#also ik my handwriting is bad

[bigender-cowboy]

AHEM. Brownbelly ref finally out, he’s escaped

In case you can’t read my doctor style handwriting or that horrid brush I use for writing:

Brownbelly

Warrior

Tom (He/they)

Notes:

I know you see the eye

Hair naturally back; has to manually style it (mentioned in former post)

Appertince era

I FORGOT HIS MAIN FAM

so it’ll be this part

Parents: Berrystar

Siblings: Thrushglare

Mate(s): Longfeather

[retzin]

Based on a stupid picture I saw..

[buttqvack]

I drew Deuce in one of my outfits because that's trending and I thought it'd be fun :)

I chose my Mother Mother band tee because I like Mother Mother, no other reason at all :) /s

He's a mommas boy

And ik in my gut he likes rock even if he says he dosen't

[alexxncl]

‼️NIGHTBRINGER LESSON 41 SPOILERS‼️

masterlist | all lessons| season 2 | season 3 | lesson 40 | lesson 41.2 | lesson 42.1 | lesson 42.2

WE'RE HOME BITCHES

i missed my boys but i also feel bad for the nb!timeline boys bc they'll never see us again :( i miss them

HSHGDHDGD they're so stupid 😭 and ik they knew it was mammon's handwriting bc there's no way they didn't

:((((( i think i mentioned this in my lesson 40 breakdown but this is literally a physical manifestation of the login screen dialogue:

"my love for you transcends time"

if i was mc i'd be BAWLING y'all don't understand

this bg gives me war flashbacks to lesson 76 🫠 sad times man

PLEASE where did this come from 😭 everyone was all nostalgic and crying and shit and then he comes and pulls this outta his ass

NOT HE CALLED MAMMON A BROKE ASS BITCH (we been knew)

but on another note, how does he know the wallet is light if it's levitating ??? like does he feel the heaviness bc he's making it float or is he just bullshitting to piss mammon off 😭

giggling, kicking my feet, i missed her 🫶🏽 my wife, the loml

yk this would be a great time to have our affinity with her go up 😐 COUGH COUGH 😐 why isnt she dateable yet

isn't he canonically really good at math ??? like aside from just counting money

even tho it definitely comes from his greed

they're always downplaying his good qualities 🫠 hate it here /j

also side note, him getting assigned geography is a SET UP like 😭 we all know this man can't focus for the life of him. at LEAST give him math so he'd have a chance 💀

mc and mammon are ESPECIALLY cooked bc dia and barb decided to be tryhards and join every part of the competition

mc better than me bc i'd fight a bitch if he just up and left me after all the stuff that happened in the other timeline 😭 fym you're in the human world while i'm down here struggling

where did all of his development go ???? the whole season 3 arc where luke, mammon, and mc were on a train (?) together and luke learned to let go of his biases just got erased ig

Y'ALL WHAT IF HE BECOMES A DEMON

or what if it's michael messing with him even though he's fallen ??? the teaser has me paranoid idk

ANYWAYS overall 10/10 comeback lesson (i'm biased and i missed my boys 🫶🏽)

(i feel like the bonus story of the normal lesson needed its own post bc...😭)

[cj-the-random-artist]

Have a couple silly COTL doodles from the past few days

Sketching in mediocre quality ballpoint pen fixed me fr

(Also lmk if I need to clarify what my handwriting says anywhere it’s bad ik)

[fakesimp]

Hello hello chia (⁠づ⁠｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡⁠)⁠づ

Here's some of my brainrot for our lovely sorcerer. Imagine shu getting confessed by his long time crush, only for him to answer with something like "ok, cool" or something like that and reader thought that they got rejected. Shu messed up so bad he discussed with luxiem in panic ahsuehshwjwkw

This also applies to mysta too, but lil fox would be more chaotic

-🍰

"I, messed up-" , With Shu Yamino

Warning !

Fluff ; Crack ; Highschool Au ! ; Mentions of Other members in Luxiem ; Mentions of confession ; Friends to Lovers

A/n !

This is cute, i also see your other brainrot 🍰 anon, about the aphrodisiac fic i did, might write something about it, or just gonna drop a small drabble on that maybe? (⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠)′`: ???

I am not sure, but we'll see ! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)✨

➶◜◝➴

. . .

"I like you"

He stood there in front of you, eyes slightly widen, but you didn't miss the slight sparkle in his eyes along with that slightly pink shade on his cheeks.

"Oh, okay.. cool"

. . .

Shu's pov !

"I messed up." I said as I bury my face in my palms, and slightly groaned. "Bro, what did you even think of when they confessed?!" Mysta commented after laughing for quite sometime, "I, was, in shock like, aghhh- I messed up-" I laid on the table sighing in frustration, "What do I do now" I asked and looked up at the others, Ike smiling sympathetically at me, "Well, you can try talk to them again??" He suggested. Luca and Mysta, both of them are snickering at the back, and then Vox letting out a small chuckle before patting my head. "My boy, I agree with Ike, you can try to talk to them again, and clarify what you're originally trying to say." Vox said as he pull his hand away and crossed his arms,

"I believe they'll understand, give it a shot my boy."

. . .

Your pov !

Your friends comforted you after hearing your story, "Maybe he's in shock that he couldn't reply properly!" One of your friend said, "Yeah-! Give him some time, maybe he'll come back to you and, maybe, clarify things."

You smiled at your friends when they tried to comfort you after what happened, "Thanks guys.." you thanked them and one of them pat your back.

. . .

After school, nothing happened, Shu didn't come to your class, like your friends expected. You walked to your shoe locker, and saw a letter.

Oh.

You grabbed the letter opening it to see a pretty, neat, handwriting. You were asked to meet with.. Shu?! You blinked and stared at the sender's name for a good minute, you read again the meet up location, and it's In the Library. You closed your shoe locker and immediately went to the Library.

And when you arrive, it's so quiet. There's barely anyone in it anymore since it's already time for students to go home, but here you are coming to the library because of a certain someone that asked you to see him. You walked down the isle, from one to another to see the familiar raven head sitting on a chair, back facing you.

Your heart quickens as you step closer to him, but before you could tap his shoulder, he turned and saw you. "Oh-! Hey! Uh, sorry to ask you meet up with me at such hour." He apologized and smiled sheepishly, "It's-, it's okay!" You stuttered and smiled back at him.

"I, want to uhm, clear out some, things.." he hesitantly said, he averted his eyes for a moment before looking back up to you. Who was staring at him, "I, Like.. you too. I'm sorry about my previous reply, it's," he trailed off, "Not supposed to be like that.." he nervously scratched the back of his neck.

You didn't realize that you were holding your breath this whole time, you stared at him, mouth slightly agape. "So, are.. we..?" He asked as he glances at your way sheepishly, you, slowly nod your head. And without hesitation you jumped into his arms and hugged him tight, earning a surprised noise then followed with a small laughter after.

"You, don't know how devastated I am when I heard your first reply.."

"I blanked out okay- I didn't expect my crush to confess to me-"

"I'm your crush????"

" ..??? ...yeah?? Is it really that surprising-"

©fakesimp . 2023

Bonus !

Little did you know, you're both actually not alone. His friends are there too, hidden behind the bookshelves, cheering him on in a very small whisper,

"That's my boy"

"Let's go shuuu-!"

"Shu Poggin-!"

"That's my brother!"

A/n !

This was supposed to be short, but it ends up a bit longer. Oop. That wasn't the intention, ┐⁠(⁠‘⁠～⁠`⁠;⁠)⁠┌

But hope you like this 🍰 anon ! (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+

[paperstreetlocal]

Please expand on your Narrator neurodivergency hcs too if you're willing!! I love the ones you did for Tyler.

this isn't just neurodivergent shit its also like other issues sorry i cant stay on topic

autism wise i dont think he really gets overstimulated ? not the type to have a sensory meltdown or something i feel like he just kinda blocks out everything around him if its too loud or whaetever.disassociates a bit.Textures though……thats a whole other thing i think he ust wears simple somewhat tight clothes.half the reason cuz hes boring and has no fashion sense the other half is he just cant stand having anything excessive on him

ithink he stims in more subtle ways cuz he masks a lot Mostly just taps his foot or bites his nails or fidgets with pens/longer objects and flings them around on accident.i feel like he would touch his hair a lot and always keeps it short and tidy cause he cant stand it eing longer.scratches his forearms Generic stuff like that

his ocd gets really bad tho his brain runs literally 24/7 which pairs w his insomnia and the guy just thinks about bullshit constantly.intrusive thoughts galore I dont think hes a perfectionist by any means but he has to keep certain things tidy/closed or it drives him up the wall.specifically his work cubicle which is a mess but organized to nobody but himself n i think he gets extremely paranoid at times especially right around when he moves in w tyler cuz of the lack of lock on the front door and tht stuff

also when it comes to compulsions i think he bites (previously mentioned) and eats his nails and completely decimates them for several reasons and picks at his skin/scalp/teeth/eyes a lot and not in a hygienic way (do i even need to put this in here? nothing about their house or them is hygienic) and having to move into tylers house fucked up with his routine super badly hedidNotlike it in the slightest

e strikes me as the type to be anemic and always be freezing cold (unlike tyler whos a radiator) and overdresses while outside (him in his silly puffy jackets) and i think he sweats waaay ay too much bad eyesight had glasses at one point but switched to contacts and then got his apartment blown up now he gets eye infections cuz he doesnt have any neww ones

for the schizophrenia stuff i mean. somebody hcs him as schizophrenic somebody as a did system .. . personally im either not sure or he has both but i mostly go w the notion that the whole runtime of fight club was the narrator having a schizophrenic episode and i do think tyler may have appeared earlier on in his life in a different form and he just forgot or wasn't aware it was him.i dont think chuck did his best repping either of the disorders so whatever goes honestly lol (my main issue is you can have alters and be schizophrenic but having an alter AS a hallucination is incredibly odd to me? is that even a thing /genq) neeway dont have any special hcs just whatever happens in the book/movie u know abt that already

also extra stuff for tyler i forgot b4 i think he likes sniffing him.his mind cannot comprehend Not Smelling Like Fucking Shit 24/7 (narrator is somewhat cleaner and thus smells ok sometimes. mostly like sweat though) CONTRARY to that id card (ifykyk) i think his handwriting is AWFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! his ass does NOT write in perfect cursive ik his shit is barely legible Fuck You and he cannot spell longer words like Wednesday what do you think this is ? Spelling bee ?

[roomtemperaturetea200]

Dysphoric Stanley posting because dysphoria hit me like a sack of bricks out of no where and I’m also currently huddled under my bed sheets wondering what to watch.

Speech transcript under the cut

Narrator: “Stanley, are you alright?”

Stanley [Yeah, ‘course]

Narrator: “That’s a lie, Stanley…”

Stanley: [Just a bit dysphoric,]

Narrator: “Hm, yes, the story was getting boring anyways.

I say we relax in here for a while- Here I’ll give you some music as well, just so the quiet isn’t so odd and if you want I could even spawn a laptop in and we could watch something- though I may have to join you, you wouldn’t mind that would you Stanley?”

Stanley: [Uh… no.]

Narrator: “Oh good! Perhaps we could watch Mamma Mia or Grease, something with music in it!”

Stanley: [Hey, Narry?]

Narrator: “Yes Stanley?

Stanley: [Thank you]

Narrator: “You’re welcome Stanley. I’ll be down in a second.”

(Yeah ik my handwritings bad but I have no intention of fixing it :3 )

[lurking-in-windclan-camp]

The evolution of Arthurfur! Believe it or not, he was not always the clan dad™️, before that he was an edgy preteen :)

ft young @ask-lightwraith except i didnt have light's ref in front of me so they look horribly inaccurate

lemme know if the text is unreadable ik my handwriting is bad, ill probably do a digital version of this at somepoint

also @mommyclan for lore(?)

[ithinkabouttzu]

Hi!!! Is it possible to get a BoB ship???

I’m 5’3 with a hourglass build but I’m always a little self conscious about my chest bc it seems to draw a lot of attention, sometimes unwanted. Other than that, I’m pretty confident though most would say I’m pretty quiet unless I’m totally warmed up to someone. I tend to be very stubborn and sometimes say mean things when I’m angry, but I always try to keep a cool head as much as I can. I have auburn hair and really dark eyes. Freckles and dimples that everyone seems to love when they notice. It usually surprises people bc I have really bad resting bitch face 😭. Some people I know have gone so long without realizing I have dimples tbh.

I love to read!!! Like totally obsessed. I also know way too much about dogs but I love all animals in general. Id say baking, running, and gardening are like my top hobbies but I also love a glass of wine and a good tv show tbh. I for some reason have a knack for drawing in either very unhinged guys or very calm guys. Idk why there’s never been some middle ground there but 🤷‍♀️. Idk if any of this even helps but I love your ships! If you can’t get to this one, it’s totally fine! Thank you!

Thanks for your request lovely! Sorry this took so long to get to! life has been busy but i'm glad to finally put this out :))) of topic but from your description you sound gorgeous! Hope you enjoy <33

I ship you with......

Joe Liebgott!

Song recommendation:

I think you two would compliment one another so nicely.

You want unhinged? Here’s your guy, he’s the perfect mix of sweet and psycho. An awesome boyfriend and chaotic in the best way, but if someone crosses you wrong he’s coming at them full force.

When he first meets you, he would swear that you were the girl for him, he genuinely thinks you are the prettiest human being he's ever met, he'll do anything to have you.

Let's say you're a nurse and you two meet in some small pub before D-day. He would be staring at you all night, just waiting to make a move on you. He wants to approach you but then all of a sudden he gets really shy?

And he never gets this way when it comes to women , so he's not really sure what to do. Just say hello? Ask you to dance?

He finally decides on the latter, making his way to you quickly before he can regret it. And when finally gets to you, he's blank. It's like he's forgotten everything he was going to say to you when he looked into your eyes (sounds corny ik but just bear with me) it’s also so cute but the first thing he would notice about you is your dimples 🥺

You guys would have a ball, dancing and talking all night with one another, by the time the night ended, he would be completely smitten with you and try to see you anytime he could, and even during the war he would write you tons of little love letters that would make you smile

He thinks you’re jaw-dropping beautiful, he can’t help but think about you in such a sweet way, while he was gone, he would spend any down time that he had thinking of you or writing you letters. All of the guys would tease him about it for sure 😭

And don’t even get me started on how cute some of the letters would be, he’d write them in his best handwriting and write out the sweetest things ever (he would turn into shakespeare fr)

When he finally comes back from the war and you two settle down together, the first thing he gets for you is a sweet little dog. (if you want one) He knows how much you love them and would do anything to make you smile

Speaking of making you smile, this man would be so attentive to you when it comes to your interests and such. If you wanted, he would buy you plenty of books and he would always ask you about the book you’re reading, or if you want to run with him he would go along with you for sure!

I know for a fact that he would LOVE your baking, I mean this guy looks forward to your famous brownies and cookies. For his birthday his ask for you would be lots of your homemade treats for him.

He would hate for you ever to be self conscious about any part of your body, he would remind you over and over again how beautiful you were to him, and if anyone tried making you feel uncomfortable he would make sure to kiss their ass.

He would love to watch a nice movie with you over a nice glass of wine, it’s probably one of his favorite times with you honestly. Just you and him relaxing with one another after a long day.

Both of you can tend to be a bit stubborn sometimes but it’s really only because you guys want the best in y’all’s relationship, even if he does (very rarely) get snappy with you he’ll make sure to buy you flowers and some treats to say sorry

I know for a fact that he would be so attractive to your confidence, just the way you walk and the way you carry yourself makes him want to praise the ground you walk on.

Also, he lowkey finds it attractive when you get mad at him or you show him that resting bitch face. Like whenever you get heated about something you love and you’re trying to prove a point all he can do is look at you with love 😭

Overall he’d be such a great bf. He’s so sweet and supportive of you and just know that he would ALWAYS be in your corner no matter what 💞

Thank you for your request!! I hope you enjoy again lovely!!! 💝💝

[twildflower]

tags for the memes i made based on pokespe or gameverse / stuff made with mmd

helloww (*´ー｀*).. you can call me anything like tofu, vee, twiflo or my other names (if you know them) as long as ik youre talking to me, i cant decide on a consistent name so i have a lot lol, or you can give me a nickname i dont mind

i know fluent english chinese and some 日本語 i dont know why is this relevant or why am i putting it here. my englsih is decently good i just like typing bad english whenever i can its funny. I dont know how to type chinese i can only use the handwriting board :smile:

i post stuff im interested in, reblogs of art n stuff and sometimes funny/unfunny shitposts too so its just easier to have these tags for my memes.

>boundaries/limits

I’m a multishipper and I fall into ship rabbit holes really easily; just once piece of art that’s good and I will fall like a motherfucker but I’m also weirdly picky. I don’t like certain straight ships of red green gold silver (eg red & yellow, gold & kris) but pretty much everyone else im open with anything. Like sapph ruby plat dia pearl (eg sapph & blue, sapph & ruby). Okay ill be honest this is a very short list but i hope you get what i mean by being multishipper but picky.

I think i classify as a proshipper. I think. ? I am just very fucked up in the head so i like fucked up shit, but just fiction tho. i think anything that happens with real people is weird as fuck, it’s just that im fucked in the head so i like to see weird unreal shit thats all.

No strict dni list but I hate genshin/anything related (eg honkai. Garbage ass disgusting named games) so just don’t purposely shove any of those stuff in my face or youll be blocked. I don’t care enough to check if you like them or whatever, you can like them just don’t talk to me abt them. I also don’t like roblox but not to the genshin point bc i downloaded it some times to play with somone if im very good friends w. I just dont like many of the copycat games n like just gacha or stupid games, some very original roblox games are cool tho. Ye.

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uh yeah. if you wanna chat my dms n asks are open. i dont mind.

#tflo arts if you want to check out my art/doodles. Im not too proud of my stuff esp if theyre not tagged with character tags so you can just search it up if you really want to. you can request me to draw stuff if you wanna lol...

miner in the gungeons ill be 18 next year im old i dont really want to be 18 i hope i die might kms before then breakdance sorry i meant breakdance sorry i meant breakdance sorry i meant

hey wow you read it to here. im actually just a really mentally ill kid that gets physically sick really easily and often and im not good at anything so i make memes. Well i say im mentally ill but my parents dont believe me bc theyre asians so i never saw any doctor to have any proof lol

Hrmm. My main interests are Pokemon Splatoon Vocaloid (Kagamines). I guess. I also like Pjsk Persona 5 Gundam Build Fighters Macross Delta Jewelpet Shugo Chara Henry Stickmin MahoAko Madoka Sky(COTL) Kirby n foxes/crows/cats in general. Just off the top of my head im adding stuff to this list when I remember. I dont space anything bc iykyk them. if you wanna check them out then you can just search them up

[strayspiderman]

i wanna get tattoos so bad but they're so expensiveeee & i wanna get piercings but they're also so expensiveeee. i've wanted to get my mom & dad's handwriting saying i love you somewhere for yearsss but money is difficult. i wanna get my dog's paw somewhere too (ik its a little basic but i love her so much)

[ducknotinarow]

2007 Summer - All Symbol Headcanons please uwu  

| Send me a symbol and I will write a headcanon about…  For multimuse blogs, please specify!

Summer's turn, I'm working on a redesign of her so expect that in the next five to ten. Summer an oc type I haven't made in a while purely a child for two characters I love XD Since shes oc here a fun fact on how I go about her. I sort of take from IDWS Casey (ironic considering her bio father is also Hun now pft) and Boom studios Raph to shape her personality so she would still stand out on her own but have their traits in a sense.

𝓕 : My muse’s handwriting. (Is it good, bad, difficult to decipher, do they prefer writing by hand or with the help of some form of machine, e.t.c.) 

"Nope 'hats parta my name gotta 'ave it"

Not sure what the bigger surprise is here that summer's hand writing can be read or that shes a somewhat decent speller. so it's pretty easy to decipher what she spells and such. Summer write larges though matching her her more out going personality with a space space between them because she prefers to have company of others around her. Funny considering her Dad's but maybe not also for this reason Summer dose not like being alone. The small loops she sometimes uses over rounded or pointed ends also is to say she is close to a few selected people considering her family this very well. The hockey stick I feel is self explained Summer got hockey fever from Casey she will never be cured uwu

Why did I start making these personality analysis off hand writing now? I felt it game me more to say for these sections haha

✈ : My muse and  traveling. (If they do it frequently and why, if they never left their home town, e.t.c.)

"I only really been 'round I guess? why go anywhere else 'his the best state afta all..an' I ain't ever steppin' a foot in Jersey." Summers no where near as well traveled as Raphael or even Casey I feel shes only been around New York. From going around herself to being with her Dad's or other family members. Not to mention traveling to play against other schools as well. Northampton may be the furthest since her Dad's will take here there for family trips even inviting everyone along. But Summer will not go to Jersey her New York blood forbids it u-u

✿ : My muse and nature. (If they are an ‘outdoorsy type’, like the sound of bird’s singing, if they have never set foot in a forest, e.t.c.) 

"I 'ike to help out when he go campin' an' such. I mostly love winter though dad's shoulda named me Winter. Cause the lakes freeze up and we, all three of us, can go out an' jus' do stuff. Like playing hockey! even if Dad more aims to tackle pop's to the ground." Summer loves the outdoors, when they do go out to the farm house she is never inside even with her being a city kid she loves getting to climb the tress, she loves going to the docks with Raph or Ariel as well. But as mention she kind of favors winter for the simply fact all three of them can hang out since Raph's able to walk around a bit more sure he will year round but Winter draws less attention his way.

☼ : My muse’s first memory. (Where it was, who was with them, how this memory makes them feel, e.t.c.) 

"hmmm let me 'hink a sec, uhhh oh! my first live hockey game! Pops even gotta tag along with Dad an' I!" Summer was doomed from the start to become a puck head nah I kid. It's well known how much Casey love hockey and how big a fan of it he even is. Casey is the reason Raph loves it even though not a puck head himself since Raph likes all sports about the same I feel. Summer has taken after Casey a lot in making hockey more than a thing she watches. Casey insited she had to see a live game and it was easy to bring Raph along though I can't imagine Casey wanting Raph to miss out of that moment either. Hockey has for sure become a thing the three of them share a love for however. I can just see them going all out for the games to points they have full hockey related talks between them that it feels like they are speaking a whole other language. That apartment is roaring with life during game nights for sure.

Summers memory of her first live game is special for these reasons, getitng to be with her dad's seeing a hockey game in person I like to think she managed to catch a hockey puck thrown by who would become her favorite player of all time. She still has the Jersey from then now its just used to collect signatures from the players she wants to frame it once it filled up.

☙ : My muse’s favourite food. (Bonus: A memory, be it good or bad, associated with said food.)

"anything Aun'ie Von or Mikey makes cause..may dad's can' cook."

Anything edible with favor that is brunt u-u look Casey and Raph try their best somehow Casey fended for himself for years and I'm sure Raph had to help in the kitchen here and there and not just licking bowls clean. But they can not cook with out burning it to some point. Summer best meals are anything Mikey or Von make because it's not burnt and Summer didn't know food could not be burned u-u but if I was to give her a favorite food for sure? I feel shes so true to her love of hockey she would say hotdogs from conssesions stands specifically. All-beef hot dogs are topped with a homemade onion relish, sauerkraut, and brown mustard because New York. She'll settle for street carts to though.

♬ : My muse and music. (What type of music they like listening to and in what context, what music they would never listen to, e.t.c.)

"I love music! I 'ike rock n roll mostly but I also like Rap, Metal, Hardcore, Punk. I kinda of 'ike pop music as well. I sort 'ike country too"

Summer love music she learned her Dad's both knew how play and wanted to learn to play as well where they both play a guitar Summer prefers the bass her self. Which requires a different set of skill and knowledge to play. She just prefers the lower octave that comes from the sound of it. And to Summer it makes sense since her Dad's play the guitar she should play the bass. Summer love trying to play her favorite songs to practice it's maybe the only time this girl sits still and isn't causing trouble and something she is near as dedicated about as she is Hockey. Once she has a computer she uses it to download sheet music.

Summer also likes to play out songs from the little mermaid for her sister Ariel it's kind of how she learned to play when she first got her guitar, likely because she has heard those songs so many times it made it sort of easy to work with.

Summer of course geners are based of her Dad's own like but she likes pop music herself and has a guilty pleasure for country music. She sort of just likes music in general. Shes not much for classical but she can still appreciate it. Music has become something of any outlet for her, depending on her mood there is just always something that fits right. If shes feeling sad she likes to listen to somber songs, when she practicing hockey she prefer rock and such. I wouldn't claim she is a good singing but she can at least carry a tune. She has a radio strapped to her bike when she rides it she will sign to the songs uncaring if anyone listening.

When she was a baby Raph used to slightly sing to her in that deep raspy voice of his and it always calmed her down or helped her drift to sleep. Summer as a young kid could still get Raph to do it of course he feels a tad embarrassed when others are around but summer don't care she wants to hear him sing. Of course, this doesn't change even as she becomes a teen and some she will still ask if shes really low and down and Raph just gives in every time.

Summer also love to make covers of songs and change their genre taking pop songs and making them into rock ballads ect. Of course this is all instrumental.

Her all time favorite is Joan Jet and kind of sets her style Bad Reputation being her favorite song.

↺ : My muse and the past. (Do they live in the past and struggle to let go of past grievances, or move on more easily, is there anything in their past they want to forget, e.t.c.) 

"..I used ta not care 'bout my past but..Cause I didn' know 'bout so I guess 'm figurin' 'hat out." Before Summer didn't care about where she came from or who was behind her birth. Not many adopted kids do worry about this in contrast to my other adoptee oc Nina who did it's because Summer always had one home and one set of parents and a whole family even to turn to. So she never had that insincerity in her life to Summer they gave her up and she got a family thanks to it. Soon though Summer would learn who those people were she dosne't know who Gabs is herself but she knows who Hun is and that rocked her and will be something she struggles with for a time even going so far as to dye her hair the same shade as Casey's. Sure she will worry that Casey and Raph will hate her now because of where she came from. Of course this is just a childish fear that gets sorted out because Raph and Casey have made it clear they see Summer as their own kid.

To summer if your good and turn bad you can be good again and same goes the other way around. If you were bad turn good you can be bad again. Much like Raph she feels the whole lepard's don't change their spots. It's why she can understand here family reservations about Bishop but why she didn't hold Mikey's betrayal against him. Which has extended to herself if she feels this is ture then that must mean she is bad too because she come from a bad person. Learning Casey isn't any different of course, does help Summer try and learn her lesson on the mater. But it is still hard for her to get over the fact of her being related to Hun. It extends to her not wanting to meet Gabs either. Which may be cold on Summers part (I personally don't think it is I feel kids have a right on if they want a parent in their life or not, from personal experience.)

☾ : My muse and sleep. (How much they sleep, how much they wish to sleep, if there is something that never fails to put them to sleep, e.t.c.) 

"hmm 'ike sleep good cause ya get tried but sleepin' means I don' getta do things."

Lets just say Summer sometimes sacrifices sleep to stay up watching movies or videos all night long that she sends to Ariel mostly the cursed annoying or weird cryptic stuff

✧ : My muse and art. (If they have an artistic side or not and why, favourite artist if they have one, e.t.c.) 

" 'ike drawin'? not my 'hing much."

When it comes to Art music is for sure summers art outlet. As I mentioned before she loves it and even plays and listens to just about a little of everything. She surprisingly pretty serious about it she knows cords and notes she can read sheet music and even has been learning to write her own. Shes not much for lyrics her self but she can come up with a tone and mood pretty easily. It's also how she connects to how she feeling when she has no idea how to handle what she is going through.

❃ : My muse and social media. (If the muse is/would be on social media and why/why not, their general opinion on it, e.t.c.) 

"Oh yeah course I use it, 'm mean who ain't on social media?"

Summer I feel has a tumblr but she dosen't personally use it she only got it to follow her sister and send her stupid annoying anon on asks but Ariel knows it her. Worse when she shows Ariel the ask shes gonna send to make sure it makes sense. She isn't much into tumble herself it's not much here scene. She is on twitter a lot mostly to follow news on hockey and her favorite players. Often she live tweets during games or shes retweeting Ariels cover song post so people can see how talented her sister is.

Summer also has Instagram she has two accounts a private one for her own photos its mostly for her self mikey at least I can say follows it he would have it when he gets older. If any other family has one she lets them follow. its mostly just family pictures her and her Dad's mostly sometimes she sneaks pictures of Casey and Raph being gross and cute together. Or it her and Ariel selfies decorated with a ton of stickers and such.

she also has a public account that she uses for music posting when reels got introduced. And sometimes with do live streams when she wants to show something she wrote herself. She takes lifestyle photos as well for her public account at the rink or around the city even sometimes.

I feel she has snap chat but its only used with her team mates.

✉  : My muse and others. (If they social and outgoing or more introverted, and why. If they prefer communicating with others face to face or in written form, e.t.c.). 

"well not many people get me I guess?"

Summer, has a history of dealing with bullying for a short time as a kid. Because well she was wired, she was passionate about hockey and turtles she didn't act like the other girls in her classes. She didn't want to just swing or chase the boys on the playground she wanted to play like ninja and such but the boys thought it was weird and wouldn't play with her either. Often she teased and called turtle girl, kids even starting to make rumors that she ate turtle eggs down at the beach. Summer tried to get along with them she really did but she never wanted to give up the things she likes because her family never thought anything wrong of her but maybe something was wrong with her. She kept the bullying mostly to herself only really telling her sister about it because she just couldn't understand why they were so cruel to her. The bully did start to get physical having rocks thrown at her one day at school so of course it came to the attention of school staff meaning dad now knew and she was in pure panic over her dad's learning about it.

Summer dose get move to another school after some time, a new school new kids and such, of course it meant she was the new kid she did try to lay low hoping to avoid the same issues happening again. Her new school having a hockey team it was boys only but because of this she was allowed to try out and she made it being the first girl on the team. Which did wonders for social life if anything it just reaffirmed her love for hockey her team mates were pretty cool and the following year more girls started to try out to join the team as well.

Summer is very outgoing she loves meeting new people and holds no fear in starting conversations with them. Coming from a block where everyone knows each others mad her a social butterfly growing up around mutants leaves her with out much fear on non humans creatures as well. She doesn't have a lot of friends but she is friendly and people like her enough often they get intimated by her more rough and tumble self but those who get past it she shes just kind of a dumb harmless idiot. With a temper issue cause she will get into fights Casey showed her how to hit the best with a hockey stick after all.

▶ : My muse and level of education. (If the muse has some form of education, what education they perhaps wish they had, e.t.c.). 

"blaaah I hate school."

Summer is a human girl in America meaning she has to go to school. She dose go through the required education levels getting her high school degree of course and despite my jokes about it Summer dose in fact go to community college at least. she earns a bachelor's degree because Summer wants to make sure she can get a decent job. Something that can assure she will have it for a long time so she isn't job hunting. Because she needs to be able to take care of her Dad's when they become old men. uwu

She gets it in music actually and winds up becoming a music teach well doubling as the coach for the school hockey team because she wanted to have both things she loves.

◐ : My muse and animals. (If they like animals and treat them well, do not care for them at all, e.t.c.). 

"Be werid if I didn' 'ike animals? I mean I got turtles in my family?"

Summer isn't like most who likes cats or dogs ect she likes things likes Rats, reptiles and to Raph's dislike bugs. She of course loves Cat's and dogs still shes just more for the other animals, often as a kid she used to put bugs in her pockets and refer to them as he babies and yes Ra[h freaked out every time a bug crawled over him when picking her up.

❒ : My muse and gifts. (If they are good/bad at finding gifts, good/bad at receiving gifts, good/bad at wrapping gifts, e.t.c.) 

"I'm the best at gittin' presents." I feel Summer would be a pretty good gift giver in truth in that she will not give up on getting that perfect gift for someone often second hand bought or a lucky find on her end. But damn it she's not giving up till she gets her hands on it.

☘ : My muse’s relation with their family. (If they speak with each other and how much, if they are close or estranged, e.t.c.). 

"I jus' wanna be worth the family 'hat found me an' took me in"

Summer loves her family theres no doubt about it she binds herself to it however she can. And sort of puts to much pressure on herself because of it she just wants to make them proud of her she wants to right by them. She doesn't so much life for herself as she try to more be there for them. There is no real reason behind this on her end more subconscious if anything. It's most notable with her family life. Summer sort of takes up a nurturing role towards her Dad's I've shown this a bit in that Summer will openly snatch Raph's cigerates away from him and put them out. When Summer's around them least as a teen I feel she will limit there drinking to at least two cans. Summer learned to cook from Mikey and Von and takes over cooking responsibilities from her dad who never should be in the kitchen. Reducing Casey to getting the shopping list at least. Oddly enough shes pretty good at planing out the week meals. If she goes to spend the weekend with her sister than she will make up extra food through the week to make sure her Dad's are fed when shes gone.

She sort of extends this towards her sister as well in anyway she can be part of something she will try, like how she over excitability hypes Ariels covers on twitter so to help draw attention her way. Summer I feel shows this best when it comes to Bishop where Summer maybe should be on the other side considering Bishop hurt her pops and even Casey has a dislike towards them because of what happened to Raph as well she support Ariel even telling her it was okay she was happy about Leo seeming to have feelings for Bishop. Summer is very close to Ariel sure they are cousins but she has never not refereed to her as her sister. Even seeing Donatello as a third dad and Von as her mother. They are just near about on the same level as her Dads of course she she is obviously closest to them.

Von is of course her go to for girl problems even if she grossed out by this stuff and wish she didn't have to do it. Von also is someone she can turn to when she just needs advice because they share things in common she sort of took on a trait from Raph that she likes to hide out with her aunt when she needs to just get away because her aunts kind of outside of things herself so it give her a space in a sense.

Don i haven't really explored their relationship but as a baby summer had a habit of taking Raph's mask off she sort of used his green eye as way to know he was there, often she try the same if casey wore his hockey mask. Summer was very fussy as a baby so only a few were allowed to hold her and Don was one of those few often because he has green in his own eyes. Summer has just seen him as like another dad in her mind someone she can turn to when Casey and raph aren't around she find him calming to be around. Despite her destructive behavior she dose know to behave in his lab and around anything he's working on. She has no clue half of what he says but he holds her attetion in a way most don't sometimes she recall something he said and it helps her in her class, im pretty sure she asks him for help with school pretty often because it only make sense when uncle Donnie explains it over her stupid mean teachers uwu

I made a remark on Mikey's but i' expand here I feel Summer it sort of like Mikey in that she is has a lot of empathy in her for others. And I feel this is something she and Mikey connect on because of it. It's often why she so more concerned for others around her and tends to over look herself even why the mess with Hun being her biological sperm donor hurts her because how dose that effect her Dad over herself. It's why she can understand what Mikey did and why she never lashed out like her sister dose. Mikeys kind of who she turns to when she just needs to talk to a non-parent filling in a more older sibling role for Summer. She sometimes even refers to him as being her older sib here and there and Mikey sometimes plays along with it mostly to annoy raph and Casey.

Splinter is grandpa she loves him and behaves for him the best. He was sort of her first teacher and I feel she often looks back on his lessons confused and not sure she follows his advise all that well it's very summer interrupted. On subject of granparents she is also close to her Grandma on Casey side. I feel like she spent a lot of time around the women and shape her personality in maybe the worse way of not giving much of a shit. She will take her death pretty hard because she was very close to the women its almost hard to understand she can die even if thats dumb.

When it comes to her Dad she of course is close to them both and share many of both their traits even forcing herself to talk like them when she was just a kid. but she is closer to Casey somethign Raph points out when stating she looks up to him which is why. Everyone has thier heros and Summer's is Casey. She's well aware he meant to be scary to some but summer sees nothing but her soft marshmellow dad that she can get away with murder with (Raph isn't any different and summer dose take advantage of this with both) Summer just wants to be like Casey shes wants to be someone others count on and can relie on she wants to be able to do that for others as well. She dosen't need a flashy life just one surrounded by her loved ones with the abilty to take care of them. Casey is someone she just never wants to disspoint so she often too hard on herself because she sort of set her Dad on a pedstool

[just-jammin]

Hey so like, if you do go around doing a legible transcription of the lore, hit me up so I can send you the exact transcript

Copy-pasting is like, so easy, but it'll kill my CPU so bad. No, seriously, the whirring becomes so much louder and the screen blacks out each time I save the thing... not that surprised given that the document itself is over 1 GB

Before you ask why don't I just make it legible to begin with, it's deliberately in a handwriting font, and in Ratein, accessibility isn't a thing. It takes a 'take it or leave it' mentality, but I genuinely did consider the accessibility aspect for other blog users for quite a while before deciding to simulate Ratein-style beliefs...

But since this isn't Ratein and you're a lorekeeper... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

hm… while i do like the offer of copy-pasting the whole transcript, i also want to try reading the lore in its fancy cursive glory and typing the transcription by hand!

mostly bc 1. i probably need to practice reading cursive more, and 2. typing is quite therapeutic to me =w=

also jesus christ is ur pc ok?? like ik it’s a big file but goddamn, this also is a part of why i wanna try a hand at reading it on my own—

[laldupattewali]

i miss my girlfriend like ok hear me out ok like I KNOW she's in the same city as me but like??? we havent seen each other in a month and i just wanna go on dates like we completed 2.5y this month and havnt had our FIRST DATE YET😭😭😭😭😭being gay is so hard. our parents are strict as fuck ek toh and like fucking cuet maa chudaye nhi padhna mujhe bhenchod hogaya mera fuck it karli maine 12th thak gayi haar gayi Marna hai MUJHE AB T TO THE FUCKING M

like just give me the symbiosis result already so ik whether im fucked or not omfg the wait is honestly the worst part because i fucking know i fucked up my paper so bad and ive been meaning to study since 17th its 20th now and my spanish papers on 27th jiske liye maine ghanta kuch nhi padha I DIDNT EVEN HAVE SPANISH IN 9TH OR 10TH??????? 28th ko mera general test and uske baad jab bhi mere maine subject

Physics toh bhenchod bhen ka loda madar fucking chod haramzada jaake gobar khaaye chutiye ki aulaad chemistry ill fucking deal computer love that shit maths kuch na kuch toh kar hi lungi lekin physics???? SAALE SUAR KI TATTI SE BATTAR HAI and its not even like i didn't try i gen used to like it 8th/9th how tf was i supposed to know that somehow a pandemic will come and everything in physics will change THAT drastically

also fuck cbse wale for giving marks on handwriting people whove scored lower than me all year scored higher in boards of physics atleast JUST because of writing FUCK THAT FUCK THAT FUCK THAT MAINE BHI MEHNAT KI THI BHENCHOD MAR JAUN KYA KI WRITING ACHI NHI HAI FUCKERS SAALE GAAND MARAO YAAR

im actually just gonna give up on physics TRY my best to do whatever the fuck i can about it and just begin to study chem and maths because atleast i like those subjects ACTUALLY ukw also inorganic chem sucks because p block is th3 BIGG3ST CHAPTER IN THE WORLD and i havent even done d block and f block sahi se cuz jab school mai vo chal rhe the tab i broke my fucking ankle and ended up never studying the chapters

SO JUST FUCK IT ALL ACTUALLY IM JUST GONNA GO KILL MYSELF FUCK SCHOOL FUCK LIFE FUCK THE EDUCATION SYSTEM FUCK THE FUCKING VOICE IN MY HEAD FUCK COLLEGES FUCK CAPITALISM IM HERE TO LIVE WHY TH3 FUCK DO I HAVE TO DEAL WIRH THIS FUCK???? THE FUCKING NEED TO MAKE MONEY FUCK EVERYTHING I FUCKING HATE IT HERE UUUUUGGGGGHHHHHHH

[traumxrei-archive]

Thank you Prefect, my exams happened a while ago and I have done well.

If your hand / arm hurts after writing I think it would be wise to do some small exercises before and after writing. To just prepare your muscles.

Though, most pain is usually due to bad posture and movement. Such as gripping your writing utensil too hard or holding it incorrectly.

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!! glad to hear that your exams went well, riddle anon >:DD

also you're right, i should probably do exercises before writing. and it's probably bc i haven't done written exams for a LONG time bc of covid too *insert pensive emoji* i can't write eight pages of essays like i used to a few years ago *cries*

to prepare for my next exams i'll definitely be building up my handwriting tolerance,,,,since ik my next exams are gonna be essay exams too :'))))) and i'll look into if i'm just being Dumb and holding a pencil wrong too lmao