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my old school's on a hill and at the bottom of the hill the ground floor is the first floor and theres two different height floors named first floor and three different height floors names second floor and also the canadians used it as a hospital in world war one and the boiler broke yesterday and theres a forbidden floor and gargoyles
and the field backs onto some houses' gardens, and theres a n0nce that watches girls doing PE that they FINALLY noticed and made us go inside, and an old lady that kicks her dog outside and comes and yells at kids if her dog starts barking who a kid got in a (verbal) fight with once and also it backs onto a graveyard and has a gate to the graveyard that is usually unlocked so yeah haha
#uk schools#also i'm british btw#also its still technically my school#but all my lessons are in a different building that is also on a hill#and all the science classrooms are across a busy road#theres also a third secret option. that all the art and drama kids are sent to. its just the 6th former's common room but it's also wierd.#and theres only stairs. the chairlift and normal life both broke and one site has neither. disabled people be damned#my friend was on crutches for a while and it was hell for her#school stories#and we got banned from ASDA multiple times haha#and singularly fund this one corner shop that sells year 7s vapes and monster haha
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everybody was very nice on my last post(s) so !!! more cole and manfred be upon you :D
#my arts#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dav#datv#da4#dragon age 4#veilguard#the veilguard#manfred dragon age#cole dragon age#dragon age manfred#dragon age cole#manfred the skeleton#cole the spirit of compassion#dragon age veilguard spoilers#emmrich volkarin#dorian pavus#EHHHH TECHNICALLY#not tagging solas or the iron bull tho. that feels cheaty#im still not very good at drawing skeletons (can you tell i was experimenting w his head lol) so take that as u will#but i loooooove doodling cole esp his hair <3 wet cat core. he used to be on so many of my school notes back in the day :]#i think i am going to draw them w some weird friends next (basically. sandal and kieran. cryptic boys my beloveds) but we will see !#also maybe something w varric bc uhhh. yeah >_>;;;#its crazy bc i know like 10 things that happen in veilguard and thats it. but fck it we ball >:3c#oh i also had an AU idea too UGH i have so much i wanna draw but ill stop#thanks for looking at my art and also i love you <33
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Sorry I forgot Hanneman suggested Byleth undress after they show up with a different hair color. And I miss Hanneman. And also while swapping between Houses and Hopes and seeing Hanneman pop up to help in a Hopes paralogue is just devastating since he doesn't ever actually join you at all and I am denied my old man rights.
So I had to draw this. Thank you for understanding.
#fe three houses#byleth#hanneman von essar#i like that Byleth just kinda stares at him and he realizes WHAT HE SAID and the implications and is like#step back uh forget that I said that#like man so zoned in on research he blurts that out and has to backtrack mentally to AH socially bad to say that my bad#if i need to tag this as anything lemme know even though it is a conversation in game basically (minus the marriage)#also if you have never married hanneman i genuinely enjoyed his s support and was VERY surprised and hes just#honestly one of my favorites overall in 3h ?? and im still bummed i cant play as him in thropes like thats just mean#also i think if byleth was like oh well if its awkward to see someone undress randomly#then marriage would solve the awkwardness this is truly the best deduction#which is really funny that i can see it happening with both leths despite my hc of them#with fyleth as bi and myleth as ace i think both would just be like AH cool we can avoid awkwardness by marriage#and hanneman just wants to go lie down in a ditch because he said something like that#and and byleth doesnt even know about religion while working at church school they dont know about school regulations#that wasnt really on their mind to check ok just saying you could tell byleth no to something#and then they just go oh school policies i understand unfortunately#and the person is like no we just meant its frowned upon to do archery practice in the tea garden its not technically illegal just dont??
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end of year shitty meme comp pt 2
#shitpost#vocaloid#utau#ok cheating technically because a fair amount of these are from 2023 but i wont have any other chance to post em so... yeah whatever#i also dont have that many from this year anyways bc... i like wasnt here for most of the year tbh 💀 really feels like it flew by#i was gone the first half bc hiatus. then the surgery nerfed me for the summer. and then school nerfed me for fall+winter#so yeah lol... even though its not a lot i hope some of these are still funny hskjghkjh. dont remember if ive posted any of these before?#the iku one is my personal fave i think i made that while stuck in the middle of traffic LMAO
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playing EO2U again so i can see my original blorbo: flavio
#id like to thank @ezrodraws for showing up when i would google 'flavio eo2u' on my school computer#the original flavio trooper#i also started a my first email to one of my besties with 'hello' and a pic of flavio#i was downright obsessed with him in 7th grade#now everytime i see him im like wahh its flavio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i cant believe hes voice by oikawa in japan that isnt real#its still technically possible for us to get a eo3u#unlikely but possible cuz they said no more 'mainline' games#but people didnt really like the eou games and we already have eo3hd#i can still hope and dream tho#i want fafnir as a generic class#and to see faf again 🥺#eo2u is my favorite etrian odyssey game followed by eou#and then eov i think#anyway think about flavio today#etrian odyssey 2 untold#eo2u#etrian odyssey
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I am the only one remembers Crosshatch Creepypasta. Look her up, I felt like she is one of most forgotten Creepypasta characters. I do miss some digital and gaming creepypastas. TwT
She is like female Ben Drowned lol.
i swear i feel like i saw her on amino once in middle school or something she looks SO familiar but not enough to confidently say i knew who she was before now
SHE DOES LOOK SO COOL THO i appreciate i appreciate :o any BEN adjacent character honestly gets an automatic nod of appreciation tho LOL
if you have ever played or heard of the game OFF…. her design reminds me a lot of it
so hyped for that game to come to switch btw TOBY FOX IS GONNA BE ON THE SOUNDTRACK IM DEAD /POS
#seriously im very excited#OFF is so good#hardly even remember what it was about i just remember it was good#also i can just very much appreciate a good black and white character design#character design is already hard as fuck so if you can pull off making a character with literally only two values? hellO??#she reminds me of when people draw BEN in black and white/grayscale#which im PRETTY SURE was started by pastamonsters but ive seen it other places as well#and ofc….. obligatory i love him incoming#i was also a subscriber of the grayscale BEN design for a bit in middle school but i missed his beautiful blonde hair#sorry not sorry#which btw? the SHOCK i was struck with when i learned little benjamin in the arg is BRUNETTE??????#ik its bc for a while all we had was the og story so obvi if he looks like link he’s gonna be blonde#and like even now a lot of ppl dont know the arg lore WHICH IS FINE OFC but like i love the arg#but ohhh my jard little brunette ben im sick and ill#honestly…. in my mind hes like dirty blonde. i can’t strip him of his blondeness#even tho ben and BEN are like still technically different people in my aus…… forever blonde sorry#this town is only big enough for one brunette actually and its me#/j#thinking about benjamin gives me the same heartache that i grt when i think about powder from arcane#just little babies 💔💔💔 guys this is not okay undrown him rn#put air back into the poor boy’s lungs#thought: BEN thinking back on benjamin’s memories and going ‘…that used to be me???’ is so transgender looking at pre transition pics core#like we got the same brand of complete disconnection from our childhood selves and i think that’s beautiful LMAO#again he’s not REALLY the same person but shhhh you get it you understand trust#i could make a whole twelve straight posts info dumping dont test me#but seriously whats more trans: being trans or this freak
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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Maybe I'm just loosing my sanity but being a teacher is wild.
On one hand you feel so proud of your students and their milestones. You feel so fulfilled watching them grow and change and you feel blessed to be a part of their journey. You think there is nothing more rewarding and that feeling of bursting in your chest is worth all the hard days.
And then you have days where you are just so exhausted. You feel like an absolute failure because no one is listening to you, your classroom is a disaster, and your students aren't where they're supposed to be. Your methods have been exhausted and you wonder why you ever thought about taking this job. You don't know what to do.
Being a teacher is somehow both so draining and rewarding.
I can't wait to quit in June but I also am absolutely dreading leaving my students. Its so weird. I am so tired.
#i just had to throw this out there for my own mental sanity#to everyone who can relate i feel you so hard ❤️#teaching#dont get me wrong i love my students#so so much#but they also are so much work to deal with and its hard doing it every day#while also being in school yourself#technically im still a TA too which just makes things worse because i have all the responsibilities of being a full teacher where i work#when i technically shouldn't
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I keep making myself not want to post these (surprisingly good???) artworks that I made a few days ago, mainly out of shame and embarrassment for the stuff in it but...mAaaan I gotta do it man I just gotta,,
SO
I present to you (yes, YOU): My shame 😔



I blame my irl bestie fully for this mess btw. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
(...or at least enabling it tbh idek bruh lol. xd)
#flowerposting#flower art#doodle#doodle gone serioused#tf2#scout tf2#funny fact here: i started with the LEG on that bunnysuit drawing btw. i dont even know either man#another fact (which is kinda sad) is that i drew these AT SCHOOL. if anyone saw this im sorry#feel free to throw me into the blender with this one#suggestive#<-(technically i think??? merely because of the bunnysuit drawing but its nothing much tbh so yea idhdbvajdgjjjaksjk..)#anywya. sex bomb#im still not used to writing 2025 for the date my bad#also ibis paint x crashed out on me for the sweater drawing and i decided to crash out on it too so. ya 👍#ok goodnight
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OMG YOURE IN BAND??? WHAT SO YOU PLA. Y
OH well its not like a BAND band [tho i wish i could]. Instead its marching band lol. Ive already graduated from high school so im just helping my sister since its her last year in band/high school.
BUUT I played the Alto Saxophone! Also did Trumpet & Mellophone for a bit. Now though usually play piano/keyboard at home. [Not amazing at it but I can play all of The Mind Electric & Battle Against a True Hero!]
#also know like. VERY VERY little drums#Had some small experience watching and playing at school + a week event thing i went to like. 5-6 years ago.#tho i do intend on learning more of it when i can#+ bass guitar since i really like the instrument#i wanna play a lotta instruments lol#i also own a violin pffft#cant play it + it needs a new string but i wanna learn that as well#But main instruments i know and play are the saxophone & keyboard#tho i don't play the sax much since i hated 80% of marching band i still love the instrument#i have 2 saxs technically#or rather 1½#one got ran over#its name was brian#i still have its flattened corpse#it holds up my keyboard ironically#moss post#why do i always have so much to say lol there's like 30 tags now oops#in short. played Sax for like 5-6 years. Piano for 6-7. Brass instruments for like 2-3. and i know vaguely how drums work#if could not tell I like music a lil bit#okay rant over bye bye
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i have thought of 1 (one) pro to this whole housing situation and i’m clinging onto it for dear life
#that being the enhanced freedom of living alone/away from family again#just generally being able to have routines and (hopefully) have them be respected in shared living spaces#of course that depends on who i find as a roommate but i’m choosing to stay optimistic#and on the note of freedom that includes more social freedom to have people over#like games nights with friends and stuff#or like. people staying over occasionally.#which technically i could do before it’s just wildly uncomfortable so i generally don’t#it’s the fear of not having a place to fall back to if things go wrong#that’s really getting to me#because my family is so spread out that even if i was able to crash on my mom or grandma’s couches (bc they both live in small one bedrooms)#they’re both so far away (literally a several hour ferry ride in my mom’s case)#that i wouldn’t be able to continue work or school if i had to do that#my dad is looking for a place in the cities around where we are now but that’s not certain at all and again one bedroom#BUT#and this is a HUGE thing that my friend reminded me of#i have friends in my life who would also support me if it came to that (totally not crying while typing this)#he reminded me that his family has even said in the past that i always have a place to stay with them#and i even did at one point for several weeks when our house got all its wall torn out bc of massive water leaks#and i know i have at least two other friends who would do the same if i really needed it#and i’m so so so fucking lucky#i may not have a ton of people in my life but the people i do have are better people than i ever could have hoped for#i stumbled into knowing (and this is no exaggeration) i believe some of the kindest most compassionate loving people in existence#i was always such a sucker for found family stuff and it was only in the last two years or so that i realized that’s what i have#okay stress crying has turned to emotional gratefulness crying#still physically unpleasant but emotionally incomprebly better#personal
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Nothing against low level jobs really, but one of our engineering techs was only a food service worker before this. Like an associates does something for you (don't know if that's what he has even he may be a student) I guess, but no wonder these guys aren't ready for engineering.
#totes bro#its.......a long term investment#i now know that these guys are techs because he said he was an engineer#what i do isnt hard and i guess theyre only supposed to assist but i havent seen any of them assist so idk what they do#i dont think we had engineering techs before i think it is just desperation#they're also not young#so schooling has left the brain a little#i know this sounds bad but they keep asking for me to teach them a thing and they stay at my desk for an hour#and god knows they like .....dont understand really basic technical concepts#and tbqh i do not have time for this#so now i know why I'm the favorite and the only one working. the other engineers have also complained about the new recruits#like you say 'lipids' and they dont know what you mean its just like extremely frustrating when theyre supposed to be#doing exactly what you do on more simple projects#but they absolutely cannot do that. like i get not being able to understand a super large system but they cant get like what fittings used#its frustrating because engineering isnt always low stakes#its not high stakes but a mistake can shut down a highway (happened recently)#ALSO the least qualified people always call themselves engineers#also i just changed from mechanical to civil engineering it is new for me#its still fluids somewhat which is what i was doing
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Fact about me that will only be understood and potentially found amusing by a niche amount of people: oddly, the first Vocaloid project I found myself getting into was Shuuen no Shiori and then Kagerou Project. I clicked on a Kagerou Days thumbnail thinking it was a PART of Shuuen no Shiori, lol.
#dee p thoughts#music series#shuuen no shiori#kagerou project#vocaloid#I find myself curious and wanting to dig into more series but ah...Ill have to go out of my way and look into it sometime lol#these projects are music first story second at the end of the day when youve consumed enough you gotta realize none of these will be#particularly stellar at the very least you can wish them to be barely comprehensible but even then lololol#ironically I dont know if this would be a hot take but I think shuuen no shiori IS more comprehensible and tangible in meaning than kagerou#project adlkjbnadfkjn- hey shout out to my mikagura school suite fans what was that lol#admittedly theres some shorter ''series'' nowadays that are more solid but Im not sure if Id call them series and/or theyre intended to be#as opposed to just...songs that are connected to each other with a storyline. my distinctor is that theyre very brief#like nilfruits with shama kilmaa and aranjando(sp?) theyre very solid but Im not sure if theyre an intended SERIES its only 3 songs#theres also the color series from hiiragi kirai but I...theres something going on there but its very vague not sure if they seriously want#to do anything with that ajdlknbfdakljn#and then yuri kuriyama with neurosis ope and vital sign ah...#I feel like projects are technically still here but also at the same time not its very interesting haha#theres also milgram but admittedly my feelings towards it are kind of. *shrugs* eh#anyways reader if you wanted another series to get into I recommend alien stage its the most solid series Ive been into imo and its a#current running one!!! I REALLY LIKE IT AHHH#I FORGOT ABOUT ROYAL SCANDAL UWAGHHH I enjoy that one too lol
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Why does Verlaine have to exist- I want wizard Chuuya so bad. Let me spoil my little guy
#too much of a lore nut to let the discrepancy go#But I want to have Dazai and Chuuya wisdom and intelligence contrast sooo bad#And there's no way Chuuya is a fucking charisma caster-#Like I'm sorry but Dazai's got more charisma than him#which means maybe melee caster like warlock or paladin is the way to go I guess#But again I'm so bad at designing those shits#ALSO ANOTHER THING THAT BOTHERS ME#CHUUYA IS SUPPOSE TO BE A BETTER FIGHTER THAN DAZAI#LIKE PHYSICALLY#SO MAKING DAZAI A MELEE CLASS LIKE MONK BOTHERS ME TOO#not as much tho cuz otherwise I'm very content with giving him slowfall and no armor and stunning strike and death resistance#And stillness of mind and high wisdom and shit#wgat if I just give my gravity dudes weird boons#Listen I am so lazy I want to make everyone a wizard#its not my fault the subclasses say exactly what they do!#wizards are hot#also graviturgy is technically legally a homebrew school of magic#Which makes it so much harder to find gravity shit forbthem
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scary things are happening .
#i may have a job opportunity but also i may have lied to this person and i dont know if its better to just continue and deal with it later#so like. i was in community college n i kinda lowkey dropped out but not really#like technically im still enrolled but i have not taken classes in a While cause the Life Circumstances were being Difficult .#acquaintance asks what i do. reflexively i say im still a student. cause. kinda true but not really.#we ended up talking abt something related to their partner's work and i mention having experience in a related field. which is true.#and they ask if im taking classes over the summer and i say no. which is true. and theyre like i think u would b great working a temp job#over the summer @ the place where my partner works and they offered to put me in touch w them#which is really sweet but i feel like i dont deserve it cause i feel like a liar. like i didnt lie abt the work experience or anything but#i still feel shitty cause they think im Currently A Student and im not. and i dont know if thats relevant but i still feel like a fraud.#and i cant come clean without feeling like a loser piece of shit. so uhh remember how i said i was a student? what i meant to say is i WAS#a student before my life went to shit and im currently unemployed and not in school and trying to piece my shitty life back together!#u should still give me a job tho! ugh#ugh. i feel shitty. but this is probably a good thing i need a job and i need to get back out there and be a person and talk to people#but its scary and i feel like shit and i dont think i deserve it. ugh. whatever .#if i can somehow pull this off without them finding out i am a loser and a liar and a piece of shit this might be good for me. i hope.#i really hope.
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very funny to run across this reddit post when the very first comic ive ever read was absolute superman last month
meanwhile the entire comment thread going "no, read x y z instead first"
#well technically read the all-in special but also i had no context for who the hell darkseid is on account of Not Really Knowing Superheroes#aside from general cultural osmosis info like batman's parents being shot dead in an alley with great strength comes great responsibility#raised in bumfuck nowhere kansas etc etc#like ik hes supposed to represent an idealized good or whatever but i still think the “twist” in his background for absolute is interesting#and how he still wants to be good despite the circumstances and despite me not really knowing the typical specifics ykno#its so funny like yes ive been reading manga since like 6th grade but never read a comic#yes ive had a physical copy of an adventure time comic i bought from my high school book fair over a decade ago no i havent read it#yes its still right next to me on the shelf on the desk in my room
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