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in which proplayer!sae could care less about what the media was calling you two, if it means being with you again
warnings: none // wc: 647
note: fem reader! badly proofread
the star midfielder of re al, itoshi sae, has a spotless reputation. there wasn't a single stain on his image, not one rumor or dating scandal. it was a matter of heated debate online; there were multiple twitter threads regarding sae's love life. was he truly single? perhaps not into women at all? did he have a secret relationship with another celebrity? if he did, he was remarkably good at never being caught.
so when a photograph of sae leading a girl to a secluded room, shot at an angle where one could only see a flash of glimmering hair, goes viral, the entire internet was wholly appalled.
sae scoffs as you read another article from your phone's news feed to him. "hey, look at this!" your tone is joking as you point towards the device's screen. "they're questioning if i'm some top hollywood celeb. is it because i dyed my hair recently?"
"love, that's stupid. you know dispatch reports more lies than truths." he replies, nose wrinkling at the thought. sure, you were beautiful, more so than any actress, but he really didn't enjoy all of the media speculation he recieved. was it so wrong of him to want something normal, to have a private relationship?
you'd known sae since before he went to spain, when you were just two simple kids trying to go through life the right way. when he had left, it'd caused a huge buzz in your town, japan finally receiving international attention for football. and you'd long since been regarded as sae's closest friend, so everyone was clamoring to ask you: would he ever come back? the drama queens threw their fits (sae had no shortage of admirers even then), many people called you a liar when you said that you didn't know, the pressure caused you to isolate yourself—done with how nosy the world was being. and of course, you missed sae more than anything. you'd mindlessly twist your fingers through the silver necklace he gifted you right before his flight, the 冴 character shining in the pale moonlight. no one else knew the words he'd suddenly whispered into your ears before he boarded without sparing a glance back; "i love you, i'll swear i'll see you again."
you'd kept that necklace for years, until itoshi sae appeared in japan once more, to play for a mysterious soccer match; and a front row ticket was mysteriously sent to your email. which you had never changed from before he left. nervous anticipation floods you, you were about to see your best friend who you hadn't heard from in years. when you finally spot him on the field, he looked nothing less than a daydream, dark pink locks impossibly perfect even against the wind and sweat. as he's being introduced, sae's gaze somehow found you amongst the crowd—you might have died. though he knew you would show up, he couldn't help but look for extra assurance. and you couldn't have predicted the whirl of events that happened after. his manager pulling you aside, saying that "itoshi sae needs to meet you," sae walking towards you with his head down, evidently trying to avoid the paparazzi, grabbing your hands and guiding you into an empty interviewing room; teal eyes glimmering with unsaid words.
your lips inevitably crashed into each other, you both had heard the cameras click and seen the flash of brilliant white, but none of you cared. "at least i did one thing right," is what sae had murmured after a few minutes, deft fingers tracing across your cheeks. his eyes flickered over the chain he gave you, one you'd never taken off. the media could call it what they wanted, because in that moment it was only you and sae. though perhaps it had always been that way—all it took was for one of you to see it.
a/n: dude i'm so obsessed w this song rn. also i finally stopped slandering sae who would've thought this day would come so soon!
masterlist.
#i keep thinking ab fics to this song so yeah...#i do actually like sae's character a lot#his brother lowk better tho#sae x reader#itoshi sae#sae x you#itoshi sae x reader#sae itoshi#blue lock sae#blue lock x reader#bllk x you#bllk x reader#blue lock#blue lock x you#bllk fluff#blue lock fluff#Spotify#冴 ; sae x reader
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He/Him single SSBHM
Hey all I kinda wanted to try out a new bio for people to ignore 😅
Im the 7 time pink taco eating champion! I like short walks to the buffet line and my favorite color is green. Big spoon expert but working on my small spoon game. I'm hung like a field mouse but I can lick the crumbs outta the bottom of a Pringles can. Don't ask me to crush you if you're afraid of death, I can't be responsible.
Many many moons ago I was big and athletic. Ex-homecoming king and football badass 😎😄. Now I'm just really big. I'm extremely hedonistic. Not so much a feedee. Food just doesn't connect with me sexually sadly. But I love to live a life of excess and pleasure.
I'm a huge fan of gaming. I love games like magic the gathering, Warhammer, D&D. Even generic stuff like spades. I spend a vast majority of my day playing games online like league of legends and hunt showdown. I've got a pretty large steam collection so I may have what you play. I'm always on the lookout for some gaming friends.
I'm on disability so technically the US government thinks I'm so good at gaming and snacking they pay me to do it.
I do have an only fans. Link below. The only fans is basically snack money. The government might pay me to be a potato but the pay isn't great 😉. Also I stream on twitch from time to time. I love games but hate shirts. So you'll probably catch me gaming shirtless.
I try to get along with everyone, and I'd say I'm pretty easy going. But I find it hard to chat with right wingers. We just don't see eye to eye on alot of things. So if you like Trump, think covid is a hoax, are a racist, homophobe, sexist, or don't think people should be able to make decisions about their own body, or just all around a shit person. We're probably best to not chat, trust me 😁
I'm in an open relationship and a massive flirty slut. Sorry if I'm too much!
only fans - https://onlyfans.com/starfield
Twitch - Avtomatkelly
Feabs - thegreatergood
Grommr - starfieldbhm
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(ik I've sent in a lotta prompts but I'm hornyyyyyyy)
Little brother trying out vibrators for the first time only to realize the remote is gone. He groans and just continues going on with his day. The vibrator inside feels good already, so why take it out? Then, as he's playing online with his friends, his big brother turns it on from the other room.
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He’s on a game when it happens, headphones and mic on. The vibrator is a gentle buzz inside him, a dull pleasure. He’s able to handle it, to enjoy it and his game at the same time.
“Dude what the fuck are you doing?! You guys sucks stop dying fucking hell!” He’s grumbling to his friends who yell back. “I’m not gonna keep healing you assholes what th-hmmm ahh!!” He jumps, fingers tightening around the controller.
The buzzing inside him has picked up speed and he’s frantically looking around for the remote, maybe he bumped it. It’s nowhere to be seen and the setting goes up again.
“Oh fuckkkk…hah…” he’s curled over, unable to focus on the game or his friends yelling in his ear asking what happened. He moves one of the headphones off his ear, just enough that he can hear his big brother laughing in the doorway.
He turns to shoot him a glare, feeezing when when he sees the remote in his hand and sadistic smile on his face.
“You weren’t looking for this, were you lil bro?” He steps in the room, closing the door behind him.
“Don’t be a dick!” That prompts a few confused remarks through his headphones. “No not you guys. My loser big brother is here just…gimme a minute!”
“I’m not giving you this remote back until you get through this level. I’m actually having some fun with this remote, tell me what’s it to?” He knows what it’s for, he’s being an asshole. “What’s this button do?”
“Wait do-ahhh!! Fffuck y-youuu!!” Little brothers whose knuckles are turning white around his controller as he bites his lip to try and not moan.
“My baby brother has such a dirty mouth. Really gotta train that outta ya, huh? Come on, you can be nice. Say pleasseee big brother? All cute for me.”
Little brothers face scrunches up as he shakes his head. He’s not whining for his big brother, especially not when his friends can hear.
“Bummer. I was hoping to be nice but if that’s how you wanna be I can keep pressing buttons.”
“Stop! P-please…big brother?” His face is flushed red knowing everyone can hear him. His brother smiles and ruffles his hair, falling back on the bed behind him.
“So much better! Hey why don’t I hang out in here for abit? I can watch you play.”
Little brother groans, trying his best to keep his composure. His big brother never wants to hang out with him, only to torment him.
“Dude just…please can I have the remote?” His voice is small, coated in embarrassment.
He feels his brother make his way to the end of the bed, his strong arms wrapping around him and his teeth on his neck.
“Sure. Just get past this level first, little dude.”
#I’m sorry this is so late akdndjd#and I know he was supposed to be in the other room#but whoops#t4t fauxcest#fauxc3st#fauxcest#big brother x little brother#big bro/little bro#big brother/little brother#t4t brocest#t4t brocon#ftm brocon#brocest#brocon
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blinks at u. ghostface!josh and ghostface!chris
i'm gnawing at the bars of my enclosure ty i'm giving u a big kiss
huge warning for stalker/obsessive themes- so like watching u n maybe getting into some icky stuff idk
so the general idea is that Josh came up with this plan to get back at his sisters going missing- since everyone believes they were murdered, what better way to get revenge on the people responsible than doing the same? A series of killings, designed to make the perpetrators feel fear- panic, even- before ultimately being led to their demise. And who better to ally with than his best friend? After all, he wasn't responsible- and he feels the same guilt over not being there for Hannah and Beth. But that's where you come in..
So if you were Josh's plaything victim... It's because you were involved. Jessica and Emily had told you about the prank along with the others and you walked out, not getting involved but you didn't tell Hannah. And Josh knows. And he knows that everyday since you've been riddled with guilt. But it's not enough.
He needed you to pay. To know what it was like to see people around you get hurt and you do nothing about it. But.. He can't help but have a soft spot for you. After all- you were so close with the Washingtons, and you were so distraught after that night, he couldn't help but feel some ounce of pity for you- so he watched you.
For once- he's glad Chris likes modern technology: because now he can keep watch of your every move, all of your social media pages, and more importantly- keep watch of the people around you. When you hear rumors of a killer and the strange connection the murders have to you and your friends, you can't lie- it freaked you out. But you didn't try and think much of it until you got a call one night.
Now, typically it was Chris on the phone with their victims and Josh doing the deed, but this time he wanted to switch it up. Taunting, teasing, and borderline flirting with you, using the information he had spent so much time gathering on you to his advantage. You thought it was another troll, some online stalker- until he mentioned the underwear you mysteriously had disappear a few weeks ago.
So for Chris, he's no where near as depraved as Josh- he honestly feels kind of bad for you. After all, you did keep yourself out of the prank, but you were too caught up in your own emotions to do anything- how childish, honestly.
Chris really gets a kick out of the phone calls he has with you- especially when he gets to comfort you the next day about some creeper telling you the personal information of your closest relatives; Which he totally didn't get by tapping into your phone a few weeks ago when you left the library to grab a coffee while you guys were studying.
He loves playing innocent with you, acting like an innocent bystander, helping you with your distress, only to go home and watch you through his computer screen using a USB stick he gave you, hoping to help go through your call history to help track down who was behind them- all a lie, of course, but no harm no foul.
After all, your face looked the cutest contorted in horror.
#until dawn#until dawn x reader#chris hartley imagines#chris hartley#chris hartley x reader#josh washington x reader#joshua washington#josh washington#until dawn headcanons#until dawn imagines#joshua washington x reader#omg chris's part is so short whoops
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Every day I get more and more upset that I can’t play BG3 yet. Someone deliver a PC to my house IMMEDIATELY.
#all my friends are playing it everyone online is playing it#I feel left out I feel excluded I feel oppressed
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my problem with pokemon team building is that i am very much a “play with your favorites” kind of person and thats fine for casual play except all of my favorites are from the three same exact types and they do very little to cover eachother and it makes me very sad. will be getting walled by the nearest fire type pokemon which is really just embarrassing
#freudian slips#grass/fairy/ghost are all tied for my favs but theyre not very good…#thats a lie. fairy is an excellent typing but the grass is really dragging me down#ah well.#i do have one exception to the rule and its gallade i fucking love gallade dude#unfortunately my problem is always that none of my favs of these types are very defensive and he doesn’t exactly fix that problem for me…#i do have fond memories of him sweeping through a bunch of teams on wifi battles back in the oras days#…im not really sure why. i dont think gallade is that hard to counter maybe everyone was just bad at the game#but my fav pokemon is leafeon and THAT is a fun sweeper#not the easiest to pull off bc its. its leafeon. but i love mine shes my best friend :3 if i play online i make teams around her#and theyre not good but i have fun#though i honestly havent played competitive pokemon in like. 7 years. and i know the latest game completely changed the meta and i just#i dont think i can ever get back into that. its too much. what are any of you guys talking about. who are these people.
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My day be so fine
But then the
Y e a r n i n g, , ,
#oobh#ouhgggz#yearning for what you ask?#yes.#i wish i could hold Mal and be able to bask in eachothers prescence and feel him and smooch him and hfbck#i wish i lived closer or was able to do the same with my online friends#i wish i could just walk over to any of your houses and we could go be young and dumb and alive together#i wish i could bundle up on a cold night and feel my cat curl up at my feet#i wish i could do new things and old things and explore and just chill with the ppl i love#i wish there werent these barriers between being able to do these things like my husbands being made up or my beloved friends being hundreds#of thousands of miles away#i wish i could make a pillow fort with my friends and play dumb games and fall asleep together and wake up way too early cuz were just#unable to sit still when theres so much to be done together#i wish i could sit in comfortable silence with any of you while we're doing our own things but still enjoying eachothers presence#i wish i could go out into my dinky little town with yall and hit up every store in the mall even if we dont buy anything#i wish i could sit and yap with everyone about those damn jesters and anything and everything cuz theres no way we're running out of#conversation topics with all of our lovely chaos#i wish i could go stargazing with my starboy in the summertime when the nights are just cool enough to stay out for hours on end#i wish i wish i wish i wish#i wish i didnt have to wait to spend my life with the people i love#platonic romantic famillial and anything in-between#ough i think the cabin fever is getting to me hghfjfh#storm rambles#storm loses it
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aaaa @motherish in new york :D we had soooo much fun💕 she got me this dbz book?!? and i did another tattoo for her! check out the 6 months heal on baby goku heh🐉
we went to anime nyc i was mainly looking for jjk and csm merch, there was sooooo many good things! saw a surprising amount of vocaloid stuff too :0 legs hurt sooo much after walking the artist alley ^_T 💸💸💸
i found a place where you can order soysauce marinated crabs directly from korea 1 day shipping it was SOOOO GOOOODDD sushi and i TORE THAT SHIT UPP 🦀 we were toooo obsessed with it 😵💫
🧛🏻♀️ then we looked thru my vampire knight artbook & fanbook from 1928199 yrs ago when i was Obsessed w that series, the amount of lore / plot i remembered was crazeeee the art for vampire knight still looks sooooooo pretty 🫨✨
the trip was tooo short but sooo fun it was amazing to see sushi again aaa meeting online friends irl...........🥹💗💕💖🩷
#O AND WE WATCHED THE JJK 0 MOVIE TOGETHERRRR AA TOXIC YAOIIII#i was doing her tattoo and for like 3.5 hrs sushi was educating me on omegaverse lore#and we talked about toxic yaoi LOL#my roommate moved out so we cleaned everything up & sushi was staying in the spare room but my#roommates bathroom was sooo fcking scary n old the apt only renovated the bathroom in my room and the other one sucked so bad im sorry she#had to experience that LMFOAKWKEKAKKAA OOPS#but we srsly had sm fun it was amazing i cant stop thinking about the CRAB im an EXPERT at eating crab cuz there is a learning curve#anyhow..... 😭😭😭😭#and they had official gacha at the con i only let myself spent 40 on them and i only played the jjk hidden inventory one#i kept getting dupes of everyone BUT ON MY LAST PULL I GOT GETO AAAAA#he was the last one i neede for the full set hehe sorry idc abt the girl and her maid wkwkwkkaaozok#idk wat to do w all my charms aaaa they r sooo cute thooo >_<#i wanna meet more online friends.......#이 지랄같은 인생
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Hope everyone has a safe and happy New Year’s Eve! I’ll be getting baked and playing games all night lol if you see this and wanna take a hit go for it!
#me#mine#my videos#guys who smoke weed#first game of the night is baldurs gate 3 for the who knows how many playthroughs by now#I’ve had to delete character save files to play a new game cause I’ve played so many times lol#after that it’s super smash bros online with my buddies#please stay safe out there yall!#also peep my critical role shirt I got from the daggerheart live show at the beginning of the month#don’t know who here is into dungeons and dragons but in my time away from tumblr I got really into d&d with my two best friends#my one best friend and I went to Ireland back in April and saw Dimension 20 live in Dublin and it was amazing#then Critical Role in December#2024 was a crazy year for me but honestly because of this dumb game I’ve gotten through a bunch of stuff and helped me make new memories#first international trip and it was to watch some amazing nerds play an amazing game#happy new year everyone. Heres to hoping 2025 is good to us all#I’m forever a nerd and I can’t wait for all the stuff coming up in all the d&d stuff I’m involved in haha
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#think I need to delete TikTok#been on the bad side and been getting pro life debaters on my fyp#finally decided to go up and say something cause I was getting so annoyed and upset#OH BOY that was a bad decision#never ever doing that again#and this is why I can’t go out and be around normal people#I can’t even talk to a stranger online#I’m literally shaking and bawling right now#it’s 5:43am and I meant to go to bed like 3 hours ago#wanted to post on TikTok and see if I could get any $$ cause I’m desperate#but nah that ain’t gonna happen cause people suck and I hate everyone and anything I make would be shit#and I can’t do anything right#basically I was trying to explain that mental health comes into play too… that abortion isn’t just black and white#I should have known before I even tried that first of all he’s a male and he wasn’t listening to anyone talk#I just have so many things I want to say but no one to say them#and it was a smaller live so I was like why not and fuck that fuck that fuck that nope#too mentally ill for that 🙃#gonna try and go to bed and calm down my heart#sorry I haven’t been posting or on much…. been struggling more than words could ever express#php helped and I felt a glimmer of hope for a day and a half and ever since it’s just been a downward nonstop spiral#love you all and hope you guys are doing okay 🫶#just needed to vent lol and since I have no friends y’all get to hear it 👌#shut up rosie
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If any of yous wanna block me feel free honestly
I know i run away and stay silent when people need help and i never know what to say
One of my irls cut off my whole group of irls including me, so feel free to follow her actions if you feel thats what you want/need
#does this count as a vent or is it more a heads up or what is it?#warning Smok sad#see i always knew i was a crap friend. she just pretended to tolerate my nonstop rambling and i thought she wanted to hear about kirby lore#i was ok i was alright until a song played about friendship and i randomly got sad and then i thought about why that could be and its bc im#sad that i feel like everyone only pretends to like me for some reason#i know yous online people dont know that im lazy and cant read the room and im self-absorbed and all that jazz#i need to have a wee cry but i have so much stuff to do before it gets dark#i use so much electricity on the dehumidifier so if i can reduce how much electricity i use on the light thatd be good
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Discord banned in my counry too!!!!
LET'S GOOO PAIN AND SUFFERING AND CORRUPT MEANINGLESS GOVERMENTS !!!!
#im so mad about discord stil#i used it like 3 hours everyday thats where i would talk to EVERYONE#online or people i know irl#i had these servers with like 30 irl friends#and we would play games every night and hang out and have insane talks in the chats#lile damn i have archives of my entire childhood and teenage years there#and a goverment official decides that “iTs bAd fOr tHe kIdS” as if they give a single shit about kids#and whatsalpp just aint doing it for anyone#vpns work but theyre all expensive on pc#and its never gonna be the same again anyway#cant even watch shows with friends anymore#we finished all of game of thrones and avatar the last airbender and house md and a shit ton of series on discord#we used to play so many games#im going on a rant here but a bunch of saggy old men decide to ban an app and we all lose so many things its making me angry
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yippeeee the dices
#this dice collection is so pretty but i’m giving most of it to my friends…#ive been playing dnd or pathfinder with this group for literal years and i’ve like spent so much time with them LOL#and i’m finally seeing some of them this summer#so this is the gift. i still have to get a set for the dm but like i think i’ve already spent ~200 on the dice here so im like oh my god#but im like fuck it lmao they have given me so much happiness lol 😭#also since im already typing i was listening to one of the celebs from my hometown and sometimes it hits me how strange it is#tht i am vaguely interested in this man even though i literally like saw him for 5 seconds#he is like so incredibly famous#i know like 90% of people experience this but it does annoy me so much that i treat famous ppl diff in my brain differently even tho ik#they just want to be treated like normal people lmao 😭#i think its bc my brain goes ‘oh theyre so loved i wish that were me!’ even tho theyre not really experiencing love#w the masses of ppl online#i have a headache from all the plum wine i drank but plum wine is soooo tasty guys#idk what they put in it#probably plum but wow it is so good. lol 😭#i think i will let this headache go away for a little and then go to bed. gn everyone 🐈🐈
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I get all the calls for "organizing your community!!" But for those of us in ruby red areas that won't happen.
The one gay bar in my city got shot up several years ago and shut down right after.
It isn't safe for some of us to find community. A lot of us have nobody nearby. We're literally alone.
#all my friends and my partner are far away#can't move away#work remotely so all my coworkers are online#staying inside and avoiding my local communities is my safest option#also covid is still a thing and 99.9999999% of 'community organization' shit isn't covid safe or mask friendly#so a lot of us are just fucked#i hope everyone that didn't vote or voted 3rd party gets all the pain and suffering they were hoping for#the revolution isn't coming though you've just left everyone behind for your fevered dreams of playing revolutionary#like i'm happy for people that have community thats nice#a lot of us don't and we won't unless we wanna get shot so ya know it is what it is
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i love the egg child part of the qsmp so much i just need to put it into words. it’s such a smart idea for how to make sure the server stays active — it’s not an activity requirement, but if you don’t take care of your egg, it will die. theoretically, you could just let your egg die and you can let someone else take care of it when you aren’t free to join. but people fall in love with their little pixel children and then they WANT to be active, it’s not an obligation they have to fill but something their consistently excited to do.
and having the parents be an english streamer and a spanish streamer is such a good way to make sure they all interact with each other across the language barrier. sure, there is some in-game translation to make things easier, but they also end up talking on discord to coordinate childcare and in the screenshots we’ve seen i think it’s so interesting how they’ll often speak the other person’s language rather than just picking one to both use or only using their own. co-parenting also gives them the basis for building up strong and unique relationships between the streamers themselves and their qsmp characters, which would’ve been much harder to develop without being given a starting point given the language barrier.
it’s just so clear how much thought quackity has put into this server and it’s so fun to watch everyone fall in love with their little egg children
#also as a side note the people ahead of time being like ‘this is such a random group of people why did q pick them they aren’t even friends’#it makes a lot more sense with the egg context#everyone he picked is someone who will be a good parent#their online personas allow for them to be responsible without losing the way they normally act in content#and they’re all the kind of people who take silly things seriously and won’t think it’s funny just to kill other people’s eggs for no reason#like i love tommy and he is great at loving things in minecraft but it would be SO weird to see him be a parent yknow#like it just doesn’t fit with his online persona he’s presenting more mature as he gets older but still#the ‘child’ propaganda is still too strong rn#and regardless of how close quackity currently is or isn’t with dteam and co#i think it’s pretty clear why he wouldn’t want to include anyone who participated in trying to kill micheal b.#it’s not the vibe he was going for with this server#the way that things have played out with the eggs makes it very clear that everyone was well chosen for this server#it’s good content but still lighthearted and filled with love#very long tag rant oops#qsmp#my post
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So so so fucking angry tonight
#mars says stuff#EVERYTHING IN MY PERSONAL LIFE IS LEGIT FINE I PROMMY#IM JUST SO SICK OF THE ZIONIST MISINFORMATION AND MILQUETOAST APATHETIC DEMOCRAT BULLSHIT THAT#I FEEL COMPLICIT IN BC I WORK FOR A RADIO STATION AND I HAVE TO PUMP OUT NEWS PROMOS#AND ITS THE ONLY JOB I HAVENT BEEN FIRED FROM#AND IM SO FUCKING SICK OF THE RAMPANT TRANSPHOBIA AND ESPECIALLY TRANSMISOGYNY#EVERYWHERE I FUCKING GO AND TO HAVE OTHER TMASC PPL BE LIKE 'LMAO THATS NOT REAL AND IF IT IS ITS NOT THAT BAD THESE CRAZY BITCHES'#WHEN I SEE IT ONLINE AND IN PERSON EVERY FUCKING DAY AND IM NOT EVEN THE ONE IT EFFECTS#AND I TRY TO ENGAGE IN MY COMMUNITY. THERES A JUNETTENTH EVENT IM GOING TO TMR TO TRY AND SCOUT OUT SOME LOCAL ORGS#I CAN VOLUNTEER FOR TO TRY TO MAKE THINGS BETTER IN MY COMMUNITY#but tonight i just feel shitty and small and ineffectual and hypocritical and angry and cowardly#AND EVERYONES LIKE OH DEAL WITH THAT ANGER CONSTRUCTIVELY THATLL HELP#MOTHERFUCKER I USE IT AS FUEL TO MAKE ART. TO PLAY MUSIC. TO TRY NOT TO FLUNK OUT OF A SCHOOL THAT I HATE BC OF THE INSTITUTIONS IT UPHOLDS#and i never have enough after my bills are paid to donate to all the gofundmes both here and in palestine i want to help out#im just so fucking mad. but im also 5'3“ and awkward and chubby and I cant fight and all of my friends tease me for it and it comes from a#place of love and im not mad at them. i just wish i could kick someones ass tonight. some fucking bigot i could put all my rage behind#and just keep hitting and hitting until the fucker stopped moving. but i cant do that. both not physically and also bc i Might Lose Everythi#ng#ill delete this tomorrow#time to watch some shitty youtube videos and eat something and get high enough that i dont feel so fucking mad#just consume my way out of it lmao
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