#also the character bleed here^^
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"Did that happen?"
"Not everything Louis says is a lie!"
I had forgotten about this part.
Unfortunately I could only find this quality of the video, but it's a very interesting one indeed. It is also one of the first interviews they did, and even there they made it clear that not all would be ... the truth.
Or the whole truth, at least.
#the upcoming seasons will be truly interesting#it also makes it very clear they all knew about this too and they discussed it#also the character bleed here^^#rewatching jam reiderson videos#for science :)#I wished I had remembered this part when I wrote my fic#like this would have made argumentation quite a lot easier -.-#and probably stopped some of the hate#then again... they did not want to listen to logical argumentation#any doubt of louis was immediately something very specific -.-#sam reid#sdcc cast conference#jacob anderson#iwtv bts#sdcc 2022#interview with the vampire#amc interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#iwtv#did that happen#not everything is a lie#liar
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FAMINE: That's one deep, dark nothing you've got there, Dean.
[youtube with closed captions]
dean and his father. dean and his family. dean and how bad it is.
(via @closetoyou1970)
#spn#vid#mind the warnings on this one for real#woe! fruit of my rewatch be upon ye.#pallas calls this my 'deangirl coming out vid' which honestly. true. but those who paid attention know i've always been a deangirl.#also. after this no more deanwinchester rilo kiley amvs I Pwomise#anyway. i'm not gonna give a full commentary here but a big reason why i chose this song is that the narrator#is essentially dismissing her own problems and instead watching the problems of someone else#and i kind of wanted to play with that theme. this is the parallels show so let's do some parallels. lots of things happen to characters#that are Like Dean somehow. either in personality or circumstance. that we know or can infer happen to him. but we don't see it bc it's#not sayable. not speakable. so like for an easy one. we see meg being tortured in caged heat. she also talks about apprenticing under#alastair just like dean. so i show her being tortured [in a way that is sexualized and demon-specific] and reacting how she does#because i invite the audience to imagine or interpret that this has also happened to dean at some point. we just don't see it#so there are many dean parallels in this video. some obvious. some subtle but textual. some products of my twisted mind. but that's the way#i am using them to make my argument.#oh also: dean voice sam's eyes going black is JUST like when he used to fight with dad and wouldn't listen to me when i told him not to.#i guess also the point is that because it's unsayable. dean can't say it. dean can't even acknowledge it. and so it bleeds through#into everything in his life#that's why it's important that the song narrator doesn't take her own problems seriously. dean doesn't either.
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i do a light chuckle once i remember hofmann and semmelweis are friends but then i remember semmelweis and marcus' suitcase interaction where they talk about her and i am once again inconsolable about this old woman's death
#reverse 1999#semmelweis#greta hofmann#certified storm moments#i miss hofmann so bad i know ill start sobbing when someone brings her up again in chapter 7#r1999 shitpost#i still think their canon ages are bullshit and theyre both older than canon in my head but yeah semmelweis is half hofmann's age (19 to 38#bluepoch i prommy you won't start profusely bleeding income if you make a character older than their mid twenties. i promise you that#nothing more but hofweis rambling after this you have been warned#anyways you mightve seen me here or there mention that i ship these two and. yes the age gap is a central theme to how i percieve them#semmelweis lived the dream (see how i say this in past tense) she bagged that old woman </3#the inherent angst of your partner being so much younger than you and close to death thanks to a terminal illness yet in the end#its actually you that dies first. and she ends up finding a cure to illness and ending up immortal. something something 'i will never see#how old age looks on you. you are breaking my heart.' and how it applies to both of their perspective towards the other#one went to vienna to (unknowingly) die and the other went there to live#koshka-sova said it best its a pair that dances round life and death. and can't forget about the inherent workplace yuri#also its funny thinking of marcus unwittingly finding out through either her arcane skill or some other method her mentor's coworker-friend#got it on with her. like i think the two start bonding because of hofmann but then one day marcus approaches her with haunted eyes and#shakily goes 'd...did you. did you and madam hofmann..? my arcane skill said. that you and. did you two......?'
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What's gabriel in this au?
Some loser, probably.
#Gabriel Ultrakill#Rain World Ancients#Ultrakill#Rain World#I CAN POST THIS NOW THAT THE FULL ATTACK IS DONE. NICE pose referenced from Act 1's ending cutscene if that wasn't blatant already#He's as of yet unnamed but I'm working on it. And also somehow not dead. Debatably. It's a crossover AU it's not adhering to RW canon#Anyway very cool style rain world has for its murals! Tried to match it to the best of my ability but my own style definitely bleeds throug#-in places. It happens#ANYWAY the reason why he's an Ancient is just because there seem to be a lot of parallels between Angels in UTKL and Ancients in RW#Both are societies obsessed with remaining free from earthly desire and keeping order; one wishes to ascend and one has already ascended-#-and has to keep it that way lest they feel the wrath of a long-absent god#Looking at the karma murals that represented the deadly sins (ish) kind of solidified that#Plus it means I don't have to take off his helmet which is always a bonus; I don't like unmasking helmeted characters#As a bonus ancients sort of seem birdlike to me? They're meant to look vague but at least two had bird feet so hell yeah. Bird time.#Enough tag talking. Here's the actual sorting tags:#Re: Inbox#Re: Anon#RW UTKL#Hrokkall Art
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Dave🩹 (@DAVE_77) Hey there, 111! I hope we're not bothering you.
GearsStillTurn⚙️ (@DAVE_111) Not at all. What is it?
CloudNine!☁️ (@DAVE_88) Would you like to join the repdigit club?!
Daydreaming_Dave💤 (@DAVE_99) We can talk about random stuff and have get-togethers and such… It'll be a blast. Also, you're the last one around.
GearsStillTurn⚙️ (@DAVE_111) No thank you. Maybe ask the others.
Dave🩹 (@DAVE_77) Ah, I see. And that's the thing. I did. These two are the only ones who, well…
GearsStillTurn⚙️ (@DAVE_111) Oh. That's a shame.
Balancing_Sound🎙️ (@DAVE_110) Repdigit club, you say? Sorry, I couldn't help but overhear.
CloudNine!☁️ (@DAVE_88) That's right!!
Balancing_Sound🎙️ (@DAVE_110) That does sound fun. Oh, if only I were a repdigit. I would've joined.
Dave🩹 (@DAVE_77) ; CloudNine!☁️ (@DAVE_88) ; Daydreaming_Dave💤 (@DAVE_99) Sorry, 110…
Balancing_Sound🎙️ (@DAVE_110) It's not your fault. Hm, you sure about this? You're very lucky, after all. The next one, 222, isn't due for a while.
GearsStillTurn⚙️ (@DAVE_111) Positive. It's just a number.
Dave🩹 (@DAVE_77) ; CloudNine!☁️ (@DAVE_88) ; Daydreaming_Dave💤 (@DAVE_99) "Just a number"? "Just a number"??? "Just a number"…?
Balancing_Sound🎙️ (@DAVE_110) If that's so, then if it was possible, I'd switch mine with yours.
CloudNine!☁️ (@DAVE_88) Wait, can we do that?!
GearsStillTurn⚙️ (@DAVE_111) You would ruin the system. The order of Daves would lose all meaning. No one would know who arrived when.
Balancing_Sound🎙️ (@DAVE_110) We wouldn't be losing numbers, only swapping them. 127 would show up as normal. And, although a little more confusing, the changes could still easily be explained.
GearsStillTurn⚙️ (@DAVE_111) You should've moved in a bit later. Just admit to your jealousy and move on.
Daydreaming_Dave💤 (@DAVE_99) Whoa... That's pretty cold. Guys, maybe we shouldn't let him join; his circuitry's missing the fun module.
Dave🩹 (@DAVE_77) Uh- Hey now, there's no need to start a fight! Um, sorry for disturbing you, 111. We'll be leaving now.
GearsStillTurn⚙️ (@DAVE_111) Goodbye. You're more than welcome to come visit again at your leisure.
CloudNine!☁️ (@DAVE_88) Ha ha, I'm good, thank you!!!
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Dave🩹 (@DAVE_77) 110? Sorry about that. I didn't expect him to, um. React that way.
Balancing_Sound🎙️ (@DAVE_110) Again, it's not your fault. I suppose we Daves can get a little crabby sometimes, right?
CloudNine!☁️ (@DAVE_88) That's putting it mildly!!
Daydreaming_Dave💤 (@DAVE_99) And we're not "just a number". Repdigits don't happen very often. It's too bad he couldn't see that…
Balancing_Sound🎙️ (@DAVE_110) Well, anyway, when they finally come here, I hope you three have better luck with 222.
Dave🩹 (@DAVE_77) I hope so too! I can't wait to meet them, one day.
Balancing_Sound🎙️ (@DAVE_110) Same here! And, if it helps you feel better: At least for now, this makes you… The Repdigit Trio?
CloudNine!☁️ (@DAVE_88) Oh my gosh, you're right! We are!! The Repdigit Trio!!!
Daydreaming_Dave💤 (@DAVE_99) That does make us sound cooler…
CloudNine!☁️ (@DAVE_88) Right???
Dave🩹 (@DAVE_77) The Repdigit Trio… Yeah, I like that! Thank you for the suggestion, 110! It means a lot!
Balancing_Sound🎙️ (@DAVE_110) Of course! No problem. (Maybe if I just cut off my zero… Ah, but then there'd be two 11s. That would be no good. As rude as he was, 111 is right - I am jealous. Actively doing nothing with such a lucky number is so… Frustrating, when I would've put it to good use. Well, if joining a silly club counts as "good use".)
#BBAU#WTTW#in-character post#dave 77#dave 111#dave 88#dave 99#dave 110#the repdigit trio#i just realized that every dave talking here is from a different game#77 is a house. 111 is a future. 88 is a sky high. 99 is a dream. and 110 is a fun algebra class. crazy#also i like to imagine that the trio makes time for non repdigits who wished they could participate. like honorary members or something#so sometimes 110 and the trio have activities together#and of course later on in wttw proper the trio try to include 82 with them because he looked lonely at the gathering#77 is a bleeding heart while the other two are like “the more the merrier”
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I realize I may have some story trouble. So, the corpse- you know, the corpse that was formerly Rev (bad timeline) and currently belongs to JJ. Well. If I remember right recently on a whim holly came up with that horrible (devious) idea that JJ kept the body and pretends to talk to it because uh that’s kinda all he’s got left- BUT.
This was a new idea, so how long has he had it for.
How long after burying it did he dig it up? Did he just. Have that thing in his closet while he was mayor?? (probably?? mad scientist and all that.) Did JJ just have it stashed somewhere during his brief reformation arc??? People, these are the questions.
I would say it took years after to dig it up probably- at first he wasn’t too mad-scientist-like and definitely wanted to hide the evidence. Also because of how visible the bones are now.
Uhhh fecking heart under the floorboards moment haha
#I think I should start my oc posts in the most ridiculous way possible to fuck with people#I really hope I posted that art of the corpse tm or this isn’t going to make any sense HAHA I’ll check when my laptop charges#I had old old notes on exact years and what happened in the story but I can’t access it unfortunately#fortunately#ah YES technically JJ also has two former citizens but they don’t really talk. … probably also corpses at this point#AH while we’re here. JJ doesn’t need to eat. he kinda lives off of his magic stores. which is causing other issues (color bleed) because.#Not Supposed To Do That#something about taking magic out but not putting any back in. he’s Constantly dissolving magic and it’s causing some strain on his soul#I think the characters I really want to focus on are jj and jodie because they’ve got some interesting stuff going on and could use some#worldbuilding ✨ also#what do I tag this#uh#character death tw#wolf chats#“doesn’t need to eat” I meant “doesn’t eat“. he can and should eat
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things I love about obi-wan kenobi in revenge of the sith, an otherwise largely unenjoyable movie:
he's a huge bitch the whole time. his most forgotten character trait is that anytime he and Anakin get into a mess he becomes the most exasperated, snippy, complaining little bitch, and I love that
when he tracks down grievous he spends a great deal of effort being stealthy only to drop down directly behind grievous and not even surprise attack, just say hello. he did it purely for the melodrama.
when grievous reveals he has four arms and four lightsabers he grins with pure anticipation bc he loves a challenge more than he loves not being murdered
his entire fight with grievous. the part where he launches himself into the moving vehicle. the part where he tries to kick grievous' metal leg. the part where he tosses the gun that saved his life aside in disgust. every part.
every time he draws his saber into his cunty little fencer's pose his bangs fall into his face
when he sits in his formal council chair with one foot up on the armrest even though it's way too tall to look casual
"Anakin is the father isn't he? I'm so sorry" as a casual aside as he leaves the room, absolutely fucking brutal
he's the order's best swordsman
he's the order's most unkillable bitch
even when he's sad he is so so beautiful. I'm drawing little hearts around his name in my diary like I'm 12 years old again 🩵
#star wars#I'm researching for a new fanfic but also my prequel rewatch is complete!#this one isn't as fun. like at least in aotc we got a lot of nuance in Anakin and Padmé. here they're very wooden and one note#but luckily obi-wan my best friend obi-wan is here to make it watchable#like you can tell Natalie Portman is doing her best with these lines but finds them kind of silly and it bleeds through#but ewan is giving this his ALL. there's nothing silly about his beloved fave character obi-wan being sad. it's raw emotion over here#obi wan kenobi
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“Even if it’s not my fault, it’s still my accident, it’s still my mess. It’s still something that - exists, because I do” oh. and he just doesn’t know another way to help, either, because all his life has been screwing up without helpful direction in order to meet impossible standards, and so there is no other way than to bleed himself dry. for the cause, for a friend in need, for anyone he doesn’t know. especially for the problems that he himself creates, because to him his pure existence has always been the problem, because the elders were fucked as hell and traumatized him to no end - so even causing problems is a sin. a single mistake is a sin. it always has been. and it’s rough trying to learn anything other than that mindset - but Jay and Chip won’t let him struggle alone.
and it’s like - that’s what comes with being raised the way he was. punished for imperfection, but there’s no guidebook, no definition of perfect. and so perfect is never good enough anyway. it’s a trap and there is no winning, so there’s nothing else to do but take the blame and bear it, and internalize it. and it makes actual failure and actual mistakes that much more painful. of course responsibility needs to be taken for your actions - but when you’ve been taking responsibility for everything, up to and including the literal fate of the world, all of your life, every outcome is your fault. and guilt only builds, and resentment only festers. of course he hates the elders for how they treated him. of course he hates himself.
he’s grabbing his own destiny and making his own choices - but the thing about making your own choices is that there are so many of them. there’s no destiny to blame anymore. and all you can do is the best you can. and it’s not always going to be good enough. he’s learned plenty about failure, but with Jay and Chip around, maybe he’ll learn about second chances, and self forgiveness. maybe he’ll learn that accidents aren’t always met with extremes. and that he’s not the only one left to deal with a mess if he slips up and breaks something.
#after their talk and their big spar part 2 and everything I’m choosing to hope for the up and up#I just. I dunno. again. y’all ever think about how he never lays on hands to heal himself? because I do#I’m calling it what it is tw for the tags here but#passive suicidality. and it’s scary and tough to deal with especially under these conditions he’s under and it’s like#he’s someone who can be seen as bigger than life almost a moral role model. a hero of sorts. and still he thinks he’ll never be good enough#abuse will do that to a mf#but like. idk jay shot him and he forgave her. and chip can be a downright bastard and he still cares for him. as much as his own#morals and nature have rubbed off on the other captains they’ve also rubbed off on him. I mean sarcasm? pranks?#chip is valuing others more and more. and so maybe gillion will value himself more and more. yknow?#after every mistake he’s made and the others have made they’re still crew. family. and ain’t that somethin?#I dunno. taking responsibility isn’t just bleeding yourself out as retribution. there has to be a balance. and for gillion (and chip tbh)#that’s difficult. and something I am hoping they will continue improving on#idk. I have many thoughts without full articulation I’m just kinda spinning them all in my brain yknow#jrwi riptide 86#jrwi#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#character analysis#z speaks
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some bonus time travelers while I wait for my pc to reset!
these guys are grouped in with my characters from “New Front” or what I like to affectionately call “Travey vs The Complications of the New Frontier” (it was the original title before I decided I liked something simpler)
Travey is the protagonist (given the original name), she jumps from different timelines to train heroes to fight pirates
Exodus is like her Shadow the Hedgehog. Also a time traveler. Trains evil pirates. (not the ultimate lifeform, unfortunately)
#my ocs#oc art#travey vs the complications of the new frontier#I like the longer one so it doesn’t bleed into existing tag circles#plus it’s a lil funny#will also like to note that Travey was the first character I made for this group of characters!#was very inspired by spiderverse and the legend of zelda#can’t wait to drop some of the other guys here they’re some of my favs#my art
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mmmm im still working on it but i know its gonna be a good one when i keep staring at it
#putting lots of thought into this one ... themes of iteration. flow of both time and of self. + interconnectedness#for these characters they all Are each other just. some of them kinda know this and some of them Really Do Not Know This#the spiral motif is here both directly and in the composition there for reasons of i like drawing them#and Also kind of symbolic of that flowing self. where it goes outward. alternating. but is still ultimately one thing#also tried to sneak the bleeding eye theme in there. She isnt technically part of this piece but#she also Is everyone else there too#now if i could find a good way to put vals spidery stuff in there too#anywy goodnight for now
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anyway here are my inkheart playlists i've promised for months and never delivered
inkworld--all the songs together in case you're deranged
brianna
dustfinger
farid
meggie
mo
nyame/the black prince
resa
roxane
violante
#if y'all actually listen to any of them lmk which ones you like#i would apologize for the near hour of the crane wives but that's just what happens when i like a band#my super junior playlist is like three days long so like.#i had kind of wanted to hold off until i had ten hours of songs total but i just looked at my calendar#and it's a massive girl group comeback month so i'm probably jumping genres and won't be working on these for a sec#also characters are alphabetical if you couldn't tell that's not preferential order#inkheart#inkworld#says kenna#theyre not on any of these bc wrong genre but while im here#the new saint motel release is so good it's got me bleeding from my eyes
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Oh also for the writing asks
3 4 and 6 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽
Hehehe thanks for sending some vixie<333
3. what makes you love writing?
What makes me love writing is that I hate when I’m not doing it wjajwjwjsjsjj mostly I think I like the release like all the stuff in my brain is finally out of there and put somewhere and i can make it beautiful if I really try and that’s really nice
4. what does it take for you to be proud of something you’ve written?
I thinnnnk idk I critique myself so much and compare myself to others so bad and I get stuck like that sometimes but I think just finishing it and knowing that it’s like. What I wanted to write like really really what I personally liked and cared about and wanted to explore makes me proud maybe
6. are your projects driven more by character or plot?
Omg character for sure…I feel like I don’t even know how to set up plot like nothing has plot it’s just scenes in peoples lives
Writing ask meme<3
#also like just to elaborate a little on the second answer#I think like for a long time especially at the beginning of my blog#I had a really hard time like if my work wasn’t getting seen or recognized#and I had to like tell myself a lot like this isn’t why I write#like obviously I like the recognition and like people being nice about my work makes me feel on top of the world#but I can’t let that like bleed into WHY I’m doing this#bc it’s like at the end of the day I’m here to play pretend and put my before bed scenarios onto paper#and have fun and discuss these characters w my friends#and that’s what’s important to me so#like when I look at something I wrote and I KNOW it’s for the love of it and not for anything else#like that makes me proud#but yeah sorry to rant in the tags HAJWHSJSHSJ#ask#ask game#mutuals!
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ngl the worst thing about the xenoblade fandom (which I think is the root cause of a lot of other issues) is that it’s mostly on twitter. I have to subject myself to twitter for any real consistent fan talk or content. legit there's always some new stupid topic of argument ive noticed in the past few weeks on there and its all very silly and frustrating and what im saying is everyone should move to Tumblr. please. for me.
#siren says#the other root problem in the fandom is that as of 2 there's just a lot of fans who are clearly there for sexy anime lady reasons. and that#in turn bleeds into certain peoples perception of those characters as mostly sex symbols and attracts a lot of...certain kinds of#individuals. specifically ones who dont really understand what fandoms basic principals are. the amount of times ive seen someone going "um#but thats not canon or some comment along those lines is so stupidly high. and I thought it was just homophobia and certainly part of it is#but I also saw it on a fucking glimmer/nikol art??? like. neither of them have any other love interests and its a perfectly cute if cliche#pairing and you STILL have people being contrarian? I think a lot of these gamer bro types just dont understand basic fandom guidelines ngl#and idk I also feel kind of alienated from other queer fans bc I kind of like some of the ships most of them hate and I felt like if I ever#tried to reach out it would just be awkward idk. at least the people I see on tw who I think are very cool writers or artists or whatever#xenoblade really should be bigger on here Tumblr goes on and on about the romanticization of cannibalism and weird divine imagery#and machines that are also alive and maybe even angels and im like. BOY HOWDY DO I HAVE A SERIES FOR YOU#including saga and gears btw ESPECIALLY them actually. tumblr would love A's gender fuckery I just know it but A is stuck to mostly being#known by twitter a cruel fate for an enby if I ever saw one. free A :(((((#actually I just need to get a bunch of Aros into xenoblade they'd understand me then :3 understand me and my nontraditional relationship hcs#xenoblade#putting this in the main tags o7 pray for me
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thinking about Jack s5 time travel au again. eventually he’s going to break down, right? he can tell himself that sam & dean wouldn’t want him to jeopardize the future by changing the past, stand by and let lucifer carry on with his reluctant destruction while telling himself that this is his job, to preserve the life sam & dean & cas will have, no matter how much he’s watching them and everything else get hurt in the present. and maybe for them, jack would misguidedly stick it out and make sure things go as they should because the life that they will have might hurt, but it’s theirs, right? it’s what they wanted, right?
but again. lucifer is also there. lucifer is the crux of the apocalypse, and he’s taken jack under his wing thinking he’s a rebel angel for lucifer’s cause, and he’s so different. lucifer and Jack having quiet conversations surrounded by natural beauty where lucifer is so filled with love for all of it, so furious with humanity for ruining the world, so angry and heartbroken that god wouldn’t listen to him. he’s telling jack this while jack nods and listens and tries not to say anything that will give him away. lucifer’s grooming his wings for him absently, saying how much he missed taking care of one of his siblings while caged, and jack is trembling from the constant affection he’s being shown from his dad who doesn’t know he’s his dad. who has never been like this around him before. who he didn’t know could be like this.
i think that’s what would break jack and push his hand into trying to change the future. what wouldn’t he do, if he has the chance to save his father from himself?
#Jack reaching back thru time to prevent Lucifer character assassination we love to see it#also because you need to know that I think about Jack getting cuddles about 90% of the day.#lucifer & jack wing grooming is soo important to me.#as is the whole point of this au being ‘Lucifer is so starved of being around other angels that having jack around#means that he kind of smothers him in All The Love’#in a nice way. overwhelming way. but nice. Jack is getting so cuddled and held and kissed. and he has no idea how to handle it.#lucifer meanwhile living in willful denial that this kid is Not an angel.#he’s so lonely he’s so desperate to have his family around he’ll take whatever he can get#and I mean he’s not entirely wrong. Jack is his family. just in a different way than he’s imagining.#anyway the important bit of this I need you to imagine is:#Jack & Lucifer sitting together. perhaps stargazing. Jack is being Held and it’s so nice.#but he’s also biting the inside of his lip so hard it hurts. so hard that it bleeds. Lucifer’s talking gently in his ear about supernovas.#Jack is trying not to cry while he stops himself from saying ‘I’m your son. can you love me now? can this version of you love me? can any?’#because. what’s he more afraid of. that Lucifer will abandon him. or that he will say yes and Jack will learn exactly what he lost.#so he won’t say anything. and he’ll try to figure out how to keep this lucifer from falling to pieces like his future condemns him to.#and he’ll stay right here with him until he finishes talking about the stars. and be held. and try not to feel selfish for enjoying it.#spn#lucifer spn#jack kline#u know me I’m v dramatic about them
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this is probably a strange thing to wonder lol but i wonder if jakurai has alive parents 🤔
#this is vee speaking#like dohifu’s parents are presumably okay besides whatever honobono did to hifumi’s#and it’s probably because they’re older we don’t hear of their parents but like it was a source of drama for otome our eldest character#so jakurai’s parents can be a thing lol#(i’m acting like parental figures aren’t a driving force for a very large chunk of these characters lol)#see tho back when mtr was the primary brain rot i hc that jakurai was also an orphan lol#the backstory i gave that man before it was defined lmao#i thought he was a product of a child assassin program the government ran using orphans esp from the war#like jakurai’s generation grew up with war and jakurai in particular was bred on it#and i used it to reason why jakurai has such a bleeding heart for children he didn’t want the kids to grow up like he did#canon has now said otherwise thankfully lmao but like he could still be an orphan lol#uhhhh it’s not like you need a deep backstory to want to heal but that saviour complex of his has been around for a very long while#he was in college already to be a doctor before the war started so presumably he’s always wanted to be a doctor right???#did the looming war influence him???? or did he have a similar familial reason like hitoya’s to be a doctor????#like he lost his parents to disease and he was helpless to help#(because he was a child lol but kids blaming themselves for stuff they have no control over is a thing in hypmic lol)#but yeah here’s some jakurai flavoured thought for today rare form on this blog nowadays lol#c: sensei
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I really want cup noodles but it's too cold to walk to the store and I am bleeding for reasons I cannot explain again. Emotionally I'm pretty good. Physically I'm not
#i need to warm up and relax to YouTube vids#my ex was being an asshole in class again bc she's having a bad day or something .-. and i was not going to be complicit with her dumb shit#my friends let me know that she bothered them about me again and I'm sure it was just to relay the message that she will choose terrorism#i will not be threatened into getting back into a bad relationship#i will leave class and enjoy the rest of my beautiful day 💗 it's okay if I'm not physically well#emotionally i am free from terror and it's impossible to be sad when i laugh at my own crude jokes#also my classmates are looking out for me which is super nice 🥺 they make me feel safe coming to campus#how can i be bothered that I'm bleeding when my friends make me feel like I have a place of belonging with them#also listen here 'hun'.... swift had one thing right .... we are NEVER ever getting back together -___-#you know it's true and just accept it#also fuck t swift#i still cry to white horse but that's my character flaw#💗💗💗 if that makes me less dateable then GOOD stop asking me to marry you
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