#also ideas for other accessories and clothing items for him will be good

[jadethebluereblogs]

I made Lou a little turtleneck :(((((( I love him

I need some ideas for appliqués to put on the front tho. I think I’m gonna attach each one to a safety pin so I can make them interchangeable and stuff. Lou is also trying to figure out his personal style right now so the ideas might help him out

[impishjesters]

Im so obsessed with the nonsexual intimacy headcannon between reader and Jax. They are SO good! You're wonderful at writing Jax as well, it feels v in character!! (Even if we only have one ep. :P)

If you like, I would love to see your take on Jax with a reader who makes stuff to show affection. Clothes, art, ect. ect.

If not, that's fine! I love reading through your blog enough on its own, haha!

Jax with a gift-giving affection s/o

warning(s): none A/N: You can't tell me Jax wouldn't get irritable during craft time, patience isn't his strong suit in this situation and he'd definitely overreact if something wasn't going as planned. It's craft time baby, not nuclear codes, you can breathe baby.

Jax isn’t the biggest fan of physical affection, he can but there’s a limit to how much he’ll tolerate.

Being shown your affection by handmade gifts? Well, he’s not used to receiving stuff like this but it’s an absolute breath of fresh air to the idea of being touched all the time.

If you’re his s/o then he’s a lot nicer about the stuff you make him, even if he doesn’t know what it is or have a use for it. (you could gift this bitch a rock with googly eyes and pipe cleaners and he’d still thank you and display it in his room, but in the back of his head he’s questioning what the hell this is and why you’re giving it to him)

If you aren’t dating yet then he’ll still accept the gifts but he’s more forward in asking what something is if he’s unsure. Which could sound like a genuine question or a flat-out rude statement, really depends.

Clothing and accessories are his favorite gifts because not only does he get to look snazzy, but he gets to show them off and rub it in other people’s faces that not only does he look bitchin’ but it’s you who made it for him.

He’s not typically vain but your clothing and accessories make his pride skyrocket.

Jax has zero creative crafting skills but he’ll often toss out an idea for something matching, usually something simple like an accessory but he’ll avoid matching rings. It feels too intimate, similar to certain other matching-themed items.

Now if you manage to rope him into making something with you, IE you supplying it and just sitting there making something together but separately.

The most this boy can make is a bead bracelet, the knot is awful so you’ll have to fix it later when he’s not looking. But hey, you get a one-of-a-kind Jax bracelet that looks like a child teenager made it. (he doesn’t have the patience for anything fancier)

Aside from clothing, Jax also favours any art stuff, especially if it’s of him. Since they won’t get as seen in his room he’s taken to displaying some of them around the tent with a not-so-vague threat that if anything happened to them he’d make sure the punishment followed the crime. (no Caine, you don't get to have an opinion, the picture is staying)

His favourite works stay safely in his room though, you don’t know it but he likes to look at them when he’s missing you. ew emotions

It doesn’t compare skill-wise, but Jax does occasionally try and gift you something in return.

Gangle somehow managed to rope Jax into joining her when crafting one time, saying it would be a nice little surprise to make something for you. (she was just lonely, she feels bad using you as an excuse like that but it worked!)

Once in a blue moon he’ll join Gangle to make you something, it’s a miracle Gangle puts up with him because his frustrations get a little wild for no reason. (he’s like a grumpy toddler in need of a nap time when he gets upset over crafting, man has no patience for the glue to dry)

[vidavalor]

Alright, I have two questions: Would Aziraphale be considered a dandy? And would Crowley be considered a dandy as well?

Hi @rougeside4! 💕Interesting question! I have macaroni & cheese tonight, if you'd like some. Felt appropriate for this ask for no particular reason. 😊 Instead of my take on whether or not they would be, how about I do you one better and offer up some idea of what Crowley and Aziraphale's take on dandies might be?

There is a S1 scene in which dandyism is referenced in the wordplay but it very much sounds like Crowley would resent being called a dandy because Aziraphale is using it to tease him alongside other words that Crowley definitely isn't.

The dandy-related word is velocipede.

On the "perfectly normal velocipede" scene with a related detour to the use of the word normal in wordplay in 2008 and to... Before the Beginning?!... under the cut.

In different scenes in both seasons to date, Crowley and Aziraphale have scenes where they are flirting with one another using a classic form of sexual euphemism: modes of transportation. Horses, cars, bicycles, and the like are made into a metaphor for one another. In S2, Aziraphale makes The Bentley into a sexual metaphor for Crowley but, back in S1, The Bentley was actually Aziraphale in the scenes following Anathema being hit by the car. Instead, Aziraphale spent much of the aftermath flirting with Crowley by way of using Anathema's bicycle to stand in for Crowley.

This all begins when Anathema's bike is damaged in the accident and Aziraphale uses his magic to fix it. The fixed mode of transportation becomes a metaphor for Aziraphale's healed ride of a partner. By the time they're all in the car, Crowley is joking with Aziraphale about him using miracles-- actual angelic magic-- to fix the bicycle. He gets Aziraphale's joke about the bike being him and pokes fun at how Aziraphale used Heavenly miracles to fix the human-made bike and miracles of a more human sort 😉 on the supernatural Crowley.

"Oh, Lord. Heal this bike," jokes Crowley. (Poor Anathema in the backseat like wtf is happening 😂).

To which Aziraphale replies with some pun-happy transportation innuendo, of course. "I got carried away."

Apparently loves himself a good car pun, the angel does. From the S2 car innuendo scene: "I'll be very, very careful."

He'll be very careful with the car and then very full of metaphorical car upon his return if you give him the keys, Crowley... 🤭

Anyway, so, they get to the cottage where Anathema is staying and, as we know, Anathema notices that her bike has changed. Unlike the guy in the graveyard in S2 who was fine with an upgrade and a Scottish flag added to his phone, Anathema insists that her bike didn't have gears before. She is correct; it didn't. Aziraphale has miracled them onto the bicycle as part of his joke to Crowley.

Gears are a very Crowley-esque part of a bicycle. Gears, in a transportation sense, are a set of interconnected wheels that affect the speed of an engine, right? They're related to the crank of a bicycle. Crowley's signature thing is a crank tool and, after S2, we know that when he and Aziraphale first met, they cranked up the gears to start the engine of the universe together.

Bicycle gears like those Aziraphale put on Anathema's bike include a silver belt and chains-- like Crowley's snake belt and necklaces/tie-- and the word gear can be slang for clothing and accessories... but also for personal items or equipment as well.

The bicycle that is metaphorically Crowley having gears allows the rider to have more control over the ride, including over its speed.

So, Aziraphale miracles Anathema's bike back to how it was after she notices and tries to play it off as if Anathema is just disoriented from the fall, saying that her bike-- which is still, even without the gears, metaphorically Crowley here-- is "a perfectly normal velocipede."

What could that mean and what could it have to do with dandyism?

Normal was (disgustingly) slang for a long time for heterosexual. The word also breaks down to nor mal or not mal, so... not bad.

Bad has one of the wildest etymological histories of any word as it comes from the Old German baeddel and it originally meant-- olden days phrasing here-- "a womanish man." Crowley seems to very much love the word bad and happily uses it as self-descriptive, as we saw in 2008, when he used it twice in reference to himself while flirting with Aziraphale, such as in:

The same 2008 scene in 1.01 also has Crowley making a joke around the word normal when he talks about raising the antichrist with Aziraphale. He's joking with Aziraphale that the two of them being so queer makes them hilarious choices to raise the son of Thaddeus Dowling.

The word normal comes from the Latin normalis and norma, which meant the tool used to make right angles-- a carpenter's square. Square is circa 1940s-1960s slang for being out of touch and uncool. Being normal is being a carpenter's square and a carpenter's square is a Jesus freak.

On one level, Crowley is talking about how the kid won't be good or bad, just a typical person, because he and Aziraphale will cancel each other out in terms of influence. On the other level, he appears to be dryly joking about the Republicans they're going to go live with and how a guy like Thaddeus would view sexual orientation as a learned thing and saying that he and Aziraphale are so queer that they're probably going to cancel that out each other's "influence" in that way, too, and wind up raising another straight, repressed Republican.

So, that's normal. What about velocipede?

Velocipede is Old French and translates as "swift foot"-- a little dig at Crowley driving too fast. However, it's also the name for the original versions of the bicycle. The nickname for the velocipede was the dandy-horse, on account of what group of people were most enthusiastic about it.

A "perfectly normal velocipede", then, is a politically conservative, heterosexual, not at all into gender fuckery, clunky, old dandy.

So... basically, the complete opposite of Crowley. 😂 As Aziraphale's evident delight in teasing Crowley with tongue firmly in cheek shows here:

Crowley protests by declaring himself the much more modern sense of the term: "Bicycle."

Bicycle has a simple root-- it just literally means two wheels. Crowley correctly identifying Anathema's bike on the surface and, under it, self-identifying himself as the complete opposite of a perfectly normal velocipede... as Aziraphale well knows.

Technically, if we're talking about the literal bicycle, Aziraphale is not using an incorrect word, just an outdated one. A velocipede is also the word for a wheeled mode of transportation that is powered by its rider. Bicycles and tricycles are types of velocipedes but language has developed away from using velocipede entirely. Nowadays, we're much more likely to say something is "like a bicycle" or "a kind of bicycle" than we would be to say that something is a velocipede. I tend to think that Aziraphale is being entirely cheeky here and definitely would say bicycle is the more accurate metaphor for Crowley here and used velocipede to tease him. I see the dandy horse reference as being tongue-in-cheek but if your heart is set on the idea that they view one another as one then you could probably use this to justify it. It's a little interpretable.

Personally, I think that Crowley isn't fond of being labeled a dandy. There's a difference between someone with an appreciation for beauty and a sense of refinement and someone who is a dandy and Crowley strikes me as more the former than the latter. I could see Crowley disliking the label because of the aspects of it that are a bit vapid and materialistic. For Aziraphale to jokingly call Crowley a dandy in a list of other things that he is definitely not could be seen as him commenting on how Crowley is not shallow and is too genuine to be labeled as one. I think, in the cutely silly way of this scene, it is actually quite sweet. 😊

[good-beans]

Concept that just popped into my head: Milgram characters doing "get ready with me" videos

Aw, this was so fun!! I always love your hc style of normal au/everyone's chilling, and tried to go the same route -- it was so cute to think about :D

Haruka: Puts on his outfit for the day and explains everything in great detail. He has lots of comfortable items and fun colors. At the very end he speaks off-camera and you realize Muu was standing there cheering him on the whole time. He gets a lot of encouraging comments, and Muu and Fuuta keep an eye on the account to delete any nasty ones that may come in.

Yuno: Shows her outfit, makeup, nails, and bag she’s taking with her. She tries out a variety of styles (not just sticking to the more feminine looks we see in canon). She gives a bit of a tutorial and tips as well as showing things off. Has a main account for her daytime outfits, and a more private one for her nighttime looks. Mahiru is the only one aware of the latter account.

Fuuta: Layers. Lots of layers. There will be three sweatshirts laid out in front of him and you wonder which he’s going to choose before realizing he’s putting them all on. He focuses most on his sneakers and sportswear. He plays loud music over the videos, not knowing what to say. Has gotten into comment-section arguments over those yellow socks.

Muu: Also does a full look at her appearance: nails, accessories, etc. She mentions where you can buy everything, and it’s unclear whether she was sponsored by these brands or is just excited to talk about them. (Whether they’re actually together or not,) she’ll have Haruka on as a guest a lot to show off couple’s outfit ideas. She definitely has the biggest following, and loves recommending Haruka and the others’ accounts.  

Shidou: He doesn’t really know what he’s doing, but his account is getting tons of views so the others keep encouraging him to make videos. He’s just glad to be connecting with the other prisoners as they show him how to do it. He dresses in a mix of the sleek patterned shirts and dad fits, and both types of videos are equally popular. 

Mahiru: None of the serious-faced flirts or little pouty faces – it’s all smiles for her. Every video is basically a full tutorial – she has captions and a voiceover giving commentary on everything. She has the next biggest following, and interacts constantly. She loves getting questions “what should I wear on an x type date?” “How do I dress to impress x type of person?” because she always comes up with the perfect outfit to help. 

Kazui: A bit confused as well, though he does know a lot about style. His interro question makes it seem like he wanted kids – I think he’d really get into the account as one of those “Dad How Do I” types. He talks about matching things, clothes upkeep, shaving/hairstyling. 

Amane: Also wouldn’t have made the videos without prompting from the others, but enjoys it a lot. She usually talks about practical things instead of “vain” fashion: she’s excited to show off a new raincoat, sturdy shoes, useful pockets, etc. Over time, she leans into outfits that are more cute and colorful, gaining confidence in them. 

Mikoto: He started the account as something for one of his design classes, and got really into it. He likes to challenge himself with unique styles and clothing articles, making pretty much anything work. He keeps everything professional in case an employer/coworker sees, but isn’t afraid to add some flirting and flaunting in there. If he’s open about his plurality, he’ll have some special videos, “choosing an outfit for John today!”

Kotoko: Like Amane, she’s more excited about practical outfits. She’ll show off clothes that have good flexibility, places to store and conceal objects, and heavy duty materials. She’ll rate jackets, boots, and other “military-grade” things for what has worked best for her. She’s very attentive to the accounts that follow her – she does full background checks to make sure her info is being used for justice, not more crime. Mahiru convinces her to do a special where she puts all her piercings in and talks about why she chose them/what they mean.

Es: Experiments with a lot of new styles, trying to figure out what they like. They also just play music in the back, not having much to say about each outfit. They'd rather focus on their series of dressing-up-Jackalope videos, much to his dismay...

[watatsumiis]

The perks of being loved by the Yashiro Commissioner

Some headcanons about Ayato and how he displays his affections! Done in a list-like format, a little all over the place.

Gender neutral reader, romantic affection (nothing explicit), nicknames mentioned (“dove”, “petal”, "darling", and “my love”).

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Though he may not be entirely open about it, Ayato can be quite a touchy person and will almost constantly be seeking out physical affection if he's near somebody he's comfortable enough with (and in an appropriate situation to do so). 

With you especially, you find that he 'accidentally' brushes up against you a little too often, fingers grazing over your clothing or his hair tickling you as he leans in close. He seems not to notice (or just pretends not to), but it's hard to miss the way his shoulders relax when he gets to stand close to you. 

Once you're alone, he becomes a little more open, reaching out to touch you, wrapping an arm around your shoulders or waist, absently fixing up parts of your outfit or accessories that have fallen askew, he's akin to a brooding hen and will fret when he doesn't have someone to fuss over. 

Hand holding isn't entirely uncommon, especially when you're beside him at his desk or in bed. He'll just … mindlessly let his hand fall somewhere between you and wait casually for you to take it. If you don't, he'll twitch his fingers at you insistently, a slight frown tugging at his eyebrows, yet he still won't look over at you. He wants it to seem like your idea, not his. 

He also delights in seeing you giggle or smile as he kisses your hand in private and smiles warmly at you. With that encouragement under his belt, he’ll go ahead and shower you with affection and adoration, barely even taking his hands off of you. He’ll set his hands on your hips and nose into your neck, pressing loving little kisses all over you as he chuckles teasingly.

He loves to feed you, expertly handling the chopsticks to dole out the perfect little portions for you to take as he tips your chin up with two fingers. Though he may not be much of a cook, he has a knack for getting the ratios of different parts of the meal perfect when taking some. If you happen to not be very good with chopsticks, he will notice and tease you lightly for it, perhaps offering you his hairband to wrap around them like you're a young child just learning to handle them. Even if you're just as good as he is with them, he'll find some excuse to feed you.

He also likes to share his drinks with you, even the Boba. His noisy slurping is just a tactic to get you to pay attention to the fact that he has a nice fancy drink and goad you into asking him to share. If you're around others, he'll put on the whole song and dance of "It's unhygienic to share straws, just let me have someone fetch you your own." but that's nothing but a shakedown - what he wants to see is that little pout or frown you do that he finds so entirely endearing. 

Once you've given him the reaction he wants, he'll let out a little sigh and a shake of his head as he holds out the drink for you to take a sip (he doesn't let go, you just have to drink it while he's still holding it) while he chides you for being so impatient. 

He's also open to offering you his coat, but only if you ask directly. He'll say things like "Goodness, there is quite a chill in the air today.", and "I did tell you to bundle up." all the while pulling his own coat closer around himself and giving you a look that borders on smug as you eye the item of clothing. He wears enough layers to be warm in almost any weather, losing one won't do him any harm, but he wants you to ask. 

Ayato can be like that quite often, to the point where it's almost frustrating. The way he tugs at the strings to get you to do the things he wants you to feels underhanded at best, but he acts similarly with most people. Coaxing others into doing his bidding is just his way of navigating the world around him. He truly doesn't mean any harm by it, and will always stop if you show signs of annoyance at his antics.

It's almost comedic if you happen to be someone who struggles with social queues or indirect hints, or even if you just decide not to play along at all. Once he realises you're not taking part in his little game of cat and mouse, he gets pouty and huffy, like a spoiled child. He's not going to do anything to stop you if you just take his drink from him, or insistently tug at his coat until he shrugs it off for you to wear - but if you just drop the subject entirely he'll get those watery puppy dog eyes and that little pout. It doesn't take long at all for him to just cave and give you what you need if it seems like you really do need it. 

Ayato loves to accessorise you - getting to pick out your outfits and what extra bits and bobs you'll wear to go with them is always a highlight of his day. When he has time, he's more than happy to help you get dressed in the morning (and do hair and make-up if that's your thing), crooning and fawning over you as he shoos his retainers away - sometimes he just likes to spend some of the morning alone with you. He seems like he'd be the kind of spoiled rich boy who can't even dress himself, but in that regard he's quite the opposite. He has an extensive knowledge of different clothing styles and current fashion trends that spark his interest. 

He doesn't get to partake in these interests much thanks to his highly ranked position - experimenting with different styles of clothing sadly just isn't on the table for him unless it's one of his rare days off or a festival in which it's acceptable to wear a mask the whole time (he enjoys those sorts of festivals for that exact reason), but if you happen to be someone who has a good amount of freedom in how you dress on a day to day basis, rest assured that Ayato will find a way to take advantage of that, even on days when he's too busy to give you more than a rushed good morning kiss on the forehead as he hurries out of the room. 

You'll find brand new clothes and accessories laid out for you regularly, often thanks to Thoma or some other retainer. He reminds you that you needn't feel pressured to wear them, but the way his face lights up when he sees you in his latest choice of outfit makes any discomfort or annoyance entirely worth it. 

Ayato is a kind lover. His love language hinges a lot on quality time and gift giving - his busy job means he’s not allowed to spend as much time with you as he likes, so he makes up for it by showering you with gifts. He’s so generous to the people he loves and you are no exception.

Ayato is a brilliant gift giver when it comes to people he's close with. He pays close attention when they're speaking and makes a point to note things down in his journal. If you spent a few seconds too long looking at something you liked in a stall at the market, he'll buy it for you in a heartbeat, despite any protests you may give. His birthday and holiday presents are always spot on (if a little over the top at times), but that only goes for his loved ones. Everything else gets handed off to his retainers, he just signs off an impersonal message on a fancy piece of card. 

One thing he’s great at is planning. He always plans out dates, almost to the minute. He dislikes how limited the time you spend together is, so he makes sure to fill the time with activities. He makes sure to always pay careful attention when you talk about your interests so he can curate a perfect date for you to both go on. 

Ayato also loves to shower you with tons of praise and affection, as well as nicknames. Some of his favourites include “dove”, “petal”, "darling", and “my love”. Though he’s fairly reserved with his praise for others, he pulls out all the stops for you.

Please don't repost, steal, copy or otherwise plagarise my writing! This includes posting translations to other sites (without credit + permission).

[the1975attheirverybest]

need this matty specifically to rail me to within an inch of my life in that bathtub behind him (minus the socks around it lmaooo) (also no i did not send this ask, you’re wrong)

if it were you who’d sent this ask id check in and ask if you’re okay. But I suppose you are cuz who wouldn’t wanna be railed in a bathtub by this guy?

it’s a shame it’s not you, though….cuz I’ve got some thoughts. They’re unhinged and unrealistic. Do not try this at home kids cuz I suspect it would be cold. But anyways….

Matty heard the sound of her heels as she walked into the bathroom and looked up at the mirror, smiling as her reflection appeared behind him. “You’re not ready yet?” She chastised. “We’re going to be late, you know.”

Matty looked down at himself, then back at her, “what do you mean I’m not ready? I am. Don’t l look good?” He ran a hand through his hair, scrutinizing the grey streak at the front of his hair. “oh, that’s what you’re wearing?” he grinned, “is it not enough?” He glanced at the counter full of products and accessories and then smiled, putting on her leather bracelet, and then her sunglasses “okay, NOW, I’m ready.”

she giggled as he struck a dramatic pose, but she had to admit, he looked way too attractive for this to be a joke. “Hold on, you’re missing one thing.” She grabbed one of the rings off the counter and slid it over his pinkie finger. “There. Now, you’re perfect.” Matty pushed the sunglasses down when he noticed the way that her gaze had lingered on the leather cuff.

An idea occurred to him. A vision, really. He rushed to light the candles that had remained around the bathtub from last night’s elaborate aftercare session, using the cigarette lighter in his pockets. He handed her the sunglasses back before heading for his open suitcase. “Matty, what’re you- we’re already late- people are expecting us!”

“people are boring.” He said, one hand behind his back, hiding what he’d brought back in, his other hand grabbed her by the waist. “Close your eyes and kiss me, yeah?”

***

her knees hit against the porcelain tub as another ruined orgasm evaded her, shaking her body from head to toe. “Please, Matty, please, my love - need-“ she felt suddenly cold when he pulled away from her naked body. he’d driven her crazy, cupping her breasts, kissing in between them, twisting and squeezing her nipples as he pleased, he’d sucked and bitten on her neck, sure to leave a mark that will be difficult to cover up tomorrow. Getting her wet and pushing his clothed center against her throbbing exposed cunt had brought him a smile. “wrists.” He stated simply, and waited for her to offer them willingly for him to tie up above her head. “you wet enough?” A hint of trouble in his question. “sooo wet, pleaseee”

he still slipped his finger inside her to check, taking the chance to tease her a bit. Once certain that it was comfortable, he pulled out the remote controlled bullet vibrator — a purchase made specifically for travel adventures. It’s compact, small, easy to hide, and lends itself nicely to controlling from a distance— slipping it inside of her. “ohh- fuck!” She knew what was coming, and it was torture. He’d clicked it on, taking a moment to enjoy her writhing and moaning against the bathtub before going about his business. “Don’t you dare cum without my say so. You got that?” He announced, casually.

“yeah- yesss.”

her moaning and desperate crying filled the bathroom as he went through her makeup and jewelry items in search of some inspiration. Every now and then, he would remember to click the remote, adjusting the speed or rhythm and hearing her suffer for him. He almost took pity on her when he heard her assure him, without prompting, “I- I- I didn’t cum, I promise. Just- fuck…really really want to.”

he meandered leisurely towards the bathtub and look down, the flickering flames of teacup candles giving him an idea. “you wanna cum?”

“so- so- so much. Please, honey. Please matty….”

as she spoke, matty lifted the candle over her body, tilting it slightly. she shrieked in hot, white pain as the melted wax dripped over her skin. Her back lifting in the air, a feeble attempt to escape her confines. Matty gave her a moment to adjust before repeating the name process again with another candle. as he splattered different colors of wax all over her breasts and stomach, she couldn’t help but clench around the vibrator inside her and, moan, with pain and with pleasure. her gut wrenching cries had turned to small sniffles when he ran out of wax. He sprinkled some of her make up glitter all over her burning skin and pulled out his phone for some photos as she shook and held in her orgasms, dutifully. the flashing phone camera had alerted him to her tear stained cheeks, making him smile. “alright. You’ve had enough, darling.” Gently, he crouched down, reaching over and slipping the toy out of her. she whined pathetically. in response, Matty lined up the shower head with her cunt and turned on the water. He used his empty hand to expose her clit focusing the water stream directly on it. “cum for me, my darling. Let go. Let me have you.”

[creepypastasomethingsomething]

Hi I was wondering if it's all right can I please ask for a yandere Bloody Painter with a quiet and gentle darling that wears Jirai Kai fashion because of their abandonment issues and because it's cute

Can it be where the darling is more scared of him abandoning them then the fact he's kidnapped them and where the darling asks him why he loves them / kidnap them

I'm sorry if this is too much or this sounds weird

You don't take this and have a nice day or night

I hope you also have a nice day or night :)

Also, this fashion is really cute

I hope this is good enough

Yandere Bloody Painter X Quiet and Gentle Reader

TW: Mentions of murder and blood

You were a quiet and gentle person and kind to those around you

That's something Helen, The Bloody Painter, liked about you

You weren't loud or obnoxious, and you weren't mean or bullied others

He also thought you fashion sense was interesting and cute

You caught Helen's eye after he saw you help a lost kid back to his parents when he wandered a bit too far out in the forest, and stumbled into your camping sight

After that, he began to watch you and the way you lived

He decided to wait until you were walking home one night and cloriform you when he was sure nobody was around, and take you back to his home

He stalked you wherever you went, took pictures of you, which he would later paint on a large canvas, and he would usually follow you home without your knowledge

He even made it in your home a few times to watch you sleep, but stopped when he accidentally triggered an alarm when leaving

When he wasn't stalking you, he painted pictures of you and hung them around his house, just so he could admire your beauty

You, on the other hand, didn't seem to know you were being stalked

When Helen triggered an alarm in your home, you only thought someone was breaking into it to steal items or to kill you

You didn't have any idea it was your stalker

Whenever someone was rude or bullied you, like a coworker or a mean neighbor, they always seemed to go missing

That caused the police to come and investigate you, but it was proven that you didn't do anything criminal

Though that didn't stop people from being suspicious, but people left you alone

No one knew that Helen was the cause of all this, and he felt a bit bad that you had to do with his actions

But he did enjoy torturing and killing those who hurt you, and use their blood in his art

After about a year, Helen decided enough was enough and began to form a plan on how to get you to be his

After you woke startled and scared in his basement, Helen tried to comfort you with a bone crushing hug, a kiss to the forehead, and offerd you a glass of cool water

To his surprise, after a few minutes, you didn't seem to mind, but you were a little confused, and shocked, on seeing all the paintings of yourself

Helen explained to you that he loved you with all his heart, and he didn't want you to leave him, and that if you ever tried to escape he would do something he would regret

That's why you were in his basement

You took the news pretty well, considering you were kidnapped by your stalker with a tons of, admittedly impressive, pictures of you

For a few weeks you were pretty distant to Helen, and didn't like being in the basement all the time

So to try and make you more comfortable, Helen would buy you items, such as clothing, accessories and jewelry, that fit the kind of fashion you wore

After a couple of weeks, finally realizing that you would probably never leave, you began to open up to him more, which led to him bringing you up to his room out of the basement, and even told you parts of you past after a couple of months

You told him you were abandoned by different people in your life, like a family member, a significant other. and a "good friend", lus making you being to start to have abandonment issues

To cope with this, you began to wear Jirai Kai fashion, and usually pushed others out of you life if they got too close

You also told him you weren't that scared of him anymore, and didn't seem to care that he kidnapped you

You were more afraid of him abandoning you than anything

With a hug, Helen assured you that he would never do such a thing, and that he loves you more than anything

Then, unexpectedly, you asked him a question you've wanted to ask him of a while

"Why do you love me?"

At first. Helen was speechless, then he snapped out of it

He told you that heloved you for various reasons. For your personality and how gentle you were, and your beauty and how much of a good of a model you were

After many, many, many more compliments about your personality and looks, (and some instances of Helen saying he took care of those "dirty bullies") you seemed convinced that he wouldn't leave you

And Helen was intending to keep it that way

[suzuran777]

Slow Damage: Clean Dishes Epilogue 4, 5 & 6 Summary

It has been a while! I summarized the first three epilogues some time ago, but because I’ve been very busy I haven’t had much time lately to summarize the remaining three epilogues. Unlike the first ones, the other three are less dark and focus on the main characters spending time together and having fun. I thought it would be a good idea to write a few shorter summaries and combine them into one blog post.

Epilogue 4 It has been two years since the Hare’s Nest Incident. Shiro realizes it's Baku's birthday, but isn't sure how to celebrate it this year. Last year he bought him a birthday cake and they watched movies together, but this year he wants to do something more special. Baku however, doesn't care much about his own birthday and even forgets about it every year. This year is no different and Baku once again doesn't seem to care much, so Shiro decides to visit Roost. Shiro asks Kotarou, Mayu and Eiji birthday gift advice, but Mayu just mentions that he’s happy with merchandise of his favorite anime. Kotarou mentions liking alcohol and accessories, and Eiji, well… says that he’s fine with receiving anything he likes, so in the end Shiro’s still wondering what he should give to Baku...

He ends up taking him to Krishna (the restaurant you also visit in the main game) because they sell a lot of different kinds of beer, which Baku likes. After enjoying their food and drinks there together, they return home and Shiro gives Baku a book, featuring many illustrations by an artist Baku mentioned liking before. The game often hints that Baku is interested in art, but he usually looks at it online and doesn't usually buy things for himself. Shiro ends up telling him he asked Eiji and the others for advice, as he sometimes still doesn't know how to make people happy. In the past, he only used his body to make people happy, but now he's also trying to find other ways. As expected, Baku laughs and mentions how Shiro doesn’t really need to do anything special. Just being with Shiro is enough, but he’s happy that Shiro wanted to do something special for him.

Epilogue 5 Two years have passed since the Hare’s Nest Incident, and Shiro and Baku started living together. Before they started dating, Shiro hooked up with random men and didn’t return to his apartment often. Baku had been to his apartment once before, and said it looked more like a garbage storage room than a place where someone lived. After Shiro moved in with him, they slowly started learning more about each other’s hobbies. For example, Baku is interested in various art forms, such as special effect make-up and sculptures. Shiro likes collecting clothes and small, cute items. Shiro also likes singing, and Baku noticed he’s quite good at it too. While drinking coffee at a cafe one day, Baku suggests that Shiro could maybe even start his own band if he's interested. Shiro replies that he only wants to do it if Baku joins too, even though he has no experience playing an instrument. Shiro then suggests Ruu and Kimika also join his new band and invites them over. By the way, Kimika seems to have blonde hair again in this epilogue, but in the drama CD Ruu mentions he liked the blonde hair, so maybe he dyed it again? Anyway, seems like at least Kimika has some experience playing the guitar, but Ruu also has no experience. Shiro suggests they learn how to play an instrument and Ruu becomes the drummer and Baku the bassist. And that’s how their band activities started...

With the help of Kimika and Shiro, Baku and Ruu eventually learn some basic skills how to play these instruments. Eventually, they decide that they finally want to play some songs in front of an audience, but Shiro realizes he doesn’t really have any other friends he could invite… Luckily, Kimika suggests contacting the Roost manager, and maybe they could play some songs in front of the customers there.

Some weeks later, it's the day of the concert. They all bought some new outfits and Kimika also offers to do everyone's makeup. The concert ends up becoming quite the success and more than 30 people showed up. Eiji, Kotarou and Mayu are also impressed and share their positive feedback with the group.

I have to admit... that this is absolutely not what I expected to happen after the game’s ending, but it's quite interesting to learn more about their hobbies (?). They do mention that the concert is a one-time only kind of thing, but everyone did enjoy the experience, so who knows!

Epilogue 6 It has been six months since Kimika was released from prison, and all four of them continued woking at Sara-ya. With the death of the Takasato-gumi boss and many other incidents, Shinkoumi was in a state of chaos for a while, but things are slowly calming down. During one of their lunch breaks, the four of them started discussing the topic of vacation. It seems like Shiro and Baku usually stay indoors during summer, but Kimika and Ruu really want to travel to the mainland to visit the beach there. Baku and Shiro agree to join, even though Shiro has never been to the mainland before and Baku hasn’t been back there since he was a kid.

A month later, they finally prepare for their trip. Baku is a bit worried about Shiro because he has never left Shinkoumi before. After a one hour flight and a bus ride, they finally arrive at the inn where they will be staying for the next four days. They decide to drop off their luggage and then meet up with Ruu and Kimika near the beach. Shiro feels a little bit dizzy because of the heat, but he ends up having a great time playing in the water together with the others. They spend the next couple of days visiting shrines, climbing a mountain and all kinds of other activities they had never done before. This epilogue is probably the most light-hearted one of them all...! But it is nice seeing them have fun together.

At the end of their trip, Shiro starts teasing Ruu and Kimika again, wanting to know what kind of relationship they have now. Ruu claims there’s nothing going on and Kimika doesn't reply (those who listened to the drama CD know that’s a lie…). He then changes the topic and says he heard Baku and Shiro doing inappropriate things in the open-air bath. Both of them just nod "ah you found out..." and then the bus arrives to take them back to the airport. After that they return to Shinkoumi and the game mentions that this is the end of Clean Dishes's story for now. Shiro thinks that until Baku finally kills him, their life won't change much in the future.

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And that's the end! Not much to say about some of these because they are pretty short, but I am always happy to see Kimika and Ruu in these epilogues too. Of course there's also the drama CD content, which kind of takes place in-between some of these epilogues. Right now I don't have any plans of summarizing/translating it, but maybe someone will do this in the future. By the way, all three of these epilogues have a new r18 scene, so I suggest buying them if you want to see them! I'm not able to upload these anywhere.

[thefostersystem]

i haven’t seen many regressor velvette fics, so here’s one of my one!

- taking a break -

regressor! velvette and babysitter! vox

oneshot

little age: 5-7

It was a taxing afternoon in the V tower, specifically in velvette’s fashion department. employees from all 3 companies were rushing through the levels of the tower frantically, with the sounds of sewing machines and high heels clicking against the floor echoing through the halls of velevette’s department, as she just stood in the middle of the dressing hall overwhelmed from the action. there was rising demand for clothes, electronics, and all the rest of the Vee’s products, causing the tower to be even busier. velvette usually told herself that she has it all under control, and that she doesn't need help. This wasn't false, but also not true. she did have it under control and the ability to handle it, but not all at once with no breaks. with this, the overlord found herself getting irritated and overwhelmed easily during busy days like this one. alas, she ignored her emotions and denied any offers of assistance from her co-workers. The girl luckily allowed herself to happily have self care breaks and enjoy them, but because of product demand, she subconsciously stopped giving herself her deserved breaks as much as before. It wasn't like she forced herself to work, and left self care behind, it was more that she got caught up in work so much she forgot about other things, leaving her irritated and annoyed during workdays.

as the influencer stood in the hall with an aggravated expression, vox summoned behind her to check up on her, startling velvette.

“ah-! dammit vox!” she said in surprise.

“velvette, my dear, you're looking a bit.. tired today. wouldn't you like a break?”

“i’m fine, vox. sow shoo, im busy.”

“ehm.. does not appear so..” the tv head said looking velvette up and down.

“you appear to be out of sorts velvette.. perhaps a break would help?”

“ah- the fuck do you know vox?! I'm working, i've got it under control.” velvette scolded, turning her back on vox. vox knew what was going on, as this was not the first time their companies had been busy, and not the first time velvette got into this state. he remembered how last time regressing helped her, and decided it was a good idea to try that out this time as well.

vox knew if he spoke to his associate one more time, she might have slapped him out of irritability. so, he decided to just scoop her up and toss her onto his shoulder to bring her to her bedroom, knowing that they both had the time to take a break.

“what the fuck vox?? what is this??” the demon said as she tried to squirm. she knew that vox was right, but she did not want to admit it.

“you must take break my friend, and i'm afraid this is the only way you'll be able too.” vox said in a persuasive tone.

velvette began to feel herself slip, since she only mainly regressed from 5-7 years old, it was easy for her to notice her kid-like thoughts.

“I am an adult woman vox! I can handle myself!” she said as she began to fuss, trying to dismiss her regressive thoughts.

“judging off the bags under your eyes, you clearly need a bit of assistance, my dear.” by now the doll demon had finally slipped, and just groaned in response to her babysitter’s claims.

when the two demons arrived at velvette's master bedroom, vox set her down on her bed and went to grab her regression items, as he was one of the only people who knew where they were, let alone one of the only people who velvette trusted enough to tell about her regression.

judging off how old velvette seemed, vox grabbed one of her straw kid’s cups, one of her dolls, and some of her doll accessories such as a tiny hairbrush, a dress, and a miniature teddy bear for velvette to play with. As velvette sat down on her bed, crossing her arms with a grumpy expression on her face, she noticed the doll in vox’s hands and the expression painted on her face immediately disappeared.

“here you go, velly.” the babysitter softly and cheekily said, handing her the doll and accessories. vox knew the girl did like that nickname, even though she pretended not to when she was small, with this, he enjoyed calling her teasingly when she regressed down to the age she was. velvette accepted the doll happily with grabby hands, and then proceeded to roll her eyes in response to the nickname. vox chuckled and went to fill up her cup. he knew she would be distracted for a while now that she has her doll.

when the babysitter came back, he found the petite demon still playing with her doll, changing her into the dress vox picked out when choosing her toys. vox felt a sense of victory cross by him, accomplished that he helped her regress to relax. even though he never had any intention of becoming or being a full time caregiver, he never minded babysitting velvette when she needed it, and quite enjoyed picking up the role. he then handed the small girl her cup, filled with lemon water, the kind of water velvette preferred when it came to beverages. It was either that, or tea, and vox assumed she needed water since she occasionally forgot to hydrate herself on busy work days like this one. velvette took a few sips of the drink and set it down next to her, as she continued to play. Vox wanted to tell her to drink more incase she really was dehydrated, but he resisted as he realized she might not appreciate his request while she is happily playing.

“vel, would you like for me to stay here, or go?” the TV demon asked her carefully.’

“hmm.. you can stay, if you watch lalaloopsy with me!” the regressed british girl replied sillily, knowing kid’s shows like this one weren't exactly her babysitter’s favorite. vox sighed, wanting to stay with velvette but knowing he would have to watch the brightly colored and high pitched show with her, as he accepted his fate, he sat down next to her as she giggled and turned on the TV.

- the end -

[stupidrant]

hey man you got some more random atreboda headcanons for me please 👁️👁️

since u asked so nicely anon <3333

underdressed bf x overdressed gf

comparing hand sizes (lets guess who's idea THAT was 🙄)

atreus teaches angrboda to shoot his bow and she teaches him more jotnar magic 🥲

daughter-in-law angie asking papa-in-law kratos for takeout bc he said no to tretre but now tretre is using angie for what he wants bc he knows kratos cant say no to his daughter in law (spoiler alert, it worked.)

modern HS/early college AU where atreus convinces angrboda to skip class and ofc she says yes after the 3948th ask 😭 he takes her all around the city and blows up his card being stupid and is on punishment for a month

they made it a routine to meet up, (if they’re not already living together) cuddle and watch the stars together at their favorite place✨

making bracelets or other jewelry for eachother

Modern AU where angrboda and atreus are almost joined together at the hip and are troublemakers anywhere they go and not having a care in the world whoever thinks terribly of them. They're borderline if not actual felons at this point but as long as they have eachother, nothing else matters.

angrboda teaching atreus how to do her hair and now he cant stop putting her in hairstyles that he thinks she’d look good in 😭 also likes to put flowers in her hair

angrboda likes to make random knitted items, accessories or clothing for the both of them and atreus is seen with atleast one of those items a day (everybody’s like hey man where’d you get that thing from and hes like, my gf 😁)

While in their animal forms, they play alongside fenrir and jormie and the other ironwood animals

famous painter!angrboda, aspiring artist!atreus

Due to atreus’ greek blood, he retains alot of body heat and angrboda uses him as her personal heater when its too cold lol

both of them redoing their existing tattoos and or making new ones on eachother 🥺

Modern au where theyre popular tattoo artists

angrboda likes to play with his ears and this causes him to sleep everytime regardless of human or wolf form 😂😂

before laufey left jotunheim, her and angrboda’s parents were close. Laufey swore to protect them in their next lives when they meet once more 🥺 although its mostly from his own feelings of love, atreus doesnt realize that his need to protect angrboda also comes from the promise of their parents, unknowingly fulfilling his (and his mother’s) duty even further 💔🥹

[hats-off-to-hermes]

DEVOTIONAL ACTS - Archangel Raphael

Welcome back to the Archangel Devotional acts series. Today we're doing Raphael as requested by @rosie-the-lancs-witch. Thank you!

Read the others here: Archangel Michael, Archangel Uriel, Archangel Haniel, Archangel Jophiel, Archangel Zadkiel, Archangel Gabriel

Archangel Raphael is the angel of healing, also regarded as "He Who Heals". He can help our physical, mental, and emotional healing and works alongside Gabriel with matters of communication to lead to healing. He is associated with the heart energy center.

🌸 Dressing intentionally with green accessories can keep Raphael's energy around you

🌸 If you have crystals, emeralds, green aventurine, and malachite may be great to work with for Raphael

🌸 In terms of working with Raphael, you can meditate with him in mind to bring you healing via all channels. Balancing your health will help you holistically

🌸 You can also use those crystals and associated items with Raphael in healing spells or rituals (such as charging sigils, or in spell bottles)

🌸 If you're in need of help or healing, you can pray to Raphael for assistance. He can lead you to the right people to talk to and get support from

🌸 If you are working on self healing, you can ask for Raphael to be by your side while doing do. His unconditional love and energy can fuel your actions and thoughts to guide you

🌸 Trust your intuition with Raphael in your thoughts, as he can communicate ideas through intuition, thoughts, ideas, dreams and other inner methods.

🌸 Pray a novena to Archangel Raphael

🌸 You can find some wonderful prayers out there for Raphael

🌸 If a loved one needs some healing or help, you can pray to Raphael for guidance on what to do, or to be by your loved one's side, for their highest good

🌸 If you're suffering with addiction, you can call on the help of Raphael

🌸 Travelers, nurses, physicians and medical workers can benefit from praying to Raphael and asking for his guidance

🌸 As the angel of Mercury, you can ask for Raphael's help in communication matters (particularly with speed as well. Sometimes I ask for Mercury related help when it comes to mail being safe)

🌸 Journal to Raphael and write him letters

🌸 You can ask for Raphael's guidance in spiritual alchemy and transmuting something negative into something positive

🌸 Tip from @saintlyfawn to write your worries, anxieties etc. on strips of paper and then put them into a container associated with Raphael (colour based, design based etc). He can handle them from there!

🌸 Raphael can also help with physical needs being met such as food, clothing, shelter and things needed for professions or studies

Have anymore? Feel free to comment them :)

[senjuushi]

You can choose whichever Antiques you'd like for this one!

Taking them to a store (Walmart style or a department store with a bit of everything), giving them a hundred dollars, and telling them that they can buy whatever they like within that price limit.

Who takes advantage of it and what do they buy?

Enfield — He happily buys food, medical supplies, and other necessities. Although he can't see it as anything other than a normal supply errand, he's at least content to find useful things to buy for both of you. And to try to show how competent and helpful he is.

Snider — He'll buy anything that he thinks can be used as a weapon, and is openly irritated about the lack of actual military supplies in the department store. He's also trying to make a "point" about why the whole idea is stupid, so his choices are intended to piss you off.

George — His purchases are mostly food (will you cook burgers for him???), and he doesn't have the slightest second thought about spending the full amount. However, there's at least one surprisingly sweet gift for you mixed in with the junk food and impulse buys.

Kentucky — He mostly gets various craft and DIY supplies, fully intending to make gifts for you later. There might be an accessory for himself included too, though— one that he asks your opinion about before buying it, just to make sure Master likes his style.

Pennsylvania — He feels kind of bad about spending your money (he really doesn't need to be spoiled...), so he tries to buy things that will be useful to both of you. It's mostly practical items and things he knows you like, and he spends far under the full amount given.

Charleville — He's both deeply insecure about being too "high-maintenance" and unsure of what he should want, in the first place, so his purchases end up being little more than a piece of flattering clothing and some sweet wine. He gives most of the money back.

Chassepot — The main thing he gets is a showy, "romantic" gift for you, but if you pay close attention, you'll notice him smuggling a couple of bags full of cheap alcohol (an emergency emotional control measure) past you when he thinks you aren't looking.

Tabatiere — All he gets are cigarettes and some nice things to cook with, like new utensils or food he knows you like. He's deeply uncomfortable with the amount of money you gave him, so he's trying to make sure you get something out of this too.

Dreyse — A mixture of whatever practical supplies he needs (such as non-perishable food or exercise equipment) and Herme management tools, such as a belt that takes some coordination to remove. He'll also give you a good portion of the money back, in the end.

Jitte — His main purchase is nice sake for the two of you to share! Depending on what's available, he might also get Japanese candy, a little potted plant, or an interesting novel, but he's thanking you profusely for being so nice to him, regardless. Master is so kind!

Karl — He gets a fair amount of nice chocolate, and that's it. The rest of the money goes back to you. It's partially a dignity thing and partially just that he doesn't want to look needy, but he can't make himself spend very much. A small treat is plenty, really.

Lorenz — There's not much in a department store that interests him, so his selection ends up being an eclectic selection of objects that he intends to experiment with somehow. He'd also get a book or two if there's anything available that seems worth his intellect.

Cutlery — He spends the full amount, and it's all food. Specifically, non-perishable food that he can hide in his room and hold onto for the next few months. He tries not to let you see exactly what he's getting, and is concerningly protective over the bags when you leave.

[bugscreating]

Ahhhh, I have bad Saiki brain rot. I have so many head cannons, I specifically have a ton about Saiki in a bloomcore aesthetic

This is going to be long, but I am having fun. I have more ideas, but they will have to wait til tomorrow

-One time that Kusuke is fixing or updating Saiki’s antennas, he decides to prank Saiki by making them super flowery. But the jokes on Kusuke, Saiki likes them. Doesn’t even ask for them to be changed back

-Kurumi finds them super cute and makes him the sweater I drew. Saiki loves it, but justifies wearing it because his mom made it. He can’t just not wear it

-It doesn’t take long for Kurumi and her parents to shower him with gifts of flower themed clothes and accessories

-Grandpa Saiki gets super excited about it and buys Saiki a custom and handmade flower lamp and bedding, for people living in his community. And he personally travels and brings them to Saiki

-Grandpa Saiki got a stained glass flower lamp, he personally picked out the shades of pink as he wanted the petals to be a mix of different shades of pink and made sure the metal would be silver. He made a new organic flower design to show the crafter what he wanted it to look like. He made it look like the big pink flowers, that went on for miles, that lined a section of the road to Saiki’s grandparents house

-And Grandpa Saiki went out and bought the fabric and thread for the quilt and picked out the colors and lining for the bedding. He also bought the batting so it would be a thick but breathable quilt. He made sure the corners of the fitted sheet would have extra elastic bands to make sure it stayed smooth. He even flipped through quilting books and found a pattern that he thought would look good with Saiki’s furniture (he obviously made sure all the colors he picked for the quilt and lamp would go with his room)

-Kuniharu makes a stupid comment like ‘wow, I always wondered what it would be like to have a daughter. Thanks Kusuo.’ He makes the mistake of saying it in front of Grandpa Saiki and Kurumi

- Kurumi takes on her devil face and YELLS about encouraging things thier kids like and for possibly pushing Saiki away from bloomcore, because she finds him adorable

-the rest of the day and the next day are hell on earth for Kuniharu

-Saiki grateful for the wonderful pieces of decoration and the thought that went into them so he decides to be kind and invited him to get coffee jelly

- The shift in aesthetics catches all his friends attention but no one feels comfortable bringing it up and Nendou is focused on messing around and not how Saiki looks

- eventually the psikickers ask and Saiki shrugs

- Auira is the one to suggest he grows his hair out and when it’s long enough she’s the first to buy him flower themed hairpins and clips

- it makes Saiki happy and excited enough that he stops scowling and his eyes spark with wonder

- that starts the psikickers new mission to buy him lots of cute accessories

-Now about once a week each member of the psikickers will gift Saiki with a flower accessory

-pretty soon between his family and friends, plus the occasional impulse purchase, Saiki has a sizable collection of flower accessories

- to afford all the gifts, the psikickers start a service where they find lost items. Between the three of them, they are guaranteed to find the missing item

-When Saiki’s hair gets even longer Auira starts to braid flowers and leaves into it

-Saiki also has heavenly locks of hair, softer than anything. So Chiyo and Kokomi want to touch it

- Eventually Chiyo gets the opportunity when they have a gum class or chemistry class and Saiki needs his hair to sit above his shoulders and Aren of someone suggests a bun. But Auira doesn’t know any nice buns, so Chiyo volunteers. The bun is amazing

-(mostly unrelated, but I have a head cannon that Chiyo volunteers at a girls home. Like one of those big sister programs. And that’s they she’s so good with Kokomo who doesn’t really have any other female friends and also with dealing with ways to help Mera stay controlled, but still be who she is. That’s where she learned how to do long hair hairstyles)

-Kokomo I’d super jealous that Chiyo got to touch his hair first

[aidansloth]

Hi, I see your requests are open for Gareth headcanons. Would you do something like Gareth dating with popular fashion person in school (not a cheerleader or sport team player if possible). If you have other ideas for changing the request, then everything is fine. Thank you so much, I hope my English is understandable💛

Gareth Emerson Dating Popular!Reader

a/n: from what I understood you meant reader that's popular at school and is into fashion(?), I hope it's what you wanted and that you'll enjoy it! I also made reader not be an ass, or generally stand up for Gareth and the Hellfire guys, otherwise it would get a bit too angsty

warnings: slight bullying, reader is described to be fem and AFAB but pronouns are they/them

also, don't worry about your English, I understood everything perfectly fine!

even before getting to know you Gareth would think you're so pretty

he noticed how you put so much effort into your outfits, make-up, accessories, everything

he always complimented you when he had the chance (mostly when you had to do work together in class or when it was just the two of you. he's shy okay?)

"I really like your necklace." "Your shirt goes really well with those pants."

he always tried to make the compliments very precise and detailed, of course they were always appreciated and you complimented his outfits too

cause okay, we only saw two of his outfits (and with the same flannel) but they were SO GOOD, so I'm saying he has fashion sense

going a bit off course here but I have to add, Gareth and his mom get fashion magazines to judge every single outfit in there together. they have weekly sessions.

anyway, he starts to develop a crush on you. you do too, how could you not after him being so sweet to you and he was so so pretty

you were sat in class when Gareth complimented your dress and before you could thank him, one of the jocks laughed at him

"Aww... you think you've got a chance with them? That's sweet." his heartbeat stopped. this is it, he thought. now you're going to make fun of him and laugh. all the sweet things you said to him were all a cruel joke on him. then you snorted

"Aaww, Andy! Are you jealous Gareth dresses better than you?" you positioned your head into your hands and smiled up at him, waiting for his response. Gareth was shocked at your response

Andy tried to respond but nothing came out of his mouth, he really didn't expect you to stand up for Gareth

"Yeah, exactly. Leave." you then asked the drummer if he was okay and apologized for Andy's behaviour

that's when he fell for you

when you two got together he was scared at first that maybe you didn't want people to find out (he knew he was projecting but the fear was still there of course)

but then on the first morning to school together you held hands with him and kissed him before entering class right in front of everybody

the hellfire club talked about nothing else the entirity of lunch, asking him where, when, how etc.

eventually the whole school knows and of course there's asshole who pick on you two but who cares yk

he does feel a little guilty that people are now annoying you because of him but you tell him you don't care. he even invites you to sit at the Hellfire table, and of course you agree

they're a bit wary at the start, knowing you're popular and all but once they see you defending them, you're good in their book (they will still give you the shovel talk)

anyway, you can drag Gareth to all the stores you want, he'd love to be your personal adviser on what looks good on you or not

also loves when you ask him what accessory would look better with your outfit, it makes him feel special

on that note, he loves matching clothes with you. even if his style isn't your style, you'd find a middle ground, maybe sharing an earring (or getting the same bracelet or ring) or getting the same normal black jacket so you can decorate it in different ways but it's still the same item of clothing (? don't know if I explained it well, sorry)

if you'd want to get into fashion as a career he'd be SO supportive

knows you'll do great, no matter if you become a designer, a seamstress, a model maker etc.

if you ever worry about something being too flashy to wear to school he'd stop you right there and reassure you

"Life is short sugar, wear what you want. A full ballgown. A wedding dressing even, I'd be there holding your 10-feet-long veil for you babe."

even when you're worried something is too revealing, he's there without a second thought telling you to go for it

"And if someone gives you trouble for it, I'll beat them up."

"Gareth, we both know you're not very good at that."

"Won't stop me from trying!" then he'll kiss you. because he loves you.

I was also thinking of writing a drabble/short fic of their meeting scene I described earlier, tell me if you'd be interested in reading it!

[illfoandillfie]

Kinktober Day 29: Dollification

Kinktober Masterlist | Regular Masterlist

Pairing: Ben Hardy x Reader

Words: 2,716

Warnings: dollification - reader is the doll. hair pulling, kinda rough sex, sex toy (vibrator), cuffs

A/N: listen, Barbie Girl by Aqua is a very horny song and if you haven’t heard it in a while please go read to the lyrics. Anyone with a dollification kink is well within their rights to be turned on by it. Also I just love the thot of Ben getting a stiffy because of it.

When you and Ben had left the pub early it had been with the idea of fucking as soon as you got home. You just hadn’t expected to be playing a doll during it. Not that you didn’t want to. You’d discovered you were into the doll thing nearly as much as Ben was, but it was usually a little more planned. One of you would mention that you’d been thinking about it and you’d set aside some time within the next few days to play around with it. It gave you both time to get in the right headspace and decide on specifics of the scene before it began. But not this time. This time you’d been intending to just have some good old fashioned sex – maybe a bit of oral but mostly just missionary – until you’d been driving home and Barbie Girl by Aqua had come on the radio. You were singing along to the bits you knew, laughing when you realised just how suggestive, or indeed how downright dirty, some of the lyrics were. You pointed it out to Ben, realising he was blushing a little when you turned to him. And then you noticed the bulge in the front of his pants and it all clicked together. Of course he’d be turned on by a song where the one and only Barbie doll was singing about being undressed anywhere and begging on her knees.   “You okay there Benny?” you asked, trying not to giggle. He must have known you’d worked it out because all he said was, “Why’d you have to sing along?” as he less-than-subtly palmed himself. You couldn’t help but laugh at that offering him an apology through it, “I could make it up to you though, when we got home. If you wanted to...play it out...” “What, really?” “Mmhmm. I could be your Barbie for the night. You can touch, you can play.” “If I say I’m always yours?” You laughed again, “Well that parts implied.”

When you got home you told Ben to give you at least fifteen minutes to get ready. And then you ran for the bedroom, knowing the timing would be tight. But, luckily, you’d been planning a little something special for his birthday, and so a lot of what you needed was already there. You shut the door behind you and immediately began stripping off, even removing your underwear to make things easier. You slipped into a short black dress, one you knew would be easy for Ben to get off you but also would turn him on, and then pulled out two other clothing items, laying them out on the bed as if they were bonus outfits doll you came with. One was a cute, sheer babydoll that flounced around your thighs when you wore it. The other was a matching robe with fluffy cuffs. You’d bought them both in a sale, unbeknownst to Ben, because they seemed perfect for a doll to wear. Finally you added some high heels and touched up your makeup. A glance at the clock told you there was still time so you dashed back into your wardrobe to dig out a couple of extra items – a set of cuffs and your vibrator – laying them on the bed with the outfits. Unfortunately, your idea for Ben’s birthday included a lifesize barbie box for you to stand in and you hadn’t yet worked out either how to make it or how to hide something like that until you were ready to reveal it to Ben. So, in lieu of proper packaging, you scribbled a quick sign on a piece of paper torn from a notebook. It declared you were Nymphomaniac Barbie, that you came with three outfits and two accessories. And then, because you didn’t want to have to be silent the whole time, you added in that Nympho Barbie now came with three unique phrases. He just had to pull your hair to make you say them.  

The fifteen minutes was up but Ben must have decided to give you some extra time. You took a second to shake out your arms and centre yourself before sticking your head out the door to call out that you were ready. And then you dashed back towards the bed, settling into a doll like stance as you listened to Ben’s steps get closer and closer.   He groaned when he saw you, eyes darting from where you stood to what you’d laid out on the bed. Finally, he noticed the hastily scribbled tag. You watched as he read it, biting his lip, visibly melting a little when he realised what it all meant.   “You talk?” He asked softly, reaching up to give your hair a tug. “Harder Sir!” you said in your best bubbly Barbie voice. There was another tug and you said your second phrase, “Please Sir Please!” and then a third, “I love your cock!” For a moment it seemed Ben wasn’t sure what to do with you. He looked you over, letting the instructions float to the floor, and then suddenly he was making you sit on the edge of the bed. You were used to being moved and positioned whenever you played doll so it was easy to let him guide you to the bed, though you weren’t sure what to expect next.   Ben nodded when you were sitting and then moved towards you dresser, grabbing your hair brush off the top. He knelt behind you and began pulling the brush through your hair, working out the few little tangles that had been made during the day.   “Gotta make sure your hair’s all pretty so I can pull it properly,” he muttered to you. It was the last thing you’d thought he’d do, though remembering the song that started everything, you realised what gave him the idea. And it felt incredibly nice. You wanted to slump back, to lean into him, the brushstrokes so soothing and his hands so gentle. But you resisted the temptation, determined to be a good doll for him.  

The hair brushing didn’t last all that long but you felt surprisingly horny afterwards, wriggling a little in your seat as Ben put the brush away. But you were still again when he turned back, letting him stand you up and begin undressing you.   Ben let out another groan when he realised you weren’t wearing any underwear and couldn’t resist touching you. His fingers brushed over your breasts, tweaking your nipples and you shivered as he dragged his fingertips down to your pussy, lightly tracing your lips. He didn’t go further than that though, teasing you and then removing his touch to reach for the lingerie instead.   The soft material of the babydoll tickled your thighs as Ben pulled it into place, taking a second to admire you in it, before he reached for your accessories. There was some more manoeuvring so Ben could place the cuffs around your wrists and then guide you onto the bed. You felt a little bad about all the energy Ben had to put into moving you - pulling you around and straightening out your legs to get you to lay in the middle of the bed, your arms still stretched up over your head. But it all seemed to turn Ben on more so you couldn’t feel too bad about it. He had a raging hardon, clearly visible even though he was yet to undress at all. A hardon that only grew as he pushed your legs apart and saw that you were wet.   Ben gave a small tug on your hair.   “Please, Sir, Please,” you tried to get across how horny you were, hoping he wouldn’t tease too much before he actually fucked you.   “Good doll,” he smiled , pushing the lingerie out of the way so he could start fingering you.  

You were already wet and only got wetter as he touched you and talked at you.   “I was so excited to find you. Nympho Barbie is very rare but you’re in perfect condition. I can’t wait to test your capabilities.” He didn’t touch your clit, didn’t try to hit your g spot. He was focused on making sure you were wet enough and stretched out enough to take his cock. And every so often he’d pull your hair again, just small tugs to make you say one of your phrases, your voice getting whinier and whinier as you wanted him more and more desperately.   “Please Sir Please,” “What do you want Barbie?”   “I love your cock!” “Yeah? You want my cock? Want me to fuck you?” “I love your cock!” “Alright, doll, I think you’re ready for me.” It took all your willpower not to whine at the sudden loss as he pulled his fingers out of you, but you managed it.   Ben didn’t seem to notice your struggle as he undid his belt and then his fly, letting his pants drop to the floor. But you were watching him as closely as you could without moving, watching and nearly drooling as he stripped off the rest of his clothes, taking his leaking cock in his hand as he moved between your legs.  

Ben took a moment to adjust your legs, pushing them a bit wider and bending your knees to make things a bit easier for himself. He rubbed his length against you, sliding it through your folds, slicking it with your juices, before finally notching it at your hole.   You felt his tip press into you just a fraction as he leaned forward to pull your hair again, twice in quick succession.   “Please Sir Please, I love your cock.” you managed to beg. It was all he had needed to hear and he slid into you quickly, grunting as you clenched around him.   “Fuck doll,” he groaned, pushing himself deeper and deeper.   You tried to keep still and quiet. It was the hardest part of playing a doll but you were getting better at it, a couple of soft squeaks leaving you but nothing more.   Ben didn’t even notice, much too preoccupied. He held himself sheathed within you for a moment and then pulled out halfway so he could push back in. After a few more soft thrusts he reached for you hair again, probably just wanting to hear you say how much you loved his cock again.   “Harder Sir,” you groaned, wanting to encourage him to move more.   His pace picked up a little but it still wasn’t what you wanted. You waited for him to reach for your hair again, repeating your plea.   Ben adjusted his pace, “Tell me how much you love this,” his voice low and rough and he didn’t even bother to let go of your hair before he pulled it again. “Harder Sir!” was all you could say. Ben growled. It was a rare sound from him, and you shivered in response, his fingers digging into your skin as his other tightened in your hair, as he gave a rough thrust that made you moan. You hadn’t meant to, still wanting to play the doll properly, and pressed your lips closed to try to hide the sound.   “Living up to the name, nympho doll,” he grunted, fucking into you hard and harder still on the last two words.   Ben must have wanted a response because he pulled your hair again and you choked out, “I love your cock!” as he ploughed into you.  

It wasn’t Ben’s usual way of fucking you. On a regular night his thrusts could be fast or forceful but rarely both and not to the extent he could go in doll scenes. Something about the role play brought out a much more animalistic side of him. And you loved that. You wouldn’t want him so growly and forceful every night, and the unusuality of it made it all the better. You felt more like a toy when he got that way. Just a doll for him to use, to get off in. He was pounding into your cunt, his eyes following the movement of your breasts, one hand tangled in your hair – pulling it just to hear you babble about liking his cock or pleading please sir please, and for a moment you could have forgotten that you weren’t Nympho Barbie. The downside however, was that Ben wasn’t as in practice and couldn’t maintain the pace as long as he usually went. You were enjoying it and then suddenly he stopped, cock still buried deep in your cunt, panting for breath. He hadn’t finished, you were sure of that, but he had stopped, and you needed him to keep going.   “Please Sir Please,” you whined when he pulled out and tried to take his hand from your hair, tugging it more from accident than intention.   “I’m not done,” he rolled his eyes, and grabbed you, repositioning you so you were on your knees, resting on your forearms, wrists still cuffed together.  

Ben didn’t waste time making you beg for him again, he was nearly as desperate to continue as you were. There was a few shuffling sounds as he moved between your legs, hand resting on your arse as he guided his cock back into you. And then, with a series of grunts, he found his rhythm again. Only this time, his squeezed your hips under his palms and pulled you back to meet him, each thrust marked by the sound of his sweat slick skin meeting yours.   He leaned forward, forcing himself just a little deeper than before, and yanked on your hair again. And he didn’t let go, wanting to hear you say you loved his cock on loop. You gladly cried out, pleased you could say anything, moaning through the words when you weren’t gasping them as a hard thrust forced the air from your lungs. And it just kept going until Ben came with a loud moan, his hips jerking as he emptied himself into you.  

You slumped in place, shoulders falling when you realised he was spent. You’d have sworn you could cum too, despite Ben doing nothing to intentionally get you off. It’d felt so good, the angle making him hit the right spots. You’d just needed a bit more time. Ben kissed the back of your shoulder before he carefully pulled out and got off the bed.   You expected him to end the scene but instead he quietly said, “Now, doll, lets see what your other accessory does.”   You froze and let Ben manoeuvre you again. First he tugged you to your feet, slipping the robe over your arms, pressing his lips to yours as he did so. You wanted to kiss him back but he clearly still wanted his doll and you were curious to see what he was going to do, so you stayed still. He smiled as he pulled back and then made you sit close to the head of the bed, legs and arms outstretched. There was just enough space for Ben to clamber in behind you, tugging you back to lean against his chest, the vibrator clutched in his hand. He bent your legs and spread them wider.   There was the sound of him spitting into his palm, using the saliva to slick the vibrator before he got it wetter by dragging it along your cunt.   “Please Sir Please,” you whined when he tugged your hair and then the toy was sinking into you. Ben turned it on with his thumb and began thrusting it into you at a pace close to the way he’d fucked you.   You bit your lip to keep from moaning, feeling your orgasm rapidly approaching. The vibrations seemed to spread through you, pulsing out from your cunt, and that wasn’t even accounting for the quick thrusts.   “Y/N, cum.” Ben said softly against your ear. And you did. A moan caught in your throat and your feet slipped a little as you tried to meet the thrust of the toy in Ben’s hand. But his arm around you kept you tight against him and he kept pressing kisses to wherever he could reach as he worked you through it. “Fuck, Ben.” He just laughed, the toy still buzzing within you, “I think you deserve another one.”

[togalnu]

Do you have any specific hcs for fem togainu or just fem nitrochi as a whole? I'd love to hear them! ^^

Oops I meant to answer this earlier. Anyways yes! I will be putting this under a read more because. Lol. Enjoy!

You wanna know a secret? Earlier this year I was researching parodies and the legalities of them because I had the grand idea to make a togainu remake but yuri and with some story changes. A whole ass visual novel. I was seriously planning on making it. Suffice to say I have put in some thought in turning these yaoi boys into yuri girls.

We will be here all day if I list every little thought and headcanon I have! I'll def make more posts about my visions in the future, but for right now I need to talk about Shiki. I NEED TO TALK ABOUT SHIKI.

First and foremost, my overall thoughts about Shiki: wasted potential. His route was a huge disappointment when I finally got to it. It was fumbled so fucking badly and it pains my soul because Shiki is hot and I love the concept of his character but.. man. What a let down. I ended up thinking about him a lot because of this. What I would do if I were in charge of writing his route, parts of his characterization that I'd rid of or ameliorate, and maybe even giving him some new quirks to not make him so one-dimensional-evil-villain type. And then along with this, I started thinking about what if he was a woman. because I am attractdd to women. Typical thought process.

First, his design. I am a sucker for black haired red eyes bitches. I love black and red. I'm dying my hair black and red at the end of the year. The majority of my wardrobe is black and red. I do not play around #EMO. I love the almost leather gothic look he has but unfortunately it is not enough for me. I felt that he needed more unnecessary accessories and belts and other clothing items, as any goth should have. I've had a few ideas in mind for Shiki girl outfit and they all lean into these more, like giving her extra bracelets, belts, necklaces, crosses, whatever. I want her DECKED OUT!!! But I also struggle coming up with outfits so I can't really decide what looks good LMAO

Things I love about Shiki's outfit:

- The gloves. UGHHH gloves are so fun. The longer the gloves are the better.

- His stupid coat

- The spikes and crosses. The silver adds a lot to his appearance

- Turtleneck<3

Things I don't like about Shiki's outfit:

- those stupid ass notches on his pants. I can't tell if he has insane thigh-high boots or strange pants, and neither can a lot of artists it seems like? Though it seems pants are the consensus. SAD!

- Turtleneck should have long sleeves

- Or his coat should have long sleeves. One of those two

- What the hell is going on with his belt. It'd look fine if it didn't have those strange hanging.. circle... things

NOW MY IDEAS

I like the idea of her having a corset and fishnets, so I've been including that in whatever iteration of her design I'm working on. I gotta keep the coat too as it's like, a Shiki classic. I've also been trying to decide how a skirt for her might look (I love the idea of it having a slit so you can see her fishnets and thigh high boots).

But I'm torn on including the turtleneck as much as I love it.... I feel like it kinda clashes. Idk maybe i should just move her skirt up so it's not hanging off her ass but also it's fun to draw it that way.

Although adding another belt with the skirt could work too, and have the fishnets peaking out from the skirt slit... not gonna draw that rn though im just brainstorming here

Like I said earlier I'd love to give her way more accessories than base Shiki has but I need to definitely play around with outfit ideas more bc I don't want her to look too cluttered either. Also sorry all the pics are torso only because for some reason I struggle HARD with drawing calves and feet

I don't have much to say for hair ideas.. I just like the idea of it flairing out + two long.. idk what to call them... strands of hair? Down her cheeks?? Okay well u see what I mean in the pic. Bangs pretty much stay the same

And ohhh my god I know togainu is set in the post-apocalyptic future, but considering it came out in 2005 I feel obligated to rework some of the designs to be a little more y2k.. Akira with low waisted flared jeans... making Shiki even more gothic... it's so fucking fun HOW CAN I NOT!!

Also the other day I saw this one corset that I LOVED and wanted to see if I can Shiki-fy it but hmm... idk... I definitely need to play around with the idea more but here's a quick sketch i did just for funsies so you get the idea

Okay moving on

Second, his characterization. I love the idea of what they were going for in terms of his relation to Nano. I wish so badly they had expanded on this past Shiki just hating line users and killing them because he's unable to kill Nano (although I do think this is a pretty good bit of characterization). I'm pretty sure the Chayamachi manga goes more into this but idc we are talking about the game so I'm gonna pretend it doesn't exist.

Shiki is smug and cocky. Incredibly so. But a big part of his character is how hateful he is, so much so that it's this hate that motivates everything he does.

I love it. I love his hatred. I wish the game went more into it sooo badly and like if he found out Akira had anti-line blood before the end of the game and there was time given to show his reaction? Would he hate Akira for it??? Would he feel any kind of resentment?? If I was Shiki I'd definitely feel complicated as fuck over it!!!

Anyways I'm still working out how fem Shiki could be improved upon in terms of this, and I LOVEEE LOVE LOVE LOVE writing personality and backstories and relationships with other characters and how they all interact with each other. I have very deep oc lore because of this but i will not get into my ocs rn because they have nothing to do with togainu.

This post is already long enough however and if I were to talk about all the ideas I had for Shiki characterization upgrade... well it'd take even longer. To say the least. One day I'll talk about it though! In a more comprehensive post including other characters and whatnot. It's something I definitely also need to work out in my head more tho

It's been a pretty fun project so far that I hope to do more with in the future. Side note that doesn't really matter but there's this song that I always imagine fem Shiki amvs too oops.. RIDE IT by LustSickPuppy... this part especially.......

(the part is around 1:17 if you don't feel like listening to the entire thing. But u should)

Urggghhhh I love lsp ugh ughhhhhfuhrhhcuuhfhuufghh sorry for posting lyrics and a spotify link. It will happen again

OKAY. AMYWAYS

I do not give a fuck if all of this seems too self indulgent. If anything it's supposed to be!!! It's a labor of love!!!

Thank u to anyone who read this far. I appateciate it