#also my neck is stiff.
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I fell off a swing lmao
#owchie#also my neck is stiff.#help#swings hate me apparently#ive fallen off of a swing before#and now my fingers lock up alot.#crazy how that happens#my friends bullied me
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Gamers I think workout wise I am going to take a couple days off 😔😔😔
#star u are right ALAS#I don’t wanna however considering that this isn’t like typical good soreness#but like. a consistent stiffness that has made working out worse#I think I have to lay off for a second#I’ll try to do some nice long walks instead so that I’m still active#hopefully the stiffness goes away soon I really wanna lift my weights and keep progressing on stuff!!!#I’d still try some more intense stuff but it’s not just my arms and neck it’s also my leg >:[#REGARDLESS. I SHALL REST. THEN BOUNCE BACK#I’m a little bit scared bc I like having a consistent thing I really don’t wanna disrupt that#but I know I’ll be okay#lynx talks#<- more a fear of breaking that good habit but AGAIN. REGARDLESS
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what i think was fun abt designing my jax is that i wanted to make him more bunny-like but i was trying to avoid making him bunnylike in a way that made him seem more approachable
#examples: lack of tail. lack of pawpads#(rabbits dont have pawpads but i thhink that matters very little since he is purple)#but i felt like theyd make him too cute#not that asshole characters cant look cute but when it comes to cartoon characters n particularly nonhuman characters#i feel like the details you add are important to conveying the personality of that charaacter#so i tried to mainly lean into details that would emphasize his like#casual-ness and stuff#like the long neck i think (i hope) adds to this#bc it makes him look more flow-y but can also do weird cartoon shit with it#and the legs were mostly for fun but i like the like. imagery of a rabbit for him and wanted to lean into that#and i think rabbit legs add to that wo adding much of a cute factor#i wanted to retain his lack of approachability if that makes sense#(that said i like it when other ppl give him those traits i think its fun#it was more a design choice i wanted to make for how i depicted him in my art#other artists have diff goals than i do in their art and theyre just as correct and REALLY fun)#i do think the issue i had w my old design for him was def because jax NEEDS to be like. very round#his character heavily relies on smooth visuals and i think taking that out made him feel too stiff#for the type of person he is and the type of shit he gets up to#i wanted to make him kinda like. story-book animal-y without taking away his designs charm#and my old design was just too awkward of a middle ground
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i'm considering shower. but i am still Not Feeling Too Great. what if i rund out of energy mid shampoo. i have to dry myself after
#i hate being ill i want it to be over#my neck is also stiff and sore and achy & i don't appreciate that
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currently convincing myself i have meningitis if anyone needs me
#me with my stiff neck and headache definitely not caused by me sleeping weirdly on my couch the last 2 days#surely not#no cuz yesterday i kind of thought i had a fever but today i feel good so#also my caffeine consumption has been all over the damn place. also i literally do not have meningitis like. girl shut up
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sorry for so much pt posting but i cannot believe i spent YEARS going to doctors being like “what’s wrong with me? why am i always congested? why do my shoulders burn? why am i always tired and in pain?” and they were like idk man. take some vitamins i guess.
and the first day i see a physical therapist they were immediately like “oh yeah here’s the root of your problems. do these things and they should go away.” it’s been two weeks and i feel better than i’ve ever felt in years.
#turns out neck stiffness can cause sinus congestion#which the nasal doctor never told me#so there’s one problem down#turns out certain muscles in my chest and back weren’t working right and are too weak which made breathing more difficult#but the doctor said i didn’t have asthma so didn’t know how to help me#so there’s another problem down#also turns out chronic pain makes you tired. go figure. and it wasn’t a vitamin deficiency like my doctor guessed#so there’s another one down#scoliosis fucked me up. but it didn’t make me unfixable
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Well friends, I’m back in my home state for my brother’s graduation. Thought things with my mom would be better because she’s been behaving herself lately but I think she’s having a hard time emotionally with my brother graduating and moving away for school in the fall, so now I feel like I’m walking on egg shells and I am STRESSED
#this is going to be an interesting couple of days#I have been sleeping like shit for the last few days and I think it’s stress induced#also my neck is VERY stiff which I think is also stress induced#I’m anticipating a major adrenaline crash when I get home#I have been here for a day and I already miss my house and my cat and my housemates 😂
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why the fuck does my insurance's website say its over a thousand dollars for an x-ray or ct scan? is that really accurate? i would have to pay for it because I haven't met my deductible yet, but I can't fucking afford that shit right now.
#basically i have something that i think is a osteoma#which is a benign bone tumor#ive had it on my skull for over a decade now#and im starting to get more frequent headaches and stiff neck and tenderness around that area from it#so i thought maybe i should get that checked out#but i cant do that if i gotta pay that much fucking money#also the only solution is surgery and i cant afford that either
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ooooo got me a good card haul
#*pokemon cards#also a lil unown enemal pin :)#could’ve stayed longer and looked through ALL their card bins but mom needs the car at some point and my neck was getting stiff
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When the doctor's reaction is "oh. That's not good" 🙃🙃🥲
#shes probably right#its chronic shoulder/neck pain and stiffness#so its not like the reaction was likely to scare me so i wouldnt count it as unprofessional#I also feel like the kind of vibe I give off at the doctors is like. Yeah just tell me whatever. I just want the info#Im just resigned to my body's bullshit and good statistics is the best way to handle anxiety in general#(I dont think I give off vibes that detailed to clarify)#anyways I made a PT appointment
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Feeling dysphoric as fuck, FAT to be precise, especially seeing as my clothes simply don't fit me anymore? And everything I own feels like a piece of fabric over a barrel? It feels so evil and unfair to think this way about myself. I'm not even overeating or anything. I think it's just the total lack of movement. I can't go anywhere in my parents' town because there's nowhere to go. I can only walk around the same 4 streets. Also my bf is acting weird? It's probably bc he's smoking (weed) and he's just finished his medication that's supposed to help him quit smoking. Like I don't know how he doesn't see how absurd that is. He's pmo because he's also like I'm confused why I feel like shit. Well you eat like shit and sleep like shit for starters. Idk should I go on? What should I continue with?
#feel like i'm not really as crazy as i thought i'd be by now#from being here. i love being with my parents now#and it saddens me to realize they've only started respecting me once they needed something from me#i think i'm actually just being crazy just not towards or because of them#i plan on working out more tomorrow but it's difficult here because im also sleeping like shit#and have had a stiff neck for literally nearly a week. and every time I think it's getting bstter it gets worse again
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Description: Assigning positions I think the Love & Deepspace men would fuck you in. With twitter links! Mostly Inspired by Juno — Sabrina Carpenter.
Characters: Zayne|Rafayel|Xavier|Caleb|Sylus
Word Count: 3.5 k
Contains: Multiple Characters x Fem!Reader
Content Warnings: NSFW visuals (videos) in the links, penetrative sex (duh), unprotected sex, praise, degradation, mentions of breeding, use of pet names, manhandling, somnophilia (Xavier’s), cock warming (Rafayel’s), spanking, choking, marking, semi-public sex (Zayne’s).
Author’s Note: Happy New Year everyone! (੭ˊᵕˋ)੭♡ I feel like it has been an absolute MINUTE since I’ve written anything, and even longer since I’ve done headcannons. But with this most recent quad I’m feeling inspired. My writer's block has been absolutely insane someone please save me. I’ve never done this type of post just wanted to test the waters with something different. We also have so little on Caleb so his may not stand the test of time, but we shall see LMAO. Let me know what you think and I hope you enjoy! (ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ.゚
Xavier - Spooning
Xavier wasn’t sure how he slept at night before having you in his arms again. Rousing from sleep he couldn’t help but smile into the back of your neck, nose burying itself in the hair that rested at the base of your neck, taking a deep inhale of your scent. He never knew a smell could make him feel so at ease, but also stir up such heat in the pit of his stomach. His hands wandered your sleeping from, seeking out the warmth radiating from your skin. Nimble fingers slipping beneath the them of your sleep shirt, mind fuzzy and still glazed over with sleep. He was acting purely on instinct, and by the way you subtly arched your back into his touch as a large hand slipped beneath the swell of your breast — you were too.
The plush of your skin was so malleable beneath his fingers, thumb swiping the stiff peak of your hardened nipple as his lips kiss a trail up and down the side your neck. Swallowing a groan when his hips roll into the swell of your ass, not wanting to rouse you from your slumber just yet. His tongue slips past his lips to lick a fat stripe up the side of your neck before attaching his lips to the juncture where your shoulder met your neck. Desperation growing, the kiss was a mess of teeth and tongue, marking your skin as his hips continued to grind against you from behind. Xavier was so lost in the feel of you he nearly missed the groan that slipped from your lips and the way you began to grind back against him. Almost. Moving his lips to press against your ear, his voice is breathy and laced with yearning.
“Please bunny, need to be inside you, cant take it anymore.”
You were too groggy, still half asleep, so all you're able to muster is rolling your hips back on his own as your sign of approval. And that was all Xavier needed. Deft fingers pull your panties to the side, quick to also push down the waistband of his sleep pants, freeing his throbbing cock from their confines. He grips the base of himself with a shaky hand, using the head of his cock to part your folds. He allows himself a moment to swipe himself up your slit, collecting your wetness to use as lube. The head of his cock brushing your clit with every pass. Before long you finally felt the glorious stretch of him pushing past your entrance, sinking slowly inch by inch into your awaiting cunt. The both of you let out sighs of matched contentment as you take him to the base.
Xavier stays there for a moment, relishing the feel of your warmth engulfing him. However, his patience has its limits, and this yarning for you wins out as he begins to move. Xavier sets a steady pace from the start, using his grip on your breast and another on your hip as leverage to guide his thrusts, deep and shallow as his mouth continues it’s attention to the sensitive skin of your neck. Rocking his hips, angling them to hit that spot nestled deep inside you that has your vision blurring more with every pass. You knew neither of you would last long, not like this.
It seemed as if Xavier slept so much to simply replenish the energy needed to fuck you more. It was rare for you both to have a day off, and he didn’t intend on letting you leave this bed anytime soon. Not when your voice, airy and rasp from sleep, called his name so sweetly. Not when he could feel your walls spasming around him in an attempt to milk his cock for all he was worth. And especially not when you abruptly turn your head, lips slotting over his own in a desperate kiss, forcing him to swallow your moans as you came around his cock for the first of many times that day.
Zayne - Doggy Style
Zayne liked to consider himself a patient man, not one to lose his cool or one to give in when that patience is tested. But he is also a man, and everyone has their limits. Those limits being you coming into his place of work for your checkup lacking panties. He was suspicious from the moment you came in, wearing that smile that always alerted him to you being up to something. The small upward turn of your lips and poorly concealed anticipation lighting your features. He knew you better than anyone and always knew even the slightest change in you behavior. So as you sat on the examination table, he scrutinized you.
“What’s the matter? Is something wrong, doctor?”
That was his second inclination, the way you purred his profession title, as if the both of you did not share the same bed at night. With a lifted eyebrow he sanitizes his hands before sliding his gloves over deft fingers, scrutinizing eyes overlooking your frame. Taking this opportunity, you cross one leg over the under, the short length of your skirt revealing just whet you weren’t wearing underneath. Today had been a long day for Zayne, several surgeries and a booked schedule causing hm to miss his lunch. Hoping to get some reprieve with your presence he supposes at least it was thoughtful of you to bring him that lunch he missed out on.
He wasted no time in locking the door to the examination room, coming to you in long strides before dropping to his knees. Strong, gloved, hands parting your thighs as he delves into your folds like a man starved. Zayne was usually a patient lover, taking his time to savor every part of you, making sure you’ve been thoroughly satisfied before indulging in his own pleasure. That was not the case today, eating your cunt until it was dripping with a combination of your arousal and his saliva, he stands to his feet. Not so much as bothering to remove his lab coat as he undoes his buckle. You only get a momentary glance of his cock before the world shifts. Using his strength to easily flip you over on the examination table. Bunching your skirt past your hips to expose your ass to his hungry gaze. A latex covered hand comes down on your ass in a harsh smack, fingers grasping the plump skin of your ass, using his grip to expose your dripping cunt to him. He sinks himself to the hilt with one harsh thrust. Leaning over to press his lips against your ear.
“You want to act like a slut, darling? Then I’ll fuck you like a slut.”
Zayne sets a steady pace from the start, relishing in the sounds he not only pulls from your lips but from your cunt as well. Loud squelching and the sounds of skin slapping against skin echo against the walls of the room. His fingers curling against the column of your throat, feeling your racing pulse beneath his fingers, as he uses his grip to aid in bouncing you back on his cock. He could feel the way your walls were fluttering around him, knowing the cut to your airflow with his earlier actions were sending you spiraling toward your release. Effortlessly he slides his free hand beneath you, fingers rubbing tight circles against your clit. Feeling you tighten around him coupled with hearing the begs and pleas that spill from your lips is all the encouragement Zayne needed. His hips lose the steady pace he had set opting instead to slap harshly and erratically against your own, chasing his high.
The sheer pleasure running through his veins is nearly overwhelming, spilling inside you with a groan. He was sure his sheer volume would be enough to rival your own, however he couldn't find it within himself to care too lost in the way you were making him feel. His hips continually rolling against yours even after he has spilled every last drop he had to offer deep within your walls, before the overstimulation he was giving himself becomes painful. He pulls from you, resting back on his heels, using a thumb to part you folds as he hungrily watches your cunt contract around nothing, his come starting to drip from your abused pussy, letting out a groan at the sight.
“How sweet of you to bring me lunch, darling. Now lets get you home for some rest, doctor’s orders.”
Sylus - Mating Press
Sylus hated being away from you, between your job and Onychinus the both of you hadn’t been afforded the opportunity of spending too much time together as of late. Your opposing sleep schedules only aided in your recent separation, you coming home to him still asleep and just coming home as you opened your eyes. It was driving him mad. Pent-up frustration had his temper short and his trigger finger happy. So after an insistence from Luke and Kieran to return to your shared home early for the day, he would make no complaints. He hammed as he entered the home, seeing you just getting ready to tuck into bed. Eyes taking in the sight of you in nothing but one of his shirts, he was on you in an instant. Eyes rolling back at your scent, mixing with his own on your skin. Only to have you laid bare split open on his cock as quickly as he would allow himself to.
His hips don't falter, he keeps up his speed. Though each snap of his hips hitting deeper with each pass, angling his hips just right to find that sensitive spot deep inside your walls, grinning maliciously when he does so. His grip stays firm on the backs of your thighs keeping them pressed to your chest to reach the deepest parts of you. Loving the way your eyes roll back as you struggle to form even a coherent sentence from the way he used your body. His chuckle is deep, cruel, against your neck as you struggle to get out the syllables of his name. Coming broken between thrusts of his hips.
“Awh my poor little kitten, she’s getting her cunt fucked so good she can't even finish my name. Poor thing, here let daddy take care of you sweetie.”
He grins, reattaching his lips to your neck. Tongue, teeth, and lips marking the sensitive skin. He removes one hand from your knee. Eyes flickering with unbridled lust when our grip replaces his own, keeping your leg pressed where it was before he cold even obey you to do so. The thumb of his free hand slotting itself between your lips, eyes rolling back when your tongue circles the digit. Popping it from your mouth he used the coated wetness as lubrication to rub tight circles on your clit. Hips picking up pace in time with the kneading. His lips leave your throat capturing a sensitive nipple into his mouth, sucking on it harshly, aiming to overstimulate all of your sensitive spots in tandem. A loud cry falls from your lips, your unoccupied hand flying to your lips in an attempt to muffle the sound, lest Luke and Kieran hear your cries for their boss within their rooms. Noticing the hand you attempt to use to cover your mouth he grabs your wrist pinning it to the mattress next to your ear with the hand that was just overstimulating your clit.
“Sorry sweetie, I want to hear every cry, curse and whimper that falls from those lips, let me hear you kitten.”
He wastes no time returning the pace he had set, loud squelching and your moans filling the room like the sweetest symphony. The coil had been tight in his abdomen, but he would hold out, he wouldn’t allow himself to fall over the edge before you had. He picks up the pace once more, thrusts growing sloppy under the pleasure. His thumb quickens its pace pressing harder against the bundle of nerves. He groans loud and deep feeling your walls slam down on his cock eyes rolling back as whines and whimpers fall from his lips as your own release triggers his own. His body trembles violently as he topples over the edge painting your walls white. He slows his thrusts, body shaking as he overstimulates you both just a little bit before his hips are finally still. He releases your legs, quick to readjust your form wrapping you around him and pressing a long loving kiss to your lips.
Rafayel - Cowgirl
You weren’t sure how long you had been sat here, when your boyfriend had asked if you wanted to sit with him while he finished his painting, you hadn’t envisioned that you would be doing that sat on his lap with his cock nestled deep inside you. Cock warming with Rafayel never ended in just that, his pleading excuse of “It helps me concentrate, cutie, please?” had you falling for it every time. Every shift in his seat, every time he reached over to dip his brush in the paint on his pallet, sent his cock deeper inside your drooling cunt. You were sure he knew it too, felt the way that even plugged with his cock, your arousal still leaked around you both. That he felt it dripping down his skin. You could only hope this was nearly as torturous for him as it was for you. By the sweat forming on his brow, and the way his paintbrush trembled in his grasp, you were sure it was.
And you would be correct.
It wasn’t long until the painting was long forgotten, Rafayel’s lips consuming your own, as if on a mission to lose himself in the embrace. Skilled hands removed your dress with ease, the lingering paint on his skin, staining your own as you hastily removed his shirt. His eyes zeroed in on the colors adorning your skin, a tangible reminder of his touch, he places a hand on your back to steady you, reaching over to coat his hand in the paint that was on his easel. He grips your wrist as he rolls his hips up into your waiting cunt, lips attaching themselves to the delicate skin of your collarbone, kissing a trail up to the shell of your ear. His hot breaths against the sensitive skin has a shiver raking up your spine in his grasp.
“Go on cutie, put your hand in the paint, want you to make a masterpiece on my skin, my muse.”
Grabbing your wrist, he dips your hand in the paint, just as he had done. A desperate whine slips past your lips when he thrusts sharply upward, hands gripping his shoulders, nails sinking into his skin in their grip. Using your hold on him as leverage to keep bouncing on his cock, the paint marking him, the sight of it on his skin makes your head fuzzy. Seeing the remnants of you on him has you touching him more, smearing the paint on his skin. You continue your movements, bouncing on his cock in time with his upward thrusts. Head dipping downward to capture a pebbled nipple between his lips, tongue laving over the bud as the sound of skin against skin fills the studio.
Your thighs tremble from the burn of exertion of your repeated movements. Sensing you were coming to your end, Rafayel comes to your aid. Hands gripping the plush of your hips as he fucks up into you, heels digging into the bar at the bottom of his stool to ground himself as he meets each one of your thrusts with one of his own. He knew your body like the back of his hand, every tremble, every quiver of your cunt, every desperate sound that fell from your lips he could identify as you nearing your end. His mouth switches to pay attention to your opposite nub teeth and tongue giving it the same treatment in time with the push of his hips. Pulling from you with a 'pop' to grit his teeth, baring down to keep his composure before you were able to release before him. He lets you pull him close hips snapping relentlessly thrusts growing sloppy as he feels your walls clamp down on his cock in your release. It sends him hurtling to his own release hips slapping violently against your own as he paints your insides with a loud scream of your name. His thrusts slow making sure he had filled you with every drop he had to offer. Heart racing, as his arms wrap around you and he pulls your trembling form to his chest pressing tender kisses everywhere his lips could reach.
“Such a good girl for me, cutie. Look at you, I think this might just be the most beautiful piece of art I’ve ever laid my eyes on.”
Caleb - Missionary
Caleb had always thought himself lucky to have spent so much time with you. He had the privilege of watching you grow, being by your side through so many monumental moments in your life. Birthdays, graduations, holidays — he got to spend every last one of them by your side. But the more you both grew older the more he realized you hadn’t seen him the way he had seen you, at least he hadn’t thought so. The way you had always treated him had felt so platonic, with no hope for you to ever see the way he had felt for you For him it was never platonic, being in love with you for longer than he could remember. And now, even as you both hastily pulled your lips from each other only long enough to rid each other’s clothes from your trembling bodies, he couldn’t believe you were finally his.
Caleb had dreamed of this for years. Having you like this, being able to touch you like this, seeing the way your face contorted in pleasure as you trembled beneath him. For once seeing him differently, not the sweet boy from your childhood, but as a man. Could only imagine the delicious way his name would sound not in the way he had always heard it but practically purred when laced with lust-fueled ecstasy. He was basking in it. The way you felt beneath his fingers as you trembled from his touch. Had fisted his cock on lonely nights to the mere thought of ever having you like this. Had spilled into his palm as he finished with your name on his lips.
But now he had you, and he had no plans on letting you go any time soon. He lets out a groan into your neck as he sinks into you, inch by agonizing inch until he was buried balls deep in your awaiting cunt. His eyes roll back at the way you greedily pull him in deeper, the fluttering walls of your cunt urging him to begin to move. He starts with deep shallow thrusts, wanting to savor the feeling of your welcoming walls after so many years of yearning. Needing to feel your deepest parts and enjoy every moment of being connected with you. However, he had his limits and the sweet way you cooed his name as you urged him on has him picking up the pace. His hips setting a steadfast pace, going deeper with each pass, gripping your hips as you call out his name.
He can't help it, the feeling of your velvety walls surrounding him, sucking him in for all he was worth, he throws his head back with another loud groan as he slowly withdraws his hips, pulling back until just the mushroom tip of his cock remains inside. With a perfect snap of his hips, aided by the sheer amount of wetness that had gathered to this point he enters back in with ease before picking up the pace again. His gaze returned to you, only to see how your arm was thrown over your face shielding you from him and muffling the sweet sounds spilling from your lips. Grabbing your wrist, he pins it firmly against the mattress beneath you, striking eyes boring into your own.
“Look at me, pipsqueak. I want you to keep your eyes on me.”
Caleb's voice came out gruff, desperate, as the pads of his fingers sank into the plush of your cheeks — forcing your gaze to remain locked on his own. The nickname you had heard your whole life now took on a different edge, sounding almost foreign to our ears.
“Need to see the look in your eyes as you lose yourself on my cock baby.”
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Second dose of Rabies pre-exposure prophylaxis is hitting *hard* …it is worth it, but oh man!
#vet school life#pardon my insanity#I actually got vertigo and had to stay at school two hours after class was done for the day because there was no way I was driving home#also stiffness and soreness is a lot worse than dose one last week (and more localized in my arm than across my back and neck)#never have I had a vax make me so drowsy in my life (both times) but I was told today that that’s fairly common?#this feeling of heaviness too#and joints locking up if I keep them at a certain angle for more than a couple of minutes#not the worst side effects I’ve ever had but definitely the weirdest
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My personal favorite thing about OCD is that I definitely don't have meningitis but my brain says "yes you do"
#ooc#i have one symptom (stiff neck) that is also a symptom of being in bed all day and on a plane all day two days ago#wjhy is my brain like this
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i think last night i was actually having like a regular migraine and not just tmj pain. but unfortunately today i have migraine hangover AND i have a lot to do bc i've been procrastinating....
#heres my evil migraine cure: heating pad for the stiff neck and occasionally the head#then excedrine and then as much benadryl as you think it will take to knock you out. finally regular hits of cbd vape until you pass out#also lots of water during. and i am feeling better. mostly
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