bunch of shit to make sure I know how to maximally fuck over this sad wet puppy of a woman
#rat rambles#did I ever actually make a proper isat talking tag? I don't remember but erm#stars posting#anyways dont count on me committing to this au too hard since Im mostly eternal gales brained rn but I am rotating ideas in my head#shes always interested me deeply as what am I if not a sucker for women who are mostly silhouettes of a character#I was mostly just thinking abt other ppls aus where she is also looping and was thinking abt how fucked it be for her in general but also#how much more fucked it would be for her if it was Only her looping#because as far as she would know theres straight up nothing that can be done to fix this and shed be stuck in a hell of what shed be sure#is her own creation#and then I thought to myself. what if she then accidentally did a loop while trying to fix it#and then my brain also said but what if loop was also there#so I did some mental gymnastics to ignore the possible problems and decided to take an extra spin on it and just sorta add her to the main#party by having her have basically wished to be able to help them defeat the king to make things right and her getting dropped earlier#on in the adventure so I can fuck around with potential character dymamics more (cough cough siffrin)#and for the actual loops I think it'd be funny if she could remember just like loop but was fully convinced that she was looping alone#so itd be siffrin and her acting at eachother trying to hide their seperate breakdowns while meamwhile loop is just staring at her with a#whole heap of mixed emotions but mostly the confusion of who the fuck is this guy???????#and sif is just like yeah thats secret. shes a powerful craft user who's craft experiments backfired and fucked up her body. duh.#and loop just Knows that thats not true but they have no real way to bring it up properly without drawing too much suspicious#oh yeah and Im calling her secret for now. in my minds eye shes like constantly putting on different fronts in hopes that one of them will#stick but shes been able to get away with it by playing up her belief in change to a cartoonish degree#shes really trying to be strong and not raise suspicion since she does want mirabelle to be able to learn and grow from this just the same#as her own mirabelle before and just wants to be able to fix the broken wish by being there to defeat the king herself#which she had already convinced herself was the reason the wish broke since she was the one stuck remembering#I should reword it to that probably because saying shes the one looping isnt Wrong but asside from sif not remembering it still entirely#revolved around him she was just the one forced to deal with it without any real way of learning how to fix it#and while she never figured out the entirety of the sif stuff it was always him taking to her that reset the loop#so she has. complicated feelings on him. she doesn't want to be avoidant or distant or to dislike him! and as time goes on she does grow to#like him a lot! but its just. hard to look him in the eye sometimes.#and then theres the horrors of the actual main game starting and the slow but horrifying realization of how badly she fucked up
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I love how in Siegfried's SC3 endings you can interpret it either as him finally finding peace on his own (Input ending) or his father's spirit ACTUALLY saves him from the Nightmares and he's able to find peace through that (Non-input ending) and both are equally valid
God i love these games
#soul calibur#siegfried schtauffen#bro's just a creacher i rotate in my brain all day#and i just love how alot of his stuff can be interpreted as either being real or purely in his mind#also when i get off work tonight i wanna draw him as an icewing#or icewing/mudwing hybrid#i love the combo of beautiful and bulky#which he definitely is#(i refuse to believe he's only 110lbs until 5 where he gains like 40#there's no way bc bro wouldn't be able to wield his giant ass sword)#i always thought of him as being very heavy (bc muscles are quite heavy) but apparently not until 5.#.does he really get some meat on him#anyways yeah i love him even tho i constantly call him a little bitch (affectionately but also he just is)
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