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Sae Niijima is such a good character it drives me insane a little. She's not a mother nor a maternal or doting older sister but instead a twenty four year old who was thrown into a position of responsibility that she never asked for. She loves Makoto just as much as she resents her and its so apparent every time they talk up until November. "Are you studying?" (I want you to do well) (I need you to get a job and stop making my life harder) "I'll use any method necessary to get this promotion" (Life will be easier for us) (So stop distracting me with your problems) "Focus on your future" (I know that you're capable) (I can't afford to waste my time on you, so stop wasting time on others)
Makoto is not only the sole reason she pushes as hard as she does for a promotion, for success, and the reason that she loses herself in her animosity over her fathers death, but also someone she can't stand for so long. Makoto was 14-15 when their father died. Sae was 21. As soon as she got the career she wanted and things started to look up, her stability was robbed from her and she was disillusioned with the system that her father had taught her to rely on and completely adhere to. How do you manage, the daughter of a cop, following his footsteps towards law enforcement, when you're suddenly reminded of how unfair it is? You can't quit, your little sister relies on you and she's so young and struggling just as badly with this grief. So you pick yourself up and you get moving again. You push harder, press further. You abandon your morals and your ethics because punishing criminals (guilty or not) is almost like punishing the man who killed your father.
And the whole time she's fighting for promotions, going for drinks with the SIU Director to make herself more favourable for promotions, trying to navigate being a woman in a competitive, suffocating, male-dominated field, falling behind despite doing so much where others are promoted for doing so little - all the while your little sister comes back from school and her biggest issues are so small compared to yours.
Persona 5 revolves so heavily around grief and loss and change and Sae embodies all of that so well, all of the sharp and unpleasant and jagged parts of grief.
#sae niijima#persona brainrot real#idk what possessed me for this i jsut love her#beyond her being rlly hot and such a driven and compelling character#the way that we see her on screen is so heavily shaped and influenced by grief that its almost crushing when you notice it#she focuses on work because if she falls behind it could cost her and her sister everything#yet she lives in her fathers house. works a job her father would be proud of. is praised through her proximity to her father.#her sister idolises her and relies on her like a parent. sae was never supposed to be that to her#how am i meant to be your mother and your father? how am i meant to be the source of stability in your life when im not stable in mine#and the whole time your little sister sits there and where shes actually putting on a brave face and forcing through her own grief#struggling to put a life without her father into perspective#to you she just looks ... complacent. willfully ignorant to the situation that you're both in and the struggles you're both facing#why WOULDNT you hate her?#and then you realise that shes not ignorant. shes not as stupid or as oblivious as you thought#every time she was being distracting and asking pointless questions she was just reaching out to you#and each time you had to push her hand away and tell her not now. focus. study.#they drive me insane actually#persona 5#p5r#persona 5 royal#makoto niijima
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happy mother's day lmfao
bonus (the girls are fightiiing):
#and thus eddie caused a category 5 neighborhood disaster bc he tried to flirt via sandwich questions#which is a totally valid way to flirt. Totally.#what's more romantic than being able to bring people their favorite sandwiches without having to ask#idk im not a romantic. almost wrote tomantic. i dont like tomatoes either#welcome home#scribble salad#welcome home fanart#welcome home puppet show#in all honesty during last night's festive breakdown i had the doodled Thought above#and scribbled it in my phone notes#it feels good to not only have an Idea but to also Get It Out#yaknow? i dont get that often#brain usually has half a thought then fizzles out and decides to go lay down for a full week#also here's a niche concept that is incredibly funny to me:#a neighbor swearing and wally immediately being like NO!!! THE RATINGS!!!!#he has to snipe them before they can get the full word out. how sad :'{#alsoX2 special thanks to these doodles for keeping me awake#i had decided not to sleep when i drew this and i can't fall asleep before ten otherwise ill wake up 4 hours later wide awake#with no hope of getting back to sleep#and another s/o to barnaby for being incredibly pleasant to draw. he does not fight me like the others do
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This clip made me laugh harder than it had any right to. Sound on for full effect.
This is my end-of-year love letter to Critical Role - the cast, crew, and critter community. Thank you all <3
#critical role#critical role fanart#pate de rolo#this may be the most ridiculous thing i've made#i haven't used after effects in forever and had to ask google a lot of questions#i did not have to ask how to draw shrimp i've drawn those a lot#i could almost draw a bird skull without reference these days#almost
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rough art tips to learn and then break at your leisure.
the distance between your eyes is roughly one eye. the corners of your mouth dont extend past the middle of each eye. ears are roughly in the middle of the tip of the nose and the eyebrow. the eyes are in the very centre of the head. the neck is just a Little slimmer than the width of the head (varies with fat distribution, but fat tends to build up under the chin). hair is easier to draw when you plot out the hairline and then where it parts. leaving appropriate distance on the side of the face (cheekbone area and back to ear) contributes to making characters look more realistic/hot as hell. i dont know specific tips for that so use reference. an amazing reference/study site is lineofaction.com . if you think of the face in planes it makes it easier to construct (look up tutorials). if you draw a spiral like a tornado it can help you figure out awkward perspective for extended limbs (look up foreshortening coil technique). tangent lines are when two lines intersect and cause visual confusion (when it looks like a line that defines an arm is part of the line that defines a building, for example) and avoiding them makes your art way easier to comprehend. quick trick to good composition: choose a focal point (where you want your viewer to focus), detail that area the most, and make sure various elements of the piece are pointing to that focal point. you can use colours to contrast hue, saturation, and brightness and make certain elements of your drawing stand out. drawing in greyscale can help you figure out values. using black in a piece isn't illegal but you should know what you're doing when you do use it- it desaturates a piece and if used as a shading colour can desaturate and dull whatever youre shading too. if you use almost-black lineart and then add black to darken the very darkest areas it will do a lot to add some nice depth. the tip of your thumb ends just above the start of your index finger- your thumb also has two knuckles and all your other fingers have three. if you see an artist doing something you like (the way they draw noses or eyes or hair or anything else) you can try to copy that and see if you want to incorporate it in your style <- this is ENCOURAGED and how a lot of us learned and developed our styles. there are ways to add wrinkles to faces and bodies without making the character look a million years old, you just have to keep experimenting with it. The smile wrinkles around your muzzle dont connect to your mouth or to your nose; there should be a small space in between smile or nose and the wrinkle line. eyes when viewed in profile are like < aka a little triangle shape. think of the pupil like a disk and apply foreshortening to it (it looks like a line when seen from the side instead of a full round dot). subtle gradients can add a LOT to a piece. texture can also add a LOT. look up Tommy Arnold's work (his murderbot pieces are some of my FAVOURITE) and zoom in. find those random little circles he added and try to figure out why he added them there. light bounces. there's lots of way light bounces. sometimes it even spreads through the skin. i do not know these light tricks yet but i want you to know that they exist. draw a circle to indicate hand placement, draw a straight line between that circle and the shoulder, and then (normally at a right angle) draw a straight line on top of that line to find the placement of the elbow. elbows are normally placed Just above the hip when standing and your arm is at rest. there are no bad colour combos if you're brave enough about it, just fuck with the saturation and brightness until it works. keep playing. try new things. add your own tips to this post if you want or even expand on some ive mentioned here. good luck go ham etc
#look at this post#the sum of almost all of my art knowledge#all that i can remember rn anyway lmaooo#shit i didn't mention the tips for backgrounds that i know#eh that's environment most of this deals with character work anyway#i learned most of this from tutorials and kind artists who like to talk about their work#i would not know NEARLY as much about creative shit as i do if it weren't for the people who were willing to talk about their skills#and their tricks and their observations. id be nothing without them i dont remember most of them but i am so so grateful for that kindness#so ig here ill spread that a little further#if you have any questions go ahead and ask i am a NERD about art okay i do not know everything but i am always willing to talk about what i#do know#art tips#one of the most important things for you to do as an experienced or beginner artist tho#is to PLAY#experiment#figure out what's fun and what looks nice and what looks nice faster and just. whatever the fuck you want to learn#it is SUCH a joy
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i would like to introduce antis to the concept of: genuinely asking questions instead of pretending to be part of the community and then squishing yourself away from it really hard because you jumped in both feet and got a shock from it
#pine speaks#radqueer#this is about those fake accounts that popped up the other day and have now all deleted#“hey why do you believe that?'' is a question some of us would be HAPPY to answer#like. if you jump in a river all the way up to your head. without even checking if it's too cold. YOU'RE GONNA WANNA GET OUT OF THE RIVER#plus that one “im genuinely surprised no one tried to groom me” it's almost like antis LIE about us!! shocker!! /s
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Crazy wild shit man
#how are we straight up accepting the emmrich romance lich choice for how it’s written#does anyone feel me#hello???#no one else can see the inherent tragedy in this?#maybe I’m too mort ass pilled but um. trading away your life to escape death is no life at all#and why can’t rook be like. you killed yourself and took yourself away from me and now you have no skin for me to caress and no warmth for#me to share and though it’s still your consciousness you’ve a) gained a perspective I can never ever share and b) you have accepted#outliving me so thoroughly that I will be just a drop in the bucket of your life even if I get another good 50 years out of life.#why can’t I ask him is all this worth it without your heart????!??#why can’t I break it off?!!!???#why do I HAVE to celebrate this choice#emmrich volkarin#dav spoilers#and that’s not even getting into the philosophical questions surrounding fear and what it means to live like.#emmrich… has ocd. and I have no doubt that those fears are truly debilitating (despite this almost never coming up in the narrative)#and essentially this choice is one about how to deal with it. acceptance vs avoidance. and we see no consequences for either!!!#if he chooses to accept this fear as a part of him and work through it WE SHOULD SEE THAT WORK#he should struggle!! and that struggle should lead him towards making peace with that fear#AND!!#if he chooses to escape from that fear— to actively avoid ever resolving it— we should see him struggle with that too!!!!#molding your entire existence around this fear to the point you embody it… where are the emotional consequences for that!?#WHY DO I— AS SOMEONE WHO SUPPOSEDLY LOVES HIM— NOT GET ANY OPPORTUNITY TO PUSH BACK OR ASK SOME TOUGH QUESTIONS?!?#in a game about the tyranny of immortality… we can send our beloved to kill his mortal self to come back as an immortal husk.#and we’re not even allowed to be sad abt it the very next scene is some goofy cartoon shit at the lighthouse where every single person just#immediately accepts this reality and has no issues. not even taash 😭
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Here are some of the dramatic ass outtakes from my arsonist Aaron photoshoot 🔥
Also, here's a B4/A comparison of one of the pics. Raw screenshot -> plus Gshade -> with extra editing.
Viva la Reshade/Gshade (and editing ofc!)
#dude's been going through a lot of things#or is he just theatrical? question mark#ts4#my sims#aaron#behind the scenes/outtakes#before/after#anyways i've been using gshade since almost exactly a year now! can you believe that I used to ALWAYS take pictures without it? me neither
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Hmm Twilight is being very touchy methinks
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu update spoilers#lu twilight#trin rambles#I don’t think he loves all the overprotectiveness going around#which I get#BUT STILL#dude you just almost died#they don’t want a repeat of that#also also I think it stems from insecurity#I think almost dying really shook him up#he fought and fought and fought and it still wasn’t enough#without hyrule he would’ve lost#and that makes him feel unworthy#like his value and strength as a hero has been called into question#*gestures toward the panel where he asks time if he disgraces the tunic*
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Love being able to write. I can do whatever i want. I can make Ryuji interact w Lala-chan and u literally cant stop me.
#chattin#i feel like shinjuku and crossroads doesnt get enough love#ohya and lala dont get enough love 😭#if they had an option to work there as a parttimer some how my akira wouldve absolutely taken it#u never see the place packed or w customers at all; it just feels cozy every time u go there#akira doesnt have a lot of places free from prying eyes; so id imagine he goes there often to just hang and study#catch up w ohya and get a bit of knowledge and validation from lala#like shes so sweet. i love her. she comes across as wise without being unapproachable#she makes comments she shouldnt (talking about ohyas job and history) bc she just forgot that she shouldnt lol#adamant about not letting him drink while hes there. its like. a safe space for him.#and i think hed like to invite his friends into his safe space; esp ryuji#gets to a point where even ryuji stops by on his own sometimes.#hes got questions but hes always in his head; never says it out loud#but it leads him in the right direction almost all the time#im thinkin of him having like. the most base level internalized homophobia and transphobia#like the kind of shit you just pick up as a child and teen and never question#and u kinda make fun of it bc everyone else is. but akira stumbles into his life and makes it so confusing#like. i dont think hed be trans. but akira would make him second guess alot about himself#about what he likes. what hes into. what hes okay w doing w someone like akira#and lala is like. u got that look in ur eyes kid. come sit.#doesnt entirely get it. but he feels a little lighter. not on labels but on his feelings#‘kid. u think of the ideal person and u think of him. at that point; it dont matter what bits he got.’#and its blunt and MAYBE it gets him a little flustered. but hes always responded well to blunt words. no beating around the bush#makes his brain confront shit head on without the second guessing hed suffer through when left on his own#WAA. rambling.#gonna see if i can draft this up at some point
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Did the Trojan horse not have any legs?
Or were the legs really short?? Because Helen goes around knocking on it and imitating the voices of the wives of the Achaeans; that bit makes it feel like she's knocking on the horse's body, but that thing is giant, so if it had at least somewhat proportionately correct legs, Helen's wouldn't have been able to reach the body and the Achaeans probably wouldn't have heard her...
I don't think it was ever described in any more detail than just"a giant wooden horse", so people just automatically started drawing it with legs???
This has bugged me for a really long time: the horse was built in a limited time and with limited materials, there was a good chance the legs just wouldn't withstand all that weight and the whole thing would just collapse (considering there's a ton of people with heavy armour and weapons inside). I don't think the Achaeans had the time to make all the necessary calculations and construction work, even if they had all the necessary materials (and they, possibly, lacked the skills? Professional builders and architects would've managed, but how many of those were in that army?). Not to mention how inconvenient it would've been to climb in and out of it, if it was basically a treehouse of a horse 🤔
Maybe they made the horse look like it was lying down? Or did they just build the body with the head and that's it????
#Just put it on a platform with wheels and you're done#the most recognisable part of the horse is it's head anyway#chess are a proof of that#the iliad#greek mythology#trojan horse#trojan war#this is a serious question#I'm almost completely positive there would've been no legs#are there any images if this horse without legs???#i need to know#tagamemnon#the odyssey
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puzZLING INVITATION YAKUMO JUMPSCARE PART 2
YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE! AGAIN×@@!!!!! *IMMEDIATELY FLINGS HIM INTO THE SUN*
#me sweating while clicking tiles bc this is the 1st time I'm playing event#without knowing that there's already an answer key online#then i start getting more questions and i feel relieved#'haha. oh phew. this whole floor is yakumo questions. I'm safe'#dawning of realisation that i know yakumo facts#almost launched myself into space after that reveal#but then i remembered that i just threw yakumo over there so.#now i have to stay here.#puzzling invitation#nu carnival yakumo
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You've mentioned that rarely Swanatello's family is unable to come visit him. What would make it so that they couldn't?
Overall, they're very on top of coming to see Swannie and making sure someone is with him at just about all times, but there have been one or two occasions when things have popped up-- and even then, it's not that the family didn't come to visit him for the day, but rather that they were delayed. Think things along the lines of "X villain is doing something completely fucking batshit and we need all hands on deck to make sure no one dies and get things under control before we can go visit" and/or just simple miscommunication about what the plan is. It should also be noted that they are currently almost entirely reliant on Leo to portal them over to the Lake. If Leo is incapacitated or occupied for whatever reason and can't portal them over... then they can't visit.
#it doesnt happen often but it does happen#and they all always feel awful when it does#but it can be hard making sure that they ALWAYS have at least ONE PERSON with donnie#they'll do it absolutely without question because it's 1000% worth it to make sure donnie is ok#and to get to spend time with him#but its not without its challenges and occasionally they drop the ball a little#despite their best efforts#also almost... all of them have long-term injuries/lasting effects from the invasion still#mikey was gonna go but his hands are spasming really bad today so they send someone else but they have to make sure mikey is okay first#and that its safe to leave him alone#if raph is having a panic attack splinter cant just walk away to go sit with donnie instead until hes sure red is alright#is leo having a panic attack? flashbacks? disassociating? otherwise incapacitated?#well then they cant go visit#it doesnt matter if someone else is good to go#they cant portal over without leo and if hes not able to make a portal then it is what it is#swanatello asks#asks#anon
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it feels cosmically unfair that i think about writing all the time want to write all the time and sit down to write all the time and i come up with two sentences at best. there should be some reward system i think
#RAAAAAAAAAA#the thing is i know why i'm stuck it's because i get overly wrapped up in meaningless details of word choice and sentence structure#and i need every word to be perfect before i can move on to the next and that just creates an interminable cycle of being so slow to#progress i feel like even more like a failure and imperfect and respond by being even more intense about it#in spite of the fact that almost no reader is going to look at my work and go hey nice i noticed you used a word with an aesthetically#pleasing number of letters here as opposed to a word ending in t which would have ruined the flow and disgusted me forever#but it's not about the readers i'm the one who reads it and gets disgusted forever#and i know this does not matter but it feels like there is no conceivable way i could write something without it being perfect first try#fucking hilariously i edited the tags of this post for a good ten minutes because the spacing of the words was bothering me so i had to#find words with different lengths as replacements#RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#anyway i'm doing wonderfully#this is about soulmate au i think maybe because it's so important to me i'm especially perfectionistic over it right now#brain can you stop it i'm on my hands and knees#also t is the worst letter invented hands down. no question.
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questioning as a love language,,, asking what the song is called, what they love about something, what the rules of a sport are,,, asking self-explanatory questions because you want to show you care, asking (maybe excessive) questions because you care so much and don’t want to do it wrong or mess it up,,,
#corey talks:)#and then suffering silently when you remember no one else around you loves like that so it just looks like you’re stupid#this is half a rant sorry babes#it kills me bc i ask bc i care!!! sometimes it’s dumb and self-explanatory!!! but ik that i like explaining things i care about so my#brain is like haha getting a good grade in friend for giving friend a chance to info dump hahahhahaha or to show someone i care or trust#then or believe in them as a leader and then i just look stupid and it KILLS ME bc this is me trying to show you that i care!!!#but it almost never gets through😭#anyway that’s been bothering me all day#i also just am forgetful#and hate hate hate doing stuff wrong and being embarrassed#and know what it’s like when no one cares so i ask ask ask#and then everyone gets annoyed :(#anyway maybe this is just the paul mindset… or anxiety… it’s stupid#anyway questioning as a love language my BELOVED#i very seldom will say that i’m good at something but i am good at questioning in both life teaching friendship and trying to show interest#guess it’s not just a thing most people do </3 oki maybe i’m a little bitter…#how to tell people i ask sometimes stupid questions bc i care without explicitly saying it :(#okay i am done now sorry babes#n e ways nothing is more hot than asking nice lil questions
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How I imagine myself (aka want to be)
Vent in the tags (sorry in advance)
#Honestly almost cried while sketching this#I feel so stupid#Like why did I agree to wait until i'm 25 to transition#Oh wait I know#Because I love my parents to much and they only really support me if I a) am 25 or b) my mental health is really really bad#Also it's that part of my mind that's doubting everything. That it's just a phase. That i'm not actually transmasc#Also the psychologist I used to go to supported the idea to wait till 25 and was talking about some whos she knew#And how that girl wanted to be a boy but she got a boyfriend and she didn't want to anymore#Or that boy who wanted to be a girl but later found his identity and was secure in his agab#And she kept saying/asking; “Would you be able to accept to be just a manly woman??” And similar questions#And I know it's stupid but because of it I just keep questioning myself over and over#Because now i'm especially scared it's something I grow out off#But I just want to look in a mirror and be happy#And while I do like my clothing. I want other stuff but I feel goddam dysphoric in that#Only things I can change about me is piercings and my hair but even that is something my parents aren't really keen of#Atleast the length is something they are okay with but if it's kinda more a “”man's style“” and I hear only “oh my god it's so manly"#Honestly I just hate that i'm to scared to do anything about it#All the while I suffer#cause I just cant get out of the house without a binder. Always checking how my profile looks like. Crying when its not how I want it to be#Or almost crying when my mom says “that size is better for a girl like you because other wise it looks boyish” even when I confided in her#transmasc#transgender#trans artwork#Trans#Artists on tumbr#Lgbt#my art <3#my own post
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DANG. Absolutely cold-blooded.
#I’d expect a zinger like that outta reggie any day but dilton?#did not see that coming in a million years#he’s choosing an insult OVER answering a question in class correctly?#what did archie DO to motivate this??#archie comics#dilton doiley#archie andrews#mr. flutesnoot#really though you can’t answer the original question without knowing exactly how many gallons archie’s horrible car can hold#my real question is where dilton got 8.342 from#I was expecting it to equal some natural number like 1 or 2 but when I did the calculations it equaled 2.2072932 gallons#I double checked my work with the internet and recieved 2.2037233 gallons instead#I’m almost certain this is a result of mr. flutesnoot rounding his provided number of gallons by several decimal places#so that I calculated the conversion with one liter equaling 0.264 gallons rather than 0.264172 gallons#of course when I checked it again with my own calculator I got 2.203722824 which is closer to but not quite 2.2037233#because even if you rounded it so that a three would follow the two you’re still left with ‘230’ rather than ‘233’ at that one part#so the more accurate values I found must still be rounded by some amount to cause the discrepancy#at ANY rate: unless I have missed something in my calulations the number 8.342 has no particular significance#this isn’t lightning-fast mental math. dilton just made that number up on the spot#and the specificity only exists to make him sound smarter#(and it kinda worked because I did initially assume there was some meaning behind the number)#the joke might have landed better if he’d have said ‘3.785 liters’ (exactly 1 gallon)#UNLESS the gas prices at the time happened to work out so that 2.2037233 gallons equaled exactly one dollar or someth—
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