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for some reason that makes me think of when I worked front desk for B[redacted]n hotel chain. They refused to hire enough staff, and it wasn't uncommon for me to pull 16-hour shifts.
when I'd finally get home for a few blessed hours of sleep, one of the other receptionists would call me asking me some of The. Dumbest. Questions. which, hey, okay. I'm an understanding person. there was a lot to do there and keep tabs on. so I'd answer the questions, printed out helpful logs and charts and step-by-step binders for different things (night audit, laundry, breakfast set-up & tear down, resetting room keys, printing out housekeeping schedules, navigating crazy knife-weilding abusive exes of housekeeping staff out of the hotel without getting someone stabbed, replacing the soap in the bathrooms, etc etc).
but after about 3 months of making only $8/hour and running on 4 hours of sleep a night (if I was lucky) I finally said fuck it.
I had reached the point when I was very seriously considering Harming Myself so I would admitted into the hospital, and let me have a few days away from the place.
they fucked me over on taxes; they never withheld a single CENT from my paychecks (in spite of my W4s), but luckily the paid interest on my student loans balanced me back. they offered no insurance of any kind. they were truly no benefits whatsoever. and they didn't offer lunch breaks.
working in amerikkka is a fucking nightmare, and I would kill for even half the protections and privileges so many of these other nations get.
all lunch breaks should be paid im serious. im not even enjoying this im literally just making sure i dont pass out or something. this is part of The Job as far as im concerned
#shut up ace#also prev my friend:#i wish i lived in any other country where workers have rights and the health care is free and you dont have millions of homeless people#<- i feel much the same#this place is a hellscape I'm so fucking tired#my current job only pays $14.97/hour (soon to be $17.28 thabk fuck) and that's 'good#'good' for around here but tbh.??????#I'm barely scraping by#1/6 of my montly income goes right into my maintenance medication (asthma and GERD and allergies oh my!)#it's all such bullshit and I'm sk tired#i hope you're doing well#i hope we can all escape this shit soon#sending love and light to you and yours#it's late I'm sleepy now if thks rambles i sorry#ciao
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i needed to express a sentiment in the creative stylings of @dunmeshiminimumwage
#eliot posts#dunme#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#sorry to put toshiro in the roll of shitty job interviewer lmao#but he was the best fit for ''guy that wants me to read their mind''#laios being my internal monologue here#i was on my THIRD interview of the day i was Dying#tho since the prev two interviews i had were for similar positions and told me their salaries outright at least i could use that number#(though tbh my work persona is more of a kabru. my customer service voice is unparalleled)#(at my first job even my coworkers thought i was sooo cheerful til i got too comfy and casually made a joke abt wanting to asphyxiate on a#plastic shopping bag like a sea turtle. in front of my sweet elderly coworker. oops!)#(also this job was during quarantine and after weeks of working together i took my mask off in front of one coworker for the first time#and she called like half the department over from their registers to look at how pretty i was??? prettyboy powers unmatched ig)#(also my first interview today went SO well i charmed that interviewer so good despite my lack of qualifications)#(she even complimented my social skills and said i seemed like the type who could get along well and make good conversation with anyone!)#(which is important bc i was interviewing for an elder care position. also old people especially tend to think i am a Delightful Young Lad)#(unless i accidentally make a morbid joke around them ig lmaooo. or. well. some of them like those too. but not that one coworker lol)#(if only that skill transferred over to actually making friends irl. my autistic ass has so few close irl connections)#(i hope my exceedingly short list of character references does not prevent me from getting hired)#AND ALSO my first job asked the same wage question and i said twelve dollars#and they were like all our new employees start at 7.75#the union insists that we pay all new employees a whopping 50 cents above min wage. (we'd pay less if we could)#like dawg why did you ask that then??? if my answer did not matter at all???
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vtuber loop !!!
[reverse entry au? the reverse isekai part of it? tangentially related to this post here, and also the last part of this post too]
#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#isat spoilers#<- since blink and u miss it 2hats technically so!#reverse entry au#reverse isekai loop au#my friends and i got a bit silly last night on discord ASFSAFSA#it was going to be more normal bg... next thing i know everything become MC#it was gonna be JUST the bg at first!! but then it became the upside down slab for the table then the wood carving block then the knife LOL#also listen i may or may not have given up on liquifying the wood block#dw about it its okay its funnier this way at least to me in my heart#so uhhh yeah was thinking about this specific idea again....#at this point it might get proper integrated into the reverse entry au since it is very funny to me in particular actually#and also! minor retcon? of something ever only mentioned in tags of the prev vtuber loop post but yanno-#true ending was the final ending loop got before reverse isekai#BUT the perfect ending preceded it first and it also the forefront of their memory in their mind if that makes sense#i still think it would affect things but this way its more in line with canon since#well it makes sense to be more in line if maintaining the whole reverse isekai gimmick?? so yeah!!#okay lots of rambling over tag talk over WOOOO
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You will never love me in the same way I did, but that’s okay. I will let you hate me for a thousand springs if it meant you would love me in a winter.
extra doodle or whatever
#this is an old draft. im leaving the prev tags bc they are funny#i like to explore the sibling relationship of thse guys#like…..hmm….yearning for the same closeness there was but unable to reach it……sighs. peak#reminds me of “you are an innocent monster’’ by iyowa…….#“you easily surpassed me’’ and the happiness i wished for you can no longer be reached here’’ are the quotes the remind me#maybe im thinking too deep into FUCKING COUNTRIES GOD#embarrassing my friends make fun of me#I’d like to say that arthur is smiling on the first pic. his smile is just covered by baby alfred lolz [throwing up]#hetalia#hetalia fanart#aph england#aph america#alfred f jones#arthur kirkland#also who gaf about the description i wrote it myself [smirks] [fuckinf english major]
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it still makes me genuinely offended that DAVG opens on Varric narrating about Solas and going "Solas is very against slavery, one of the only thing we agree on", because i've seen people say "well yeah i hope so it's the bare minimum" and like
Literally half the cast of DAI for example, yknow, the game Solas and Varric met on, were pro-slavery in one shape or form. The one thing DAVG doesn't tell you is what Solas considers to be Slavery to start with, because it is how some companions will tell you "yeah i'm against slavery" and then will talk about somehow removing someone's freedom completely in one shape or form. Look at DAI's Solas' banters with Dorian (who's in DAVG and is a slavery abolitionist SPECIFICALLY, as said in the books, because Solas changed his mind in DAI) or with Iron Bull and you'll learn a lot.
"the one thing we agreed on" is super fucking funny from the character who has always famously been a Centrist, who genuinely didn't want to listen to Anders in da2 when Anders was talking about the inherent slavery of the Circles, and, if Hawke sides with the System rather than the oppressed in da2, Varric will disapprove of Mage Freedom in DAI, which is one of the type of slavery Solas is fighting against for example. Just because the game doesn't allow you to import Varric's past doesn't erase that Varric is a centrist as fuck.
Like sorry it's not our fault DAVG have the most innoffensive companion cast in the whole franchise that you don't know how it's like to have companions with actual offensive opinions that exists to challenge your point of view but that doesn't mean you know exactly how DA companions usually work and why it's an important part of Solas' character.
And sorry also that the game talks so little about Slavery and the multiple ways it manifest in Thedas but that doesn't mean you should just take that at face value.
"gngngn Solas being anti-slavery is the bare minimum" tell that to Varric the Centrist for fuck's sake you DONT KNOW HIM.
#i wasn't posting any negativity about davg on main bc there was someone who followed me who didn't want to see any#but they did unfollow me so 👍 free real estate now#anyway DAI also implied heavily Solas used to be a slave but DA4 makes it so ambiguous that it's removed so like.#sorry im still bitter about this.#Varric i know you're an unreliable narrator and i do love your non-political ass who's just loyal to his friends#but when the game never challenges Varric's words while constantly shittalking Solas' approach#because 'well no matter Solas' reasons he shouldn't be doing what he's doing'#WHAT ARE THOSE REASONS. GO AHEAD? NAME THEM. TELL ME YOU UNDERSTAND THEM GAME. TELL ME.#takes a deep breath.#anyway i've tried to remain a hater on priv and i'll remain so#but literally the only reason i wasn't posting upfront about my problems is gone now so like. whatever.#but yeah it's also one of the reasons i warn about davg portrayal of charas from prev games bc all the sauce is gone ffs#ichablogging davg#ichasalty#ichatalks about da
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Retreat to the covers from the sound of the rain.
#mia winters#ethan winters#mithan#resident evil#re7#re8#resident evil 7#resident evil 8#resident evil biohazard#resident evil village#Hi Evil Resident Heads I Am Back With More#Friend Vio DM'd Me A Still From What I Just Now Discovered Was The ChaIIengers Movie And Said It Was Mithan So I Opened Clip Studio Paint#Can't Wait To Play RE7 Myself : ) Did Watch A Condensed Playthru A Little Bit Ago But Like I Said In My Prev Post I Am On An RE Kick Rn#They Fascinate Me . Bi4Bi T4T Sick In The Head4Sick In The Head It Makes Me Ill#They Unintentionally Hurt Each Other So Much (Mostly Mia Needless To Say) But They Also Truly Love And Care For Each Other So Much#I Believe So At Least#And It Hurts Me To See </3 Their Whole Thing Is So Messy And Beautiful To Me#Oh Also Listen To Amber Run's The Weight .... Beautiful Cozy Song Give It A Listen#P.S. Mia Is Wasian Send Tweet#my art
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While Aerith is looking for Zack in Cloud and subconsciously, I think, expecting Cloud to respond to her like Zack, I do think that Tifa also, initially, has her own false expectations about Cloud. Not in the sense that she’s subconsciously expecting him to act like someone else — Tifa is never not looking for Cloud in Cloud. But in the sense that it seems like, initially, Tifa’s subconsciously expecting Cloud to act like he’s a closer friend to her than he is.
Tifa’s hurt at the start of Rebirth when it seems like Cloud’s choosing not to tell her where he’s been for the past five years. She’s hurt by his distrust and doubt that she’s real, and she tells him that maybe she shouldn’t have been so glad to have him back — a callback to Remake when she tells him she’s really glad to have him back the first time Cloud starts dropping his facade (“losing that hard edge”) and shows that he remembers the promise he made to her as kids. Tifa keeps trying to reconnect with Cloud by trying to jog his memory, but it doesn’t work that well. This arguably comes to a head in the Under Junon inn. Tifa and Cloud have a chance to talk privately again and apologize for their words before. But then Tifa brings up Emilio and, regardless of whether you have Cloud answer that he remembers Emilio or not, she launches into a story about seeing Emilio again. And you can hear her growing excited as she speaks, almost like she forgets Cloud was not friends with Emilio, was not friends with her friends growing up, until she notices that Cloud is standing there awkwardly and she realizes… She does not have the old friend in Cloud that she thought she did.
Cloud and Tifa were close when they were very little, but that was a very long time ago. They didn’t hang out as adolescents. Cloud is willing to listen to Tifa’s story because he cares about her — and this is another callback to that same scene in Remake I mentioned before when Cloud first loses his facade; he says if Tifa wants to talk, he’s listening — but he has no personal investment in this story about Emilio. And it’s like Tifa realizes then that she’s got their connection wrong… She’s been trying to jog Cloud’s memory to rekindle a close friendship that never exactly existed. She’s been expecting Cloud to act like her close friend when they were never really that close to begin with — or at least, they haven’t been that close since they were 7-8 years old. That’s not fair to him.
Noticeably, Tifa lets this expectation go, which enables Cloud and Tifa to bond and reconnect organically (and much more successfully) instead. They grow very close when they’re not expected to already be close. And idk I think it’s interesting.
#there’s def a reoccurring theme in this story with expectations and letting them go to be genuine/reveal what’s true#final fantasy#final fantasy 7 rebirth#cloti#ig i mean I’m talking about their bond#this is p much a continuation of my thoughts in the prev post#listen… i think tifa is very interesting#it’s like initially she wants to be close friends w cloud so bad that she almost tricks herself into thinking they always were close#that they’re supposed to be and would be if cloud had all his memories#which she realizes… is not reality#i also deeply in my heart feel like this is part of what her line about ‘getting ahead of herself again’ on the Skywheel is in reference to#but that’s a post for another day
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Nothing brings me joy more then the fact that every tumblr man who has ever done me wrong either deletes or abandons their blog after
#literally every single one of them#one of my prev doms has also told me it’s impossible to escape my posts on the dash so maybe that’s why idk#but either way I love it so much#bc this is a space for me and my friends(mutuals)#!!!
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Peglar and Bridgens for day 2 of @terroryuriweek - pride 💕🏳️🌈
details and inspirations are found in my tags
#terroryuriweek#first of all i was inspired by a sweet old lady i saw at pride once who waved to us from above from her balcony.#and we waved back and kisses were thrown back n forth it was really heartwarming#i personally think that Bridgens and Peglar would join in but not walk all the way since where I am from Pride is usually held#in one of the hottest days of the year and even us who are young can have a hard time#since Bridgens is not getting any younger and Peglar has a preexisting heart problem (a detail from the book)#they would go home a bit earlier only to get ready for the small scale wind-down party w their friends#also while i was making this i got a bit emotional myself bc gay marriage isnt legal here. but it is legal in other parts of the world#and in a modern AU they would get married as soon as they can. ach i love them a lot.#bridglar#henry peglar#john bridgens#modern au#the terror#traditional art#watercolour#watercolours do make wonders w one's mood. love this medium sm. also watercolour paper my beloved#this is from my tiny moleskine sketchbook (was a gift)#the same sketchbook where my prev Jopson and JFJ arts are from#i decided to include both the scanned and photographed versions bc man the colours do differ
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You've got mail!
Hermit-a-day May #26 groups and collabs (post office crew!)
#hermitaday#pearlescentmoon#etho#tango#hermitcraft#dancy dancy dance#i was smart and did sketches and lines earlier#so now im on time#proof I sometimes draw legs also#love this group#cant wait to see how the season turns out for everyone being so close to eachother too#hermitaday prev impulse I love how supportive your friends are thats awesome!#my art
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#p4#p4g#persona 4#persona 4 golden#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#ok i love seeing the IT gang up on him its my soft spot#but also this is the kind of scene i was talking about prev#about how dunking on your friends is itself intended to be a demonstration of your closeness#yosuke's trying to make teddie feel better about himself but then he ends off his remarks with a joke#as he tends to do to diffuse tension! by being light hearted and playful#im not sure if naoto was intentionally playing into the joke here considering how new into the team they were but rise definitely was#i think a lot of Yosuke's jokes tends to take on the tsukkomi-and-boke kind of routine.#although yosuke frequently plays the tsukkomi/straight man by calling out his friends' weird logic during comedic scenes#in this scene i think rise (and naoto)'s quick reaction is very similar a tsukkomi follow up#so its not just a matter of ribbing on yosuke but also them knowing his humour well enough to follow up#and that makes me so happy because the more tragic more isolatory thing. would be for him to he ignored entirely.#he's good with his queue
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tumblr is actually fucking diabolical for several reasons but this one is for bothering me with notification pings and then trying to Shame me for turning them off. I'll look at my notifications when I open the app ok. you don't need to make pings at me while my phone is off to tell me someone liked my post
#other apps probably do rhis also. like discord#but something w it being tumblr its like. demanding your attention. discord is where youre friends hang out and you get to see what th#what twhyre talking about#with tumblr its all '5 people have liked your post!' im just not sure i need to know this#words from the monarch#you dont need to ALERT ME of it. yknow. its not that deep. do i make sense#i have them off for my ipad and my prev phone but they Started off i think#i just think it's ��� that i turn it Off and it's quietly trying to convince me to turn it back on
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my neutral dragon age trait is that 50% of the time i'm like "the more i critique the games, the more i love them. i can appreciate each game for what they are but my criticism and frustration over what they could be are a sign of love" and the other 50% is like "this is the writing of the dragon age series. sure. why not. this may as well happen."
#post inspired by seeing a post where someone was asking a blog like 'hey ive only played veilguard what is a mage circle'#50% biting the bars of my cage over the way lore/plot/priorities have shifted and changed over time#50% along for the ride#but on that first point: looking at the plot of veilguard (stopping solas/elgar'nan and ghilan'nain)#im not surprised the mage/templar shit wasn't a big deal#and honestly any frustration i have with that is more so aimed at dai#bc dai was what first reduced the mage/templar war to 'here are some assholes fighting in the woods'#however.#objectively WILD that someone could play ur whole ass game and not know what mage circles/templars are#and then the confusion over an elven rook's backstory is honestly just laughable to me like akjdsjkdf#theyre dalish but they also lived in a town and if they're a mage they also studied somewhere#like. honestly imo not a big issue but like. a simple dialogue choice could've solved this.#it's so funny to me bc it's ridiculous but also. bring back ambient dialogue choices.#like tldr though#i super enjoyed veilguard and i appreciated it for what it did#and while not perfect. i'm a sucker for a story about friends and bonds.#and i think as an interpersonal story it works really well#and i can at the very least respect the writers/devs making the game not as open world#even though i do miss that a lot (as well as talking to ur companions mechanics)#however. the detachment from previous lore is definitely jarring.#not that i think veilguard needed to be about (for instance) the mages and templars#and honestly im happy we got companions that felt unique#bc i was getting real tired of 'here are the elves who hate each other. here is the one who doesnt trust mages'#etc etc etc#and getting to see all these factions was really nice too (though in a perfect world we'd have a legit origin quest imo)#but even just. some kind of way to bring in prev lore#tldr 2 i have my frustrations with the narrative arc as a whole and find them fun to talk abt#but sometimes im just like. it already happened. it's already written.#i will think abt what could've been while also just having fun w/ what i got#final tldr 3 i think dragon age is just the one series that im not always itching to meta essay on LMAOOO
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Been replaying New Tales and--
I get Anu in one thing. She saw her home Planet get destroyed. She had to take care of her younger brother who in her eyes was good for nothing. She somehow landed a job and thought it wss because Rhys saw potential in her. Her hero did. She wanted to get approval and safety, she forgot to care for others before the game.
I get Anu.
She found security in Atlas.
Too bad Rhys has changed....
#Hhhhh#Long analysis post of how Rhys behaviour in new tales and borderlands 3 is so close to jack#Because he was only working for Hyperion and learnt strategies from it#He never got to see any other company and as a boss - he can't go and see how they treat others#He had to on his own without any friends find himself#After Sasha left#He idolised her so much to a point once she left he got back to his prev idol#And Anu in turn took his behaviour by becoming meaner to others#She also is panicked like him.#They both have nervous breakdowns#She also leans onto echo devices#But man#I feel sad for her#So much potential in a character. Gone with some rusty writing#She deserved better. All of them did.#Like i can go on how Fran's obsession with Octavio is related to her hypersexuality and trauma response of losing her young life#But hhhhhhh#Yeah#New tales from the borderlands#Anu#Rhys#Rhys strongfork#My ramblings
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Thank you so much for the tag @rubyreadd here are nine books I'd like to read this year
Icl basically half of these are sitting on my desk already, waiting for me to read 😭 but anyways as you can probably tell: I'm a huge nerd. Tbf anytime I hear about smth new historically, I instantly want to pick up a book about it, but then forget, so here are the ones I do actually remember lol
I'm not exactly sure who to tag but I shall say hmm @chaotic-history @beechicory @foxantoine and anyone else who'd like to do it!
#all quiet has been sitting on my desk for like. 4 years LOL#gaahhhhhh man im so bad at buying books and not reading them 😭😭😭#also seeing books and going oh hey thatd be fun to read! and then promptly forget#the best solution is to go to the school library and pick some completely obscure history book no one has touched in over a decade LOL#man i still need to finish don quixote and the other lawrence book im reading 😭#my friend lent me crime and punishment and keeps asking. have you started yet!!!!#i regret to inform you but ill probably start it in like. a year shdjfkf okay maybe after i finish my lawrence book#i was gonna put this rly obscure charles vi book but. thought otherwise#we should do a tag game of movies we'd like to watch or had watched in the prev year#i think id be better at that one#catie.rambling.txt
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👽// let it be known. my love for telenovela plot-lines 💕✨
#ᯓ👽˖° ooc#//i love !!! intricacies !!!! i love !!! when things are so beyond interconnected !!! 🗣️🗣️🗣️ melodrama taken genuinely !!!!!!!#//also yes this post is about the prev post RE: garlic my friend garlic (5mind)#//🫵 but you too could make a telenovela with meeee !!!#//okay im gonna go wipe the eye crusties away. i took the most wonderful nap that made me forget what year it is
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