#also last thing i wanna say i need my hair cut BAD

[possession1981-moving]

went window shopping in those baggy jeans nct love so much

[yearsbecomingcool]

nice guys finish last | daniel markowitz 18+

donate to gaza here | masterlist | part 1

pairing | daniel markowitz x f!reader

synopsis | you see how long danny can really last.

warnings | f!reader, sexual context, mentions of premature ejaculation, subby!danny, dom!reader, handjobs, degradation, titty worship, nipple play, & edging.

word count | 1.6k

a/n | if writing submissive men is wrong i don't want to be right. this was so fun to work on, it's been a long time since i've written any smut involving men so this was a bit of a challenge, but a fun one nonetheless. i'm trying to figure out which other character's of fred's i want to write for so if y'all have any requests pls share, i am a deeply indecisive person. also!! if you'd like to be on my taglist for future fics let me know!!

You’re sitting on Danny’s lap as he hangs his head in embarrassment. He can’t believe he just came in his pants from making out and grinding. He feels like a teenager again in the worst way possible. He gathers himself enough to speak, “I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to-”

You cut him off, cupping his face in your hands, “Hey. It’s okay, I’m not upset.”

“It’s just…it’s so fucking humiliating,” he whines. 

“Why? Danny…it was hot.”

He looks up at you, a bit confused. “What? I came in my fucking pants like- like a teenager. That’s embarrassing!”

“To you maybe. I don’t know…I liked it. It’s cute, I didn’t know I got you worked up like that,” you giggle, playing with his hair. 

“Cute? You’re messing with me, there’s no way you thought that was cute.”

You shake your head, “Some girls are into it y’know, I am at least. Makes me feel good to know that all I had to do was kiss you and dry hump you. Makes me think about how you’d react if I actually got my hands on you.”

“You want to touch me?” He asks it as if it’s the most ridiculous thing he’s ever heard.

“Did you think I was grinding on you for shits and giggles?”

He blushes bright red, “I just…didn’t want to assume anything. I-I don’t know.”

“You’re fucking adorable, truly.” 

You cup his face in your hands, forcing him to look at you. “Danny, let me make this clear. I want to touch you, I think you’re attractive, I’ve been into you for years. Fuck whatever insecure thoughts are running through that head of yours, okay? It’s hot that you just came in your pants like that, I wanna see how long you’d last if I touched you for real if you’d let me.” 

He wets his lower lip with his tongue and nods his head. “Please…” It comes out small and pathetic. He winces as he hears it leave his lips. 

“Please what? Tell me what you want me to do, Danny.” You straddle his lap again, thighs on either side of him. Your hand goes down to his belt. “I can’t give you what you need if you don’t ask for it.” 

He throws his back against the couch, whining pathetically, his hips rolling up against yours. You reach down to pin his hips to the couch, “Be a good boy and use your words.” 

“God…you’re really gonna make me?” He asks breathlessly. 

“I mean unless you want to go off into my bathroom and try to get yourself off, then yeah, you’re gonna ask for it.” He’s only seen this side of you a couple times in his life and every single time he’s crumbled beneath your feet, ready to do whatever you ask of him. With other girls he’s been the one to take charge, but as you order him around he can’t help but melt and bend to your will. 

He closes his eyes and sighs, “Please…please touch me. I need it so bad.” 

His pleas are music to your ears. You smile down at his lap and start to undo his belt, pulling it off and throwing it to the side. You lean forward and start to kiss his neck while you undo his pants. You don’t pull his cock out immediately, you’re gonna tease him first.

“Let’s make a deal, yeah? You hold off on coming till I give you permission and I’ll let you suck my tits. How does that sound to you?” 

He opens his eyes, glancing down at you hungrily. “I-I just have to hold it till you say?”

“Mhm, that’s all I need from you, pretty boy.”

“Fuck it, yeah, deal.”

You chuckle against his neck, your hand trailing down to his crotch. You begin to palm him through his underwear, whimpers falling from his lips almost instantly. “I knew that would work, fucking perv. Did you think I’d forget every time you’d look at my tits in my bikinis? You looked at me like you wanted to eat me, just wanted to bury your face in ‘em, hm?”

“Oh fuck me…” He mutters, his hips bucking up towards your palm, desperate for something more. “You noticed?”

“Danny, you’re as subtle as a brick through a window. You could’ve burned holes through them if you tried hard enough,” you laugh. You squeeze him through his underwear and his eyes shoot open like he was just given a shot of adrenaline. He whines so pathetically that you can’t help but smirk, “So sensitive…” 

“I can’t help it…I haven’t been with anyone since Allie,” he mumbles. 

“Forget about her, okay? I’m gonna make you feel so good, baby. Promise.”

You tug his briefs down, his cock springing free. “You were hiding this from me this whole time? Allie was a lucky girl,” you chuckle, biting your lip as you look down at it. You hold your palm up to his mouth, “Spit.” 

“You want me to spit on it, shouldn’t you do that?”

“Sorry, should I just dip your dick in your Dr. Pepper?” You ask sarcastically.

“Please don’t.” He leans forward and spits into your palm obediently. 

“Atta boy.” You wrap your hand around his cock, pumping it at a slow teasing pace.

He mewls at your touch, his head falling forward against your neck. He places soft kisses starting at your ear, trailing down to your collarbone. He keeps his hands to himself as best he can, gripping your waist. “Can’t believe this is real…” He mumbles against your skin. 

“How many times did you touch yourself thinking of me, Danny?” 

He whines, “So many times. I felt so guilty every time, just couldn’t get you out of my head. Fuck, you’re so pretty.” He begins suckling marks into your delicate skin, you whine as you get him off. 

You pick up the pace, watching how his body reacts to your touch. Part of you is shocked he’s held it this long after how quickly he came before. “Pervy boy…getting off to your best friend like that, should fucking punish you for it. Do you even deserve to cum again tonight?” You’re teasing, of course you’ll let him cum, you’re not cruel. It’s just way more fun to watch him squirm. 

“Please, please, I’m sorry! I-I just…you-”

“Hm, shut up. Fuck the deal, gonna give you what you need.” You tug your shirt down with one hand, your bra exposed. “Don’t make me do all the work here, it’s not gonna suck itself.”

He reaches forward to tug your bra down as well, he starts to kiss down from your collarbone to your breasts. He leaves marks every now and then, leaving a dark trail you know will leave you wearing turtlenecks for at least a week. He spends his time marking you up, he’s wanted to do it for years. He reaches up for your nipple, rolling it between his fingers, eliciting a whine from you. He smirks as if he’s won, you squeeze his cock softly to remind him who’s in charge. He lets out a strangled yelp and bucks up into your hand. He takes your nipple into his mouth, suckling at it as he moves his hand to tweak the other. You pick up your pace, muttering a mix of praise and degradation.

“Pretty fucking boy, you’re so good for me. Bet you spent so much time fucking your hand imagining doing this to me, hm? Bet you felt so guilty seeing me after, poor baby couldn’t get me out of his head. You’re doing better than I thought, didn’t know you could handle a pretty girl's hand around your cock. Could barely handle a kiss before.” You laugh as he suckles at you.

He’s practically fucking your hand at this point, bucking his hips pathetically. You squeeze your hand around his cock, stroking him and keeping the pace of his thrusts. His eyes squeeze shut and he moves his mouth to your other nipple, whining against your skin as he feels himself getting closer. He suckles harder, causing you to wince at the slight pain. You tangle a hand in his hair, pulling his face flush against your breast. He lets out a strangle moan and spills his seed against your lap and into your palm. As he comes down he suckles at your breast as if he’s soothing himself. 

He finally pulls away, breathing heavily. You bring your fingers to his mouth, “Clean ‘em up for me?” I ask. He brings your fingers into his mouth, sucking till they’re clean. You pull them from his mouth, wiping them against his t-shirt. You grab his chin and lift his head, you smile at the sight of his flushed cheeks and messy hair. “You’re so fucking hot.”

He grins bashfully, leaning his head back against the couch. “I didn’t know you could be so mean…or that I’d like it so much.” He lifts his hand, trailing his fingers over the marks he left on you. He looks proud of them.

“You owe me a turtleneck for these y’know, we’re lucky it’s winter.” 

“Hm you could just show ‘em off instead. Let everyone know I left ‘em there,” he numbles.

“Who knew you could be so possessive,” you laugh, rolling your eyes. 

“Look at you, if I don’t leave a mark I’ll never get another chance.” He sounds sad.

“You’re going to get many other chances, the night’s still young, I haven’t come yet…and tomorrow I might wanna wake up with a pretty boy between my thighs,” you tease, stroking his hair gently. 

“Fuck…I feel like I need to clean you up instead. Another round in the bath maybe? Your hot water got fixed, right?”

You chuckle, “Yeah, fucking finally. C’mon, I think you owe me an orgasm or two.”

[shrimpsuru]

wowee I've developed a new interest!! I drew this on 0 sleep, so if it looks bad, don't say anything,,, I also wanna yap into the abyss about my thoughts while watching it and stuff- so If none of my rambling makes sense, then its also from the fact I haven't slept.

I have a lot of critiques with this drawing, and the longer I stare at it the worse it looks- and it's driving me crazy. Skwisgaar's guitar looks so dumb, but cut me some slack this is the first guitar I've ever drawn!! They're hard to draw!! _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):_ I also feel like pickle's fuck ass comb over looks a bit too thick, I'll fix that the next time I draw him. Give him the baldness he deserves. I'm not happy with how I drew everyone, I think Skwisgaar's hair doesn't look great and that I could definitely do better on just about everything lol. Next time I shall draw them much better, if I don't I'll spontaneously combust on spot.

I currently just started the third season, and I really like it so far! It's a fun show! My fav Is Toki (if it wasn't obvious), but everyone's pretty great. They're all so stupid and silly, I giggle like an idiot every episode. My dad loves the show and watched when I was little (the show came out just a little bit after I was born which is insane lmao) and has been rewatching it with me. His favorite character is murderface lol. My best friend also sat down to watch some with me (she was reluctant at first, but she admitted that she thinks its a pretty good show :D) and she really didn't like the pickles comb over. She said that he need's to let it go, which is fair.

While me and my dad were watching it, we got to the last few episodes in season two- tell me why the show suddenly became uncensored. Entire time things have been blurred, but all of a sudden murderface's dick is there for the whole world to see,, like c'mon man.... put that away... this whole time things have been blurred- but now that my dad's next to me you wanna show dicks and tits... okay dude.

that's it for my rambling, too tired to conjure up any more thoughts I'm goona go sleep. If you actually read any of this- that's very nice of you :3

[nshmuras]

Its always the bad boys.

part two of bad boy good girl.

genre: a little angsty

pair: badboy!heeseung x good girl!reader

warnings: blood, fighting, mentions of killing but no action intended.

buns note: this is way longer i hope.. and this is written in his pov.

Heeseung kept promises but also broke them as well.

whenever it came to you he always kept his promises tightly.

until now.

The hallway buzzed with screams and gasps Heeseung stood face-to-face with two of his classmates, their faces twisted with aggression.

Heeseung’s fists were clenched tightly at his sides, his heart racing as the tension in the air escalated. He hadn’t wanted to fight, he wanted to keep her promise. but these boys always tested him—always had something to say about her.

“Keep your mouth closed about my fucking girlfriend.” heeseungs temper flared up, but he took a deep breath, attempting to keep calm.

“Tch! you taking up for your bitch hu—“

heeseung swung a hit to the boys face and for a moment, he almost thought about smashing his face in. Adrenaline surged through him as he continued to land blows on the boys face, murmuring insults.

Just as Heeseung was about to land one last punch, a familiar voice rang out from the hallway, silencing everyone.

“Heeseung! what the hell are you doing?!”

Heeseung’s heart sank as he turned to see YN standing there, her eyes wide with disbelief, fear, and anger . She saw him. she watched him.

he released the boys collar and immediately approached her.

“YN, I—” he started, but she cut him off, anger in her eyes.

“Why are you fighting again!? you promised heeseung..” she stepped forward, her hands balled into fists at her sides about to reprimand him but heeseung stopped her.

“Baby please understand.. they-.. they said something about you. you know i can’t let them say that stuff.”

She looked at Heeseung, her expression softening for a brief moment. “I don’t want you to get hurt because of useless things people say about me heeseung!”

heeseung realized there were many people watching and he waved them off.

As they turned to walk away, Heeseung felt some relief wash over him. But the feeling was cut short when YN stepped closer, her disappointment evident.

“Why heeseung?” she whispered, her voice trembling. “You could have gotten hurt, or worse.”

Heeseung rubbed the bridge of his nose, his own frustration softening when around her. “I was just trying to defend you baby.. i—“ she cut him off.

“You don’t need to heeseung!” YN shot back, crossing her arms tightly. “These are just rumors and false claims about me. don’t let it anger yiu.”

He sighed, running a hand through his hair. “I know… I just… i hate it. i wanna protect you.”

She softened slightly, but the concern in her eyes remained. “Please.. this time i want you to promise me you will actually stop. okay?”

“I promise,” he said, his voice earnest. he wrapped his arms around her waist and buried his face in her neck.

she smiled and nodded, though her expression was adorned with a hint of worry. “i hate it when you get hurt heeseung.. it scares me.”

Heeseung felt guilt tug at his heart and he began to peck her neck in a form of apology.

“I know baby.. im sorry.” he pulled back and cupped her soft face, locking lips with her in a soft kiss.

he always kept promises for her.

taglist: @wonsdoll @kairoot @baosui @cupidhoons @tzyunaes @elysianiki @mmygnolia

[huggybearhughes43]

omg can you write like a jeremy swayman smut pls there isn’t enough for this fine ass man 😞

You asked him?!

Jeremy Swayman x Fem! Reader

Warnings- enemies to lovers (ur not human if you hate this man idc), smut smut smut smut, PnV, anal penetration🤫, love bites, cursing, creampie, lmk if there’s anything else

Summary- Since the day you started working as the bruins management the goalie had it out for you. Nothing in particular set him off but now you two couldn’t go a day without arguing. Your best friend told you to forget your resent argument but you couldn’t. So you showed up to his apartment to ask what he meant by what he said.

Word count- 1.7k

Ever since the very first day of working for the Bruins, Jeremy and I had it out for each other. Nothing happened, but the second our eyes met we hated each other. Every bitchy remark or roll of the eyes had me closer and closer to slapping him everyday.

Soft chatter filled the air of the hallway to the locker room. The boys had just finished with their game and were on their way home. After every practice, it’s my job to close up the rink, which includes making everyone is out. I sigh as the last of the group walks out, or what I thought was the last.

I rub my eyes and make my way into the humid (probably from the showers) locker room. It was mere silent as I walked in. Looking down at my phone I run face first into a firm chest. I look up, so ready to apologize. My worried expression faded to an annoyed one when my eyes meet Jeremy’s.

“Could you take any longer? I have a job to do and an apartment to get back to.” I huff and put my phone in my pocket before crossing my arms.

He rolls his eyes and steps out of the way for me to enter. His hair was dripping wet with sweat and his eyes droopy, sad even. The team had just lost against the kraken. I rub my neck as I walk in, guilt hanging in the air.

“Look- I’m sorry, I-“ I begin but he cuts me off.

“I don’t need pity from some girl who knows nothing about hockey.” He chucks his bag over his shoulder.

I scoff, my arms never leaving the crossed position on my chest. “I was literally trying to be nice!”

“Shocker.” I bite my lip, trying to hold back a bitchy remark that was so close to slipping out.

“Fuck you.” I say, trying my best to not say something that I’d ultimately feel bad about later that night.

He smirks and rubs his eyes. “Word is you want to.” He shrugs and walks out of the locker room, leaving me stunned.

I do my job quickly and get out of the arena. Stepping into the apartment I’m met with the stare of my roommate, also my best friend. I’m slightly taken aback, “what?”

She breaks the stare with a blink. “Nothing, you just look like you’ve seen a ghost.” “Oh,” I tsk and set my purse and keys down on the coffee table before sitting on the love seat we had in our living room. “Jeremy.” I shrug.

Lana, my best friend, groans and spins dramatically before looking back at me. “Just slap him already, please, for the sake of your mental health, I’m begging you”

I smile lightly and look at her. “I wish” I start, “he said ‘the word’ was I wanted to fuck him.” Lana huffs “he wishes” “I just wanna know who told him that. Because let me tell you, that’s the furthest thing from the truth.” I pause, “you know what, I’m gonna ask him.”

Lana furrows her brows. “Like… now?” “He lives a few roads down,I won’t be able to sleep until I know.” I grab my keys again and leave Lana in the dust as I storm outside and back into my car. It’s five minutes in the car before I’m parked in his driveway. I contemplate for a moment then get out of my car.

I knock hastily on his door, not stopping until he answered. The bright sun setting casting a purple-pink haze on the sky. He opened the door with his brows furrowed, his eyes drop down to mine before his expression softens but only an amount I would notice.

“What the hell are you doing?” His hair was dripping wet with water this time, his chest shirtless, he was only wearing a grey pair of sweatpants.

“I wanna know what you meant, when you said ‘the word is you want to’” I cross my arms bitterly and a smile cracks on his face.

He steps to the side to let me in. I gladly take the offer, not wanting to stand in the cold Boston air anymore. He closes the door as I turn around, our eyes meeting again.

“You’re telling me you came all this way to my house because you wanted to know why I said you wanted to fuck me?” He crosses his arms, his muscles flexing. I curse myself under my breath for staring. “Is that not supposed to confirm my suspicions?”

My jaw drops with a gasp. “What?! No! I don’t wanna fuck you!”. Jeremy tilts his head with a cheeky smirk, “yeah?” He takes steps closer until he was so close I could feel his breath fanning across my face. “Y-yeah.” I clear my throat. “Then tell me to stop” “wha-“ my words are cut off by his lips attaching to my neck. Soft nips every now and then between the kisses made my breath hitch and involuntary moans leave my throat.

“Jeremy- this isn’t a good idea…” his teeth pull at my skin as he moves his head to be level with mine, a smirk playing on his now plump lips. “Why? You don’t like the idea of actually liking me?” The sun was now fully gone, the only light illuminating the room was the light coming from the lamp in the corner of his entryway.

I contemplate for a moment, liking him for a change does sound nice. I sigh and move up a millimeter, connecting our lips in a harsh, hungry kiss. I felt his shit eating grin against my lips, not caring anymore I force my tongue into his mouth.

“If you think you’re in control here, you’re crazy.” He loops his hands around me onto my ass. “Jump” he whispers breathlessly. I do as he says, my legs wrapping around his waist as he hoists me up. He smirks, “good girl.” He kisses me again as he walks us to his bedroom.

He lays me on his bed softly before crawling on top of me, our lips connecting again. I moan softly into the kiss, my fingers fumbling with the waistband of his sweatpants. He tsks “I wanna see you first.” He pulls away and lifts my sweater over my head, my black Lacey bra on full display for him. He mumbles a low ‘fuck’ and places a kiss on both of my breasts before looping his fingers around the waistband of my jeans, pulling them down. I was now only left in my matching Lacey set.

His obvious bulge shown through his sweatpants. He looks up at me as he presses a kiss to my stomach before coming back up, pressing a quick kiss to my lips. “And you said you didn’t wanna get fucked, huh?” My face flushes with a pink hue “it’s comfortable-“ “mhm” he kneels between my legs, kissing soft kisses before kissing my cunt through my panties. My breath hitches again as I squirm from the sensation.

He smirks and connects our eyes as he softly bites my panties before pulling them down with his teeth. “Jere- fuck” I moan as the cool air hits my wet pussy. He hooks his arms around me and undoes my bra, pulling it off. I was now left completely naked, squirming on his bed. “Jeremy” I whine as I tug on his waistband again. “Dirty girl” he whispers then pulls off the sweatpants that I had grown to hate.

My eyes slightly widen as my eyes drift down to his enlarged hard cock. “Flip over for me, yeah?” I nod and flip over for him, pushing my ass in the air for him. “Good girl” he runs a finger through my already wet cunt, forcing a moan from me. “Already so wet? Don’t even think I need to get you ready.” He squeezes my ass then I feel him press his dick against my entrance.

“Please~ I need you- I-“ my words are cut off by him easing into me. I gasp and moan out as I feel the sting of the stretch. He lets out a throaty groan as I squeeze around him. He bottoms out and the sting soon fades to pleasure. “Please move, Jere” he smirks at the nickname and retracts before slamming into me. I moan out loudly as I arch my back, my ass pressing into his pelvis.

Jeremy lolls his head back in pleasure, pinching his eyes shut as he pounds into me. I could think of anything but him and his cock as he fucked me dumb. I press my face into the pillows on his bed, muffling the moans. My head turns to the side, I gasp out quiet sobs of pleasure, feeling a calloused thumb prod at my tight asshole.

“Jeremy m’gonna cum” I manage to gasp out, my cunt clenching around his thick shaft. “Cum for me, pretty girl.” I cry out as I cum around his cock, breathing hard to catch my breath. He leans down to kiss my shoulder softly. “Where do you want it?” “In me Jere, I’m on the pill” I hear his light chuckle turned in a groan as he fills me up with his warm ropes. He pulls out slowly before collapsing beside me.

“We should’ve done that way sooner, baby.” He moves a hair out of my face. Still on my stomach, I smile softly. “I don’t think I can ever hate you again.” We share a laugh as he gets up. “Be right back.” Moments later he comes back with a warm cloth and a glass of water. He sits the water down on the side table as he moves to hover me again, pressing a kiss to my lips before cleaning me up with the cloth.

He lays next to me once again, pulling the covers over both of us. I nestle into him in a cuddle and drift to sleep.

After soft morning kisses and protests I insisted that I needed to get home to get ready for work. Jeremy pouting when I remind him I’d see him in a hour at work.

I was met with a judgmental stare from Lana as I walked through my front door. “You asked him?! And what did that get you?” I smile sheepishly.

“The best fuck of my life?”

~~~

Me when I got this request:

If Jeremy Swayman has no fans I’m DEAD

[l4brvtality]

hey! I'm glad your requests are open, well, I wanted to ask for one from Rhea x fem!reader where the reader is a model and friend with Rhea's benefits, so when they agree to go out together the reader ends up meeting Judgment Day and Damian become interested in her which makes Rhea jealous. (the ending can be whatever you want)

Embrace Me

Pairings - Rhea Ripley x Model!Reader

warnings - Jelousy, Rhea’s kinda toxic at the beginning, oral , I think thats it but tell me If I missed any

word count - 1.6k , Gif Creds

A/N - this is my first time writting smut so it might be rlly bad. But I also wanted to say that im still taking and doing requests:)

P.S - This is not proofread

You watched as Rhea pulled a girl towards her locker room. Towards you. As she walked by , hand in hand with someone else , she made eye contact with you. A sly smirk planted in her face. God you wished you were the only one. The only one she wanted at least. But how could you be? She made everyone’s heart flutter. She just had that effect on people. And to say you were jealous was an understatement. You wanted her to be yours and her to be yours. And you would be sure of that happening.

You and Rhea were a friends with benefits type of thing. if you could even call it that. She treated you like you were the only person that mattered in her life. But of course you weren’t. She had others yeah , but she assured you that you’re her favorite. And you thought that for a while. Until you saw her laughing and giggling with another girl. That wasn’t you. Your eyes rolled as you heard the woman call Rhea Rhe-Rhe. Why was she even calling her that? Didn’t they meet a couple minutes ago? You tried distracting yourself with your phone, but it couldn’t hold in the anger that rushed through your veins. You wished you scream your lungs out when she walked past you. Hand in hand. With another woman. 

Location - home

As you washed your makeup and headed to bed , you heard your phone buzz. Looking at your phone you read the id of the message. 

Rhea ❤️‍🔥

You up rn?

You felt your eyes roll as you read the message. 

Y/N💕🫧

I wouldn’t be reading this if i wasn’t and why?

You placed your phone back down as you waited for an answer , but were surprised when the phone buzzed a minute later.

Rhea ❤️‍🔥

You wanna meet up at mine? Room 253

Y/N💕🫧 

Why are you asking me that don’t you have other girls to keep you company “Rhe-Rhe “🥺

Rhea❤️‍🔥

I see your still stuck in that🙄

Whatever its your choice of you want to meet me ,or not

And if not Ill just find someone else to keep me company 

You felt like your heart stopped for a second at the last text. Was she serious? You felt as if time stopped and you could just imagine Rhea with someone else. You couldn’t bare that thought. You rolled your eyes as you threw your phone on the hotel bed. You quickly got ready to meet Rhea. Putting on light makeup, sweatpants and a tight shirt. “Just how she liked it” you thought.

You grabbed your keycard and phone as you locked the door behind you. 

After quiet awhile , you found Rhea’s room and knocked on the door feeling a hint of sadness at the thought of what Rhea had texted you.  You were quickly put out of your trance as you saw the black haired women’s standing form in the doorway. A smirk formed on her face as she looked you up and down.

“ I see you made the right decision ,” she spoke as she led  you into her room. 

“Whatever , what did you need me here for?” you questioned.

“Well I was hoping that you could be my girlfriend?” 

“Did I hear that right?” I thought. Did she really want to be my girlfriend or would she just use me. These thoughts ran through my mind as rhea fidgeted with her hands. Trying to figure out a way for you to be hers.

“Look , I know that flirting with another girl wasnt the best Idea ,and i know I said I wasnt willing to get into a relationship, but I really want to try to be in one with you. If not we can forget it never happened I just-,” Rhea’s rambling was cut off by you attaching your lips to hers. 

“Of course I’ll be yours Rhea ,” You spoke when you pulled away from her.

Time skip

Waking up felt like heaven. And being next to Rhea felt surreal. You wished you could ��be in this moment forever. Cuddling with Rhea as she slept peacefully. It was something you never thought you would imagine from her. It had only been a couple weeks that you two had been dating , but it felt like years that you two have been together and better yet known each other. 

You yawned as you looked at Rhea’s sleeping figure. You tied to sitting up, but were instead blocked by Rheas arms hugging your waist and blocking your way.

“Where do you think you’re going with ought me?” She spoke. Her voice horse and raspy , which made your heart beat faster.

“Didn’t you say we were going to meet The Judgment Day? It’s already 8:13am we have to be there by 9:00” You said as you traced her arm tattoos. As she played with your hair.

“Well then let’s get ready if then my love,” She answered back as she removed her hands from your waist. 

Time skip

Taking Rheas hand , you hopped out of her truck. You two had arrived at a nearby restaurant. You and Rhea walked hand into the restaurant and I immediately made eye contact with a man with tattoos and braids. Do I know him from somewhere? My thoughts were cut short as Rhea lead me to the table The Judgment Day was at. Which , surprisingly was the table with the guy I made eye contact with.

As we sat down , Rhea greeted the boys as she introduced me. 

“I think Ive seen you on  a magazine somewhere?” Dominik said as he took in my appearance. I smiled as I explained my modeling job to him. We made a small conversation as Finn , Damian  and Rhea talked and laughed. 

Dominik also explained his job as a wrestler as well as him finn and Damian. So thats where I know him from. I thought to myself. Although Damian was in a conversation of his own, for some reason he kept looking my way. Did I do something? Why did he keep looking out me instead of Rhea while he was talking to her?

After eating , We all walked outside towards put cars. But before I could follow Rhea, Damian asked if we could talk. I raised my eyebrow as I looked at Rhea , her giving me the okay before I walked with Damian. Before I knew it we were next to his car. 

“So what did you want to talk about?” You asked him.

“I wanted to ask for your number,” He replied.

Suddenly everything clicked. Thats why he was looking at you…

He came closer to your face as he began to speak again. “Look , I know we hardly know each other , but I just want-,” Damian was cut off by a deep Australien voice. Turning around I saw the figure of Rhea. And she didnt look too pleased by the whole interaction. But she chose to hide her anger with a smile.

“Sorry , we have somewhere to be,” Rhea spoke with a smile. Although her voice sounded anything but happy. 

I followed Rhea into the car. As Rhea sat in the drivers seat, she began talking.

“What was that about hm?” She spoke , her eyes never leave the road. I could hear the jealousy in her voice as she talked. 

“I dunno Rhea lets just talk about it at the hotel,” you replied.

- at the hotel ( NSFW WARNING )

“P-please..” I breathed out as Rheas finger brushed against my heat. I needed her. But she wasn’t going down that easily. At least not right now.

“You really think you deserve this after what happened back there?” Rhea asked you. Her voice was soft and low. Slowly Rhea’s hands grabbed the waistband of my panties as she pulled them down. 

I whimpered as the cold air hit my clit. She looked up at me as a sly grin grew on her face. Withought warning she put both her index and middle finger into my wetness, making me squirm as she pushed my hips back down into the mattress.

I led out a lengthy moan as she moved her hands at a slow pace. It wasn’t much but god did it make you go feral. You broke the eye contact from Rhea as you felt yourself getting closer. 

“Nuh-uh eyes on me ,baby,” Rhea spoke as she stopped her movements completely.

You looked down as you felt a tear roll down your cheek. You felt relief when Rhea put both fingers back into your aching whole. But this time instead of going slow, her movements were a faster than before. The sounds coming out of your mother’s were outright pornographic, making rhea smirk. She loved seeing this side of you.

You felt Rheas lips connect to your clit as she began sucking and licking. You were clutching onto her scalp as she drew out the most pornography moans.

“oh my goddddd,” you moaned as you felt your orgasm approaching.

“Demi—please,” 

She slapped your thigh at the name , making you jolt from the sudden pain.

“Try again,” She said in a stern voice as she settled herself back in between your legs. She began to kitten lick your clit as she waited for an Answer.

“Mami p-please,” I spoke, almost breathless as she began putting more pressure on my clit. Licking and sucking

I squeezed Rheas hand as I felt my orgasm Approaching. 

“Cmom pretty girl, let it out,” Rhea spoke almost immediately.

My head fell back onto the silk pillows as I came on Rheas face. 

Rhea got up from her knees, getting a wet rag from the bathroom. When she was done cleaning me up, she washed her face and laid down next to me. Holding me to her chest. God you wished you two could stay like this forever. In her embrace

[zerobaselove]

zb1 with a clingy partner

pairing: zb1 x clingy!reader

genre: fluff

warning: none! lowercase intended, not proofread

notes: making myself incredibly soft this afternoon this is hell when is it my turn to be happy and in love

members under the cut!

jiwoong ;

pulling the blanket off of the side of the couch, jiwoong spoke to you in a quiet tone, "are you sleepy?" he asked as he draped the blanket over your intertwined frames. you had found yourself once again curled up into the side of your boyfriend, tangled into his being as your eyes struggled to stay open.

"a little bit," your response was cut off by a yawn, effectively calling you out on the lack of sleep you had gotten the night before. that, partnered with the warmth radiating off of jiwoong's body was too much for your body to resist as you relaxed further into his touch.

he smiled down at you for a moment, "shut your eyes darling, i'll wake you up around dinner time." he rubbed his hand on your arm in a soothing motion, lulling you off to sleep. it wasn't long before your breathing had evened out and your eyes had fluttered shut, and jiwoong couldn't help but swoon.

returning to the page open on his phone, he let his arm aimlessly rub your back, keeping you close as you got some much-needed rest. what would he do without you to keep him warm?

zhang hao ;

being with zhang hao always felt safe; he always liked to keep a hand on you in some way, just to make sure you were always there and accounted for, but as your relationship progressed, so had the lingering hands. what used to be a hand resting on the small of your back or intertwined pinkies had turned into tangled limbs and extra time laying around.

"i never thought you'd be so clingy," zhang hao let his thoughts out as he aimlessly played with your hands. you only hummed in response, thinking back to the beginning of the relationship when skinship had felt foreign to the two of you. despite that only being a few months prior, it felt like something completely unimaginable now. you didn't know what you'd do without the boy attached to your hip.

sensing the silence in the air, zhang hao continued, "it's not a bad thing, i actually really like it," his mumbled on, "it feels safe, you feel safe." you couldn't stop the smile spreading at his confession. so pure and yet vulnerable.

"i could say the same hao, thank you for making me feel safe." you spoke up, taking your eyes off the paintings on the walls, now having your boyfriend in your sight just in time to see the shy smile on his face before he muttered a small, "no need to thank me."

hanbin ;

being with hanbin was new; like a new song that you just couldn't help but endlessly loop and never get sick of. he was your first everything, including the first person you had felt safe enough around to be yourself around, and that meant being clingy with the boy whenever you had the chance.

lucky for you, he was a similar way. you were also his first, and he was ecstatic. he had so much love to give and show you, and to have you fully reciprocate it made his heart swell more than he could believe.

hanbin had just spent the last few hours slaving away over a paper for one of his classes, and for a much deserved break, he decided to relax with you. patting his lap, you shuffled over from the other side of the couch as he pulled you over to straddle him. you couldn't help but lean into his chest and listen to his heart beating louder by the second.

"comfy?" he asked, stroking your hair lightly as he placed a kiss on your temple. "very," you responded, feeling him shiver at the air on his neck from your response, "how's the paper going?"

"long forgotten about," he chuckled, "just wanna talk about you."

matthew ;

you were never sure what people meant when they their home was a person, or a feeling. the idea seemed foreign to you and overall a little confusing, until you found matthew. you had never felt more at home as you did when you were curled up leaned onto him, his arms wrapped tightly around your frame as if you would float away.

"don't you think we should get up?" you questioned, glancing over at the clock on the wall, still not moving an inch from the spot attached to your boyfriend. he followed your line of sight before letting out a small hum, "probably," he said simply, "not gonna though." he squeezed you tighter, tracing shaped on your back.

you let out a small laugh at your boyfriend's response, relaxing further into his touch. you felt safe like this; his arms around you, enveloped in his warmth and the faint scent of his cologne. not worrying about outside stressors or anyone other than the two of you in that moment. you were content.

with your head against his chest, matthew placed small pecks to your temple just to be even closer to you. he wasn't sure when he started to feel so protective over you, but when you were like this he couldn't help it, and e wouldn't have it any other way.

taerae ;

"were you always so clingy or is it just with me?" taerae teased, playing with your hand as you snuggled into his side. he loved seeing you like this, but he just couldn't bite his tongue hen it came to teasing you a little bit. seeing the blush rise to your cheeks was just too tempting of a reward.

you pondered the question for a moment, letting your eyes wander over the boy, "i think it's a you thing," your voice was quiet, almost embarrassed of the effect he had on you, "i can move though." you mumbled, moving your legs off of taerae's and letting them touch the floor.

"hey now," he quickly shook his head as he grabbed your legs, lifting them back into his lap, "i never said i wanted you to move." he smiled down at you, letting a small laugh escape his lips. "just wondered if you were this cute with everyone."

you couldn't turn away fast enough to hide the way your face flushed a deep red, leaving taerae to only smile wider as you attempted to bury your face into his shoulder. "don't say a word." you whined, the sound muffled by his shirt. he only shook his head again, "my lips are sealed."

ricky ;

being in a relationship required some warming up for ricky. he wasn't quite sure how to handle your acts of affection at first, but he had quickly grown accustomed to it, even craving your touch more often than he'd ever admit to, at least directly, but sometimes his actions spoke louder than words.

"why are you sitting so far away?" ricky asked quietly, a small pout decorating his face at the sight of you on the other side of the couch as opposed to your usual spot in his arms. you looked up from your phone to see the boy looking almost dejected and for a moment you just had to admire his unintentionally charming attitude.

"just thought maybe you'd be getting sick of me being attached to you," you let out a dry laugh. you couldn't help but worry sometimes that your difference in expressions of love had become burdensome for him, so you tried to hold back sometimes, and ricky was none too pleased.

in one fell swoop ricky had reached over to hold your waist, lightly dragging you to his side as he readjusted you to be in your usual comfortable position. after a small hum of contentment he turned to you with a shy smile on his face, "i could never get sick of you, baby."

gyuvin ;

you considered yourself a rather clingy person; always wanting to be close to the people you loved and showing them all of your affections. but you were convinced you were no match for gyuvin, though he would disagree, insisting you two were a perfect match. you suppose he was right though, the two of you just suited each other so well, to the point of it almost annoying the people around you.

you and gyuvin found yourselves in the living room watching some movie that had popped up in your recommended. honestly you couldn't care less about what was playing, you'd much rather be paying attention to the boy beside you, and he couldn't keep his eyes, or his hands, off of you either.

playful shared kisses and light touches that made giggles erupt from your chest were gyuvin's personal favourites. opting to pepper kisses on anywhere he could; your cheeks, your hands, your nose, your forehead, your shoulder. all of it. he just couldn't contain his love for you, and luckily for him, you were the exact same way.

"get a room you two!" you heard ricky voice a complaint paired with an overly dramatic fake gag as he walked past into the kitchen, causing the two of you burst into a fit of giggles. "jealousy is a disease, get well soon ricky!" gyuvin teased back, bringing his hand over his mouth to stifle a laugh as a barely audible groan came from the kitchen. who could stop young love, right?

gunwook ;

"hi gunwook," you mumbled as you made your way to where gunwook was sitting on the couch. a smile instantly spread to his face as he admired your figure draped in one of his oversized hoodies, reaching his hands out to welcome you into his arms, "hi my shadow."

you couldn't really remember when he had developed that nickname for you, but you knew it was because of how often you liked to be attached to him, following him like a lost puppy, or rather, his shadow. you mumbled a response back as you buried your face into his chest, letting your arms fall on either side of him, aimlessly playing with the hem of his shirt.

he brought his hand up to playfully ruffle your hair as informed you that he actually needed to get up from the spot you had claimed as your own. letting out a small laugh at the whine he got in return he gently moved you off of his lap, "i'll be right back okay?" he held his pinky out to link, reluctantly raising your own and intertwining them in a wordless promise.

and he was right, he had come back a couple moments later with a blanket in his hand, "had to get comfy, right?" he offered, placing the blanket on the side of the couch as you two got comfortable again. he let out a light hum as he draped the blanket over your bodies, mumbling a "better," under his breath before placing a kiss on your temple. nothing but the best for his shadow.

yujin ;

you'd always been a clingy person, it was in your nature. whether it was with friends or people more than that, you often found yourself by their side if they would let you. you just loved being physically close to the people you loved, and yujin was no exception.

in the beginning it took a bit of getting used to for yujin. he wasn't quite sure what to do with the affection from you, or really anyone other than gyuvin, but he'd never ask you to stop, he quickly learned he enjoyed it much more when it was you.

"you know you don't have to baby me," he whined as you draped your arm across his chest, drawing small shapes on his arm. despite the statement, yujin couldn't help but melt into the comforting actions from you, visibly relaxing at the feather light touches on his skin.

"yujin," you let out a playful sigh as you turned to face the boy, "let me love you." a blush dusted across his cheeks almost instantly, as if only then did he consider you'd be doing this just because you wanted to. "oh," he breathed out, a smile quickly spreading across his face, "well okay then."

[witchygagirlwrites]

Broken Bonds-Part 26

Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz x Reader, Jay Halstead x Hailey Upton

Mouse comes home for Halloween. You, him, Jay and Hailey dress up to match Addy as the mystery gang

Otherwise known as I love Halloween so now the Kidd sisters love it too 🤷‍♀️

“I swear if you fidget in your seat one more time, I’m kicking you out the car at fifty one and swearing to Voight I have no clue what happened to you” Kevin threatened and you turned in your seat as far as the seat belt would allow to gasp at him playfully “Kevin! I thought you loved me!” He grinned “I do, that’s why I’d leave you at fifty one, also that’s the only way I know I could kick you out the car without you kicking my ass too so it’s a win win”

You shook your head with a laugh “Sorry but I’m nervous as hell. Mouse’s flight will land about one thursday. First time I’ve seen him since he left then on top of that we’re spending the evening with Jay, trick or treating with Addy” “Wasn’t it his idea and isn’t Upton going as his..” you cut him off by saying “Don’t say date! If you say date they both get blushy and stammering. While it’s adorable I need them both slightly verbal”

He laughed and shook his head “You don’t find it slightly weird that you’re playing matchmaker with your baby’s daddy and someone you've been calling your wifey for the better part of the last year?” “I’m not playing matchmaker, I’m just giving them a neutral place to spend time together outside of work” you offered and he nodded “And giving yourself an out by Jay having someone with him instead of being a fifth wheel with you, Mouse, Stel and Kelly?”

You nodded “That too..Kev..Jay could still hate me and it would be understandable. I did something horrible to him” he started to respond but you held up your hand “You’re nearly as bad as Stella so you lost your privileges to defend me. He glared at you for a second before mumbling “Lost my privileges hell, I’ll call the older sister” you couldn’t help but laugh at your partner threatening to tell on you to your big sister. Like you were kids instead of detectives.

“My point is that man could hate my fucking guts and it would be justifiable. I just want him happy too and if Hailey could be that happy and if by me giving a tiny nudge that happens? Is that a bad thing?” he cut his eyes at you “Oh, am I allowed to answer Miss Kidd?” you rolled your eyes “Don’t be a drama queen Kev”

He shook his head “It’s not a bad thing but I do think you need to remember to take a breath every now and then, ok? For me, partner?” you nodded “Ok”

“What are the costumes?” Hailey was whispering when she came to your desk. You looked around, where everyone was either eating their lunches, gone out to follow leads or just not paying attention “Why are we whispering?”

She laughed “I know you don’t want Jay knowing before and I’m not snitching” you laughed “Just as long as you’re ok sort of matching with me, Mouse, Jay and Addy you have nothing to worry about. Me, you and Babygirl will look great”

She grinned “Oh I’m in just from the sound of it. Me, my wifey and babygirl looking good” you shook your head “Wanna get ready with us? Mouse is getting a hotel room near my place since he hasn’t found a new place yet”

“Why is he getting a room? Did you two argue or something?” she asked and you laughed “God no. I wouldn’t know how to make that man mad enough to actually argue with me” “Then why doesn’t he just stay with you?” she questioned and you shrugged because you didn’t want to explain that Mouse was still trying to make sure he didn’t step on Jay’s toes any and he felt staying under the same roof as Addy this soon would be doing so.

“It’s Jay?” she asked and you shook your head “Yes and no. It’s a respect for Jay thing. We know we hurt him and so towing the line here. Him inviting Mouse home for Halloween was a big thing and we both know that. Baby steps” she smiled and brushed your hair back from your face “You are an amazing woman Y/N Kidd” you grinned “So are you Hailey Upton”

Jay walked up the stairs about that time and groaned playfully “Why are you two constantly touching each other?” Adam’s eyes flew up from his computer “Better question is why are they doing that at work?” “Ruzek!” “Ruz” “Adam!”

You almost felt sorry for him when everyone got onto him at one time. He shrugged, laughing “How did it sound? All of you be honest?” you and Hailey cut your eyes at each other and cracked up laughing. Jay tried and failed to glare at you before he cracked a smile too then shook his head “Christ, get to work! All of you” Hailey raised an eyebrow “Don't boss us around” he looked at her for a second then cut his eyes at you and added “Please?”

“Why doesn't he just stay here?” Stella asked, waving a hand around her place. You’d ended up going over there since it was Jay’s night with Addy. “I think he just doesn’t want to intrude on anyone” you offered and she raised an eyebrow “Other words since he can’t stay at your place since he doesn’t want to step on Jay’s toes with Addy, which is valid and I love him for…you plan to take full advantage of a hotel room and the one and one night thing you two got going on until he flies back out on tuesday?”

“Stella!” you laughed and she shrugged “I am not wrong and you know it honey bee! I don’t just mean sex. I don’t see you missing opportunities to sleep in his arms while you know Addy is safe on the nights she was already gonna be with her daddy”

“Would you miss it if it was Kelly?” you asked and she shook her head, a small smile on her face “It’s about time you and Mouse realize that you are kind of meant to be together. You and Jay are each other’s other halves in an entirely different way. You made an amazing little girl together and you will always have each other's backs but you have owned Greg Gerwitz from the moment that man laid eyes on you and babygirl be honest, he has held your heart too. Even when you honestly tried to give it to Jay. I hope you’re right. I hope Jay and Hailey are looking at each other like you think. I hope he can move on and be happy because he truly deserves to find someone he loves as much as Mouse loves you and as much as you love Mouse. Mouse was willing to walk away if you told him to, that takes a lot”

You smiled “I know. I just..I want Jay happy too because I do love him so damn much and no matter what’s happened I know Mouse has love for him too..I just want us all to move forward” she pulled you over into a hug “We’ll get there. Now, did you find the costumes you wanted?”

You nodded with a grin “Hailey is in” she shook her head “At least my sister in law has her head on straight”

I’m home. Gonna check into my hotel. I love you the text came in at one thirty, just enough time for him to have gotten off the plane and made it to the car rental booth. You smiled and sent back Ok. I love you too. Stella will drop off your costume

He hadn’t questioned the mystery costume. You hoped him and Jay would take them in stride? Addy was going to look stinking adorable so that would soothe anything over at least. You and Kevin were finishing up paperwork on some vandalisms. You just hoped it stayed calm so you, Jay and Hailey could actually make through trick or treating.

“What are you up to tonight Kev?” you asked and he grinned “I got a date with that nurse from med” “Ohh that cute one you were talking to when we rolled that guy in for stitches last week that got tossed out the window?” you asked and he laughed “The one you tossed out the window you mean? Yeah, same nurse”

Adam and Kim were going to Mollys which was where Kelly and Stella were gonna head after trick or treating. You and Stella both had always loved Halloween, with Addy it was just looking a little different this year.

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Hailey was laughing while you and her turned in front of the mirror. “You look absolutely gorgeous as Daphne Hails!” the costume you picked her might as well have been custom made to her measurements. The purple looked beautiful with her hair and the two of you had decided to go with boots to match your costumes instead of heels since you would be doing a lot of walking.

She slipped an arm around your waist and leaned her head over on your shoulder “Well I'm suddenly getting all the Daphne was in love with Velma theories cause miss Kidd I'm tempted to ask you to run away with me and Addy before Mouse and Jay can get here”

You shook your head with a laugh, smoothing the skirt “It's not too short since I'll be carrying a baby half the night?” She shook her head “No, it's fine. You have tights on under it, plus Jay will want to carry her some too and my arms are always open to her”

“Thank you Hailey” you told her with a smile and she nodded “Now, come here and take a selfie with your wife before your boyfriend and baby daddy gets here” You scrunched up your nose “That sounds so bad” she laughed “I promise I didn't mean it like that?”

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Jay was considering just keeping his jacket on the entire night. He loved you, he had agreed to letting you pick costumes, Hailey was even coming and neck deep in the matching costumes but this was ridiculous.

Fred Jones, freaking Fred Jones. Honestly he was looking forward to seeing Addy as Scooby-Doo because he knew that was where this was headed as soon as Stella dropped his costume off but why had he let you pick?

He parked in front of your apartment, next to your jeep and was trying to work up the nerve to be in public wearing something so damn ridiculous when he saw another car pull up on the other side of your jeep. He leaned up to see it was Mouse and dear god..he cracked up laughing. He thought he got the bad end of the deal. You'd made Mouse dress up as Shaggy.

Jay got out of the truck as Mouse was locking his rental “She got you too huh man?” Mouse turned towards him with a slight smile “I mean…if Addy is Scooby-Doo she needs the whole gang doesn't she?”

Jay nodded “Yeah, I guess she does. I wonder what her and Hailey looks like” Mouse laughed “Yeah she bragged she was bringing her wife along for trick or treating” “Those two, I'm starting to think are actually going to run off! They're always touching!” Jay laughed and it only got harder when Mouse's eyebrows shot up and he asked “Touching how?”

The two walked up to your door and knocked. Hailey answered after a moment and Jay's jaw dropped. Ok, maybe the costumes weren't so bad after all. She looked fucking heavenly as Daphne Blake. Her bright blue eyes shining as she smiled up at him “Well hello Freddy”

He heard Mouse chuckle lightly behind him “Well that makes sense”

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You could hear Hailey talking to Jay and Mouse as you got Addy into her costume “Baby girl! Daddy is here!” You told her and she giggled.

You scooped her up onto your hip and walked into the living room. All three sets of eyes turned you. “Scooby-Doo is ready to go” Jay grinned and held his arms out “Can I?” You nodded “Of course” and passed her over.

You cut your eyes at Mouse and he was already looking at you “Hey shaggy” he grinned “Hey Velms” Hailey shook her head “Let's get going. Who's riding with who?”

You shrugged “um Jay are you good with babygirl riding with me and Mouse in my jeep?” He gave you a look before saying “No, I automatically assume just because Mouse is here you're gonna stop being an amazing mother to our daughter, cmon sweetheart don't be like that”

You smiled at him “Ok then Mouse and Addy with me, Hails you with Jay?” She nodded “Good with me” “Then mystery gang let's get ready to roll”

You grabbed your keys, phone and jacket and Hailey grabbed your hand then winked at Mouse “Nope, I'm walking her out” Jay shook his head and hit Mouse's shoulder with his free hand “Get used to it. Hailey has had her eyes on Y/N for months”

Mouse just grinned at you before telling Jay “Well Freddy let's walk Scooby-Doo out to the jeep then”

Walking out with Hailey's fingers laced with yours, seeing Jay carrying Addy and Mouse walking next to him? It made your heart flip. Could this all work out? Could you be happy and Jay be happy? Could he and Mouse find their way back to being friends again?

Addy’s giggles as she played with the chain of Jay’s pendant pulled a smile to your face. You hit the unlock on your jeep and Mouse stepped up to open the side door so Jay could lean in to buckle Addy in.

Hailey raised your hand up to her mouth and kissed the back of it “Till later Velms” you grinned when you realized both of the guys were now staring at the two of you so you turned your hands so you could kiss the back of hers “Till later Ms Blake”

Jay cut his eyes at Mouse and to your surprise an honest to god grin slipped on both of their faces. Was it halloween magic or just Addy being right there that was working on the two of them?

Jay cleared his throat “Um Daphne are you coming with me or am I stuck with Shaggy while you and Velma run off?” Hailey winked at you “We’re undecided but I guess I’m coming with you” Jay closed Addy’s door then headed for his truck.

You walked around to the driver’s seat of your jeep while Mouse got in the passenger seat. After you both buckled up and you waited on Jay to back up you backed out of your space and pulled out onto the road behind him. Addy was attempting to sing along with the radio from the sounds she was making and Mouse was finding it adorable. “She already sings better than you sweetheart” he teased and you slapped his thigh lightly “Don’t be a jerk Gerwitz” he grabbed your hand and squeezed it gently “Never love”

You glanced at him when you got to a red light “I’m really glad you’re here” He smiled “I’m glad I’m here too, even if me and Jay look freaking ridiculous while you and Hailey are gonna have every man we pass drooling” you shook your head as the light turned green and you turned your attention back to the road “Is that jealousy I detect in your tone there Greg?”

He grinned “Just a bit because I haven’t seen you in weeks and you look amazing” “Baby I’m dressed as Velma” he nodded “Every tech geek’s first crush” you felt your face warm. Leave it up to him to always find a way to do that. He glanced over his shoulder at Addy “And she is the absolute cutest thing I have ever seen in her scooby doo outfit. Where did you get these?”

You grinned “Kelly knew a woman, he rescued her mom..she cut me a deal” he nodded “Using family favors detective Kidd..have you been in Voight’s unit too long?” you laughed “I dunno, maybe? I am doing some backhanded sneaky stuff trying to kinda push Jay and Hailey into their mutual crush”

He shook his head “Honestly? I don’t think you’re pushing anything. I saw how he looked at her when she opened the door. You’re not picking up on anything that isn’t there. She was looking at him the same way” you squeezed his hand that was still holding yours before taking your hand back “I love you, I haven’t gotten a chance to say that yet” he smiled “I love you too”

The plan was to meet Stella and Kelly at the station house. They had a small festival going on there then some trick or treating then you would take Addy home so everyone else could go out, or well everyone but Mouse he’d go back to his hotel.

You parked your jeep and Jay parked next to you. “What are Stella and Kelly dressed as?” Mouse asked and you grinned “Hades and Persephone” he shook his head “Only the Kidd women” “You must love the Kidd women” he winked at you “Why wouldn’t I?”

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You heard Stella before you saw her “MY NIECE IS THE CUTEST!” Jay grinned as she came running up “Look baby, it’s your crazy aunt Stel who is dressed as a…greek god? “ she nodded “Good eye Halstead” then she looked over all of you “You all look stinking adorable. I gotta get pictures”

“Stel” Jay groaned and you shook your head at him “No sir, it is her first halloween! We show up and show out for our daughter. Isn’t that right?” he met your eyes then nodded “Ok” Stella smiled “Ok, Jay you’re already holding Addy so Y/N tuck in next to Jay so Addy is between you two…Mouse get on her other side and Hailey get on Jay’s other side…If all of you don’t smile I swear I will get Addy then spray the four of you down with the hose”

Her threat alone was enough to crack all of you up. She snapped probably half a dozen photos or more before nodding “Those are perfect! The best mystery gang I’ve ever seen. Three hot detectives, a good looking marshal and the most adorable baby that ever walked”

You shook your head “Now can we enjoy halloween Stella Bella?” she grinned and reached for your arm “Of course Honeybee..grab your wife..boys take Addy to the face paint station and play nice we will return..” you looked at Jay “Are you three good?” he nodded “We’re fine sweetheart” “Yeah you and Hailey have fun” Mouse assured you.

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Jay and Mouse were told to behave not that they had to talk.Mouse did ask for Jay’s phone so he could take photos of him and Addy while Jay held her to get her face painted and he appreciated that. They then went in search of you, Hailey and Stella.

“I know her and Stel haven’t changed so I gather now they just grab Hailey and run too?” Mouse asked and he nodded “Should’ve seen on the fourth of July. You know that permanent bracelet Y/N has?” “Yeah?” Mouse replied and Jay laughed lightly “Hailey convinced me she’d bought only her one to mark her with” Mouse laughed “So she’s been trying to get Y/N?” “They call each other wife even when we’re in the field. Over the coms!” Jay explained, shaking his head.

Mouse was quiet for a moment, gently playing with Addy’s hand since she’d reached out for his “Jay, I’m sorry. I should’ve faced you sooner..man to man. I had no right to do that as quickly as I did and I hate knowing you were hurt because of it. You’ve been good to Y/N..amazing really and you are the best father I have ever seen”

Jay met his eyes and nodded “I’m sorry too Greg. We’re a long way from what we were but her and Y/N are too important to hold onto the anger. I know how much you love her, how much you’ve always loved her and she never lied to me about what you mean to her. We keep moving forward for them both, deal?” “Deal” Mouse agreed with a small nod.

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You weren’t sure what happened between Jay and Mouse or what was said but the air between them somehow felt easier to breathe? You were walking between Jay and Mouse as you went to the next place to trick or treat. Hailey was on Jay’s other side and you noticed just their first fingers were intertwined and felt your heart skip. Two of your best friends were falling for each other.

Addy was starting to doze off on Jay’s shoulder so you nudged him “Um daddy?” he glanced down and laughed “I think Scooby may have just crashed out on us” her little head was burrowed into the bend of his neck and you dug your phone out and snapped a picture “That is too cute” Hailey grinned “Will you send me that one?” you nodded “Of course. Stel sent you the group ones too”

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You were buckling Addy in when you heard Jay step up behind you so you looked over your shoulder up at him “Yes dear?” he grinned “Did you and Mouse want to go out since he has to fly back to Georgia on tuesday?” you shook your head “No, I was just gonna go home with babygirl unless you just wanted her tonight? I figured you and Hailey may want to go to Mollys or something”

A light blush crept up his neck and he nodded “I’ll get Addy tomorrow night and let him know it’s not stepping on my toes..if he’s with you and means it that he’s staying this time that means he’s gonna be in her life” “Thank you Jay” you replied and he smiled “I’m sorry for being so angry with you..it’s just you’re the only one who’s ever stayed and when you told me what happened with him..”

“You thought I’d leave too” you finished and he nodded. You leaned up to wrap your arms around his neck in a hug that he returned fully. “Jay I love you. You are my absolute best friend on this earth. You have seen me through some of my worst days and some of my best. We share a daughter, we’re partners for life honey. Nothing or no one will cause me to leave you” you pulled back and placed a gentle kiss on his cheek “Now, go buy my wife a drink from me and show her a good time”

He nodded “Yes ma’am” then leaned into the open door and kissed Addy on top of her head since she was sleeping “Goodnight baby” he whispered then closed the door however gently he could and it still seal considering it was a jeep.

Once him and Hailey headed for his truck Mouse stepped over next to you and slipped his hand into yours “Have I mentioned how amazing you are?” you laughed “Not in the last half hour plus I haven’t gotten a single kiss. I’m feeling unloved” he laughed and turned to pull you into his arms.

“I love you” he spoke before brushing his lips against yours in a gentle kiss, lips lingering against yours and damn him he grinned when he pulled away and you unconsciously chased his lips “Later sweetheart. We gotta get little miss back to your place so you can get her changed and in bed” you nodded “I know, I love you too by the way” then walked around to get in the driver’s seat while he got in the passenger seat.

Part 27

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[fellamarsh]

another thing i've been trying to do recently is read more self-published stuff. "but fell," you say, "you're a self-published author. surely you've been reading self-published stuff all along" and then i laugh for so long in response we both become uncomfortable.

see, the fear (which has for a long time been killing my mind) that i'll read other self-published stuff and find out that it's so much better than mine that i might as well stop writing forever kept me from doing that basically ever. i have a hard time not unfavorably comparing my work to others and had convinced myself i was being smart by withholding an avenue of de-motivation (reader: i was not being smart). it also doesn't help that i'm pretty low income and have a hard time spending money on books i haven't already read, and that self-published stuff isn't always available at the library---but really a lot of it was just me being a coward. which i'm working on. i could talk about how this particular cowardice is Very Silly, but i think enough has been said about it on writeblr and in the Writing Space in general that i don't feel the need to (though i will if anyone wants me to).

instead, i wanna talk about the self-published things i have read in the past few months and ask about the self-published things you love!

so: what happened was i got real sick, and while i was real sick i (naturally) read over 200,000 words of ace attorney fan fiction in the span of a few days. eventually i got bored of it (and also maybe annoyed at how people were characterizing some of my guys), but i still wanted to read something gay and romantic and nice, something i knew was gonna end happily, which isn't my typical fare.

now you may be saying (having gotten over all the uncomfortable laughter from earlier) "fell, you write gay romance. what do you mean that's not your typical fare?" listen. until a couple months ago i hadn't read a cut and dry romance novel since before i finished college. for context: i graduated in 2015. i know it doesn't make sense. i'm a guy who doesn't make sense.

but in this case it worked to my advantage. not the not making sense thing, but the not having read Published Romance in 1000 years thing. I didn't know where to start. I was very skeptical of everything the library had Available Now in the Gay Fantasy Romance category. what if it was all bad and also not good?

and then i scrolled past the familiar cover of our very own @ashen-crest's A Rival Most Vial.

now this was comfortable territory! this was a novel by a very nice writeblr person whose posts i enjoy! i already loosely knew the plot, i was familiar with the characters, i knew the names of things like rosemond street and the griffin's claw and that ambrose had blue hair and that at the end of it all there would definitely be Boyfriends. i didn't have to worry that this would be bad! i only had to worry that it would be really good!

but i wasn't worried about that, because i was officially Not Writing at the time, and because why the hell hadn't i read this book yet Ash literally emailed me some very kind words last year when my cat died??

Y'all, I devoured ARMV. If you haven't read it yet---especially if cozy fantasy is more your thing than it is mine---you should check it out Immediately. It was fun! It was heartwarming! It was sweet and earnest and confident! I was delighted to find it was occasionally hot! Ambrose and Eli snuggled up into my sick exhausted heart and found a permanent little place there. (Especially Ambrose. I have such a thing for Stiff Guys who Kind of Suck for Tragic Backstory Reasons and are So So Lonely They Don't Even Realize It. gawd)

(And a very small part of my brain spent the whole time wondering why I had been so afraid to really engage with the work my community is doing. The community that I'm in. The one I'm a part of. Why?! Maybe more on that later.)

But from there the curse was broken! I immediately devoured @stjohnstarling's What Manner of Man in a similar sort of frenzy (and hooooly shit guys am I excited for the expanded, finalized version to come out at the end of next month!) and started digging into @lurinatftbn's The Flower that Bloomed Nowhere (which I can already tell is going to be an All Time Favorite).

And now I want to ask you what your favorite self-published books are so that I can read them, too, but I think I will in another post that doesn't dedicate so much space to talking about my various and sundry Issues and isn't Terminally Long

[lady-of-ocs]

SEASON 2! SEASON 2!

GUESS WHO FINISHED SEASON 1!!

ME! I DID!

I ENJOYED IT VERY MUCH! It's consuming my life, actually. Literally all I've done in the past few days is binge it.

(This is a longer ramble so I'll put a cut in the post!)

So the game with Aoba Johsai. I knew that Karasuno was going to lose (I'd seen plenty of spoilers, such as the crying while eating scene) BUT IT STILL MADE ME SO SAD? SINCE WHEN DID I CARE ABOUT VOLLEYBALL? SINCE I STARTED TAKING AN INTERESTED IN THIS SHOW, THAT'S WHEN. I was honestly really proud of everyone during this game even though they lost. It was really close and I know that makes it that much harder that they lost. This game had me stressed out fr fr. On one hand, fuck Oikawa. On the other, he definitely grew on me. As I said in the last post, he and Iwaizumi are a fantastic duo and I live for their dynamic (you annoy me but I know you better than anyone and I love you for it). Iwa denies it, but they definitely have that bond of trust. Side note, their chant in the English dub had me fucking rolling. What IS this. Also, get that poor chanting guy a water because his voice was absolutely shredded by the end of the game. Since I mentioned the dinner scene, I just wanna say it broke my heart. Had to get up and take a walk (but that was mostly to get food lol).

SUGA MY ABSOLUTE LOVE OF MY LIFE. HE'S SO TALENTED AND WARM TO THE OTHERS AND YOU CAN TELL THAT KAGEYAMA RESPECTS HIM SO MUCH. Kageyama's attempt at a smile like Suga had me absolutely cackling. I am right here with proud parents daisuga, that was absolutely delightful.

TSUKISHIMA YOU MAGNIFICENT BASTARD! Enough said.

SOMEONE SAVE MY POOR BABY YAMAGUCHI, HE LOOKS LIKE HE'S GOING TO DROP DEAD IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FUCKING COURT. I need to hug him, actually. Me, watching him bounce the ball before serving: hey doesn't he bounce it off his foot Yamaguchi: *bounces the ball off his foot and chases after it* Me: oh bless him someone please hug that boy

I wasn't worried about the third years leaving (I have seen Battle of the Garbage Dump prior to this because I like watching things out of order I guess- jk I'd had a bad day and it was the only Haikyuu thing I could find in English dub at the time) but I was really intrigued by how they approached it. My respect for Suga is through the roof. Again, husband material. He and Asahi are tied for my #1 husband spot (though I'm certain Kuroo will rise in the ranks as I watch more of season 2).

SPEAKING OF SEASON 2! I have started that as well! Just got through episode 4! Hello to Asahi's little hair string, you will always be famous (I genuinely am loving his hair this season. I'm a fan. He's so soft how can anyone be scared of him???).

I'm sure that Ushijima will also grow on me but BITCH HE'S ON MY HIT LIST RIGHT NOW. AND I MEAN THAT IN A LITERAL WAY, I WANT TO SLAP HIM. YOU TELL HIM HINA BABY.

I love these four absolute disaster idiots. Tanaka, Nishinoya, Hinata, and Kageyama, you are the funniest, I fear. Idiot quartet. Bless them.

HELLO SAEKO! She's an absolute delight. They did not need to make her boobs jiggle but it makes me laugh. She and Tanaka are disaster siblings and I live for it. THANK YOU FOR BRINGING MY IDIOT DUO TO TOKYO, QUEEN.

YACHI!!!!! YACHI IS HERE!!! She's such a sweet innocent summer child. Bless her, she's my daughter. I went through a whole rollercoaster of being like "oh, Yachi's mom is HOT," quickly followed by "oh, I'm not sure I like how she treats Yachi," and eventually fell on "OKAY SHE'S HOT AGAIN NOW THAT SHE'S TREATING YACHI BETTER!" Props to Mr. Random Business Partner who was actively speaking up to Yachi's mom about how she treated her daughter. Love him, actually. So proud of my baby for standing up for herself though and I love her friendship with Hinata already. They're so cute.

Side note but how is Yachi not canonically queer? THE VERY FIRST THING YOU HEAR FROM HER IS THAT KIYOKO IS CUTE??? AND SHE'S SO DISTRACTED BY KIYOKO'S BEAUTY (there are literally sparkles and a pink tint to everything) THAT SHE JUST MINDLESSLY AGREES TO WHATEVER KIYOKO SAYS??? THERE ARE GAY THINGS HAPPENING ON MY SCREEN. MOST CANON GAY CHARACTER GOES TO YACHI, EVERYONE.

They all really changed their shirts in front of Yachi. RIP, girl. RIP

Their welcome to Yachi was so cute. I need to lie down.

IT'S NOT QUITE TIME FOR THE SUMMER TRAINING CAMP YET BUT WE'RE GETTING CLOSE!!! MY BOY BOKUTO HAS FINALLY APPEARED AND I'M VERY HAPPY TO SEE HIM! HEY HEY HEY TO MY FAVORITE IDIOT OWL. And, of course, I'm very pleased to see Nekoma! I'm glad that Hinata has a little group of friends (Kenma and Inuoka) there! Also, I'm very excited to see more Lev because he seems really cocky right now and I kind of want to knock his 6'4 ass down a few pegs. P.S. Yamamoto is so fucking funny actually.

SO ANYWAY THAT WAS A LONG ONE BECAUSE I WATCHED A LOT OF EPISODES. EXCITED TO SEE MORE OF SEASON 2 BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I'VE HEARD IT'S A FAVORITE IN THE FANDOM.

I have also further fleshed out the oc. Keep waiting. Might post about her once my winter break starts.

[mj-iza-writer]

HI IM THE LANGUAGE ANON

I wanna say i rlly loved it and i have anogher rq...

The same, but whumper also forcibly americanizing whumpee, forcjjg them away from their culture and making fun of it and calling it gross. If you can ig??? I know it might be a bit hard

Sorry about the wait, another great idea. I think the most cultural things that I could think of was hair. Their are so many cultures that are connected with hair. I hope you enjoy.

Whumpee fought against the restraints keeping them to a chair.

The sound of scissors being snipped caused them to freeze.

Whumpee strained to see Whumper.

"No, no, please no", Whumpee pleaded once they saw Whumper grinning evilly at a pair of scissors.

"Relax, I'll let you grow it back. It's a mess and needs to be cleaned up. When was the last time you've brushed it?" Whumper came closer.

"The style isn't meant to be brushed. It... it's a protective hairstyle. A connection to my culture and ancestors", Whumpee fought against the restraints, "it's bad luck to cut it.... please."

"You worry too much. Your people have lied to you for so long about all of these ancestors and crap. No... you live in America, and you will look and act like a civil American."

Whumpee struggled as Whumper lifted some of their hair and lifted the scissors to it.

Whumpee shook their head, but Whumper held onto the hair and made the first cut.

"NNNNOOOO!!!!", Whumpee screamed as the clump fell to the floor.

"Look, you made me cut it uneven. I might have to shave you all the way now", Whumper sighed.

"No no no", Whumpee complained, "that's more than what you said. Please don't do this."

"We'll see", Whumper laughed.

Whumpee cried with every snip to their hair. They watched as every clump rolled off of them.

"Hmm not bad", Whumper finally set the scissors down.

"Ar-are you done?", Whumpee sniffled.

"Nope."

Whumpee's heart sank as they heard a lot of things being moved. Then the sound of an electric razor.

"No", Whumpee stomped their feet against the floor, causing the chair to almost tip.

"Good idea, tip the chair over", Whumper frowned, "you are making such a big deal out of nothing."

"My culture isn't nothing. It's mine, no matter how much you try, you can't take it from me", Whumpee glared, "and if that does somehow happen. My people will still exist."

Whumpee received a harsh slap to the face.

"Ymph", Whumpee grunted.

"Shut up", Whumpee growled, "or better yet, quote the pledge of allegiance."

Whumpee rolled their eyes, "I'd rather be quiet."

Another slap to the face.

"Ymmm", Whumpee groaned.

"Say it", Whumper warned.

Whumpee begrudgingly sighed, "I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States.....

Whumper dragged Whumpee down the hall and opened the door to the room Whumpee was locked in.

After Whumper handcuffed Whumpee to a bedframe, they placed a mirror in front of Whumpee.

"I don't want to see", Whumpee squeezed their eyes shut and lowered their head.

"You look so nice though", Whumper cupped Whumpee's face, "look", they lifted Whumpee's face and squeezed their cheeks.

Whumpee winced.

"Look before I take something else from you", Whumper warned.

Whumpee hurried to open their eyes.

They were greeted with their reflection.

"Smart choice. I was planning on taking a cheese grater to your ceremonial tattoos", Whumper chuckled, "maybe next time."

Whumpee glared somberly at their reflection.

"I can see you need some time to take this in. So enjoy staring at yourself for the rest of today."

Whumpee waited for the door to close before they started to sob. They stared angrily at their reflection. This wasn't their reflection... it couldn't be.

That night, Whumper received many nightmares. Some worse than others. The worst ended in a night terror. They were awake but were not able to move.

A person with the same hair as Whumpee had approached and jumped on the bed. They knelt over Whumper.

Whumper gulped at the closeness. The more Whumper could see the more terrified they became.

"Release them, or suffer the consequences", the figure warned.

With that, the figure disappeared, and Whumper was released from the paralysis.

The next morning Whumpee woke up and looked straight into the mirror.

"Not just a nightmare", Whumpee frowned.

Whumper came in.... pale as ghost, clearly lacking in sleep.

"Did you have a visitor last night", Whumpee smirked.

"Y-you know?", Whumper gasped.

"I had a visitor last night too. Mine was comforting though. I warned you it was bad luck to cut my hair. If you do not do as they warned, they will drive you mad with nightly visits. That is Mamma's way."

"Mamma?", Whumper stated with some sarcasm.

"An ancestorstral spirit", Whumpee grinned.

"Nonsense", Whumper frowned, "just stories to scare me."

Whumper soon learned though that the more things they did to Whumpee the more visits they received, and the less sleep they got.

They began keeping their distance from Whumpee, afraid to even touch them. The nightly visitor was becoming more threatening every night.

"Leave, get out of my home. To think I tried to civilize you and do you a favor. This is what I get in return", Whumper yelled, "get out."

"Even if I do leave, you'll still be haunted by them" Whumpee grinned as they rubbed their wrist, "you caused this to yourself. I did warn you. If you had let me leave sooner you wouldn't have suffered that fate. Now it's to late. Mama is going to get you."

Whumper pointed at the door, "get out. To think I tried to help you. You and your wicked people cursed me."

"Typical American. You put your hands where they don't belong, and they got burnt. Now it's everyone else's fault."

Whumpee turned to leave, "remember this, they will not leave you alone. This is your fault." Whumpee stepped out of the door cautiously.

Whumper lowered to the floor and shook. Every night had gotten worse. Every night, they felt like they may die. How long until they would actually die?

"All because of them", Whumper frowned.

Thankyou so much for the ask.

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[mondothebombo]

Mondo 👉👈 could you explain all the ways you connect the song Home to Wytyaa?…. Like Important Lyrics. I have been listening to it a lot and I need to know for reasons. :)

oli you have no idea how long i’ve been waiting for someone to ask this. all the lyrics are technically important, and i may or may not have storyboarded scenes to this song in my head lmaooo. i’ve been wanting to talk abt this for SO FUCKING LONG so here we go!!!

Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess

This avoids the stress of falling out of it

jay doubting whether nya actually wants to be with him or if she’s just pitying him, when he wakes up from passing out in chap 6

Are you tired of me yet?

I'm a little sick right now but I swear

When I'm ready I will fly us out of here

this is jay noticing the others are getting worried and him sitting with all his bad thoughts, also as him talking to nya, kinda like “once i get my shit together and get over this, i’ll make things better”

I'll cut my hair

To make you stare

jay and nya both subtly subconsciously changing their appearances to separate themselves from what happened

I'll hide my chest

And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here

jay hiding his scars and trying to ignore everything for nya’s sake, intending to keep his promise of fixing his mistakes

Turn off your porcelain face

jays facade dropping and the others getting progressively more worried

I can't really think right now in this place

cole confronting jay abt his scars and jay getting overstimulated he lashes out

There's too many colors enough to drive all of us insane

jay freaking out when he gets high from the pain meds and yelling at kai for touching him the day after alec breaks his wrist

Are you dead?

jay seeing nya’s dead body when he looks at her

Sometimes I think I'm dead

jay/nya feeling the phantom pains

'Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head

jay hearing nadakhan’s and the pirates voices in his head

But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet

jay having that dream

My eyes went dark

nya finding out abt the SA

I don't know where

My pupils are

jay looking in the mirror and hating his eye/scars

But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here

again, jay trying to be ok for nya

Get a load of this monster

He doesn't know how to communicate

this is most definitely jay thinking his friends hate him while he’s alone on the ship

His mind is in a different place

jay spacing out during scrap n tap, thinking of how the others see him

Will everybody please give him a little bit of space

transition back to him training with lloyd the day after he resets time and freaking out, accidentally hurting lloyd in the process

Get a load of this train-wreck

His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet

this is him stuck in the memories and believing everything nadakhan and the pirates said abt him, hallucinating and seeing nadakhan at random times

But little do we know, the stars

Welcome him with open arms

slowly fades to the present, where the others keep trying to prove they love him

Time is

nya and jay having the conversation where she talks abt the extent of her trauma

Slowly

jay and nya laughing together while lightly training in the middle of the night

Tracing his face

their talk w wu when he says he’s proud of them

But strangely he feels at home in this place

and finally, the last scene of chapter 7, where jay and nya come and sit with the others after their talk w wu, and jay finally cries with relief as he cuddles w the others

i hope i explained this well enough, please feel free to ask me if anything needs clarification :D

[lizard-queen-izzy]

' "What do you mean you've never kissed anyone before?" Tim's voice cut through the air as they walked back to their desks from the canteen. Jon's hands flew up to attempt to cover his mouth.

"Good lord! Keep your voice down, Tim." His face was already thoroughly flushed. And if he folded into himself anymore, Tim was sure he'd be laying on the ground. Tim tried to stifle a laugh before throwing his arm around Jon's shoulders.

"Firstly, no one's listening to us. Second, it's not that bad. I'm just surprised is all, guy like you? Didn't you say you had an ex girlfriend?"

"I do. It just, never came up while we were together, I suppose. Probably part of why we're not anymore." His voice trailed of at the end. They were treading into personal territory, getting too close. So Tim redirected.

"Well! It's not a requirement, but it's fun for some people. I think anyone who wants should try it, at least once." They were almost back to the offices now, which meant almost back to working and Jon shutting down this conversation. Suddenly Tim felt the pull of resistance on his arm from Jon stopping. He looked down to see Jon deep in thought. He took a second to watch him. The way he twiddle his fingers while he was running through possibilities. The way he let his hair fall slightly into his eyes because he wasn't paying attention to it. The way his mouth twitched, almost like he was starting to mouth out his thoughts but not quite making it there. He was cute, Tim knew that. He tried not to think it, tried not to let himself get too attached. But he couldn't help it. He was starting to get equally lost in thought staring at Jon when Jon's next words snapped him clean out of it.

"Would you be interested in kissing me?" The words came out so easy, there was a slight cloud of uncertainty in his eyes but his face was set with determination. He was serious.

"Seriously?" Tim couldn't help himself, he had to be sure.

"I mean, obviously you don't have to. I suppose I shouldn't just assume. I think I remember you saying you like men, though I acknowledge that doesn't automatically mean you'll kiss any man. I just thought-"

"Jon! Jon. You're spiraling." He placed his hands on his shoulders, and Jon's focus re-centered to Tim's face. He was flushed, and he looked embarrassed again. God, he was cute.

"Sorry."

"No need to apologize!! I do like men, and I would like to kiss you. But not in the hallway right after lunch." He kept the tone of his voice light and playful, to try and keep Jon calm. It seemed to be working. "How about we go back to work for now, and at the end of the day, we can circle back. Yeah? Gives you time to make sure you wanna do this, and gives me time to find some mints." That time he earned a half laugh from Jon, and he knew he'd started to calm back down.

"OK, that sounds reasonable."

...

Jon had been staring at Tim for the last few hours. Every so often, Tim would feel eyes on him and when he turned to find the source, Jon would be turning back around or looking back down at his desk. Tim couldn't say he wasn't also aware of what he'd promised Jon earlier in the day. He'd scheduled a kiss with him like it was an appointment, but at the time it was the only thing that made sense. He didn't regret it, but he was starting to worry Jon was having second thoughts. '

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Have this very rough, first draft/stream of consciousness beginnings of a small fic thing. I wrote this this morning while waiting for my friend to pick me up to go pick up my book from Barnes and Nobel. And I can expand it into a proper thing but I need motivation.

This blurb is not related to the Multi-chap thing I'm planning, that is getting properly planned and mapped out and will take a Bit.

This is a Research Days first kiss thing, btw

[abiiors]

hi just wanna say ur my fav 75 blog i live for literally everything you post

*(also i’m ovulating and desperately need a pussy drunk ross blurb shhhh)*

what who said that…anyways love you!

oh my god thank you for the loveliest, most sfw ask 🤭🤍 i have put absolutely nothing under the cut don't you worry 🤭

anyway, your pussy is a food group of its own for ross.

he's always ready to spread you open and dive between your legs, always ready for you to clench your thighs around his head and pull on his hair as you arch your back. you've seen the sight countless times now--his beard wet and glistening with slick, his face flushed, lips red and swollen from sucking on your clit--and yet you can never get tired of it.

somedays, you even wake up to him between your legs, the knot of your pyjama's undone, his big warm hand on your thigh as he tells you to relax and let him take care of you.

"morning, sweet girl," he murmurs against the skin of your hips. "just relax for me. let me make it a good morning."

and there you are, floating in a dreamlike state, moaning and gasping before you've even properly opened your eyes because his tongue is just that good. on days when you're a bit more awake, you grind against his face shamelessly, squeeze him between your thighs until his tongue is so deep inside you that your whole body goes slack with pleasure. on sweet, lazy days though, you pull him up and kiss him deeply until you can't tell your taste apart from the taste of his lips.

it doesn't matter if you've been good or bad to him, if you've teased him mercilessly throughout the day, paraded around him in the tiniest skirts and dresses, you know the moment you get home, he'll be on his knees, worshipping your cunt like it's his last day on earth.

sometimes there are teeth involved though, biting the soft flesh of your thigh, grazing against your sensitive clit. sometimes there's spit, and then he lazily drags his fingers through your folds, coating them in your slick, putting them in your mouth so you can taste yourself. so you can gag around them while he pounds into you until you cum over and over again.

one thing's for sure, whatever mood he may be in... he's always in the mood to taste you on his tongue <3

[facewithoutheart]

Oh hey, wanna read about the dream I had last night where, in writing this synopsis, I realize the whole thing was a Jonah and the whale retelling where the end message is: be angry at god?

So many content warnings you guys but it was literally all just a dream so remember that when I list these: tornadoes, torture, death, miscarriage, chronic illness, severe injuries, kaiju attacks, plot holes, bad advice about what to do in case of a tornado, unreliable narrator (my brain)

It started out following this guy who had lost his parents, running into a family at a hardware store (I really need to buy a ladder so I guess that’s where my brain was). Anyway, there was a tornado and let’s just say traumatizing things happened. There was a lot of lying on the ground feeling the tornado trying to lift your body and hoping that it doesn’t. Let’s not focus on that too much.

So now the oldest girl from that family earlier is an orphan as well and the guy is feeling kinda guilty about how glad he is that they’re the same but even so they decide to go off and raise her little brother together (apparently this is also the apocalypse so there’s no foster care system). It’s very Blue Lagoon without the incest. These two kids are like … 14-16 somewhere in there.

So! Cut forward to them being older, married. They have a second kid now plus one on the way. They’re trying to get to some house they want to occupy because a) it’s unoccupied due to apocalypse and b) it’s a really cool house. But then there’s a lightning storm! Only nothing happens, it’s just a big scary something making the hair on the back of my neck prick up which would be fine except my dream’s MCs run into some form of fancy futuristic space cop who decides to play torture party with these two lovebirds. Also now she’s not pregnant anymore and we don’t ever really talk about her brother or born kid again. Dream plotholes. Rude. So evil space cops take the lovebirds because it’s so much more entertaining when you can be evil with an audience. One of the guys is kinda ok, it’s a low bar, but the lovebirds are nice people so it matters to them.

Oh and wouldn’t you know it: ANOTHER tornado is coming. Somehow the nicer evil cop gets thrown out space cop car (it’s like a hovercar mixed with a helicopter with room for medical experimentation apparently. also it’s orange and red, like, who picked that? my subconscious I guess GROSS) and the two lovebirds go after him to keep him safe from the tornado. Apparently we’ve evolved from just lying on the ground and hoping the tornado doesn’t get us; now we’re bicycling our legs so we can just kick the debris coming at us. Please do not try this at home.

Also this whole time the male lovebird’s leg is bleeding because of torture reasons. This becomes relevant later.

So they hide from/kick away the tornado. Evil space cop with mid-evil (heh heh) space cop comes back and they are PISSED that the lovebirds are helping least evil space cop. Which, are they also secretly torturing least evil space cop by giving him moral quandaries? Are they real-life trolley testing him? How far up does the torture go? These people are for real on some next shit, and by people I mean myself bc wtf brain?

Okay more tornado time, it’s scary, but everyone survives. Afterward the space cops leave??? I guess?? It’s less important than the male lovebird picking out clothes for his family. There are lots of very nice t-shirts. My dream spends a shocking amount of time on this. Also there’s some mention in his head about getting shirts for their kids so I guess he remembers but only when shopping for cute clothes. A mood. There’s also some nonsense about having to steal these clothes and snacks and getting caught and running away. I dunno I wasn’t super paying attention.

And then, a complete genre shift. Now we are in some fancy futuristic prison with kaiju that look more like the cute monsters from Arcane. So, adorable monsters that will kill you, so like, polar bears. Anyway the monsters aren’t actually in the prison but for some reason being in the prison means you have to help study them? What is this, college? Whatever so the lovebirds are still together (my dream really ships them; sometimes these people change and merge but nope we are still fighting for these plucky orphans). Somehow the girl gets electrocuted by one of the kaiju and it is NOT good. It seriously wrecks her; she almost dies. Her husband is PISSED at that kaiju because it/he can communicate telepathically and basically said “then perish” before it electrocuted her, so it feels very pointed but not at her; somehow it was more about the prison guard than her but she took the brunt.

The dream gets confusing for awhile. I’m actually thinking this is when the girl loses the baby because there are references to her later not being able to conceive but it’s not super clear in the dream what is happening other than, again, she really got her shit wrecked by this kaiju.

Some more flash forwards. We’re sitting at some prison cafeteria and the lovebirds have this fancy pill package for all their ailments. I mean, they’ve been through several tornadoes, some weird lightning storm, torture, and a kaiju attacks so I do love my dream’s consistency with keeping their injuries plot-relevant. Oh also I forgot that the guy’s bleeding leg has turned into a limp that gets progressively worse as the dream goes along. Serious top tier dream character details. Except for the shitty pregnancy timeline and forgetting about their kids. Anyway, someone else at the table basically points out that hey maybe the prison guard that got your girlfriend’s shit wrecked by that kaiju is not a good guy and somehow this is revelatory?!?! Oh, sweet summer child. How are these lovebirds so sweet and naive?

And then. You guys. EVIL SPACE COP COMES BACK! This time he’s on a futuristic HOVERTRAIN! It had a really cool name too but I forgot it … something French-adjacent that sounded like freedom? So he sees his archnemesis, aka two people he tortured, and is like: oh hi I would like to torture you both some more. So it’s pretty convenient that they’re in a prison. He’s very excited.

So now they are going on a space cruise. Don’t ask me; apparently this dream is really into various forms of travel. We have leveled up though, and we’ve gone from walking to space car to space train to space boat, so that’s fun.

Somehow the girl gets “chosen” for some special kaiju experience. Apparently sometimes they are nice and it’s very relaxing to soak in hot tubs with smaller, more friendly, rich kaiju. In my dream I am heavily questioning this, like: wait some kaiju are fun? But don’t worry my dream is going somewhere.

But the guy is pissed because it was supposed to be him for some reason (not that he thinks he deserves a spa day more than his severely chronically ill wife, but that he’s really suspicious of this “prize” because THANK FUCK this guy is starting to question people’s motives). But sus-prison guard is like, no no it has to be her and honestly by this point the male lovebird is barely able to walk. Somehow despite taking like 40 pills an hour and having nearly been electrocuted to death, the girl is in better health. Women.

So she goes on this cruise and at first she thinks everything is normal until her guide starts literally salting and buttering her and then FINALLY she’s like “oh I don’t think this person has my best interests at heart” and literally the guide is like, “thank god I thought you’d never catch on. Yeah I’m evil. You’re fucked. Get ready.”

And our heroine, finally clued into her impending death, starts seeking out advice from people about how to stay alive. Which, bless her, but the advice ends up being don’t inhale the water when the kaiju drags you into the ocean. Yeah. Thanks. Super helpful. But she’s way more kind about it than I would be. Seriously.

(I am having the sudden realization that this whole fucking dream is a Jonah and the whale retelling which makes this next part super fucking meta.)

So the girl gets her fancy spa treatments and the rich kaiju ooo and ahhh over her. She gets her picture taken, etc, and now it’s time for her “surprise” kaiju attack which is super heavily foreshadowed and by the time a big orange and red (a theme???) tentacle snatches her out of the space cruise ship she’s actually kind of looking forward to it all being over.

(Ok also I’m adding this in later but there’s also two other things that happen in this dream: some wistful staring at an Icelandic island which my dream retrofits as the lovebirds home country. It’s SO WISTFUL. They have plans to jump into the ocean and swim toward home if only the plot will stop getting in the way. This feels kind of sad on reflection because the health of my dreams MC’s is so poor; there’s no way they would have made it but maybe the goal was enough to keep them holding on despite it all.)

(Also, re: orange and red theme, the night before our heroine goes into battle with the kaiju, there is this unbelievable sunset combined with the kaiju’s own magnificent coloring, and our heroine is so struck by their beauty despite their deadliness, and also just so so grateful for the beautiful sunset. Guys, she’s so lovely, I can’t believe my brain invented someone so pure.)

Aaaand back to the obligatory battle sequence which is admittedly dumb. She’s like, fighting a tentacle attached to a whole creature?? How is this meant to be effective? Also why are they just wrestling in the hallways of a cruise ship? This does not feel like the best use of the kaiju’s water-based biological advantage.

Except! Shock! They are in the hallways because the KAIJU wants something being kept on the ship. (I am so so so sorry I do not know what; the dream never reveals this to me.) but! In the midst of this, the heroine suddenly realizes: she and the kaiju are alike. It turns out that the kaiju’s mate was killed by the heroine’s husband (apparently he went on some revenge kaiju killing spree after the heroine got her shit wrecked) but in this realization the heroine finds out that they’ve all been played. That the kaiju and the lovebirds have all just been pawns in a bigger game.

There’s a really sweet moment where the heroine presses her and the kaiju’s foreheads together and they both cry and the heroine says, over and over, “I’m so sorry; we didn’t know. We didn’t know; I’m so sorry.” It’s very emotional.

And then I woke up.

[crows-ramble]

I have a lot of thought with this new chapter and mostly just todoriks not hawks for now, i make my life easier and go charater to character.

Spoilers 426 of Mha

Fuyumi: I dont have much to say about her more then I wish we got hear more how she feeling now and what how she wanna move forward more then getting a new job. But I be saying her new hair cut is cute.

Natsou: Im happy Horikoshi did not ruin his character by making forgive Endeavor and stick to his words and cut of Endeavor and more forward with his girlfriend. I love that he never shown as bad person for choosing that, its just how he want to move forward to be truly happy.

Enji: I'm glad he reterie from being a hero but i dont like he did not have a choice anyways. It would be more impact full if he could keep going but choice to retire to pay attention to his family and Touya specilfly. I feel sure he got physicaly disable but that not really a concicent from being abusive but more just being a pro hero.

Rei: She got sidelined so bad just so we could focus on Endeavor, she said how many things she wanna say but never got to see it. I know they said touya could only talk for a few minutes per day but god i wish we got to hear her say something. If not with touya self at least how she felt outside ahe have to feel so much seeing her son like that after all those years. Also for some reason i have bittersweet feeling how she got similar haircut now like before she got married and scar on the same side as Shouto. Also hate the fact it look she the care taker of endeavor even if she trying to be a better mother she sjould not need to take care of her abuser no matter what.

Shouto: i don't have much to say about him as his devaloment since most likey see more of again in these last chapter but it went as expacted in a good way. But i be honest i love how we again got to see how his way of showing love with others is thrue food. And he willing to ask about Touyas favorite food to try get closer to him even in the state Touya in.

Touya: Im devistaed over his end. I know he proably would not be completly fine in the end but that he was just slowly dying.It hurt both for him since he deserved to be able to move on to live for himself and sad for Shouto to be fighting so hard just for him to be slowly dying. He was able to reach Touya out of Dabi just for his effort to be for so little compard to his effort. I am happy we got a moment where Touya apoligized to Shouto showing how he got reached and proably regrat what thier realtionship endup like and finally saw his brother as his just little brother and not a masterpeace that took endeavor away from him. I like how both Touya and Shouto got the same favorite food and even in small scales they got paralles. (Loved even as he slowly dying he still got his sass against Enji.)