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Can I request one where Reader is emotionally unavailable and doesn't believe in love but Bucky has been harboring a long time crush on her and is in love with her but it's unrequited. Reader's parents were divorced and didn't have a good marriage (Reader's mom was abused by her dad) and the relationships of the people closest to her like friends and relatives also weren't that good either and she had also met not so many great men and some were abusive as well so she just became pessimistic and stopped believing in love and doesn't think true love exists. He's trying to get her to change her mind on love,romance and relationship/marriage and has been trying to tear down the walls she's built around herself so she would give him a chance. His efforts didn't go unnoticed and Reader finally realized how much Bucky really loves her and how deep his feelings run for her and started reciprocating. She let him take her out on dates and as she spends more and more time with him,she slowly falls in love with him too. She finally realizes how amazing he is and what a beautiful soul he has. Happy endings all around,of course! Bonus if there's a fast forward years later where Bucky proposed and they got married and finally got their happily ever after.
Love Exists » Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier
Pairings: Bucky Barnes x Female Reader
Summary: Bucky tries to get you to believe that love exists again.
Warnings: Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, language, mentions of divorce (reader’s parents), mentions of past abuse/bad relationships, crying, kissing, pet names
A/N: Thank you for the beautifully descriptive request, nonnie🩵
Written on my phone. My apologies for any mistakes.
Header made by @buck-star
GIF IS NOT MINE! Gif credit goes to the creator.
For as long as Bucky has known you, he’s always had a huge crush on you. It’s no secret. He always makes it obvious. He gets butterflies in his stomach and his heart skips a beat every time he sees you. He always shows you little pieces of affection. He doesn’t always expect you to show him affection back. He just wants you to know that he’s always there for you when you need him. In other words, the former Winter Soldier is a big softie for you.
Bucky knows about what happened between your parents, abuse and divorce. He also knows you didn’t have good relationships with other people like relatives and friends. What he doesn’t know is what happened with guys you dated in the past, which resulted in abuse. You just don’t want him to think you’re broke and unlovable. You now believe that love doesn’t exist anymore. It’s something you came to terms with after being in not so great relationships.
Bucky has always been a great friend to you, which makes you feel bad for not telling him about what actually happened in your past relationships. You want to tell him, but at the same time, you don’t want to. You feel like he’ll stop being your friend cause you didn’t tell him sooner.
You and Bucky haven’t seen each other in a few days due yo him being on a mission. Today, Bucky wants to take you out to lunch. Not as a date. He just wants to hangout with you. He bought your favorite flowers before going to your house.
“Hi, Bucky.” You greeted softly, stepping aside to allow him to come inside.
“Hi, doll.” Bucky smiles, handing you the bouquet of flowers.
You gave him a small smile as you took the flowers out of his hand. You went to the kitchen to put the flowers in a vase with water. Bucky followed behind you.
“Do you want to go out to lunch or something?” He asks.
“Sure.” You answered. “What restaurant do you have in mind?” You asked.
“We can go to your favorite restaurant if you want. My treat.” He says sweetly.
“Ok.” You say with a small smile.
When you and Bucky got to your favorite restaurant and ordered, you two caught up with each other.
“That’s enough about me. How are you, doll?” Bucky says.
“I’m ok.” You say, fiddling with your fingers.
Bucky picked up on that. He knows it’s something you do when you’re nervous or when something is on your mind.
“What’s wrong?” He asks softly.
“It’s nothing.” You say quietly.
“It’s not nothing if something is bothering you.” He says.
You continued to fiddle with your fingers. Bucky put his hands in yours to get you to stop fiddling with your fingers.
“You know you can tell me anything, right?” He says.
You nodded.
“Tell me what it is.” He murmurs softly.
You stared at the table for a few seconds before saying anything and looking up at him.
“I haven’t told you everything about me.” You mumbled.
“What do you mean?” He asks.
“You know how my parent’s marriage ended, right?” You say.
“Yea. Your dad hurt your mom.” Bucky says, referring to abuse.
“Well…” You nervously began. “I was also in that kind of relationship in past relationships.” You finally tell him.
Bucky’s facial expressions softened and his jaw clenched at the thought of someone laying a hand on you.
“I’m sorry you went through that.” He almost whispers.
Bucky reached a hand up to caress your cheek, but you moved back out of instinct. He quickly retracted his hand.
“Sorry.” You mumbled. “It’s something I do when people raise their hands.” You say.
“It’s ok. I understand.” He murmurs in an understanding voice.
Bucky can’t help but wonder if that’s the reason why you don’t show any kind of affection for him. He doesn’t want to pester you about it, but he wants you to know you’re loved.
The next day, Bucky texted you to come to the Avengers compound. He told you that he wants to talk to you, but he didn’t tell you what he wants to talk about.
“Hi, Bucky.” You greeted him as you walked in the lounge room.
“Hi, doll.” Bucky smiles.
“Your text said you wanted to talk.” You say. “What do you want to talk about?” You asked.
“It’s about what you told me yesterday.” He says.
You felt your heart drop to the pit of your stomach when he said that. You knew you shouldn’t have told him. Now, you’re he thinks you’re broken and unlovable and you’re probably going to lose him as your friend.
“What- What about it?” You asked nervously.
“I can’t imagine what you went through in your past relationships, but you’ll always have me. I’ll love you no matter what.” He says.
“That’s the problem, Bucky. Love doesn’t exist for me anymore.” You say.
“Of course it does, doll.” He says, trying to stay positive.
“No it doesn’t! My relationships with relatives, friends, and exes basically told me that I’m incapable of being loved. I had a hard time coming to terms with it.” You say, your eyes tearing up.
“Doll…” Bucky begins.
“I’m sorry. I have to go.” You say, your voice cracking.
You stood up and left, accidentally bumping into Steve on your way out.
“Why’s Y/N crying?” Steve asks Bucky.
“She told me something personal yesterday and I stupidly brought it up.” Bucky tells him.
“It’s not stupid if you care. I’m sure you didn’t mean anything by it. I’m sure she’ll understand how much you care about her once you tell her.” He says.
“That’s the thing, Steve. She thinks love doesn’t exist anymore.” He says.
“Try talking to her again.” He suggests.
Bucky knows Steve is right. All he has to do is explain how love exists again and maybe, just maybe, you’ll think love still exists for you.
“You’re right. Thanks, man.” Bucky smiles.
“Anytime, Buck.” Steve smiles back, patting his shoulder.
Bucky then got on his motorcycle and zoomed through traffic to get to your house. You heard the sound of his motorcycle and opened the door before he even knocked. You hugged him before he walked inside of your house.
“I’m sorry.” You mumbled against his chest.
“You don’t have to apologize, doll. I understand.” Bucky almost whispers. “Will you at least hear me out?” He asks softly.
You thought about it for a moment before nodding your head yes. Bucky gently guided you back in the house, closing the door behind him. You two went to the living room and sat down on the couch.
“What I was trying to say earlier was love does exist. You don’t have to believe it right now.” Bucky says, looking in your eyes.
“I don’t know, Bucky.” You mumbled quietly, looking down at your lap and playing with your fingers. “What if I never believe it exists?” You asked.
“You will. Just give it time.” He puts a comforting hand on your knee. “I’m saying this as the man who’s in love with you.” He says.
“Wh-What?” You asked.
“I’m in love with you.” He repeats. “I have been since we meet.” He admits.
Your bottom lip quivered and your eyes teared up. You think it’s sweet that Bucky’s in love with you, but how can someone be in love with someone who doesn’t believe love exists anymore.
“How can you be in love with someone who doesn’t believe love exists?” You asked, your voice cracking.
“I think you’re absolutely gorgeous, my heart skips a beat every time I see you, and you make me smile.” He tells you softly.
“But I’m unlovable.” You say.
“You are absolutely lovable.” Bucky gently caresses your cheek. “Give it time and you’ll feel what I feel.” He murmurs softly.
You stared in his blue eyes and nodded. Bucky gave you a kiss on your forehead.
“When you’re ready, we’ll take it slow and one step at a time.” He says, wiping your tears away.
At first you didn’t really think about it cause of your past relationships, but at the same time, it gave you a lot to think about. That’s all you thought about for the next couple of weeks. You slowly started coming around to the idea of love existing for you.
You went to the Avengers compound to talk to Bucky. You know you should’ve called or texted him first, but you just wanted to see him and tell him what you think in person. You walked in the gym to see Bucky training with Steve.
“Buck, Y/N is here.” Steve says, pointing at you.
Bucky turns around, smiling when he seen you. He cut training short with Steve to talk to you. Steve doesn’t mind. He’s just happy that his best friend is in love.
“Hey, doll.” Bucky smiles. “What’s up?” He says.
“I want to talk to you about something important.” You say. “Can we talk now or are you busy?” You asked.
“I’m not busy.” He says.
“What about your training with Steve?” You asked.
“He understands.” He says.
Bucky lead you to the lounge room so you two can talk privately.
“What do you want to talk about?” He asks.
“What you told me the last time we saw each other.” You said. “I wasn’t sure at first, but I thought about it after a while. I’m slowly starting to believe love exists for me. You made it sound believable.” You say.
“Doll, that’s great! I’m happy for you!” He exclaims softly.
“I’m in love with you too.” You admitted. “But I’m scared.” You say.
“Scared of what, doll?” He asks.
“Of getting hurt in more than one way.” You say in almost a whisper, your voice cracking and your eyes tearing up.
“I won’t ever hurt you in the ways your exes did. I’m not that kind of man. If anything I’ll protect you.” He says softly.
“Promise?” You asked.
“I promise.” He promises in a soft whisper.
Bucky gave you a soft kiss on your cheek before looking in your eyes and holding your hands in his.
“Can I take you on a date?” Bucky asks softly.
“Yes.” You smiled.
This smile is bigger than the other ones he has seen. His heart skipped a beat when he seen it.
“Is tomorrow night at 7pm too soon for you?” He asks.
“No, but I’m nervous. It’s been a while since I’ve been on a date.” You say.
“It’s ok. I haven’t been on a date in a while either. I assure you it’ll be nice.” He says.
You smiled and nodded. You stood on your tippy toes and kissed his cheek, making his heart flutter in his chest.
“I’ll see you tomorrow night.” Bucky says.
“You too.” You says.
Bucky smiles as he watched you walk away. That smile remained on his face for the day.
The next day, as your date with Bucky got closer, your nerves set in even more. You weren’t having second thoughts about your date with him or anything. You just feel even more nervous. A little bit of your nerves calmed down when you got a text from Bucky.
Bucky: I’m on my way
You: I’ll be waiting
You turned your phone off and looked in the mirror. You took a deep breath and smoothed out your dress and made sure you look nice for Bucky. More nerves settled in when Bucky knocked on the door. Your heart started pounding. You took a deep breath before opening the door.
“Wow…” Bucky was stunned by your beauty. “You look gorgeous.” He compliments.
“Really?” You asked.
“Yes.” He smiles.
“Thank you.” You smiled back. “You look handsome.” You complimented.
“I think we both know you’re the one with all of the beauty, doll.” He compliments again, making you blush. “You ready for our date?” He asks.
“Yes.” You smiled.
Bucky held his hand out for yours. You put your hand in his and you two left for yours and his date.
“Are you still nervous?” Bucky asks.
You nodded your head yes.
“It’s ok. You have me.” He assures softly.
Bucky treated you like a princess the whole night, the way you’re supposed to be treated. Unlike how you were treated by your exes. Bucky’s love for you is real and you’re starting to believe more that love exists still for you.
“Bucky?” You say softly.
“Yes, doll?” Bucky asks.
“Thank you getting me to believe that love still exists for me, even though it took a while.” You say.
Bucky smiles and picked up your hand, bring it to his lips and kissed it softly.
“You don’t have to thank me, doll. I’m happy you’re able to believe in it again.” He says softly.
Bucky’s eyes glanced down at your lips and then looked deep in your eyes.
“Can I kiss you?” He asks.
“Yes.” You answered.
Bucky’s hand gently caressed your cheek and leaned in, kissing you softly, sweetly, and passionately. Your hands grasped his shirt, clutching the fabric in your hands. You quickly melted into his touch. His lips felt soft against yours and moves in sync with yours. You two smiled against each other’s lips. As you two continued to kiss passionately, you could see a future with Bucky. Bucky can see that same future with you.
———
“Where are you taking me, baby?” You asked with a small giggle.
“That’s for me to know and for you to find out, babydoll.” Bucky says, kissing your cheek.
Bucky told you he had a surprise for you. He blindfolded you for it. He’s carefully guiding you to where the surprise is, which happens to be in yours and his favorite spot in the park.
“You can take the blindfold off now.” He says.
You took the blindfold off, gasping softly. There were rose petals in the shape of heart on the ground.
“Bucky, this is-” You turned around, gasping again when you seen Bucky down on one knee with a small velvet box that has the most beautiful diamond ring you’ve ever seen in it.
“I love you more than anything in this world, doll. You mean so much to me. Would you make me the happiest man alive and marry me?” He asks softly.
“Yes!” You answered happily with tears of joy rolling down your cheeks.
Bucky smiles widely and put the ring on your finger. He stood up and kissed you passionately, holding you close to him. You then looked at the diamond ring on your finger, smiling widely.
“Mrs. Barnes has a nice ring to it, don’t you think?” Bucky says.
“It has a beautiful ring to it.” You agreed with a smile, kissing him softly.
———
You woke up to the sound of waves outside and the sun shining through the window of yours and Bucky’s honeymoon suit. You rubbed your eyes and stretched. You turned over, met by your husband’s loving gaze.
“Good morning, Mrs Barnes.” Bucky murmurs, kissing you good morning.
“Good morning, Mr. Barnes.” You murmured back softly.
“I have the most gorgeous wife.” He almost whispers, caressing your cheek and looking deep in your eyes.
You couldn’t help but blush and smile uncontrollably. You’re finally Bucky’s wife and he’s finally your husband.
“I love you so much, baby.” You whispered.
“I love you more, babydoll.” He whispers back.
Bucky’s love for you and his vows to you is prove enough that love exists and you have him to thank for it. You feel more than lucky to have a man like him as your husband. You’re going to spend the rest of your life cherishing that love.
🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
-Bucky’s Doll
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But I'm overwhelmed with jealousy
Jealous! Se-mi x fem! reader
Summary: jealous gf se-mi headcannons!
Tw: jealous, possessive, aggression, intimation, killing/sabotaging players (didn’t get into detail), light hearted threats, se-mi is down BAD, se-mi wants readers attention, physical touch, humor + exaggeration (the kid part.) swearing and snarky remarks.. (kinda?) let me know if i missed anything!
authors note: can you see this is an enhypen reference? (the name of the fic and the pictures used..) dyk i actually name all my fics after my favorite artists (enhypen, illit, and ariana grande?!) also im gonna cry i miss my wife gabby but she’s doing SCHOOL. gonna sob
Not proofread!
Word count: 531
Jealous! Se-mi x Reader Headcanons
• Se-mi isn’t the type to openly admit she’s jealous, but the moment she feels threatened, her entire demeanor changes. Her eyes darken, her body stiffens, and her jaw clenches ever so slightly.
• She has a sharp resting glare, so sometimes people don’t even realize she’s fuming with jealousy—until she makes a snarky remark under her breath.
• If she sees someone getting too comfortable around you, she’ll silently step closer, standing just a little too protectively beside you, as if she’s reminding them who you belong to.
When a Kid Compliments You:
• You two were just casually walking down the street when a little kid looked up at you and innocently said, “Wow! You’re really pretty!”
• Before you could even react, you felt the air change—Se-mi went completely silent.
• You turned to see her standing still, her eyes darkened, lips pressed into a thin line. Instant panic.
• “Oh nononono, Se-mi! You’re not gonna hurt the child—he just complimented me!” you blurted out, quickly stepping in front of her.
• She scoffed, shaking her head. “You think I’d actually fight a kid?”
• …You weren’t sure. Because the way she was looking at that child made you think she just might.
• The poor kid, oblivious to the tension, just giggled and ran off. Meanwhile, you spent the next five minutes calming Se-mi down, reassuring her that even toddlers weren’t competition for her.
When Another Player Flirts With You in the Game:
• Se-mi is not subtle when another player tries flirting with you.
• She immediately steps between you and them, fixing them with a cold, unreadable stare.
• “Keep your eyes on the game, not my girlfriend” she says flatly scaring the other player away.
• If they don’t get the message, she doesn’t mind “accidentally” knocking into them during red light green light or making their life slightly more difficult.
• One time, Player 230 “jokingly” said, “Damn, Y/N, if we make it out of here, you should go on a date with me instead.”
• Se-mi didn’t say a word—she just gave him a look that made him rethink and question what he said then he takes what he said back.
Random Moments of Jealousy:
• Eye Contact? Nope. If someone so much as stares at you too long, Se-mi will stare back—until they get so uncomfortable they look away first.
• Physical Touch? Absolutely Not. If someone puts a hand on your shoulder or leans in too close, she’ll immediately pull you toward her with zero hesitation.
• Possessive Gestures. She often rests her hand on your waist, gives you her jacket, or calls you “mine” loud enough for others to hear.
• When she’s feeling particularly territorial, she’ll kiss you in front of others—just to make it crystal clear who you belong to.
When You Reassure Her:
• Sometimes, her jealousy is unreasonable, and you know it.
• “Se-mi, do you really think I’d leave you for a random stranger?”
• She crosses her arms and looks away, muttering, “I don’t like people thinking they have a chance.”
• You can’t help but smile and grab her hand, pulling her close.
• “You’re the only one for me, dummy.”
• She doesn’t respond, but you see the corner of her lips twitch—and that’s how you know she’s secretly pleased.
Overall:
• Se-mi is undeniably protective and territorial, but she trusts you enough not to lash out unless absolutely necessary.
• She won’t always voice her jealousy, but she’ll make sure everyone knows you’re hers in one way or another.
• Despite her sharp and intimidating nature, she secretly just wants reassurance that you love her as much as she loves you.
• And honestly? You think it’s kinda cute—as long as she doesn’t actually try to start a fight with a child again.
@semisasseater
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Hi, could you please tell me how to do this slanted layout? the-borgias*tumblr*com/post/695485491217334272/one-chicago-appreciation-week-day-one-favorite
Hi, Anon! I'm sorry this took me a few days to answer but I struggled making this tutorial (not because the process itself is difficult but it is difficult to explain it properly.) Anyway, here's the gifset Anon is asking about. I hope this is easy to understand and I also included a .psd file of the layout :)
PSD FILE OF THE GIF ABOVE & TEMPLATE
What you'll need:
Basic Photoshop knowledge (I use Photoshop 2023)
Basic knowledge on how to make layouts (here are a couple of tutorials: x x)
Basic knowledge about layer masks (tutorial)
STEP 1: Make a basic layout
You can do pretty much any layout you want but for the sake of the tutorial I tried to recreate the same template I used in that gifset. I'm assuming you already know how layouts/templates work so I created a 540x540px canvas and went to View > Guides > New guide layout. I used these settings:
And this is how my canvas looked like:
Now I pressed (M) to use the Rectangular Marquee tool and create the rectangles I wanted. This is my end result:
STEP 2: Tilt the layout
This is actually pretty easy. First we're going to select all our layers. I paired mine in groups so they looked like this:
Once we've selected all of them (groups, layers, whatever you're working with) press Ctrl + T. Your canvas should look like this:
And we're going to tilt it by changing the angle to -2.00 in here:
Now our layout is slanted! But as you can see we have transparent spaces we need to fill. I don't know if this is the easier method to do it but I use the Polygonal Lasso tool (L). I'll use the first orange box as an example:
As you can see I use a ridiculously big zoom so I can be as accurate as possible but it's basically impossible to create a perfect box, so this will work. Once we have selected our desired shape we'll use the Brush tool (B) to paint in the layer of our original orange box:
You have to do this with every box so it's a bit tedious but that's the way I did it 🤷♀️ This is the end result:
STEP 3: Place the gifs (using Layer Masks)
But now, how do I know which size my gif should be? Our initial measures won't work because our final boxes are bigger so here's what I do. I'll select the Polygonal lasso tool again and make sure I select a little bit more of the box I'm measuring, like this:
It's a little hard to see it but the dots are just a little bit bigger than the orange shape. To be more accurate, my original box was 178x87px and the shape I selected is 174x100px. So I'm going to make a 174x100px gif and place it right above the background, like this:
Now we're going to select the layers of our gif (I'm assuming you're working with a Group because it's easier) and click Ctrl + the orange box. You should see this in your canvas:
And now create a layer mask in your gif group (if you don't know how to do it check out the tutorials I liked at the start of the post.)
Now you can delete the orange box. And, once again, you have to do this with every box and write down the measures (and remember that all your gifs must to have the same number of screencaps!)
I hope y'all don't mind that I didn't create 8 different gifs lmao I was too lazy so I just used a big gif as a background and made 4 small gifs. This my end result:
For the background I merged the remaining boxes and used that to create the layer mask. I'm not going to explain it since I believe it's much easier if you check out the psd file.
And that's pretty much it! It's the same as making a standard layout you just have to be careful with your gif measures. Oh and also see how my gifset shows those white marks between the gifs under a dark background?
Well, that can't be avoided since we aren't working with straight lines (you can see the same effect in the 2nd gif of this set, different layout but also not straight lines) so we'll just ignore them.
I hope this was helpful (I lowkey feel like this tutorial is a mess) and if you have any questions feel free to ask :)
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Last song:
With lyrics: uhhh i dont remember so imma just say YonKaGor ' s Butcher Vanity cover / arrangement cause it ' s whats next in my queue
Without lyrics: Vigor Lines Yolked by Frums
Favorite color: HI MINE IS CRIMSON You probably know who i am from that hahah i m pretty sure palette ' s is orange and lija ' s is sand and uhhh
Last book :
Book: UHM . does reading back through our diary count ??
Fic : ... uhm uh . uh . it . guh
Last movie: UH idk ! wait . maybe i do know . nope i do not .
Last show: MOON KNIGHT with puzzle and demons
Sweet/spicy/savory: I LIKE SWEET BUT SWEET DOESNT LIKE ME AUGH MY TEETH OH ALSO ! spoeaking of i had a dream last night where our body had my fangs but they wewre degrading and they like ... broke off and they bled and it was horrible waugh ...
Relationship: i . waughhhs single
Last thing I googled:
SURE HAVE IT ALL
Current obsession: uhm . uh ! uh uhg uhhhm uhhh
I look forward to: WATCHING SEVEN RANCH WITH @falsestardust TOMORROW
Tags : IF YOU WANT UHM UHH @anquietas-sys AND @stupidwittlebaby AND @falsestardust ALREADY TAGGED EVERYONE ELSE WHO I COULD THINK TO TAG HERE WAAA
10 people I’d like to get to know better
10 people I’d like to get to know better
Since I had two separate tags in this, @spaceyjessa and @laughhardrunfastbekindsblog I decided I would make a separate post.
Last song: with lyrics: Beautiful Boy by The Last Dinner Party (I found out about this band like two weeks ago and now I’m going through a phase I’m obsessed)
Without lyrics: I am ready by Kevin Kiner & Sean Kiner: from the bad batch season three soundtrack. Been listening to it a lot lately, as it feels pretty prevalent to the time of my life that I’m at
Favourite color: light pinks and baby blues
Last book/fic: the last book I finished was defy the storm, by Tessa Gratton (I’m getting closer and closer to being caught up on THR)
Fic: Mace Windu fixes the timeline (You should read it, it’s wonderful)
Last movie: the rise of Skywalker (yes, I love the sequel trilogy and what about it 💅)
Last show: the bad batch... I’m re-watching, again... how predictable 🙄
Sweet/spicy/savory: I have a big sweet tooth, especially when it comes to chocolate
Relationship: single real life, but in love with countless fictional characters inside my head🤩
Last thing I googled: what does the quest cookies and cream protein bar taste like? (look, I have arfid. I can’t just buy new things to try without knowing exactly what I’m getting into first)
Current obsession: Star Wars, duh! Specifically clones and TBB, the Mandalorian and the high republic
I look forward to telling you: that if you’re reading this you’re wonderful
No pressure tags (and I’m sorry if you’re being tagged again) @clonethirstingisreal @eobe @dystopicjumpsuit @sunshinesdaydream and anyone else who would like to.
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anon who got surgery here who said absint and your art in general was keeping them sane! unfortunately i badly broke my spine a few days ago and had to have ANOTHER major surgery... and recovery is SO boring.
AND YET, ONCE AGAIN your art and your characters are keeping me sane!!!
especially absint, he just looks soooo soft i want to comb his hair/fur and stroke him gently and give him kisses on the forehead and hold him so close and keep him warm...
the thing about his wing stumps vibrating when hes excited is SO SO SO CUTE and i love his four eyes and the fact that hes color blind...
and also im curious if he purrs?? i know some elves do in your setting, perhaps the moth man does too?? hehe
AND his skin/fluff texture sounds so wonderful and i love his looks and that one yawn pic you drew of him...
and also im curious about his diet, based on the yawning pic?? hes got those sharp teeth but hes also got that tongue like some bugs do that can slurp things up... whats his favorite food??
and also i think absint may enjoy a stim toy of mine: glitter jar!!!! its so soothing to shake up and watch the bright sparkles float around and swirl... mayhaps ill draw him with a glitter jar sometime when im recovered enough...
and last questions for now... i see hes down one arm, did he lose it or was it a birth difference?? and does he have any health conditions because of it and/or in general???
ALSOOOOO if you have any absint art that isnt spoilers and youd like to share btw, i am SO down to see, i love looking at the guy of all time... i also think he would look very cute all bundled up in a BIG baggy knit sweater, hes very skinny he needs to get warm...
but he would also absolutely SLAY in a corset... decisions, decisions...
BUT YEAH thank you for making your guys i enjoy them a normal amount hahahaha thank you for sharing your lovely art with the world!!!! and have a wonderful day :}
Ah that sucks I hope your recovery is going well!! Once again happy my characters provide some entertainment haha
Absint doesn't purr, that's reserved for some elf people sadly. He does chitter tho! Sometimes they're happy chitters (:
Diet-wise, it's,,,, a Special type of diet. I'll just say by default the sharp teeth are meant to puncture but also the mix of tongue + teeth can work similarly to a snake and he can indeed swallow a small animal whole if he must. Strong gastric acid and a relatively flexible body shape.
I think he'd definitely enjoy a glitter jar that's such a cute idea c:
Sadly no current Absint art that isn't public, a spoiler or a patreon exclusive but I'm definitely itching to give him a big knit sweater now so stay tuned
Thank YOU for appreciating my guys it means a lot <33
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Crappy Character Analysis, part 11 (finale)
Alas, my ramblings have reached their end. We have the final voice: The Voice of the Hero. I saved him for last on purpose, since understanding the other voices is almost vital to understanding his character. If this is the first post of mine you see, do me a favor and check out the other parts first, so you can truly appreciate how special this character is.
part 1 (Broken) part 2 (Skeptic) part 3 (Cold)
part 4 (Paranoid) part 5 (Stubborn) part 6 (Contrarian)
part 7 (Smitten) part 8 (Opportunist) part 9 (Cheated)
part 10 (Hunted)
VOICE OF THE HERO
Hero is probably the most nuanced character in this entire game. He is the very first voice you get, and the only one to appear in every chapter of the game. He’s also far more complex than the single-minded voices that are also populating your subconscious. His first line is questioning whether or not you’re actually going to slay the Princess, yet if that’s what you decide to do, he goes along with it. He’s a lot quieter than most of the other voices, and allows you to make your own decisions. Once you start getting to Chapter 3’s, he fades into the background, only offering one or two lines when things start getting really out of hand. He seems mostly unable to exert the same control over your body that the other voices do, and is perfectly fine with going along for the ride. In his appearances, he acts as the voice of reason, trying to find the best option for everyone. In many cases, he tries to compromise, even when both the Narrator and Princess confirm that you’re going to have to make a choice eventually. I would make the argument that the Hero is the closest to an actual person than any other character.
Hero is simply someone who is trying his best. You get him the second you make a choice. He represents free will, and the natural feeling to question anything you’re told. He wants to do the right thing, and murdering a Princess is not in those bounds. However, he is incredibly loyal to you, the decider. He recognizes that all decisions come down to you. Even if you make a choice that Hero strongly dislikes, he still sticks by you, doing his best to spin something positive out of the results. His normalcy also adds a balance to the extreme personalities the other voices host. When Hero is surrounded by irrational voices, such as the Smitten or the Broken, he acts as a voice of reason (Example, telling Smitten that the two of you can’t be in love, since you just met). Around more grounded voices, such as the Skeptic or the Cold, Hero is more prone to panic (Example, him asking whether you can “put back” the Prisoner’s decapitated head). He is also incredibly courageous, not only staying strong in the course of the main game, but assisting you in the final confrontation with the Princess.
Even more important to the Hero’s character is that every subsequent voice comes from him. Each fragments off from the whole, and then takes that piece and grows it to an extreme. This is why the Hero has more nuance than the rest of the cast; he is a bunch of personality traits combined, rather than one or two. This is why there are times he shows empathy, or falls in love, or opts for violence. The Hero represents a person so well that he often echoes the thoughts of people playing the game.
Finally, you can’t talk about Hero without mentioning the final cabin scene. He is one of the two voices to side with you if you are rude to them in every mirror scene. One of my favorite moments is when he offers to narrate the cabin for you, and if you agree, stumbles through a half-hearted description, meant more to try and cheer you up than actually paint an image. No matter what choice you make with the Princess, the Hero is loyal to the end, justifying your every action. The saddest part of the “Leave with Her” ending is leaving him behind, yet he understands that the two of you have a story to finish, and he knows that he has done his job. Still, if you leave with the harsh Princess, he still takes joy in her calling you “Hero”. The voice of the Hero is the most popular voice for a reason, and I hope I did him justice.
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ballad of a green knight beverly toegold
a quick (ten minute) and harrowing combination of campaign one of naddpod (and our favorite dad who made a bad deal but also his son, who shares his name) with emily's ballad of a green knight
transcript under the cut!
lyrics from Ballad of a Green Knight with NADDPod C1 moments. Lyrics are in italics. Episode numbers quotes are pulled from are in parentheses next to the line.
darling I can't see you anymore
Beverly (Caldwell): Take us to the land where my people may heal. Take us to the Feywild. (20)
I'm afraid they've summoned me to war.
Murph: The garden glows green, then takes on a gel-like consistency, then gets brighter and brighter as Bev’s dad and company are pulled into it. The last thing you see is a face full of green goo as Uncle Duck is swallowed down by the flowerbed and the green knights and the green teens escape to the Feywild! (20)
Promises I have made to the Queen and to the Fae
Cran (Murph): When we traveled through the portal, we landed in the Summer Court. King Lestibourne and Queen Cirilla accepted us with open arms. And in return, we defended their kingdom. (47)
And I intend to keep ‘em with my sword.
Cran: He went to the Winter Court to try to track down King Lestibourne. (47)
Darling if I never make it home to you
Bev Senior (Murph): You tell her the truth, Bev. You tell your mom that I died in the Feywild. (58)
I’ll visit you as butterflies and dew.
Martha (Murph): Your father, he came to me in a dream, and it was, I don’t know, I just, uh, I knew it was real. (70)
In another place and time, I swear I would have made you mine
Martha: Oh, wait, you - your father never came home. Usually - He’ll get home late sometimes but, oh boy, he works hard, you know? I love him. I don’t know what I’d do without him. (14)
But I have got a duty to strike true.
Murph: Bev Senior just Fey Stepping away and he’ll just fall and (sword noises) blade clashing against Barrett Brisden’s. (57)
Green though I be, remember me
Murph: You see this little halfling man, this Green Knight, this Knight of the Summer Court, Captain Beverly Toegold IV, Fey Steps, doesn’t Misty Step, Fey steps over to this angel and grabs its ankles.
Bev Senior: Let go of my boy, you sons of b-s! (52)
Who I could have been if we lived in peace
Murph: You see that there are like 20 copies of him, like, trying to write you that letter and say that he was proud of you, and he kept throwing them out.. (14)
Married my blade to the fate of the Fae
Bev Senior: I sure as heck ain’t letting somebody just kill my dang queen, okay? (56)
Traded my days for honor and fame
Murph: You see Bev Senior shaking hands with Akarot. (57)
Green be my steel, be my bow, be my shield
Murph: The high priest Merrick Highhill is reading the Vizier his last rites and your father is there with a sword drawn, looking stoic. (80)
Pledged to defend the vine and the hedge
Murph: The Vizier extends his neck. Your father swings the blade.
Beverly: And I watch the blade fall.
Murph: Um, you see the Vizier’s head is severed from his neck and rolls forward. (80)
Remember me when the leaves and the breeze
Martha: It - I - I could tell he was there, but he was different, and I knew he wanted to help me, but there was something cold and distant about him. (70)
And the trees start to tease the first breath of spring
Martha: Bev, he - he told me that everything will be alright in the end if you do what needs to be done. (70)
I would’ve loved to pledge myself to you
Murph: He just was hard on you because he didn’t want you to make a misstep and die and be another person that he lost. (14)
But that is not the world that I was born into
Bev Senior: Okay, when I was growing up, I had six siblings, and now I got none. So I need you to stick around, kiddo, alright? (13)
A knight is always forged in the crucible of war
Bev Senior: We had three Toegolds that died in the war against the Giants. We had two Toegolds that died in the war against Asmodeous, and then we had your Uncle Ronald who fell off a dang balloon, okay? And he was goofing around, okay? (13)
And that is what I gave my word to do
Bev Senior: I couldn’t - I couldn't have helped you without - without Akarot, without - without his power. (58)
So I will fight with all my verdant might
Murph: You see your father has given you a strategy guide on how to beat him. (70)
The blight of night will never dim my light
Murph: This is the same lay on hands that your father would cast on you, like, when you fell off a horse when you were first learning how to ride. Um, this is the lay hands that was used on you when you, um, broke your nose using sparring swords, um, when you were first learning to fight as a Green Teen. This feels more like your father than this monster that is in front of you. (81)
Though the memory of you makes me turn a shade of blue
Bev Senior: You turn around and you face Thiala, the one who took our home from us. Pick a side, Beverly. (80)
A Green Knight has a duty to the Wild
Beverly: I try to reach out to the spores, I try to reach out to the amulet. I just try to reach out to anything that isn’t this, that isn’t this duty, that I’ve always felt deep down. (80)
Green from my head to my toes, ‘til my death
Bev Senior: I always, I knew I could make the deal 'cause I - I knew you’d stop me. (81)
Pledged to protect the vine and the hedge
Murph: Your dad, he retains the parts of his personality that are the worst things about him. Um, and then other than that, he’s just a devil that serves Ilsed. (81)
Green is my blood, I’m sorry my love
Alanis (Murph): I like to let other people make their own decisions, but your dad was insistent that you could stop him and I thought he was right. (83)
Remember us after I’m gone
Bev Senior: I love you, Bev.
Murph: Your father starts to weep, and you see a vision of an angelic woman with a wimple take him into her arms. (81)
Oh that I could be in love and be good
Moonshine (Emily): And it’s very important to me to get you back to Martha Toegold and keep you in Bev’s life. He just really missed you. (54)
But I made an oath to the fields and the wood
Moonshine: A child has a duty to his father, but a hero has a duty to the world. Now, I’ve got my opinion of what you are, but it’s time for you to decide. (80)
So think of us all when the snow starts to fall
Moonshine: I tried my best to bring him back to you. (71)
And though we may fall, the order lives on
Jolene (Murph): Alright, let’s do this the right way. Please repeat after me, Beverly Toegold. The Green Knights fight with all their might.
Beverly: The Green Knights fight with all their might. (90)
Darling in another place and time
Martha: You know, and if it doesn’t work out, then we’ll all just go to Shadowfell and we’ll buy a nice little house. (99)
I’d have been content to make you mine
Bev Senior: I knew you'd be able to stop whatever was in your way, even if that was me. Part of this journey is becoming your own person. As long as you fight for what's right, that's what the light is to you. (93)
And in the dream of death, I’ll dream the life I could have had
Bev Senior: The Dusk Mother sent me to Shadowfell to do penance for selling my soul there for a minute. (93)
If I hadn’t pledged myself to hedge and vine
Lydia (Murph): You’re looking at the captain of my shadow guard, Beverly Toegold IV. (93)
#it was too big for tumblr so. enjoy the youtube version#naddpod#not another dnd podcast#bahumia#beverly toegold iv#my art#this took an insane amount of time hope everyone enjoys it :)#i am. incredibly sorry for the pain this will cause#Youtube#emily axford#brian murphy#caldwell tanner
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My Tears Ricochet
This was requested by @feelingsandemotionsnotexplored I know it isn't exactly what you asked for but I hope you like it none the less
Summary: You and Daemon are in a failing marriage, whispers follow you everywhere you go. Whispers that speak of his infidelity. And when you confront him of these rumors will it end everything or will it bring you back together.
Word Count: 2461
Warnings: inner turmoil, rumors of Daemon cheating (though he never did), argument, marital problems, angst, tell me if I missed anything
My nails dig into my palms as whispers and glances are thrown my way.
It started when my husband and I, the Prince Daemon, got into our first quarrel that led us down this road.
It was over something so small, well at least in his eyes. He had spilled wine on my dress with no idea how expensive it was.
The silks had been made by the finest fabric maker in Myr, and that alone made the dress absurdly expensive, and then on top of that, it was a gorgeous light purple with diamonds, sapphires, and pearls sewn into the bodice and the embroidery was pure gold thread.
I could have forgiven him, it was a mistake and everyone makes those. But when my dear, dear husband laughed at the irreversible stain, I saw red. And on top of all this, the dress had been a gift from my Father for my nameday. So to hear my husband laugh at such a mistake, and then roll his eyes when I explained my frustration, I was less than pleased.
But I should have known that was only the beginning. That the dress was only the beginning of the end.
I should have known that instead of trying to work on our marriage, he would instead decide to warm the bed of his niece. Nor should I be surprised she would let him, for if she can birth two bastards and claim them to be my brothers, then why wouldn't she let another man other than her Strong join her?
I can handle the glances, the whispers, but when I see people start laughing under their breath is when I've had enough. I pick up the skirt of my dress and rush up the stairs towards my shared chambers with Daemon. Not fast enough for the court to have their laughs and know they hurt me, but also not slow enough not to make a point.
When I enter our chambers I find it the way it's been for at least a moon. The bed is only slightly used on the left side, and the blue velvet settee with a thin quilt and two plush pillows. I know that even though he sleeps here at night he still has plenty of time to visit a whore or his darling niece.
“My Lady.” I hear my son's Nursemaid say as she gives a clumsy bow as she holds my little boy.
“Hello Dahlia.” I say to the mousy girl. Her hair is a dull red almost seeming brown in certain lights. Her face is pudgy with freckles spotting all over her face and arms. But what makes her stand out is her eyes, the most beautiful sage green. You could almost smell the scent of bark and foliage when you look at them.
“The little Prince has just finished his feed if you wish to hold him?” She asks when Daelor starts to whimper and squirm in her arms.
Always a Mama's boy. I think, taking my son into my arms.
He is such a sweet little thing, only six moons old and yet already knows who his favorite is. Though I have heard that Targaryen boys tend to prefer their Mothers.
I take in his sweet cherubic cheeks that have a slight rosy tint to them. His soft silver curls that are untameable though I would never want to. But most of all his eyes, a soft periwinkle that matches my own. Everything about his coloring from skin, hair, and eyes shows that he is mine. But his features are of his Father's. From the strong straight nose, to his brow that always seems like he's ready to scold you. It is clear he is mine and my husband's son. Not even Rhaenyra can try and deny that. And she has only to try and protect her sons.
I hear the faint creak of the door open followed by the soft steps of Dahlia leaving me so I may spend time with my little boy.
“Nine moons you were in me, and yet you are practically a clone of your Father.” I jest as he moves to touch my hair.
I figured out quickly why most mothers have their hair pulled up tight and out of their babes reach, for though they are small they have grips that rival the greatest and strongest knights.
He starts babbling, looking around the room and pointing at things. It almost seems like he's telling me about his day.
“Oh, well that all sounds wonderful.” I say to which he nods, resting his head against my chest.
“What sounds wonderful?” I hear from behind me. There is no denying who the voice belongs to. The deepness missed with amusement only matches one man.
My husband.
“Our son was just telling me about his day, that is all.” I respond, turning around watching as he undoes his jerkin sliding it off so only the rich red undershirt is left.
He gives me a strange look before looking at our son and a joyful smile plasters itself on his lips.
“I do not think that is true, my wife, the boy can't even say Mama or Papa.” He jests but his words sting.
He never called me ‘Wife' until two moons ago when everything started falling apart. There wasn't a night where we didn't have a screaming match only for it to end in cold silence as the other slept across the room.
I wish I could say that's when the whispers of him visiting brothels or his niece started, it would make more sense. But sadly it isn't, two moons, it was two moons after our son was born when they started. And that's when the whispers started who knows when he truly started warming others beds. I always knew my husband had a high appetite, I myself was his meal of choice, but I never thought he would be so cruel as to find others so soon after our son's birth. That he couldn't wait a couple moons for me to heal.
Though I suppose I should've known. Everyone warned me, even ladies I had never spoken to had said he would only pump a babe into me and then find another. I didn't believe them, and when his desire for me only grew as my belly swelled I knew they were wrong. But that joy soon came crashing down like a freezing bucket of ice water.
I'm brought back to the present when I feel a tug on my arm. I turn to see my Husband reaching for our son taking him from my arms. I know he is only being a father but I can't help the rage that fills my belly. He's embarrassed me after Daelor's birth, and yet he has the audacity to take him from me? I was the one who screamed and bled for a day and a half, I was the one who was ripped apart to bring the son he so desired only for him to rip my heart from my chest and stomp on it.
All the pretty words, all the words of adoration, all the ‘I love you's’. I should have known, why didn't I know?
“Where were you? I went to the training yard but you weren't there, was that not where you told me you would be at this hour?” I ask with such venom I see him almost flinch.
“I was, though I had to cut my training short, I was needed in the city.” He responds with a nonchalant shrug before setting our son down on the floor by his toys.
Now he won't even try to deny his visits to the brothel? Is this truly what has become of our marriage? I think as a silent tear rolls down my cheek. Though he would never know of it for his attention is on our son and not me, never me.
“Of course.” I whisper before moving towards our, no, my bed and picking up my book from the side table.
I can feel him staring at me, feel the way he assesses me. But I don't react, I refuse to. But his words are what makes me finally look at him in shock.
“I don't know when things changed, or why, but I want to work on us. Why won't you let me?”
I look down at my heralds for a moment, I need to decide if now is the time to confront him on his affairs. When I look up at him again, seeing the confusion and hurt across his face I know I must.
“You act as if you didn't do this, as if you didn't run off to your niece or some whore. How long did it take you? A week mayhaps the very day our son was born.” I demand as tears threaten to fall but I refuse to let him know how much he's hurt me, how many tears I have shed because of him.
He doesn't say anything, only picks up our son and opens the door whispering to the guard and then waits. I know what he's doing, he's calling for Dahlia, Daelor doesn't need to hear our screaming matches.
It feels like only seconds but at the same time millennia until Dahlia has Daelor and walks away towards the gardens.
Tis the farthest place from our chambers, he shouldn't hear us from there.
I watch as Daemon shuts the door with a soft click. He doesn't turn to look at me, only looking at his hands with utter defeat.
This is it, the moment our marriage will finally break completely. No more sweet words or soft touches, no more vows of devotion or I love you. The bridge will finally crash and burn into nothing but soot. I think as he finally turns to look at me.
“And who had put such rumors in your head? Why would I go to a brothel? Why would I visit my niece? You know how I hate what she has done to the Targaryen name and yet you think I will follow her into bed? Do you truly think I have no restraint?” He asks, pain filling each word, as more tears begin to rim his eyes.
I stand from my spot on the bed moving towards him. “Do not play me for a fool, Daemon! Everyone knows, they whisper it with each step I take. I can't leave these chambers without lords and ladies laughing and whispering behind my back. So do not play the victim, you have even admitted to going to a brothel! And your Niece has made sly comments here and there of how--how you will not desire me anymore.” I scream tears rolling down my cheeks. There is no hiding my pain anymore. I have bottled this up for too long, six moons is too long to hold this burden.
He only stares at me before a curse leaves his lips. “I don't know what Rhaenyra has said to you, or the court but it is a lie. And when did I ever admit to going to a brothel?” He demands stepping closer. One more step from either of us and our chests would meet.
“You said you went into the city, why not tell me? The only clear answer is you are hiding something.” I all but sob out, I know I must look like a hysterical mess right now but I can't find any reason to care.
He freezes seeing all my hurt, every stab to the heart now open for him to pick apart and destroy me more.
He sighs and looks down at his jerkin and I already know what is going to happen. He will slip it back on and leave to clear his head only to come back smelling of soot and wine.
“I didn't mean to hurt you, I was trying to do something nice.” He says picking up his jerkin but instead of putting it on he reaches into one of the pockets pulling out a small box and something with a chain.
“I thought– I thought maybe I could show I cared if my words didn't. You hardly let me touch you now, I can't speak without you becoming quiet and withdrawn. So I thought A gift might help mend things. But I see now it only fueled your mistrust.” He says as he clutches the gifts so tightly his knuckles turn white.
I think about his words over in my mind, trying to find when it all changed for us. We used to be so perfect, we used to be inseparable. There were many at court who were jealous of the devotion my husband showed me. So when did we fall apart?
I step forward taking his hand in mine before gently opening his hand. Inside is a gorgeous necklace, diamonds encrust each and every part but what holds my attention are the two dragons. One made of ruby and the other made of sapphire.
Our mounts, Caraxes and Nightfyre. I think with a smile as I touch the intricately carved stones.
“It's lovely Daemon, I love it.” I say looking up at him. I can see a faint smile Grace his lips before he opens the little box.
Inside are matching earrings, a diamond on top and then our mounts made of stone warped around each other. Just like the necklace.
“They are both lovely gifts.” I say tears slowly rolling down my face instead of the fast sobs.
“I want to work on us, I want us to be together again. Not just in a room, but in our hearts. And if that means leaving the Red Keep, leaving my brother and family behind. I will, because I would rather have you and our little family than any of this.” He says, wiping my tears.
I see now that there is a light at the end of the tunnel, that maybe, just maybe we can be us again. That we can be in love once more.
So all I can do is nod, as I hug him for what feels like the first time in ages. And he hugs me back.
I know it's going to be a long road ahead, but now I feel like I'm not alone anymore.
“You still have a lot of explaining to do. And so do I, I suppose.” I say into his chest.
I feel his chest rumble with laughter as he strokes my hair. “Then it's a good thing we have all the time in the world.” He responds and for some reason, at this moment, I've never felt more loved.
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♡How the JJK Men Would Choose Between Ass or Boobs♡
—featuring Gojo, Toji, Geto, Choso, Nanami, Sukuna, Megumi, Yuji, Yuta.
Satoru Gojo – “None, your pussy.”
Gojo doesn’t even hesitate. The second you ask, he just grins, tilts his head, and goes, “Now that's what I'm talking about, none.” You blink, confused, but before you can ask, he leans in, voice dropping low and cocky as hell— “Your pussy. That’s my favorite.” He says it like it’s the most obvious thing in the world, like the question was pointless to begin with. "Tits and ass are great, but baby, what I really wanna be buried in is between those thighs.” And yeah, he means it—because the way he worships you with his mouth every chance he gets? This man is a walking addiction.
Toji Fushiguro – “Ass. Easy.”
Toji doesn’t even have to think. “Ass,” he says immediately, like it’s a fact, like it’s already written in the history books. "I need something to grab when I’m fucking you from behind, sweetheart." He says it with a smirk, hand already squeezing a handful of your ass, pulling you onto his lap. “You know I love watching it bounce while I wreck you.” And yeah, he’s got a point—because the way he grips, spanks, and buries his face between your cheeks? This man is a menace.
Suguru Geto – “Boobs, obviously.”
Suguru leans back, arms crossed, looking at you like you just asked the dumbest question. "Tits, obviously.” His voice is smooth, confident, like there’s no debate. “Perfect pillows, perfect handful, perfect to suck on.” He smirks, trailing his fingers over your chest lazily. “And if you think I won’t tease the hell out of you by playing with them for hours, you’d be wrong.” And he means it—this man is a slow, teasing bastard, always pulling your shirt down, always biting, sucking, squeezing. He treats them like a damn obsession.
Choso– “I—I can’t choose…I like everything.”
Choso blushes immediately, looking completely lost. "Uhh… both?" His eyes dart from your chest to your hips, his hands twitching like he wants to touch both at the same time. "I don’t think I could pick. I just… love all of you." And honestly? He’s dead serious. If he’s gripping your ass, he’s kissing your tits. If he’s sucking on your nipples, his hands are kneading your ass. He wants everything, needs everything, and he worships your body like it’s something sacred. Soft Choso but still freaky? Yeah, that’s him.
Kento Nanami – “This is inappropriate.”
Nanami sighs deeply, pinching the bridge of his nose. "This is an incredibly inappropriate question." His voice is flat, unimpressed, like he genuinely cannot believe you would ask him this.
You pout, nudging him. "Oh, come on, just answer. For fun."
He closes his eyes for a moment, as if debating whether or not to entertain your nonsense—but then he leans in slightly, his gaze sharp, his voice dropping just a little.
"If I must answer—thighs."
You blink. "Thighs?"
He adjusts his tie, completely composed. "They are elegant, strong, and often overlooked." Then, after a pause, he adds, "Also, they make an excellent place to rest my hand."
And just like that, he goes back to whatever he was doing, ignoring the way you’re now flustered as hell. Because, of course, Nanami doesn’t play into your games—but when he does, he always wins.
Ryomen Sukuna – “I take it all, brat.”
Sukuna snickers when you ask the question, his sharp teeth flashing in a wicked, predatory grin. “Tch. The hell kind of weak-ass question is that?” His voice is full of amusement, but there’s something dark behind it—something dangerous.
He leans forward, gripping your chin, forcing you to look at him. “Why would I pick, huh? I take it all.” His voice is a low growl now, his nails dragging down your skin, possessive, teasing. "Tits, ass, thighs, pussy—every fucking inch of you is mine, and I’ll ruin all of it."
And the way he looks at you—hungry, confident, like he already owns you—makes your stomach flip. Because with Sukuna, there’s no preference. No favorites. He devours, he claims, he takes what he wants.
And he always gets what he wants.
Megumi – "I-I’m not answering that."
Megumi’s entire face turns red the second you ask him. He chokes on his drink, avoiding eye contact like you just asked him to confess his darkest secrets. "I-I’m not answering that," he mutters, gripping the nearest object like it’ll save him.
You grin. "Come on, Megumi, just pick one."
His jaw tenses, his fingers twitching. He looks anywhere but at you. "I—That’s—That’s not an appropriate question!" He tries to act all put together, but you swear you see his ears turning red.
Deep down? He’s an boobs guy, but he’s too shy to admit it.
Yuji Itadori – "Ass. No hesitation."
Yuji doesn’t even pause. The second the question leaves your mouth, he just nods firmly and grins. "Ass. No hesitation."
You blink. "Wow, that was fast."
He shrugs, completely unashamed. "I know what I like." His voice is so casual, like he just answered what his favorite food was. Then he smirks cutely, tilting his head slightly. "Besides, I like watching it bounce when—"
"YUJI!" You slap his arm, face heating up, and he just laughs, rubbing the back of his head.
"What? You asked!"
Yuta Okkotsu – "U-Uhh… boobs, I guess?"
Yuta is a flustered mess. His face turns bright red, his hands flying up in defense. "W-WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT?!"
You giggle. "Come on, Yuta, pick one!"
He stares at you, eyes wide, clearly panicking. His mouth opens, then closes, then opens again. "U-Uhh… I-I guess… boobs?"
You raise an eyebrow. "You guess?"
He groans, covering his face with his hands. "I DON’T KNOW, OKAY?! I LIKE EVERYTHING! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?!"
Yeah, he’s not surviving this conversation.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#drabble#suguru geto#nanami#toji#megumi#sukuna#yuji#yuta#izumkay fics
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Chapter VII: “A Game To Remember: O’Hara And Taurasi’s Night Didn’t End At The Buzzer” | Diana Taurasi x OC
Warnings: Smut :)
A/N: So, hello. I know I've been MIA, and I am very sorry for that, but I have a reason. First of all, per usual, college is kicking my fucking ass. It's clear who is who's bitch, and honestly, uni already put me a leash, okay? But I gotta say guys, this chapter is probably one of my favorites so far. Also, I've been taking so long between updates because I kind of lost where I was going with all of this, so I had to sit back, reconnect with all, and, you know, plan something new. But it's all good. Chapter 8 is already in the works, and honestly, it's kind of finished, so it should come very very soon, I want to say the weekend, but don't trust me on that, because yeah, I don't want to be that girl. But as I said, I loved this chapter with all my heart. I hope you guys love it too, because this took a while. As always, English is not my first language, so if you find something that is wrong, please tell me ASAP so I can change it, likes, reblogs and comments(!!!) are super appreciated and my ask box is always open. And I have nothing else to say, so I hope you enjoy! Love, Sof :)
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I told myself I wouldn’t lose my mind over this.
I told myself it was just a game.
I told myself a lot of shit that turned out to be fucking lies.
It had been weeks, weeks of pretending like my body didn’t betray me every time I closed my eyes. Weeks of pretending that I hadn’t spent every night tangled in sheets that suddenly felt too empty. Weeks of pretending that the kiss didn’t mean anything. That Diana hadn’t dug herself so deep into my brain that I couldn’t get her out even if I tried.
But now, the wait was over. The schedule had finally lined up.
Las Vegas Aces vs. Phoenix Mercury.
Victoria O’Hara vs. Diana fucking Taurasi.
I had spent every second leading up to this game trying to convince myself that nothing had changed. That she was still just a rival, just another obstacle in my way. I’d stared at myself in the mirror that morning, gripping the sink so hard my knuckles turned white, and I told myself Victoria, you’re being fucking stupid. This is just a game.
Not a rivalry. Not a friendship. Not whatever the fuck that kiss was.
Just a game.
So I walked into that arena with my head held high, my mind locked in. I was ready. I was going to play like a beast, and I was going to win.
And for a while, it worked.
From the moment the ball tipped off, I was locked in. My body moved on instinct, footwork crisp, shots falling, defense locked. I wasn’t thinking about her. I wasn’t thinking about anything except the weight of the ball in my hands and the sound of the crowd with every bucket.
I wasn’t thinking about her.
Even when we brushed past each other on the court.
Even when I felt the heat of her body inches from mine on defense.
Even when she fouled me, gripping my waist a little too long before letting go.
Nope. Not thinking about her. Not thinking about her lips. Not thinking about-
Fucking hell, focus.
So I did. I shrugged off the tension. I kept my mind in the game, not on Diana. And I fucking owned it.
Triple-double. Complete domination.
By the time the final buzzer sounded, I had done what I came here to do. We won. I played like a monster. I proved I didn’t need to think about her to be great.
I should have felt satisfied. Instead, all I felt was exhausted.
I changed quickly, barely acknowledging the celebration around me, just wanting to get to my car, to get home, to sleep, if I even could.
But the moment I stepped out into the parking lot, I froze. Because nothing can be that perfect, because god hates me, because there she fucking was.
Leaning against the hood of a car like she had every right to be there, arms crossed, looking like she had been waiting for me.
You have to be fucking shitting me.
I groaned, rubbing a hand over my face. “No. No, no, no. I am not doing this right now.”
She smirked, pushing off the car. “Didn’t even say hi first, baby. That’s rude.”
I clenched my jaw. “Don’t call me that.”
Her smirk widened. “You’re really gonna act like nothing happened?”
I threw my hands up. “That kiss? Didn’t mean anything. It was the heat of the moment. Happens to the best of us. Move on.”
Her eyebrows raised like she was amused, like I was some little kid throwing a tantrum. “Yeah? Heat of the moment?”
“Yes.”
“And you’ve been sleeping just fine since then, huh?”
I stiffened. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
She took a step closer. I took one back.
“You sure about that?”
I hated how easily she saw through me. Hated how her voice sent a shiver down my spine. Hated how I couldn’t run from this conversation because my body was already betraying me, drawn to her like she was fucking magnetic.
“You should go,” I muttered. “Go with your team to your hotel. I don’t even know why you’re here. Why are you here?”
She tilted her head, watching me like I was something interesting, something worth figuring out. “Because you haven’t stopped thinking about me. And I wanted to see what you’d do about it.”
I swallowed hard. I was so fucking tired. Tired of running from this. Tired of pretending. Tired of fighting myself.
“I just want you to go” I whispered, my voice cracking in a way that made my stomach twist. “This is my job, okay? Basketball is my job. That’s what we are. We are rivals in our workplace. That’s what we are. Nothing else.”
She stepped closer. “You know damn well we’re not that.”
And that’s when I snapped.
I shoved her back and tried to walk away, not hard enough to hurt, just enough to feel something other than the mess of emotions clawing at my chest. But she caught my wrist before I could pull away, and suddenly we were close, too close, her breath warm on my lips.
I hated this. I hated her. I hated the way my body responded like it had been waiting for this exact moment.
“You drive me fucking insane,” I whispered.
She smirked. “I know.”
Then I was kissing her.
It wasn’t slow, it wasn’t careful, it was reckless, it was raw. Teeth, tongues, hands gripping wherever they could.
And suddenly, I wasn’t in the parking lot anymore.
Suddenly, we were in my apartment.
Suddenly, clothes were on the floor.
Suddenly, Diana Taurasi was knuckle-deep inside me, and I could finally, finally, stop pretending.
She was everywhere, her mouth on my throat, her hands holding me open, her body pressed against mine like she never wanted to leave. And fuck, it was better than I imagined, better than the dreams that had kept me up at night.
It wasn’t just sex.
It was everything.
The hate, the competition, the year and a half of tension, the unspoken questions neither of us wanted to answer. It was the fire in my veins when she kissed me, the ache in my chest when she whispered my name against my skin.
It was need.
Her hands burned where they touched me, her mouth leaving bruises in places no one else had dared to mark in so long. My body reacted to her like it had been waiting for this, for her.
“Fuck, Vic,” she muttered against my lips, her fingers gripping my hips as I pulled her closer.
Vic.
Not Victoria. Not O’Hara. Vic.
Like she knew me. Like she had the right. Like she belonged here.
And the worst part? It sounded good coming from her. I could get used to the sound of my name coming out of her lips while she moaned it against my skin, while her teeth sank into my shoulder, while her fingers pumped inside me, knuckle deep, stretching me open until I was gasping for air.
I could get used to Vic being the last thing she said before she buried her face between my thighs, before her tongue flicked against my clit, before she had me gripping her hair guiding her deeper, begging, fucking begging, for more.
I could get used to Diana Taurasi knowing exactly how I sound when I break.
I could get used to it real fucking fast.
I gasped as she grabbed my chin, forcing me to meet her gaze, her thumb brushing over my parted lips before slipping inside. Her other hand trailed lower, teasing, just enough to make me squirm.
She smirked, voice low and smug.
"You like making things difficult, don't you, baby?"
I hated her.
I hated her.
And I whimpered when her leg hooked over mine, her hips pressing flush against me, the slick heat of her rubbing against me in a rhythm that made my head spin, arching off the bed as she swallowed my moans with her mouth.
It wasn’t just hate sex.
It wasn’t just love sex.
It was war.
Every thrust, every touch, every breath was a battle neither of us wanted to win. We just wanted to feel it. To consume and be consumed. To take and be taken.
I held onto her like she was the only thing keeping me grounded, and maybe she was.
Because when the world faded to nothing but the feeling of her, I realized something terrifying.
This wasn’t just sex.
This was her owning me.
And I let her.
I came undone beneath her, around her, because of her. And she knew it. She knew it in the way she slowed down just enough to make me whimper, in the way she murmured, “that’s it, baby” against my ear, in the way she never took her eyes off me as I fell apart.
And when it was over, I laid there, trying to catch my breath, my body thrumming with exhaustion and something terrifyingly close to satisfaction.
But then I heard movement.
I turned my head just in time to see her pulling on her clothes. My chest tightened as I sat up. “You’re leaving?”
She didn’t answer right away. She just zipped up her hoodie, redid that fuckass slick-back bun she’s always wearing, and then, then she walked back over.
She leaned down, pressing a slow, lingering kiss to my forehead.
Then she whispered something, something I couldn’t even process through the haze in my mind.
“You’re mine, baby.”
And then she left.
I sat there, in the empty room, the only evidence of her presence the lingering scent of her and the dull ache between my legs.
I laid there, feeling everything.
The ache in my body. The heat still lingering in my skin. The growing, crushing realization that she had just wrecked me and left.
I stared at the door, waiting. Hoping.
It never opened again.
I exhaled, closing my eyes. I didn’t know what the fuck just happened. I didn’t know what we were. But I knew one thing
I was in so much trouble.
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#lesbian#fanfic#diana taurasi#wnba x reader#diana taurasi x reader#boowrites★#wnba basketball#making headlines#phoenix mercury
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First of all thanks for the tag @themareverine you're the sweetest!
So here are mine!
Paul Atreides AKA The voice from another world, the character that gives name to my account. I feel deeply connected to him at levels that no one will ever understand but me 🖤
Maximus Decimus Meridius.
He's so special to me I can't even put it into words, he's so precious to me, I love him so much 🖤
Logan Howlett
All versions of him but specially dofp, old Logan and Origins. He's very important to me, I can't even put it into words, I love him so much 🖤
Dean Winchester
What can I say about him? Supernatural is my favorite show I binge it all during the pandemic. It literally saved my life and when I first show him for the first time I felt so connected to him, that omg i'm crying while writting this. The pain he was feeling, the grief but also the joy and happiness where feeling I was experiencing too during that time. I don't know how to explain it, but I'm who I'm and how I'm today thanks to him, he's the reason why I'm never going to give up on anything 🖤
Harry Potter
My first crush ever. This movies and this books are so SO important to me, you see, the Philosopher's Stone was the first book I read without images at the age of thirteen, and that I would never forget it. He's me I'm him 🖤
Loki Laufeyson
Let's not forget him, I can't explain my feelings for him, honestly. He's such a pure soul, who only wants to be loved and people who cared about him. I love him with all my soul 🖤
AND I'M GOING TO STOP BECAUSE I HAVE SO MANY THAT THEY WOULDN'T EVEN ENTER ME EVEN IF I PUBLISHED 1,000 POSTS LOL
Show your blorbos
Thank you for the tags, my loves @milla-frenchy @tateypots @sunshineispunk @sawymredfox @schnarfer @joelmillerisapunk @bonezone44 @itwasntimethatdidit40 💞💞💞
I feel like I’m doing everything ages later these days, when everyone’s already done with a game. But better late than never, right?😅
I’ll start with my favourite Pedro boys😍
Don’t glare, Joel! You’re always my number one😁
Joel Miller. He’s not my first Pedro love (it was Din) but the biggest one for sure❤️ (52 fics prove my obsession😅) I think we all feel the same about him so I don’t need to explain why I love the man. I don’t wanna start crying🥺 He deserves everything best. The love of my life❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
Din Djarin. He’s such a cunt lol but also soft, kind, brave, caring!! he’s the best dad🥹�� His armor is super hot, his voice makes me weak but I lost my mind when he took his helmet off. He was so miserable and bloody, just my type🥺🥵 and Din brought me to fanfic so he’ll forever be in my heart🥹❤️🔥
Javi P. Do I even need to explain myself?🫠🫠🫠
Frankie Morales. When I need comfort, I write Frankie. My perfect teddy bear😍❤️
Tommy Miller. Gabriel Luna played him so well! he’s gorgeous and his kind eyes and sweet smile won my heart🥹❤️🔥
Dean, Sam, Cas. I put these three together because I love them equally (ok, I love Dean a liiiiittle bit more)❤️🔥
Jeff and Britta (Community) She’s a beautiful mess, he’s a lovable asshole, I wanna be their third❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
Love Quinn (You) I love her so fn much! She’s passionate, she loves hard and just wants to be happy🥹 She’s never done anything wrong😤
Chandler Bing. What an amazing character! Desperately looking for love and then being the absolute best tv husband😍 and his sense of humor is everything!! My favorite Friend for sure❤️❤️❤️
Kylo Ren. My baby😍 He’s just a hurt boy inside who wanted to be loved🥺 I’m pretty sure I was conditioned to love him harder by all amazing fics I read about him bc the movies left me disappointed tbh. Thank gods for fanfic and our talented writers❤️
Ahh I had so much fun thinking about my loves😍
Npt💞 @iamasaddie @toxicanonymity @604to647 @huskyfox5 @ellasinnombre @magpiepills @corazondebeskar @princessanglophile @evolnoomym and you🫵
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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new fanfic coming this weekend :) get ready for some romance, angst, hurt/comfort, and fluff all combined hehehe
#it's a standalone piece but technically it's a bit of a sequel to “stalking tiger”#it's another favorite of mine and i'm really excited to share it#lots of tiny cute moments but some fun dramatic dialogue and romantic longing too#also featuring my obsessive need for hurt/comfort content#it's not that i want him to be hurt#it's just that i want to take care of him#and maximus is so easy to write this kind of stuff for :D#and also featuring my obsession with yearning because THAT'S WHAT I DO EVERY DAY FOR MAXIMUS#might as well have my fic counterpart do the same#oh fanfic!me we're really in it now#anyway hope y'all will enjoy it!#if you want to be added to the tag list just let me know :)#gladiator#fanfiction#text posts#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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you've done a lot of my requests, anon and not, I would like to draw something for you for a change- it won't be good or pretty but maybe you would still want a doodle?
🥺 that's so sweet actually.
I would like a doodle of your favorite character(s) just being happy. That's all. (Also don't say your art isn't pretty or good, I'll find you 👁)
#don't feel like you have to draw anything for me tho. only do it if you want to#but yeah a doodle of your favorite character(s) should do it :) (what can I say I love knowing other people's favorite characters)#ask#not anon#not art#text#I also love seeing other people's art no matter what#♡#something to consider. it doesn't matter if your art doesn't meet everyone's standards. you show it to them for free#I think it's pretty brave to share your art online (personally it took me years before I ws confident enough to share mine)
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Me: Hehe I'm so excited for all these charm designs I'm working on for my shop launch!
My brain: Yes but you have to finish them
Me: W. What
My brain: You have to actually put in the work and draw them you can't just sit and daydream about them
Me: B. But :(((((
#Why can't they just magically manifest in my hands. Right now.#Shima speaks#I'D BE LAUNCHING MY SHOP TOMORROW IF IT WERE THAT EASY. SIGH#It's coming along tho. I'm getting through them. DOING MY BESTEST#I'm also trying to see what art pieces of mine I could make into prints 🤔#Charms are my main focus but prints......hmhm....there's some stuff I could definitely sell#(If you guys have like. A favorite artwork of mine you'd want on your wall. Lemme know 👀)
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I mean this in the nicest way possible: I wish I was a better friend.
#delete later#I know I’m not a good friend#but i think it’s trauma related#and I know that’s not an excuse#but a reason#and I’m just… also tired of people leaving me#I don’t strike up conversations anymore cause I was the friend who always did so#I was always the one making the effort to be in other peoples lives#and it sucks. ya know.#and sometimes I say dumb things that then like….. makes people not want to be around me I fear#and like…. yeah…. that’s part of life#but I’m just so tired of being alone#I want friends. I want people to send post cards and letters too#and I wanna hang out with people#and I want them to tell me things I want them to tell me how they are feeling#like. online friends are great!!#don’t get me wrong!!#but I know I’m not a great online friend either.#and when I try to be I fear I come off as flirting. like sometimes I am. don’t get me wrong#but I wish I could just… go to a friends house and sit with them and hold their hand when they are having a bad day and have the same done#for me!!!#I am always giving…. I am always giving parts of myself to people who don’t give themselves back#I still know my ex-best friends favorite color but I doubt she knows what mine was when we where friends#if you read this far just…. ignore it oof.#it’s just a rant#sometimes I rant in a tumblr post cause reading rants back in old journals is. bad. for my mental health#my adhd just picks the emotions right back up and then I go through it again. so it’s best to tumblr rant#I’ve also been having complicated gender emotions again#I don’t hate the idea of being a woman/girl as much as I used to. and it’s throwing me off a bit#I mean it’s right on time really… I have a gender crisis almost every four years…
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