#also shamed

[sillysosillyangel]

TW: oral sex, heat cycles, breeding kink, and Long post

Top Niki lets go

The thing that he is now a cat and a reaper has his impulses running free so when it is reproductive season THIS reproductive season and he will not stop until he is sure that he is full of kittens/empty his balls well and filling his partner with cute babies. He has to reproduce well and his body is able to go no stop until he is sure that there is a new life on the way growing inside him.

Theres a thing about Missa: he is very sensitive and emotional, which he was before he died and he still is now.

Missa always wears his heart on his sleeve, he can't just reproduce and leave like that, no, he has to pamper his partner and make sure they are okay (sometimes he forgets to check himself).

The tongue baths when he spends his heats/ruts with Philza are very recurrent, primping is very important for cats as preen is for avians so his sandpaper tongue is everywhere, rubbing his nose against Phil's blonde hair and his short trail of facial hair, rubbing his husband's belly slightly swollen with cum with his hands, also resting his head against Phil's stomach, he knows there are no kittens there yet but it is so warm and soft and he smells their two smells mixed together, so he can't help but lean there and purr like an engine.

He will meow in alarm if his partner tries to move away or just move abruptly, and will whimper weakly if they don't want cuddles. Rut/Heat makes him so vulnerable that he will cry if he is rejected.

Phil honestly knows he's the same during his mating periods only he is more demanding and he's not having any "thats not necessary" shit (staring at Etoiles and Missa) his bird instincts practically preen under Missa's attention and gentle affection as they come down from the afterglow of the orgasms, puffing out his chest proudly until he feel his little (kitty-like) licks all over the fat and muscle of his pectorals (his tits) checking every bruise and bite that Missa left during the act and showering them with soft kisses.

Unfortunately Phil's chest is very sensitive and Missa's tongue is a lot of stimulation, his feathers fluff up because he feels so, so loved and feels so good, his cock can't get hard that soon but the stimulation on his pecs, the hot cum coming out from his hole, and Missa's purrs on him sure don't make it any easier.

Thinking about that, Philza's instincts go crazy from being under his husband's heat-induced attack, from being under a predator but above all there is a wild power trip when he is the one who fucks Missa into oblivion, so sure that he will be filled with his eggs or babies or whatever he wants because he is his, his Missa to fill, to breed.

(Ugh Pissa possessive my beloved)

Walking away from my favorite couple!

I am sure that Nikki is the perfect dom for Missa (lynx Nikki) she is kind and tough, she will not hesitate to guide him in the best way possible. They're both feline hybrids and if Phil's old bones can't catch up with what it's like to technically fuck an undead (who doesn't need rest as much as others) then there she is.

Missa eating pussy 🗣‼️

Missa is huge, so tall and his tongue matches the rest of him, he looks wonderful bent on his knees before her, he usually has a hard time handling himself, his pretty mouth would normally mew and beg to be fucked into a drooling mess but when Niki look like this he is totally speechless

Mute and becoming small before her, his cock is practically raised, begging for attention, for release. She laughs easily, her tail wags like a predator about to tear off his neck, and her eyes look at him hungrily.

A Good boy, he wants to be a good boy. Good boys are breed nice and full. His ears lower in submission and his tail trembles as he wraps around his own leg. He tries not to rub his thighs because he's a good boy and he can hear the airy laughter of the alpha feline in the room. She rises above him. on top of his him.

Niki is sitting on the high cushions making a mound high enough to make it comfortable to lie down and squirm on, her back resting on a makeshift backrest and she looks at him as if he were a snack. She is pretty and he can recognize the cat features around her but above all he can see the lynx evolution in her, it makes him want to bare his neck whole for her.

Missa is kneeling on the floor, his knees on a comfortable cushion she laid out for him, his back hunched and dwarfing his long frame, right between his pretty legs, one hand gently combing through his black locks, he can feel the huge claws running down he. She takes her time putting each loose hair out of his pretty face and Missa whimpers at the gentle attention, leaning on her hand seeking more of her touch.

When she finishes clearing the reaper's face she comments “You are such a cute kitty, you know?, with such a cute tongue” And Missa lets out a high-pitched, broken moan, please.

Niki grinned as if she read her mind “it's okay kitten, you can taste me.”

And Missa dives like a man in the desert, she smells so good, she tastes so good his musk smell is juicy and he slurps like he needs it to live Missa is good at eating pussy but with the rut/heat he gets wonderfully messy, his tongue is as big as he would be so easy just to put it inside to stretch her for something bigger and- But his tongue goes from bottom to top, from her hot hole to above her clintoris, it runs and covers her entire pussy with thick saliva and he begins to lick messily inside her vaginal lips.

It's not the first time Niki has had other cats but the sandy texture of their tongues is always a shock of pleasure and Missa is eating her as if he could cum with just that (he could if he wasn't in heat/rut) she doesn't pull his hair but keep her hand there, a guide or a cable to reality, see it as you wish.

Until Missa shoves his unnaturally long tongue inside her and she's the one who could use a cablenow, the satisfied moans and praises are interrupted by the slow intrusion of his big wet, raspy tongue that drags a scream out of Niki's throat

Oh it's deep, deep inside her, normal tongues can't, but Missa isn't normal, anatomically.

His tongue basically massages Niki's velvety walls, warm and so good

The moans resonate louder as Misssa begins to fuck her with his tongue, he pulls out, eats her pussy and starts fucking with his tongue in until he even feels the pain in his lower jaw.

Niki moans praise and her fingers cling to Missa's hair, “good boy” “good tongue” “you were made for this, dont you?” “use that pretty tongue of yours well, Kätzchen.”

When the heat begins to build like a spring inside her, she pulls Missa's hair away and he tries to get back between her legs like a bee to honey.

"No, no, bad kitty, stay still"

Missa whimpers sadly but slowly obeys until he is still on his knees. His cock looks hard and angry crying precum and his face, oh his face is a mess of Niki's slickness, he is still held by his hair, he looks like he's going to beg at any second but one look shuts him up good and quick, he wants to be a good boy, he must be her good boy.

Niki breathes slowly and laughs, incredulous of what just happened, it was so fast, she was almost there but she also felt like maybe...

"Missa?"

Her ears perk up in the direction of her voice and he looks at her stuttering a "yes?" mute and shy. Niki wonders if he is the same man who tried to eat her just seconds before

"You can touch yourself" Missa seems grateful as he would be before the statue of a goddness, looking at her and his eyes light up with momentary happiness. "but you can't cum until I say you can, Kätzchen"

Missa nods desperately, a drunk and nervous smile eats his face.

"I need to hear you, mate, for your sake"

"Y-yes" she can hear that his voice comes out broken and a little primal but that's okay.

As soon as Missa returns to his place between Niki's legs she keeps her hand holding the black locks, making sure he continues slower on herself and on his own cock. At some point he is fucking her with his tongue again and she caresses his ears which creates a deep purr that goes through her like a vibrator, Niki gasps

“Yes like that, just like that.”

Missa does a really good job as a personal vibrator, he starts using his fingers to stimulate the rest of her pussy because his tongue is pretty busy, his mouth is practically hitting it between moans and purrs and his bony fingers do a wonderful job caressing her folds and playing with her clitoris until it occurs to her to rub her fingers against the hole where her tongue is ruined and Niki gasp from the depths of her throat.

That noise makes Missa's pussy wetter and his tail twitches eagerly at him. She presses his head against her in an unspoken order to clean up which he obviously does perfectly.

When he finishes she allow him to free himself from her still without letting go of his hair but she is no longer caressing these sensitive ears of his, Missa struggles to catch his breath not that he is away for Nikis's pussy noticing that he was on the verge of fainting between her legs and he not would have even cared.

Niki brushes the pink half of her hair out of her face and begins to bathe Missa in slow, soft strokes that make him melt, even scratching under his jaw when he rests his head on her knee, looking at her with dilated pupils and a soft contented purr in his chest.

"You are such a good kitten, so well trained, Phil was right, you know how to use that pretty tongue of yours, my good boy".

They both know that another painful heat wave can return at any moment and that Missa hasn't come, his hand passes slowly over his cock there is no point in wasting his semen unless it is filling his mating partner and he whines, part of him wants to beg to be let to cum inside as much as he wants her destroy him but he also wants to pamper and shower his bleeding affection on his mistress while she comes down from orgasm,

It is in the midst of that agonizing doubt that the door opens revealing his mate, his husband, his dear bird and father of his children.

And Phil looks very calm to be walking into a room with two hormone-filled feline predators but he smiles softly and Niki is the first to break the silence.

"You were right he has such a good mouth"

"Glad you like it, did Missa behave well?" Missa moaned, still on Niki's knee, he doesn't want to get away from her, but his soulmate is there and he just wants to touch him, so it's hard to decide.

"More than well, he will be a perfect addition for when others' heat cycles begin" She rakes the nerves of Missa's ears with her claws and he melts. "Very cute and obedient, did you train him to be like that?"

"Oh, no" Phil laughs softly, his eyes do not leave the way Missa is on his knees, "He is already a whore like that" It shouldn't make him feel this way just for the way they talk about him as if he's not there, but it does and he whimpers, his tail unconsciously wrapping itself around Phil's ankle, begging for him to join them.

"Unfortunately it won't be today, mate, but cheer up the others will be really excited for getting another kitty to will join them."

[bookshelfdreams]

x

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[imperatoralicia]

Just having some drinks at the local saloon.

[hinamie]

mentor

[kikmessenger]

once i gave my ex a foot job in a crowded mall #tmituesdays

[spyres]

[stellarphileistic]

“Vétkesek közt cinkos, aki néma”

from the book “Jónás könyve” by Babits Mihály. Although the phrase itself cannot be directly translated, it is what best fits this topic in my opinion. Vaguely this sentence means that someone who chooses to stay silent in a situation is still at fault. Curly, who enabled Jimmy’s behaviour and actions towards Anya is guilty as well, however he did not deserve any of the things he had gone through after the crash.

[kwadlayns]

talk to me in french, talk to me in spanish 🍒

[heartorbit]

if we could stay connected, just like this

[desultory-suggestions]

Stopping yourself mid-conflict to change your perspective is allowed! It’s okay and normal to be mid argument with someone and realize you disagree with your own stance. Often I find myself and others caught up in trying to win the argument (not the point of arguments!) or too embarrassed to back down and be wrong. I promise there is so much more pride in going “Stop! I’m wrong. I hear you and I see how I wasn’t in the right and I want to amend my view” than digging your heels in.

[axel-tiredstudent]

Osamu Miya (23) owner of Onigiri Miya, your hand in marriage PLEASE

this tweet was the inspo btw:

[inkskinned]

the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.

sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.

you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.

it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.

but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.

they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.

they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.

barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.

and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.

but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.

they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!

this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.

[occudo]

Smoke break

GiSA is back!

Jon and Martin can get a 'Heart to heart'- without the worms this time :D

-also, don't smoke kids-

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