#this subject is worth making a whole post abt ... maybe one day

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thank you so much for sending sdcjnskjdn i uhhhh recorded all of these basically immediately after you sent them but then i listened back and felt like i suonded so annoying and went on too long and my pronunciation wasnt very clear so i postponed posting them sdjnvdjs i decided to transcribe what i said (under read more) cause that makes me feel better abt it. 

5. I’ll talk about what I did today

https://vocaroo.com/i/s0z7uDDcKzjQ

6. I’ll talk about something I’m obsessed with/currently interested in

https://vocaroo.com/i/s0iLq52dlB1y  (the very good video i talk about: https://youtu.be/-6lMD9h_ix4)

19. I’ll talk about something I’m proud of

https://vocaroo.com/i/s0lPPvmwbvbI this ones the most ebarassing cause i decided to have fun and try switching to my alternative, vaguely british-inspired “accent”,,,, also the cohesion ... she just wasnt there.

5. today i went to college. i was really late and i missed the first class. i only attended one class today, cause i only have two classes per day rn - thats definitely gonna change next semester but anyway - the class was really good, the subject is Introduction to Literary Studies (i took a while cause i had to translate it from portuguese) but um yeah the class was about why humans create fiction. why humans.. you know.. how humans...... Human Nature is such that we are unsatisfied with reality and we create other lives and other experiences through fiction. and it’s not necessarily that we don’t like our reality, it could just be that it’s not enough; like, you could rly like your reality but you still have an innate, like.. NEED for experiencing Other Things that you couldnt in your own life. thats basically what the argument was, it was really interesting. and i rly like the teacher, she’s rly cool. so after that class i just had some lunch DELICIOUS the food in my college is so good ugh i love it so much and it’s just 2 reais for         for lunch when you’re a student there and it’s so good i’m.. ugh it’s the best part of college        cause its rly rly rly cheap for us students and it’s really good like It didnt even have to be that good cause it’s so cheap but it’s REALLY GOOD hh     um... yeah i love it  AND THEN after having lunch i went to the library which is a luh--another thing i rly like about my college cause  it’s the biggest library in my university.   so.. i study in the universtiy of são paulo which is one of the biggest universities in brasil .... so.. the campus is like rly huge and .. [i realized i was just explaining what a university is fsr?????? ]  uhhhh yeah i went to my library. [????? MY LIBRARY??? i dont own a library.] and i love my library theres like. i love to just walk around and see.    The Books cause theres like.. so such interesting books. and like books in so many languages... ugh it’s amazing so i went there to actually find some english learning books and i did , cause im trying to teach my sister english andt..    yeah i found this session-- Section. where theres all these    language learning books so theres like             a couple shelves that are like just english learning books and then theres a shelf thats just like japanese learning and then a couple shelves for russian   thens ome korean  some frickin SANSKRIT  latin ancient greek just everything . theeres also like indigenous south american languages which i was really happy to see and im definitely gonna check that out eventually but for today i just took the english ones cause ..  yeah i cant really  i dont really that much time and everyone for all that right now with college ..     AND THEN the rest of my day was that i left my phone!! cause i went to take the bus and  i left my pjhone on the bus stop.      i feel like my entonation is really annoying right now but yeah.. so yeah i left my phone on the bus stop and i was so scared.  i went back to the bus stop    got off the bus [wrong order] and it wasnt there , i went in the building - my college has 3 buildings for the different courses - i went in one of them cause i assumed it would be there because it was the closest to the bus stop so if somebody found my phone on the bus stop they wouldve taken it there and  left it there with the recepcionist or whatever so i went there and it wasnt there so iwas like “oh no its not here . maybe i left it in the bus instead of the bus stop and i just didnt notcie that it like fell from my pocket or sth.” so i took the bus again and went to the terminal which is where it would be if somebody found it in the bus and gave it to someone responsible for that stuff. but it obviously wasnt there. so i went home, very sad, This whole thing lasted like 2 hours and then its like over an hour for me to come home from college cause yk i live in a neighbouring city which is pretty close but its still an hour to an hour and a half everyday to go and ..... to go to and fro. is that how you say that expression idk . ...    and then when i got home!!!! i wnt in the facebook group of my college [course] to see if somebofy had posted something about a lost phone and Yes They Had they posted a photo of my phone and i was like oh thank god so im gonna get it back tomorrow. now im home im looking at my cat. occasionally looking after my nephews and my niece. and thats my day

6. i was sitting here thinking.. trying to think of something   and i remembered that--..............   Cause its rly hard for me to answer these questions where itsj ust one thing and i just..................          i just draw a blank whenever i get these questions but im just gonna say something that happened recently cause it was like : yesterday i found this video on youtube of a    an .. anemone? Swimming     like this starfish touches it and it like Changes Form it Elongates and just starts shaking to like get away. and its amazing it reminded me of how much i like Cnidarians(????)  the phylum .  the group of animals that includes jellyfish and corals, basically.   its just so cool like they alternate like one of the.... oh my gosh my house is so loud uhh...       yeah they like its really crazy i dont actually know a lot about it but i just think its so cool like the corals .. they.. reproduce.. and like.. their offspring sometimes is A Jellyfish . and then the Jellyfish sometimes produce Corals.   cause you look at the two things and they dont rly look that similar but they Are basically one and the same, and theyre Animals both of them just the same.  theyre just like inverted when you think about. its really cool and i didnt know that corals could MOVE like that just Get Out like... DeTach . from their thing and just start Swimming!! i had no idea that was a thing but yeah basically something that im obsessed with is um animals like that. the animals that arent chordates. so like sponges, cnidarians,  frickin ummmm echinoderms. You Can look at My Tags Page i have that stuff listed. i love it cause its so fun when you think about how theyre animals so theyre like closer to us structurally and cellularly than to other things.

19. you know. when people are mad at me for doing something not as fast as one possibly could or somethin like not understanding what they said or doing something a little bit wrong like following instructions a little wrong and you know when its not rly that important and people get mad and me for that and stuff.. i just.. i feel really happy that i'm not like that. cause i feel like most people around me.. they ARE like that like they just get so mad.. they allow themselves to get so mad about small things.. and i dont know i like that im pretty patient and i dont mind having to wait or to instruct someone a few times and correct them until they get it right and teach them and... all that. i dont know like i feel like.. idk im proud of myself for not like picking fights and getting mad at people for things that dont rly matter cause.. idk people around me do that a lot it makes me rly sad like... idk thats something i like abt myself i think i can like I'll feel angry sometimes and dont get me wrong anger is very necessary and its a very good thing when it is like... whats that word? its like... freakin.. deserved [i think the word i was looking for is "warranted"] like be angry at freakin capitalism or sth freakin racism you know set people on fire for that kinda stuff. but for small things on daily life i think people let it get to them too easily. and just create.. idk. it makes me sad so im happy that i dont have a lot of these impulses in these situations and when i do feel peeved from something petty im able to hold back cause im like.. its not worth it its just... this is so small. i'm.... you know? its not worht it.

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AHH on breaks my social battery drains and i just sit in bed doing whatever until 4 am and wake up at 2 which is NOT GOOD BUT SKDJJSJS GOODJOB ON YOUR FOOTBALL MATCH MAE !! YOURE SO COOL i remember i attempted to play football in 3rd grader and tripped over my own feet and fell.. KAJSJSJS fun memories anyways IM SO GLAD YOURE GETTINF MORE INTERACTIONS I HOPE THEY KEEP COMING AND INCREASINGGF !! AH my ian ess?? LMAO my state has tests for a few subjects on the whole years content and it’s been very stressful preparing so i might not be as active on the weekends but i’ll definitely try !! i did. get to do my speech !! i’m glad i said it quietly so not a lot of people heard but my sister and her bus and but that’s who the speech were for and they gave me a big hug.. it wasn’t as bad as i was anticipated and i’m glad that my sister appreciated it <3 WAHH UNDERSTANDJNG HIS LIVE !! that is goals. VILLAIN YUTA WHAAAAT I HAVE NO HEARD OF HIS MOVIE YET UNTIL NOW ??&:!.!:&:&: and i can definitely see the writing growth i feel proud gettinf to see all your work overtime and getting to actually talk with u and interact with your writings !! AND YES I WILL DEF MAKE A LIST FOR ALL THE FICSS maybe i should scroll thru all my ultimate favs and reblog them ?? ( i started going on tumbler in 2021 and never understood the importance of re logging until i saw a post so now all these fics are just in my likes that need to be reblogged and the authors need to get sent an ask on how amazing their work is.. ILL GET ON THAT !!) ANYWAYS HOW WAS YOUE DAY MAE ?

i’ve been playing football since i was like… 6??? one of the world cups was cool so i asked to join a club and i have since then! tbh the loyalty is what’s keeping me going and not the sport but there are matches where u do rlly well and it makes u rlly happy so.. it’s worth it! don’t worry abt being ia anyyyy time esp for exams… god i do not even want to think abt mine they’re in like a month and it’s so much studying 😞 i hope yours go well lovely

YAYYYY THE SPEECH i’m so happy she enjoyed it and got to appreciate it :( i think it’s nicer that it wasn’t smth that everyone had to hear it just? makes it more special i think? i’m sure everyone loved it and u did amazing!!! ajhdjs I RBED A POST ABT IT SO U CAN SEE HOW HOT HE LOOKS IN THE TRAILER BUT i cannot wait. like his acting debut in one of the biggest movie franchises in japan???? IM SO PROUD OF HIM AH

and :,) u r the only day one on this account u are very special… u even witnessed my old ugly blog 🙈 ajhdjs but i will be looking forward to the rbs and make sure i check it out!! i remember i used to do the same on my old acc before i started writing but i RLY wish i would’ve interacted more bc if you do interact and leave rbs with comments or asks… it’s sm easier to make friends and talk to the ppl who are actually reading the writing and u just get to appreciate it all! so yes i will watch out <3

my day has! just started but it’s my last two days of holiday :,) i’m gonna absolutely smash the hyune fic today because my deadline is the 30th of april and i am determined to reach it but it’ll be hard ㅠㅠ i don’t feel too good so i might or might not go to football training tonight but ! today is just for relaxing and i am taking that very seriously 😁