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when you’re rereading percy jackson and
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I just finished reading Misfit by Elle Kennedy and now I’m having all kinds of feelings. It reminded me so much of Gossip Girl, and I loved how messy the characters were and I can’t wait to go to work tomorrow and buy the sequel
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#always an awkward conversation to have irl#“i love ai.” insert that one spongebob holding out his hands with a shadow above him meme#“FICTIONAL. FICTIONAL AI!!!”#clankerposting#Clay posts#fictional ai#shitpost#hal 9000#robots#p03#electric dreams#allied mastercomputer#ihnmaims#shockwave#transformers#fuck ai#this is an anti ai art blog btw#objectum#saying hello to everyone who reads the tags um... hi!! Really funny to read people recommending me entry level robot/AI media#like yes i have indeed heard of portal and ultrakill. i just didnt pit them in the meme </3#also some guy decided to write in the notes that they were going to crush me into red paste. hot? thank you? ???? weird.
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Third to last episode of Freshman Year: it’s all coming together. The enemy is revealed, but so much time has been lost that chances of victory are slim. The heroes must rush to save their families, terrified they may arrive too late, and regroup with little rest to face their final battle.
Third to last episode of Sophomore Year: Kristen is dead (again). The party must split up and face their worst fears in shockingly emotional scenes, eventually to reunite with each other and prepare for the fatal fight ahead, searching for any way to save their fallen friend.
Third to last episode of Junior Year: “blimey.” *explodes*
#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#ally beardsley#kristen applebees#how do you tag K2???#k2#british kristen#d20 spoilers#fhjy spoilers#junior year spoilers#fantasy high junior year spoilers#i fell behind back in like february and am not caught up i hope i’m understanding this correctly from reading posts#family in flames and fearful symmetry my beloveds#(i am screaming into the void i’ve barely posted about d20 before)
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No One Walks Out Chapter 2
No One Walks Out On Big Daddy
Chapter 2: Sweet Baby
Summary: Elvis convinces Becky to come out with him and she gets to know him better. Angst and smut and fluff and smut and angst ... historical inaccuracies.... for instance, I know Larry only did hair but he does make-up in this fic for narrative agility.
Warnings: NSFW, Minors DNI, cunnilingus, gratuitous chest nuzzling, sex, cursing, drug use and alcohol, some mild weird mind games and jealousy, a toe suck if you don't blink.
Sorry about the typos I've been agonizing over this since I finished it Friday,not totally happy with how it is but it was fun to write...
Words: 14K
Catch up on Chapter One here
There will be a chapter three, but for the love of big daddy please like, reblog, comment, share with your maiden aunt if you enjoy this fic.
This is playlist of music from 1970 - 1975 that I've been listening to get into the time period because I'm a huge dork.
Monday, June 9,th 1975, Jackson, Mississippi
Approximately 6:10 pm
About ten minutes since we begin in Chapter 1….
You glared at Elvis over folded arms, resolve hanging on by a thread, tempted to give in and go with him, but also, stuck. The heat of irrational anger and competition burned your chest. You weren’t even sure what this contest of wills was about, but you didn’t want to loose. You looked up at the ceiling, the fluorescent light flickered, and you wicked the sweat off your arms, vaguely aware you hadn’t slept, you hadn’t showered, and you hadn’t eaten much in the last 24 hours. A notion poked you at the edge of your consciousness that these factors had probably impaired your judgement, and maybe you weren’t making good decisions. This was, of course, true. All rational thought had been derailed by a night spent drinking, smoking pot and fucking Elvis Presley. Who, unlike you, hadn’t skipped sleep in order to rush home, get a kid to school and then go to work. No, Elvis had spent his day in rock star land where he could sleep as long as he wanted, eat breakfast at 3 or 4 pm and enjoy a leisurely shower. God he smelled amazing.
You, well, you had started to smell worse and worse and worst as the day wore on. There was no way you were going anywhere that involved getting naked with him. No. Last night had been the best night of your life, but you know how this ends, rock stars don’t date single moms who manage hardware stores. They date beauty queens and movie stars, usually all at once. Where could this possibly go? Just be done with him, rip the band aid off now. Stand your ground. What was he going to do, throw you over his shoulder and carry you off into the night? You looked back over. Elvis was leaning into the doorjamb, his hands resting on the front of his hips, under the slight rotund swell of his belly, fingers spread wide over the sides of his belt. Eyes closed behind tinted sunglasses, you watching his adam’s apple bob up and down as he breathed steadily and stifled rage transformed into an eerie zen demeanor.
A minute ago he had hurled a torrent of swear words your way, it had been terrifying, yet, strangely arousing. You pushed the giddy tingle at the center of your hips down, thinking what the fuck is wrong with you? The guttural grain of Elvis’ “goddammit” had gone straight from his tongue to your clit, igniting a fire that simmered in your belly. You had never seen such intense masculine emotion. Almost all the men in your life had been tight lipped and stern, yet very passive aggressive when angry. Not Elvis. He was a walking hurricane, unpredictable, impulsive, volatile. It was exciting and terrifying. However, right now, he was completely calm, seemingly meditating and quietly whispering to himself. Someone walking in would never know he had been screaming at you and punching the door frame moments ago. He turned to look at you, opening his eyes. They were dark, piercing, almost a purplish black through the lavender sunglasses. You could feel the air leave his throat as you watched him exhale again, and moved in your direction. The hair on your back stood straight up and you squeezed your arms tighter against your chest. Elvis’ tall frame hovered above you, his gut pressing into you with each inhale, his breath filling the space between you with warmth. Elvis’ entire body oppressively overwhelmed you. The cold metal of his rings caressed your cheek and his voice was now calm and low, yet commanding.
“You don’t know me very well.” He sighed into your neck. “Tell me I cain’t do somethin’, an’ well, honey … that just 'bout guarantees I’m gonna do it….” His lips moved closer to your left ear, he leaned on one hand against the wall next to your head, the other pulled your arms slowly away from your chest. Heat sizzled at the base of your spine as you looked down, his fingers grasped your hand tenderly.
“I can tell you ain’t never been with a real man before…. A man who treated you good …” then he whispered, “took care a’ his baby…. if you know what I mean?” He waggled his eye brows, while his fingers traced along your jaw, then down over your breast to your tummy and hips. “Took care ‘a you so good, you always came when he called.”
His lips moved closer to your left ear as he spoke, a feverish heat tingling through your lobe, a crooked smirk raised the left side of his mouth. You say nothing, but your breath hitches in your throat as he pushes even closer, his lips almost on your neck, and you shake your head, looking down. Don’t cry you tell yourself, but you exhale with a loud, stilted tremble.
“Shhh, shhhh s’ok honey,” Elvis' left hand moves from gently rubbing your hip to trail up and down your side. ”Cuz I’m gonna show you what s’like to be with a real man.” He leaned closer, kissing the nape of your neck, his soft lips searing into the spot below your ear. “I always take care a my girl.” You gasped as the warmth from each word hit your neck as he continued.
“I see you. I’m a seer…and I see ya, Becky, I see you. Underneath all this stubborn bitch crock of shit you putting up, you’re just a scared lil' girl… scared of being hurt, scared of being happy, scared of how good it was with me last night.” He paused, breathing deeply through his nose, and you looked down, shaking you head, but he grabbed your chin, forcing you to look up into his dark purple eyes and the promise you saw in them to over power you, to break you, to own you completely.
“S’ok… Cuz I’m gonna fuck ya so good, the only words you’re gonna know to say when I’m done with you are ‘yes daddy.’” Your breath hitches in your throat and your eyes remain locked on Elvis, trying to summon contempt and indifference, even as the spark in your core blooms up your chest. Elvis’ fingers work their way under your shirt, gently soothing you across your belly, and up over your bra before resting on top of your chest. A whimper escapes your mouth, and you look up, your voice cracking as you feel your resolve melting away.
“Elvis… I can’t….”
“Shhh… see, that’s the fear I’m talking’ bout right there… “
He leaned in and nuzzled the side of your cheek with his nose, gently rubbing up your jawline, his right hand over your heart, his left moving down to stroke your side.
“Shhhhh little girl…. Shhhh…. I ain’t gonna hurt ya …”
“It’s not that..” You whisper, your eyes averting his. “It’s just… I’m a mess… I haven’t showered, or ate much, or slept… I’m so exhausted… you deserve a proper date … you should be picking up a beauty queen or a play boy bunny…”
You felt the vibrations through his tummy, pressed further into you, as Elvis chuckled.
“Why, do y’all even have any of ‘em bunnies here in Jackson?” He stepped back, motioning to leave. Another chuckle, and he was flourishing a silk paisley handkerchief from his breast pocket, holding your chin up as he wiped your eyes and your forehead. The apples in his cheek formed as he matched your reluctant grin.
“Go on baby, stick out your tongue.”
You furrowed your brow, twitching your mouth, as he reached in to his pocket.
“Stop a twitchin’, for the love of Jesus. Les try one of those ‘yes daddys’ I was talking ‘bout…”
You scoffed. “I will never say that, specially to someone who tells me to…”
He looked down at an assortment of pills in his hand, and pulled out a single, small white capsule, grinning.
“We’ll see ‘bout that… mean time, just stick out yer tongue, woman!”
With a humpf, you acquiesced, and Elvis dropped the pill on your tongue, pushing it back in your mouth.
“Trust me, you’re gonna feel better in a few minutes… s’like caffeine, but a lil' stronger. ”
Swallowing, you look into his eyes. “What was that, speed?”
“Do I look like a drug dealin’ commie? I’m a federal drug enforcement agent.” You cracked a grin, and his eyes grew serious. “That’s the god’s honest truth. This stuff is jus ‘scription medicine, a diet pill. S'not strong, ain’t gonna get you high. Trust me, I’ve studied this stuff... I’m a trained healer - told you last night….”
“Ok… but I’m still a mess…”
“You’re not a complete mess. Goddamn, check out this fine lookin’ belt. Man, that’s really sumpthin'.” He grinned, amusement in his voice as his hands slowly pulled off your orange work vest from the top of your shoulders, then moved to the buckle of your belt. His belt. The belt you took as a souvenir back when this was just a one night stand. Elvis soft mouth was on your neck again, and your arms somehow found their way over his shoulders. Just as he moved his mouth from your neck to lean in and kiss you, you hesitated and pulled back.
“I - I …. I don’t know if —“
His finger moved up from their efforts to unhook your jeans.
“Hush now… no more guff. I’m here because something happened last night. I know you felt it. S’like we’re vibrating on the same frequency….”
“Elvis, you’re crazy…”
“No, now listen… I … my bed felt so cold when I woke up and you were gone… I’ve been missin' ya all damn day… wasn’t gonna be able to do anything else til I found ya…”
His timbre was high pitched, and you heard it crack with vulnerability. His eyes filled with unabashed desire. Somehow in the last few minutes, Elvis’ temperament had gone from indignant swagger to sweet and needy. His right hand moved lower to fondle your left breast, his soft lips kissed your ear, and you tilted your head into him. It was freeing in away, to give up pretenses, and you let out a sob, releasing all the tension you were holding in. Elvis moved his hand from under your bosom and kissed your tears away. His face was framed by the soft, plush rounds of his double chin, and you leaned your forehead into them seeking out the warm comfort of his flesh. You would be happy to sink farther and farther into him and loose yourself in his snug, inviting body.
“Shhhh … s’ok…” Elvis’ arms encircled you, and you buried yourself head forward into his neck, collapsing on his shoulder. His hips thrust forward into you, the swell of his belly smushed up into your breasts. Steady and strong, his hands smoothed you over your back, his mantra of murmured shsshhhhs continuing as he cheekily pulled the hem of your shirt over your head. You helped him, shaking the last sleeve off your arm impatiently and throwing it on the ground.
His lips were now on yours, gently kissing you, then bringing your head towards him, his tongue sliding into your mouth, sweeping over yours, daring you to push back, to resist it. Your hands gripped him at his neck, drawing him down further into your mouth, his finger fervently grabbed your hips and lifted you up, cupping your ass and you wrapped your legs around him.
You felt him grunt and heave slightly as he carried you to the desk at the back corner of the room, his eyes unyielding, locked on yours, anchored by stormy dilated pupils.
“Gawd darlin’…I’m getting to oooooold to sweep lil’ girls like you off your feet.”
“Next time I’ll sweep you off your feet.”
“Honey, they’d be sweeping us both off the floor if you tried ta carry me across a room….” He grinned a breathy grin as he put you down.
Your bra was on the floor, followed by his jacket, and you squinted for a moment at the gun tucked into his waist. He smirked as he took it out and threw it on top of his jacket.
“There are three more, baby, wanna try to find them?”
Your breasts heave up as a guffaw slipped over your lips, but you forgot about his guns as Elvis pulled down your jeans, slowing to gently take your shoes off. He brought your left foot up to his cheek, nuzzling against your warm, soft skin, kissing the top of your arch, then following suit to take off the other one, reverently, slowly, removing the sock and then stroking the top of both feet as he looked forward into the center of your black cotton panties. You squirmed, suddenly self conscious and he bit his lower lip, hungry eyes meeting yours as his hands moved up your ankles towards your thighs. You shivered when the top of his index fingers delicately traced a line over your knees, clenching as he grasped the sides of your panties. Your hand went to Elvis’ shoulder.
“Hey… wait… why are you doing this? ”
“Figure I wanna do as much of this ‘fore I get too old,” he murmured, grinning up at you.
You smiled back, tousling his hair, exhaling.
“That’s not what I meant …. I meant …. like….… you can just, ya know, I mean we can just…you don’t really have to worry ‘bout, you know, doing this for me.”
You pulled on his collar, but Elvis resisted, swiping your hands away and slapping your hip, an expression of delight on his face as he watched your side ripple in response. He pulled off your panties, leaning closer to your muff while looking up at you.
“Listen good, this is the last time I’m gonna ‘splain this. I’m a grown man, I don’t do anything I don’t want to. Now, lean back… and jus remember to breathe.“ He winked, a silly grin growing as he lifted your legs over his shoulders, kissing the hair at your entrance before parting you with his mouth and pushing in, tongue first.
The vibrations of Elvis deep moan reverberated through your pussy, his shoulders heaved up and his whole body moved in rhythm, slowly licking you from your taint to your clit, savoring your soft, slick silkiness.
He paused, sitting back to remove his glasses, murmuring to himself as his thumb worked in circles around your nub and you found yourself moaning out, uncontrollably.
“You need to get me some windshield wipers for those…” he looked at you, clearly amused with himself as you giggled. “We coulda been back in my hotel room doin' this if you weren’t so difficult…. never met a more stubborn woman… “
You moan, looking off to the side, as he rounded the bend of your clit, then lowered his fingers, flicking his wrist to slowly push his right index finger inside of you.
“This ok, baby?”
You nodded, you neck arched back as you cried out. Elvis was touching you in a way no other man had ever touched you, had ever wanted to or cared to try.
“Want me ta keep going?
You nodded your head, breathy whimpers stuttering out.
“Know what I wanna hear…”
“Yes…… Elvis….” You smirked.
“So goddamn stubborn…” he shook his head, leaning backing into your hips, his mouth consuming your pussy, his tongue now stroked you softly and each flick made you shiver with a tingle. A burning fire coiled behind your belly as he moved his index finger in and out in time with the bob of his head, groaning into you. The sensation became almost too intense and your head thrust back, eyes looking up at the ceiling. Shifting your weight onto your wrists, you begin to move your hips forward to meet his mouth, surging to chase the tension building in your core as Elvis’ lapped and then sucked your clit, index finger rotating slowly within you. You found his finger somewhat distracting, and were just about to ask him to stop, when he hit a spongey nerve point inside you and your hips jerked back. You feel Elvis chuckle as he pulled up for air, his left hand holding up your hips to bring you back closer while he crooked his finger inside you. Each time the pad of his finger hit that spot you twitched.
“What is that? Ahhhh! Ughhh…” you cry out, your breath heavy because the sensation is so intense, it terrifies you. Elvis wipes his mouth on your thigh, his thumb is back at it, and he seems to delight in every twitch of your belly as you clench around his finger.
“That… that’s the magic spot, lil' girl… Can’t believe I’m the first one to find it…” his eyes found yours, and he swallowed, deeply. “Goddamn. You’re blushing like a nun…”
You cannot take your eyes off him, even as his finger flexes and crooks into you and your mouth flinches open with a loud, insuppressible, high-pitched moan.
“Hff, baby….you look like a scared kitten staring down the mouth of a gator…. ‘fraid he’ll snap ya right up…” he gnashed his teeth together loudly, for effect, exhaling deeply with another chuckle, before returning to lap at your clit, dragging his tongue slowly over it, up it and down it, and then all the way around it.
Your thighs quiver on his cheeks and you let out another squeak, embarrassed. The feeling of impending eruption terrifies you, and another powerful moan emerges unsummoned through your lips, half from pleasure, half from fear. You’re torn between your drive to climax and the almost unbearable sensation his tongue is beckoning from you. The dexedrine begins to take effect, and a wave of energy pulses through you. Every sensation is suddenly ten times more intense. A volcano erupting, your orgasm bursts forth and shocks you as you thrash into Elvis’ nose, crying out while the euphoria sweeps over your body.
“Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, OH MY GOD, oh my god…” He leans back, watching with a coy smirk as he thumbs you through it, wiping his mouth again on his right sleeve this time, his left hand holds you steady at your hips.
“Elvis stop, stop! I can’t take it any more.”
“Ok honey, s’ok, now,” he beamed, slowing the flick of his wrist, gently drawing out his index finger. “Man, twitching and clenchin’ so hard thought I might lose my damn finger in there… think I’ll call you Twitch for short. ”
You let out a loud snort, slapping the side of Elvis’ head playfully as he smirks up at you, leaning back on his haunches, now wiping himself on his pants.
“You make my …. my … my nether regions sound dangerous …”
Elvis’ right hand smoothes your pubic hair down.
“Nah, nothing I can’t handle, baby…. just needs to be tamed is all…” he winked.
“So, come tame me…” you offer, laying further back on the desk top, caressing the side of his face with your left toes. He brings them to his mouth, slowly sucking on the big toe and you moan out, not expecting how delicious the soft, wet suction would feel. You can see the bulge of his cock shadowing his thigh as he pulls his mouth off your toe with a pop.
“Oh Jesus, take me to heaven now cuz I really am getting too old for this.” Elvis grunts, pulling on the desk to stand up.
He brushes off his knees, then shifts between your legs, and your hands pull him down by his collar to kiss your lips, not sure how you feel tasting the salty tang of yourself there. You think maybe you like it. Feeling your way to his belt, you begin to pull it apart as you kiss him back, but his right hand moves to firmly stop you.
“Dontcha want to fuck me, daddy?” Fuck, what made you say that? You chided yourself, you hated how happy it made him as you watched his grin grow wide. He shook his head, taking your hand and kissing the top.
“Honey, I didn’t come here to fuck you in some dirty, dingy store room… I came here to invite ya to supper ‘after my show, which I might miss on account of you being a spoiled, no count brat…. so we better pop to it.” He looked you in the eyes as your smile faded and self-conscious guilt swept over you. He pulled you in tight and pressed his forehead against yours. Your noses touched, and his breath was warm and comforting.
“C’mon sugar, course I wanna fuck you, fuck you so silly all ‘a Jackson can hear you call out my name.” He chuckled. “But… this is not exactly the romantic setting I like to make love in…. know what I mean? Let’s get back to my place, get you all fed and cleaned up.” He bent down and handed you your underwear and pants. “Want you down in front at the show. Imma have Joe run out and grab you a proper dress….” Now he was handing you your bra, then your shirt. “But we better scoot, I go on at 8:30.”
He looked over at the clock, and you followed his gaze, it was 6:35.
You turned, buttoning your jeans.
“Not Joe…..”
Eyebrows tensed, Elvis’s eyes were sharp as he looked up from tucking his gun back into his waist.
“What you got against ol' Diamond Joe?”
“I… ugh… let’s say we didn’t hit it off exactly, last night…. “
Elvis pulled you in front of him, and then took a step back, grabbing a comb from inside his coat, then brushing your hair, clucking his tongue when your hair flipped back the wrong way. Content after a fixing your part, he tucked the sides behind your ears.
“That’s better… looks good down, jus like that….” He bit his tongue in apt concentration. Comb in pocket, he put his arm around you, and led you out of the room, down the hall and towards the front of the store.
“Wanna wash your hands?”
Elvis stops, and takes his right hand off you, then brings his index and middle finger up to his lips.
“What, this hand baby?” He sucks on his fingers, his eyes dancing. “Not ever gonna wash this hand again.” He chuckles as you swat him and his hand returns to your side, continuing to walk you to the front of the store.
“So why didn’t you and Joe, uh,… ‘hit it off’?”
You pause, then look up as Elvis walks you into the store front.
“Yeah, well…. he couldn’t take a hint and was kinda being … pushy… last night …. right before you started lobbing pretzels at me … He told you my name was Rachel, cuz that’s what I told him…. I don’t know, I guess didn’t want him to know my real name … I…”
“Huh… I see… alright, honey, don’t worry about Joe… I’ll take care a him.”
You paused outside, locking the front door before pulling it shut, and then gasped when you saw the long, black car in front of the store with three guys waiting in it. How long had they been there, an hour? A large man sat at the wheel, another skinny one next to him, and then there was Joe frowning in the back seat. He looked out the window after making eye contact with you. Elvis opened the back door, and barked at Joe to jump in front, motioning for you to get in.
“C’mon Becky," Elvis helped you.
“Becky?” Joe asks, turning as the car takes off.
“Yeah, well it’s Rachel to creeps who can’t take a hint, but it’s Becky to every’un else.” Elvis barked at Joe, who started to turn. “I don’t want ta hear it, Joe, just keep your head forward an do as yer told,” Elvis said, palming a few pills out of his pocket and swallowing them dry. Joe huffed and hit his hand on the door.
The younger man in the middle seat turned, and shook your hand.
“Hey Becky, I’m Jerry.” Then he looked at Elvis. “What took you so long?”
You blush and look down.
Elvis smirked. “Yeah, sorry to keep ya fellows waiting, decided to have a snack.”
Jerry’s eye brows bent in confusion.
“I thought it was a hardware stor—-“ The driver jabbed Jerry in the ribs and he grimaced, turning back around.
“Yeah, s’its a hardware store alright, but they have a bunch of peanuts, pretzels, jerky… what was that honey? Cold beaver ya got out for me in that ice chest in the back? Tasted pretty good once we warmed it up.” Elvis put his right arm around you, chortling as your cheeks turned bright red and you buried your head in his shoulder. “I’m sorry baby, these guys have been working for me for over fifteen years, ain’t nothin' to be embarrassed about…”
Somehow, the idea that Elvis might make his entourage wait around regularly while he was off fucking random women didn’t make you feel any better. Groaning the groan of someone who suddenly feels like a cheap, anonymous, whore, you leaned into Elvis’ armpit, and he responded by patting your back. You react to his tender rub and chortle by slapping his belly. He laughed harder, and pulled out a cigar from his breast pocket, lighting it up and humming as he rolled down the window.
“Hey, Lamar, what’s that department store downtown Jackson? The good ‘un we went to back in May?”
“Kennington’s.” The driver in front responded, adjusting his sunglasses.
“Jerrah, you’re gonna go run in and get Becky here a few dress options, Lamar’ll come back for you after he takes us to the hotel.”
Joe let out a loud sigh.
“That a problem for you, Joe?”
Joe shook his head. “Have better luck for her at the Dress Barn, they ain’t gonna have her size at that place, nothing over a 10… she’s a 14 if she’s a day…”
You shifted, sinking further into the seat and blushing again.
Elvis hit him in the back of the head.
“Lamar, pull the goddamn car over.” Elvis gritted his teeth as the vehicle came to a stop. “GET OUT! Dammit, Joe, must have lost yer damn mind… if ya can’t be polite to my guests, you can walk yer happy ass back to the hotel.” Joe scoffed and looked over at Jerry in disbelief. “Don’t look at him, ya can file your complaints wit me. Rude mother fucker, I swear… forgettin’ your manners. Forgettin’ who the boss is ‘round here.” Elvis slapped Joe on the side of his head again, and Joe swore under his breath as he jumped out of the car and slammed the door.
“Right.” Elvis murmured as the car drove off again. “Where were we? Oh right, let’s drop Jerrah at that store. You know what kind of dresses would look good on her, right Milk?” Jerry turned around, looking you up and down. “Now, go ahead sweetheart, tell him your dress size, and shoes too… Jerrah, write this down.”
You look Jerry in the eyes. “Um…. dress size is a 12… 9 in shoes…”
Jerry smiled at you, writing it in a small notepad, and hopping out as Lamar drove up to the curb at Kennington’s, yelling at Jerry, “The hotel’s just a few blocks away, I’ll be right back.”
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Lamar flashed a broad smile at you as he helped you out of the car, and walked you and Elvis to the service elevator, opening doors and smiling at the staff you passed coming in through the back of the hotel. You ran your hand through your hair on the ride up to the pent house, imagining Joe walking backing in the summer heat cursing your name with each step. Great. Noticing your far off look, Elvis squeezed you into to him, bringing your other fingers up to his mouth to kiss them.
“Nice fingers… that’s a French manicure, so you can’t be a mess all the time.” Your face softened as you look up at Elvis’ profile, flapping his left cheek with your fingers.
“Well, unlike some people, I usually don’t spend my nights awake at rock concerts followed by one nights stands. Getting my nails done, it's one the few things I do just for me. You’re welcome to admire them all you want, but…. they’re not for you.”
Elvis chuckled, lowering his arm from your shoulder to slap your ass as you get off the elevator, and you turn towards him, mock hurt through a smile as you walk backwards.
“There’s that back talk again, thought I knocked that outta ya…” he smirked, licking his lips.
“Ha! Never! You may have temporarily dazed me, but no man will ever tame me!” you announce, and shriek as Elvis raises an eyebrow and steps toward you.
“Oh, we’ll see ‘bout that…” he calls out, and you giggle, shrieking as you turn to run down the hallway, rounding the corner past the hallway you made out in last night and towards the pent house door. You can feel the thud of Elvis jogging behind you echo through the entire passage way. You sigh out as you get to the door and realize you are stuck, you don’t have the key, and you squeal out as you feel strong, hefty hands grab you at the waist and turn you around.
“Gotcha!” He smiles, panting. “Man, what’s with you… this ain’t the Kentucky Derby baby… that’s the fastest I’ve run since I was in the army… back in 19… 19… 1916…”
You laugh out a “Ha, ha ha!” then feel his chest heave as he lifts you over his shoulder and starts to spank your bottom lightly. “Just you wait til I get you inside!” You slap him on his back, yelling out “Put me down you big brute,” through playful gasps and giggles. His fingers fondle your butt and thighs as he walks into the hotel room, and they glide over your backside as he helps you slid off his shoulder.
“You are a thick girl, aintcha?” He draws you into him, and you respond slapping the top of his belly.
“Ha, I’m ‘bout average… you should talk, you’re thicker than I am …” The laughter in your voice stops as you notice Elvis’s smile tighten and fade, his belly tenses up. You notice the hurt in his eyes, instantly shifting to sooth his chest. “The unfair thing is, though, men just get sexier the thicker they get.” Elvis’ eyes warmed as you played with his collar, talking into his chest.
“Huh, that right? Well you should know honey, this layer right here,” Elvis patted the paunch protruding at his abdomen. “S’just an extra layer I keep around on purpose, as protection, it’s my bullet proof padding… really, that’s the truth.” His grin returned.
“Mmmhmmm… I feel safer already…” you bent your chin into the opening of his shirt, nuzzling his warm chest hair. “I know I’m thick, the opposite of the pretty women you usually date… Joe warned me last night, I’m not your type…”
Elvis grabbed your hips, kissing the top of your head.
“Well honey,” he laid another kiss on your hair, “ya ain’t particularly nice,” another kiss, “ya don’t have particularly good manners… or any for that matter…” his finger traced along your neck to your collarbone. “Sneakin’ out of a man’s bed room without sayin' good bye, like a thief in the night…” you felt his fingers turning your chin up to him. “An' I do like it when my dates show up already dressed nice, wid their hair an' make-up already all done up…” he was trying to play it straight, but he couldn’t stop himself from breathing out a faint giggle through his nose. “But trust this, Joe don’t know shit, and he don’t tell me what to do or who to screw.”
Elvis’ other hand stroked the side of your body with the back of his knuckles, the cool of his rings following as they trailed up from the top of your hip to the flap of flesh at your bra, where his knuckles lingered, tenderly rubbing that spot back and forth. Your heartbeat quickened, there was that lightening bolt rising up your spine. Elvis whistled out and you feel him stiffen against you. “Hell, you might be the most ornery, stubborn lil' girl here in Jackson… but there’s something about you - God put you in my life for a reason - the lord works in mysterious ways. ”
“Like, through your dong?” you smirked, your hand moved down his chest to brush over his inner thigh, his hard, extended length spasmed under your touch.
Elvis guffawed, then groaned.
“Sometimes… yes. Course. Lil Elvis is an implement of the lord, baby, just like the rest of me.” He looked pretty amused with himself, a humorous lilt intoned his words, and his voice rose up in jest like a preacher. “Wouldn’t feel so good if we weren’t supposed to use it…”
You quirk your eyebrow. “That’s a bunch of bullshit… God does NOT care about your hard ons… ”
“Oh ye of little faith. How would you know, anyhow? He sent you to me, didn’t he? And suddenly I’m in hard-on town! Honey t’weren’t no accident. Everything happens for a reason. I really believe that. He brought you to my room last night for a reason, you caught my eye for a reason. There are bigger machinations at play that you and I can’t even begin to understand…”
“So I’m just a pawn in some celestial sort of plan to help you to get your mojo back?”
Elvis’ hand left your arm pit and moved to slap your butt, then pulled you closer.
“Now woman, see here, my mojo is just fine. It’s just... selective… You always have a smart retort, dontcha.”
You nodded up at him. “I mean, I have a brain and I know how to talk, if that’s whatcha mean.”
He pulled you even closer, clutching you from your back.
“Know what I think?” He asked, and you raised your eyebrows, stroking his sideburns. “You talk too much.”
You huffed and pulled on his collar.
“So you want me to shut up and just be, what, some sort of snake charmer, huh? Doin’ the lord’s work to bring your python out?”
“Huh,” he grinned, his hands now pulling on the cushiony curves at your hips. “By George, I think you finally got it. Now come-a here and be quiet.” He leaned forward, you felt the softness of his mouth on yours, your upper lip caught between his, and his nose crushed into your cheek. Elvis’ fingers grip your sides as he mumbles low. “You’re not bad looking when you hush up…. Not bad feeling’ neither... s’nice to have somethin’ to hold onto…”
Elvis was just beginning to pull your shirt up when you hear a cough behind you, and look over Elvis’ jacket to see Charlie jump up off the couch, rubbing the back of his head anxiously. Charlie must have been sitting there the whole time. Elvis’ arms dropped to his sides, and he spun around.
“Charlie, goddamn it boy,” he laughed. “Why didn’t you make yourself known, huh?”
“Well, EP… I … I …”
Elvis mocked him, “I ….? I…? I what? ‘I’m a big ol’ pervert?’” He sad the last part in a high falsetto voice. “Go on, git outta here.”
“Yeah, sure thing, boss.. ummm… it’s just that its 6:45…. probably head out to the Coliseum in an hour… wanted to check in with you ‘bout —"
Elvis held his hand up to Charlie to stop him, and grabbed you by the hand, walking you through the suite, into the master bedroom and over to the bathroom. “There’s the shower, Twitch —“
“Twitch?”
“Yeah, member? That’s my new nickname for ya… cuz you twitch so much, and so prettily too….”
You groan and put your face in your hands.
“Oh god…that’s why I never feel comfortable letting men do that…”
“Honey, you didn’t let me do nothin'… I do what I want….sides, nothing more natural, nor more beautiful…”
“Ughh..”
Elvis took your hands from you face, and kissed you.
“I wish you didn’t blush so hard, might make me tease you less….” He stroked your cheek. “We better put the breaks on for now. Gotta get me to the show on time. Go take yerself a cold shower an’ get all scrubbed up…”
You bobbed your head in assent, turning to walk to the shower. Elvis hung on the door frame watching you undress, winking as you look back at him over your shoulder and blowing you a kiss before he closed the door. The top of your head tingled, you felt wide awake, probably the pill Elvis gave you, but your forehead ached and the back of your eyes throbbed as if they were pushing up into your skull. The hot water soothed you and your muscles relaxed as you exhaled into the steam. You started to feel human again, washing the grime and sweat and sex from the last 24 hours off. You heard the bathroom door open, the last of the soap swirling down the drain as you finished rinsing out your hair, and you peeked through the glass door to see Elvis back, an approving smile on his face and a towel in his hands. You step out and his smile widened.
“Just how I like ya, naked and quiet.”
You reach for the towel but he shakes his finger and starts to dry you off, beginning with your breasts.
“Maybe you should go find a foxy mute to date… hmmm?”
“Now there’s an idea, ya know any?” The towel moved to your shoulders, and Elvis spins you around, gently rubbing the terrycloth over your back, bottom and legs. Then he spins you back to face him and wraps the towel around you, using it to draw you into him for a kiss.
“Charlie and Jerry are grabbing my suit, I’m about to go get ready. I have your dress,” Elvis gestured for you to follow him back to the bed room, where he handed you a gold lame evening gown with a cowl neck. “There’s a hair dryer under the sink, honey, do you have any make up with you?”
You shake your head.
“Man, you really didn’t do a good job planning for our date tonight…”
“Ooh, you mean my kidnapping? No, sorry…”
“Never met a more willing victim…”
“Ha!”
“S’ good thing you got kidnapped by someone who has a hair dresser, I’ll have Larry do you after me.”
You hear the door at the front of the room, and Elvis pats you on the bottom, again, as you turn back into the bathroom.
“Hey guys, back here!” You hear his voice call from the adjourning bedroom. “Becky’s in the john gettin’ ready… Black Phoenix, good. Tell Lamar, I want supper laid out up here after the show, fried chicken, meatloaf, potatoes, maybe something healthy, like potato salad? Have ‘em fix it up good. Some snacks, you know, for us to pick at. Drinks. And I don’t want half of Jackson up here again…. just family.”
You tune them out, looking around for the hair dryer, eventually finding it next to a stack of boxed enema kits under the sink, an amenity that struck you as somewhat odd for a hotel to provide. But Elvis was only in town for a few days, why would he need so many? You didn’t want to think about it. Hair dry and somewhat straightened, you exhaled, taking a moment to look at yourself in the mirror, breathing slowly and trying to get your heart rate to slow down. Straining to get the gold dress over your bust, you suspected it is a size too small. The top was like a corset, constraining as it sucks you in, pushing your breasts up and almost out of the loose, cowl neckline. You snapped one of the thin gold straps, wondering if it would hold out for the night or break under the pressure your curves were exerting on it. Luckily, the gown fell looser at the waist, and the sleek, lame felt cool and silky over your bare legs. The shoes, at least were the right size, a set of matching gold platform sandals with a thick heel. A thick three or four inch heel. A thick heel that would mean walking may or may not work out for you, so you would need to go slow.
“Good, cuz you can’t breath anyway…” you tell your reflection.
Sucking in and moving slowly, you opened the bathroom door, finding Elvis sitting at the vanity decked out in a white jumpsuit with a black, zebra belt that has looped chains draped around the bottom. The silhouette of a large black bird in flight was stitched in black sequins on the back, and when he turned to look at you, you see the same silhouette on the front, black shiny wings rising along either side of his open chest. An older white guy stood behind Elvis, combing his hair out with his fingers and a spray bottle.
“There she is! Larry, this is Becky.” You nod at them, smoothing your hands over your belly, pulling up at your neckline.
“I think Jerry got me the wrong size… feel like I’m busting out of this dress…”
Elvis chuckled as he stood, walking over to you, hands on your waist, a mischievous gleam in his eyes as they stared down at your heaving breasts. “Nah, you look just right.” You cocked an eyebrow as he led you to the vanity and told Larry to get you ready while he sat back in the large, leather chair on the other side of the bedroom and smoked a stogie. Your eyes met through the reflection mirror as Elvis watched in amusement while Larry made small talk with you.
“Nice to meet you, Becky… is it short for Rebecca?” You nod. “Beautiful name… a Biblical name.”
“Hmmm, I s’pose, if you go in for that sort of thing…”
“Yeah, well, I go in for all sorts of things … you don’t?”
You purse your lips slightly. “No, I stopped believing in fairy tales when I grew up…” Elvis cocked an eye brow, exhaling his cigar and smirking as he shook his head, as if to warn you that you had no idea what you were getting into.
“Oh Becky, oh man, that really hurts me to hear you say that,” Larry dusted over the top of your cheeks with blush. “Gosh, if that’s your definition of growing up, I hope I never do… what’s the meaning of life without the deeper, spiritual mysteries of the world… how do we achieve a higher plane of existence?”
You sighed, “Life has no meaning, Larry, I hate to be the one to break it to you, but it’s all just chaos and I guess… I guess we just do our best to enjoy the way things get thrown together and figure out how to survive…”
“Oh man, oh man, in some ways, what you’re saying is very - close your eyes for a second, I’m gonna dust a finishing powder here - is almost existential, from a philosophical perspective, but I… well, I’ve experienced too many coincidences, too many psychic exchanges, almost too many dimensions to be able to even start to come back down to where you are.”
You were trying not to squint as he did a second coat of mascara.
“I didn’t go to college," you mutter, "So I’m not sure I really understand everything you're saying… but, its not like I’m miserable. I like my life, I guess...Sure I wish somethings were different, but… I don’t think I’m part of some bigger, coordinated plan… "
Larry clucked his tongue.
“What’s your birthday?”
You were startled for a moment, then responded. “July… July 26, 1948… why…?”
“8 …. You hear that EP? Just like you, her day of the month adds up to an 8!” He whispered to you. “Birth dates that add up to 8, well, they’re quite powerful… what, you don’t believe in numerology either, huh? Don’t you feel hopeless wandering around this beautiful earth, thinking like that? Were you raised with any religion?”
“Sure, yeah, my folks are Jewish, I still think of myself as a Jew - I.. um…it’s more of a.. um cultural thing, I guess… if I had kids, I’d raise them the way I was, but I’d be honest with them about how things really are….”
Larry’s face lit up, as he turned to his bag to pull out a bottle of hairspray.
“Oh, I should have known you were mishpacha, look at those dark brown eyes… Oy Rivka, it makes my heart break hearing you talk about life so cynically…. Where did you find this one, anyway, EP? She’s cute, she’s smart and I can sense that you’ll have a real positive effect on her, bring some spiritually into her life... if she’ll just open up her mind …”
Elvis smiled devilishly, standing.
“Oh, don’t worry, I don’t think I’ll have any probably getting her to open up for me… found her at the party last night, she’s just some groupie hanging round, wouldn’t let me be… practically begged to spend another day with me…”
Elvis stalked toward you, a smug look plastered on his face, his hand was on your shoulder as he looked into your reflection. Larry stepped back, pleased with his work. Looking at your reflection, it was a lot more makeup than you ever wore, gold eye shadow shimmered almost to your eyebrows. But you smiled, embracing the utter absurdity of it all and giving yourself over to the pleasurable of feeling glamorous. Not recognizing the tired, disheveled workaday Becky who walked into this pent house in jeans and converse an hour or so ago.
“Groupie…mmhmmm.. that’s me…” you smiled a broad, fake smile as you rose, grasping Elvis' shoulder to steady yourself. “This week it’s the great Elvis Presley, next week, Aerosmith is in town. Fingers crossed I can sneak into their party…”
Elvis grunts as he pulls you in front of him, hands on your waist.
“Ha! Not if I have anything to do with it….”
You playfully slap his shoulder, meeting his eyes.
“Told you Presley, no man can tame me…”
He grips your butt, then smacks it.
“I ain’t just any man, Twitch… mmhmmm… you’ll see…”
You turn to Larry, saying in Yiddish, “How do you stand working with this asshole, huh?” Larry laughed, and Elvis crooked an eyebrow.
“Hey, now… what she say?”
Larry looked over at him, “Oh just how lucky I am to spend all my days with you.
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Heading to the coliseum in a caravan of long black limos, you realize it’s past 8 o’clock, and you are anxious for Elvis when you arrive only 10 minutes before he is supposed to perform.
“Isn’t this cutting it close?” You murmur, taking his hand out of the limo and hanging on to his arm for dear life as you stumble alongside him through the stage door.
“Nah, honey, this is how I like it… otherwise I’m a caged animal, prowling around the dressing room. No, it’s better this way... I walk right from the limo onto the stage. Keeps the momentum going.” He looked over his shoulder. “Jerrah! I want Becky up in front, in the middle, and have someone keep an eye on her. Don’t won’t her gettin’ smashed in the stampede of women running up to get me.”
He looked down at you and winked.
“And Jerrah, I’m gonna need you to do better with the gatorrrr - ade tonight, last night my throat was so dry I thought I was Bob Dylan.”
He grinned down at you to see if you got his joke. You rolled your eyes, and he slapped your left butt cheek playfully. Again. Your butt was getting more attention in the last few hours than it had in the last ten years.
“Now, that was a good one… shudda laughed... most stubborn audience in Jackson, guys, right here. Look at how hard she has to work to frown at my jokes. ”
You lean into his shoulder, relishing the coziness of his body enclosed around you as long as you could before you arrived at the backstage curtain. Elvis hands began to tremble slightly as he stepped away from you. Caught off by how cold and alone you suddenly felt without his arm around you, you noticed that Elvis’ breathing became shallow and panicked as he let go of you and walked toward the curtain, mumbling to himself.
”You can do this boy, you can do this….you love this…. you do this ev’ry night.”
“Is he ok?” You ask Jerry, who is now walking you around to the front of the stage. Jerry looks at you, a soft smile.
“Yeah, this is good, every once an a while we have a hard time getting him out of the dressing room. Crazy, huh? Think he’d have gotten over stage fright by now…”
Jerry pats your back, leaving you at center stage, thirty or so feet closer than where you had been last night. Tonight’s performance was similar, though it was rougher being in the eye of the storm. The music was louder, and the blare of the horns hit you in the face the moment they began. You watched Elvis propel himself on stage, where he was instantly transformed from nervous school boy to a charismatic rock star strutting and dancing and karate kicking himself across the platform. Exuding a cheerful, roguish vitality, he playfully bantered with the women who ran up to kiss him, joked with the audience, or stopped the music to ask a little girl about the drawing she brought up for him to sign. The restrictive, tightness of your dress and your unsteady heels all faded away as you were taken captive by Elvis’ showmanship. He stopped to wink down at you throughout the night. You were paralyzed when he strode over to center stage and bent his left leg back in a karate stance, then proceeded to thrust above you several times, grinning like a teenager and laughing as he sang. It brought a swarm of butterflies to your tummy, and they flew up your stomach to take permanent residence at the top of your rib cage for the rest of the show, fluttering around while you quivered. You felt yourself blush, and you knew Elvis had noticed it when he walked downstage and paused to fan himself with his own hand.
“Wheweee, this June weather is heating us up, ain’t it lil girl,” and he looked over at you. You didn't think your cheeks could get any redder, but you were wrong. Elvis grinned, then looked back out at the thousands of people behind you. “But that’s alright, that’s just the kind of show ya do on a Monday evening. We came here to be with y’all and to sweat and to hand out scarves.”
He winked again, and you swore he was about to bend down and kiss you when he stopped just short of your position and kissed the blonde next to you, looking over at you with a smirk and an eyebrow waggle after wrapping a white scarf around her.
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Thirty minutes after the show, and you were still sitting next to Lamar in the dressing room, waiting for Elvis to finish signing autographs by the stage. Lamar offered you a Pepsi and M & Ms from a bowl, and you crunched them angrily.
“Five more minutes, and I’m fixin’ to just take myself home,” you whine, leaning your head back.
Lamar chuckled. “Don’t let him hear that, EP’ll intentionally make us wait another hour just to show you what happens when you’re impatient… “
“I’ll be long gone before I spend two hours twiddling my fingers back here…”
Lamar looked at you, and shrugged, you guessed he’d seen worse. You stood up to go out to the stage. Lamar looked up from his newspaper.
“You’ll wanna fix your lipstick.”
You raised your eyebrows in disdain. “I wasn’t wearing any make-up when I met him last night?”
Lamar hit his knee, ”Well, I’m not gonna say it never happens… but its rare… I’ve been with him for almost twenty years, off an on, and I’ve seen Elvis go out with women of all shapes an sizes, older, younger, married, divorced, single moms, business women, sisters - one right after the other … but they’ve been … they’ve pretty much always … attentive to their appearance… let’s just say he’s never been shy to tell a girl, or any of us, I s’pose, what to wear, how to do our hair, how to look. He knows what he likes, and he almost always gets it, sonabitch… I mean, look at you now ….”
You looked at your self in the full length mirror. Lamar was right, you looked like a different person. An almost pretty one, like those old money debs who you were making fun of last night. You pulled at your neckline, vainly attempting to cover your breasts more.
“Do you think he told Jerry to buy my dress a size down?”
Lamar chortled. “Ha, at least! If not two… partly because he knows he likes the way it shows off your figure, no disrespect meant. But also partly to fuck with you. He likes to turn the screw a bit… it's subconscious, like, sometimes he doesn’t even realize he’s doing it.”
“Yeah, well, he definitely knew what he was doing when he made Joe get out of the car on the other side of town…”
“Oh, “ Lamar popped some candy in his mouth, “that’s nothin’, he once fired Joe and left him in the middle of the Mojave dessert…”
You gasped and shook your head, wondering if you should just go home. Fixing some stray hairs, you wiped your mouth, realizing you didn’t have lipstick with you, or anything, so if you did decide to leave you wouldn’t be able to get a cab. Maybe Lamar would take pity on you and drive you home? Or you could find a phone and beg someone to come get you. Maybe you should, the allure of the concert was starting to dissipate, the fatigue was coming back, it was 10:30 and seeing Elvis through Lamar’s perspective was making you question your decision to come out tonight…. For the thousandth time. Your pulled at your neckline once again, and gave Lamar a salute as you hobbled out to the stage to take another look at your date before deciding whether to sneak off, determined not to let these heels take you down.
Elvis’ face lit up with boyish glee when he saw you meander out. Just that quick exchange made you giddy and your desire to leave evaporated. You ambled over to lean against the stage from the grassy field, looking up and watching him where he stood ten feet away, surrounded by people waiting for him to sign their photos, stuffed animals, panties, or take a picture. Elvis bathed in their admiration, laughing and joking and pulling faces with them, while Jerry and five tired men moved them through the line. About every fifteen minutes, Elvis would turn to where you now sat on the tip of the stage, swinging your feet, and holler.
“Hang loose darlin’, just be another five minutes.”
It was 11:37 when you observed Elvis kiss the last pair of women goodbye and stomp over to you with an effected, stilted gait. A damp towel around his neck, his eyes still twinkling from the unfiltered love he’d been basking in over the last few hours. From where you sat, head leaning on your arms over the stage floor, he seemed fifteen feet tall. You gasped when Elvis suddenly plopped down on his knees about an inch from your face and poked your nose, his voice sweet and light.
“So how you doin?”
You smiled, to tired the fight his charm. Any lingering impatience or resentment you felt from waiting the last two hours melted like a popsicle in the glow of his radiance. Head still laying to the side, you responded in a breathy, dreamy voice.
“Hmmmm… just fine and dandy…”
“Good… still wanna come have dinner with me?”
You nodded, and Elvis took your hand to help you up.
“C’mon Becky Butt, let’s go get something in that sweet mouth ‘o yours …”
“You’re worse than a teenage boy, you know that?” You scowl, but nevertheless, can’t help your visceral need to seek out the warmth of his body and plunge into his side.
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You did find something to stick in your mouth. Potato chips, cheese and crackers, grapes, fried chicken, roasted potatoes, little bites of key lime pie. Sipping your second beer, you walk over to the couch and settle down. Looking around the room, you consider that, while there are certainly less people here tonight, this is hardly what you would consider a small gathering. The suite is filled with the men of Elvis’ entourage, a handful of band members, a handful of women, maybe wives, girlfriends, lovers? Your dress, thankfully, had given in to the roundness of your body and stretched out a bit, so you can at least breathe, although your breasts were still mounting their rebellion. You pulled up the neck line again, and shifted toward Charlie, who was tuning a guitar on the other side of the couch.
“Hey, I heard Elvis during the show, he said you’re from Alabama?’
Charlie looked up at you, his fingers playing a few unorganized chords, and he nodded, then looked over towards the kitchen. You followed his eyes to Elvis, who’s back was turned. You noticed Elvis’ hand seemed very cozily wrapped around the waist of one of his backup singers, what was her name, Kathy? You watch his fingers rub her back. You sighed, he was a handsy guy and you were not into jealous drama, so you turn back to Charlie, who seemed to relax.
“Mhmm, where are you from … Becky is it?”
“Birmingham…. but I’ve lived here in Jackson, gosh for 10 years…. So,” you looked back over at the kitchen, and whisper. “Charlie, why are there 1000 enema kits in the bathroom?”
Charlie belted out a surprised guffaw, and shook his head.
“I’m not even gonna start with that….”
“Ok,” you grinned. “So, how many women you reckon big man over there has slept with?”
Charlie chuckled into his guitar again, and just shook his head.
“Too many… but I’ll tell ya what…I’ve been hanging out with that man these last 17 our 18 years or so, and I’ve eaten meatloaf and fried chicken so often I cain’t barely stand ‘em.” Charlie fooled around strumming the guitar a bit more. “Sometimes he just wants meatloaf, every night, like for six months at a time…. Sometimes he wants all his favorite dishes buffet style, all at the same time, see? He might go for somethin’ new, but even then, usually, it’s cuz its similar, like… shepard’s pie, that’s a lot like meatloaf, jus with mashed potatoes on top… then that becomes his favorite dish for a while, and he has to have it ev’ry night til it's not new any more… see, EP, man ….he takes comfort in the familiar…”
You nodded, smiling, getting what Charlie was trying to say. I guess I’m the shepard’s pie of Jackson…
“So, where y’all headed next on this tour?” You smooth you dress as you bend your knees up behind you on the couch, and giggle as a nipple pops up and you push it back into your dress.
“Oh, well, we’re goin’ back ta Memphis tomarra, for—" all of a sudden one of the other guys was in front of Charlie, bending in his ear.
“Crazy over there wants to talk to ya,” you heard him whisper.
“Sure, Dick,” Charlie nodded back, and looked over you, handing you his guitar. “Hold this for me, won’t ya?”
You lean across him to put your drink on the side table, and you feel Charlie tense as your breasts graze his lap, you’ve never seen anyone hop up so fast as he alights and hands you his instrument. Taking his guitar, you flip your legs back on the ground, and eyes following the two men as they walk over to Elvis, who is now very much turned toward you, a grimace clouding his face. Kathy has been replaced by another man who’s talking to him. You wonder what upset him? But you are distracted by the guitar in your lap, and start to strum a few notes, smiling up at Elvis as you start to sing an old folk song from one of your Joan Baez records that popped into your head, you don’t know why. You’re not in love with Elvis, you’ve only known him 24 hours, but he does have black hair…
Black, black, black is the color of my true love's hair
His face so soft and wondrous fair
The purest eyes
And the strongest hands
I love the ground on where he stands
Closing your eyes, you let the buzz from the drinks and the show and the energy of the party creep over you and you give yourself to the song, singing softly. You open your eyes to see Elvis strolling over to you while you sing, and he takes a seat next to you where Charlie had been, leaning back into the armrest. There is wonder and affection in his eyes, and you push your leg into him as he rubs you knee while you warble out the last verse of the song.
“Where’d you learn to sing these sad sack songs, mhmm?” He scoots you closer to him, his hands snaking around your waist. You lean your head onto his chest, appreciating the way your head fits under his chin, strumming the strings casually.
“Summer camp… as a teenager …. it’s actually not far from here... just outside of Jackson.”
The warmth of his fingers trace up the side of your body, and you absentmindedly lift one hand to stroke his right sideburn, pulling on the curly, rough hair. His breath is hot on your ear when Elvis murmurs.
“Not bad, for an amateur I guess…”
“Ha…. most stubborn audience in Jackson, guys, right here.” You call out, your voice is playful and loud, and Elvis pulls you on to his lap.
“Hmmm… you’re funny, ya know that?” He kisses your lips, and you dangle the guitar down by its neck, your other hand on Elvis’ shoulder to return his kiss, and then nuzzle back into him. “Go on now, play me a ‘nother one…” he cooed.
You turn your face up to his, and nod.
“K, here’s another from camp.” And you start to strum the chords to the folk version of an old Hebrew prayer, your head against his while his arm wraps around you. Your feet now dangle over the edge of his lap and his other hand rests over you, thumb rubbing your thigh as you sing.
Hashkiveinu Adonai
Eloheinu l’shalom
V’ha’amideinu Malkeinu
l’cha--yim
Spread the shelter of your peace over us
Guide us in wisdom, compassion, and trust
Hashkiveinu Adonai
Eloheinu l’shalom
V’ha’amideinu Malkeinu
l’cha--yim
Save us for the sake of your name
Shield us from hatred sorrow and pain
Elvis lips kiss your neck.
“That’s beautiful honey, what’s it mean?”
You look down, still cradling the guitar. “I guess its a call out to God to lay us down with peace when we go to sleep at night, and give us peace when we wake in the morning… a call for protection.”
Elvis stroked your thigh, then moved his hands over yours on the guitar. “Go head, teach me the chords… I wanna learn this.”
You feel a firm rod hardening underneath you as you show him how the song goes, fingers over fingers, his lips on your neck, repeating the words. You laugh at his Hebrew pronunciations and he slaps your hip, laughing with you.
“How can you sing this music honey, and then say you don’t believe in God?”
You thought of your conversation earlier, and looked up to see if anyone heard what you and Elvis were saying. The crowd had gotten smaller, but those remaining seemed to be paying very little attention to the two of you.
“Of course you believe in God, Elvis, cuz your life is a fairy tale… handsome, talented, successful… but it’s really just random chance… why would God make some people beautiful and others ugly? Why would he make some poor and others rich? There’s no rhyme or reason to our lives…”
Elvis’ knuckles trailed across your cheek.
“Ya don’t really think life is pointless?”
You hesitate. “Not pointless… but any meaning it has is meaning we give it, while we deal with all the bullshit we get dealt…”
“This…” Elvis murmured into your ear. “This is why he brought you to me. We’re meant to help each other… I’m going to help you seek him out…”
“Elvis…” you whisper, “what if I’m meant to help show you that there is no God?”
“Oh baby, I know there’s a God… I’ve seen ‘im….”
You roll your eyes, and Elvis pulls you tighter, chuckling.
“Hmmm. So you’re bringing me to the light, how am I helping you?”
“Thought we already covered that… you’re using those snake charmin’ skills to remind me how God works in mysterious ways.” You feel him thrust his hips up into you a few times. His erection is undeniable, and you cough out a guffaw as he smirks, then lifts you up, one hand under your knees, the other around your arm. You shriek and drop the guitar.
“Oh no!”
“Don’t worry, baby, jus Charlie’s guitar, don’t matter one bit.” He smiled deviously over in Charlie’s direction and kicked the instrument out of his way, before bellowing out over your lifted frame. “Alright y’all, quitting time, s’been a long day, time to hit the hay.” You giggle, blushing again, its obvious that he is about to carry you to the bed room and you burrow into his chest to hide.
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Emerging from the master bathroom, face clean, hair brushed back, you’re wearing a slinky, pink silk nightie Jerry must have bought and put out for you on the bed. You shiver, seeing Elvis in his own blue pajamas already in the bed. He pats the space beside him, and you scurry over, launching onto the bed with a jump.
“Slow down, lil' girl, this ain’t the Grand Prix…”
You nod, breath shallow and nervous as you get under the covers and lay down next to Elvis. He turns, fingers slowly stroking your tummy, his face hovering an inch above yours. You shiver, breathing in more deeply, taking in his distinct musk of sweat, tobacco and spice. His lips softly skim over yours.
“Have a good time tonight?”
“Mhmmm,” your hands move up his chest and around his neck.
His fingers trail down your belly, you feel the flames crackling at your core burst into a fire, and you bite your lip. Elvis grins, his cheeks expanding. His fingers are under your nightie, and he grins wider as he notices you aren’t wearing underwear, growling as he pushes your nightie up. You gasp as those fingers work their way down, running through your pubic hair. He raises his eyebrows, you feel his cock twitch against you, and you nod your chin, a slight moan escaping you as you lean up into his mouth and move your hands from his neck to pull down his pajama bottoms. He chuckles into your kiss.
“OK, woman, ok…. Now let a man take his own drawers off….”
You sit up against the pillows and Elvis rolls over on his back to pull his pajamas off and throw them to the floor first, pants then shirt. Why did we even get changed? You think as you turn to him, hand on his chest, mouth on his neck, his moans joining yours as you move to straddle his thighs. Looking up at you with awe, he pulls your night gown off and you slowly grind against him. Elvis’ hands move to your waist, grasping your soft, cushy handles, and you arch your head back when he lifts his thumb to his mouth and sucks over it, then lowers it to your clit. Each stroke is deliberate, soft, slow, and you buck forward with a tremor, moaning out. His stiff length rubs between your ass cheeks, and you thrust against it. You halt your movements forward and rise up, using your hands to guide him inside you, then grunting out as you bear down on him, the friction and the stretch a welcome thrill as you slowly plunged further. Elvis grunts and sits up, responding to the magnetic electricity that had been building between you all night. Neither of you can get close enough, you pull each other as tight as possible, surging your hips down into him while he grips your handles. Your arms wind around his neck and his forehead is damp against your chin and his voice speaks into your neck high and breathy.
“Oh baby, sweet baby, where ya been all my life? Huh?”
Your chest heaves into him, and you ride him further, crying out with a twitch when his cock hits that new magic spot. Your G spot. Your E spot. Moaning, you kiss down on the top of his head, grasping him closer when his arms tighten around your waist. You feel the sweat dripping down through his chest hair as it chafes against your nipples, the sensation brings a gasp out of your mouth. You meld together with each clap of thunder as your hips meet his over and over, your skin is electrified and the sensation seems more intense than the previous night, your bodies seem more in tune with each other, so much so that they seem to fit together. You follow where he leads, and he responds to each movement you make, lips seeking out the nape of your neck, sending shivers through you until his soft kisses become aggressive and you try to consume each other before the flames rise up out of the bed to devour you both.
“Oh GOD, Elvis! Fuckkkkk….”
You call out, your whole cunt is vibrating with anticipation, you can feel electricity coiling behind your belly button.
“See honey? Its workin’ already… I’m bringing you closer to God.. ugghhhh....” he grunts as you bear down on him. You try to roll your eyes but then have to squeeze them closed when his hands work your hips up and down again and you spasm.
Another minute, and you are screaming out through the waves of pleasure emanating up your core, your rolls into each other slow, and there it is, you can’t help it, you’re sobbing again as a feverish warmth spreads over you. Elvis’ fingers are on your face, clearing away your hair, wiping your tears with his thumbs. His hips are stilled, and he kisses your chin, your lips part with a deep exhale.
“Ugh, oh, God, I don’t know——“
“Ssshhh,” he pulls you into him. “S’ok...” He murmurs into your neck, you wrap yourself further around him from above, and begin to move again. “You wanna keep goin’?
“Mhmm” you breath out, clenching around him and you feel as if he’s gone even deeper inside you, like Elvis is probing so far into you he might burst right through you. The rhythm resumes, your bottom hits his knees as you lunge up and down and you feel him gasp in a soft, weak high voice.
“Oh darlin’, let me be your baby… just take me in you and let me be your lil’ baby….?” His eyes beg you, and his mouth contorts into a pinched expression of shock and pleasure. Hands on your hips, Elvis pulled you forward onto him and you increase your pace, pushing faster into him, wet skin slapping against his chest while he holds you close, your hands smoothing over his hair and you whisper.
“There’s a good boy, ahhh! ….. course you can be my baby… my good baby... my bubbleleh…” you murmur, smoothing the top of his hair. You have never talked the way during sex, it just comes out in the moment and you go with it as you both inhabit the roles you play in all the different aspects of your life at once: mother, father, lover, child.
Elvis’ eyes look up at you from below, with his chin jutting and the innocent expression lighting up his face, he looks ten years younger. His eyes plead for release, connection, recognition, and his eyebrows are pushed up by desire while his left hand cups your neck. Jerking back, he pushes you off him and down on the bed, pulling out just before he explodes on to your abdomen with a stuttering growl. He pumps himself with his hand one, two, three more times, then exhales loudly as your bodies still. He coughs and grunts again, shaking his head, hands rubbing your sides up and down.
You look up, a dizzy smile on your face. “I’m on the pill, just so ya know…”
“Oh?” Elvis looked down at you, moving to get off the bed, presumably to get you a towel, but you pull him back, instead wiping your self off on the duvet. You push him down on his back, straddling him once more, this time to cuddle on top of him. You lean forward over him and relish the way his chest hair tickles your breasts. He fluffs a pillow as you rest your head over crossed arms and look up in delight at the goofy grin spreading across his face. His neck swells forward, and now his mouth sits above a tower of meaty jowls. His baritone voice reverberates up into your arms.
“Is that cuz you already have a daddy here in Jackson?”
You shake your head. “Nooooo. Just cautious, like you.”
Elvis bows his chin forward. “Yeah, well, I already knew you didn’t have a man, I could tell… I know things,” he grinned, pointing his index finger at his head.
You lean up, kissing the tip of his nose.
“Yeah… I know…. You’re a seer…. what we just did was definitely a spiritual experience…” You giggle. “I don’t think I’ve ever experienced anything… anything like that…” you tuck your head into his chest, your fingers tousling the damp, sweaty curls they find. Elvis runs his fingers through your hair absentmindedly.
“Hmmm, s’always better the more you do it together, isn’t it… bodies get used to each other… I’ve… I’ve had some good rolls in the hay, but it’s been a while… boyoboy…” He gently pulls your hair back so you are looking up at him, his profile limned by the soft bedside lamp. “Come back to Memphis with me tomorrow.”
You purse your lip. “Elvis… I…”
He shakes his head. “Uh uh, I don’t like the sound of that… woman, you just told me you had the best sex of your life. I ain’t asking you to marry me, jus come spend a few days an' have some fun… can’t tell me that store won’t get along with out you?”
You sit up, next to him, crossing your legs on the bed.
“Elvis, you just met me… this is moving tooo fast..”
“Honey, fast is the only speed I know…”
“Elvis, I can’t go to Memphis with you.”
He pauses, brow furrowed. “This cuz you thought you were going out with THE Elvis Presssley, then ended up with me?”
You grab his shoulders, leaning over him to kiss his face as he turns in a huff, pouting.
“What the fuck are you even talking about? You think I’m disappointed because I got to see you up close? The real you?” You turn his face back to look at you and the hurt in his eyes dissipates. “No baby… no…. Look, I’ve had the best time with you. Ever. I mean it. You are…. Well, ‘m not one for making a fool of myself an tellin’ a man how foxy I think he is… you know you are…” you slap his shoulder. “And you’re actually better than I thought you’d be… you’re funny… and brilliant…. and.. ugh… I stole your belt last night because I wanted to remember this forever …. When I’m with you I… I … feel like a teenager again… all my cares and responsibilities, they melt away. And that’s nice, cuz I had to grow up kinda of early … so feeling free again… its been a dream —”
“Then why don’t you wanna come with me, baby?”
“I do. I want to. But I can’t… I have people who depend on me, people who need me… I’ve been taking over the management of my uncle’s store… I live with my aunt and uncle, they’re in their 60s…” and I have a kid I don’t want to tell you about because this is just fun and I don't want to bring the baggage from my life into this one night - two night - stand …. “I have to go back to reality tomorrow… or today, depending what time it is?… I guess that doesn’t matter… I have to go back to my life and so … so do you…”
Elvis takes your hand, drawing you into the crook of his arm, his other hand caresses your shoulder, you can see the wheels in his head turning.
“Hmmm… let’s get some sleep, we’ll talk about this in the mornin’… jus promise no sneaking’ out this time without sayin’ good bye?”
You assent with a bow, and he kisses the top of your head, then sits up to take a pill bottle out of the side table drawer. You shake your head no when he offers you some, and watch as he gulps a handful down, no water, and turns off the light. Ten minutes later Elvis’ ragged snores lull you too sleep.
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The room is black when you wake up in a naked embrace with Elvis, your hair matted down from the warm sweat of his chest. The windows are still covered with aluminum, but the bedside clock tells you it's 6 am. You gently lift his arm so you can get up, and as you swing your feet off the bed he sits up with a start, grabbing you from behind.
“Don’t leave me Satnin, don’t leave me in the dark… I can’t be alone in the dark…” his soft voice trembles with fear, and you push back into the pillows, taking Elvis’ head in your lap and sooth his brow, hushing him with a promise that you aren’t leaving, just going to the bathroom.
Once he falls back to sleep, you get up and, finding your nighty, make your way to the en suite toilet. Looking over at him as you come back, you tip toe out of the bed room to call home and talk to Ruth in the living room. You had snuck off to a phone after the show last night, and had a long, apologetic conversation with Aunt Ida, who was, honestly, too enthusiastic about the fact that you wouldn’t be coming home for the second night in a row. You met someone, girlchik, I told you that you would, she had gushed. You had just been grateful that neither Danny nor Harriet had told their parents whom that someone was. Harriet had stayed over to help, as promised, and was going to open the store today, but you hadn’t had a chance to talk to Ruth. You leave the lights in the living room off, relieved that Joe or one of the other guys is not sitting in the living room to greet you this morning when you make your way to the phone near the pent house kitchen. You sit on a bar stool and have the operator call your house, then ask Ida to put your daughter on the phone.
“Hey baby, you’re not mad at me for staying out with friends?”
You can hear Ruth roll her eyes. “Mom… why would I be mad? You should do this more, Harriet lets me have as much ice cream as I want. For breakfast too.”
“What?”
“Just kidding…” Ruth giggles.
“Ok, good… hey, after today, only three more days of school left til summer?”
“Mhmm, mom, yeah. I know….”
“Ok, ok, I just called to tell you to have a good day at school, and I’ll see you tonight, ok, sweet baby?”
“Ok, love ya mom.”
Just as Ruth hangs up, you jolt at the sound of the bedroom door slamming shut and turn to see Elvis in a robe, rubbing his eyes with a befuddled expression on his face.
“Sweet baby? Thought you didn’t have a man…. “
Hanging up the phone, you throw your head back and look at the ceiling, then return to meet his gaze.
“I don’t… I wasn’t talking to a man…” you mutter.
Elvis’ brow creases, as he rubs his eyes again.
“Well then, who were you…..ohhh…” he walks over to you, and sits in the bar stool next to you “How old?”
“9.” You look down.
“You must a been a baby yer self when you had ‘em?”
You just nod, as he takes your hand.
“An that’s why you can’t come to Memphis.” He drops your hand, getting up and pacing back towards the bedroom.
You stand to follow him, but stop, you can tell he’s upset, but you’re not sure if it’s because he’s mad at you for not telling him you had a kid, or mad because his psychic powers didn’t show him this information, or mad because he’s not going to get what he wants, or mad because he thinks you’re some sort of tramp horrible mother and can’t believe he was attracted to you. Your worst insecurities assume its the latter one, the energy in the room has turned bitter and you want to run out of the door. You fight this, realizing clothes would be good first.
“I should go,” you offer, and he turns, hand on the bridge of his nose as he stands in thought.
“What? No… I mean.. Yes.. honey, do what you gotta do…”
You walk up and kiss Elvis on the cheek, then move to get dressed in the bedroom, finding your old jeans and shirt and converse in the closet. Elvis follows you, and perches at the edge of the large, leather chair watching you dress. He stands to grab something out of his black dress jacket, and pads over to you as you finish tying your shoe. The belt and ring he gave you are on the bed next to where you finish getting dressed, and you aren’t sure if you should leave them. He seems to read your mind.
“Take ‘em… go ahead, I want ya to have ‘em…” Then he hands you a wad of money. “And this too, for all your troubles.”
You count it, $500. A sinking feeling starts in the pit of your stomach. Whore. You feel like a cheap whore. You crumple up the cash and throw it on top of his things, slap him in the face, and then walk out through the bedroom and leave without looking back.
Elvis rubs his stinging cheek, and turns to follow. No one has ever rejected his gifts.
“What the devil in tarnation… crazy woman…” he mumbles to himself, still drugged and half dead from the sleeping pills and lack of sleep, his mind and body are moving slow. He hears the front door slam and he jogs after you, sticking his head out of the door to call you back, only to find the hallway empty. All that remains of your presence is the faint sting from your hand still burning his cheek.
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#i have wanted this updated for ages.#and lord have mercy it was worth it. truly and genuinely i would wait for years for this.#the speech pattern. the- everything.#and beaver jokes.#oh shit.#GOT THE BEAVER JOKES ON ME.#i'm good.#i'm a normal human being about this.#fic recs#ally reads#big daddy elvis#queue ti fruiti
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Okay consider Bruce Wayne is the very well known bankroller for the Justice League. Batman is still part of the league, but they don’t know he’s Bruce Wayne. So, due to Bruce Wayne being such a well known figure and very obviously connected to the Justice League, that has kinda made him a target for certain people which means the Justice League has decided to assign one of their members to help keep him safe. Insert notorious billionaire fighter Superman becoming the part time bodyguard of Bruce Wayne in this epic superbat romance
#where Superman falls in love with Bruce Wayne because it turns out he’s not that bad of a guy even though he’s billionaire scum#and Batman is not getting jealous of himself no sir#you’re crazy#this idea came to me while discussing comic book iron man so if you’d like to marvel this idea go for it#also feel free to make it any other hero but personally I’m more of a superbat kinda guy myself#i honestly feel like Superman is a bizarrely logical pick#because sometimes Gotham and Metroplois are like neighbors and Superman has super hearing/flight/super speed#(and all the other super powers that make him practically invincible)#also Batman obviously can’t do it because he hates all rich people and clearly has beef with Bruce Wayne (hence why they’re never together)#and Superman is such a swell guy obviously he’d be down to keep their bank account- I mean trusted civilian ally safe#this idea could probably still work fine with all the kids snickering in the background and maybe sometimes helping covering for Bruce/Bats#but personally when I read superbat I kinda like it to just be Batman and Superman 😅 not really Batfam and Superman#like this it’s own genera to me#anyways#my post#dc#dc comics#batman#bruce wayne#superman#clark kent#superbat#batman and superman#fan fiction idea#justice league
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I just want to point out: the twins hesitate to leap deeper into the darkness to save Azul, not because they fear for their own safety, but because they trust Azul to handle himself.
When the darkness tries to swallow Azul a second time, the twins have no issue letting him fall, allowing him to freely confront his deepest, darkest self. Alone.
“What did I tell you?” Floyd says in the end. “Leave Azul alone and he’ll figure out how to fend for himself.”
See, for the twins, there’s a reason Azul leads Octavinelle. There’s a reason he’s their Housewarden. There’s a reason they grew legs and followed him on land.
Azul embodies Octavinelle’s spirit of independence—of always taking responsibility for one’s actions, no matter the consequence. He overcame this darkness before, on his own terms, with his own set prices. He can and he will do it again. Distrusting Azul’s process would mean, in effect, distrusting themselves.
So while the twins’ approach might seem cruel and cold to the rest of the dream hopping crew, the truth remains as it’s always been: the trio’s relationship operates on trust—on the understanding that even in the ocean’s darkest depths, neither one of them needs to tell the other how to glow.
Azul is stubborn. Azul is resourceful. Azul is Azul. And nobody knows that better than Jade and Floyd.
#twst#twst spoilers#twisted wonderland#octavinelle#azul ashengrotto#jade leech#floyd leech#octatrio#character analysis#they’re equals through and through#they’ll never admit they care but they do in their own ways#where everyone else sees a smarmy con the twins see a man of sharp cunning who knows how to use his strengths to his advantage#it isn’t their fault everyone else doesn’t read the fine print#they believe in Azul and want to be his allies#and like floyd said it’s more fun than being his enemy
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Reading the delicious in dungeon manga
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CAN I KEEP YOU????
look i know i already screamed in our dm, but oh my god bee!! that is one of the few lines that can do me in any fic. probably because casper back in the day but that's not the point!! jesus christ i loved this so much. like you already know i adore cricket and austin but ugh. this. domesticity! cookies! just. i love them so much i could cry. i loved this so much i could cry.
Austin & Cricket's Holiday Special
Summary: A stressful day of filming has Austin coming home desperate for you, leading to a change of plans and a few surprises along the way. [Part of the Nom De Plume series, but can be read as a standalone.]
Pairing: Austin Butler x Female Reader
Warnings: Language, Baking and Decorating Holiday Cookies, Use of Cognitive Behavioural Therapy Terms and Techniques, Angst, Mental Health Struggles, Needy Austin, Soft Sub!Austin, Soft Dom!Reader, Mature/Explicit Themes [Oral – f receiving, Fingering, Masturbation – m performing, Penetrative Sex, Unprotected Sex, Multiple Orgasms, Sex On Top of Food] – 18+ Only
Word Count: 2841
The sound of Austin’s keys dropping in the earthenware bowl on the entryway table startled you out of you deep concentration icing the holiday cookies before you.
Tonight was supposed to be a night out. He was, at last, filming something in Los Angeles and had promised to message you when he was leaving set, so you would have a chance to get ready for dinner at a new restaurant you’d both been wanting to try. But now? Now he was home, with no message notification on your phone. You could tell simply by the sound of his trudging footfalls that it had been one of those days.
Sinking your teeth into your lower lip, you did your best to finish up your current cookie with speed and precision, so that you could turn your full focus onto a man you sense needed an entirely different evening than originally planned. You felt his long arms wrap around your waist, pressing flush against your back as he buried his face in the crook of your neck with a shuddering sigh. Aware of the icing smudged on your fingertips, you pressed your forearms into his in greeting.
“Hey…” You said softly in recognition of the heaviness of his form against you. He seemed barely able to hold himself up.
“…hey…” He whispered against your skin, and you were pretty certain you felt the damp of tears.
You set down the piping bag before carefully turning in his arms to hold him tightly, still being very careful to keep your mucky hands off his silky button-up.
“Let’s stay in.” You looked up at his red-rimmed eyes before kissing away a few rogue tears that had snuck past his eyelashes.
He nodded wordlessly and you gently released him.
“Why don’t you start the shower and I’ll meet you there?”
Decompression after a difficult day, for Austin, usually began with a shower. Sometimes he would want company, others he would need solitude. You were guessing the grip on your waist was a silent request for companionship.
“Please.” He whispered with a nod but grew distracted by the smudges of coloured sweetness on your fingers as you pulled them back.
He snatched your wrists with viper-like speed and wrapped his generous lips around your fingertips, sucking and licking one hand clean before attacking the other. Oh, it was one of those days.
“J…just need to put some things in the fridge and I’ll be right there.” You stuttered, swallowing thickly.
He hummed in agreement and released your now-clean digits before trudging towards the primary ensuite. You washed your hands – these cookies were gifts and Austin’s saliva was yours alone, before popping the icing and last bit of dough in the fridge and double-checking the oven was off. Following after Austin, you collected the trail of clothing that he had shed in his wake. You were uncertain if it was exhaustion or an ad-hoc breadcrumb trail. Either way, it was quickly collected and deposited in the laundry hamper before you stepped into the spacious ensuite, the glass of the walk-in shower enclosure already coated with steam.
You stripped out of your own clothes, leaving them folded on the counter, before stepping in to join Austin. He stood beneath the rain shower head; face tilted up to allow the water to pelt his skin. You paused a moment to appreciate the way the streaming water caressed the planes of his face, pooled in his collarbones, ran in rivulets down the lines of muscle on his arms and chest. Sensing your presence, most likely due to the rush of cold air you brought in with you, his arms snaked around you and pulled you in tight for a bruising, desperate kiss. He kissed you as though you were his oasis after days wandering the desert, mouth consuming the very air from your lungs.
You pulled back, gasping for breath, and cupped his face in both of your hands. Meeting his eyes with yours, you licked your lips.
“What do you need?” You asked softly, wanting a little guidance on how best to help him in his current state.
Silently, he guided you to press back against the marble wall of the shower before sinking to his knees before you.
“Please let me taste you, I just need to taste you…” There was a hint of pleading to his voice, and you nodded, temporarily struck speechless by his somewhat unexpected request.
He surged forward to immediately latch his mouth onto your folds, the actions of his lips remarkably similar to the kiss he had just delivered to your mouth. His tongue parted your slit to find your clitoris, a rich moan vibrating from his throat and through your core deliciously. You gasped sharply and lifted one leg to plant your foot on the shower bench beside him, rocking your pelvis forward to encourage him with better access.
He groaned again and shuffled closer, hungrily devouring every ounce of slick his actions were producing, making you moan raggedly as your hands anchored themselves in his hair to prevent yourself from keeling over. Your whimper ricocheted off the marble floor and the glass walls as two long fingers slid into your entrance without any ado at all.
“Ahn!! Austin!” You panted as his lips latched onto your clitoris and you dropped your chin to your chest to take in the vision of him devouring you. Your knee wobbled unsteadily at the sight of his free hand indulgently stroking his cock as his near-black eyes drank in your reactions. “Mnnn….mmm if you want to cum inside me…darling boy….you gotta leave that pretty cock alone…” You spoke haltingly, struggling to put more than two words together at a time.
His hand froze immediately as he considered the truth of your statement…assessing his desires…before moving his hand to wrap his long fingers tightly around your hip. Redoubling his efforts between your thighs, his fingers thrust in and out of your wet heat as his mouth made obscene noises against you. Tugging at the wet hair plastered to his head, moans and cries fell freely from your mouth at his ruthless onslaught.
“Oh! Oh fuck…Austin…” You could feel the tide of your orgasm rising within your body, akin to a cartoon depiction of heat rising from the feet of a character up through their body until…until it exploded out the top of their head. “Austin!” You choked out before arching sharply from the wall, cunt clamping on his fingers viciously as your release drenched his hand.
His eager groan, and the feel of his tongue seeking every last drop of your nectar, sent trembling waves through your body and you keened in protest at the overstimulation. Recognizing the sound, he pulled back carefully, licking his hand clean before shifting back to sit on the shower floor. He splayed his legs open, cock straining proudly against his abdomen, as he settled his back against the shower bench. As your eyes raked along his tempting form, chest still rising and falling rapidly, he held his arms open to you in silent invitation.
You sank down to straddle his thighs, leaning in to kiss him deeply in gratitude, as you rocked your folds against him teasingly. You swallowed his hungry growl as his hands cupped your butt cheeks and pulled you closer in silent demand. Shifting up on your knees, you reached between your bodies to guide him into your still-quivering cunt. His lips tore from yours as his head fell back onto the bench with a light thunk and an agonized moan ripped from his throat.
“Oh cricket…oh cricket I…” He rambled between heaving breaths, fresh tears clinging to his eyelashes.
You began to rock your hips down into his as your lips feathered loving kisses over his forehead, down his nose, across his cheek bones, along his jaw. Each press of your lips was punctuated with an affirmation of your love for him.
“I love you…you gorgeous… talented… brilliant… sensitive… generous… loving… creative… artistic… kind… funny… adorable… incredible man.” At last, you pressed your lips to his, smiling into the kiss as his hands cradled your face, holding your mouth against his as your hips began to rise and fall around him.
His head fell back again as a litany of obscene noises poured from deep inside his chest. You buried your face against his neck, your jaw slack of at feeling of his length sliding through your cunt. You could feel his cock twitching inside you as his orgasm drew nearer.
“I need you to cum. I need you to cum around me cricket, I need you to hold me so tight like you’ll never let me go.” He whimpered and whined, hands sliding down to cup your breasts, fingers pulling at your nipples.
You arched your back, crying out at the sensation, flexing around him eagerly.
“Hn! Ok, I…I’m so close just…” You moved to reach between you, intending to toy with your clitoris, but stopped as you remembered you had something better right in front of you.
You plucked his left hand from your breast and pressed his callused fingertips, built from fretting his guitar, against your clit. He needed no further direction, immediately circling and rubbing your bundle of nerves until you wailed against his shoulder, clenching around him rhythmically as you climaxed as requested.
Austin’s hips bucked up into yours sharply before his release filled you with a satisfying warmth, your name repeating on his lips in a hushed reverence before he stilled beneath you. After taking several moments to catch your breath, you collected the shower products and cleaned both of you up before peeling him from the floor. Toweled dry, and wrapped in a robe, you took him to bed where he wrapped his arms around your torso, head on your chest as you ordered dinner.
You felt him sigh deeply as your fingers carded through his rapidly drying curls.
“I…don’t need constant validation. By any means.” He began hesitantly and you set down your phone to give him your full attention. “But this…complete lack of…feedback – good or bad?!” He shook his head a little against you. “I have no idea how this is going and all I can think is that he hates every second of it and any minute my manager is going to call and tell me they’ve recast it.”
You squeezed him gently with the arm you had around his shoulders, pressing a kiss to the top of his head.
“That is one possibility among the infinite. Can you imagine any others?” You coaxed gently, no stranger to the act of catastrophizing.
He sighed ruefully and nodded.
“He hates it but I’m not going to lose the part. He doesn’t like it but thinks he can fix it in post. He could be entirely ambivalent to my whole part. Or unsure…” There was a long pause.
“Anything else?” You gently prompted.
There was another reluctant sigh, though not quite as deep or as pained as those before.
“He could think it might be turning into something good…… He could like it……” Another long hesitation before he looked up to meet your eyes with markedly more relaxed and clear ones. “Or he could love it.”
You nodded warmly with a soft smile.
“My money will always be on that particular option. You are a brilliant actor, Austin.” You spoke reassuringly as you caressed his cheek. “And I think we should come with some ideas on how to check in with this director. Because they’re all very different human beings…”
He gave you a lopsided smirk.
“They’re not all going to be Baz or Greta.” He nodded in agreement and pressed a soft kiss to your lips.
Once you were both fed, you tucked him in and slid from the bed.
“Just going to finish up the last couple of trays before the icing hardens beyond salvaging…you rest.” You smiled softly and kissed his brow as he nestled in.
Putting on some soft holiday music on your phone, you picked up where you left off, rolling out the last bit of dough before filling a well-cooled sheet pan with cut cookies. As you were cutting out the last possible piece for this rolling, you felt Austin’s arms snake around your waist once more before he pressed up tightly against your back.
“You’re supposed to be resting.” You chided gently, but before you could turn your head back to look at him sternly, a small box suddenly appeared on the counter before you.
A box of such a shape and size that your heart began to beat rapidly, crashing against your ribs as it slammed out an unnaturally quick rhythm. Yet everything else seemed to slow right down. To narrow in on nothing but his agile fingers easily popping open the latch and lifting the lid to reveal a gorgeous vintage engagement ring that somehow suited not only who you are…but who you are as a couple.
“Can I keep you…” He whispered softly, lips brushing against your ear, making you shiver.
“Y –” You tried to speak in the affirmative, feeling no hesitation whatsoever, but your throat closed tightly with the swirl of emotions, so you turned to nod up at him enthusiastically.
A brilliant smile of relief and love beamed down as he reached behind you, plucking the ring from the box to slide onto the fourth finger of your left hand. You eyed it in silent awe before everything blurred with a rush of tears. Wrapping your arms around his neck, you pulled him down for a firm kiss.
His hands slid down your back to cup the backs of your thighs, hoisting you up to sit on the counter. You parted your lips to protest the fact that he had just set you down in cookie dough, but his tongue quickly took advantage of your open mouth. The slick muscle slid along yours, completely erasing the thought of protesting from your mind, your fingers diving for the belt of his robe as you were flooded with an aching need to have him inside you again.
Possessed by a similar desire, Austin quickly worked your robe open and cupped between your legs, moaning raggedly at the slick already accumulating there. He worked you open with precise and efficient strokes, thumb manipulating your clitoris with his well-earned expertise, never once pulling his devouring mouth from yours. He swallowed all your keens and whimpers and pleas before laying you back fully onto the counter.
He sank into you slowly, with a full-throated groan, before stretching over you, reaching behind your head to grasp the opposite edge of the island counter. Eyes boring down into yours, his thrusts were slow, forceful, deliberate, and possessive. Positively ruining the possibility of ever being satisfied by anyone aside from him. Because you were his now, as he was yours. Arching and writhing beneath him, you reached behind you to latch onto his forearms as you felt every muscle in your body wind tighter and tighter with the gathering storm inside you.
He was uncharacteristically silent as his hips slammed into yours, all the unspoken words and emotions blazing in his brilliant blue eyes. Those tears that initially had blurred your vision were now seeping from the corners of your eyes, rolling down your temples, soaking into your hair as your chest brimmed with searing emotion.
“Oh…god…I…” You arched from the counter sharply, eyes clenching tightly as your orgasm impacted you from head to toe with a force that strangled the harsh cry in your throat.
“Oh fuck, cricket I love you so much.” He growled out, burying his face against your throat as his own climax slammed into him.
Later that night, as you lay in his arms, cookies decorated and packaged, you could not help but grin as he held you hand up to the light from the bedside lamp to admire the ring yet again. He gently manipulated your wrist, turning your hand this way and that to watch the light play on the edges of the gemstones. His chest rumbled with a fond sigh as he kissed the top of your head.
“I meant to do it with a whole lot of fanfare but I…I just needed to know…” He trailed off quietly and you turned your head to kiss his cheek.
“How…how long have you been…When you did get it?” You looked back to him curiously.
“Well, I’ve been working with a jeweler for a few months but…” He licked his lips sheepishly. “I picked it up yesterday.” He scrunched his nose and shook his head. “Didn’t even make it twenty-four hours, cricket…” He buried his head in your hair playfully as you chuckled adoringly.
“It is a yes, every day of the week, every week of the year…” You smiled softly and sealed your devotion with a kiss.
Oh, and that director? He loved every minute of Austin’s performance, and became a better communicator for working with him.
Post Script - If you found yourself enjoying parts of this fic, may I recommend:
Needy Austin: Sweet Nothin' by @aconflagrationofmyown
Using Austin's Hands To Your Advantage: need a hand by @elvisabutler
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Friendly reminder that you dont need these things in order to shift:
A healthy mindset
Methods
Tracking your journey
Scripts
Motivation
Scrolling through shiftblr, shiftok, or other parts of the shifting community for advice
You just need yourself!
If I was able to shift to a parallel void reality/CR without planning it, you can shift to your DR. So what're you waiting for? Go shift!
#ally rambles#🔮🧿🔮#read boundaries before interacting#shifting antis dni#shifting community#shiftblr#shifting realities#shifting#shifting motivation#shifting blog#reality shifting#desired reality
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once again i am crawling out of my den to tell you all that if someone says “women” on a post, and your thoughts automatically jump to “they must be excluding trans women” you do not think trans women are women.
like just saying, your default of women clearly does not include trans women. otherwise you wouldn’t get so tilted if someone says ‘women’ and not ‘women and trans women’. you are acting like trans women are a subset of actual women and it’s disgusting.
and if you wanna cry terf psy-op or whatever, let me be very frank when i say that you need to grow up. its not people’s responsibility to have a huge disclaimer on every post to pander to your lack of critical thought.
#transphobia#trans women are women#like there are psy-ops on this site#but the word women is not the dogwhistle you think it is#the same goes for the word men#if you read men in a post and automatically assume they mean trans women#you aren’t the ally you think you are#you are perpetuating transphobia
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Harlan Ellison: *creates the most despicable machine in history* Behold. The Allied Mastercomputer. He hates mankind.
Fans: is he single
Harlan Ellison: w hat
#allied mastercomputer#seeing how much the fans love AM#would harlan ellison roll in his grave from shame or joy#i still have to read the book though#i love how enthusiastic mr ellison voiced AM its so full of character i literally cant imagine anybody else voicing him#harlan ellison#ihnmaims#AM#ihnmaims am#i have no mouth and i must scream
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Tbh I like,, lowkey prefer Jason not being part of the batfamily, while still being affiliated with them
To elaborate, I really prefer Jason as a crime lord. He think he's better as one. But at the same time I also like him occasionally being friendly with the batfamily, yknow?
I like the idea of Jason as like,, a sometimes foe, a sometimes ally. He's the guy you go to if you really need information, and he's happy to help and team up if he feels like it. He's a sort of 'last resort' sometimes ally.
But, obviously, he's still a crime lord who kills people, and he's never going to give up his morals. He does what he thinks is right (whether that's his personal opinion, i.e. killing people, or taking care of the Crime Alley kids), and he's stubborn as shit, so inevitably this causes tension and fights between him and the batfamily. Jason has his own agenda, his own brand of justice, so inevitably he'd occasionally play the villain.
I think this way is just... way more fun. It opens up possible storylines and interesting dynamics, especially when you take into consideration certain aspects like Jason's hero worship when it comes to Dick. Plus it's just more interesting if he's not, like, comically evil (I refuse to believe he wouldn't be good with kids) but also not giving up his personal belief system just to gain the approval of an abusive man.
#felix (host)#dc#dc comics#batfam#batfamily#dick grayson#jason todd#jason should unapologetically stick to his morals#and be occasionally evil#but also sometimes be a batfamily ally#especially to Dick i think#iirc Jason *did* freely give up information to Dick in the outsiders#i should read that tbh#Jason's relationship with the batfam should be complex#but he shouldn't really be part of it#he does kinda mock the idea of Bruce being his dad early on#not that they don't have a complex relationship lol#well maybe Jason is kinda part of the batfamily but not the wayne family?#gestures. found family is annoying as shit#and yes the batfamily is a found family not a typical nuclear family
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Linktober Day 1: Mirror
Prompt list I'll be trying a few days from!
#linktober#the legend of zelda#four swords#shadow link#loz#loz fs#linktober 2024#josh art tag#gonna be doing a handful of days of Linktober (hopefully)!!#only some days cuz 1) ive literally never done all 31 days of an october art challenge and 2) i dont have ideas for every prompt#anyway pls read the four swords adventures manga#i am a changed person after that#i am shadow links biggest fan if shadow has no fans i am dead#that manga makes me really want dark/shadow link to be truly relevant to a zelda game....#like yeah dark link is an enemy sometimes#but as far as im aware the most relevant a dark/shadow link has ever been is in four swords adventures#and he wasnt even a character he was just a reoccuring enemy that showed up a lot i think#its sad that of all games its four swords that does the most with shadow link as a concept (again as far as im aware)#so yeah the manga is great cuz it made shadow a character#and it makes me want to have a zelda game where we somehow make an ally out of a shadow link
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