#alright. enough illness

[leminaus]

haiii

[tmos-time]

guy whos been using the zosan tag like diet erisol for months: yeah i think eridan could be convinced to get into one piece. yeah ill do that for @erisolweek free day

(if any of the japanese parts are clunky or off in any way, thats on me for only having translation pages and absorbed one piece knowledge to go off of, LOL. unfortunately, headcanoning that trolls can use languages like theyre just accents doesnt give me the power to depict it flawlessly)

[ronnabyte]

watching s2 p2. guess thats what happens sometimes though

[tears-of-boredom]

day 7: fantasy

i tried to make a lil animation. turned out alright in my opinion

[art--harridan]

[Image description: A digital drawing based on the film Sing Street, depicting the character Conor Lawlor. It depicts a shot from the music video they made for The Riddle of the Model, so Conor is wearing his outfit for that. The gloved hands of Raphina hold a mirror, which shows Conor. He looks forward, mouth open as if he's in the middle of singing a lyric. The background of the mirror is green, while the background of the piece is an electric teal. This background also has red wavy lines on that follow the shape of the drawing. There's some fainter waves in the background, which are light teal and purple respectively. The actual drawing uses a textured brush, with clean lines and grainy shading. It's a dark purple.]

Inktober - Day 29 (Navigator)

Film - Sing Street (John Carney, 2016)

[high-sixing]

I’m super sorry for skipping two prompts for the Stancest Summer and posting this one a few days late 🙇‍♀️ One of them is smut, which I am super shu about and still working on. The other I just got too busy to draw.

But I wanted to post this one, even if it’s past its due date because this one means alot to me.

So the final prompt for @5summersofstancest was “A Tight-Knit Family” and I dedicate this piece to @donethedevilspedicure. I have been in the Stancest Fandom for a little over 5 years. Maybe more. I’ve seen people come and go and I adored everyone that I could. But it’s a very special thing when you make a close friend in a fandom. I am very glad that I took the time to find a lost Akuroku fic for a certain someone within the Stancest server as a challenge. I never imagined we would get as close as we are now a year later.

The Stancest fandom is a fandom family I am happy to be a part of, no matter how many people I see pass by. And I am especially thankful that it helped awkward little me make a good friend. From making fanart for you, giving you a 2.0 avatar remake, you tuning into my random discord gaming streams and listening to me talk about random shit. I enjoyed it all and more. May we have more years of friendship, Devil.

And I hope other people in the fandom can make a good friend like I have. Here’s to our Grunkles! Until next Summer!

This piece also marks the end of the pencil I’ve been using to draw this entire time. This thing has been through 3 stancest summers and all the fanart I’ve made since starting High-Sixing. It’s time for the lil guy to rest. You did good, Pencil-chan.

[kittycatred]

(Head pats)

I wish you the best of luck.

(Disappears into black smoke)

-Weird anon

thanks...!

wow....am i really that exhausted to where im seeing floating hands now disappearing into smoke now...?

[umem1ya]

what if. what if I did a whole post abt ex-togame what if.

[dailypearldoodles]

Pearl but as a Sky COTL person(i think their called moths)

Day 342

Just the newbies are called moths by the fandom! Canonically theyre children of light, but people usually call them skykids or skids for short

Have a moth Pearl and Grian :3

[king-midas-fortnite]

🧪

What was life like for you while trapped in the underworld?

I'd really rather not discuss this.

[He takes a short breath as a throbbing discomfort starts.]

It wasn't anything I couldn't handle--

[The breath becomes a hiss through his teeth and a hand flies up to his head as the serum's ingrediants ignite a firey pain behind his eyes.]

Fuck--Alright! It was awful, is that not enough!? I was in hell! Imprisoned there by a god who was angry that a man had evaded him for far longer than any mortal should ever be able to. 

It wasn't a full two thousand years for me thanks to the Zero Point's own timeline, but it was for him, and thats all he gave a shit about! Gods are always so god damn arrogant.

[Thankfully the words spilling out of him relieve the pressure in his mind, but they do nothing to quell the discomfort of remembering things so horrible.]

Every day. For four years. Was a fucking nightmare. Total isolation in a cell to myself was broken up by the goading voices of shades that he allowed to taunt me, or torture from the ones powerful enough to remain corporeal. 

And by the visions given to me! Whether they were from him, or from the shades, I don't know and I don't care. 

When they weren't showing me the death of my daughters over and over and over again! they'd show me escape. I'd be running out of my cell and towards freedom, towards Jules, only to wake right back where I was, sitting on the stone floor with one hand chained above my head while my other arm, useless and handless lay at my side.

I could not eat. I could not sleep. I felt nothing but pain and misery for every hour spent in that miserable place. 

[He laughs, humorlessly. Manically.]

Oh, but sometimes, he'd bless me with his company. Hades. He'd grace me with a visit himself, come to remind me that this would be my eternity. That he owned me. 

I think what was most horrendous, was I started to look forward to him dropping by. At least it was something, anything, other than the fucking shades! 

[He takes a large breath and heaves a sigh. The pain from the serum had worn off entirely, leaving him exhausted.]

There. You have your answer, and I need a drink.

[her-canine-teeth]

bad astrology by flower face

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[hello-zephyr]

[sodrippy]

graaaa do i hit the gym tomorrow as usual to not break my routine + make up for skipping on monday OR skip the gym tomorrow and get in two more work hours to make up for skipping the last few hrs of the workday ughhh life is so lose lose foreverD

[aria0fgold]

I just read Chapter 4 of ms2 and AAUAAUUAGHHGHGHG

Also I was half-joking when I put in that caiowe ship chart post bout Owen bringing Cain up every chance he gets and... he... he really does... doesn't he???

OWEN?!?!!?!?!!?! HE EVEN DEFENDS HIM???????????? STAAAARRRS HE LOVES CAIN SO MUCH I CAN'T WITH HIM

He can't even deny it... He can't even say no... He KNOWS it's true cuz my guy is so attached to Cain it's ridiculous.

AAAUUGGHHGHHG???? It's Sir Knight, yes, okay, thank you Owen, always gotta make sure he's referred to accordingly, yep, Owen hates him yeah, Owen hates (LYING LIAR WHO LIES) Cain sooo much, yep. That's the truth. Owen even siding with Cain during the betting LIKE OUOUUGHHGHG

Funny time over... man 😔 Owen yearns for a community so badly huh... He's so sick and tired of being alone he just wants to have others around him MAAAAAN. Owen taking Arthur's side too... Oh he's so fond of Central Wizards FOR REAL. Akira, I love you so much, they continue to hope for a better world for the wizards uueueueueeuueeuue

[writtenonreceipts]

I'm really sorry to hear you are living. Does it mean we won't be able to read/re-read your old work at all?

I hope think gets better for you, I will miss your writing.

Hey <3 thanks for checking in!

Something I have come to realize is that I take things too personally in a way while writing fic. I get too caught up in reblogs and comments. When I was 15, I started writing fic to build my writing skills and then when I returned to it in 2020, it became a way to get validation in my writing. I've found the more active I am in writing and posting it, the more depressed I get. It's not a healthy relationship.

So...yeah, I likely won't write fic anymore. I have unlocked two fics on AO3 but probably won't do any others. All links should still be working/updated here on tumblr.

I'm trying to get better with the mental health (and have been better). And I'm super busy while trying to expand my education/career shift and get my OG writing ready to publish. And those are the things that are most important to me right now.

I do appreciate the kind words and hope you're doing well yourself nonny.

[gu6chan]

man........ i start thinking about my black butler days and a new rp blog of this one comes calling back to me like the devil