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i never really was on your side
#dont tell mr tarantino i stole this shot from reservoir dogs pls#also my comms are open i guess#tf2#artists on tumblr#my art#fanart#illustration#team fortress 2#spy tf2#tf2 scout#tw blood
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HAHA HA !! HELP !
Okay sooo...
I hate talking about my private life but Ig you guys need to know why I'm making that post Basically: medical bill ! 14,000 euros total ! I wish I was kidding ! :'D
We were already tight this month and we knew it would be tight for the incoming months but this is the final nail in the coffin and I need help !
I'm opening commissions, I will even make backgrounds again if you wish but it will need to be discussed bc I need to be careful and not burn myself out more !
I also made a paypal me link if you don't want to commission me/just want to help ! >>> Here ! <<<
I will do :
- Ocs - Canon Characters - Furry Anthros or Feral - Pokemons - Humans / Humanoids - Ponies Anthros or Feral
I will not do :
- NSFW - Mecha - Anything racist, lgbt-phobic etc..
I need a clear digital reference
Payment in euros and via paypal
Contact via PM if interested
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I don't expect to gather all the money needed for the bill but I wish to lighten the weight of it :']
Sorry for sudden post and all ! Thank you for your time !
#saastalk#commission#art comms open#art commisions#art commissions open#art commission info#i was already trying to not lose my mind cuz of irl stuff but i guess that part is just too much and i have to swallow my pride#i will also not finish gobtober cuz of that i need to focus on commissions and just gather money#quick edit i forgot to say how to contact me dzedhzeuhd welp
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im back and commissions are open because i currently cant afford my rent and bills!! if youd like one or have any questions please dm me :-)
#art commissions#commissions#open commissions#tumblr commissions#sketch commissions#color commissions#artist on tumblr#heh. guess you could say im bad at spending B) *is spending money on meds and food*#anyway im about 300 dollars short plus two hundred for internet and elctricity#also i missed doing comms :)#my art
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lumberjack summer nation rise 💥🪓
#summer rose#strq#my art#lumberjacksummer4lyfe#WAKE UPPPP‼️ beefy sweaty summer with an axe oh my god EVERYONE GET UPPPPPPP 🔊🔊🔊🔊#i need to not only see her splitting logs but also splitting raven & tai's legs wide open in the next 5 seconds. who said that?#see i was going to post this with a bunch of other summer comms but NO‼️ she needs her own post ‼️‼️#and i do mean A BUNCH of summer comms so be afraid for that combo attack next i guess...
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<3 New Art Slotz Open!! <3
i'm gunna open up sum slotz for art like deez ~
~ 20 dawl-hairz ~ ✨
leave a reply or dm me ~ if interested ~ oo~ & if u leave a ~10 tip, i'll add flat colors for you!! 💖
#furrycore#open commissions#art commissions#art comms open#artist comms#comms open#my art#sparklefur#sparkledog#scemo#scenecore#emo#goth#you're also welcome to check out my carrd!#i have moar info about other commissions i'm down to do there!#the art examples are a bit outdated on the site.. but i guess if you're following me here#you're familiar wiff my recent stuff~#rawring 20s#rawring twenties
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i NEED more acrylic charm keychains
#i have four now and i need to get more. i just need to set up pypl stuff but i am a coward#one day i will have the means to comm a MS Pop Muzik charm.....[staring longingly]#my never ending agony is having money but not having a way to order things with my own money#which honestly is probably saving me from impulse purchases but MAN#i have gotten the occasional friend gift of one of my pals ordering gifts for me#which is very sweet and appreciated but like ;;;; i feel BAAAAAD ;;;;;#i should be giving gifts not receiving gifts what the hell man!!! /silly /lhj#maybe i'll ask our mom to help us get shit set up after the trip next month i'm just also very scared bc i often hear bad things abt pypl#i keep wanting to open comms myself but again Scared#i just have to eventually do it scared i guess [< said while shaking and crying and screaming(/silly dra)]#bee shouts#forgot how much i love rambling on tumblr#my diery :)
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on one hand its nice that the Prozac is doing it's thing and letting me feel emotions again. on the other I would like to stop crying multiple times a day and being in a constant state of anxiety as I finally start being able to give a shit about how bad I've let things get and begin like, processing everything that got bottled up in the last few years.
#hi im in the Bad part of recovery right now. the part where everything Feels worse than it did before bc you arnt numb anymore#but anyways im getting help.#In January im going to open comms to start saving up for like. idk wht i need. help with the hoarding situation i guess.#prolly gonna go stay with my mom for a bit too and will need to board my cats bc like. idk#its getting to the point where im suicidal again and shouldn't be on my own#like no plan or intention. just the nagging feeling. if you know you know.#anyways i plan to fully disassociate from the situation and burry my woes in blorbos so idk#expect things to be exactly the same as they have been but maybe more annoying#also sorry this is still my diary
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i think about that person who said they like the way i draw knees every time i draw knees
#talkys#im gonna keep talking here so i dont make another text post hi#i bought some alcohol based markers and immediately regretted it but im still excited#i was in need of retail therapy i guess. havent had packages arriving in a while#tmi coming up -> finally also bought pink and cow print jock i'd been eyeing for months#if it gets here on time i might wear it with the cowboy ken outfit to the barbie movey#(if the cowboy ken outfit even happens)#i need to earn sum money and am opening comms today but ive been doing really bad#i keep sleeping fine but waking up with headache and tired no matter what#last night i tried so many times to draw talon for a redraw and it wouldnt work#and my wrist started hurting after like 10 mins#i thought taking a break from art was supposed to help. i just feel like ass. i feel horrible in every direction.#waugh#feel bad about art feel bad about gender feel bad physically feel bad about my life and future. feel bad about. lonely. i just feel bad.
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Eye panel I did for fun!
#art#illustration#goblin#vtuber#envtuber#i saw some other people doing comms for these#and i desperately want one#but i have 0 dollar#so i guess ill do it myself?#i also had a lot of fun playing with some new brushes i downloaded#anyway i also take comms#commission open#my art
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Finally took the time and effort to download cunk on earth and it didnt dissapoint lol. too bad it was only 5 episodes. Been thinking the entire day what else should i download to watch, but got overwhelmed by the thought of there being so many fucking shows. So i'm rewatching one of Sips_'s skyrim playthrough for propably the 5th time instead. (While i'm splitting threads for a massive crosstitch bc the hands gotta be busy.)
#I'd really need someone to sit me down to watch whatever with them i am so teerible at it by myself#I find myself lacking inspiration a little...#I think I had too high expectations opening comms thinking I'd get something to work on right away#so i'm kinda struggling to do any of my own projects atm#i'm also wondering if the google forms thing is too complicated or if my prices are too high#but i've seen so many use forms that i thought it would be an easy method of contacting#and prices are what the are - utilities and groceries are so fucking expensive now#i dunno i've just entered the spiral of doubts so quickly i need to chill out.#sorry for random tags rant lmao i had to get that out i guess#i just want to worrrrrk my brain is so wired for it atm#shut up yoi
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Hot girl summer is out, cozy boy winter is about to be in 😤
#and i need to stick to my word.. it's hard when i can just stay a little later at work and indefinitely get more money bc.#i do like money.. and do wanna pay off my credit cards and also have something in my savings bc my car decimated me lmao#though a more controlled way to do this would be to re-open comms or. idk. open my etsy already lsjfkkf#i need to print the business cards and then I'll finalize my listings and. that will be it#i guess I'm afraid of not delivering well enough.. though it's all by hand and that's the charm isn't it?#i hope my packaging looks good enough 👁👁 professional enough 👁👁#shai speaks
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The thing is I get a ton of anxiety if people judge for opening comms often, and have worried so much about that since saying I might open them again, but the "don't overshare" side of me really doesn't want to be like "Hey I'm opening again because some medical expenses came very suddenly" yknow :')
#i know this is another thing that's probably all in my head#but like i also love doing comm openings because it's so much more fun than like. most of the odd freelance jobs i do#idk man just add it to the pile of things I'm needlessly bent out of shape over because irl has been turning rough again I guess ;_;
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hugo's sentence structure is so much easier on me than that of dumas. sure he will also include behemoths that make me forget what we were talking about by the time i get to the period, but usually those are just lists. in the first 80 pages i've only noticed one OVS subordinate clause (and it was very short). this comes as a pleasant surprise, because the author's note on the very first page of the book is the following single sentence:
Tant qu'il existera, par le fait des lois et des moeurs, une damnation sociale créant artificiellement, en pleine civilisation, des enfers, et compliquant d'une fatalité humaine la destinée qui est divine ; tant que les trois problèmes du siècle, la dégradation de l'homme par le prolétariat, la déchéance de la femme par la faim, l'atrophie de l'enfant par la nuit, ne seront pas résolus ; tant que, dans de certaines régions, l'asphyxie sociale sera possible ; en d'autres termes, et à un point de vue plus étendu encore, tant qu'il y aura sur la terre ignorance et misère, des livres de la nature de celui-ci pourront ne pas être inutiles.
bit of a mouthful.
#at first blush it looks intimidating because it's so long but really it's just four tant que...clauses separated by semicolons#even the mid-clause asides are easy to parse because of all the commas#good lookin out vicky. i appreciate you#les mis#the sentence with the OVS subordinate clause is#'Cependant‚ comme la lune allait se lever et qu'il flottait encore au zénith un reste de clarté crépusculaire‚#ces nuages formaient au haut du ciel une sorte de voûte blanchâtre d'où tombait sur la terre une lueur.'#the subject noun phrase is only four words from the beginning of the clause. piece of cake after dumas#actually i guess that's not even OVS since it's intransitive. what do we call that? can u tell i'm 15 yrs out from my last syntax class lol#french#my posts#also enjoying lots of little turns of phrase that i always forget about until i see them in the wild and get a little frisson of pleasure#like ne savoir que trop in 'Les gens accablés ne regardent pas derrière eux. Ils ne savent que trop que le mauvais sort les suit.'#and plutôt que...ne in 'il se laissa tomber plutôt qu'il ne s'assit sur une pierre'#ALSO i am finding his authorial asides very charming. like the parenthetical in#'Le hasard faisait que le matin même il avait rencontré cet étranger de mauvaise mine#cheminant entre Bras d'Asse et... (j'ai oublié le nom. Je crois que c'est Escoublon).'#or the way that the second sentence of the book is 'let's go on a tangent' and then fully 67 pages later he opens a chapter with#'One last word.' and then writes ANOTHER three pages#it should be annoying but instead i am just endeared
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when satoshi finally, finally, got added to pokemas it was funny bc a) id literally made a thing about a sygna suit for him almost two months before they even announced he was getting added (& a1. it was a megalucario sygna suit. a concept that they proceeded to basically simultaneously w the add give to cynthia), b) i have an oc named martin who was basically born of a necessity for a rival to satoshi for a verse & i named my pokemas character martin. so you can imagine the scream i scrumpt when i basically got canon interactions in pokemas between martin & satoshi.
#i do gotta wonder tho what sygna suit theyd give satoshi in the actual pokemas tho........#cant do pikachu coz that's already red's brand. can't do lucario coz cynthia got dibs.#i believe none of the pkmn repeat for sygna suits w the technical exception of toxtricity for roxie n piers but theyre dif forms n genders#so ig theyre different enough to not count as the same mon#i dont think anything's actually said abt pkmn sygna suit dupes not being a thing but if i design another one for satoshi it wont be either#i havent opened pokemas since his events so idek if theyre still doing anything w him esp since his run of pokeani has ended#but if i had to hazard a guess if they did make an actual sygna suit for him theyd prolly go w greninja even if theyre separated#they could also do infernape or dusk!lycanroc since those are also p iconic-to-him pkmn that hes got rlly strong bonds with#now me personally tho :) i am staring v much at My satoshi's shiny!absol#smile. anyhoo.#ooc. pkmn is autistic culture.#this is kinda sorta#dash comm.
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Duuuuude I really wanna cut my hair
#seriously considering it#might open comms to be able to afford it#Idk how expensive it isssss#ill have 2 ask my mom#Im afraid she'll say something but what can she do i can drive now#also worried my hairdresser wont do it bc we go to the same hairdresser (at her house) and shell get spooked my mom will get mad?#Wahhhhh anxiety#maybe i can look for another one idk....#vent#i guess#i think ill start tagging personal posts so you can#Griffin's diary 🪦#there we go#tag got cut off i just realized#i mean to say you can filter them out
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dogfighting 101: 05 - sugar and spice
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synopsis: hangman leaves everyone hanging... right?
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a/n: absolutely loving all of your comments!! heres some hangman and then centric stuff which I KNOW people are waiting to see more of. the next update will be the final for dogfighting 101 but will feature an interaction between rooster and athena that probably (very honestly) wont answer your questions (yet)
“Howdy Miss ‘Thena,” is Hangman’s opening as you both enter the range.
“Hangman,” your greeting’s lacking a little luster.
Despite your early success, you’d only managed tone once and this was rotation four for you, and that’s not even taking into account the variations in which you weren’t flying and that no one else had managed to take your dad down yet.
Your arms hurt, your shoulders hurt, your back hurt, and you wanted to shower so incredibly bad. More than all of that though, you were emotionally exhausted. Flying with Bradley had been the gift that kept giving because even though you’d already gone through another rotation, you kept thinking about the blow out, about the before, about Bradley. As you stood on the tarmac again, you took in the little indents in your palms from the gravel being pushed into them during your push-ups, rubbing over one red mark and shaking your head. Safe to say, you could not wait to finish out the final few rotations, and then go home.
“What’s the matter, Honey?” the tease comes over the comms and even though you know he wants an answer all you can do is scoff.
“Getting tired of push-ups is all,” you say simply.
“I was hoping so,” Jake decides and your brow furrows. You don’t need to see him to know he was planning something.
“What are you planning?” you ask seriously, fully aware that your dad and the rest of the detachment was listening in.
“I was wondering, are you still made of sugar and spice and everything nice?” it sounds condescending, and you’re sure Phoenix and Halo are scoffing at the question, but you know better.
Sugar and Spice was a code, a reference to something you’d only ever talked through with Jake during some downtime on the carrier. Unlike Rock and Roll which you’d actually trained for with Harvard and Yale during Top Gun, Sugar and Spice was completely theoretical.
“You’re joking,” you deadpan, turning to glare at him through the canopy.
“You said you were tired of push-ups. I think it could work, especially since two highly decorated and competent aviators came up with it. Unless, of course, you’d rather continue the heavy set arm day you’ve got going on?” he says nonchalantly.
“Why does it feel like you called me a coward while also complementing me?” you scoff.
“Because you know me,” is all he offers.
“That’s a lot of chatter for two aviators who don’t have the bandit in their sights,” Maverick’s voice finally cuts through, interrupting your back and forth with Jake.
“Hangman, you got eyes?” you ask staring around and out the canopy after confirming your dad wasn’t on the radar.
“No, my guess is he’s coming from below the hard deck again,” the other aviator offers and you do a quick roll, inverting like you had on the first run.
“No contact,” you huff, rolling back.
And then all of a sudden you hear a boom and Mav comes zipping down in front of you. Breaking the sound barrier as he drops from where he’d been miles above you and Jake moving faster than you’d anticipated.
“Holy shit!” you shout.
“Oh fuck!” Jake’s curse echoes with yours.
“Fight’s on, Aviators, let’s see how your arms feel after, kid,” your dad teases as he circles around.
“Break left!” Hangman’s shout echoes.
And you do.
You break left and loop around, looking for Jake who’d gone int he opposite direction. He hadn’t ditched you, yet. Not like he had with Phoenix and Bob earlier. You know it’s not entirely fair a line of thought though, he was different with you, he’d yet to break a promise or leave you out to dry, not like he so flippantly seemed to be with everyone else. You hesitate a second longer before deciding, no, I do not want to do more push ups, and yes, I do trust Jake.
“Sugar and Spice,” you finally shout.
“Wait, really?” the surprise is evident, as if despite his cocky attitude he couldn’t believe you were agreeing.
“Yes!” you confirm, rolling your eyes. “Now move your ass, Hangman!”
“My fine ass, you mean,” he shouts back and you can hear the smirk as he loops back to meet you so you could assume the correct positions.
It’s tricky, you decide.
You always knew it would be, but you never thought you’d actually try it out. In theory, Sugar and Spice was supposed to create a gap that was a trap for the bandit. Where Rock and Roll was a distraction and attack, with each aviator having a specific goal, Sugar and Spice held more risk. Here both pilots act as the distraction, while attempting to get tone at the same time. When you’d initially talked it out with Jake there were three possible formations. Option A was the Side by Side, where you fly parallel. Option B was the Stack, where one pilot flies directly above the other. And Option C, which you had succinctly named, the collision course; in which one approaches from the tail of the bandit, and the other nose.
It seemed Jake had decided to run the collision course. It took a few maneuvers, some creative flying in order to lure Maverick into the right space at the right time, but then you were approaching form his nose, while Jake came in from the tail.
“What the fuck?” was your dads response when he realized that he had to make a choice, continue to attempt tone on you, move before Jake got tone on him, or move before you got close enough to get tone on him.
He feigned a left, which you followed, but then he made a sharp turn right.
What Mav didn’t anticipate was the height change. Jake had moved up, just enough to angle himself perfectly, and to ensure that if your dad didn’t move from the game of chicken you were playing with him, you wouldn’t just crash into your own teammate.
When Maverick flipped a hard right, probably hoping to get tone on you, Jake got tone first, having seen the move coming, and prepared accordingly.
It was silent for a moment, as the tone rang out.
“Well I’ll be damned,” Maverick’s voice crackles over the comms as if he hadn’t meant to say it out loud.
When you land Hangman’s already on the ground by your ladder, having rushed out of his jet after landing first.
You’re not even all the way down when his arms wrap around you and he pulls you down, “Holy shit, ‘Thena, that was fucking incredible!” he shouts, squeezing you for just a moment.
This is Jake, you think fondly. You liked Jake, a lot. You liked him a hell of a lot more than Hangman. Unfortunately, you knew that not everyone got to meet Jake, and that, you decided was a god damned shame.
“I mean, I always knew you were smart, ‘Thee but this idea really was something else entirely! And getting to test it out, I’m fucking ecstatic the height change worked….” he was rambling, and there was this twinkle in his eyes that made the green seem alive.
You hadn’t seen him ramble since before the announcement of the detachment, honestly not for a while if you’re honest. Maybe the last time you’d both had feet on solid ground instead of an Air Craft Carrier in the middle of the Pacific. He seemed younger, the southern drawl more evident as he talked too fast to fully enunciate each word.
“Seresin! Mitchell!” the shout from your dad forces Jake to stop, and you notice as his brain finally catches up, how he steps back from you and straightens out, how the excited gleam in his eye dies out a bit, and you frown at Jake, because you watch as he tucks the more authentic parts of himself away.
“Yes, Sir?” you ask, turning to your father who was approaching.
“Hell of a move, where’d you learn that?” he asks, looking between the two of you.
“Lieutenant Mitchell designed it, Sir. After a cat and mouse training exercise on the carrier between our squads,” and if your dad was shocked before, hearing Hangman of all people pay another pilot credit was the blackout on top of the bingo.
“It was a team effort, Sir,” you argue. “Then and now, I honestly wouldn’t have been able to do it with anyone else,” you admit, and something in both your father’s gaze, and Jake’s softens.
“Keep thinking outside the box. It’s a good skill, and you’ll need it,” your father praises you, before turning to head to Hondo for his push ups, giving the next group a bit of a break.
“Hey Maverick!” you shout after him, “Always think the 360!”
A random sentence that no one else would understand, but he would, and based off of the near prideful smile he shoots you before turning back around, you know he understood.
While your dad did his push ups and the next pairing came down, you stopped in an empty hallway. “Hey, Jake?”
“Yeah?” he asks, pausing and then turning back once he realized you were no longer right beside him.
“I’m happy it worked too. Thanks for not leaving me hanging,” you say softly.
He looks down and then back at you, brows furrowed as if something wasn’t adding up for him, “Mitchell, you should know by now, I’d never leave you,” he says in response, green eyes swirling with emotion, too many to place, but his words feel like so much more than just talking as your wingman.
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