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i’m surprised by the amount of attention on that pokemon captcha thing. it did take me some hours but it was honestly relatively low effort for me on the actual javascript side, like i think the database with artist credits and the jp names for the pokemon took a lot longer LMAO (not to say it was effortless, it wasn’t, but idk) i guess it’s bc unlike ayano’s BMF stuff, it’s easy to understand what it’s doing at a glance with no prior knowledge or context
anyway it makes me wanna talk about JS a little more but the issue is my JS knowledge is so… patchy?? most of the stuff i’ve learned so far is the opposite of formal or “proper”, like i sit down and i’m like. i want to make this thing in JS. and along the way i pick up new information and skills by looking up how to do parts i’m unsure how to do. i have completely fuckign winged my way here with a whole lot of google and stack overflow. so i’m not sure if it’s responsible for me to be disseminating knowledge on how to write javascript even though i’m pretty comfortable with scripting for an average neocities user LMAO
idk the true answer is that programming is half professional googling and half professional problem solving. my dad works in the tech world and he agrees with me. it’s the ability to use problem solving skills to envision the means to solve a problem and then being resourceful and knowing how to get to the end result AKA knowing how to browse google and stack overflow until ur eyes fall out of ur skull. so maybe my informal javascript knowledge is fine actually. maybe this is javascript how god intended well actually JS is such a terrible coding language idk if god’s involved in it gonna be real
#kiki was here#kiki.txt#programming#i just woke up a tiny bit ago from that nap it was good#also to be clear im not a professional#my skills are nowhere close to advanced or anything#intermediate Maybe i suppose?#idk im just having a fun time w my little static websites
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I've been really hesitant to watch Harley Quinn since I first read reviews and TV tropes and didn't love its take on Catwoman. But now I'm sitting here binging the show in an attempt to power through work, and it's better than I expected, which is yet another lesson in giving the actual work a chance rather than attempting to judge it based on summaries or other people's perceptions of it.
P.S. Still super annoyed about Selina in Caper Crusader though!
P.P.S. Haven't gotten to S3 of HQ so maybe I will change my mind lol
#dc comics#batman#dc#bruce wayne#selina kyle#catwoman#harley quinn#harley quinn tv#giving the actual work a chance#comics meta#right now im sitting here feeling overly judgmental and short-sighted#its hard being a character stan#but overall it is a rare phenomenon that an actual full work made by a passionate and paid professional is worse than a summary of that wor#dont judge books by their covers or by their tv tropes pages#tv tropes#doing work is hard man#i do wish that selina had some redeemable traits in this show#but oh well#also their take on bruce at least as of s2 isnt as negative as reviews said it would be#its clear he cares and tries his best
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lowk a mha x hades au would go so harddddd
#im tired of the squid game aus. like yeah i placed that brick myself but JESUS CHRISTTTTTT IM SO TIREDDDDDD#i just want them to be happy. and i love hades. nobody dies in my beloved hades game#shoto would be zagreus obvsss the story matches up well. self discovery/acceptance finding his long lost mom the three way situationship#i’m still kinda torn on bkdk i can’t decide who would be meg or than#i’m leaning towards than = kats and meg = izk but it works either way#bkg as than: begrudgingly helpful. the competition. standoffish but deeply caring. HIS KEEPSAKE. yuppp#thanatos’ keepsake ups your attack damage for every chamber you clear without getting hit i love it#izuku as meg: drinks with the house staff. gossips with nyx. openly friendly when she isn’t working#she’s besties with dusa she’s a stickler for routine she takes care of the bats her companion is a BAT PLUSHIE and her keepsake slays too#it’s also an attack upgrade you deal up to 40% more damage to foes when your health is lower than 35%#literally a plus ultra moment#she’s the first region boss you gotta fight her before moving on#but the more u interact the more fun it gets for both of them it loses the professionalism quick n they just talk shi#if midoriya is her then her whip = blackwhip and her sisters = the vestiges mayhap#but yeaahhhh. mha hades au.#tally txt
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Btw it is always morally correct to be absolutely annoying about accessibility to large corporations. Contact Walmart and tell them that the flashing lights on their 24/7 security cars are going to cause seizures. Ask why your local McDonald's doesn't have a wheelchair accessible entrance. Complain that the isles at CVS are too crowded for someone with a walker to get through safely. Be so fucking annoying about corporations that make billions of dollars a year and yet don't care about disabled people. Get your friends to be annoying about it too. It's so satisfying but more importantly if enough people are annoying enough they might fix the problem just to get you to leave them alone
#to be clear i think you should also be adressing these issues in small local businesses as well#but personally im more likely to write a simple polite message going 'hey. a lot of people would really appreciate if you could do this'#whereas walmart is getting a full bitchy-professional complaint#2pm in the morning
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I've been trying to get on a more "normal" (not normal for me lol but normal for the world we live in) sleep schedule lately and I'm struggling with it and today my therapist recommended I make a pros and cons list....... I've got a lot on the list already but help me think of more things to add to it ? Looking for suggestions, pretty much anything to consider or think about one way or another about radically changing your sleep schedule please
#btw if anyone remembers me talking about this last week: i have confirmed with yet another mental health professional that i DO NOT have bpd#or bipolar disorder!!!! my therapist actually almost laughed when i brought it up to him and told me that I'm def not bipolar and that in#the two years hes known me i have not exhibited enough symptoms of bpd consistently for long enough to be diagnosed by anyone who should be#diagnosing. lol. and he said that even the so called symptoms i do exhibit occasionally are actually perfectly normal emotional responses#not only to the current situation but also within the context of my past traumas and shit. GOD thats so validating and nice to hear!!!!!#i am promising myself now that im not going to ask another doc/professional about diagnosing me with either of those ever again. it's pretty#clear now that its other stuff presenting symptoms that look like bpd a little. im not degrading myself like that again.
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Can not stop thinking about how during a conversation about testament’s gender someone sent a list of terms that fall under x-gender and i got to be like Heh. Literally All of these words have been used to describe testament. Oh the joys of messy but well intentioned early 2000s nonbinary coding

The contexts are a bit complicated but like genuinely. All 3. Theyre quite unambiguously the second definition of musei now though.
#the first 2 were used to describe their. body. and appearance. not so much identity. but like. yeah.#ryousei was used in That Daisuke Quote. though admittedly in a phrase that specifically applies to sex. because it was like… the year 2000.#chuusei was used to describe their appearance twice. in ggx drafting artworks and artbook commentary from daisuke#musei was used in a discussion between arcsys reps after their reveal trailer.#ryousei was also used again to describe their portrayal pre-strive but without the implications about sex#and they make it quite clear imo that applying musei to them IS an identity and not about their body like their old coding tended to be#both eng and jp dev backyard say they live without the Concept of gender. btw ty for confirming that for me 7oby.#and in the arcrevo stream after their announcement they say testament isnt a man or a woman#using dansei/josei instead of otoko/onna which i thiiiiiink could be to emphasize gender over sex…?#im not a professional though im just some guy who likes to learn. and discover.#i like. information. can you tell#i like testament . can you tell. :)#i want to compile all information about their gender in a post not just tag rambling but i have more important gg stuff to work on lol#the gender timeline… i keep saying im gonna do it i know. but i will. i promise.#i need people to stop saying wrong things about testament… i need to change tha world…#the kat goes meow
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coworkers: what about using ai to do xyz?
me, stepping onto my soapbox: let me tell you All The Reasons i wont do it and also why you shouldnt do it either
#idk what's up w/my boss but she keeps asking about using ai for stuff#and im like. no. i will write my own meeting minutes. i will write my own emails.#im sorry but like. doing that is building your professional muscle and when you shortcut it w/ai i'm like ??? what are we even doing here#also like. considering i'd have to double check everything anyway to make sure it was done accurately tbh it's just as much work lol#every time someone was like 'well what if we use chatgpt to do--'#i was going 'NO!!!!'#my youngest coworker was like 'sometimes i use it to write emails at the end of the day when my brain is tired :('#and i was like. okay. then just write the email the next day.#especially since she's in this job for experience im like YOU ESPECIALLY should be writing your own stuff#like stop letting ai take away your professional muscle. stop using shortcuts to do very easy things for no reason.#stop using an environmentally unsafe tool to write. a fucking. email.#im sorry that one gets me emails are so easy. theyre so easy. if you cant brain good the email can always wait until tomorrow.#my other coworker was like 'well ai lets me know the best way to phrase it so other people get what i'm saying'#and i was like ???? just because it's ai doesnt mean it's infalliable or all knowing!!!! it can make mistakes and misword stuff!!!!!#it can ALSO making confusing emails!!!!!#[long scream]#anyway i've made my position REALLY clear about this and i'm getting more and more annoyed that we keep talking about it
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Are there any specific writing exercises or practices you use to hone your skills in writing?
the thing that helps me the most is reading others' writing! whether it's indie fiction on here, mainstream novels, or nonfiction, it's all pretty great for getting your brain to see writing from another angle
aside from that, trying to write at least a little every day has really helped me to improve! Usually it'll be a paragraph (or more) for an existing series, but taking a prompt and writing a oneshot, or trying something new that gets you out of your comfort zone and really forces you to think can also be helpful (and fun!)
the only other specific thing I do, which is less for writing and more for editing, is read a finished piece out loud. It can help to hear the flow of your pride, and find spots where it feels off or stilted
If anyone else has unique practices feel free to reblog with them :) I'd also love to learn some new ones
#im definitely far from a professional myself but I've been writing for a long time#and seeing drabbles from when i had like. a five year period of writer's block#compared to today after I've been writing -consistently- for a while#shows me a very clear difference and improvement :)#so it is cliche but Doing The Thing in any form will help make you better at The Thing#anon#writeblr#writing advice#(i hope lol)#I've also been bad lately about reading mainstream novels skfgrjkr it's all been whump
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Got rejected for the receptionist/secretary position that was advertised as a 2-3 month temp position that *might* have the possibility of going permanent *depending on a possible restructuring* because I was not excited about this as a *permanent * position and said while I liked that the option to stay longer term might be there, I wouldn't be leaving them high and dry if I found something else around the 3 month mark, because the combination of flexibility and stability was attractive.
Good luck to the schmuck who is willing to gamble on a possible restructuring I guess.
#also the temp agency person who threw this job at me is PISSED#because I didn't fall all over myself blowing smoke up#everyones asses about how super duper excited i was to have my#dream job as a receptionist and admin and also pwetty pwease make me permanent#like sorry. i was very clear.#i am mid career. i am looking for a professional job#preferably temporary but im open to temp to perm#to pay the bills and keep me working while i continue#my job search in my field. i am open to career change#but not committed to it#sorry i didnt do fucking cartwheels#for the first admin job you chucked at me#that paid honestly not great. with 0 info about benefits#also like sorry but if you advertise as temp to perm#and then you get people who are happy about the option but#dont want to commit... well that's literally what you asked for#i need a fucking personality transplant yesterday#because apparently having too much self respect to lie and ass kiss#is like. a deal breaker or whatever.
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was going to take today to have doodled some fanart but instead: OCs
#i just got such a clear picture of a series of 3 for it ok#also was working on a new fursona design but thats neither here nor there#rambles.txt#delete later#my art#doodles#WIP#ill probably post these here And on my professional sideblog maybe sorta#im not yet ready to be Super public with the project
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i would love for someone to sit me down one day and psychoanalyze me
#diary#i need to know what the hell is goin on up there (my head)#my issue is that im so self aware of my feelings but not always WHY i feel the way i do#but. i also might fall in love with the person who does that lol i love it when people explain complicated concepts nicely 😭😭😭#thats a clear indicator i need professional help right. right. i think we're all in agreement in that regard
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finally drew something so good i dont even want it associated w my tumblr im gonna sign my actual artist signature 🥲
#sometimes i post things w my artist signature anyway but idk im not sure#this looks so professional#also i updated my signature it is both more and less legible#its less of my name its just initials but its really clear lol#it looks so good tho#its a digital watercolor i did just to plan an actual one for a christmas gift for my bro in japan#its a style ive never attempted and tbh its probably generic but i think it came out so good and professional lol#im wondering if i should keep my tumblr reserved for fanart idk#then put my actual professional stuff on insta and redbubble#or repost it here but without my blog signature and link it to insta and redbubble#i barely post art on insta either its mostly pictures lol but its pretty and there's no memes or fanart#so its more professional perhaps#i have may nore followers on tumblr but nobody rbs my art unless its fanart anyway lol
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Started a post comparing the Messner-Loebs Flash and WW runs and their successes and failures (imo) in portraying certain themes and their similarities to each other but it started getting long and im a very slow tumblr post writer so that's a meta for another day. I do have what I think are well formed opinions on this and I'm fresh off of reading both runs so you guys are not allowed to let me forget abt writing this all up okay. Okay.
#many thoughts on why the “poverty arc” (bad name but cant think of a better one atm) works in flash but doesnt at all in ww#and how it relates to how people irl find themselves in that position and the relationship of that to support networks#also thoughts abt similar issues like flash 33 and ww 64. and also WML's weird fixation with the joker#and how his runs on both differ in their relationship with the run before (baron w flash and pérez w wonder woman) and how he follows up#blah#but yeah dont let me forget to lay all my thoughts out professionally abt this while theyre still relatively fresh#anyways sidenote legally obligated to say I HATE MICAH RAINES (of wml's ww) SO MUCH#HES LIKE ED INDELICATO BUT WORSE. W O R S E. DO YOU KNOW HOW DIFFICULT THAT IS FOR ME TO SAY OKAY#like i hated indelicato so much only for them to introduce literally the same guy but worse. and then have him work w wondy and her be the#muscle of his sketchy ass business. groan#also need to make it clear that i do despise indelicato. im the number 1 pérez run girlie (self proclaimed) but i do hate that character w a#burning passion. so annoying. my saving grace is that he never dated diana. he had his little crush and all the 90s readers in the letter#section kept trying to push it but thank god they never got together#would actually have to shoot myself if that happened actually
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OH YEAH…. today my wonderful beautiful handsome professor spotted my copy of to the lighthouse (the one with the alison bechdel drawn cover) and got excited AND THEN she sent me a text saying (direct quotation) “you’re my fav :)” there’s no context for that she just did it. HELLO???? BARK BARK BARK FJSKHFJJKKNRJJD FHSKKJNNNNSDDNN………
#she is soo dykey sometimes….. i love you….. leave your husband and be with me…….#also to be clear our relationship is professional only but man….#ALSO. the only reason i text her is because i also work for her… i text all my psych professors actually im their favourite#but there’s only one with that very specific straight dyke swag.
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like ok lemme give you a fucking recap of my Dentistry Experience
>be me 9ish. go to dentist for first time since i was 3 bc my mom spent all our child support money on plane tickets. dentist says you have three cavities so big we need to pull your teeth
>they put me on anesthesia that i say doesnt work. it doesnt work so im in excruciating pain while they yank out the three teeth
>i get switched to second dentist and a few years later after x-ray am told my canines are growing into the roof of my mouth and i need surgery and braces to have them fixed. dentist then says i can keep on the braces after i get my canines fixed so my teeth will be straight. i tell him i don't care if my teeth are straight and i want them off as soon as my canines are in the right place
>get the surgery and start going to second dentist. he sometimes cuts pieces of my tongue off and after his visits im in so much pain i cant speak. when i ask when i'm getting my braces off he tells me to stop being impatient and refuses to give me an answer
>eventually he says that my canines should be fine and i say ok please take the braces off. he says no because my teeth aren't straight. my mom says no because my teeth aren't straight.
>dentist welds a metal bar to the top of my mouth. it's positioned so that it cuts into my tongue leaving me with a permanent bloody painful wound in my mouth for the several years it's in despite repeatedly telling him and mom what's happening and begging for them to take it out. they say no because my teeth aren't straight
>dentist welds a metal bar behind my bottom teeth with so much glue that after i finally got another dentist to remove it years later they weren't able to get all the glue off and it took several more appointments. also just to straighten my teeth
>YEARS LATER i get the dentist to remove the metal bar. it leaves a scar on my tongue that hasn't healed almost a decade later.
>YEARS LATER i get the dentist to remove the braces.
>after that they immediately give me a retainer they say i need to wear all day. i say for how long they say for the rest of my life. i say Why. they say because otherwise your teeth won't stay straight
>i do not wear the retainer because i already didn't care about my teeth being straight before all this happened and sure fucking didn't now. so my canines are still crooked so yeah all of that was for nothing
#c.paradisi#uh ask to tag#recently i found this article#about another dentist who gave his clients a bunch of unnecessary shit so he could upcharge them#and the article was like yeah the usa has. idr exactly but theyre not considered medical professionals#so they dont require the same training or oversight doctors do#so theres just a ton of malpractice and most of its never caught or punished#and i was like ohhhh. yeah i guess that happened to me huh#what makes me insane is how clear i was from the beginning that i wanted them off as soon as the medical issue was resolved#and NOBODY EVER LISTENED TO ME.#i got tortured for YEARS and permanently scarred my tongue bc my mom wanted me to have straight teeth and a dentist wanted money#awesome! very cool!#ANYWAY.#im going to a normal dentist now and yeah all that shit was Not normal.#also its nice to be an adult bc while i was in for a cleaning the assistant was like you should get a retainer to straighten your teeth#and i said No 👍 and that was the end of it
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i've become our company's go-to person for creating what are essentially forms used to ask for things and assign tasks for different things bc i know the system best, and, i think i may cry, i got the clearest instructions i've ever gotten in my entire life. it had pictures and flowcharts with the perfect amount of supporting text and it was so clear and precise and i know EXACTLY what i need to do based on it <333
#leevi talks#this is like heaven i think#gonna be working on this and my thesis this winter and i might actually be fine bc this is so nice#also i know i said i just make a form but it takes a bit more work than that bc its like#you gotta assign who can approve/decline/work on requests and create new questions and handle permissions and#fields and a lot of components and create tasks and manage who gets notified for what. so like. its easy but it's a lot of work#but like in a way i enjoy it#its not like creating a google form or something like this is a professional IT system#i dont want you guys to think i get paid for writing questions for a form gfhagf#it's more like building a platform for forms i guess?#the details are not important just know im having fun when i get clear instructions
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