#also prev my friend:
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for some reason that makes me think of when I worked front desk for B[redacted]n hotel chain. They refused to hire enough staff, and it wasn't uncommon for me to pull 16-hour shifts.
when I'd finally get home for a few blessed hours of sleep, one of the other receptionists would call me asking me some of The. Dumbest. Questions. which, hey, okay. I'm an understanding person. there was a lot to do there and keep tabs on. so I'd answer the questions, printed out helpful logs and charts and step-by-step binders for different things (night audit, laundry, breakfast set-up & tear down, resetting room keys, printing out housekeeping schedules, navigating crazy knife-weilding abusive exes of housekeeping staff out of the hotel without getting someone stabbed, replacing the soap in the bathrooms, etc etc).
but after about 3 months of making only $8/hour and running on 4 hours of sleep a night (if I was lucky) I finally said fuck it.
I had reached the point when I was very seriously considering Harming Myself so I would admitted into the hospital, and let me have a few days away from the place.
they fucked me over on taxes; they never withheld a single CENT from my paychecks (in spite of my W4s), but luckily the paid interest on my student loans balanced me back. they offered no insurance of any kind. they were truly no benefits whatsoever. and they didn't offer lunch breaks.
working in amerikkka is a fucking nightmare, and I would kill for even half the protections and privileges so many of these other nations get.
all lunch breaks should be paid im serious. im not even enjoying this im literally just making sure i dont pass out or something. this is part of The Job as far as im concerned
#shut up ace#also prev my friend:#i wish i lived in any other country where workers have rights and the health care is free and you dont have millions of homeless people#<- i feel much the same#this place is a hellscape I'm so fucking tired#my current job only pays $14.97/hour (soon to be $17.28 thabk fuck) and that's 'good#'good' for around here but tbh.??????#I'm barely scraping by#1/6 of my montly income goes right into my maintenance medication (asthma and GERD and allergies oh my!)#it's all such bullshit and I'm sk tired#i hope you're doing well#i hope we can all escape this shit soon#sending love and light to you and yours#it's late I'm sleepy now if thks rambles i sorry#ciao
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i needed to express a sentiment in the creative stylings of @dunmeshiminimumwage
#eliot posts#dunme#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#sorry to put toshiro in the roll of shitty job interviewer lmao#but he was the best fit for ''guy that wants me to read their mind''#laios being my internal monologue here#i was on my THIRD interview of the day i was Dying#tho since the prev two interviews i had were for similar positions and told me their salaries outright at least i could use that number#(though tbh my work persona is more of a kabru. my customer service voice is unparalleled)#(at my first job even my coworkers thought i was sooo cheerful til i got too comfy and casually made a joke abt wanting to asphyxiate on a#plastic shopping bag like a sea turtle. in front of my sweet elderly coworker. oops!)#(also this job was during quarantine and after weeks of working together i took my mask off in front of one coworker for the first time#and she called like half the department over from their registers to look at how pretty i was??? prettyboy powers unmatched ig)#(also my first interview today went SO well i charmed that interviewer so good despite my lack of qualifications)#(she even complimented my social skills and said i seemed like the type who could get along well and make good conversation with anyone!)#(which is important bc i was interviewing for an elder care position. also old people especially tend to think i am a Delightful Young Lad)#(unless i accidentally make a morbid joke around them ig lmaooo. or. well. some of them like those too. but not that one coworker lol)#(if only that skill transferred over to actually making friends irl. my autistic ass has so few close irl connections)#(i hope my exceedingly short list of character references does not prevent me from getting hired)#AND ALSO my first job asked the same wage question and i said twelve dollars#and they were like all our new employees start at 7.75#the union insists that we pay all new employees a whopping 50 cents above min wage. (we'd pay less if we could)#like dawg why did you ask that then??? if my answer did not matter at all???
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vtuber loop !!!
[reverse entry au? the reverse isekai part of it? tangentially related to this post here, and also the last part of this post too]
#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#isat spoilers#<- since blink and u miss it 2hats technically so!#reverse entry au#reverse isekai loop au#my friends and i got a bit silly last night on discord ASFSAFSA#it was going to be more normal bg... next thing i know everything become MC#it was gonna be JUST the bg at first!! but then it became the upside down slab for the table then the wood carving block then the knife LOL#also listen i may or may not have given up on liquifying the wood block#dw about it its okay its funnier this way at least to me in my heart#so uhhh yeah was thinking about this specific idea again....#at this point it might get proper integrated into the reverse entry au since it is very funny to me in particular actually#and also! minor retcon? of something ever only mentioned in tags of the prev vtuber loop post but yanno-#true ending was the final ending loop got before reverse isekai#BUT the perfect ending preceded it first and it also the forefront of their memory in their mind if that makes sense#i still think it would affect things but this way its more in line with canon since#well it makes sense to be more in line if maintaining the whole reverse isekai gimmick?? so yeah!!#okay lots of rambling over tag talk over WOOOO
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You will never love me in the same way I did, but that’s okay. I will let you hate me for a thousand springs if it meant you would love me in a winter.
extra doodle or whatever
#this is an old draft. im leaving the prev tags bc they are funny#i like to explore the sibling relationship of thse guys#like…..hmm….yearning for the same closeness there was but unable to reach it……sighs. peak#reminds me of “you are an innocent monster’’ by iyowa…….#“you easily surpassed me’’ and the happiness i wished for you can no longer be reached here’’ are the quotes the remind me#maybe im thinking too deep into FUCKING COUNTRIES GOD#embarrassing my friends make fun of me#I’d like to say that arthur is smiling on the first pic. his smile is just covered by baby alfred lolz [throwing up]#hetalia#hetalia fanart#aph england#aph america#alfred f jones#arthur kirkland#also who gaf about the description i wrote it myself [smirks] [fuckinf english major]
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Retreat to the covers from the sound of the rain.
#mia winters#ethan winters#mithan#resident evil#re7#re8#resident evil 7#resident evil 8#resident evil biohazard#resident evil village#Hi Evil Resident Heads I Am Back With More#Friend Vio DM'd Me A Still From What I Just Now Discovered Was The ChaIIengers Movie And Said It Was Mithan So I Opened Clip Studio Paint#Can't Wait To Play RE7 Myself : ) Did Watch A Condensed Playthru A Little Bit Ago But Like I Said In My Prev Post I Am On An RE Kick Rn#They Fascinate Me . Bi4Bi T4T Sick In The Head4Sick In The Head It Makes Me Ill#They Unintentionally Hurt Each Other So Much (Mostly Mia Needless To Say) But They Also Truly Love And Care For Each Other So Much#I Believe So At Least#And It Hurts Me To See </3 Their Whole Thing Is So Messy And Beautiful To Me#Oh Also Listen To Amber Run's The Weight .... Beautiful Cozy Song Give It A Listen#P.S. Mia Is Wasian Send Tweet#my art
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Nothing brings me joy more then the fact that every tumblr man who has ever done me wrong either deletes or abandons their blog after
#literally every single one of them#one of my prev doms has also told me it’s impossible to escape my posts on the dash so maybe that’s why idk#but either way I love it so much#bc this is a space for me and my friends(mutuals)#!!!
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While Aerith is looking for Zack in Cloud and subconsciously, I think, expecting Cloud to respond to her like Zack, I do think that Tifa also, initially, has her own false expectations about Cloud. Not in the sense that she’s subconsciously expecting him to act like someone else — Tifa is never not looking for Cloud in Cloud. But in the sense that it seems like, initially, Tifa’s subconsciously expecting Cloud to act like he’s a closer friend to her than he is.
Tifa’s hurt at the start of Rebirth when it seems like Cloud’s choosing not to tell her where he’s been for the past five years. She’s hurt by his distrust and doubt that she’s real, and she tells him that maybe she shouldn’t have been so glad to have him back — a callback to Remake when she tells him she’s really glad to have him back the first time Cloud starts dropping his facade (“losing that hard edge”) and shows that he remembers the promise he made to her as kids. Tifa keeps trying to reconnect with Cloud by trying to jog his memory, but it doesn’t work that well. This arguably comes to a head in the Under Junon inn. Tifa and Cloud have a chance to talk privately again and apologize for their words before. But then Tifa brings up Emilio and, regardless of whether you have Cloud answer that he remembers Emilio or not, she launches into a story about seeing Emilio again. And you can hear her growing excited as she speaks, almost like she forgets Cloud was not friends with Emilio, was not friends with her friends growing up, until she notices that Cloud is standing there awkwardly and she realizes… She does not have the old friend in Cloud that she thought she did.
Cloud and Tifa were close when they were very little, but that was a very long time ago. They didn’t hang out as adolescents. Cloud is willing to listen to Tifa’s story because he cares about her — and this is another callback to that same scene in Remake I mentioned before when Cloud first loses his facade; he says if Tifa wants to talk, he’s listening — but he has no personal investment in this story about Emilio. And it’s like Tifa realizes then that she’s got their connection wrong… She’s been trying to jog Cloud’s memory to rekindle a close friendship that never exactly existed. She’s been expecting Cloud to act like her close friend when they were never really that close to begin with — or at least, they haven’t been that close since they were 7-8 years old. That’s not fair to him.
Noticeably, Tifa lets this expectation go, which enables Cloud and Tifa to bond and reconnect organically (and much more successfully) instead. They grow very close when they’re not expected to already be close. And idk I think it’s interesting.
#there’s def a reoccurring theme in this story with expectations and letting them go to be genuine/reveal what’s true#final fantasy#final fantasy 7 rebirth#cloti#ig i mean I’m talking about their bond#this is p much a continuation of my thoughts in the prev post#listen… i think tifa is very interesting#it’s like initially she wants to be close friends w cloud so bad that she almost tricks herself into thinking they always were close#that they’re supposed to be and would be if cloud had all his memories#which she realizes… is not reality#i also deeply in my heart feel like this is part of what her line about ‘getting ahead of herself again’ on the Skywheel is in reference to#but that’s a post for another day
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You've got mail!
Hermit-a-day May #26 groups and collabs (post office crew!)
#hermitaday#pearlescentmoon#etho#tango#hermitcraft#dancy dancy dance#i was smart and did sketches and lines earlier#so now im on time#proof I sometimes draw legs also#love this group#cant wait to see how the season turns out for everyone being so close to eachother too#hermitaday prev impulse I love how supportive your friends are thats awesome!#my art
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#p4#p4g#persona 4#persona 4 golden#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#ok i love seeing the IT gang up on him its my soft spot#but also this is the kind of scene i was talking about prev#about how dunking on your friends is itself intended to be a demonstration of your closeness#yosuke's trying to make teddie feel better about himself but then he ends off his remarks with a joke#as he tends to do to diffuse tension! by being light hearted and playful#im not sure if naoto was intentionally playing into the joke here considering how new into the team they were but rise definitely was#i think a lot of Yosuke's jokes tends to take on the tsukkomi-and-boke kind of routine.#although yosuke frequently plays the tsukkomi/straight man by calling out his friends' weird logic during comedic scenes#in this scene i think rise (and naoto)'s quick reaction is very similar a tsukkomi follow up#so its not just a matter of ribbing on yosuke but also them knowing his humour well enough to follow up#and that makes me so happy because the more tragic more isolatory thing. would be for him to he ignored entirely.#he's good with his queue
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tumblr is actually fucking diabolical for several reasons but this one is for bothering me with notification pings and then trying to Shame me for turning them off. I'll look at my notifications when I open the app ok. you don't need to make pings at me while my phone is off to tell me someone liked my post
#other apps probably do rhis also. like discord#but something w it being tumblr its like. demanding your attention. discord is where youre friends hang out and you get to see what th#what twhyre talking about#with tumblr its all '5 people have liked your post!' im just not sure i need to know this#words from the monarch#you dont need to ALERT ME of it. yknow. its not that deep. do i make sense#i have them off for my ipad and my prev phone but they Started off i think#i just think it's 🤨 that i turn it Off and it's quietly trying to convince me to turn it back on
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it still makes me genuinely offended that DAVG opens on Varric narrating about Solas and going "Solas is very against slavery, one of the only thing we agree on", because i've seen people say "well yeah i hope so it's the bare minimum" and like
Literally half the cast of DAI for example, yknow, the game Solas and Varric met on, were pro-slavery in one shape or form. The one thing DAVG doesn't tell you is what Solas considers to be Slavery to start with, because it is how some companions will tell you "yeah i'm against slavery" and then will talk about somehow removing someone's freedom completely in one shape or form. Look at DAI's Solas' banters with Dorian (who's in DAVG and is a slavery abolitionist SPECIFICALLY, as said in the books, because Solas changed his mind in DAI) or with Iron Bull and you'll learn a lot.
"the one thing we agreed on" is super fucking funny from the character who has always famously been a Centrist, who genuinely didn't want to listen to Anders in da2 when Anders was talking about the inherent slavery of the Circles, and, if Hawke sides with the System rather than the oppressed in da2, Varric will disapprove of Mage Freedom in DAI, which is one of the type of slavery Solas is fighting against for example. Just because the game doesn't allow you to import Varric's past doesn't erase that Varric is a centrist as fuck.
Like sorry it's not our fault DAVG have the most innoffensive companion cast in the whole franchise that you don't know how it's like to have companions with actual offensive opinions that exists to challenge your point of view but that doesn't mean you know exactly how DA companions usually work and why it's an important part of Solas' character.
And sorry also that the game talks so little about Slavery and the multiple ways it manifest in Thedas but that doesn't mean you should just take that at face value.
"gngngn Solas being anti-slavery is the bare minimum" tell that to Varric the Centrist for fuck's sake you DONT KNOW HIM.
#i wasn't posting any negativity about davg on main bc there was someone who followed me who didn't want to see any#but they did unfollow me so 👍 free real estate now#anyway DAI also implied heavily Solas used to be a slave but DA4 makes it so ambiguous that it's removed so like.#sorry im still bitter about this.#Varric i know you're an unreliable narrator and i do love your non-political ass who's just loyal to his friends#but when the game never challenges Varric's words while constantly shittalking Solas' approach#because 'well no matter Solas' reasons he shouldn't be doing what he's doing'#WHAT ARE THOSE REASONS. GO AHEAD? NAME THEM. TELL ME YOU UNDERSTAND THEM GAME. TELL ME.#takes a deep breath.#anyway i've tried to remain a hater on priv and i'll remain so#but literally the only reason i wasn't posting upfront about my problems is gone now so like. whatever.#but yeah it's also one of the reasons i warn about davg portrayal of charas from prev games bc all the sauce is gone ffs#ichablogging davg#ichasalty#ichatalks about da
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👽// let it be known. my love for telenovela plot-lines 💕✨
#ᯓ👽˖° ooc#//i love !!! intricacies !!!! i love !!! when things are so beyond interconnected !!! 🗣️🗣️🗣️ melodrama taken genuinely !!!!!!!#//also yes this post is about the prev post RE: garlic my friend garlic (5mind)#//🫵 but you too could make a telenovela with meeee !!!#//okay im gonna go wipe the eye crusties away. i took the most wonderful nap that made me forget what year it is
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...they called her the "Jap Flavor of the Month" and made jokes about her vagina being slanted like her eyes.
#🤮 prev rb reminds me i have so many questionable tlym bits saved#it's said that neil liked the book 🤔#to be honest if those were my friends I too would be protective of my partner move with them to another continent and go limited contact#i also would love to bitch to RS about them but they would never ask me :(
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Seb Australia 2009 comp bcs I am in 2009 hell for the foreseeable future
#i affectionately refer to this seb hair era as 'the kiwi'#(my friend has a similar haircut and color and he called himself that once and it still makes me laugh uncontrollably)#i meant to download Jenson pics but as per usual i got sucked into seb pics#but he is here too and my god seb in those pics...have some couth babygirl#ALSO THE FOOTBALL PICS#seb try not to get manhandled by bigger men challenge: failed#but expect more posts like this(re: my prev malaysia 2010 post ) bcs its fun to download a lot of pics and then compile them#also just another way to keep me motivated in watching 2009 :D tis very fun#oops those martian beach ones from this wknd arent here sry! but i think theres a million posts of those as they should!#sebastian vettel#jenson button#jb22#sv5#red bull seb#sebson#we do a little bit of f1#f1#formula 1#formula one#2009 australian grand prix#2009 australian gp
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I went by the dance team's practice today (I was invited by the coach, I'm not THAT weirdo) and when the senior captain saw me she fully burst into tears so I also cried.
I miss these kids a lot.
#personal#i miss coaching so much#the new coach randomly texted me their practice schedule for this week#so i went because i've been getting a lot of texts from the kids#i got texts from three of them about a week and a half ago within 10 minutes begging me to come back and it's breaking my heart#but the senior captain has been MY kid since she was a freshman#there are very few people i would have a two minute hug with lol but she's like my kid#i do appreciate that the new coach let us have our moment though and didn't get upset about it#i think she's trying to use me as an olive branch to the returning kids#especially the captain of the team#i've been trying to make it very clear to the kids that reach out that it's not their job to ask me to be involved#and i love that they want me there#but i know that the coach is not the most thrilled about the fact that they do want me there#if she asks me for help i will be more than happy to give it#i just have more boundaries with her than i did with the previous coach for lots of reasons#the obvious being the prev coach is my best friend#but also i'm not just going to keep offering my help if she doesn't take me up on it#so her reaching out this week was good even if it feels weird#the vibes are OFF i don't know
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"oh my soul, is it here? or is it rotting somewhere with my head?"
#rtc#rtc musical#ballad of jane doe#? i think those are the tags? got into rtc over the december break and like. headless blorbos ig#it's oddly similar to six in the sense that six dead people have a concert competition with varying contexts#considering my prev obsession with cats the musical maybe there is a common trend here#hm. anyways!! found the ballad of jane doe online and spooked myself watching it at 3am and in hope to combat the terror (i am not good with#the horror genre. i'm fantastically awful i Will Cry) i went to watch like. the chaos compilations and read ao3 fics to yknow. make it less#scary. so like! yes?? rtc is a good musical. the greatest of my brainrot for it is over but it is really quite fun nonetheless. i may have#added another slime tutorial to my collection.#in terms of current brainrot. i am. a bit (read: maybe a Lot) thinking too much about dovesso. ??why is lesso so attractive in the movie??#truly it is a specific mood when it's like. this character is so?? so akshdhdjsj but also clearly they belong in otps with other characters.#idk how to describe it lmao! anyway the school of good and evil movie (i just watched it) came and called me a useless gay in multiple fonts#as one of my irl friends likes to say. women✨✨#mkay this shall end the tag ramble. thank you for enjoying the last khoward post we're back to just doodles now#(but seriously thank you i look into the tags and just go 'hehehe' :>>>>> it's nice)#along with miscellaneous not six musicals i might be going back into a firebringer tangent?? idk the plot bunnies are varied and plenty
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