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let me get this straight, in the meeting at dawn other HLs can listen to rhysand and feyre words and try to believe them despite;
for 50 years rhysand was standing against them and help in kill people from their courts
afterwards has lied to other courts for various reasons and now wants to be honest
rhysand’s council member took feyre at the time tamlin’s lover from spring without permission
feyre destroyed a court which made people of the court refugees bc it allowed hybern a way in -btw it pushed tamlin into the corner more
feysand lied and stole from summer court and are still in possession of it doing gods know what what it
feysand offered no real remorse of what they did to spring court and summer court
feyre has powers of all courts and is rhysand’s mate making night court a threat bc she and rhysand can take over other courts and rule over all of them
has no idea if feyre is not being manipulated by rhysand who they don’t like nor trust
rhysand made feyre a high lady even though its magic that makes that choice
they have no idea if feysand version of events after the mountain are true
oh night court has 2 recently cauldron made high fae with gods know what powers
probably missing a few more but other HLs are choosing to give time the benefit of doubt after one tense exchange but arent willing to do that with tamlin who;
tried to break the curse, got feyre who did and was the one who killed amarantha
saved lucien life UtM
when he shows his angry for what feyre did to his people and how she lied to him others see it as a “lovers quarrel” -basically letting feyre get away with her crimes bc if other HLs wont hold her accountable as well and want her to be punished for it then who will
tamlin does not start war against night court for their trespassing and bc feyre came in his court as a high lady of night court under disguise so she can destroy it for revenge
and when tamlin provides proof of what he has learned they still dont believe him bc why should they?
look tamlin did step out of the line in that meeting and made some comments but the attitude he got vs rhysand and feyre got from other high lords had me kinda baffled
rhysand can control minds! ffs
there is very little reason for other HLs to even listen to NC but they do?? these people should not be in charge, not a single brain cell or a backbone in that group aside from tamlin
the fact not once there was ever a talk of feyre being punished for what she did to spring court, these people are dumb as hell bc she can do what she wants and rhysand will back her up & she proves it in the same meeting when she attacks beron with fire and hurts lady of autumn and even then not once someone says feyre you cant do that
azriel attacks eris, heir of autumn court and nothing happens. rhysand attacks tamlin, high lord of spring and nothing happens.
ridiculous. the whole meeting was biased and feysand sucking
its not lost on me the things rhysand did UtM being revealed in the meeting are never brought up again within ic, so much for a group that dream about a better world and acts superior in morals
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A show well done!
This was a very rushed one shot… but was encouraged to post it! I think it’s very cute regardless <33 Circus Inferno (Au) one shot featuring Willow Locke made by @wigglyobsessedweirdo !! And my gal, Dakota! No warnings needed for this!
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The crowds of people slowly start to trinkle out the circus’s tent as Wiggogs workers motion the crowds out. It was important to get everyone out as soon as possible before the trance effects wore off. Soon, they will start to become conscious of the fact that they may be missing someone from their group. Hatchetfield isn't a giant town, but almost everyone has heard about the circus, and almost everyone went. The amount of people there was almost surprising, as you dont see this many people here all at once from hatchetfield. The only other event would be the Honey Festival, but almost that didn't even compare to the circus.
Dakota, the lead ring leader, maneuvered through the crowd of people. Some stopped her to ask questions while others took pictures. Somehow throughout the chaos of people, a child wass able to latch herself onto Dakota's foot. Que her trying to find the boy's parents.
Finally, after what seemed like forever, Dakota was able to escape the crowd of pushy and loud people. In the distance, near the stairs that lead up to the booths, Dakota saw Willow. With an excited shout, she sprinted towards the green banged girl who was adorned in the attire of Wiggogs workers.
Willow looked up, slight panic racing through her eyes as the shorter girl threw herself onto her. Willow stumbled, but thankfully caught her footing before they could fall. Dakota giggled, kicking her feet in the air as she hugged her arms around willows shoulders.
“This was the best show yet!!” Dakota spoke, her voice filled with pure excitement. Willow smiled softly down at Dakota. Dakota let go of the hug, still bouncing in excitement.
“I think it was pretty good, too. I liked when you did that spin thing.” Dakota brimmed with fits of giggles as she recalled the spin she did in stage. It meant a lot to Dakota that willow, someone who would steer away from any circuses, liked her act.
“I know, right?! I just came up with that on the spot. Oh gosh, did you hear the crowd?” She asked, wide eyed. “They LOVED it!!!” She squealed. Her body jolted in excitement when she remembered certain lords she wanted to talk to.
Willow giggled along with the excited girl, crossing her arms as she fidgeted with her sleeves slightly. “Yeah, they seemed to like it. Wiggly was pretty surprised at the audience's reaction, too.” Willow then instantly regretted that sentence once she saw the very smug look on Dakota's face. With a sigh, she knew what was coming.
“eeeeeeheheheheheh!! He liked it! YES!! FUCK YEAH!!!” She shouted, fist bumping the air. She started for the doors that stood across the circus from them, simply fabric curtains. “Cmon Willow Cmon cmon!!! We gotta go see em!!” She exclaimed as she ran, Willow rolling her eyes slightly with a sigh. She walked after Dakota, not wanting to stay in a empty place by herself—especially not a place like this.
Dakota tripped over god knows what, but eventually made it to the tied curtains, concealing the room beyond it. She looked back to Willow, bouncing on her heels, not able to contain the eagerness. Willow looked to Dakota, a face of “don’t do anything stupid” look. Dakota simply smiled, turning to pull open the curtain as Willow caught up to her.
Beads hit together as the curtain was pulled, walking in the two girls. As the stepped in, what had been the “door” into the room was now a wall of fabrics. Something they had gotten used too the circus being almsot.. alive. Controlled by the lords. They can create or take away any rooms, building and changing the circus constantly. It was their creation, after all.
Dakota smiled, seeing the five beings before her. They all seemed to converse among one another, some louder then the rest. They sat on fabrics and fur while some stood. The five heads, each unique to their own, looked in the direction of Dakota and Willow.
“Mamas here my beautiful angels!” She joked, snorting. Wiggly scoffed, rolling his eyes. Tinky grinned back, head tilting to the side as his jesters hat bells chimed. Nibbly, the one sitting on furs and fabrics, chuckled at the entrance. Blinky merely watched, Pokey's lips turned up slightly in a ghostly smirk, leaning against a table as he looked.
“Was THAT not a good show or what? I feel like I did prettyyy good, aye?” She boistered, hand on her hip as she tipped her top hat, taking it off afterwards. Willow stood near the door, observing the scene. She couldn’t help but stifle a small chuckle at Dakotas behaviour.
“Yes, it was one of the better shows, I must admit.” Wiggly spoke, his voice softer than usual. “Nice job, kid.” Pokey replied, raising a glass he now had of whisky. Nibbly motioned Dakota to come closer, and she did. She stepped close beside his throne of vibrant coloured materials. His large hand ruffled her already messy hair. Grinning his sharp teeth. “What Pokotho said. Nice job, Koda.” His honey-sweet voice purred. Dakota couldn’t contain how much the praise was getting to her, she blushed hard.
“Dawwww you guys are too sweet!” She said, swatting her hand in the air playfully. Meanwhile Wiggly had made his way to the direction of willow. He stood beside her, crouching down to meet her level. His hand ruffled at her hair slightly, a small smile on his face. “Good job too, kiddo.”
Dakota ran to Tinky who was spewing jokes to an uninterested Blinky. She sat by him and listened in. Tinky then turned his attention to her, gossiping and laughing began to brew between the two. Blinky eventually joined in on listening, so too did Nibbly and Pokey. A circle of laughs and cackles lit up the room with an almost… homey feel. Wiggly motioned for them to join, and she smiled up at him. They eventually joined, Willow sitting beside Dakota and Wiggly.
It was Mainly Dakota and Tinky who lead the conversation, but the others chirped in from time to time. Despite what they are, and despite what Dakota and Willow are, they all got along. The differences long past forgotten, only a room filled with jokes and lighthearted banter. A rare moment, it seemed.
After a while, the talking dimmed down. Dakota and Willow chatted amongst themselves, a certain Nibbly talking to them about boy problems. He was like a nosy aunt, who wanted to hear all the drama. Dakota and Willow tagged along on, ranting to a very interested Nibbly.
The others may have been listening, or just in their own worlds. But a voice rung out, “Alright, boys. We need to get going. Tomorrow will be our final feeding for a while, until we can find a new place to set camp. Say your goodbyes.” Wiggly casually waved his hand, suggesting to Dakota.
Dakota frowned, whining in detest. “Noooooo!” she dragged on. Willow just giggled, turning her gaze to politely wave at the five lords, she stood, hugging Wiggly. But she would be heading with Wiggly, as she had a place in the black with him. Ever since he helped her escape the monsters back at home. Dakota would be left here, as she had her own room in the circus.
“Fine.. leave me.. I don’t care.” She shrugged, dramatically turning her head away. Out of nowhere large hangs picked her up, holding her in air. Her sad gaze reached Tinkys. “Don’t worry, sweets. Tomorrow is not that long away.” This didn’t help.
“Maybe for you! But for me it’s sooooo longgg!” The others just shook their heads, sighed or scoffed. A quick, small, peck to the cheek from Tinky was enough to cheer up Dakota
“Okayyyyy SEE YOU GUYS TOMORROW!!” Dakota exclaimed, giggling and kicking her feet as she remained in the air. She was placed down, waving and smiling at the lords. She then ran to Willow once more, hugging her. “Bye Wills!” Dakota giggled. Willow hugged her back, snickering. “Okay, okay. bye Koda.” She returned, releasing the hug from Dakota.
The scene before her warped and changed, and at the blink of an eye she room disappeared. She was back in the main stage of the circus. She made her way to the change room, heading to change out of her costume and into the sleeping chambers of the workers.
#hatchetverse#hatchetfield#oc#oc insert#dakota rune#lords in black#willow locke#hatchetfield oc#circus inferno#fanfic
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YOU HAVE A BIG HEAD! NO I DONT!
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Azzi crosses her arms, resisting the urge to roll her eyes as Paige continues her antics. She holds up the picture of her face, her voice mocking, “You have a big head!” Then, without missing a beat, she holds up Azzi’s picture, this time making it say in her high-pitched tone, “No, I don’t.”
Azzi’s patience is wearing thin. “Paige!” she snaps, trying to keep her voice steady but the irritation clear. She gives Paige a warning look that would stop anyone else in their tracks, but not Paige. The girl is like a caffeinated squirrel on a sugar high, running off vibes Azzi can’t even begin to understand.
Azzi forces herself to breathe slowly. She can’t stand the chaos right now, the constant energy from Paige a stark contrast to her own desperately needed rest. Her hands ball into fists for a second, and she honestly wants to punch the grinning Paige just to knock some sense into her.
“Seriously,” Azzi mutters under her breath, half to herself and half to the universe.
The crew’s laughter doesn’t help. Paige’s energy is contagious—just not in a way Azzi can appreciate right now.
“Alright, guys, you ready?” the cameraman asks, adjusting the lights. “We’ve got everything set up. We’ll read out the questions, and you just hold up the picture of who you think it most relates to.”
Azzi nods, trying to shake off the tiredness. “Sounds good,” she says, bracing herself.
Paige, of course, has other plans. She mimics Azzi’s tone, holding up Azzi’s picture with a mischievous grin. “Sounds good,” she teases, in an exaggerated version of Azzi’s voice.
Azzi exhales sharply, turning to Paige with a look of pure exhaustion. “I hate you,” she mutters, her eyes heavy with the weight of the morning.
Paige responds instantly, as if this is a well-worn routine. “No, you don’t,” she says, matter-of-factly, as if nothing’s out of the ordinary.
The rest of the filming went smoothly, at least as far as Azzi could tell. She tried to stay focused, answering questions as honestly as she could, but the whole time, Paige was… well, being Paige. It wasn’t necessarily that Paige’s answers were wrong—it was that they were well wrong.
Take the “messy” question, for example. Azzi knew exactly how it went. The moment they hit the question about cleanliness, Paige—who had a tendency to leave her things scattered around like a tornado had passed through her room—flashed that innocent grin and held Azzi picture up confidently .
Azzi rolled her eyes internally. If anyone had seen Paige’s room—well, they’d know better. It was basically a war zone of clothes, empty coffee cups, and papers everywhere. Just ask Nika. She had walked in there once and almost tripped over a pile of laundry. Azzi had to bite back a laugh, but she wasn’t about to call Paige out on camera. Sike that exactly what she did.
After the filming wrapped, Paige turned to Azzi as they walked out. “I hate you, huh?” she asked with a sly grin.
Azzi rolled her eyes but couldn’t help the small smile tugging at her lips. She gave Paige a light shove. “Oh, shut up,” she muttered, her tone a mix of irritation and affection.
Paige’s grin widened as she switched to full-on doe eyes, dramatically batting her lashes. “Would you like me more if I bought you food?”
Azzi raised an eyebrow, a smirk playing at the corner of her mouth. “Actually, it would,” she said, already heading to the passenger side of the car.
Paige followed, still flashing that overly sweet expression, as if a meal could erase all the chaos she’d just caused. Azzi got in, shaking her head in mock exasperation but secretly looking forward to the food.
As Paige pulled out of the parking lot, she couldn’t help but laugh at the ridiculousness of the day. Paige, glancing over at her, raised an eyebrow and smirked. “Be honest,” she said, leaning a little closer. “Do you stay with me because I buy you food, have heated car seats, amazing music taste, and a closet you can ransack?”
Azzi didn’t even hesitate. “Yes,” she said with a grin, already reaching for the radio to turn on some music.
Paige’s jaw literally dropped in disbelief. “Wait, what?” she sputtered, looking utterly stunned.
Azzi just laughed, cranking up the volume and singing along to Sia on the radio, her voice off-key but full of energy. Paige sat there for a moment, still processing, before shaking her head with a smile.
“you have a big head” “no, I don’t”
Azzi is so done with her 😭
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respectfully, no one cares.
Respectfully, you're incorrect because I am a someone, and I care.
#Anyway Helena is best vigilante#helena bertinelli#dc huntress#dc comics#dc#batfam#batfamily#Helena my love you will alwsys have me#i will continue to enjoy content you are in#all the others who dont know about you are missing out.#helena my love
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ep 43 had me tearing up in a fucking shopping centre ‼️‼️
b+w alt version that I truly couldn't decide if I liked it more . Also I included a lot of thoughts in the tags but they're somewhat incoherent<3
#i dont know what i expected but i was waiting for a friend and too excited to wait until later#malevolent podcast#john doe#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#malevolent fanart#grimm art#ep 43#ep 43 left me with a lot of thoughts ... i didnt quite like how much of a recap it felt like at times but that might#be because ive been relistening and like yeah everyone knows that john 🙄 but that's not the case for everyone and with monthly uploads#things get forgotten easily#i find the discussion of “humanity” so interesting because John has shown that without someone that he has forcibly grown to value as an#equal... something he cannot do as the king of yellow as he is superior to all of his realm and presumably stays out of other elder god's#anyway. without that equality and enviroment to grow he fails to reach his goal of compassion and falls onto old ways.#John. The King in Yellow. shown by both times each has found themselves in human form do not just crave power and influence!!!#THEY CRAVE COMMUNITY!!! an endrich being not born or raised with nothing but power and ego#CRAVES COMMUNITY.#His goal of “humanity” is not a selfless goal like John projects - it is ultimately somewhat selfish as he does not want to be alone!!#which makes this desire so much more human#i don't know maybe this is just me spelling out whats already there but the way john and the witch argued about humanity frustrated me#it felt like they were missing the point or that perhaps the “good/evil” “black/white” retoric was already realised by me and john needed#realise it himself . which is fair !!!#i dont know!!!!#the witch was talking about how bad everyone was and how humanity is cruel and john was talking about Lily (#who also frustrates me how shes used in the plot somewhat she was literally just a nurse doing her job bro#) but to John - yes internally he is struggling with his moral greyness and im so proud of him for growing being himself SO PROUD#JUST.!!! he wants community. he needs community. he loves his friend. 'humanity' at its core does not matter as long as you try to be bette#and i think thats awesome and i really enjoyed the episode#guhh im rambling enjoy my tag rambling i dont know i want john to have more friends :(#yorrick can be another friend godd i love you yorrick so silly
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so did you guys know theres this character called tristan vik disventure camp and
#disventure camp#disventure camp fanart#tristan vik#disventure camp tristan#ghostofsnails#my art#It would be SO tedious to post all of these separately but to be honest ive been dead for so long that i think its just funnier like this#like. yeah. just in case you guys have been wondering what i've been up to.#I have like 2 more i think but i'll give them their own post so i can explain them#ive never hyperfixated on a character like this in my entire life. usually a character hyperfix is super intense and lasts like 2ish weeks.#GUYS ITS BEEN 2+ MONTHS. AND I STILL CANT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR CARTOON GOTH NONBINARY SILLY PERSON#actually fuck you can i write an essay in tags about why i love them. this is tumblr. and whose even gonna read this anyways. fukit we ball#i followed dc kinda casually as a guilty pleasure for a while but i was instantly drawn to tristan when the designs for the s4 cast dropped#i was like You're telling me there's a GOTH who is UPBEAT and isnt designed like a flawless elf TWINK and is NONBINARY? ME FR????#LIKE OHH THE GOTH NB GETS TO LOOK A LITTLE WEIRD. THEY GET TO BE UNCONVENTIONAL. my aesthetic attraction to them goes crazy. vampire style.#i remember when they got revealed people redesigned them to look more generically pretty & it PAINED ME bc it missed the point SO. BADLY.#ik some people find them boring also & even tho i disagree i can see it if u dont rlly care abt alt stuff. but for me the fact theyre so#kind & upbeat & extroverted WHILE being a SUBCULTURAL GOTH is the draw bc while i do get a kick out of the exaggerated depressed goth#stereotype - its not exactly true to life and so seeing a character that looks and acts like me and real goths makes feel so seen and happy#they also capture my desire to have goth friends SO BADLY im projecting on them SO HARD. They are such top tier friend material you guys...#AND THEYRE A FASHION DESIGNER WHICH FEELS SO IN THEME WITH BEING GOTH THAT IT MAKES ME SO JOYOUS AND CRAZY.#its all so funny because im 100x more excited about getting good goth rep than nonbinary rep LMFAOOO but them being nb is SO important too#Not to mention their voice actor is FANTASTIC and elevates them SOOO MUCH. Also the amount the va is obsessed with them fed my obsession -#sooo insanely you guys.... i feed off of other peoples emotional attachments. AND THEIR ACTING FOR TRIS ADDS SO MUCH DEPTH TO THEIR#CHARACTER IF YOU LOOK FOR IT. I COULD LITERALLY WRITE ESSAYS ABOUT TRISTAN YOU GUYS. IM NOT INSANE.#god you guys this is the first time ive ever had a genuine “i feel seen” feeling from a fictional character I KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE NOW.#i LOVE NONBINARY PEOPLE EXPRESSING THEMSELVES. I LOVE HOW QUEERNESS AND GOTH CULTURE INTERSECTS AND HOW THATS REPRESENTED IN TRISTAN#THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. AND I KNOW THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE. WHICH JUST MAKES THEM MEAN EVEN MORE TO ME. I LOVE LIFE.#its an endless feedback loop i fear. im trapped in it & loving every second. i will be drawing them until i am in my grave & maybe after.
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On the string propaganda
Heeellll yeah
Bestie is an entire PLACE
I look at those guys and let me tell you the soul of that thing ain't just in the puppet, it's in all the neurons carrying the thoughts and emotions, it's in the power rails that serve as the heart. All the memories in the memory conflux and all the numbers we see flicker across displays, the flux condensers, the puppet; a little avatar.
No way these massive machines see life the same way we do. They have their own experiences and senses and things they hold dear. A world we can't imagine, a way of living we couldn't even comprehend.
I could never tear an iterator apart to be just a puppet. Who am I to decide how's life supposed to be enjoyed or perceived?
You treat your creechurs however you want- I ain't gonna dictate that. But damn, hearing the thrums and buzzes of the linear systems rail? They are alive with so much power, these mechanical beasts are exactly what they should be.
#sorry im just a really passionate on the string believer#you cant tell me that these massive structures kilometers wide capable of things we cant even image would look at something thats#thats comparable to a speck of dust and be like#yes i would like to rid myself of practically my entire body to be that tiny#this aint no “if i were a supercomputer i'd be sad i couldnt see the sky like i do now”#thats only because you have something to compare it to#if i were to suddenly loose everything to be just some microscopic creature i'd be miserable but only because i know what im loosing#id be loosing the ability to think like i do now id be loosing the ability to enjoy the things i do now#i dont know what life is like as a microscopic creature but i wouldnt be willing to give up my life as i know it now#and i think with iterators are the same#just how different is their life from ours and what things can they see that we are missing out on?#give up everything comfortable and known and for what??#to feel the sun? they absolutely have various temperature sensors#see the sky? those overseers were made to see things those visuals are in 4k#other animal comforts?? what about computer comforts??#what makes a lil creature happy may not necessary make a massive supercomputer happy#sorry big rant in the tags um just wanna say this is no hate to anyone who wants their creatures off the string#these are fictional beings and you do whatever makes you happy take them off the string set them loose yess enjoy little robots running#around be happy i love reading ya alls off the string shenanigans#rain world#iterator#drawins#oc veil of dreams#rw talk#rain world oc#iterator oc
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Genuinely so curious who Mike thinks is gonna be buying The Cage or the new DCTL GN bc with the way he tweets as far as he's concerned, it's not gonna be:
The queer people he has actively admitted he will never show any representation of in the games.
2. The POC he has actively fought against representing in his franchise. [Who he also mocked for thinking they would be represented in his franchise]
3. The Bendy fandom which has always been concerned with topics of diversity esp in the sense of queer people since its creation. Who he has responded to really poorly esp in regards to the GN.
4. The fans who critique him. [He blocked me for doing so lol]
5. His fans in general who he tweets about like this currently. [He's being vague about why people were mad at him or sent him 'nasty messages' because if you actually looked into why you'd see he was in the wrong. Either way, a very hateful way to speak abt ur own fanbase.]
Reminder while Mike is trash talking his fans he has always treated them rather poorly. The fans who won the fanart contest for Chapter 5 never got their posters actually in game due to it being rushed. Not only was chapter 5 a big slap to the face story wise, but it was literally so rushed he couldn't be bothered to add in the art his fans gave him for his game FOR FREE. [Meatly blames this on a crazy timeline, reminder him and Mike are the literal ceos of this company. The proposal of future updates here is also pretty cruel considering Mike nowadays happily admits he corrupted Chapter 5's source code and therefore literally can't update it At All currently. Because he is a moron]
At least they got to be in Boris and the dark survival, and by that I mean that was the Only game they got to be in so far, isn't that just treating your fans like you love them? Shoving their hard work into a spin off game almost nobody has played or addresses much. [Hell, who knows if with the Lone Wolf rebrand they'll even stay there. In which case they'll be in None of the games, only in the credits of BATIM]
6. The Bendy fans who just generally disagree with him on stuff. Like the new ink demon design where there is literally a public poll showing people generally prefer the old one.
7. The Bendy fans who can see he is actively lying to them. To their fucking faces.
He says this has always been the case, but screenshots and links to tweets regarding the books being canon prove it was not. Does he really think bendy fans are stupid or something? [Unless he's admitting here he lied to Kress when he told her the books were canon which sounds worse!]
8. Anyone who doesn't like the idea of giving money to a guy who laid off tons of employees then afterwards thought it was a great idea to express his anti-union views! Also brag about how good of an employer he was, according to his employees, he was not!
So in summary; Mike is an awful person who has not learned anything from the awful things he did. I will not be purchasing The Cage because, combined with this and his absolute refusal to take any kind of critique or see any differing interpretation of his franchise, I have no reason to think my problems with the franchise will ever be addressed or fixed. I probably will pirate The Cage along with any future Bendy Products [Including the movie] and will do my best to avoid giving it any kind of monetary support. Unless this changes any time soon, I can't see myself making anymore positive Bendy posts soon.
Mike has just managed to make it so hard to speak positively or optimistically of this franchise when he's so willing to broadcast how little he cares about it or its fans. I'm at the point where I refuse to pull any of my punches with my problems with it. What's the point of trying to play nice with my critique when either way the people creating it don't care?
So with this post, I want to invite anyone who feels similarly about the franchise to tell me, make a post or send an ask talking about how all of this makes you feel. It may not change how things are, but genuinely seeing other people share my feelings of anger makes me feel better. It feels nice to see when other people share our same concerns and worries. I'd also love to know if anyone else thinks they'll be avoiding purchasing Bendy products over this.
I'm not forcing anyone to participate in it nor trying to say anyone who doesn't supports mike but genuinely maybe if we can collectively decide to boycott things like the movie, graphic novel and The Cage... It might at least make the bendy devs acknowledge how much they have destroyed their own fandom's faith and trust in them.
The way Mike tweets about his actions like he had no control over why people were mad at him at least proves to me he takes NONE of it back nor regrets it. If you didn't know about his actions and only went off his tweets, you would be led to believe Mike has been needlessly picked apart by fans over things he couldn't control [or in his own words, had his words twisted and taken out of context]. That is not how you speak about your actions if you have actually learned better from them.
anyway, that has been my bendy dev callout post. This is an open invitation to anyone feeling similarly upset about the way the franchise is going to talk about it. It's genuinely nice to see how people feel about this and the more we talk about the more it's likely the bendy devs are forced to address our concerns. I don't think they will but hey, that's why I'm not gonna support them with my money anymore nor am I gonna be nice to them in any content I make critiquing Bendy. I mean I'm also basically making this post just in case anyone asks me Why I feel this way towards to bendy devs/as a way to respond to anyone who thinks I am too harsh in my critique in the future.
As always, it seems the best part of Bendy isn't actually anything about canon but about what the fan's are creating with the ideas Bendy failed to do anything interesting with.
Also the books, the books slap.
#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#ramblez#bendy and the silent city#bendy the cage#for the record another reason Im making this post is bc some of the only good resources to learn abt why the bendy devs suck are some old#very longer videos and this is a very long post but I thought it was important to document the recent shit theyve been doing alongside some#of the worst past things theyve done bc Mike has been trying to misinform people on what happened but those videos are still great resource#if you want more info n such#long post#mike D#for anyone who doesnt wanna hear abt him since he doesnt go by mood anymore#sorry if this is rambley or emotional Im just so sick of these guys fr dskjhgskdfjghskdjhgkjhsd#I miss when I didnt spend my days stressed about the awful shit mike is gonna say next and how I would have to disprove it in a post later#or explain why its bad to have a cast of nothing but cishet white guys n constantly fight back against any push for diversity in said cast#genuinely its just tiring esp when u see other bendy fans give ignorant or very silly defenses/takes on those things#n then u lose a lot of respect for them bc they are speaking on stuff they dont know much abt so confidently and therefore misinforming#people or even encouraging very bad views on stuff like diversity n its importance#Im not saying people like that are bad people but it is stressful n upsetting when u see someone u thought knew better do that sort of thin#it makes it hard to trust them again on other issues bc u now dont trust they know what they r talking abt!!#like please think twice before telling young artists making norman white was a tough and complicated decision it was fucking not the bendy#devs just think all their humans are white by default and dont wanna change that its been proven time n time again thats all it is#and defending them just bc u like a franchise they made is very very bad!! They are not ur friends!! they suck and we seriously need to#stop pretending they dont!! toxic positivity is only gonna make the fandom an absolute nightmare its not gonna make ANYTHING better#it just means people will be forced to PRETEND they never have negative thoughts abt the franchise n therefore make them burned out#just look at other similar fandoms please lets not make those same mistakes!!#sorry can u tell Ive been having just. A time recently#anyways back to making my queer ass bendy fan game full of so much diversity mike will prolly shit when he sees it DKFJGHKSDJHGKJHSD
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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.
#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day#how they're already memories since moments pass so fast#everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever#and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed#it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily#so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day#ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been#the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief#and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately#id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again#like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night#one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys#i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i#hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day
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life went forward and the world moved on but I never got over among us (2018)
#but no one:(( will play it:(( with me:((#i miss amogus with my ex best friend and all her friends#she was just like me fr she loved introducing all her friends to each other its another reason i loved her so much#and why i struggled so much when my high school best friend started making friends outside of me who didnt like me#one of them even gave me this long ass lecture on KAVYA YOU DONT NEED TO BE FRIENDS WITH ALL YOUR FRIENDS' FRIENDS YOU KNOW#oh and you cAnt jUst Ask pEoPle tO bE yOuR fRiEnd (jokes on her we're friends now. kind of ive been ghosting her for a while but not the po#Int 💀)#and look i learned that. sort of. but i still struggle with it sometimes#like at least with my best friends i always wanted to know about and be involved with everyone in their lives you know#which ive realized now is not practical#but im still this hopeless romantic who wants to be friends with all my friends friends and all my friends to be friends#even if i barely have the energy for it anymore. i guess losing her drilled that in#also another thing i realized is. its good to keep your friends separate sometimes because if the chain breaks you dont lose a whole system#which wasnt even a point of consideration for me back then because like i said. hopeless romantic. why would we ever fall out#but yeah it was hard having to accept that sometimes the whole world doesnt want to be friends. and people are allowed to dislike each othe#shocking i know#anyway what am i even talking about how did i get here#liveblogging.pdf
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Oh now the villagers know..... and arlong burned the town to punish her..... for some reason
#WHY DID THEY PUT THE VILLAGE GOING AFTER ARLONG AFTER NAMI HURTS HERSELF???? HUH???#also the concept of money being important is lost... arlong wants money too thats why he does certain things... and it contrasts#with namis want for money which is for survival.... but alas...#i wont let you do that 🥺🥺 AHDKAHSKSJKQ#nami doesnt decide what people do thats why she was stabbing herself... and why she controls herself... literally let herself be taken....#also nami just being there to do fuck all cause she isn't fighting..... and that is alright do they know that.....#johnny and josuke....... miss you.... also luffy not wanting a cook on his crew ever since they ran out of food akdjsksj#why did they focus on the fishman racism is what i dont understand. whats the point. this story is not about that.... we get that later lmao#'everyone should be free to live as they choose' SHUT UUUUUUUP!!!!#like he didnt get nami as a slave bc shes a human.... and hes not playing by human rules he found a loophole in their pact ajdhaksjs#and the could you use her so effectively doesnt hit without luffy saying he doesnt know how to do anything and all that....#luffy should be saying like 50% of what he says.... he says fuck all all the time#and why does sanji care about luffy literally what did he do for him....#usopp gets fuck all.... he literally cries and throws up on this fight... why did they skip thag#'zeff was mean to you... boohoo' TELL HIM ZORO!!!!#sanji fueled by love for nami yeah.... but he looks so ridiculous fighting with that suit ajdhakshsjs#also such a shame he hasnt been crushed dramatically.... how would usopp now if he is alright or not#no sun shining behind luffy as he comes out of the rubble like he is the second comong of jesus christ.... 0 stars#the fact that it took them nothing to beat them is kinda shit. like zoro gets wrecked and sanji nearly drowns... luffy gets also wrecked...#and no usopp songs back to back til sunrise.... tragic#usopp getting rewarded for what... he wasnt even scared#YEAH GARP PUNCH HIM!!!! COME ON!!! WHO DARES DISOBEY YOU???!!!#'i dont want to fight you grandpa' BOOOOOO TOMATO TOMATOOOOO#'you're on your own now....' HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THATS THE POINT!! AND YOU DIDNT FUCKING HELP WITH THAT!!!! we are just saying things now....#'i know what it means to fight for your family' whejdja??? whats that supposed to mean??? did bellemere not fight?? she literally did???#*melania trump hello???* whats this about... namis story is not about fighting for your family her mother literally dies for that ajdhajab#and why did they put a tattoo on top of the other in the manga she gets a scar from removing the arlong one and then gets the other one.....#luffy hugging koby.... he didnt hug nami then for what???#do you guys think they will cast someone really ugly as dragon...#watching opla
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decided to leave my job and i'm gonna fr gonna cryyyyy
#literally can't work with my new boss bc i can't trust her#she went to the head of the department with complaints abt me without ever speaking to me or giving me any indication she was unhappy#and various other reasons im not happy w management and the school in general#HOWEVER#i love the kids sm and im gonna miss them and worry abt them 😭😭😭😭#im literally scared for some of them bc it feels like the other teachers have no empathy for some of my favorite kids#one of them who is so so sweet and when he cries i'm the girst to comfort him bc everyone else thinks he needs to toughen up 😭#also my new boss sucks so so bad and is gonna be such a bad influence on him and all the other kids#and my main co teacher said she's gonna quit if i do so i cant even beg her to look out for my babies and take care of them 😭💔#and it would be unprofessional to mention any concerns to the parents but genuinely some of the kids would be better off elsewhere#like im actually worried about it#i dont want some of the really sweet sensitive kids to lose their sweetness bc they're being treated unkindly#and the worst bullies and spoiled kids are the ones the teachers dote on#so it encourages some of the sweet ones to act out for attention#anyway 💔#i really do need to go tho#and i'm sure i'll love the kids at my new job#but im so sadddd#also its unlikely i can find a well paying job w this age group even tho i love this age group#its basically impossible not to get attached to them at this age and i get to pick them up and hold and cuddle them and stuff#and you cant really do that with the older kids sadly#literally on the verge of tears even seriously thinking abt leaving#things have been p bad for a while due to management but i never seriously considered leaving bc i love the kids so much#but i literally can't see a future here#and my new boss clearly hates me and im worried she's going to try to get me fired#she already made up a bunch of lies about me and its only been three weeks#anyway i only make 15 an hour so hopefully i'll at least get more somewhere else and i know i'll still love the kids#its just really hard#which is why i've stayed this long#i was p unhappy before my new boss even started bc of the way they treated my old boss
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saw a post about projecting your ethnicity onto a character and started missing vespa ilkay. so so bad
#pov u grow up in a 3rd world country(/planet) where healthcare workers are exported by the thousands like cheap produce to richer countries#it's your ticket out of poverty as long as you can deal with the loneliness the separation from everyone you know the discrimination etc#ive never talked about my hc that vespas mother was one of them sending money every month visiting every couple of years until it just stop#like why return to the swamps when youre doing fine working on a richer planet w much better living conditions#cost of living rises every year. sending home a % of your salary used to be enough to support your husband and daughter and then it isnt#you know how it goes#vespa is also dead set on this path until ranga realizes that hemorrhaging healthcare workers leaves them with little to none of their own#students on scholarships or in community/state universities are bound by return service agreements and are forbidden to leave the country#until theyve rendered a few years of work on ranga to pay back their tuition + as a really shitty solution to the brain drain problem#this is real in my country btw but my professors say a lot of ppl do break their rsa's and fucked off to work in other countries LOL#our state unis can barely afford decent facilities they do nottt have the budget to chase down their own alumni in other countries!#but the mental image is a bit funny#vespa ilkays first crime: tinakasan ang rsa#i do also think it lines up with her having a network of med friends everywhere in the galaxy (heart of it all) you kind of go into pre/med#expecting most of your classmates to leave to work in other countries eventually. mine are aiming for the usa / uae / europe / japan etc#anyway whether vespa breaks her rsa or not she leaves ranga asap decides to switch careers and the rest is history#i also deeply love the fact that she's superstitious i'm very sad it wasn't highlighted more (i've only heard s1-3)#as someone who did grow up in a rural area and went to more albularyos/folk healers than doctors in my childhood. (they never failed me)#lots of folk illnesses (ex. balis; pasma) local medical superstitions (dont eat noodles in hospital; youll have a really toxic shift) etcc#theres also a lot of potential in tying her past as a rangian + med student + assassin to me idk how to word this properly#being raised on cautionary tales of not to touch/disturb anything in the swamps then being given free reign to poke & prod at things in her#lab classes (now with the proper ppe)....she was having so much fun with the curemother prime too lmao#years of walking hanging bridges docks boathouses in ranga etc gave her great balance & stealth#cracking open alien shellfish in the swamps to cutting open bodies for studying then for assassination....#I MISS HER SO MUCH BALIK KN SAKEN 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i get why most people + the canon focuses on her being an assassin bc people find that cooler i guess#but vespa being a swamp girl > 3rd world med student > assassin is so personal To Me. the whole pipeline. eugh.#skl.txt
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how do you politely tell your uni classmates that you're not gonna sit the exam for them
#i have gotten the reputation as The Good Student Who Helps People Out and listen. if there's good reason i will absolutely help you#like if you miss classes due to work or if you're ill. or if you have kids/dont live in this city. all's fair game then!#but when you ask me shit like “hey do you know what's gonna be on the exam”#or “hey do you know about XYZ” when XYZ is already on my notes that I've already sent to you#then I'm simply convinced you're lazy and want me to do your work for you and I'm honestly not having that#also girl how would i know what's gonna be on the exam. do you think i see the future???#like yesterday DURING THE ONLINE EXAM i was getting bombarded with messages from two different people#one was asking me to tell her the answer to an entire ass essay#and the other asked me something that was very clearly and simply given to us in the exercise question#like the question was “use any text we've studied to analyse X Thing” and i was asked “does exercise a want us to analyse X Thing”#BRO. LITERALLY JUST READ THE ONE (1) LINE OF TEXT THAT'S TELLING YOU EXACTLY THAT.#idk this is such a whiny stupid vent but it legit feels like I'm being taken advantage of sometimes and it's annoying
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feel like theres a balance to strike between "people putting guidelines to being a christian (you need to read your Bible everyday, you need to need to never miss church, you should never be anxious... etc.) and saying that not doing them is sinning is wrong" and "you DO need to grow in your faith and be consistent"
#julia.txt#is not reading your Bible everyday a sin? no not really#SHOULD you do it? yes!!! how do you want to live according to God's will if you dont acquaint yourself with God's will everyday?#the flesh doesnt take a day off#is it a sin to miss church? no! should you do it? also no!!#(with the caveat of being sick or any other unavoidable circumstance)#you cannot grow closer to God if you do not commune with Him and worship Him#and that INCLUDES other meetings than sunday#i just see too many people dismiss church easily#like oh i made plans with my friends i cant come oh i took a meeting i cant come#if you want to be serious about your walk with God you cant dismiss church that easily#is it a sin to be anxious? no!!!! of course not!!#but we cannot let ourselves wallow in it either#we cant think oh im anxious its just my disposition its my mental state#we have to WORK on it. how many verses are there about God taking care of us. how many times has He assured us that He will not leave us#does that mean you'll wake up one day and you wont have anxiety anymore ? no#but it DOES mean that God can alleviate it#and. i feel it necessary to point out that if you KNOW its God's will that you do something#and you dont do it#thats a sin. you're going against God's will#knowingly#romans 14 20!!#all things indeed are pure#but it is evil for the man who eats with offense#<- if i do something that violates my conscience it is a sin for me even if it might not be In Itself a sin#we cant call everything legalism and use it as an excuse to not grow#faith posting
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Listen I get that you have BPD. I get that you have a mental illness. But that doesn't excuse rude or shitty behavior.
I kinda get why people are fed up with you.
#borderline personality disorder#bpd#actually mentally ill#this is specifically about#my friend with bpd who tried to invite multiple other people along even though today was supposed to be about us reconnecting#because she missed us and felt like we were growing apart#so me and our other friend went out of our ways to clear our agendas to see her today#and then she asked me last night if other people that i don't know well can come along today too#eh no? i have a chronic illnesses and i dont cope well with strangers#oh and she didnt even ask our other friend if it was okay#she just changed the plan without notifying him at all#so we cancelled#and she didn't even apologize to him for trying to invite people he didnt even know#like i get that you find it difficult to tell someone no sorry i have plans#i understand#but at LEAST ask both people you're meeting up with if it's okay to bring more people along?#instead of just springing that fact on him q#1.5 hours before meeting up#and then at least apologize for your behavior#but no#sorry but I'm kinda understanding why people are fed up with you at this point
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